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house which we remade, and finding a church "for
sale" - we arrived at and entered a wood. Simon saw
deer in the trees but our arrival scared them off and
we followed deer tracks deeper and deeper into an
increasingly closely-grown wood of slim trunks. The
deer paths bent us over sometimes. For forty minutes
or so we were searching through the woods. For
what? For me, it was searching for the edge of
strangeness, lightly felt at the entrance to the thicker
part of the wood, that is the beginning of Pan-ic, for
the sense of 'everything' in a non-human place to
which one's presence adds the final ingredient, the
key that turns the lock to 'everything'. But, except for
one moment, when the large tree trunks on the
opposite side of a bridle path appeared in an illusion
through the narrow trunks as the classical pillars of
some folly or old house, the realisation of
strangeness never came. And I began to ask myself
"how should I be moving here?" "How should the four
of us be moving?" And I thought of moving on the day
with you in the woods.
I was very aware of always leading with my eyes.
Tending towards the linear. Not working enough with
peripheral vision. Not feeling enough. Not letting the
shape of the wood's floor lead us. Not letting our
body weights be drawn by the shapes in time/space.
Too Newtonian and not enough General Relativity!
Using peripheral vision only to stay in contact with the
other members of the human group and not
extending it beyond. I see that I made a note on the
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print-off of your email: "like to move with others
through site... looking ahead - peripherally my
colleagues… (a seeking outwards) not into mirror of
others, but in moving (bonding?) thru' site". I'm not
quite sure what this note means - me struggling for
understanding - but what I do understand of it
seemed inadequate in the wood yesterday.
This engages, for me, with comments you made in
your last email. "Presence" being the "there is
context/I am context" - presence being what one is
present in - perhaps a perfect description of 'site-
specificity'. The place as "imaginary partner", the
everything (else) as "imaginary partner". In the
presence of others (and properly present with
them.......... so how should I have been properly
present with my companions?
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human landscaped
estate, with clumps of
trees and small copses
with clearings
maintained by the
feeding of deer, a
friendlier, less Tolkein-
esque, less darkly
Teutonic European
wood. But here modern forestry has re-made the non-
existent past – and in its aridity we find a hill of ants the
shape and size of a small tent, alive with tiny scraps of twig
and leaf.
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came to certain decisions and not others.
I enjoyed relating to people I did not know through
drifting and sharing patterns of movement in time and
space, exchanging preferences and memories as
well as allowing myself to be taken by surprise. It
almost felt as if you provided a situation and a space
where I could share moments of perception through
saying, building, walking, stopping which normally I
take for granted and therefore hardly notice
myself but suddenly they take on a completely
different value as I realise that others are in fact
noticing something completely different and in an
utterly different way.
I kept getting flashes of some black and white photos
I have somehwere of the Pilgrimage /Stations of the
Cross we all did in Wales in the snow.
Some time into the drift Cathy became anxious about getting
back – either to the car we had left in Newton St Cyres or to
Exeter. I had no idea what the land between Newton St Cyres
and Exeter was like, which was why I had chosen it. And I
was surprised – we all were - to find that for 4½ hours we
could walk through a single ‘property’, the estate of “Sir John
and Mary Quick – the cheese people” we were told by a
woman walking her dog, a woman with a scarred face…
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with members of the rescue services, who in danger situations
have to repress the brain’s natural response to close down its
reception to a narrow tunnel of vision (focusing on a far point
of safety) and instead widen their vision to the peripheries.
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thought about going back as I did not know how long we
were planning to be and although I had forgotten my
sandwiches (!) I felt too happy to bother at that point
really ...The road back felt more like a hike as we had a
goal, although there were still some magic moments for
me around the guide dog centre.”
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Drifting home
Or, if we were not going to look for the way home, could
we not state openly that our walk was aimless? Somehow,
it was not the lack of aim, but the lack of logic that
frightened me.
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the path somehow, that the decision to lose myself was not
mine. Was it magic that was being invoked?
The pine forests are full of wolves and witches and strange
men, as every little girl knows. And all of them want to
trick you off the path. Just keep your eyes on the light in
the distance.
And here, not unrelated to that, the panic that often sets in
when someone makes a decision for me. Particularly when
that decision seems utterly divorced from logic. Particularly
when that decision is made with absolute conviction.
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We found a city of ants and watched them working. I
wandered round writing messages on leaves. Leaving an
‘almost invisible’ trail. Gretel dropping pebbles in a wood.
Somewhere, there
were deer in the
darkness of the pine
trees. Somewhere,
(so the ‘No
Trespassing’
notices said) there
was a shouting
farmer. We did not
know whether the teeth we found belonged to a dog or a
fox. I kept remembering the girl in ‘Rabbit-Proof Fence’
who was so good at tracking and found her way home over
thousands of miles. I know that my limit for a day’s
walking in Devon is not much more than 26 miles. I kept
hearing a road that wasn’t there.
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But by the time we found it, we had, in fact, been looking
for it for some time.
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conflictual/simple synthesis of opposites, but in allowing
complexity, in allowing meshing, in finding and energizing
ambient hubs. This is a practice of delicacy rather than
revolution.
The day after Cathy dropped off her writing, I came across,
looking for something else, a piece on the Fortean Times
website by Jim Colquhoun, a psychogeographer – who
coincidentally I’d been put in touch with two days before
by Bess Lovejoy, who had come across him in connection
with the Pre-amble Festival in Vancouver:
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It was as if that ordinary summers day had
somehow suddenly 'intensified'.
(www.forteantimes.com/happened/panic.shtml )
Just before we found the field/amphitheatre near Rowhorne
House Farm ‘showing nothing’, a great weighty emptiness
hanging in it, the city of Exeter had appeared painterly
through some trees – like one of those 18th century
canvases of the city occasionally retrieved for display from
the store rooms of the Royal Albert Memorial Museum.
> Cathy,
>
> Thank you for the absolutely
wonderful piece of writing! I
want to put it all into the
pamphlet. Do you have it on
file and could you send it me as
an attachment or in the body of
an email? It's a tremendous
description of the drift and a
wonderfully vivid account of
your feelings about it. I made
some major errors that day - I
didn't find a way of engaging
with the whole 'moving' thing,
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the going to Exeter/not worrying about going to Exeter
thing was contradictory - but one tries to learn from
mistakes.
>
> Thanks again,
>
> Phil
Ø Glad you like it. I'm not sure the contradiction was
really
> a mistake.
>
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his memories of where we had just walked, so it was
as it was, but I thought I'd let you know that bit.
Other than that, I wish I had had a little bit more
courage to do more movement in the woods to
explore that within the context of the drift, but I wasn't
sure if it was "allowed", or at least I guess I wondered
if it might be seen as odd, showing off etc. The ways
we trap ourselves into not doing what we need to do,
or being who we need to be. I would also like to have
moved very slowly but I did not want to get left behind
or hold people up!
So many thanks Phil for sharing the day with me. and
I would love to join another drift when possible. I'd
like to do an urban drift too.
"I like to just have the faith that the deeper in you go
the more likely you are to magically pop out just
where you want to be ...” (Phil Smith)
Me too!
With love Sandra x
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paratheatrical walk along Offa’s Dyke in the snow that
Sandra had remembered, sometime around 1975, I saw up
ahead of me Yvonne (now Anna) running and then David
running, around each other, then I lost sight of them and
when I gained height again I saw Yvonne alone, holding a
large stake, blood dribbling down her forehead and I was
scared, but I was there, I wasn’t running away and I walked
straight towards her and I remember almost nothing of this
and maybe she would tell it another way, but she drew back
the stake and I just blacked out for a moment as I walked
into it and the next time I was aware again I had the stake
in my arms clutched to my chest, nursed like a baby, with
no clue how it got there – the Grotowskian ‘total act’…
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don’t have any resource to know or not know if there is a
connection between our ‘classical, Newtonian’ physicality
and the quantum ‘world’ (for Sir Roger Penrose that
connection may be consciousness – quantum ‘choices’ in
the microtubules - for Rupert Sheldrake it’s the map of
preference among pigeons), but I can as-if walk in the
publications of others, in the diaphanous academic gowning
of the landscape, on the knobbly, wobbly, gulping, lavic,
probabilities – knowing that knowledge of place and
momentum are not simultaneously possible, that it is best
not to know too much about where you are or where you’re
going lest you collapse that wonderful bouncy castle of
probability into a sclerotic or viscous map and pitch into
Bunyan’s Slough of Despond.
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what kind of technology, could a mythogeography be?
How it can be added to and notated and emblazoned and
redrawn, while all the time it travels as it grows as it is
exchanged? Widens as it becomes more detailed and
probable? On the web – it is only relatively flexible – but
how portable? Would a pocket book be best – essentially a
plastic pocket-book-shaped holder with fragments of maps
– overlaid maps of dread spaces, Third Spaces, intuition-
space, historical space - and annotations to which the
walker could add and subtract and carry, site and non-site?
(Perhaps a thing cheap enough to buy multiple copies of
and to add to and then leave for others to pick up and add to
and leave and so on… “…please feel free to leave the book
on a bus when you next come to London… have you heard
of this project where there’s a little note inside (the)
bookcover to invite the finder to read the book and pass it
on, by leaving it again in public space…” (letter from Anna
Best, author of Occasional Sights – a London guidebook
of missed opportunities and things that aren’t there,
London: The Photographers Gallery, 2003 ) There’s
something appealing about the ruined nostalgia of a
collapsing book shape: transparent, dismantleable,
accumulative.
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dimension, is more like the instantaneous construction of a
new house, of a kind fundamentally different from (albeit
related to) the first.” (p.27, ‘What Is Creativity?” by
Margaret A. Boden in Creativity In Human Evolution
and Prehistory, ed. Steven Mithen, London: Routledge,
1998)
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(quantum), at present un-resolvable, and express it
historically as the stress between overlapping utopias
(rational and official) and nostalgia (hoaxful, boastful,
esoteric, heritage haunted, tourism deceived), realised as
webs of signs and symbols. “A carpet of understanding”
(Sandra Reeve.) Linear narratives of individual strands of
journeying soon webbed by multiple walkings, then broken
up into simple memes, winding back the clock to primary
units of ideology and then re-running the whole process of
meme-complexing forward
again, and then back and
forward, again and again,
like a BZ process, creating
spirals, branch shapes,
camouflage – all in a neo-
symbolist astronomical
charting of the ideological
reproduction of what it
serves. Ideology, de-
narrated, becomes
psychological – so we can
think it backwards.
Mythogeographical maps
are blatantly provisional,
their surfaces unstable,
inviting meshing and
welcoming translucent
others to bounce through.
The new dériviste mind
should be a ‘bouncy castle
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mind’, a pneumatic, crenellated wobble in a patchwork
landscape of grids. A bouncy castle of bouncy castles –
with the smooth outlines of a ‘mother castle’ and the
granular surface made of miniature populations of
bouncers; so the whole, apparently smooth surface is
seething with probabilities.
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or imaginary stone), plans for an empty museum waiting
forever to display the
artifacts dropped at
Scoriton by the ufo
carrying the recently
deceased George
Adamski and brought to
and lost in Exeter by a
‘researcher’, the
reopening of the
Catacombes for
simultaneous burial and
tourism, a tent at the
Living History weekend
for dead things, for the
removal of the signs for
the Two Counties Way to
be replaced by an official
signing of the path of the
Devil’s Footprints, for
the purchase of a small
piece of land to be
advertised widely as
empty but its location
never revealed – and
likewise with the local
history industry, flooding
it with Mis-Guides and
mis-guided tour-guiding,
among the commercial
racks everywhere
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deploying pamphlets like those of A Company of
Vagabonds’ Jim Colquhoun.
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death as he did for 6d a gawk at his corpse in the Masonic
Rooms on the High Street), idea amputated from popular
theatrical performance and divided between different
theatres, the 100,000 bodied graveyard of Cathedral Close
leveled for picnics – the skeletons in the Well House
subversively pop through the pub’s foundations, labour de-
centred despite the march of insurrectionary working class
mathematicians from the college explicitly defined at its
foundation by its exclusion of Catholics and Jews,
criminals silenced and hidden – all under the slow throb of
low-level iconoclasm, discouraging and punishing all
visuality: “two persons fantastically dressed in garments of huge
proportions and gaudy appearance, followed by a mob … of 700
to 800 persons… Charles Bragg was dressed in a huge light grey
coat of vast dimensions, with a hat of corresponding extent…and
carrying a birch broom. (John) Croker was disguised in a lady’s
dress, ornamented with a profusion of ribbons of divers colours,
and led a dog, trimmed in the same …(Bragg and Croker) were
overtaken by (Inspector) Stuches, who desired them to disrobe,
which they did with much dissatisfaction… The bench fined
(them) 10s (shillings) each, and in default of payment ordered
them to be committed to prison for a week.” (p.5, Woolmer’s
Exeter and Plymouth Gazette, 1.3.1851) Local and global
synchronicity, the role of the mediated working class
educational and institutional organisations of the nineteenth
century now taken over by a global media manifest in the
verbal abuse from casual passers-by of Sue Palmer’s
cycling ghost bride in Pilot Navigation (1998), the dark
shadow of what has been claimed by the authorities in
exchange for ‘democratic’ empiricism, the ‘leisure’ space
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exposed as performatively unfriendly and visually
intolerant.
Phil Smith
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