Uncovered: The Truth about Honesty and Community
By Rod Tucker
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How do Christians, benefactors of the overwhelming grace of an immeasurably generous God, fail so miserably at showing and distributing—of all things—grace?
In voice and style evocative of Donald Miller and Scot McKnight, yet with a message all his own, Rod Tucker explores how we Christians have become masters of self-deceptive and fake moral living. Just like Adam and Eve, we don't want anyone to know we are spiritually naked. But covering up around God denies us the freedom of his grace. Until we can be honest with ourselves, honest with God, and honest with others, daily grace will continue to elude us, either as gift received or as gift given. We remain trapped in our Botox spirituality until we come to grips with exactly who we are.
Rod Tucker
Rod Tucker is the founding pastor of The River:pm, a church in Kalamazoo, Michigan, and author of Remembering a Forgotten Grace: Thoughts on Shame, Beauty, Romance, and Radiance. Growing up attending Alcoholics Anonymous meetings with his parents instilled in Rod the necessity of honesty, the urgency of grace, and the beauty of community. Through books, speaking, and various forms of media, he seeks to open conversations with real people who are pursuing a real God. Find out more at www.rodtuckersays.com.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5It isn't easy to share our honest selves with God or with ourselves. Rod Tucker in Uncovered gives the tools needed to make it less difficult. However, there is no way around the fact that a willingness to become vulnerable is necessary. However, as we become more open and forget about hiding our sins, vices or shortcomings, there is the gift of Grace from God and fellowship.I wasn't aware of the different ways we can hide ourselves from others and ourselves. There are story examples given by the author. These helped me to understand on a deeper level what "uncovering" means. Just a small point from the book, I didn't understand the harm in giving peanut butter and jelly sandwiches to the homeless people passing on the streets in New Orleans after Katrina had hit. It seemed like a small, nice beginning, a small way to show love and care.It's a short book. The book is thought provoking. So I will think of it many times after writing this book review.
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Uncovered - Rod Tucker
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Part 1
ME, MYSELF, AND HONESTY
1
LIKE A KISS ON THE LIPS
But if we are living in the light, as God is in the light,
then we have fellowship with each other, and the
blood of Jesus, his Son, cleanses us from all sin.
1 John 1:7 NLT
An honest answer is like a kiss on the lips.
Proverbs 24:26
My first kiss was in a car, at night, in the dark. My lips smashed up against my girlfriend’s and although I was expecting something more meaningful, all I felt was wet, squishy lips. It was one of the more awkward moments I have ever experienced. Sometime later I met my wife, Anna, and now there are no awkward kisses. Every kiss is given and received with grace. Yes, kissing is still vulnerable, but kissing the one you love is magical. Honesty is like kissing. Honesty is an introduction to something much more powerful and intimate: relationships bred by transparency.
When we live in darkness, things cannot be seen. But when we live in the light, everything becomes visible. This verse from 1 John in the Bible points to the fellowship, healing, and forgiveness that can occur when things are out in the open, when we choose to live honestly. This kind of living is what 1 John 1:7 calls walking in the light.
At first, walking and living in the light is awkward. Questions such as, How are people going to receive me?
parade through our thoughts, and many times even keep us from living transparently with others. But once we begin to take those steps—to make honest living a lifestyle—we begin to enjoy the outcome. We feel accepted. Like a first kiss, honest living can feel awkward at first; but if embraced purely, it can eventually lead to an unparalleled wholeness and oneness, both in the individual and among the community.
Honesty can propel us perpetually into a realm of existence where we can begin to know others in deep ways. Ways that allow us to care about others. Maybe even care for others like Jesus cares for us. We are not called to live for ourselves. We are not called to focus on ourselves. We are called to die to ourselves and, through this death, love other people. Second Corinthians 5:15 says, And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again.
If we know anything from the heart of the gospel of Jesus Christ, it is this: when we die so others might live, we get resurrected. This is what Jesus did, and we have the opportunity to share in this love through our lives. We experience intimacy, grace, and most of all, an ability to see others in their circumstances instead of only ourselves. We get to experience life as it is truly meant to be lived.¹ This is grace. With honesty comes grace; and honesty is the doorway to transformation, a catalyst into communal intimacy. Think about Jesus’ parable of two men praying in Luke 18:10. One man, a Pharisee, prayed about himself in front of God. He was prideful, fake, and clearly not living in the light. The other man, a tax collector, humbled himself, became transparent, and ultimately received mercy. This parable provides a powerful image of community centered on Jesus. In the same way the tax collector was humble and honest and received God’s mercy, we are to humble ourselves before God and each other so that we can be exalted and also exalt each other. Honesty brings grace when there are people willing to extend God’s grace after receiving honesty. Galatians 6:2–3 says, Carry each other’s burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ. If anyone thinks they are something when they are not, they deceive themselves.
Communal intimacy is embraced best when people lay themselves bare before each other and in return are accepted by the transformative grace of Jesus. When we live transparently, everything changes, and that is the point.
Individual Reflection / Group Discussion
How is honesty like kissing?
Have you ever felt the need to hide from others instead of living in the light? Why?
2
SELF-PROTECTION
When I was a junior in college, I took a trip to visit my sister, Kelly, in Michigan. She worked at a college ministry called The Gathering, on the campus of Western Michigan University. I always enjoyed going to see Kelly because I was able to participate in all of the weekend retreats, some of the small group leadership meetings, and the Sunday evening main event. On this specific occasion—and I was not sure exactly how the circumstance designed itself—I found myself sitting in a one-on-one meeting with one of the individuals involved in the ministry.
Eventually we ended up talking about sexual sin and lust and how it is a difficult topic among males. He said he knew a number of men dealing with the temptation to have sex outside of marriage, relationship problems, and the struggle with pornography. Being only twenty years old and having a limited experience with talking to others about such issues, I decided to share some of my ideas regarding these topics.
I began by stating that sexuality was an intense topic and there was a definite need for discussion. I related that I did have some experience with sexual issues, and had shared some of what I had learned through my own experiences with others in order to help them heal. I was trying to talk about honesty. He nodded his head in agreement, giving me even more confidence to speak. And so I continued: I tell guys I used to struggle with pornography, and I think it helps them be honest with me.
His response was different than I expected: "Why not instead of saying ‘I used to,’ say, ‘I do struggle with pornography’?" Simply put, he had caught me in a lie. While I was somewhat honest (in being willing to declare a struggle), I was dishonest in my intent. Instead of being open and honest with God, myself, and others, I was saying, I am not as bad as the next guy … I have overcome.
The truth was, like many other men (and women), I struggled with visual temptation. Some days I did great resisting and some days I did not, but I was evasive about my full struggle. To justify my lack of honesty I used a time line measuring how long I could go without sinning. I was so focused on how successful
I was in overcoming my sexual sin that I was often unable to have grace for myself. Without grace, I became too self-focused—judging my own wins and losses—and was therefore forced to judge those around me who struggled with the exact same issues, and consequently was unable to extend authentic grace.
Sexual struggles are common among people everywhere today. Paul writes in 1 Corinthians, No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind.
¹ The problem is many of us have not chosen to be honest about the extent of our weaknesses. Instead we have chosen to minimize our secret sins or use past-tense language
to cover our shame, sending the message that sin is an old issue for us. At least this is how I was living. I was definitely not agreeing with Paul’s words in Romans:
I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing.²
I had chosen not to be honest with myself at all, much less with someone who could help me find greater freedom. Rather, in order to keep up the appearance of spiritual health, I had faked that I no longer struggled with pornography. I spoke using the past tense, as if sin was only in my past. I had told myself I could speak like this because I had experienced a short time span of not looking at pornography. No matter how I manipulated my words, I lied to myself and to my friend.
We claim that we, as individuals, have overcome sin, when sin is something only Jesus can overcome, and that we are now qualified to judge others who do not overcome on their own. All the while, Jesus tells us to take the planks out of our own eyes before we even consider looking at another’s sin.³ We are lying to each other and ourselves. We have exchanged true honesty for