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My Dialogue with the Pope


Violence, discrimination, injustice, human rights abuse lead to human suffering. How distant
present society is today from ethical anarchy. As long as we will justify injustice in the name of justice,
Nazi state of mind still dwell even in those who despise Nazis.
Human demand toward free will is in turmoil. New weapons of mass destruction is already
claiming tens of millions of victims. Suppression of liberties is undeniably in place (my own life story
can serve as an example how easy is to put a human being in the state of imprisonment, without courts,
justice system, how easy it is to deny freedom and the right to speak, how easy it is to kill man in day
light or enslave man in the middle of busy, hard working people, by those who can enforce their will
against another man, innocent and defenceless ). If this is not a Nazi state of mind than I don't know
what is. Yet, along the way people suffer, entire ethnic groups, millions of people around the world are
the subject of profiling, economic abuse, expulsions from their lands, along the way millions of
families are being destroyed.
We live in the age of suppression of personal freedom, radicalization against norms of justice,
fairness, equal rights to all. We live in the age where machine is gaining a job, pushing away human
being and the entire families into the poverty. We live in the age of over production in every field, yet,
enormous amount of people suffer in poverty. We live in the age where economics didn't evolve to the
level of putting human being above machine and the profit. We live in the age where progressively
every child, man and woman has no real meaning as one of the kind and deserving utmost care.
Dear friends we live in the age where Einstein would struggle with his revolutionary physics.
We live in the age where Leonardo da Vinci or Michelangelo would probably remain marginalized by
jealousy and didn't produce any masterworks. WE live in the age of global communication, yet, father
can't communicate with his children over the telephone, e-mail (my own story).
We live in the age where denile of personal freedom can be achieved by the government or even
religious elites which claim day after day the most advanced liberties on earth. We live in the age of
theoretical Christianity and Judaism the very culture I belong to by blood and by social interactions.
Dear friends we live in the age where silence in times of personal and social distress from elites, equals
silent permission to kill, destroy human life.
Yet there is progress, but does the pace of this progress illustrate human strength or
weaknesses ? Perhaps both. Yet, in the name of achieved progress we shall not permit to dwell within
global society injustice, mass murders, invasion into the human awareness, we shall not define progress
as the ultimate achievement but definition of weaknesses and unjust global society.
This is the first of the new cycle: "My Dialog with the Pope".
With utmost respect to the Papacy and upmost devotion to the Trinity, God Father, the Holy Ghost,
Jesus Christ the Savior and the Holly Mary.
Despite countless attempts to bring to the attention urgent global as well as personal issues, my
letters did not produce any reaction for years, just silence. As the faithful son of the Christianity, Judeo
Christian society my intention is to raise awareness even if no one is listening or paying attention.
Sincerely,
Marek "Mark" J. Wagner
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Post Scriptum,
We live in the age where multitudes, society has no face, we live in the society where face of man in
multitudes has no meaning as the divine creation... .
Yet, we shall see and fill within every human being on Earth, breath of the divine light: I am in you,
you are in me ... .
Global society needs urgently reinforcement, awareness of progress based on compassion, verbal
compassion as well as action. After all there are only two choices: YES for compassion, NO for evil.
Because human heart doesn't say it's Christian, Jewish, Muslim, Buddhist or any other, human heart is
saying that we are the creation of the same force which reveals itself in global society differently.
I believe that some day all Gods and Prophets we live under one roof , where people will gather as
unified and peaceful society. At the end of the day, Divine will say: its me you were looking for, one
God who created variety of cultures and races. As of today, despite obvious wisdom, this very simple
fact is the subject of politicizing religions and faiths.

The Perfect Society


Your Holiness, urgent subject I would like to bring to your attention is The Perfect Society.
As an example, I would like to support my argument and the notion of justice and fair distribution of
wealth vs imperfect society in Poland. Poland, since 1772 is in a constant state of crisis. The system
and the industry of crisis bacame permanently present in the nation which had enormous successes in
the past, spiritual (Poland became Christianized in 966), scientific, social inclusiveness and tolerance
(social and religious), military ( spectacular battles and campaigns), artistic, economic, managerial.
Those successes and the Golden Age of Poland ended in 1772, when Poland lost independence. Since
that time Slavic nations became the subject of unprecedented abuse, and in fact, ethnic cleansing and
extermination which is not only detectable today, but evolved into the new Nazi state of conduct.
Your Holiness, it's year 1990, Poland is going through another transition stage, this time from
the socialist system to so-called free market, which is synonymous with democracy. New managerial
system, new elections, new social awareness, new society. In 25 years time frame Polish society
declined by approximately 7 millions citizens. Despite substantial wealth, Polish society is suffering in
many fields, employment, demographic, fair distribution of wealth, national dignity. Despite
technological sophistication, cyber superhighway, telecommunication, there are uncounted 15 -20 000
citizens each year, alcoholism is on the raise, homelessness, pathology.
Some people raise an argument that Poland is unable to manage its own country and nation, yet,
I can prove it otherwise.
Since 1990 Catholic Church is enjoying all the benefits of free society and democracy. Polish
Clergy do not struggle with minimum wage, this is guaranteed and protected. Polish Clergy enjoy
benefits such as retirement protection, guaranteed employment for life, access to the higher education,
access to health care specialists, as well as permanent placement at modern apartments, Parish homes,
de facto, protected and stable existence from initiation through entire life . Church's properties are
perfectly maintained, renovated. They can serve as an example how to care and maintain properties
throughout the nation.

Of course social status hasn't never been jeopardized. Polish church has never been the subject
of discrimination, abuse or unfairness.
We can certainly say that Polish Clergy and the Catholic Church does de facto enjoy not only
benefits from transition which were initiated 1990 but unquestionable stability and growth, protection
from stress, existential hurdle, employment reductions, access to healthcare specialists, arts, education,
hobbies, free time, vacations. In fact statistics suggest that on average clergy man or woman live longer
than non clergy citizens.
This is a system Polish Church deserve, and I support it. This is The Perfect Society, based
on multilayered social protection, benefits, stability, dignity in everyday life, this is democracy,
implemented to dignify human existence.
Yet, those benefits are not translated into the entire Polish society, I would like to see the very
same, efficient managerial and systemic solutions implemented toward the entire nation. For two
decades, workers are losing employment, job placements are experiencing severe reductions,
fisherman, steel industry, farmers, teachers (unprecedented reductions), coal mine workers, forced
migrations, in fact, entire economy, tens of thousands of people live in fear, under enormous stress.
Both examples clearly illustrate that Poland can and does implement very efficient managerial
scheme, protection, stability as well as social and personal fulfillment, yet, I wish those practices were
present and available across the board, to every family, industry as well as age of every citizen.
Your Holiness, those are facts, some of those example are uplifting, and bring joy to the human
heart, other examples are heart breaking and painful, often drenching hope away from countless
citizens. Your Holiness, Polish Church does have enormous expertise how to manage and protect its
own members, can I forward humble request that this expertise will be available and extended for the
entire nation, nation which gave so many great clergy men and clergy women, including saints, since
966.
Your Holiness, one more thought, by analyzing superb managerial style of Polish Church as
well as a sense of protection toward its members, including practical sense of faith,

I see some unquestionable parallels with German, Austrian managerial style as well as practices. Those
countries enjoy a reputation of being traditionally caring toward its own citizens, who do not
experience struggles as Poles do for so long. What Poland needs to do to extend those practices of
government, which are exist in Polish Church as well as Germany and Austria. It does seem easy, yet,
Poland can not break away from ever existent state of crisis.
Your Holiness, I still maintain hope, hope and faith that good has to overcome sins, injustice,
that human nature by the definition, by the very act of the creation, creation from the very source of
virtues, will overcome not only spiritual but existential struggle of children, men and women in Poland
and elsewhere.
Your Holiness, at the end of the day, perhaps every person on the great planet Earth wants to
count blessings of abundant spirit, good health, justice, abundant existence. There are logical and fair
reasons why Poles, Slavic nations, people around the world, persons as myself shall count blessings
every Sunday, every day of the week and the entire life, there is a reason to believe that the Perfect
Society is not only possible but within the reach of every child, man and woman. Utopia is achievable,
it does thrive, de facto, next to us, next to the people who believe in the Perfect Society.
God Bless all your works, Your Holiness, Pope Francis. Please guide us to extend The Perfect
Society to all and to count blessings at the end of each day, a day given for granted from God, the
Divine You believe in as well as myself. Every day I give thanks to the Almighty by saying: thank you
Lord, You were, You are, and You will be in my heart and mind, and I thank you for this precious gift.
This is the gift I got at birth, and I maintain my olive garden of faith very diligently, everyday.

Faithful son of Christianity.


marek Mark J. Wagner

Jewish Curse
Last Friday I was invited as the guest for the weekend. Friday was pleasant and calm, meal was
very good. On Saturday while watching TV, I started to experience severe headache, muscle tension,
including dizziness. In the evening I've noticed bleeding from my nose and mouth. Sunday was
slightly better, yet, those symptoms were still present. Today, Monday, bleeding stopped, but I still
experience headache. Besides natural causes in terms illness, improper diet, life style, blood thinners
can cause internal bleeding which result in a serious life threatening, often irreversible health events,
motor as well as intellectual performance.
On Sunday I attended the Holy Mass at 10:00 am. After the Mass, I was attacked on the street
by the person who invited me for the weekend. Cursing, accusations in front of another member of the
religious group. In the afternoon person who invited me for the weekend brought a soup with number 8
in it, and I heard, quote: I hate you, and that I will never get a job and other hurtful accusations and
criticism. All of that happened minutes and short time after the Holy Sunday Mass.
Was I invited with the purpose to inflict emotional and psychological trauma, stress as well as,
perhaps, somatic symptoms as described above ?
The entire scheme is coordinated and synchronized, often by dates, the scheme aims to destroy
publicly not only good reputation but also a reputation of Poland as well as Church and USA. This is, I
call it, Jewish Curse, curse which brought emotional bleeding of my family, pain and suffering since
childhood.
Jewish Curse does not recognize borders, religions or rule of the law. It's de facto self-imposed
right to harm, disrespect and impose so-called ritual killings on people who happens to be profiled to
be disposed emotionally, socially, historically, religiously and economically, and most of all, people
who are objective in their attitudes and judgement and emotionally attached, for example to Slavic
nations, including Poland.
Your Holiness I wrote about it on several occasions, yet, to this day I haven't received response
from Polish authorities, Catholic Church officials, as well as American authorities. It is, beyond any
doubt, life and death situation. Nearly identical attitudes and techniques were inflicted on my father.
Jewish Curse is nearly unprovable, due to the fact that people who pursue those techniques, as
well as acts of violence, detach themselves from any association with Jewish community, at the same
time they blend within Catholic, Christians social fabric.
Jewish Curse is nearly unprovable, unless righteous man or woman will come forward and
testify to stop the sequence of silent murders, lynching, discrimination.
In Jewish Curse sequence participate, in this area, German population, where some of which
feel entitled to this land, but most of all, to impose its own order and leadership. Poles instead are
being pushed toward marginalization and the role of servants. Truth, in this scheme, is a dangerous
luxury, and is being profiled as such. Emotionally attached to Poland workers, nearly all lost their jobs
and were forced to migrate to other countries (Solidarity workers after 1990) and this process is still
maintained. To mention the obvious.
Techniques are different since WWII, yet, objectives are the same, as I indicated in previous
comments. Jewish Curse with association with a German population, already produced global
consequences, yet, no one dares to talk about it. One of the indications of such unwritten agreement is
Mr. Bartoszewski, who cares more about good relations with Germany, and other befriended countries
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and nations than Poland, country which lost statistically more citizens during WWII than any other
nation. Mr. Bartoszewski, survivor of WWII, doesn't manifest the same attachment and care toward
Poland, country of his own, but toward nations, which traditionally became aggressive and
expansionist. Post Socialism statistics (after 1990) are proving clearly a new, yet, the same scheme
toward disenfranchisement of Slavic people, Poles in particular (Poland, Ukraine, Russia and in 1990s
Yugoslavia) and Mr.Bartoszewski didn't do anything to raise urgent issues, which are threatening the
very existence of Polish nation. If Mr. Bartoszewski did initiate defensive rhetoric toward Poles, I will
include his words immediately. I respect Mr. Bartoszewski and I wish him well, yet, survival of Poles is
as important as Jewish people during WWII and in post WWII reality.
Elimination of the elites is in place, elimination which is not limited by rules, but enforced by
the principle of domination, the very domination which brought entire Polish nation to the state of
crisis and drama. The very same scheme is being enforced in Ukraine, country which became a target
of the very same Curse, curse which include Jewish elites, which occupy the most prominent posts as
well as external resources (billions of Euro has been pumped into the hands of Mr. Jaceniuk,
Mr.Poroshenko, yet peace and stability in this region is anything but pursued). Madam Merkel is
getting frequent financial maintenance from USA as well (Madam Merkel brought $500 millions few
years ago as an incentive).
After unification of Germany, European Union emerged with so-called high-speed political highway
toward East. Subsequently war between Ukraine and Russia broke out, destabilizing entire region and
surely the world. At stake are hundreds of millions of people, mostly Slavic nations who live East of
Odra River. This geographical border has been a subject of military, political aggressive exploration
since Middle Ages, when The Order of the Hospital of St. Mary (Krzyzacy) invaded lands, at the same
time destroying the cult of Christ by wearing and displaying crosses, similarly as during WWII by
Nazi.
Those events are remote in terms of frame of time, yet, display the fabric or religious war within
Christianity, war which has its objective gradual destruction of Christianity, by undermining Christ as
the Savior. The campaign against Savior started when Jesus emerged as the spiritual leader, Divine
transformer toward equality and justice based on empathy and compassion, common sense of fairness
and justice. Either Christ, disciples, Holy Mary pursued violence, but the opposite, de facto. Non
violent and peaceful transformation, which has been severely affected and abused by so called
followers, followers who caused more harm than good to their souls and external world, bleeding and
suffering world by so many. Today other faiths are being pushed toward aggression and are struggling
with the same inertia of proper alignment, yet, this is not a subject for this discussion.
If anyone would feel that above statements are incorrect, please write to me with your
comments and discuss issues and claims. My intention is to initiate dialogue as well as inform simple
people as myself, Polish society, Jewish society, which I cherish, as well as German nation which I
respect and admire. All of the above became violated one way of another throughout centuries. This is
no longer acceptable route but forbidden to follow.
Your Holiness, transforming the world by the acts of war, imposed, artificial uprisings,
politically and ethnically motivated is no longer (and should never be) a feasible option. Transforming
the world through coexistence, the acts of kindness and compassion is a not an easy task, yet, the world
is mature enough to implement those principles, principles of coexistence which are clearly emphasized
not only in Christianity, but other faiths as well, including Judaism, Buddhism. Jewish people became
violated by their own, same as Germans.
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Today we have in our disposal important tools, tools which were not available in the past, where
lies about men were sipping through the cracks of manipulation and ill will. Today we have an option
to speak, speak toward protection of human existence no matter if someone listen or is paying attention,
where threatened people are near or far. The very reason to pursue this notion is the fact, that we are all
the creation of the same Divine force, force who gave us rules to obey, to sail through life without
imposed on each other dangers and threats. We are the children of the same Father, The Holy Trinity,
and nothing can change that, and interfere with it.
Your Holiness, Jesus, who became the example of non violent transformation throughout his life
on Earth, have said: love one another like I love you. perhaps, based on the state of present
awareness, we could slightly rephrase this beautiful words: cherish one another, respect one another as
I cherish you and respect you by the acts of compassion and fairness, coexist. This isn't too much to
ask and demand, this attitude would solve most of the modern problems, no matter what religious or
non religious orientation dwells in each man and woman.
Your Holiness, I feel threatened on a daily basis, I sense danger, danger which has its sources in
exposing above truths, as well as an attempt to discuss difficult topics, yet, those words shall be spoken
and be verbalized. My awareness was shaped by the people who are long gone or are pressured and
terrified by the manifestations of aggression toward people who verbalize difficult topics. I pray for
those who do not accept injustice as sometimes demanded path toward personal fulfillment, career,
privileges of this word. I pray to the Holly Trinity, St. Mary for spiritual, physical health as well as
existential abundance.
There is no greater privilege than defending another man as well as self from harm and from
corruption of righteousness.
P.S.
Your Holiness, in times of distress, I ask, rarely, the Holy Spirit for answers and wisdom to
fulfill my awareness with proper thoughts and perspective. After hurtful attack on me ended, I took the
Bible in my hands, and with close eyes I opened a random page. It was written: Jesus is brought
before the High Council.
False accusations based on profiling in ancient times does translate perfectly to the scenario of
premeditated weekend. Two different situations, yet, the very same message about human affairs, so
distant, and not so distant .
I believe in the Holy Spirit, obviously, yet, for those who are oriented sceptically in terms of
religion, I would like to indicate, that there are no coincidences in sequential existence of the world,
there are no coincidences and random events. Sequence does proving correctness of this notion,
sequence illustrate logical order, where logic doesn't come from the chaos, but has its source in
intelligent design of the world. Man can pick and choose, yet, all paths are leading to the very same
source, no matter how he will call those events or attempt to classify.
Logic of information, from the very initiation of the world, as we know it, to disprove its
existence and importance, I would not dare ... .
I would like to thank the person who is by the acts of self-awareness, personal choice , my
family's tormentor (friendlyenemy), for the acts of kindness, such as food and other kind
manifestations, yet, the acts of inflicted year after year, decade after decade emotional aggression,
overwhelm the sense of acts of kindness, kindness which is unable to heal deep wounds inflicted
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for so long, wounds which are visible only to the Divine, wounds which brought many to selfdestruction, wounds which target the very fabric of human dignity: love, umbilical cord of self-respect,
compassion, hard work, abilities to perform, objective and unbiased judgement, sacrifice toward
children and essential virtues such as the right to live, to happiness, even devotion to God. After all,
emotional and spiritual wounds shall not emerge from human interactions, yet, those wounds are
carefully inflicted to be hidden. All of that is precisely mixed, acts of kindness and acts of aggression,
violence. Yet, I thank for goodness, I pray still for strength to withstand the vortex of aggression on my
soul, dignity, on my perception, mind, sense of self-respect, as a man, citizen, father, Christian. And I
pray for my tormentor still.
Your Holiness, in this instance, prayer and religious practices do not heal the wrinkles of human
imperfections, such as vicious aggression or indicate for that matter a path toward self perfection but
otherwise, those practices and tactics defy the message of Christ. Holy Father, who shall take
responsibility for those people, people who defy spiritual virtues under the emblem of religion, minutes
after the Holy Mass, which, I cherish and I believe that religion is the answer for all human needs.
Perhaps this example is showing how far evil penetrated the fabric of religious practices as well as an
art of pretension which is corroding the best man has to offer, genuine, spiritual devotion, where human
spirit blooms with light, the very phenomenon, logical sequence of intelligent design . Just minutes
after the Holy Mass I was attacked and disrespected publicly.
Your Holiness, for decades all good that has been done was turned into dust. The sequence of
transforming good into bad is undeniable and present by the will of those who tarnish the best in man
and is still present. it's been done toward my father and is still maintained until this family will be
destroyed:
Persistent attempts to reprogram awareness, sense of self-respect toward violence and detachment with
my believes, including God and Church, history.
Interfering into the religious practices and persistent attempts to erase devotion toward Devine.
Threats and attempts to marginalize and separate from the society.
Labeling, lies, fabrications.
Unlawful imprisonment.
Pushing toward slavery: physical work and intellectual.
Maintaining the state of crisis for years.
Invigilation on the street, church, and virtually every environment.
Sophisticated attempts to influence subconscience with negative thoughts and images
(telecommunication, symbolic, repetitive sequence).
Maintaining persistent antagonistic scheme within family, interfering and destroying compassion
toward each other.

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My works, including books (publishing), employment is being blocked for years (in USA and Poland).
For decades I am denied to perform creative jobs, tasks.
Jewish Curse is a serious accusation and I am prepared for a discussion and dialog in this
matter, perhaps, I certainly hope, a new sequence will emerge, fair and just, based on truth, truth
unspoiled by egocentric state of mind, but the notion of Chosen, Chosen for greatness, Chosen to set an
example in the world as we know it. I Bless in my heart and mind Jewish people, and I ask for
blessings well.
Jewish Curse and the sense of Justice.
Person about whom I'm writing about in this letter is making frequent public claims toward her
own partner, who passed away numbers of years ago, stating that he didn't leave any financial resources
and protection after his death, at the same time, forgets important fact, that monthly retirement pension
surpasses year after year investment toward the purchase of the apartment. Even after his death he is
still caring about her in silent, yet, eloquent deeds, day after day, month after month, year after year, for
seventeen years now, he is caring still about the partner who denies respect and truth about him after
death, denies still obvious and measurable benefits of comfortable, stress free existence from financial
burden of life. Love vs hate, hate which does not recognize boundaries of life and death but altered
needs and pretension of misaligned self-righteousness based on egocentric desires, and surely, classic
clinical case of the support system around this person, social support system, which leads toward
behavioral and social pathology, pathology of the family, nation, religion and ultimately the world,
because this system has been proven as exceedingly efficient tool, for hundreds of years, tool enabling
to control toward disenfranchisement of the elites, entire nation, one man at the time, one family at the
time.
Someone would ask, does it change anything by publicly exposing sadness and imperfections of
human affairs ? Yes, it does make a perfect sense, because I'm no longer threatened by physical
violence or other acts of excessive abuse, including bruises. This is the effect of publicly exposing
truth, decision as difficult as it gets, in this instance. Physically and verbally I would confront the
threat, yet, this is the main objective, to push me over the limits and change genuine fabric of self
toward violence, which I despise. I despise violence, abusive language, egocentric attitudes, which
change good people into something they otherwise would not become, aggressive and discriminating.
The partial reason for this state of affairs in the world is in part self-denial or fear to speak the truth, or
even sense of guilt, irrational guilt of violated person. No matter where this truth is leading, even if we
have to call it, regrettably, Jewish Curse, which holds by the throat persons, as myself, this effort shall
become the subject of the discussion, evaluation what is righteous and what is evil, no matter how well
hidden in the pretension.
While returning from nerve wrenching weekend, I got a text message (at 17:17), quote:
Are U breathing ? Message was sent from different person, yet, the SMS fits perfectly synchronized
in the quoted above scheme and scenario.

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Personal Statement.
My comments are intended to initiate discussion, as mentioned previously, meaningful
discussion, with paramount objective, to make a world a better place, to protect those who can not
defend themselves against social, ethnic or religious forces which can be, at times, cruel and
overwhelming for an individual implicated in those dirty schemes. No one deserves to be violated and
no one shall accept it, no one deserves to become a tormentor, yet, danger is too serious to ignore signs
of abuse and organized pathology, pathology which spread for decades even longer, acts of violence
and abuse which not only harms human being, but destroys the best in man, dignity, including human
global family, one human being at the time, one family at the time ... . Now Jewish Curse, Your
Holiness, is available for your review.
Sincerely,
Marek "Mark" J. Wagner

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Sanctifying Grace ... .


A few months ago our spiritual leader Father Grzegorz Skop mention fundamental Christian
quality: Sanctifying Grace. Sanctifying Grace illustrate state of inner purity, spiritual phenomenon
which is, de facto, bridging human soul within human body and the Divine.
Sanctifying Grace is than a foundation of spiritual desire toward perfection and the unity with
God.
Holy Father, the state of Sanctifying Grace with regard to the foundation of religious ritual, the
Holy Mass, as well as Sacramental rituals is profoundly affecting believer as well as the Priest.
Holly Father, if Priest who commits sins against another man, does than the Holy Spirit is
present in man who defy God's commandments ? Does he has the power to attests and serve
Sacraments, the Holy Communion and other fundamental rights ?
If sin prevents the Holy Spirit to manifest itself in man, than what happens with Sacraments and the
Holy Communion, which man receives from the Priest.
Archbishop Wesolowski has been convicted of sins, does he had the power to serve faithful with
the Holy Communion, including Sacraments where Sanctifying Grace, the Holy Spirit was not present
due to the sins. How many people during his service received the Holy Communion, Sacraments, how
many people got absolution, from Priest who carried sins against another man. My question is, are
those countless people who got Sacraments and the Holy Communion from his hands are justified and
more importantly valid, when at the same time, Sanctifying Grace was absent as well as the Holy Spirit
? What about the Holy Mass, Liturgy and the very transformation of Saviour's Gift of remembrance,
profoundly beautiful ritual of the Holy Feast, Blood of Christ, Body of Christ. Does the miracle of
transformation works through man who is carrying sins ?
Our Spiritual Leader Father Grzegorz Skop intitiaded discussion which I'm trying,
incompetently, to address. It is a subject which is very painful to discuss, yet, profoundly important for
every human, believer who desires salvation. What can be more important than Salvation. And I'm
grateful to the Father Grzegorz for bringing up this topic. I believe that every child, man, woman,
desires Salvation, meaningful dialogue with the Divine, to bridge His creation and the source of life.
Yet, the dialogue and the bridge between man, believer and the Divine is through properly formed
awareness, the very awareness every Pope is calling profoundly essential, including You Holy Father,
in spiritual and social existence.
Properly formed awareness is the bridge between man and the source of light, God, who created
all in the name of love and the unity between Him and ourselves. Surely God can works his miracles
even when man falls, yet, He always keeps communication between Him and a man open, it is, in my
opinion, the very Divine quality, inclusiveness to embrace human, even during difficult personal times.
Holy Father be Blessed and be Blessed all your works and all Priests in the world.
I pray for You everyday. Faithful son of Christianity,
Marek Mark J. Wagner
P.S.
Holy Father, in the past I was warned to not discuss any spiritual subjects or make any comments about
it, yet, Father Grzegorz encouraged me to bring this subject to your attention.
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Where is the End and Where is the Beginning .


Christianity is my Spiritual Home (long time I wrote in my notebook while living in the USA).
Your Holiness, where is the beginning of faith and where is the end, if social injustice dwells frequently
in social fabric including predominantly Christian societies. John Paul II opened the gate to Poland and
Central Europe, yet, within 25 years time frame, Poles lost 7 millions of its population who were, de
facto, expelled from their homeland, 15 -20 000 thousand citizens are missing each year, Poland is also
experiencing severe demographic crisis, inadequate and unfair distribution of national wealth, to
mention just a few.
Asia was invaded and severely wounded by new weapon of mass destruction, weaponized
nature. Entire societies are under control of subliminal technologies, which transform man into slave.
Truth became dangerous luxury, instead illusions generate attention of manipulated people.
Your Holiness, Christians profoundly challenged my faith and dignity for decades, yet, at the
same time, so-called non believers, including atheists accepted and respected my religion and believes,
in fact, religion was not an issue to them but an attitude. Your Holiness, its is my observation, that
majority of people who claim atheism, majority of those people were severely mistreated by persons of
faith. In my opinion formation of awareness is the key, formation of non violent, tolerant awareness is
the key to heal believers from religious ignorance as well as to embrace those who were pushed away
from the Church, Religion and ultimately from the Divine. I know how to defend myself from spiritual
threats, yet, many people fall into the trap of anger and turn their back on God. Who will take
responsibility for those poor souls ?
Your Holiness, where is the beginning and where is the end of religion within religion, which is
dwelling within human soul, heart and mind, believes, which ought to transform imperfection into
perfection, negative energy into the positive energy.
Where is the beginning and where is the end of religion within religion, I wrote in my notebook many
years ago .
The beginning and the end of peace dwells within human heart and mind ... .
Faithful Son of Christianity,
marek Mark J. Wagner
P.S.
Your Holiness, I realize I can not win this fight, yet, I can't lose it as well, because I'm following my
inner voice, my heart . My family is bleeding.
The enemy was waiting for me before I was born, and already claim life of my father ... .

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The Doctrine of Localized Wars Far Away from Home ... .


Your Holiness,
The doctrine of localized wars include military conflicts which accelerate ethnic and
international disputes. An example of such doctrine was the conflict in former Yugoslavia. Recently
war unfolded in Syria as well as Eastern Europe between Ukraine and Russia. Military conflict in
Syria, ISIS, which operate in multi national environment, Iraq, Kurds now Egypt. In that region more
and more nations are participating in the doctrine of localized war.
Another conflict which can potentially unfold is Asia, including China, India, Japan and Korea.
Africa is falling in the same scenario, where ethnic violence erupt by competing for land, natural
resources, religious control.
This is the doctrine of localized wars, far from home. Who does it, well, this question require
urgent attention from international peace organizations.
Another important aspect is cultural as well as psychological objectives. Yugoslavia was not
defeated even by Nazi. Few years ago Yugoslavia was defeated and broke apart. This is preemptive
activity to prevent from formation of well established state as well as regional competition.
Countries from the former Warsaw Pact right now are on the path of mutual destruction
(Ukraine vs Russia) to prevent formation of a new well established national entities or regional
competition.
Asia, according to the doctrine of localized conflicts perhaps will deliver devastating wars to
reduce not only population, enormous physical destruction and at the same time to reduce national
pride and sense of ethnic dignity.
All of the above are supposed to fail, to override past pride with a new layer of present defeat.
From ashes of defeated national, regional greatness and ambitions will emerge power which will
embed all those qualities in a new reality leaving behind ploughed by bombs and destruction entire
regions and nations.
This is the warning for the whole world.
This is the warning for Ukraine and Russia, Poland, Belarus to stop violence before it will
spread into the regional bloody and destructive war.
This is the warning for the Middle East and Africa. This is the warning for Asia.
This the warning for the entire human society and nations which are perhaps already in the
blueprint of suffering and pain atrocities of war.
The doctrine of localized wars far away from home .
Yet, no one will ever guarantee that the doctrine of localized wars will not spread into the total,
global war.
Peace on Earth,
marek "Mark" J. Wagner

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Gradation of Awareness
Your Holiness, today Christianity is observing Palm Sunday, the sequence of triumph, joy,
popularity, sequence of humility. Yet, hours later entire firmament will watch in disbelief while carnage
is inflicted on humility, joy of life, love.
For weeks I'm thinking about gradation of awareness, gradation, which define man. My
situation is similar in many aspects as Jesus, while entering great city of Jerusalem, yet, extended in
decades and even generations, when it comes to the time frame.
Jesus thought Jews the science of human, personal and social dignity, love, compassion without
strict rules, but one, acceptance of faith through daily humanistic maintenance of awareness, which at
the end of the day were rejected. Jesus initiated spontaneous and natural gradation of awareness.
Gradation of Awareness is the map of social status quo, where we will find man and women of
virtues, even saints, people with very broad sense of understanding. Nearby we will encounter people
who are in doubt, yet, their fabric of awareness is pure and virtuous. Not far from the main square of
purity we will find people misguided by authorities and social interdependence, often silenced by fear.
Next to this group are people who reject any notion of goodness except their own. Next to them are
standing those, who willingly choose negative energy or even demonic attitudes.
Gradation of Awareness exposes evil and virtues at the same time.
In my own life, the very same sequence of gradation of awareness is manifested, yet, there are
some innovations, which were not present during the time of Christ. My own situation did have and
still have the very same dynamic social effect as during the time of Jesus, de facto, which exposed
social fabric exactly as described above Gradation of Awareness.
Gradation of Awareness in times of Jesus and modern times in predominantly Christian
world, hmm .. . Would Jews repeat the same mistake they did 2000 years ago? This question is
irrelevant, if we will ask another question. Would Christians, including baptized Jews, allow to behave
in the same fashion as Jews during the Trial of Jesus ? Would a Christian man or woman, a baptized
Jew, take money to allow the abuse on an innocent and defenceless man ? Would Christian man or
woman, or a baptized Jew, accept all sorts or rewards for the silence, while another man is tormented
along with his children ?
I strongly believe that in every man on earth, as bad as it gets, is goodness within. Apparently, in
man who is considered a saint, dwells sin toward another man, sin accepted as an act of choice.
The answer will emerge from the murky of virtuous substance of human faith and choices, and this is,
de facto, The Gradation of Awareness, from pitch black darkness to the point of illumination, where
everything is transparent, not just words ... .
Your Holiness, God Bless you in your task of repairing the world.
Peace on Earth,
marek "Mark" J. Wagner

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