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Szeretettel s hlval Lelki Tantmesternknek Srla Bhakti Szundar Gvinda Dv-Gszvm Mahrdzsnak, Neki s a bhaktknak nyjtott csekly szolglat remnyben.

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Ktsgtelenl ti mindnyjan szerencssek vagytok, mert van kapcsolatotok a transzcendentlis vilggal, ami irnt kielgthetetlen svrgst reztek. Klnben mirt is lenntek itt? A szolglathoz val hozzllsotokon keresztl rhetitek el ezt a transzcendentlis skot, s knnyedn el is rhetitek, ha a megfelel mdon prblkoztok. A megfelel md pedig a Guru s a Vaisnavk elgedettsgt elnyerni. Svm B. Sz. Gvinda

Srpd Gszvm Mahrdzs: A few days before his departure Shrila Gurudev was absorbed in the Nhny nappal azeltt, hogy Srla Gurudv elhagyta ezt az anyagi vilgot, teljesen belemerlt a Krishna-karnamritam and some expressions of Madhavendra Puri and he asked his Krisna-karnmritmba s Mdhavndra Puri nhny versbe, majd megkrte szemlyes veranda servitors Nanda Priya didi and some others if they would print this one shloka szolglit, Nanda Prija Dvi Dszt s msokat, hogy nyomtassk ki neki Mdhavndra Puri egy of Madavendra Puri for him so that while lying or sitting that he could see that and slkjt, hogy llandan a szeme eltt legyen mikor l vagy fekszik, s gy folyamatosan constantly remember that. And this is that shloka which says: emlkezzen r. Ez a slka a kvetkez volt: szandhj-vandana bhadram asztu bhavato bhoh sznna tubhyam namo bho devh pitaras csa tarpana-vidhau nham ksamah ksamjatm jatra kvpi nisadja jdava-kulottamaszja kamsza-dvsah szmram szmram agham harmi tad alam manj kim anjna m

And when someone would ask him, what does it mean, he deferred and I could say at s mikor megkrdeztk t le, mit jelent ez a slka, egyszeren nem vlaszolt a krdsre. the time of someone asks me to explain it to say: Madhavendra Puri saying, The n gy fordtanm: Mdhavndra Puri azt mondja: sandhyas, what you say, your mantram at sunrise, noon and sunset I am bidding adju Elksznk a szandhjktl, a hajnali, dli s esti mantrktl, bcst intek a klnbz imknak, good-bye to that and different prayers you may say, bathing, the devas, the forefathers frdetsnek (murtifurdetsnek), a dvknak, el dknek. all this saying ksamah ksamyatm forgive me for neglecting you but now it smram Mindennek ezt mondom: kszamah ksamjatm - bocssd meg, hogy elutastalak, de: szmram agham harmi tad alam now that I am completely absorbed in remembrance of szmram agham harmi tad alam most, teljesen elmerltem a Krisnra, Guru-Grangra s Krishna, Guru-Gauranga, Radha-Govinda. That's what you could have hoped to Rdh-Gvindra val emlkezsben. E cl lebegett elttem az eddig felsorolt tevkenysgek achieve by all of this, so that now that I am totally absorbed in that, forgive me for vgzse kzben, de most hogy elrtem, s teljesen elmerltem benne, bocsss meg, amirt neglecting you but I don't think that anything is necessary for me. But in a word if you elutastalak, de nem hiszem, hogy brmire is szksgem lenne. Egy szval kifejezve ezt jelenti: had to say what does this mean, in a word it mean: Goodbye, farewell. Viszlt, Isten veled. So he was riveted to this shloka as he was withdrawing from this plane and being totally Belefeledkezve ebbe a slkba, kivonta magt ebbl a vilgbl, s teljesen absorbed in the upper world. So with as in his final days he was reciprocating meghdolt a magasabb sknak. gy ezzel.utols napjaiban mindenki szve vgyt
everyone's hearts desire, whatever their hearts ever desired he was blessing them with that

teljestette, mindenki szve vgyra ldst adta. And perceiving to withdraw from this plane and become absorbed in the upper world

Visszavonult ebbl a vilgbl, s teljes mrtkben a lelki vilgba merlt Srla Guru and with Shrila Guru Maharaja and his Guru-varga. Mahardzzsal s Guru vargjval. Divja Sakti Dvi Dsz: Continue serving, with increased intensity... just follow your heart, Folytasd a szolglatot, mg nagyobb odaadssal.csak kvesd amit a szved mond, teljes your flow with full affection to Gurudev. szeretettel Gurudv irnt.

Sripd Avadht Mahrdzs: The moment in we just understood that he left, It was like... Az a pillanat, amikor megrtettem, hogy elment, az volt. it was the worst realization in my life. az volt a legmegrzbb felismers letem sorn. Srpd Dzsanrdan Mahrdzs: I lost most valuable the best thing in my whole life. Elvesztettem a legrtkesebb dolgot az letembl. Dva Bandhu Prabhu: The loss... the loss... of his divine presence here. A vesztesg.Isteni jelenltnek elvesztse itt, .. Dva Prija Dvi Dsz: Still very hard to think that he is not physically near. Mg mindig nagyon nehz arra gondolni, hogy fizikailag mr nincs kzel. Csinmoj Prabhu: The months previous to his passing to be with him because of his health condition, Tvozsa eltti hnapokban vele lenniegszsgi llapota miatt, to see him suffering day after day. ltni nap mint nap szenvedni

Kisri Dvi Dsz: Immediately afterwards I wasn't sure how it was possible that I could still be alive. Miutn megtudtam, nem rtettem, hogy lehet az, hogy mg letben vagyok. Csinmoj Prabhu: I mean it wasnt always that he was suffering but it was times when it was very difficult gy rtem nem llandan szenvedett, de voltak idszakok, mikor nagyon nehz volt t ilyen to see him in a condition. llapotban ltni

Mahnanda Prabhu: And I have to say that the very first day, that day when Shrila Govinda Maharaj Ha le akarnm rni Gurudv tvozsa utni els napot departed, it was I would probably describe it as a disaster zone. a katasztrfa sjtotta kifejezssel tudnm illetni.

Shrpd Avadhut Mahrdzs: It was just an amazing wild experience for us because we never could imagine this kind Igen kemny tapasztals volt szmunkra, mivel sosem tudtuk igazn elkpzelni, of event was possible in front of ourselves. hogy ilyesmi megtrtnhet velnk. Kisri Dvi Dsz: Being in the presence of Gurudev when he passed... Jelen lenni, mikor Gurudv eltvozott Nrjn Prabhu: Gurudev passed, hes Acharya Maharajs Guru. Guru Maharaj is not dead. Guru Gurudv elment, csrja Mahrdzs Guruja. Guru Mahrdzs nem halt meg. Guru Mahardzs Maharaj is speaking. Guru Maharaj is speaking this He is here... here... in windows, beszl hozznk. Ezt mondja: itt van.ittittitt.az ablakokban, house here Guru Maharaj, here. hzakban.itt van Guru Mahardzs, itt. Shrla csrja Mahrdzs: He told me: I'm leaving tomorrow, but I could not believe him. And I was thinking he Azt mondta: Holnap elmegyek, de nem hittem neki. Azt gondoltam, was joked with me. And morning, when I got telephone from Mahananda, I could not csak viccel. s reggel, mikor Mahnda hvsa utolrt, nem hittem el amit mondott. believe it. What shall I do that I did not know because I could not believe that Gurudev Mit tegyek, hogy meg nem trtntt tegyem, hogy egyszeren nem tudtam elhinni, hogy left. Gurudv tnyleg tvozni kszl.

Sripd Dzsanrdan Mahrdzs: And in my heart I am not feeling really bad about Shrila Govinda Maharaj's leaving in the sense A szvem mlyn rmet rzek Srla Gvinda Mahardzs eltvozsa miatt, mrmint termszetesen szomor vagyok, mert elvesztettem letemb l a legrtkesebb dolgot, de mgsem that, of course I am sad and I am, you know, like lost the most valuable or best thing in my termszetesen szomor vagyok, mert elvesztettem letemb l a legrtkesebb dolgot, de mgsem whole life but at the same time I am not sad about this because I know it is his divine will. He vagyok szomor, mert tudom, hogy ez volt Gurudv isteni akarata. wants this, this is what he wants. Ezt szerette volna, ez volt, amit akart.

Srpd Avadht Mahrdzs: Everything from day of his departure to the way he departed it was fully divine and fully Minden: a tvozs napjtl kezdve - tvozsnak mdjig minden isteni volt, s mindent arranged by himself. rendezett. Kisri Dvi Dsz: In my profession Ive seen death many times, and it wasn't death. A munkm sorn sok hallt lttam mr, de ez nem volt az. Srpd Avadht Mahrdzs: But he knew he is going and he just in his own way said goodbye and he gave to everyone Tudta, hogy menni kszl, s a maga mdjn mindenkitl elksznt s mindenkinek adott something that this person desired. valami szemlyeset, amire vgyott. Srpd Dzsanrdan Mahrdzs: Shrila Govinda Maharaj, he asked to some devotees, I wasn't there, he said, When is Janardan Srla Gvinda Mahardzs megkrdezte a bhaktkat, mikor n nem voltam bent nla: Mikor Maharaj leaving? And Sanatani told, Oh, he has extended his ticket. And Shrila Govinda utazik el Dzsanrdan Mahrdzs? Szantani gy felelt neki: - , pp most hosszabbtotta meg a repljegyt. Maharaja said, he was very happy and said, Oh, he is my best friend. So I know that Shrila Erre Gvinda Mahardzs ezt felelte: , az n legjobb bartom. studom, hogy Srla Gvinda Govinda Maharaj in this way is saying goodbye to me and he is saying different things to say Mahrdzs gy ksznt el tlem, s tudom, msoktl is hasonlkppen ksznt el, valamilyen goodbye to other persons. szemlyes figyelmessggel. Kisri Dvi Dsz: He didn't look like dead, he looked like he was there. Everybody expected Nem tnt halottnak, olyan volt mintha csak lne. Mintha brmelyik pillanatban kinyithatn a him to just open his eyes and chastise us for making to much noise or something. szemt s megdorglna minket, mert tl zajosak vagyunk. He wasn't gone. De nem gy trtnt. Nrjn Prabhu: Gurudev reveals himself in everything and everythere. Gurudv feltrja magt mindenben s mindenhol. Srpd Avadht Mahrdzs: We know he's just like a sun he is somewhere in his own world, his own path, Tudjuk, olyan, mint a Nap, fenn valahol a sajt vilgban, a sajt tjt jrja. and just vanished from our mundane vision but his presence is everything here: pp csak eltnt vilgi szemnk ell, de jelenlte mindenben itt maradt: This Math, his devotees, his songs, his poetry, his books. Ebben a Mtban, a bhakkban, a dalaiban, verseiben, knyveiben.

Dvja Sakti Dvi Dsz: He's never left, he's never left, he's never left. Soha nem tvozott, soha nem tvozott, soha nem tvozott. Dva Prja Dvi Dsz: It's very hopeful, I think so and beautiful to see how much he like till the very end till the Nagyon remnyteljes s csodlatos, hogy a legutols pillanatban is, very last detail he did his service to his Guru Maharaj. az utols rszletekig vgezte szolglatt Guru Mahrdzsnak. How much impossible to think how much every devotee feels taking care of and how Annyira rzi minden bhakta, hogy trdik vele, s beautiful the mission and the glory that he left. hogy milyen csodlatos a misszi, s a dicssg, amit maga utn hagyott. Dva Bandhu Prabhu: His character, his personality was most perfect thing. We can think of his spiritual Az egynisge, a szemlyisge tkletes volt. Lelki tulajdonsgai pratlanok. behavior and so that, its irreparable like something you cannot replace. Olyan, amit nem lehet helyettesteni. Kisri Dvi Dsz: Everything theyve said, everything I've learned in my life scripturally Minden amit mondtak, minden amit tanultam az rsokbl, but I didn't really understand kind of hit home, nem hatott olyan mlyen, mint mikor megrtettem: you know, that Guru-tattva is not the same as jiva-tattva. a Guru-tattva nem azonos a dzsva-tattvval. Csinmoj Prabhu: Now that I no longer have that connection I just have to pray that I will continue to feel Most, hogy mr nincs tbb szemlyes kapcsolat, csak imdkozni tudok, hogy a tovbbiakban that connection. Because it is really the heart to heart transaction you have with your rezni tudjam a kapcsolatot. Hiszen ez tnyleg valsgos kapcsolat a szved s a Gurud szve Guru. It is not dependent on death, its not dependent on time or place, kztt. Nem fgg a halltl, sem idtl vagy trtl. it's a heart to heart transaction and its eternal. A kt szv kztti ramls rk. Kisri Dvi Dsz We all know there is really is a spiritual world, there is really Guru there is really everything sort Mindnyjan tudjuk, hogy a lelki vilg valban ltezik, a Guru valdi, s szombaton minden of hit home on Saturday for me, in an incredibly agonizing, joyful, happy, sad, simultaneously annyira fantasztikusan lnyegbevg volt, egyszerre rmteljes, boldog-szomor, j s rossz good and bad heartbreaking way. rtelemben szvszorongat.

Shrila csrja Mahrdzs: Of course, I am feeling his presence. He's giving guidance. Yesterday he told me, Termszetesen rzem jelenltt. lland tmutatst ad. Tegnap azt krdezte tlem: Why Nakula, why Deva Bandhu is not cooking for me? Nakula s Dva Bandhu mirt nem fznek nekem? And for that I phone called to Mahananda, Please arrange his cook. Felhvtam Mahnandt, s krtem, intzkedjen a fzst illeten Gurudvnek. Yesterday he told me, Why Deva Bandhu is not cooking yet for me? Tegnap ismt megkrdezte: Dva Bandhu mirt nem fz nekem mg mindig? I phone called to Math Kolkata to Mahananda and he told, jbl felhvtam Mahnandt a Kalkuttai sramban s azt mondta: Yes, Deva Bandhu ordered to come and will cook for him. - Odarendeltem Dva Bandut, hamarosan megrkezik s fzni fog Gurudvnek. Dva Bandhu Prabhu: And no doubt, we have to always try also to trace the absolute perspective that he is eternally Semmi ktsg, meg kell prblnunk az abszolt nzpontot, hogy rkk existing in the divine realm and if we can remember that, he is like eternally engaged in that ltezik az isteni skon, s ha folyamatosan esznkben tartjuk, hogy a transzcendentlis skon transcendental plane and there is no other way that but he will be happy now like well positioned most mr csakis boldog lehet, hiszen most jra a helyn van, a mi oldalunkon rezzk ugyan a well situated the loss is from our side and from his side there is no way to have any loss. So vesztesget, de az oldalrl nzve nincs is vesztesg. considering his happiness as our own happiness, our hearts should be relieved from that pain. gy az boldogsgt trezve szvnk hamar felpl ebbl a fjdalombl. Divja Sakti Dvi Dsz: He is here, he always will be here. Kztnk van s mindig kztnk is lesz. Kishori Dvi Dsz: He wasn't gone. And that is remarkable. Nem hagyott itt minket s ez a legfontosabb. Csinmoj Prabhu: Gurudev has not left me. He's still always in my heart but I can leave him. So, it is really Gurudv nem hagyott el. Mg mindig itt van a szvemben, de n elhagyhatom. my decision. If I want Gurudev to stay with me than he will be there always, Ez teljesen az n dntsem. Ha azt szeretnm, hogy Gurudv velem legyen, mindig itt lesz, csak I just have to look. a szvembe kell nznem. Nrjn Prabhu: Gurudev isnt dead, he is living. He is living with us in Acharya Maharajs life. Gurudv nem halt meg, l. Velnk l csrja Mahrdzs letn keresztl.

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