jennifer z

Sarah's story
to my daughter my

When I was young I had a crazy friend named Sarah.

She was three years younger and she used to pretend
she was a young model. She would spend all her time
looking in the mirror and doing her hair. She had brown
hair ,blue eyes and she was slightly small for her age.
Her freckles reminded me of the sun and she used to always wear her hair in a ponytail. She would flirt with all
the boys and she made a genuine nuisance of herself.
Sarah would prance around the house with her head in
the air and she always would be haughty. She was
selfish and she only wanted her way. I knew her because my aunt would always watch her. Her mom
worked during the day . My parent's both worked so I
got to spend alot of time with her.
My mom used to bring me there for my aunt to babysit.
All the other kids thought she was snotty.
They would make fun of her and me for being her friend
. I felt sorry for her and became her friend because no
one else wanted to. Also I was rather lonely as a kid, I
never fit in . It felt nice to have a friend.
She was pleasantly plump so, of course , they would
make fun of her even more.
One day while we were playing outside, she decided to
go for a walk without me or my aunt knowing. I went inside for a second and when I came back she was gone.
She was at the park around the corner talking to a
strange guy. She was only ten at that time. She was so
wild.
She would do crazy , dangerous things like that all the
time. The boy was around fourteen or so. They were
very close talking. My aunt dragged her back to her
house and told her mom. This was the first instance of
her craziness. Definitely not the last.

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I must admit ,Sarah took me by surprise, running off

like that. The boy that she was talking to was actually
rather ugly. He had pimples and he was brown hair,
green eyed. I was a good girl. All I would do is read romance books. Not Sarah , she wanted romance.
(Secretly, I wanted romance too, but I wouldn't run off
like that.) Todd laughed when my aunt came for her. He
seemed rather mean and immature in my opinion.
I told her " Stay away from him, he's a jerk." She just
laughed.
I just sighed, here's she goes again. Being a drama
queen, she stated " I will go see him again some day."
"When I am grown up, I will marry him and have children and be happy."
I cannot believe for one instance she actually believes
what she saying. She is normally rather crazy in how
she acts. I wouldn't just marry someone I didn't know
off the street. She just being DRAMATIC.
After , we had lunch I went home with my mom.
Sarah has a strange family. They are all rather plump
and they love to be active in life.
This is itself isn't strange. Whenever they are at home ,
they fuss all over Sarah and they don't let her breathe (
or so she says).
What is strange is that they believe in reincarnation. I
don't know much about that subject, but I really think it
is pretty weird. I mean to relive life after life without
knowing what to expect in each new life based on
karma. I think karma is a word used to explain how
one's life is rated ( tell me if I'm wrong). They also believe dreams really happen.
Sarah would come to my aunt's with the craziest story.
One time she told me she dreamed she lived 4

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concurrent life's and she remembered them when she

had the dream. So she was all upset thinking in previous
life's she keep getting poisoned by her family members.
She dreamed one life her sister gave her some sort of
fluid and she died. Then she dreamed she went before
five different people and they proclaimed her to go to
earth with a new life. This happened four times and in
one life she actually was a lioness before she died. An lioness killed him in a fight for territory.
well after she was a lioness, she came back as a human
of earth again. I should write a book on all the places
she went to in her dreams ( or previous lives ) what do
you think?
Oh no! What happened ! The next day was I in for a surprise. She came to my aunts wearing pink nail polish
and a pink wig. I asked her "Why are you wearing that?"
She said " I felt like it."
Imagine a little 10 year old plump girl in a pink wig-She
was definitely something to look at.
She decided it was time to be an imitation model again.
I rolled my eyes. My aunt started laughing.
The crazy stories this girl comes up with. I had a good
laugh about the reincarnation story. I guess I'm a little
sick. She started crying and I asked why? She stated " I
am telling the truth to you." This really happened in her
past life , or so she swears. I don't remember a past life
myself personally.
Well, to continue the story, she kept an eye on the window , She was looking for the fourteen year old stranger
again. This time she said she would tell her aunt she
was going to the park. Only I knew she was looking for
the boy. I told her again " stay away from him, he's a

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jerk." She didn't listen to me at all .

She told me I was lying. I don't know him personally ,
but i can say he LOOKS like a jerk .
Well, that day he never came by. She was rather disappointed i would say. I personally wouldn't go gaga after
a guy i never meet before yesterday, but that's Sarah.
The next day, still wearing the pink wig, I told her to not
bother with him. He isn't worth getting in trouble with
her parents. Off she went , before I could stop her. She
stopped him at the corner and started talking to him. I
told the other girls who were at my aunts " Look at her she's gonna get in trouble again. Why does she keep
flirting with him? "
I guess I'm sort of jealous of her . I'm so shy and she's
so outgoing. In some ways I wish I were like her .
I know better then to talk to strangers though. I was
taught not to as a kid. She came back with a frown on
her face.
"He wants to meet me alone.'' I told her " your not serious,I hope."
"He does,should I?" I said no. Why would you want to
do something crazy like that?"
He might rape you or something. Stay away from him."
She didn't listen as usual. Next she saw him , she was
all over him. She kept touching him and asking him
questions. I was rather disgusted by her behavior. My
aunt told her to come in, but the funny thing is whatever
she did, her parents excused her behavior. They doted
all over her and let her be selfish.
I was secretly disgusted that she would go after that
boy. I mean look at him, it's revolting!

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I decided i had enough. I dragged her inside and closed

the door . Being thirteen i was a little bigger than her
and i used that advantage to get her in the door. I
wasn't fat or anything. I just was taller. i weigh 120
pounds and i have brown hair, blue eyes.
She gave me the meanest look and said " i am not your
friend anymore."
I sighed , she always did that .Whenever she didn't get
her way, she had a minor temper tantrum of some sort.
Now as i looked at her - she was furious and showing it
by pouting and giving me dirty looks.
With that damn pink wig and pink nail polish , she
looked like a clown. That boy should be happy I dragged
her in.
She's such a drama queen. She dreamed she was in hell
and she said it really happened to her.
It was a place where everyone moaned in unison and
every soul in there had to obey every demon.
The demons were darker colored and they looked like
humans , but they were more skeletal in appearance.
She said she was in soo much pain and that the outside
and insides of hell would laugh hideously and she would
shrink in fear of satan and the demons. What happened
was during the day she was on earth and every night
while she slept and demon would drag her into hell. According to her , she was very old and every night was a
few months and she would suffer in hell until morning.

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Their was a divider separating earth from hell and the

demons would enter earth through this hemispheric divider and would enter her house and drag her to hell .
Hell was like a factory . You would do repetitive things at
the demons command. I decided I would get into some
of her dreams.
This one she has had on and off since she was born.
Did this really happen? Only God knows.
She told me she pre-planned her life in the womb . She
planned she would live in hell for a time while being on
earth and then at around 24 years of age , she would
get out of hell and go to heaven and live their for a
time. Back and forth she would go between earth , hell
and heaven for her whole life
What actually happened is this, God and Satan would
fight over her soul and she would not have too much of
a choice as to where she went. So she suffered in hell
and was in bliss in heaven.
She has been doing this her whole life.The only thing is
she remembered hell more . It was traumatic for her to
be beaten by demons for not obeying. Of course , she
didn't obey . She fought them tooth and nail.

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As she explained herself ,I was fascinated by her story.

she made it seem almost real.
scary and real.
Right now she said she was in hell at night , she knew it.
Because she often dreamed of this place. In the morning, she would walk back to earth.
Then should would go through her day on earth doing
what she wanted.
She was young, so mostly during the day , she would
attend school and learn or be in summer vacation.
My aunt would watch her during the summer more obviously.So, i would hear her constant stories everyday
time she dreamed of hell.
So as i continue her story , i give you adrift of her nights
in hell.
Did you know that this is the second time she has lived

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her life or even the third?She is so old i can't even name

how old?
According to Sarah, she doesn''t know how old she is .
She says she's humanly 10, but spiritually she is much
older. She says that they kill her non stop and bring her
back in hell and she dies repeatedly when she is there.
She said that before she was a human originally she had
been accused of sinning and she was in hell after her
previous life . You see, if you die in hell and are innocent, you come back again. That is what happened to
Sarah. So this is her second time at life and she know''s
what is going to happen in her life. She is how she
knows her future.
I can't believe she actually believes this stuff .
she is so out there, but i like the story , so i wrote it.
So to continue, in hell, one human hour is two days in
hell. So if you add up the hours , she is pretty old for
ten if she went there her whole life during the night.
I don't understand her story totally i don't know if she
physically left her body,but maybe. I think it was either
mentally or spiritually. Think of the trauma you would go
through if you actually thought you were in hell because
you heard voice and you had dreamed that corresonded

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to the voices. SArah had both: dreams and voices , but

she never talked about the voices to anyone except me.
When I talk about voices ,I mean when you hear
something inside your head not outside. It's called
schizophrenia in our world. So , i heard her talking and i
thought she was crazy.
Here's is some of the things she heard:
"leave the house"and it was nighttime.
or "don't eat that " about her favorite food
or sometimes she would hear someone in her conscieniousness or an old voice from the past ( say something
her mom said.") All these voices sounded different and
they confused her. She would do what they said. At
nighttime , her mom said , she went out at 1:30 in the
morning , in the dark and wondered around in a grass
field and got her feet all cut up because the voices told
her too.
That's scary in my opinion , expecially if you listen to the
voices.

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So after hearing about that i was kinda worried about

her . NO wonder why she does such strange things , I
would to if i had that problem. Or maybe she was afraid
of her hell dream, so she couldn't sleep. She didn't say.
Well to continue with sarah's story, on her 11th birthday
she had a big birthday party and her parents invited
everyone she knew except me and a couple of people.
She told me later about the party.I was always the odd
kid out . I t wasn't fair and i was annoyed at her parents
and her for excluding me, but then i quess i wasn't that
close of a friend. Her parents bought her a new computer and some other stuff. She came in the next day to
my aunt's gloating about her new computer.
I never had a computer so obviously i was jealous. She
also was acting a little more quiet than usual.
I asked her "What's bothering you?
She said -why would you care?
So i shut up , i didn't talk to her anymore. She''ll eventually talk . I'm not worried.
You have no idea how boring it is being at your aunts
with nothing to do........Sarah always kept herself occupied in some way or another. Today she wanted to play
husband and wife. I said "NO WAY".

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Out of that room i went quick .I'm not pretending to be

anything of that sort . a husband , Imagine that. I'm a
girl for crine outloud. Never have i been so insulted.
She just laughed in the other room and found some other girl to do it. We had a few younger children at our
aunts too. She would boss them around all the time.
I wouldn't let her boss me around though.
I hated her after a while because i was getting too old
for make believe.

Publication Date: October 9th 2011

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