Am I worthy to be punished?

It's already twelve o'clock. Oh, God, I'm hungry! I've been running
and hiding for almost threedays. I'm dead tired. I need some rest. But
no, they are looking for me! And if they find me, Iwill be put to jail.
But, where can I hide? Freddie's father is so influential, so powerful.
He is thegovernor of our great province and did I kill his son! No, don't
accuse me like that! I'm not amurderer! Hear me, I'm begging you, I tell
you I'm not a murderer.Audience ,let me explain, please.I am a man
who born in a province with a happy, simple family. I study in known
school becauseof my hardships in life. All are going to be good, until
there came a big burden in my life: It wasabout late afternoon and I was
walking on a road near on my school. And all of a sudden, I hearda man
seems he was suffering from a serious injury. I try to find that man,
wanting to help him,did you heard that? "Wanting to HELP him!!".
Then I saw that man lying on a hidden road thereis a gun near to him,
and he was seriously bleeding, craving for help, and he is about to die!.
Heis Freddie my classmate and a son of our governor!!"Freddie? Is that
you?, Freddie! what happened to you? Why are you seriously
injured?""Help me! Help! I need your help!""What happened to you?
Oh Gosh, your bleeding""Curse are those fraternity who did this to
me!" he said with full force"Don't talk too much my dear friend, I will
brought you in hospital""It's late, it's late, hahahaha, I am going to
die!""No my friend, can't you remember? When you said that you will
be the next governor in thisland? How will it be when you were about
to die? Don't talk like that Freddie, don't talk likethat!"I was running
quickly, carrying him, enduring his weight just to brought him to
hospital, but heforced to punch me and we fall together on the
grounds!"My good and sincere friend" he said that it seems he was
losing his hope"Can you pick this gun for me?"Because I am in state
of confusion, I follow his commands and pick that gun for him, and
I wasshocked of what he said,"kill me if you are my friend" he
said plainly"what? Are you crazy?"" kill me I say!""No, no Freddie
doctors can cure you! Don't lose hope my friend you will be alive!""I
SAID KILL ME WITH THAT GUN IN YOUR HANDS!" he said
angrily"but""I SAID KILL ME! If you're my good friend you will
end up my sufferings!" he quickly respondI don't know what is
happening to me! I slowly took the gun and fire it up. And in one shot,

Iwas greatly astonished because I killed him with my own hands! I

killed Freddie! No, I'm not amurderer! I just end up his sufferings! I
didn't mean to do it, I'm not a murderer! I'm not amurderer! But I killed
freddie! I killed him! I'm a murderer! Now judges in the court, judge
me if I am worthy to be punished. I am not a murderer! I amnot a
murderer! Ha ha ha ha! I AM NOT A MURDERER!!!!!!