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    Stephen Florida
    Stephen Florida
    Stephen Florida
    Audiobook11 hours

    Stephen Florida

    Written by Gabe Habash

    Narrated by Will Damron

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    About this audiobook

    Foxcatcher meets The Art of Fielding, Stephen Florida follows a college wrestler in his senior season, when every practice, every match, is a step closer to greatness and a step further from sanity. Profane, manic, and tipping into the uncanny, Stephen Florida a story of loneliness, obsession, and the drive to leave a mark.
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherHighbridge Company
    Release dateJun 6, 2017
    ISBN9781681686509
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    • 5/5
      I must say, I can really admire a first novel when it is very very gutsy. In my mind, I would think that a first time writer would not want to be so gutsy when they don't have anything else published. Maybe save the gutsy for a second book, when you have another example of your writing and style in a first book, to compare the second book to. To have a feel for your writing. But Gabe Habash goes all in with this first book. We have Stephen Florida - not the most likeable dude, in his final year of college, when most of his relatives have recently died and his main focus is the sport of wrestling! Even the topic of wrestling should scare most readers away, if Stephen won't do it himself. I never really have a problem with unlikable characters unless they are deliberately sociopathic murderers or something. Stephen is okay but he is such a weirdo! Other characters call him a weirdo! He proceeds to beat them with a shoe. Running around the streets in a gorilla mask! The writing is gutsy in other ways - listing all 99 names of the wrestlers that Stephen has lost matches to. But Habash has the skill. Stephen is believable. Would I usually care for a book about a deranged college student obsessed with wrestling? Or even books about sports or college at all? Absolutely not. But it is a testament to the writing skill of Mr. Habash that this story is so captivating. I was a bit tired of all the technical wrestling bits by the end, not quite visualizing what is happening since I don't know wrestling. But this is Stephen's purpose and life force on the page so it's understandable why it's on the page. Sentence level perfection right here, which can not be denied no matter the topic or subject matter. I absolutely can not wait to see where Habash goes with a second book.Morning News Tournament of Books #111
    • 5/5
      the loneliness and obsession of a college wrestler evoked in stark brilliance, he perfectly captures a smart and fiercely talented monk in religious fervor to his monomaniacal desire. daring in how it bares the near psychopathic soul of its character, without losing his humanity. and some of the best writing of what it's like to compete in a sport of this visceral nature that I've encountered. a stunning debut.
    • 3/5
      I am really struggling to articulate my feelings about this book. I really wanted to like it, but something about it left me completely cold for reasons I don't seem to be able to pin down. The narrator is a college senior, a good wrestler on a not-very-good small-school team. It's his last season to write his name in the record books for posterity by winning a Division IV championship, and it is all he thinks about. Except when it's not, which is just one of the areas where there felt like a disconnect between what the author wanted his character to be and the way he actually wrote him.It's clear from the disjointed narrative and the things Stephen says and does that he has some psychological problems, but it's not at all clear how serious they are. Occasionally one of the adults in his life will hint at things he's done that should be red flags but no one really tries to help him in any meaningful way. Is he just an obsessed wrestler who revels in all the aspects of the sport that are grindingly difficult, both physically and mentally? (I've known a few of those personally.) Or is he a danger to himself or others? Throw in a bizarre romantic subplot, an assistant coach who is sexually involved with one of Stephen's teammates (it's never really clear if it's consensual or not) and a professor who may have murdered his wife, and there's a lot to chew on. But virtually none of it felt believable to me. It was like Habash made a list of weird things that can happen on college campuses and ways that college athletes are not like other students, and then tried to tick as many of the boxes as possible.I'm sure the author told himself and his editor that the disjointed narrative was meant to convey Stephen's unstable mental state but mostly it just felt like he didn't know how to write transitions between vignettes to make it an actual novel. But it wasn't until the last line of the book that I wanted to throw it across the room, so there's that, I guess.Habash is not a bad writer, and there were sections that I thought were insightful and interesting. The descriptions of the wrestling matches themselves felt authentic to me as a keen observer of the sport. But none of it held together for me, for whatever reason. This is one where I can say, "Your mileage may vary," and really mean it.
    • 5/5
      At the beginning of this book the reader is told "My mother had two placentas, and I was living off both of them." The fact that Stephen Florida’s twin brother died in the womb offers the first intimation that here is a person whose life must have started with a pre-conscious awareness of loss. Then, orphaned at fourteen when his parents died in a car crash, going to live with his grandmother who died a few years later when he was at college, he was faced not only with more losses but also with a growing belief that he needed to rely solely on himself for survival. A good wrestler, he had promised himself, and his grandmother, that he would win the Division IV NCAA championship in his 133lb weight class – and he prides himself on never making a promise he doesn’t keep. When the story starts he is a senior in a small college in North Dakota, obsessed with attaining his goal, whatever the personal physical, emotional and psychological consequences. Just as he feels he is in sight of achieving his goal, he suffers a knee injury which requires an operation; not only does this interrupt his training schedule but it also threatens his ultimate goal. As a result, any emotional stability he may have possessed begins to seriously unravel. From the opening sentence of this powerful novel I felt immediately drawn into Stephen’s world and his intense, obsessional ambition. There were times when his stream of consciousness about the minutiae of his training schedule, his exercise routine, his highly restrictive diet, the amount of sleep he needed and the restrictions on his sex-life, made me feel as though I was occupying a space inside his head, almost viscerally experiencing the pressure of his ambitions, as well as his despair when it appeared that injury would rob him of his ultimate goal. If wrestling is his identity, what is he if he can no longer wrestle? In fact, who is Stephen Florida anyway because this isn’t his real name; his real name is Stephen Forster but the letter offering him a wrestling scholarship was addressed to Stephen Florida, a mistake which he chose not to correct. As all his energies are focused on competing and winning, friendships are difficult for Stephen because they represent a diversion from, and threat to, his ultimate ambition. His only friend on the team is Linus, a freshman competing in a different weight class and therefore not in direct competition with him. However, when he is injured he feels a need to sabotage this relationship because he is unable to tolerate what he now perceives as an imbalance in their friendship. He does have a brief relationship with Mary Beth, a lively, funny, socially confident artist who seems to be able to tolerate his obsessions and his lack of social graces. Although it becomes clear that his feelings for her are intense and genuine, he cannot reconcile a developing relationship with her with his need to compete, to be the best wrestler in his class. So, loneliness becomes the flipside of his obsessional competitiveness but, rather than allowing himself to feel the full pain of this, he comes to regard his social isolation as a source of power and pride. Some of the saddest moments in this story were when his reflections on his feelings for Mary Beth revealed the inner struggles he was experiencing. This was a young man who could be harsh and brutal, liable to explosive rages and delusional beliefs and yet, one who could also be tender, thoughtful and caring. I also felt very moved by his exploration of his muddled feelings about the intensely close physical encounters with other wrestlers and his reflections/fears on the realisation that outsiders could, and did, label these as homeo-erotic.With zero interest in (not to say antipathy towards!) wrestling, I think it’s true to say that, without the recommendation of two people whose opinions I trust, I would not have been drawn towards this novel – what a thought-provoking experience I could so easily have missed! One of the things which amazed me as my reading progressed was that, rather than continuing to skip through the details of the wrestling matches, by the final bouts I found myself as obsessed as Stephen with the blow by blow progress of them! Maybe another reason I came to embrace this flawed character was his enjoyment of Miles Davis’s album “Sketches of Spain” – a favourite of mine since the 1960s! I found myself surprised by how much I came to care for this disturbed, obsessional and lonely young man. I think this is a real tribute to the way in which the author gradually revealed a flawed, yet charismatic character, one who demonstrated how a single-minded, self-denying obsession, which necessarily excludes the development of any other interests, can so easily become self-destructive.This is a novel which centres on the dangers of obsessional behaviour and emotional fragility. For Stephen the obsession was with wrestling but part of the power of this story is the fact that this is a danger with any single-minded goal: once it has been achieved what comes next? There is, therefore, a universality about the story which would make it an ideal choice for reading groups. In conclusion, I think this is a wonderful story, one which is made even more remarkable by the fact that it is debut novel; with huge empathy, Gabe Habash has created a character with a unique, distinct and truly memorable voice.
    • 3/5
      Stephen Florida is a college senior, a wrestler who has one last shot of winning the championship. He's focused on that one aim, to the exclusion of pretty much everything else. He has one friend, another dedicated wrestler, but it's an odd relationship. He meets a girl and there's another connection to tether him to the world for a time, but the isolation takes a toll and Stephen Florida is losing it. So I'm not generally a fan of novels about angry white dudes, or of sports novels, or of novels that put a lot of emphasis on bodily fluids, or, frankly, books that are so unabashedly male in their outlook. I would not have read this at all had it not made the Tournament of Books longlist, and while I often wondered why I was reading this, it did capture my interest in the end. Stephen's not a nice guy, but he's also not a bad guy, for all the petty gross stuff he does. He's just a not entirely stable guy who lacks anyone who could ground him and he's utterly committed to winning at wrestling. There's only a single sketchily-drawn female character, and she remains largely an idea that Stephen holds on to, but a story told from inside Stephen's head was never going to be balanced. I'm glad to have read this book, even though I was not always happy while I was reading it. I really, really dislike snot and there was a lot of it in this book. But Gabe Habash shows promise and I'll be interested in at least see what he does next.
    • 2/5
      Florida is a creepy, maybe loathsome character that I hope to soon forget. I appreciate the effort and voice here, but in the end found this book just disturbing. Maybe if I could figure out what a lynx was doing on the cover it would all make sense.
    • 5/5
      To say "Stephen Florida" is a coming of age novel is accurate. But is deviates from the usual tropes, and maybe for that reason it's lacks the YA classification. Stephen (his last name in not "Florida") explores how close the usual hyperbolic adolescent emotive swings cross over into dangerous obsessive vengeance driven behavior. Stephen murder on his mind.The novel show how wrestling, along with its isolating focus and rituals, impairs Stephen's judgement. Rigorous self-denial - semi-starvation diets, pushing physical endurance and tolerance of pain, amp up his ordinary resentments into all-or-nothing vision quests that allow him to play God. There is a bit of a mystery, and a bit of a romance, and a love/hate friendship, each done without predictive triteness.If this is a little vague, it's meant to be. I liked this book. It gives great looks into the internal and on-the-mat world of collegate wrestling. At times it frightened and troubled me. The cover drawing of wild leopard is so fitting. You never know what you'll get from a wild cat!!!
    • 5/5
      I ended up loving [Stephen Florida]—it's one of those books that keeps growing on you after you close it. I always think "tour de force" is such lazy reviewer-speak, but Habash has done a really fine job. The whole novel is voice, and he sustains it all up to the end, sometimes a touch over-written but mostly spot on—I can't remember being so bowled over by a book about drive and determination since, I don't know, I read [The Old Man and the Sea] when I was 13? Stephen Florida is a great character, determined to win a college wrestling championship and that's IT in his life… but he's about much more than that. Fear, for one thing, and how someone without a lot of emotional ballast operates alongside it. And how difficult it is to build and rebuild a successful sense of self, which is not so much about self-aggrandizement as the small adjustments and moves you make—OK, I'll bite, much like wrestling—to give yourself a different stance when the one you're using turns out not to work so well. Florida is bombastic and vulnerable and smart and dumb and near-autistic in his total solipsism—but aware of that fact, too, and the whole package is pretty wonderful.I couldn't help relating a bit, too—should I even admit that?—to his drive, and the sensation that everyone else is just flapping their hands while you've got your head down, working. Maybe especially at this point in time… the novel seems like a great backlash against a phenomenon like Facebook (which I'm really loathing these days), where everyone seems to be falling all over themselves to document how mediocre, banal, trite, dysfunctional, and/or privileged they are. Does no one aspire to greatness anymore? Well, Stephen Florida does, and I love Habash for giving him to us.