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Breathe into Me
Copyright 2013 by Amanda Stone
Table of Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Epilogue
Acknowledgments
About the Author
guest.
The bedspread I bought that day was the
one I brought with me to college. Being it
was only a few years old and finally
losing that new bedspread stiffness, I
passed when they offered to take me out to
buy a new set just for my dorm.
Jessi was still raddling on and I pulled
my eyes away from my sweats and their
special memories to look at her.
Youre going to have a great time. Just
wait til all the hotties there see you walk
in. Youre going to be thanking me by the
time we leave and you have a nice piece
of man candy to play with.
OneI ticked off on my fingerIm
not looking for any hotties. Two, Im just
doing my best friend duties and
accompanying my promiscuous friend to a
Kanes ear.
Well since its been a while, why
dont we get out of here and I rolled
my eyes and suppressed a gag as she went
on to tell him her great plans in his ear.
Kane gave her a little shove but then
replied with a smug smile, Sounds like a
plan. Ill find you a little later. All right?
The Katie girl seductively smiled up at
him, and then glared at me before she
sashayed off through the bar.
He turned to rest his elbows on bar and
sighed. Definitely not going there again,
he mumbled before taking a swig from a
bottle of water.
I gave him a questioning look. Didnt
he just tell her he would find her later?
Sorry about that. He looked over at
me and said, She can be a bit clingy.
my mouth.
Kane was off his chair in seconds,
scooping me up off the floor. Holding me
tight to his chest, he carried me over to the
chair he had been standing on and gently
sat me down. Crouching in front of me, he
lightly placed his hands on my knees. Oh
my god, Kelsey, are you okay? I never
should have left you standing there alone.
Are you hurt? Do you have a lot of pain?
He kept bombarding me with questions,
never really giving me time to answer
before he would ask another. Finally, I
just decided nodding was the best thing to
do in this scenario. He must have been
okay with that, because he stood and
stalked over to the very intoxicated guy
that had bumped me and grabbed him by
his collar.
with people.
She let out another long sigh before
finally heading toward the bathroom. After
a minute or so, I heard the shower start
and I finished getting myself ready.
The trip to the campus store had been
an adventure all by itself. While I was
worried about getting all the books I was
required to have, and trying to anticipate
the supplies I might need, Jessi was too
busy looking at cute hoodies and pajama
bottoms. Not like she was in any short
supply of clothes, though. She was
currently using half of my closet and
drawers.
After finally getting my essentials, we
made a quick stop at a local grocery store,
stocking up on water and snack foods
before heading back to our dorm to order
joked to try and bring back the lighthearted mood from earlier.
He nodded, but something told me it
was just for showbut he was willing to
drop the subject and I was fine with that.
After a minute, I turned back toward the
doors, but before I could pull one open,
his voice stopped me.
Hey, let me at least get your lunch to
make up for that night, all right? he
asked, and pulled one of the doors open so
we could both enter. As soon as my eyes
adjusted to the dimmer lighting in the caf, I
immediately spot Jessi. She also had some
company at the table with her in the form
of Landon.
Well, seeing as we are more than
likely going to be sitting at the same table
todayI nodded in the couples
this.
His brother does all mine. Kane
nodded toward Landon.
I can set you all up with a consult if ya
want. Landon shrugs.
Before I could even open my mouth to
tell him no thanks, we were not fully
committed to even getting the tattoos
Jessi squealed and threw her arms around
his neck. As soon as she began thanking
him, I knew anything I said to her right
now would fall on deaf ears.
Someone bumped my shoulder, and I
turned to see Kane watching me. Whats
wrong with you? You look like someone
just ran over your dog. Im not sure hes
even noticed how his body has gravitated
toward mine. But right now, Im so
focused on him and the warmth of his
not be undone.
So who is your professor? Kane
asked, pulling me from my painful trip
down memory lane.
Um, Hanson. I hear shes a real hard
ass. Im actually a little nervous, to be
honest. We had finally made it to the
door of the class and I took a quick peek
inside to see if the notorious teacher was
inside. I didnt see her, but I did see a few
people already taking their seats.
Ah, shes not all that hard. Ill let you
in on a little secret, but you are sworn to
secrecyHe leaned in so close to my
ear that his hot breath tickled the small
hairs on the side of my neckits all an
act.
He pulled back and my eyes flew open
funny how I never even noticed they had
here or something?
While I didnt see how my knowing
Kane had anything to do with him, I
figured there was no point in questioning
it.
No I didnt know him before starting
here. We just met the other night actually.
Thats cool. Kane and I are friends.
We actually rushed together, but he
dropped us last year. He still comes to
some of the parties every now and then,
though.
If picturing Nate in a frat was hard,
picturing Kane in oneespecially the one
that Nate had describedwas almost
down right impossible. Kane and Nate,
appearance-wise, were polar opposites.
Kane with his tattoos, piercing, biker
boots andfrom what I had seen so far
activates.
When she was finally done putting
herself back in order, she glanced up at
me, and then Nate. Well hello there, she
purred at him.
Yes, Nate was good looking, any girl in
her right mind would agree so Jessis
flirting was to be expected.
Nate. He nodded and reached out his
hand to shake hers like he had done for
me.
This is my friend, Jessi I was just
telling you about. I went ahead and
introduced her.
Just telling him about, huh? So you
have been talking about me? Jess bumped
her hip with mine.
Yes, Jessi. He now knows your date of
birth, social security number, and first
about that.
No problem. I was just coming to put
my things away before heading back out,
I said to them.
Out? So where are you going? Jess
questioned me. I knew she was probably a
little thrown off by the fact that I had plans
to go out, and that those plans didnt
involve her. Usually the only places I
went to lately are the places she drags me.
So this was a whole different ball game
for her.
Kane asked me if I would like to grab
a cup of coffee. I told him I would. Hes
probably waiting out front for me now
actually. I didnt think the room would be
occupied. I winked at Landon because
I knew he was feeling pretty
uncomfortable right now, and I cant lie, I
laughed.
I hugged my best friend tight before
throwing myself back into my seat and
letting out a loud sigh. Lets get this over
with then. Who knows, we both might
surprise ourselves and think it tickles
when the tattoo machine finally breaks
through our skin. YEAH RIGHT!
Jessi stared out the windshield a second
or two before starting the car. It was nice
to know that shed had second thoughts
about this before, too. I knew I wanted
this and she wanted this so dammit,
we were going to do this!
Like me.
It was beautiful, and my chest tightened
when I looked back at her sad eyes. She
stared at me like she knew what sorrow
was in my heartand for some ridiculous
reasonI knew she felt the same pain as
me like she understood me.
You like? Lucas voice drew my
attention away from painting.
Yes, very much so. Who is the artist?
They are beautiful.
He laughed softly, I am.
Oh, that was right. Landon had told
Jessi that his brother started out drawing
and painting. I should have known he
would have some of his own work
displayed in his shop.
They are really beautiful, I told him
again as I turned to take one last glimpse
at the painting.
He thanked me, and then started getting
everything set up for the first tattoo. I had
decided Jessi would go first since this
was all her idea; but after Lucas had
prepped and the stencil was on her foot,
she began nervously tapping that foot
against the table. She quickly scooped my
hand up in hers and squeezed.
Jess, I love you, but youre kind of
hurting me. I glanced down at our locked
handsmine was turning a deep shade of
red from the death grip she had on me.
She immediately let go. Oh, sorry! Im
a little nervous.
ObviouslyI smiled at herIts
going to be fine, Jess. Remember?
She nodded her head profusely before
taking a deep breath and looking at Lucas.
off.
After Lucas had gone over the care
instructions with Jessi, he placed the
stencil on my shoulder and neck and
handed me a small hand mirror. After
agreeing on the placement of the tattoo, I
laid down on the table and braced myself
for the pain.
I heard the wheels of Lucas stool get
closer and held out my hand for Jessi to
take, but the hand that grasped mine was
much larger and rougher than Id been
expecting. I glanced up to find Kane
smiling down at me.
I got you, Kelsey. Its going to be
okay.
His words soothed more than just the
nervous jitters I was feeling about the
tattoo. When he said those words, I felt
much!
Really, Kelsey, it was nothing. I
enjoyed doing this tattoo too. Ive never
done one like it before so its always fun
to do something different and you did
great by the way. You sat like a rock
through the whole thing. For this being
your first tattoo, thats something.
After Lucas went over the care
instructions with me, I thanked him again,
and Kane and I exited the shop into the
cool night air. The temperature had
dropped quite a bit from when we first
went into the shop, and my halter-top
wasnt so perfect for the weather
anymore. I shivered from the cool night
breeze as we walked to the restaurant
where Jessi and Landon were waiting for
us.
this dress.
After sliding the soft dress over my
body, I looked at myself in the mirror.
Trying on this dress might have been a
mistake because now that I saw it on me, I
really wanted it. It came down to midthigh, a little shorter than what I was used
to, but the dress was so beautiful I didnt
mind. The one strap that was going across
my left shoulder was embossed with tiny
silver jewels that glittered when the light
hit them. I was in love with the dress and
it fit me like a glove.
Kelsey! Jessi banged on the door to
my changing room. Dont you even think
about taking that dress off before Ive had
the chance to see it on you!
She knew me so well. If I was trying on
clothes and didnt like the way they
with.
But a small tremor of excitement
worked its way through my body when I
stopped to think about Kanes reaction to
seeing me in this dress tonight. He had
never seen me dolled up before so this
would be a big surprise for him. Will he
like it?
Hold it right there! Will he like it? Did
I seriously just ask myself that question?
Since when did I worry about what I was
wearing before meeting Kane? I could feel
a shift in the way I viewed Kane, and I
wasnt sure how I felt about it. If these
feelings for him continued to grow, I could
possibly mess up the closest friendship I
have had since Jessi. I needed to lock this
down, now.
Jessi insisted she do my makeup when
that.
My dreams were far from just kissing
him. In my dreams we knew each other on
intimate levels. This friendship thing was
nonexistent when I was sleeping.
Kane slowly closed his eyes. Kelsey,
you shouldnt tell me stuff like that right
now. Not when all I want to do is drag
you out that door and up the stairs to my
apartment so I can.
Before Kane could finish his sentence,
a shouting match interrupted him and
another fight broke out. People were
pushing and shoving and I could hear a
few girls screaming. This was nothing like
the fight that had taken place the first night
we had met. This fight was much larger.
When I scanned the room, it looked as
though everyone was throwing punches
think.
When he started pulling me back
toward the door, some of the smoke in my
head finally cleared. Thinking quickly, I
brought my knee up and stomped as hard
as I could on his foot. This caused him to
loosen his hold on me, enough for me to
break away and run.
Pushing my way through body after
body, I just kept going. Terrified that he
was right behind me coming after me. I
heard my name being called about the time
that I was scooped up into another set of
arms. Panic flooded through me again
before the smell of Kanes cologne filled
my nose, and I took a deep breath. With
my face buried into his chest I tried to
control my breathing.
I lost you, Kels, Im so sorry! I tried to
my turn.
scalp.
Its me, stupid. Who else would it
be? Jessis voiced carried over the
rushing water of the shower.
Well you never know these days!
I finished washing, then rinsing my hair
and turned the water off. I blindly felt
along the outside wall for my towel before
it was placed in my hand by Jessi. After I
had wrapped it around my body I pulled
back the shower curtain to find Jessi
perched on the sink, her legs crossed at
her ankles with a smile on her face.
Spill it, girl. I didnt bug you for
details last night because I was a bit
occupied myself but youre giving me all
the juicy details now. Where did you go?
how far did you go? She waggled her
eyebrows at me and I rolled my eyes at
her.
You know me better than that, Jess. I
didnt go far at all. I paused and bit my
lip. But I will say this he is an
AMAZING kisser.
Jessi jumped from the sink with a
squeal. I KNEW IT! Gah, how is it
kissing someone with a lip piercing? Ive
always wondered. I bet its super-hot.
She fanned herself and I smiled.
Oh yeah, its most definitely hot. I
was getting a little tickle in my belly from
the memories of the kisses Kane and I had
shared.
So, do you like him?
I paused for a second before shyly
nodding. I do, Jess. I dont know what it
is about him but he kinda just gets me.
Landon said that hes never seen Kane
I nodded.
Kelsey, thats such a big deal. I cant
believe you told him about that so soon.
You never talk about your mom and what
happened.
I know, believe me I never expected to
do so, but he opened up to me. Telling me
about his past. Not only the part about the
women but also some stuff about his
parents too and it just didnt feel right not
be as open and honest with him as he was
with me. I told you, Jessi, I dont know
what it is about him, but I feel so close to
him.
Kelsey, Im so glad you have found
someone you can connect with. Believe
me I truly ambut please, please be
careful. I dont want to see you hurt. I
mean Kanes a big guy and all but if he
process!
I cringed from the memory. Jessi had
begged me go to that party. Before
everything had happened with my mom,
Jessi, Katy, and I used to have sleepovers
every other weekend. A few nights before
the party when her and her parents thought
I was sleeping, I overheard them talking
down the hall from my room.
They were talking about how they were
worried about me. How since my
mothers death I was secluding myself and
I was holding in all my grief because I
wouldnt talk about that night with anyone.
Not them, not Jessi, and not the stupid
therapist everyone said I should see.
I didnt want to relive that night, and
every time I talked about it I did. Every
time I closed my eyes I saw my mothers
grin.
Hows it going, Kelsey? Havent seen
you around much lately.
Im at school every day, Walker. Just
like you.
I was trying to play nice and converse
with him, but in all actuality I was
annoyed. It had been months since he had
even attempted to speak to me and now
that he had a few beers in his system, he
decided it was a good time to approach
me?
Yeah, but youre not the same you that
you were before.
I glared at him. He had no idea how I
was not the same me that I was before.
He placed his clammy hand on the bare
skin of my thigh just below my shorts. I
tried shaking off his hand but his sticky
said yes.
I made a move to stand again but he
held firm to my waist and covered the
bottom half of my face with his open
mouth. It only took him about a minute to
realize he was making out with my chin
and by that time the damage was done.
Someone saw us and yelled, Kelsey and
Walker is getting it on!
I never thought I would live that day
down. Thankfully, shortly after that is
when everyone decided to avoid me like
the plague and it was never spoken of
again. Well, other than when Jessi would
have a horrific make out experience and
would always refer it to a Walker
Wash.
I know, I know. I couldnt resist! she
laughed and held up both of her hands.
huh?
I started at him for a minute, what kind
of question was that? Um, Im not sure
what you mean? I was truly puzzled as to
why he would even bring it up. Sure he
had tried to warn me about Kanes past
indiscretions, but I was a big girl and
could handle myself.
Nothing. I just thoughtya know
what? Never mind. Ill talk to you later,
Kelsey. Then he got up and made his way
back to his seat.
When I looked at Jessi, she was starting
at me. I shrugged letting her know I had no
clue what any of that was about and tried
not to think about it the rest of class.
shit, he laughed.
I read through some of the messages
well actually Im not sure you could really
call them messages because most were
random letters or half words. Finally at
the bottom she did manage to get out one
full sentenceCan you hear me?
I busted out laughing, I felt bad for
laughing at his grandmother like that but he
was right, it was pretty funny.
I dont know why she doesnt just call
me. She says she wants to keep up with
the times and be able to text, but if its
going to always be like this I think Im
going to have to step in at some point and
put a stop to the madness.
I loved watching him talk about his
grandparents. You could tell he loved
them and respected them. It made me wish
tiny hands.
I hate that you do this to yourself,
Kelsey. You are the only person who cant
see how special you are. Lord knows you
have had it rough, and I cant imagine
what it is like for you. But as your best
friend, it hurts me to see you tear yourself
down the way you do. You of all people
deserve happiness now. So, please, Im
begging you. Let it in. Let Kane in. Let me
in.
I grabbed my best friend in a tight hug. I
felt the warmth of a tear slowing slipping
down my cheeks. I knew what Jessi was
talking about, but it was easier said than
done. She didnt know how my mother
looked at me for help and I just stood
there and watched all the life drain from
her. It was something I didnt think I
what to do next.
Well, come on over here, girl. I wont
bite. She sweetly smiled at me, but it
didnt help my unease. I slowly made my
way toward her and she handed me the
rolling pin.
You ever roll out pie dough before?
I shook my head. No, maam.
Oh, honey, youre going to have to cut
the maam stuff out right now. My name is
Emma. You best learn to use it. I noticed
then she said everything with a smile. This
woman could be insulting you, but her
smile was so sweet that you would never
realize it was an insult.
The trick is, you have to make sure you
have enough flour so that the pin doesnt
stick to the dough. Like this. She said as
she sprinkled the flour over the ball of
to listen to anymore.
I kissed Kanes cheek to let him know I
was comfortable, that I was ready
whenever he was. He slightly pressed his
cheek harder into my kiss then began
slowly pulling back out. I felt discomfort
again but this time it was different. This
time is was discomfort about his body
leaving mine. Now that I had had him
there it felt different to be without him. It
felt lonely.
Those feelings didnt last long though
because as soon as he withdrew to the
point that I couldnt take it anymore, he
pushed right back in. It was faster and
harder than the first time but it was
nowhere near slamming like he talked
about. It was just right, just enough to
make my toes curl and a sound to tear
with you.
I smiled when I heard the engine rev a
little louder, obviously he was speeding
up a little to hurry and get us home.
smelling Kane.
He laid down beside me and his mouth
found mine again. He was playfully
kissing me, giving my lips tiny little
teasing licks or bites, never fully kissing
me the way I wanted. Finally fed up with
his teasing, I grabbed the back of his neck
and held him still while I took control. I
could feel him laughing around my kiss but
he finally gave in and kissed me how I
wanted to be kissed.
We laid there kissing for what seemed
like hours. Im surprised the kissing didnt
lead to more considering what we had just
done a few hours ago, but to be honest, I
didnt know if I would be able to handle
more so soon. I was still a little sore.
Kane pulled away from me and stopped
me when I leaned back in for more.
Which was?
That you were leaving here to go
spend time with Nate. He hung his head
for a second then brought his beautiful
gray eyes back up to mine.
I smiled at him and rested my hand
against his cheek. Kane, believe me
when I say this. From the second I met
you, you were the only guy I have ever
thought about as more than a friend. And
after last night I hope that you might feel
that way too? I didnt want to jump the
gun and say I was his girlfriend. I wanted
to be though. I wanted that so badly but I
wouldnt push him into it.
He lightly grabbed my cheeks and
kissed me. He pulled away but still
cradled my face in his hands. Kelsey,
after last night I would consider you
from.
Why in the world would you even hold
the elevator for her in the first place? I
questioned. If he hated her so much,
wouldnt he have just let the doors close
on her like I had planned to do all along?
He gave me a puzzled look. I dont
know, Kelsey. Its just a habit I guess to
hold the door or elevator door for
someone. I wasnt really thinking about
who it was for.
I knew I was being silly, but I couldnt
help it. That girl had me so annoyed right
now and I was taking it out on Kane.
Youre right, I sighed. I just dont
like her.
That makes two of us. He winked and
leaned in again to kiss me. This time I let
him.
together.
We hadnt had sex again since that first
night. Kane had said he was giving me
time to heal from the soreness, but I was
more than ready to give it another go. I
just wasnt sure how to approach the
subject. Do I just come out and tell him?
Do I try to seduce him into it?
I heard the water in the bathroom shut
off, and the butterflies that had been
floating around in my stomach grew into
what was more like an angry swarm of
bumble bees. My stomach was flipping so
hard, it was almost painful. I couldnt
believe what I was about to do, but dang
it, he gave me a taste of something then
just took it away. Did he not know that he
was being a super tease? If I wanted more,
I was going to have to go after it.
me.
Well, mister, two could play that game.
I scooted back further onto the bed,
keeping my eyes on his. I slowly laid my
body back onto the middle, then stretched
my arms above my head and faked a yawn.
I could feel that my tank had ridden up
around my belly button making a good two
full inches of the bare skin of my stomach
visible. My pajama shorts rested pretty
low on my hips and I knew he could see
my hip bones sticking out.
Kane had this weird thing with my hip
bones that I was becoming aware of. I had
begun to notice that anytime we would lie
together and my hip bones were exposed,
he would constantly rub over them. It
wasnt the most normal thing to fetish
over, but hey, some people got off on
ridged.
Um, Kane I dont know if you
should I broke off, not knowing if I
could actually come out and say the exact
words.
Kelsey just shut up. He smiled up
at me before placing a feather light kiss
high on my inner thigh, almost, but not
quite close enough to where I was
throbbing.
I laid my head back on the bed and
closed my eyes. Still not really one
hundred percent sure about this. Sure I had
every intention of getting a little action
tonight but I never expected this.
Kelsey, relax. I heard Kane say, but
didnt open my eyes to look at him.
But but youre getting ready to put
your face somewhere that faces shouldnt
help me.
When we were both finally, completely
bare, Kane stopped kissing me and sat up
on his elbows. He ran his thumb under my
eye along my cheekbone.
I really do love you, Kelsey.
My heart swelled. I would never get
tired of hearing him say that.
You own me now, you know that?
Never in my life have I wanted or loved a
person as much as I do you. I dont care
that we havent known each other long. I
know what I feel and this just feels meant
to be. That everything is completely right
when I am with you.
I nodded. I know, I said as I took his
face in my hands. I think my heart knew it
wanted you from the moment I first laid
my eyes on you. I couldnt get you out of
for us.
I climbed inside Landons truck and
shut the door. Jessi laced her fingers with
mine and gave me a small smile. I wasnt
looking forward to telling her what had
happened tonight. She was going to flip
her shit and try to kill Kane, I just knew it.
But I didnt want that. I just wanted him
out of my life.
I cant believe I had been so stupid to
just give him everything like I had. I guess
Nate had been right. I didnt know the real
Kane after all.
without Kane.
Now that all our problems had been
rubbed and soothed out of us, we were left
with limited options for what to do with
the rest of our night. The town our college
was in wasnt all that big, so the things we
could do were sort of limited. The only
thing we knew was we wanted to go
dancing, but the only place we could do
that was Shots. I had known that Kanes
schedule had him off tonight because we
were supposed to go out. So I at least
knew he wouldnt be working as a
bouncer, but that didnt mean he wouldnt
be there.
Jessi had said that she would drive as
far as we needed to, to go to a place to
dance, but there was no point. I couldnt
avoid Kane forever. We went to the same
down.
Woo, I said, shaking my head back
and forth. Its been a while.
I know right?! she shouted back.
You are going to have so much fun
tonight, Kels. I just know it. Nowshe
said clapping her hands togetherlets
get out there and find you some hot piece
of tail to play with, she said, pulling on
my hand and dragging me toward the
dance floor.
With the alcohol from the shot, I felt my
body loosening up more than it already
had been. All I really wanted to do was
dance. I wanted to lose myself in the beat
of a good song. A new Kelly Clarkson
was blasting, and the lights were flashing
and I let my body flow to the beat.
I felt someone come up behind me and
thought I was.
Look, I know things just went sour
with you and Kane, but maybe this is what
you need. A good night out with some
good friends. He gave me his milliondollar smile, and I smiled back.
That is exactly what tonight is about.
So I would love to dance with you, Nate.
Nate pulled my body closer to his and
while I was genuinely happy to have a
friend like Nate to dance with, I wasnt
sure how I was going to react to all this.
Kane was the only person I had ever been
this close to, but since Nate was a close
friend, I was going with it and hoping for
the best.
A new song started up and Nate placed
one hand lightly on my hip, watching my
face the entire time as if to make sure I
scaring her?
Kanes eyes slowly slid to Nate, and I
could see the hatred laced within them.
Back. The. Fuck. Off. My girlfriend,
Kane growled.
Nate let out a slight chuckle and
wrapped his arm around me, pulling me to
his side. Girlfriend, huh? Thats not what
she was telling me a few minutes ago.
Kanes eyes shot back to me. Kelsey?
he questioned. We had a fight. A
misunderstanding. We havent even had a
chance to talk about it yet and you are
already making moves on someone else?
I could hear the hurt in his voice, but he
also had an accusing tone and it pissed me
off.
How dare him! He was just pressing
his lips to someone elses last night and
Cat.
I shook my head. This wasnt possible.
He was supposed to never get out that
place. I was supposed to never have to
face him again.
Whats wrong? Not happy to see
daddy? he asked as he pulled a black
handgun from his back.
My whole world stopped when he
brought the gun up and pointed it straight
at me. I closed my eyes. I heard the
explosion of the shot and waited to feel
the burn of the bullet piercing my skin. But
it never came.
I opened my eyes to see that my dad
still had the gun pointed at me but Nate
was no longer standing beside me. Instead
he was lying on the floor, unconscious and
bleeding from his abdomen.
world to him.
I tried to talk her out of having you. I
wanted her to have an abortion. She was
MINE! I didnt want to share her with
anyone, but she threatened to leave me
and raise you on her own, and I couldnt
let that happen. I couldnt let her go. So I
let her have you as long as I could keep
her. He paused for a minute, as if he was
reflecting back on the memories. She
loved you more than she did me. Thats
why I did the things I did to her. She
wasnt supposed to love anyone more than
me. I loved her so much, his voiced
cracked on his last sentence, and I wanted
to throw up.
How could he beat her and treat her the
way he did, if he loved her? I had always
known my dad was evil, but I didnt know
he was a lunatic.
How did you get out? I asked him
again.
He chuckled. Smart thinking on your
old mans part when I ran back in the
house and planted that knife on your
mother. I knew eventually they would
believe my story about self-defense and
have my conviction overturned. I just had
to wait and find a lawyer that wasnt a
complete moron to represent me. He
smiled, clearly proud of his victory. It
was more difficult to find you when I got
out, than I thought it would be. Changing
your name. That was clever.
I didnt do it to hide from you! I
wanted no reminder that you even
existed! I screamed at him, causing him
to stalk over to me and slap me in the face.
THE END
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Table of Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Epilogue
Acknowledgments
About the Author