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smile. But when the rain gushes over the Jeep like a waterfall,
I feel panic set in once more. Cars pass me; some even have
the nerve to honk. As their tires spray water against the sides
of my vehicle, I mutter, “I’m going thirty miles per hour.”
Which, despite the 55 MPH speed limit signs, seems to be the
only safe speed for this soggy day.
Through the torrents of rain, I spot a lopsided billboard
with the words Good Eatin’ on it. I am more than ready to stop.
I drive another slow mile and then see a small burgundy diner
on the right. A few of the letters are burned out in the neon
sign that flickers, so it reads God in.
A place where God is present—what more could anyone
ask for?
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Well, he’ll be in for a surprise.” She clucks her tongue and then
chuckles as she walks toward the front of the restaurant.
I take a few gulps of air, shiver. I know I rolled up my win-
dows. That’s not something I have to worry about. My right
arm jerks, and I massage it with my left hand. A nurse gave me
a massage in the hospital; I wish she could come over every
day and repeat that wonderful, soothing act. If I ever win the
lottery, I’ll hire a personal masseur. And a chauffeur, so that I
won’t ever have to get behind a steering wheel again.
When the waitress comes by with a white memo pad and
number two yellow pencil, I order sweet tea and French fries.
Large for both. I haven’t eaten anything all day, even though
Yolanda fried eggs and tomatoes for me this morning. “You eat
for to be strong,” she encouraged me. When she was looking
for a pair of clean socks for her son, I opened her garbage can
and let the eggs and bits of tomato run into the black Hefty
bag right next to last night’s potato peelings.
From my purse I dig out a bottle of Extra Strength Tylenol.
Right after the accident I had prescription stuff—the good
stuff—which they freely gave me as I lay in the hospital bed.
Upon discharge, I was given a prescription for what must be
the world’s most wonderfully strong pain-zapper. When the
prescription ran out, although I begged, Dr. Bland told me
he didn’t want me addicted to codeine. “You should be feel-
ing better,” he said as he took a moment to study me over the
black rims of his glasses. “It’s been three months.”
“Yes, but I still have pain all over,” I told him, hoping to
sound refined, with only a mild strand of desperation. What
I really wanted to say was, “Which pain were the drugs sup-
posed to cure? The pain in my legs or the pain in my heart?”
Somewhere around March, two months after the accident and
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