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2 Lent 2009
Cherith Brook
Looking Inward by Laura Cornett
In the bathroom mirror, I saw big blue and started to chat with the other volunteers.
eyes staring back at me with bubbling tears, I sat by watching, absorbed in my thoughts. So Elijah did according to the word of the
the beginnings of wrinkles, and crazy curly, There was something about this woman, I Lord; he went and lived by the Cherith
brown hair. I poked, probed, and stretched was captivated by her. Her essence carried Brook...and the ravens brought him bread…
my skin, trying to manipulate my tear a light. I thought she was beautiful, why is I Kings 17
stained face. I did this assuming it would she homeless? will that we love others; without love
sidetrack my mind from the pain I felt in “Where do you go to church,” she asked, nothing else matters. You are an en-
my chest. bringing me out of my thoughts. abler, take my Bible. Open it right now,
Abruptly, I stopped, a thought crossed “I don’t go to church.” I answered. ask God what you need, right now
my mind. Why have I become this
and open it.”
person?
I did, not knowing a message
After some introspection, the an-
was waiting. I flipped to John, chap-
swer is an easy one. Only moments
ter 8, Women Who Followed Jesus.
before the bathroom pity party, I had
She gave me her lifeline. She gave
argued with a man with whom I share a
me her Bible.
beautiful child. He is an alcoholic;
“I think this will help me,” I
Something I have known, but didn’t
said, giving her a hug. “Thank you.
want to admit because then I would be
You are truly a beautiful woman.”
responsible for the hurt I try to hide
“Thank you and you have
from the mirror. But all secrets of
helped me,” she said with tears in
shame were about to be exposed by an
her eyes.
unexpected person.
The story in John 8 is about a
Two days after shoving my feelings Laura works out some of the kinks for one of our friends.
sinful woman who washed Jesus’
down deep inside me, telling myself I
feet with her tears and anointed
would get to them someday, I was hurrying “How do you meet with Jesus?” she them with oil. The Pharisee told Jesus
to the door of Cherith Brook’s shower room asked me.
he could not be the son of God if he let a
with my massage stuff. A warm, sweet Thrown off by this question, I sat down sinful beast touch him and Jesus replied,
breeze was blowing a petite woman’s sandy across from her and said, “I write.”
“I tell you, her sins-and they are many-
brown hair across her gentle looking face. She looked at me, her soft blue eyes have been forgiven, so she has shown
The woman sat in the sun, basking in its piercing through. I knew she saw me. She me much love. But a person who is for-
rays, reading her Bible. She wore a pastel saw me beyond the image in the mirror. given little shows only little love.”
pink blouse, a pair of light colored blue We started talking. She shared with me The woman from outside was the
jeans, and clean, white tennis shoes. about how her life was destroyed by crack mirror I needed to see Christ’s love
As I was bustling along trying not to cocaine and her husband was in prison. within me and to stop hiding from my
drop anything, she looked up at me with Then she looked at me again with her own fears.
soft blues eyes. piercing stare.
I look into the mirror now, as a
“Good Morning,” she said with a direct “I have been clean for a couple of
tone of confidence. “Is that an instrument?” months and I could not have done it without woman who follows Christ and I know I
“No,” I said. “It is a massage chair.” Christ’s love,” she said. “I know that only am not defined by my sins or others. I
I remember wondering, was she a volun- through him I can be healed. What is your know the Holy Spirit washes me clean.
teer for the women’s day or was she home- story?” Like the ones who have hurt me, I was
less.? I couldn’t tell. The first thing to pop into my mind was also created from the love of Jesus. I
A small space in the back corner of the my question, how have I become this per- have forgiven, I am forgiven, and I am
store front was the massage oasis. I sat up son? I told her about my daughter’s father
washed clean.
my massage chair, waiting for the women and how I am angry at him, because of his
guests to arrive. The small woman from addiction.
outside came in and was excited about “And what is your part,” she asked me. Laura Cornett is a student at Park Univer-
getting her hair cut. She sat down to eat “Did you try to change him? It is God’s sity. She offers massages on Women’s Day.
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As we enter this season of Lent, I am me of a Peter Maurin quote about try- bodies. We are a needy, captive audi-
newly struck by the reading of Matthew ing to create space where it’s easier ence to hear what God is saying or
4:1-11. In this passage Jesus entered the for people to be good. It’s hard to “do teaching us. To go without causes us
desert willingly, knowingly. He knew he good” if you are struggling for sur- to think about our pursuits and hope-
was going to be tempted by the devil. He vival. It’s hard to make good choices fully, retrains us to temper our desires
was going to be tempted, the Spirit of when basic needs aren’t met. Jesus for instant gratification. It reminds us
God led him there. It was time without was more vulnerable because he was that we are sustained by more than
food. It was a time of solitude and hungry, more susceptible because he that which feels good or numbs out,
prayer for Jesus. This was a time of understood the pangs of hunger. Be- but by that which God sees as good,
preparation for the sacrifice at hand. ing tempted with the satisfaction that as life-giving – physically AND spiri-
food would bring or gratification tually.
When we participate in a Lenten fast,
we do so willingly. We do so for a spe- power would supply would have dif- My prayer this Lenten season is
cific time, fully aware of an ending time. ferent meaning if Jesus hadn’t been for all to have basic needs met, for
We enter in to a time of going “without” hungry. Our homeless friends know space to be made in our hearts for
with the luxury of knowing we will soon what it’s like to be vulnerable and God to transform our minds, and for
go “with.” We enter hoping and praying susceptible and go without. We are all all to have not only enough but a little
that the space created would be used by faced with daily decisions but people extra to share in order that we might
God for change. When I read this pas- who go without food, clothing and not be vulnerable and susceptible but
sage this season, I was caught by the shelter are forced to make decisions “good.”
phrase ‘Jesus was hungry.’ Everyday we that may compromise or call into
offer showers to folks who are homeless question the meaning of “good”.
or near homeless and we encounter Jesus A time set aside for prayer and
who is hungry – maybe tired and dis- fasting deepens our faith and helps us
couraged – but definitely hungry. It remember from whom our “bread”,
seems odd to go without voluntarily our sustenance comes. To go without
when so many of our friends go without helps us appreciate when we go with.
on a regular basis. Some go without ba- To go without causes us to take pause
sic provision of food, clothing, shelter, from the expectation and thoughtless-
adequate healthcare, living wage (or no ness of consumerism. To go without
wage), respect and dignity. It reminds helps us to reorient our minds and our Jodi Garbison and her daughter, Diana,
building bird houses together.
(Note: To protect privacy, we did not was simply non-existent. chose to leave our home when we tried
use actual names of any person de- We have no set rules in our home, to talk to him about his drug addiction.
picted in this story.) except no drinking or drugs. Everyone But just the other day I ran into him at
in our community brings what they can. the Veteran‘s Administration. He has
Don was sleeping (if you want to call Some have provided food. Others have been clean and sober now for months
brought their considerable fix-it skills and has found meaningful work at the
it that) on the front porch of the Holy V.A. He will be moving into his own
Family Catholic Worker House in Kan- to save us from huge plumbing and
carpentry bills, while others have used apartment in a week. He was very
sas City, MO in the middle of winter. warm and friendly to me. Mike stayed
Mike, a man who worshipped with us the sweat of their brow to keep our
yard looking presentable. Some have out of trouble from the law but was
at Sunday liturgy, was living in an eventually arrested on an old warrant
abandoned apartment building with no cooked tasty meals, while others have
heat or water. John was on the verge of taken their skills into the community to and went back to prison. But we stay in
having to live in his car. Vernon, a vet- serve at drop-in centers and overnight- touch with him and we intend to help
eran addicted to crack, was living on shelters. We only ask each person to do him re-integrate into the community
what God has put before them. If that upon his release in July of 2010. He
the street. Alan lived in a hotel for the says that we were “the only real fam-
first week of each month, then moved means they must spend a good part of
their time going to outpatient rehab ily” he ever had. Arthur has gone from
to the street until he got his next
monthly disability check. Arthur lived classes and attending 12 step meetings, volunteer to a paid employee at the
then so be it. But in the spirit of the drop-in center and plans to rent his own
in a church shelter.
Catholic Worker, it is important to note place soon.
What do all these men have in com- that no one “owes us” anything. The After four years, I find myself getting
mon? They all left their makeshift gift that they bring to our home is away from the fear based questions and
dwellings and lived in an open room in themselves. instead marveling at the richness of
our home --- some for just a few having lived in community with these
months, others for more than a year or When making this decision to open
Christ rooms, I had great trepidation. men who I can now call “brother.”
two. Have there been blow-ups and stresses
What happens if it doesn’t work out?
Roll the tape back to November of Will we be safe? Will we be drained of and conflicts? The answer of course is
2004. When my spouse, Donna, and I our energy and emotion? Will we burn yes, but not any more than in any other
were looking to buy a home in Kansas out? Will it detract from our quality community I’ve lived in.
City, KS we decided to take the follow- time as a couple and from our overall I have dropped many of the stereo-
ing words of Dorothy Day seriously: relationship? types I have held about homeless peo-
“… every home should have a Christ ple. Instead, in the messiness of com-
room in it, so that hospitality may be We have seen the vision of Dorothy
Day (whose picture hangs in our dining munity, I have been forced to confront
practiced. The coat that hangs in the my own dysfunction. Most importantly,
closet belongs to the poor. If your room) at work in our home. I know, as
a social worker that when persons with I’ve been challenged to a more radical
brother or sister is hungry, it is your acceptance of myself and others.
responsibility.” In her writings Dorothy severe mental illness find housing, they
have a 50 % greater chance of recovery Slowly, I learn about the “gentle per-
routinely referred to the fact that her sonalism” that Dorothy talked about.
different hosts in the cities that she from their illness. Duh! It isn‘t rocket
visited harbored Christ rooms. science that when people have a safe,
loving place, they feel better. Dorothy “And since it all depends on each
Dorothy believed that putting all the Day knew all too well the healing
responsibility of caring for the poor one of us (not the government), that
power of loving community. means we must try to have a Christ
into the hands of government allowed
Christians to shirk their responsibility While there are no fairy tale endings, Room in our homes where we can shel-
to the poor and to gospel values. The Dorothy‘s vision has transpired. We ter others.” -- Dorothy Day
bureaucratization of poverty deperson- remain friends with most of our former “Open your homes to the homeless
alized it and pushed it away. Dorothy community members. Mike and John poor.” -- Acts of the Apostles
envisioned a society where a majority found income-based housing in the
of Christians harbored a Christ room in community and both still come back to Charles Carney & his wife, Donna, are
our place for Holiday meals. Vernon long time friends of Cherith Brook.
their home and where homelessness
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Great news: we have finalized our Dorothy Day once wrote, “Christ and "instruments of Justice," that in Christ
Trust! You will soon find it on our commanded His followers to perform what we have been called to walk in newness of
BlogSpot. It states as our purpose, “to Christians have come to call the Works of life. Resurrection living comes after bap-
support a residential Christian community Mercy: feeding the hungry, giving drink to tism, our first and most important death.
of hospitality, nonviolent peacemaking and the thirsty, clothing the naked, sheltering A recent quote I heard sums it up nicely,
discipleship and to… provide a location… the homeless, visiting the sick and prisoner, "Saints are the sinners who go on trying."
for the community to incarnate this com- and burying the dead. Surely a simple pro- Thanks again for your support.
mon mission of Christian discipleship, gram for direct action, and one enjoined on Those of us who live here do not get an
servant hood and resistance and provide all of us.” It is that simple. income. We work outside the community
sanctuary to the marginalized, the to provide for our per-
oppressed, the poor and suffering.” sonal needs. We depend
This means the bank account, on your personal sacri-
two community vehicles and fices to help us. What
eventually both buildings will be we are given, we try to
owned by the Trust, not any indi- give away freely to those
vidual. We have simply formal- in need.
ized what we have been practicing Those of you who
these past few years. have given money, cloth-
Why a Trust? In Acts, Luke ing, food, work, skills,
the evangelist reports of early time, welcome and joy,
Christians that they “were to- have also taken some-
gether and had all things in com- thing with you when you
mon.” Our Trust is an expression left: a word of blessing, a
of learning through common liv- powerful conversation, a
ing the radical and transforming prayer, a moment of
A recent Monday Night Community Meal at the house.
nature of the gospel. Not an easy clarity, more joy. God
lesson for sure in an individualistic soci- has a way of blurring the lines between
ety. We believe every shower signals giver and receiver. So we thank all of you
the power and mystery of the Holy Spirit who have freely offered up these many
Luke also reports that these followers and baptismal waters. Even if you are not gifts for others.
“would sell their possessions and distrib- dependent on our showers and clean
ute the proceeds-to all, as any had need.” clothes, by offering yourself to others you
This Trust expresses our belief that fol- also walk away refreshed by baptism, be-
lowing Christ is a call to live at a personal cause you have been true to yours.
sacrifice. When we do so, God provides
for the needs of all and reverses inequali- Our decision is also a clear re-
ties in our world. fusal to participate in the Military Indus-
trial Complex that requires our money to
Many of you have participated in this pay for war and its preparation. It has been
process in a variety of ways—prayer, said that “Wars will cease when we refuse
advice, time, financial giving. Several of to pay for them.” Some of you have said
you have given us gifts and small no being tax deductible helps you defer to
interest loans for the storefront totaling charity monies that would otherwise go to
$61K. We are still in need of $15K in war. We have not taken away that choice
order to pay off the lender. Then the from you. We just won’t wrap it up in a
building can be deeded to the Trust. system approved by the war makers them-
Please call us if you are interested in selves.
lending us some portion of what remains,
interest free. The money given here will go to
daily welcoming the stranger, the marginal-
This was also a decision against regis- ized, the broken. It will also go toward
tering as a nonprofit. As we studied, Henri, Eric & Diana Garbison recently
participating today in God’s future peace-
debated and prayed about becoming a constructed the birdhouse pictured above.
able reign by training people that the fool-
Our Garden Needs:
501c(3), the questions began to change ishness of cross-bearing is more powerful
for us: Are there Biblical reasons we than “wisdom” of bearing arms. Any act of
should become nonprofit? Why has the violence is a rejection of hospitality, the
church become so dependent on this sys- two cannot be separated. Our daily failures Bird Feeders, Baths & Houses
tem? How does it affect her message, remind us that only God can be so impar-
ministry, witness, commitments? These tial. Yet in Romans 6, Paul reminds us that Shovels, Trowels & Hoes
questions we offer back to you. Baptismal living means we are "servants" Seeds, Plants, Bulbs, Etc.
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(Letter, continued from page 6) The unfortunate thing is that I am a I have been volunteering regularly at
forgetful person. I get angry with peo- Cherith Brook on Monday mornings for
ple. I get caught up in the busyness of the last year, helping with the shower time.
over those who are oppressed. People life. I question this calling God has put In the beginning, I’ll admit I was pretty
end up getting abused and exploited, on me. I have insecurities. So, in order intimidated, awkward, and yes, maybe a
usually without any means of defend- to continue down this long road that little uncomfortable. I have learned so
ing themselves. Instead of hoarding, leads to life I desperately need encour- much about the people at Cherith Brook –
why not share ALL we have-- agement. We all do. It truly is a diffi- both those who are a full-time part of the
possessions, knowledge, and time--with cult thing to put our collective human- community, and the special people we
one another. After all, love holds all the ity before the individual. It is much serve. But most of all, I have learned
commandments together...and how easier to veg out on the sofa and watch something about myself.
loving is it to speak down to people or what we want to watch, eat what we Over the past couple of years, I have
pass laws that end up hurting the hun- want to eat, and do what we want to really been struggling to show love and
gry, the homeless, or the immigrant? do. The harder and more rewarding compassion to someone in my family who
With all of that taken care of now, thing is to get outside and learn to struggles with addiction issues. My hus-
here is a brief list of what I’d like to "love those our instincts say reject." band and I tried to support him by giving
define my life.
him a place to stay, giving him money,
- to be someone who is present to each
food, etc., and we were rewarded with lies,
person he meets
deceit, and a thankless attitude. I was
-to be someone who treats each rela-
DONE with him. After spending some
tionship and moment as a cherished gift
time at Cherith Brook, I started asking my-
from God
self: Why am I so willing to show love,
- to be someone who speaks life and
support and compassion to people I don’t
allows it to be spoken to me.
even know, when my heart is so hard to-
- to be someone who is devoted to the
wards this person I have known for over 25
kind of family God talks about in Gal.
years? How can I see Christ all around at
3:28
Cherith Brook, but not see Christ in him?
- to be someone who is devoted to
When I am at Cherith Brook, I hope I am
tending to God's creation.
reflecting the love of Jesus Christ to every-
- to be someone who is deeply con-
one there, but I began to feel like a fraud!
nected with the poor and oppressed.
- to be someone who LIVES (fully) and Micah Waters, James Gillespie, & Nick Over the last couple of months, God has
does this or that (emphasis on LIVES). Pickrell having some fun during showers. softened my heart towards this person, and
my anger has subsided. I’ll admit it still
rises up at times, but I remind myself that
True Fasting
he is an addict, and that addictions can
by Sarah Cool really have a strong hold on people, and I
must love him and show him the same
compassion as I would a stranger.
I have always associated the fasting referred to during the Season of Lent with the
elimination of a bit of food for a short time. One might choose to avoid a particular Becky Eis is a faithful Monday shower volunteer
food which might normally craved, such as chocolate or coffee, for a period of 40 from Knox Presbyterian Church in Overland Park.
days.
However, as we’ve recently been studying at Cherith Brook in Isaiah 58, God actually has a very different sort of fasting in mind.
God mandates that true fasting is to stop taking advantage of employees, to stop bickering amongst ourselves, to stop fighting with
fists and weapons, to loose the chains of injustice, to untie the ropes that hold our enemies captive, to set the exploited free, to break
every restraint we hold against one another. God’s mandates include sharing food with the hungry, providing shelter to those who
have none, to clothe the naked. God commands that we quit pointing fingers and talking maliciously, to expend our time, resources
and energy on behalf of the hungry, and to satisfy the needs of the demoralized.
When we choose to follow God’s word, God promises that we will be like well-watered gardens, like springs whose waters never
fail, we will be called Repairers of Broken Walls, Restorer of Streets with Dwellings. He declares that we will find our joy in the
Lord, we will ride on the heights of the land! This is the sort of everyday true fasting that we strive to do at Cherith Brook. Come,
join us!
Cherith Brook
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that trains more than
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near Mt. Carroll, Illinois.