Emperors Desire

Kate Hill
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Chapter One
Black Palace thrust straight and high as a thousand houses above the kingdom of
Windfarv, darkening the valley for miles with its shadow. Vida reined in her borrowed
mount as soon as she and the royal party emerged from the forest.
God, she breathed, staring at the palace, awed and unnerved by the height of
the structure. Ive never seen anything so tall.
It is said hundreds of workers died building it, said the Captain of the Guard.
That was in ancient times. Dont worry, miss. From the inside it doesnt seem as
imposing -- except on very windy days.
Vida swallowed, praying she wouldnt vomit. Shed never liked heights and if
shed known about Black Palace, she might not have offered herself to the emperor.
No, I would have anyway. I had no choice.
She urged her horse onward, following the guards clad in black armor toward
her new home. Her family desperately needed the money that accompanied her
position as Heir Mother of Emperor Zavier. She would be the mother of his firstborn
child, the heir of Black Palace and its lands. Everyone knew Emperor Zavier was an
Aspectian, and such creatures usually mated with their own kind. For her to have been
chosen meant Emperor Zavier himself had studied her carefully and personally selected
her.
She wasnt certain what the emperor looked like, since he never publicly
appeared in his true form. Even when potential mothers had been interviewed, hed
been disguised among five representatives from Black Palace.
As they neared the palace, its width astounded Vida. From a distance, the
rectangular building had appeared narrow, due to its height, but up close it seemed to
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She and the guards dismounted at the drawbridge and gave their horses to
waiting stable boys.
Ready, are you? The Captain of the Guards lips twisted into a nasty grin and
Vida realized she must have appeared as nervous as she felt.
She nodded, glancing at a slender green vine hanging down the palace wall, just
beside the entrance. As they approached, the vine seemed to curl upward. Vida
shivered, wishing she were home in her village across the gorge.
Is there somewhere I can wash and dress before meeting the emperor? she
asked.
No point until you arrive, said the guard. It will take you all morning to climb
the steps and youll most likely be a mess by then. Clothing and a bath await you at the
top.
The top? Vida swallowed. You mean all the way to the top of the palace?
Emperor Zavier prefers it up there.
He would, she muttered.
The guard lifted an eyebrow. No one forced you into this arrangement.
Of course not. I could have just let my family starve.
Yes, you could have.
Vida didnt bother hiding her disgust. It seemed even the servants of royals were
as arrogant as their masters. Why shouldnt they be? Serving such a rich master, the
Captain of the Guard probably wanted for nothing.
Drawing a breath of resolution, Vida took a step toward the long, twisting
staircase to her left.
Wait, the guard ordered, removing his helmet and chain mail. Ill escort you.
Together they began the trek up thousands of steps. After nearly an hour of
walking, Vida felt grateful for her lifetime of hard work and years of dancing at the
village faire. Breathless, her legs aching, she wondered when theyd reach the top. They
must have passed hundreds of doors on different floors but the Captain always said,
Keep going.

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What was that? She paused, her heart pounding, as the entire building seemed
to sway.
Just the wind, panted the guard. Were almost there. Are you sure you dont
want to rest? You are a mere woman, and --
Vida brushed past him and continued up the steps, ignoring his muttering as he
followed at her heels.
Finally, they reached a door through which the Captain told her to enter.
Vida stepped into a room hung with tapestries of black, red, and purple. Several
oak chairs, cushioned in red velvet, stood against the wall. Black brocade drapes hung
on the rectangular windows surrounding the room. A thick red carpet cushioned Vidas
feet, sore from the climb.
Ah! Heir Mother, I have a chamber awaiting you. A tall, slender man wearing
a silver tunic that nearly matched his hair stepped through an archway to Vidas left.
Captain, would you care for some refreshment before your descent?
I know where to get it, the Captain muttered, disappearing through the
archway.
Miserable beast. The silver-haired man shivered, then turned a charming smile
to Vida. I am Tutt, at your service.
Vida.
Mistress Vida, you must be tired after your long journey, not to mention the
climb from the castle base. Ill take you to your chamber where you can bathe and rest.
Tutt motioned for her to follow him through another archway to the left and down a
long corridor filled with paintings of prior royals. Ive chosen some lovely clothes for
you but when youre ready Ill call the seamstress, since Im sure you prefer to order
some of your own.
That will be very nice. Vida relaxed. Tutt seemed to be a pleasant man and the
idea of choosing dresses interested her. At home there had been little money for
anything but the most basic clothes.

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Emperor Zavier wishes to dine with you this evening, Tutt said as they entered
a chamber decorated in burgundy and white. A canopy bed, larger than any shed ever
seen, jutted from one wall, and a trunk carved out of beautiful white wood stood
between two rectangular windows curtained in burgundy brocade. The floor was of
polished dark wood with a thick rug covering most of it. To her right, a door opened
into a dressing chamber containing a large tub and a shelf filled with thick towels. In
the far corner of the room, beside a round marble table with a pitcher and bowl, stood a
statue of a stone beast with the body of an exquisite man and the head of a buffalo.
What an odd piece. Vida approached the statue and placed her palm flat
against the stone chest.
Yes. Tutts smile seemed uncharacteristically forced.
Beautiful, though. Vida now felt compelled to place both hands on the statue.
She caressed the chest, then jumped away, her pulse racing.
Something wrong, Mistress Vida? Tutt asked.
I must be dizzy from all those steps. She laughed nervously. I could have
sworn this statue has a heartbeat.
It is in the image of an ancient god. Some say such statues hold a bit of the
deitys power. Perhaps its best just to look at it.
Perhaps youre right, Vida said, her gaze still fixed on the statue.
Tutt excused himself and Vida slipped off her shoes, sighing with pleasure when
her bare feet sank into the soft carpet. She walked to one of the windows and looked
out, then wished she hadnt. Her stomach lurched. The village was so far below that the
homes looked like little more than pebbles on a beach of green sand.
She approached the bed and stretched out on it. Though she drifted off for a
short time, she was unable to enjoy a deep sleep. She was far too nervous about meeting
Emperor Zavier.
Tutt knocked on her door, saying a bath awaited her in the adjoining chamber.
As Vida undressed, her gaze fixed on the strange statue. Its eyes seemed to watch her as
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time, she noticed the size of the stone cock. It was long and thick, the balls beneath
heavy as a bulls.
Vida sighed and strolled to the tub. She sank beneath the warm water and closed
her eyes, relaxing for a moment before using a cake of lemon-scented soap to wash.
After shed stepped out and dried herself with a towel, she walked to the next
room and examined the clothing Tutt had laid out for her. A pale pink shift, so sheer it
left nothing to the imagination, was arranged beside a tunic-style dress of burgundy
satin. Matching shoes and a cream-colored veil decorated with pink seed pearls rested
on a chair beside the bed.
She dressed, relishing the feeling of such fine fabric against her skin. What do
you think? she asked the statue, twirling in front of it. On impulse, she stepped close to
it and touched her lips to the pit of the throat, her fingertips clasping the cool, bulging
shoulders. The stone cock pressed intimately against her soft mound, making her wet.
Stunned by her reaction, she stepped away, resisting the urge to rub herself
against it. I must be losing my mind. Nerves. Its only nerves. If you are a deity, would
you keep me safe tonight? Im not sure what Emperor Zavier will be like. Some say
Aspectians have been known to rip mortal women to shreds in their lust. Since he
wants an heir, I can only hope that wont be my end.
Mistress Vida! Are you ready? Emperor Zavier wishes to greet you now, Tutt
called from outside the door.
Vida drew a steadying breath and stepped into the hall.
Tutt left Vida seated in a room slightly smaller than her bed chamber. A polished
oval table set for two stood in the center of the floor. Flames danced in a fireplace that
nearly filled one wall, two large high-backed chairs in front of it. Above the hearth hung
a painting of two blue eyes staring through what appeared to be a tornados black and
gray funnel. Other similar paintings adorned all four walls, each depicting different
colored eyes peering through storm clouds.
Vida sat at the table and gazed at the black porcelain plates and goblets of fine
silver. A crystal decanter of wine stood alongside a plate of bread. Vidas stomach

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grumbled. She hadnt eaten since early that morning, and even then shed been too
nervous to take more than a few bites of gruel.
The door opened and Vidas pulse raced as Emperor Zavier stepped inside. He
was a thickly built man of middling height with flaming red hair that hung to his
shoulders. He wore a floor-length black tunic, the sleeves and collar embroidered with
silver designs. A platinum crown encircled his head. The V-shaped bottom, adorned
with a single large emerald, dipped onto his forehead. He wore a red beard and though
she had never seen his face before, she was surprised by the familiarity of his blue eyes.
My lord. Vida stood and curtsied.
The emperor motioned for her to sit as he took the chair across from her. He sat
back, his gaze fixed on her in a manner she found most unsettling.
When she grew so uncomfortable in the silence that she could bear no more, she
tried starting a conversation. The palace is very beautiful. I think
Her voice faded and her eyes widened as his hair changed from red to black and
his features seemed to rearrange themselves before her eyes. His eyebrows thickened,
cheekbones grew sharper, and lips thinned. When he rose, his height had changed so
that he appeared very tall and slim. He walked to the rooms single window and parted
the curtains, staring outside, his back to her.
Once Vida had recovered from the initial shock of watching him shift shape, she
felt a bit insulted. In the middle of her conversation hed simply turned his back on her.
But what could she expect? He was a royal and a creature of myth. She was merely a
human woman of common blood.
What do you think? he said after a long moment.
I think Ive never imagined any structure as tall as this palace.
He turned, his long, dark hair curling upward into short blond locks. His
snubbed nose elongated, almost reminding her of the buffalo statue in her chamber.
Come. He motioned for her to follow him through the door at the back of the
room. As soon as she stepped onto the short staircase, a cold wind struck her. Shivering,
she followed him upward. The entire palace swayed in the wind and again she felt a

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little sick. Outside, they paused near a black parapet. The emperors gaze fixed on hers,
demanding that she take a step closer to the edge.
Oh, God, she whispered, her belly clenched in fear. Slowly, she approached,
staring over the side. Through the clouds and fog drifting below her, she saw lights
flickering from the village.
Magnificent, he murmured.
Yes, I suppose. Vida fought to keep her teeth from chattering, though she
wrapped her arms around herself, rubbing her chilly arms.
Youre cold.
Im afraid this dress isnt much cover against the wind.
Then we should go back inside. He motioned for her to descend the steps, then
followed, closing the door behind them once theyd reached the chamber. Vida stepped
closer to the fire, extending her hands toward it to warm them. Now that she was back
inside and away from the frightening view she felt almost sane again. A robe of ebony
velvet covered her shoulders and she glanced up at the emperor who stood close beside
her, this time wearing chestnut hair and a goatee.
They held each others gaze and Vida realized that his eyes never changed. No
matter what shape his face took, his eyes remained the same all-knowing blue.
What do you look like? she asked softly.
What do you want me to look like?
You must have a true form.
The emperor folded his arms behind his back and strode to the table. An
Aspectian only shows his true form to his blood kin -- or his mate.
Am I not to be a mate?
Youre to be my first born childs mother. A mate would be bound to me for life,
and I bound to her.
Forgive me but I find it strange that you wouldnt want your mate and the
mother of your children to be one and the same.

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A smile flickered around his full lips as he reached for the decanter and poured
wine first into her goblet then into his. And why are you willing to bear the child of a
man whose name you wont share? The payment, of course?
Yes. If he could be brutally honest, then she could, too. My family needs to be
cared for. I have a mother and six young sisters and brothers.
Ive been told. Theyve already been seen to.
What do you mean?
Their needs are being cared for. They wont want for anything again -- even
after youve gone, if you decide not to remain here once weve raised our child. He sat
at the table and took a sip of the wine. A long, black braid hung over his shoulder and
he shrugged it aside. Something else is bothering you?
Do you think you could keep one appearance?

If you like.

Thank you.

Dance for me.

Vida felt a bit taken aback.

Ive seen you dance in your village, he said. Dance for me now.

She wasnt sure whether to be flattered or frightened. Though the emperor spoke

in deep, quiet tones, his shapeshifting unsettled her. If hed watched her dance in the
village, who knew what else hed seen or how many times he had spied on her?
According to legend, he could become anything -- plant, animal, or object. What would
it feel like to make love with such a creature when the time came?
Theres no music.

Not necessary.

Vida shrugged off the cloak and stood in the empty space in front of the fire. It

had been years since shed felt this nervous about performing. She began moving her
arms like reeds, her hips gently swaying as she seemed to drift across the floor.
Emperor Zavier devoured her with his gaze. Though she was accustomed to men
ogling her, shed never seen one glow with such raw sexuality while keeping his facial

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features calmly arranged. He knew how to exude lust without appearing like a drooling
wolf.
Tutt entered carrying a tray of food that he set on the table, and Vida joined
Zavier who filled her dish with sweet fruit, fresh bread, and cooked vegetables. In spite
of her nerves, Vida was starving. She tried not to eat too quickly, particularly since
Emperor Zaviers gaze never left her face.
She noted he chewed slowly and his fingertips stroked the rim of his goblet.
When theyd finished their drinks, he poured more and they carried them to the chairs
by the fire.
The emperor stared at the flames and Vida noted his expression seemed
apprehensive, almost sad. He finished his wine in one swallow and looked at her.
Shall we begin, Vida?
In a movement so swift and fluid she could scarcely see it, he stood and swept
her into his arms. Since shed asked him not to continue changing shape, hed retained
the form of a tall, muscular man with long, light brown hair, a silky beard, aquiline
nose, and full lips. His looks -- all of them -- appealed to her, but it was his manner that
aroused her. The emperors voice, expressions, and motions were so slow and
incredibly sexual that her body had tingled for him since the moment hed stepped into
the chamber.
In spite of all shed heard about his kind, she wanted to make love with him.
The emperors mouth descended on hers. His lips moved gently at first, then
grew more demanding. His tongue traced the shape of her lips, then parted them to
explore her mouth. Vida moaned softly and entangled her fingers in his hair. He tasted
wonderful, partly his own taste, partly that of the wine. In scarcely any time at all, she
was returning his kiss enthusiastically, her tongue stroking his, her teeth gently nipping
his lips.
He carried her through another door at the opposite end of the room. By the size
and richness of the dark oak furniture, she guessed it was his private chamber. He
placed her on an enormous bed covered with black satin sheets, tugged her dress over

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her head, and tossed it aside. The shoes and veil followed, leaving only the thin silk
shift.
The emperor kissed her throat and bare shoulders, then covered one of her
breasts with his mouth. His tongue stroked her nipple through the fabric that molded
damply to her flesh. The sensation was so arousing that she moaned again and clutched
his head closer. He sucked harder, his teasing tongue flicking across the hard nub of
flesh. One of his hands slipped between her knees and stroked upward until he reached
her wet, aching pussy. His fingers slipped inside, gathering moisture. When they
withdrew, she moaned in protest, but that moan soon turned to a cry of delight. Using
his wet fingertip, he circled her clit and stroked it up, down, and along each ultrasensitive side.
Vidas entire body tensed with pleasure. She arched against him, her hips lifting
in time with his rubbing finger. The sensations were almost too much to endure.
Between stroking her clit and sucking her nipple, he had her hovering on the brink of
explosion. He rubbed and sucked faster, hurling her over the edge.
Oh! Yes. Oh! she cried, her eyes closed and her entire body pulsing in a savage
rhythm as waves of pleasure broke over her.
Panting, she remained unmoving on her back, only protesting weakly when he
slipped from the bed. Her eyes opened halfway and she watched him shed his clothes.
She only had a moment to glance at his thickly muscled form before he covered her
body with his, the tip of his cock pressing against her pussy lips.
With frustrating slowness he began filling her with his thick, velvety erection.
Vida gasped, clinging to his arms, her body tense at the combination of pleasure and
pain.
Are you all right? he asked, panting slightly. Gazing at him, she saw intense
desire gleaming in his eyes and knew he was restraining himself to keep from hurting
her. This was not the shapeshifting beast she had heard rumors about, but a man with
the utmost respect and concern for his partner.

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Im fine, she replied, drawing a deep breath and shifting her hips upward. His
eyes flickered shut and his lips parted as he drew a sharp, pleasured breath and
continued easing into her wet sheath.
When he reached the hilt, he remained still and opened his eyes again, staring at
her.
Vidas heart raced and she clutched his shoulders hard. He filled her so
completely!
Please, she whispered, wiggling her hips as the pain subsided and pleasure
grew.
Zavier began a slow, steady thrusting that drove her toward another climax.
Sooner than she would have expected, her body again pulsed and quaked in ecstasy.
Throughout the marvelous waves of pleasure, he continued thrusting, driving her to yet
another peak before she had fully descended from the last. His motions ranged from
fast to slow, teasing her, stimulating her until she no longer felt connected to anyone or
anything except this irresistible man. As she pulsed and panted beneath him again, she
wondered how much longer he could endure such unbelievable tension before joining
her in bliss.
Groaning, he withdrew his cock and rolled her onto her stomach so he could
mount her from behind. His large hands covered the backs of hers and their fingers
entwined as he pumped into her heated body.
My lord, oh, my lord! she panted, eyes shut tightly against the pleasure.
Say my name, he ordered, his deep voice ragged with need. The speed of his
thrusting increased. His breath fanned her ear, sending ripples of delight down her
spine. Say it!
Zavier! she cried. Zavier, please, please!
Panting, he lunged hard and fast into her quivering body. In the midst of her
orgasm, she felt him come long and hard.
Ahh! Vida! he shouted, collapsing atop her, his hot flesh slick against hers. He
eased some of his weight off her, though still kept part of his body draped over hers.

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A smile touched her lips and before she drifted to sleep, she thought her fate
wouldnt be nearly as bad as shed imagined.

Chapter Two
To her surprise, Vida awoke in her own chamber. Sometime during the night, the
emperor or one of his servants must have moved her there. It shouldnt have shocked
her, really. It was rumored that when Aspectians slept, they reverted to their true form,
and Zavier intended to keep that a secret from all but his chosen mate.
She stretched, then climbed out of bed, washed, and dressed. As she groomed
herself, she glanced at the statue. It was odd, but of all the handsome forms Zavier
became, even that thickly muscled body that made love to her, the statues build was
her idea of male perfection -- tall, lean, but well-muscled with impossibly long legs and
granite thighs. She imagined the statue making love with Zaviers longevity and carnal
voice in her ear.
Over breakfast, Tutt explained that Emperor Zavier had left the palace for his
morning ride and exercise. He told her Aspectians required much exercise and freedom
to challenge their amazing physiques. He would return by late afternoon, however, and
expected her to join him every night at dusk.
Vida actually looked forward to spending time with the emperor. He interested
her more than any man shed ever known. She spent most of the day choosing clothing
with Tutt and the seamstress, then practiced her dancing before bathing and dressing
for dinner.
Again she met Zavier in the dining room, then they drifted to his bed chamber.
That night, Vida wore a gown of black silk with a sheer black shift beneath. A
delicate ruby tiara rested on her head and a ruby ring set in platinum adorned the index
finger of her right hand. Tutt had said the clothes and jewelry were hers to keep,
regardless of whether or not she stayed at Black Palace. Even without the price paid by

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Emperor Zavier, she could live comfortably for the rest of her life simply by selling the
jewels.
The emperor closed the chamber door and stood behind Vida, encircling her
waist with his arms and touching his lips to her temple. She leaned back against his
warm, hard chest. Tonight, hed retained the shape of a tall, slim blond with a smoothshaven face.
How do you like to be touched? he whispered in her ear.
Vidas heartbeat quickened. Ive enjoyed everything youve done, my lord.
She felt him smile against her hair. His hands slid up her ribs and cupped her
breasts as he continued speaking in a husky whisper. You like that?
Yes, she sighed while his fingertips caressed her nipples through the dress.
His hands moved from her breasts to her shoulders and he slipped her dress
down her arms, kissing from nape to elbow. And this?
You seem to know exactly what I want.
Are you being truthful or telling an emperor what he wants to hear?
I wouldnt lie, my lord. How could he think her a liar? Couldnt he feel her
pounding heart?
Zavier slipped both the shift and dress down to her ankles. She stepped out of
the pool of fabric and into his arms. Her lips caressed his broad chest covered with
short blond hairs while one of her hands rested against his ribs and the other clasped
the crotch of his gray silk trousers. His cock felt as hard as the stone walls.
Is this a result of Aspectian magic, or does it signal arousal as in a mortal man?
she asked.
Tell me what you think.
She continued toying with him through the silk, feeling him grow harder as his
heart thundered against her palm. She nearly smiled with satisfaction. It seemed he was
as aroused by their union as she was. Her hand slipped into the waistband of his
trousers and grasped the hard staff cloaked in velvet skin. She pumped and caressed,
running a fingertip over the head and feeling moisture leak from the eye.

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My lord, she breathed, tugging down his trousers and taking him deep into
her mouth.
She could scarcely believe the impulse that drove her to suck him, but her
curiosity about what he would taste like was unbearable. She wasnt disappointed. The
sensation of his cock in her mouth, of the head brushing the back of her throat, of the
exquisite tension in his body thrilled her. She ran her tongue over the bulbous crown,
carefully tracing the ridge on the underside then flicking over the tiny opening on the
head. She drew him deeper into her mouth, sucking and swirling her tongue around his
ultra-sensitive flesh.
Ahh, Vida, he groaned, entangling his fingers in her hair.
She lapped and sucked, using her tongue and lips on him until his breathing was
ragged and his belly clenched with sexual tension. Grasping her upper arms, he
dragged her to the bed. He tossed her onto her back and knelt between her legs,
lowering his mouth to lap her clit while his fingers dipped into her passion slicked
pussy.
She came quickly, her eyes closed as she throbbed and panted while he used his
tongue until the last quiver coursed through her.
As he had the night before, he rolled her onto her stomach and took her from
behind. He fondled her breasts and clit while pumping into her, driving her to another
climax. His tongue traced the shape of her ear and his hips thrust in their steady
rhythm.
Perhaps it was a trick of his species, but he seemed to touch her everywhere at
once. Their bodies heated and when he came, she felt his heart throbbing against her
back.
He rolled over and tugged her to his chest. For several moments they rested
together, Vida cradled in his powerful arms. Then he melted away from her. Vida heard
him leaving the room and sat up, watching him step naked into the dining chamber.
She tugged a blanket around her shoulders and followed him. The door leading to the
top of the palace was ajar and cool wind blew through the chamber, fanning her sweat-

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slicked skin and making the firelight flicker. She hurried up the stairs in time to see
Zavier, still in the form of the blond man, leap off the top of Black Palace.
No! she screamed, terror coursing through her. Though shed only known him
a couple of days, she felt strangely attached and had no desire to see him jump to his
death. She ran to the parapet. Zavier! Oh, God, no!
In her panic, she leaned too close to the edge. Dizziness struck her just before a
powerful gust of wind blew her over. Vida screamed, certain her heart would stop from
fear long before she struck the ground.
Strong arms grasped her and held her to a rock hard chest. The sound of
enormous wings beating against the wind echoed in her ears. She opened her eyes and
found herself staring into the face of the buffalo statue in her room, except this creature
was warm, breathing, and covered in rich black fur. He stared at her with Zaviers eyes.
With Vida cradled against his chest, the creature flew higher, but rather than
returning to the palace, he soared away, his great wings pounding the air. He
outstretched a long, muscled arm and pointed below.
Vida stared at the pastures, rivers, and villages they passed, struck by the beauty
of what she was experiencing. So lovely, she murmured, then turned to the creature.
Zavier? It is you?
He guided her arms around his neck, and she clung as he rolled over in the sky.
Every powerful muscle rippled then elongated. She found herself astride a winged
serpent with scales that, surprisingly, felt like velvet against her bare skin. The serpent
descended fast, making her stomach flutter with excitement and a bit of fear. Her terror
had long faded as she felt implicit trust in her rescuer. When the serpent touched the
grassy hill, the scales and wings disappeared and he shifted into the shape of a black
buffalo. She clung to the furry neck and laughed. As he raced, the wind lashed tears
from her eyes. The animals powerful legs sped across the countryside. She clung to his
neck, marveling at the speed and strength. She tightened her legs around his heaving
sides and again he sprouted wings before they rose high in the air, Black Palace in the
distance. She had already grown accustomed to the sensation of his shifting and wasnt

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at all surprised to find herself wrapped in the buffalo creatures arms once more. They
landed by one of the parapets on top of the palace and he placed her on her feet. Vida
staggered, the ground beneath her seeming to lurch as she recovered from the
magnificent flight. She might have fallen had he not steadied her. Pulling her to his
chest, he shifted into the form of a tall, chestnut-haired man.
Vida stood for a moment, trembling in spite of the intense heat of the body she
clung to. She stared past his shoulder to the ground below, listening to his panting
breath, her hands absently stroking the hard muscles of his sweat slicked back.
When his breathing returned to normal, he said, You should go to sleep.
She tilted her face up to his, meeting those calm blue eyes. Youve been in my
room in the form of the statue?
A hint of color darkened the ridges of his sharp cheekbones. I should apologize.
Ive looked at you -- and wanted you -- for almost as long as youve danced in your
village festival. As you know, your village is not part of my realm, but I paid your
Empress to allow her subjects to interview as possible Heir Mothers, hoping you would
be among them.
Vida knew she should have felt more unsettled than she did. More than
anything, his interest flattered her. She could scarcely believe such a magnificent
creature wanted her.
Your spirit fascinates me, Vida, and your devotion to your family proves you
would be the best mother to my children.
Children? I thought you only wanted me as your Heir Mother?
I want you as my mate.
Vidas belly fluttered.
He grasped her upper arms and spoke against her lips. Say yes, Vida, and I will
need no other women. Ever. His hands dropped to her waist, gently caressing. I
shouldnt pressure you. I guess Im too accustomed to getting what I want. Think about
your decision.
She nodded and followed him to his chamber.

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Spend the night here with me, he said, his gaze fixed on hers with the same
longing she felt. He extended his hand, palm up.
Elated that he had asked her to sleep with him, to perhaps witness him in his
true form, she stepped closer, sliding her hand into his. He grasped it, squeezing gently,
a smile touching his lips.
They slipped into bed and he gathered her in his arms. Feeling warm and content
inside, Vida rested her cheek against his chest, though it seemed like forever before she
drifted to sleep.

Chapter Three
When Vida awoke, moonlight shone in through the chamber window. At first,
she thought shed been returned to her room again, but as she moved, her hand
brushed another warm body and she tingled with pleasure. Zavier still slept beside her.
Slept!
She rolled over, careful not to wake him. If the legend was true, he would sleep
in his true form. Though it was nighttime, moonlight shone into the chamber, making it
bright enough for her to see. Her heart pounding, she stared at the emperor. Hed
thrown off the covers sometime during the night and slept on his back, one arm curved
above his head, the other resting on the mattress beside him. His tall, well-muscled
form was that of the buffalo creature, but his face was quite human -- a well-shaped,
perfectly straight nose, broad cheekbones, and full, kissable lips parted enough to
expose the tips of his even white teeth. Wavy brown hair grabbed at his broad
shoulders, mingling with the dark curling hair matting his chest and tapering to a slim
line down his abdomen. There it spread to an enticing nest for his thick cock. His long
legs, sculpted with muscle, were also dusted with dark hair. Like his hands, his feet
were long and well formed, as if molded by a talented sculptor.
Slowly Zaviers eyes opened and his sleepy blue gaze fixed on her.
Is this your true form? she asked, her voice soft.
He nodded slowly. What do you think of it?
Vida reached out a tentative hand and stroked his chest. Its very handsome.
Is it one youd choose to marry?
Their fingers entwined and she edged closer, still gazing into his eyes. I
wouldnt marry simply for looks or wealth. Bargaining for such things for my familys
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attracts me, my lord. The expression in your eyes, no matter what form you wear, calls
to me. Your voice soothes me, and your touch -- well, Im sure you know by now what
that does.
I, too, didnt know what Id think of you until I spent time with you, but I admit
Im enamored, Vida. The more Im with you, the more I want us to never be parted. Its
as if our souls are bound.
I feel that way, too, my lord.
When we flew together and when we made love, you called me Zavier.
I --
I want you to call me by name.
Zavier. She smiled, moving closer and tilting her face toward his. He wrapped
his arm around her waist and tugged her against the hard length of his body. Their lips
touched in a tender kiss that soon turned passionate. His tongue traced the shape of her
mouth then thrust between her lips, tasting and exploring. Hers snaked out to meet it,
meeting him stroke for stroke, loving the way he made her feel inside and out.
With a soft moan of desire, he gently pushed her onto her back and covered her
body with his. Vida closed her eyes, uttering a soft, pleasured sound, and slid her feet
up and down the length of his hair-roughened calves. He was warm and hard,
masculine yet gentle. Even in her dreams she couldnt have conjured a more perfect
mate.
Slowly he broke the kiss. She opened her eyes and stared into his intense ones,
lost in their beautiful blue depths.
Will you marry me, Vida?
Yes, she breathed, Ill marry you.
Will you become like me?
Is that possible?
He nodded. I must warn you there is some danger, but if I sense it might not
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Vida gazed at him, knowing such a risk would be worth taking if there was even
a chance of spending the rest of her life with this magnificent man, to become like him.
Yes, I want to be with you, be like you.
Then come to me. He rolled onto his back and she climbed atop him. Close
your eyes.
She did as he commanded, resting her cheek against his chest, intensely aware of
everything about him. His skin, hair-roughened in places, smooth in others, warmed
her. His scent filled her and his heart beat steadily against her face. After a moment she
noticed that her breathing and heartbeat matched the rhythm of his. Then her body
began quite literally melting into his. He enveloped her completely, absorbing her
physical form until they became one.
Panicked, she tried pulling away, but had lost control of her body. Her heart
raced and she could no longer draw a breath.
Relax, his voice vibrated inside her. Breathe.
She felt his breath entering her mouth. A tingling sensation filled her from head
to toe. With his next breath, she drew one of her own, accepting the knowledge that she
was existing completely through him, their life forces melding.
It was then she became aware of intense sexual need flooding her, more
powerful than any desire she had ever experienced. Thoroughly aroused, Vida writhed,
her swollen, needy clit rubbing against him.
His mouth still locked on hers, he chuckled, a primal sound that incited her
passion even more. Without breaking contact with her lips, he shifted their position
slightly. Inch by inch his thick erection slid into her.
Mmm, Vida moaned, her tongue flicking over his lip before she sucked it. Her
eyes closed tightly, she felt the strangest sensation breaking over her. Strength like shed
never experienced before flooded her limbs, yet at the same time she felt like water,
fluid, ever changing. Again her body molded to his, but this time she experienced no
fear, only joy. Orgasm broke over her and she cried out.
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After a moment, she opened her eyes and lifted her head so she could gaze at
him.
Vida, he whispered.
Yes.
Are you all right?
She smiled, placing a hand to his cheek. Ive never felt better in my life. Am I --
An Aspectian. This type of joining doesnt always work. Sometimes it merely
provides a very intense climax, but other times -- I know it worked because in the final
moments you changed shape.
I thought something odd happened, but I wasnt sure. How can I control it?
His lips curved upward and he stroked wisps of hair from her forehead. I look
forward to teaching you.
This is all so unbelievable. Will I be able to fly?
In time. Each shape can take anywhere from hours to years to perfect. And
shapechanging is more difficult for those who were made Aspectian rather than born to
our race. You will not be able to keep different forms for long periods of time.
She rested her head against his shoulder, pressing as close to him as possible.
Strangely, it wasnt enough. After the intimacy theyd shared during her crossing into
the magical form of an Aspectian, this separation of body seemed almost disappointing.
As if sensing her thoughts, he asked, Is something wrong?

I was wondering if we will ever experience that feeling again, like when you

were sharing your power with me.

Of course. From now on, that is how lovemaking will be for us.
Tingling with anticipation, Vida said, I dont think Ill be able to sleep any
longer tonight. Im too excited.
I can think of a few ways to expel some of that energy, he purred, his face
becoming catlike. He ran his tongue across her collarbone and placed his hand, which
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Im sure you can, she laughed, thrusting her pelvis against his and running her
hands over the powerful muscles of his broad back.
His features assembled into their human form once again and he murmured
against her lips, I must confess I love you, Vida.
I love you, too. She was surprised that it was the truth. Shed never imagined it
possible to fall in love so quickly, but as hed said, their souls must have known each
other for a very long time.
There was much for Vida to learn about her new form and her husband-to-be.
She looked forward to discovering everything about this wonderful creature -- part
man, part beast -- who had offered her a life and love beyond her wildest imaginings.

Chapter Four
The following morning, Vida awoke to an empty bed. She yawned and stretched
contentedly, then snuggled against Zaviers pillow, inhaling his wonderful scent.
After washing and dressing, she made her way back to her room to change
before breakfast. Sunlight streamed through the windows, and she knew it was going to
be a beautiful day -- until she stepped into her room and found Tutt awaiting her, a
meal spread on the table. No sooner had she closed the door behind her than he
approached, wringing his hands, a wild gleam in his eyes.
I detest them, the servant said, completely forgetting his usual manners. Oh,
Mistress Vida, its awful.
Whats wrong? Faced with the overwrought servant, Vida tried to ignore her
growling stomach and the delicious aroma that drew her toward the breakfast table.
Her appetite felt keener now that shed become an Aspectian.
The emperors mother is here and has brought the woman who hopes to
become his bride. Theyve been complaining since the moment they stepped into the
palace. Nothing I do is good enough. The food is wrong, the accommodations, the --
Bride, Vida breathed, dropping into a chair, her appetite fading. But thats
impossible.
You neednt fear too much, mistress, Tutt said. As long as you are the Heir
Mother, not even Zaviers bride can force you to leave the palace. Until his heir is of
legal age, that is, and --
Tutt, I have much bigger worries than that. And, Im afraid, so does our lord.
What do you mean?
Vida held the servants gaze, wondering if she should dare mention Zaviers
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from the first and felt she could trust him, she didnt know if he might slip with her
revelation out of sheer love of gossip.
If something is wrong, please tell me, Tutt said.
Vida forced a smile. Im sure its nothing. Where are Emperor Zaviers guests?
He left with them for a tour of the kingdom about an hour ago. They should be
returning soon. Youd best prepare yourself, mistress. There is a good chance they will
ask to meet the Heir Mother.
Vida didnt doubt it, especially when they learned that Zavier had also chosen
her for his wife. Tutt left her alone and Vida took a bite of a fluffy breakfast cake, her
thoughts churning. At the taste of food, her appetite returned, yet she couldnt help
worrying about what would happen now that Zaviers mother had arrived with a
potential mate for him. After all, he knew Vida but a short time and surely he had
strong ties to his fellow Aspectians.
Well, now she was Aspectian, too. Perhaps she neednt worry. Surely they would
accept her as another shapechanger and Zaviers chosen bride.
Shed just finished eating when Tutt returned with a message that she was to join
Zavier in his chamber immediately.
Vidas heart thumped as she made her way down the hall. A servant standing
outside the emperors room bowed from the neck as she approached, opened the door,
and announced her arrival.
She stepped inside and a feeling of dread flooded her. Zavier stood, unsmiling,
by the fireplace, his blue eyes flashing with obvious anger. An attractive older woman
with steel gray hair sat in one of the high-backed chairs. An olive green gown draped
her trim figure. Across from her sat an absolutely beautiful young woman with thick
blond hair that hung, unbound, to her narrow waist. Full breasts swelled over the
square neckline of her light blue gown. Both women turned to Vida with blazing eyes.
Zavier approached, offering Vida his hand. She slipped hers into it and he
squeezed it possessively.
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Both women exchanged knowing glances, then turned to Vida with forced
smiles.
Vida, this is my mother, Lady Ara, and Lady Muriel whose family has been
allied with mine for several centuries.
Vida curtsied and offered what she hoped was a warm smile. Im pleased to
make your acquaintance.
Oh, Zavier. Lady Ara stood and approached. Her eyes, which resembled his in
shape and color, gazed at her with coldness shed never seen in the emperors. Shes
sweet. I hope, Vida, you will be happy with my son.
Im sure I will, my lady.
Congratulations. Muriel also approached, grasped Vidas shoulders, and made
kissing sounds by either cheek without actually touching flesh. After all, Lady Ara,
what woman could be unhappy with Zavier? I had waited all my life for the chance to -no matter. Zavier has never complied with Aspectian law, so I had no cause to think he
would restrain his passions when it came to selecting a wife.
Oh dont mind our surprise regarding Zaviers announcement, Ara said to
Vida. We come from a very old and respected bloodline among our people. Though
Zavier left our land to make his own way in the world, we had hoped he would honor
the Aspectian way and choose a wife from an acceptable family.
Excuse me, my lady? Vida said, her pulse racing as her temper rose. The last
thing she wanted was to dislike Zaviers mother, but this woman was insufferable.
Oh, I mean no disrespect. Im sure you come from a charming human family.
Im looking forward to hearing all about them, dear.
Mother, that is enough, Zavier snapped.
Ara gazed at him with wide eyes, her hand fluttering to the base of her throat.
Whats wrong, my darling? Surely our families will meet at the wedding --
Vidas face heated and she had the sudden urge to slink under the carpet. Not
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impression they had wealth and social stature. What would happen when she learned
her son had chosen a peasant to not only bear his first child, but to marry?
You will meet, Zavier said. But only after we have discussed the details in
private and decide what kind of wedding Vida prefers.
But as a ruler, isnt it your duty to have a large public wed?
Now is not the time to discuss it. Zavier and his mother glared at one another
while a smirk played around Muriels lips.
Perhaps Lady Muriel and I should go so you and your mother may speak in
private, Vida suggested.
A wise idea, Zavier agreed, holding Vidas gaze. She saw anger flashing there,
but also love for her.
It hadnt occurred to Vida that she might cause such difficulty for him by
accepting his proposal. Though in Windfarv it was unusual for royals to marry below
their station, it was not a crime. A ruler, who need not be of royal blood himself, could
marry whomever he wished. Obviously the same rules did not apply among the
Aspectians.
Muriel and Vida slipped out of the chamber. Vida summoned Tutt and asked
him to bring tea to her room.
Once seated, Muriel forced another smile. Zavier told us you have just accepted
the greatest gift an Aspectian can offer a human. He has given you our power to change
shape.
Yes.
I can understand why. It must have been awful trying to relate while bound by
human frailties -- not that youll ever have the power of a full-blooded Aspectian. Oh,
Im sorry. Zavier did tell you that youll never be exactly like we are?
Yes, Vida replied, her voice cool. He did.
Tutt arrived with the tea and began serving. Muriel continued as if the servant
didnt exist. Zavier and I have been betrothed since we were children. His is the most
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This time Vida forced a smile. You must be proud.

And you must be brave, Muriel said. Vida raised an eyebrow in question and
the blond woman continued, To agree to marry an Aspectian male. Theyre known for
their appetites in every direction. Only a full-blooded Aspectian woman can truly keep
them satisfied. I admire your confidence to marry Zavier, knowing youll never really
be like him.
Tutt, who had stepped behind Muriels chair, curled his lip in the womans
direction and raised the teapot slightly, as if he was about to empty its contents on her
head. If Vida hadnt been so furious, she would have laughed.
Apparently Zavier feels I can satisfy him, Vida stated icily. Although Muriels
words planted a seed of doubt in her mind, Vida refused to allow this beautiful blond
bitch to intimidate her.
Muriel laughed, a frivolous, delicate sound, and waved her alabaster hand. You
know how fickle men are. Youre new to him.
And I suppose if he married you, the novelty would never wear off? Vida
didnt bother keeping the sarcasm from her voice.
Were the same flesh, blood, and soul. We are Aspectian. The bond between us
is something you cannot fathom, even if he has given you a portion of the power
bestowed upon us by the creator.
You speak intimately of a man who left Aspectia years ago. If he felt bound to
you and his homeland, he would have sent for you long before this to rule by his side.
Muriels eyes gleamed with rage, but she managed another smile. Forgive me.
Ive obviously said too much. Of course Zavier must have strong feelings for you, and
with any luck, they shall endure the years to come. If youll excuse me, Im feeling a bit
tired after the long journey here and would like to rest.
Of course.
Tutt hurried to open the door for Muriel, who swept out of the room.
What a horrid woman, Tutt said in a low voice once he and Vida were alone.
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Oh, Mistress Vida, is it true the emperor has asked you to marry him? I knew
the moment we met youd be perfect for him. Regardless of what Lady Muriel said
about belonging with him because shes Aspectian, she is nothing like him. But you and
he have the same spirit. Oh! Tutt slapped a hand to the side of his face. We have so
much work to do with the wedding to plan. We whats wrong, my lady?
Vida stood by the window, gazing out and sighing. Muriels words lingered in
her mind. What if she was right? After all, she and Zavier hadnt known one another
very long.
Just a bit nervous about everything thats happened.
Dont tell me youre concerned about what that hag said. Forgive me for
speaking out of place, but you cannot allow her to place doubt in your mind. Ive
worked for royals all my life and know how vicious they can be, especially when
theyre not getting what they want. As you pointed out yourself, if the emperor wanted
Lady Muriel, hed have sent for her long ago. Just between us, my lady, I know for a
fact that when he left Aspectia he could scarcely wait to be rid of her and all the others
who tried to control his life. Emperor Zavier would have none of it.
Its just that I could scarcely believe when he chose me to be his Heir Mother.
Having him ask me to become his wife is almost too much to fathom. I still cant fully
grasp that now I can change shape.
Have you tried it yet?
No.
Well, if I might, allow me to coach you.
Vidas eyes widened a bit. Tutt, I didnt know youre Aspectian.
Oh, yes. Ive been in the emperors service since we were boys. My family
served his for ages. I dont know what Id have done if he didnt take me with him
when he left, for I couldnt wait to leave Aspectia, either, and I absolutely adore
Emperor Zavier.
A smile played around Vidas lips. Perhaps I should be more worried about you
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Oh, not at all. Tutt blushed slightly. We are master and servant -- and though
I dont wish to sound presumptuous, I like to think were friends as well. Trust me
when I say you have nothing to fear from the likes of Lady Muriel. I have seen the
gleam in the emperors eyes when he speaks of you. I know how long hes watched
you, desired you. If ever two people were meant to be, its you and the emperor. Dont
ever forget that, my lady.
This time Vidas smile was genuine. Thank you, Tutt.

Now, shall we begin our lesson?

Yes. Please. Testing her new shapeshifting abilities would not only take her

mind off Muriel and Ara, but when she next saw Zavier, she could show off what she
learned.

Chapter Five
Vida spent the next couple of hours with Tutt, practicing basic shapeshifting
techniques. Though painless, changing shape proved more difficult than she imagined.
Dont worry, my lady, youre doing very well, Tutt reassured her at the end of
their session. Im sure the emperor will be very pleased with your progress. Now, I
must excuse myself to see that dinner is being properly prepared.
The servant left and Vida took a few moments to concentrate on the liquid
feeling that preceded shapeshifting, similar to the sensation shed experienced when
Zavier had given her the Aspectians power.
Longing for a change of scenery, she took a break from practice to stroll through
the palace halls. The sound of angry voices behind Zaviers door gave her pause.
Standing still, she listened.
For years our family has accepted your rebellious ways, Ara said, her voice
shrill with fury. When you refused to take your place on the council and decided to
make your home abroad, we didnt interfere --
You couldnt interfere, Zavier interrupted, sounding just as angry. This is the
life I have chosen, mother, away from Aspectia. You and father can be part of it or not.
It was bad enough when you accepted this kingdoms vulgar tradition of taking
an Heir Mother, but that we could overlook. However if you marry that woman, we
have no choice but to disown you. It is bad enough shes a human, but a peasant as
well?
Vida cringed inwardly. Closing her eyes, she sighed deeply. Though his mothers
cruel words roused her anger, they also stirred guilt. When Zavier had asked her to
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She is to be my wife and you will treat her with the respect she is due. I have no
wish to be severed from the family, but if that must be done for me to live my life with a
woman I have chosen, so be it.
What of Muriel? She has spent all these years expecting to marry you. Her
family and ours made the arrangement according to custom. If not for you, she and her
family could have made other plans for her. You owe it to her to do what was promised
all those years ago.
Oh, so were supposed to ruin three lives -- mine, Vidas, and Muriels -- to
fulfill an archaic tradition?
Youre ruining Muriels life by breaking the engagement.
As I stated fourteen years ago before I left Aspectia, I never made an
engagement with her.
Your father --
Is not me. I made it clear that I would not honor the betrothal. If Muriel and the
rest of you chose to ignore me, I am not to blame.
You are to blame for everything, you selfish, disrespectful --
You are my mother and I do honor you, but I will not bow to customs that hold
no meaning for me.
Ara sobbed quietly for a moment before choking out, Then you are no longer
my son. Muriel and I shall leave directly.
If you go, it is by your choice, as you will always be welcome here.
Not if youre taking that woman as your wife. From this day forward, you are
no longer part of our family.
Vida heard footsteps heading toward the door and ran down the corridor,
turning sharply into an alcove where she waited until Ara swept by, too involved in her
own problems to notice her.
Slowly she made her way back to her room. Never had she felt so torn. Though
she loved and wanted to marry Zavier, she certainly didnt wish to cause him pain.
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Muriel. That much was obvious. However, if Vida changed her mind, perhaps he
would find another woman -- a full-blooded Aspectian -- of whom his family would
approve.
She sighed deeply. If she refused his proposal, even out of love, she would be
guilty of doing what he seemed to hate most -- manipulating him, just like his mother
tried to mold his decisions now.
She stepped into her room, then leaned against the closed door for a moment.
After kicking off her shoes, she walked to the bed and sat on the end of it, wishing she
knew the proper way to handle this situation. Life as a peasant hadnt prepared her for
the issues that arose among royal families, and until Zavier, she had known nothing
about Aspectian culture. She felt so alone and longed for her mother and siblings,
someone safe whom she could talk to. She felt that way about Zavier, but he had his
own problems at the moment.
With another deep sigh, she glanced around the room and her heart nearly leapt
through her chest. The statue of the beast-man stood in its usual place, watching her
with a tangle of emotions in his lovely blue eyes.
Zavier, Vida said, rising from the bed and approaching the statue. Beneath her
searching palms, the stone turned to flesh, blood, and muscle. The buffalo head became
Zaviers beloved face and his warm lips claimed hers in a lustful, affectionate kiss.
When it broke, she clung to him while he held her close. Zavier, I know Ive caused
trouble between you and your family --
Dont talk now, Vida, he whispered against her lips. Just make love with me.
Vida pressed her body closer to his. Zaviers hands swept up and down her back,
then grasped her buttocks and squeezed gently. He deftly began unfastening the long
row of buttons on the back of her dress. After parting the fabric, he massaged her bare
flesh and trailed his fingertips along her spine.
Zavier, she breathed, closing her eyes. She kissed his neck, relishing the texture
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Mmm, he purred and tilted his head so her lips could more easily caress his
neck.
Vida slipped a hand between them and grasped his erection. She stroked the
velvet skin, loving how his cock swelled beneath her touch.
Her eyes still closed, she felt his muscles ripple as he shifted shape, becoming
something hard and smooth that sleekly wrapped around her from neck to ankle. She
moaned with pleasure when she felt his soft tongue flicker across her jawline, then her
mouth. When she opened her eyes, she found herself face to face with a delicately
shaped serpentine head the color of polished onyx. The creature stared at her with
Zaviers blue eyes. As if hypnotized, Vida gazed at him, her flesh pulsing with the
intense sexual pleasure shed felt when hed passed the shapechanging gift on to her.
Her face elongated as she attempted to mimic Zaviers serpent shape. Their tongues
flicked out, teasing one another.
A moment later, hed returned to his true form and grasped her gown. He
tugged it off her and flung it aside before sweeping her into his arms.
He carried her across the room and sank to the floor, pressing her back against
the plush carpet. From forehead to toe he covered her in kisses while she ran her fingers
through his hair and used the soles of her feet to stroke his calves.
Kneeling between her legs, he hooked them over his shoulders and ran his
tongue over her clit. Vida moaned, her eyes closed and her head tossing from side to
side as he continued lapping, stroking, driving her to the brink of control.
When he cover her, she felt herself turning to liquid in his embrace. His body,
hot with passion, merged with hers. The incredible sensation of being both filled with
him and absorbed by him sent ripples of orgasmic pleasure coursing through her.
Yes, my love. Oh, Vida, yes! he panted, his fast, steady rhythm pushing them
past mortal pleasure.
Zavier, please! Harder, faster. Oh, heavens! She clung to him with all her
strength, merged with him in a way that never would have been possible in her human
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Vida felt as if her entire body had turned to a single organ of pure sensation. Her
pulse raced and shivers coursed through her. She felt him trembling, too, as he neared
his limit. Oh! Zavier! she shrieked, her climactic cry mingling with his savage roar of
ecstasy.
For several moments Vida lay in a haze of ebbing passion, only aware of the heat
of their flesh and the rasp of their excited breath as it finally slowed to normal.
He switched their position so that he lay on his back with her cuddled against his
chest. Languidly she stroked his ribs, thinking she had never imagined being this happy
with a man. In spite of how much she wanted him, she knew that love wasnt only
about her pleasure. Could they be happy knowing their love kept him from his blood
kin?
With a sigh, she lifted her head and met his gaze. Zavier, I dont want to hurt
you and drive you away from your people. If this marriage isnt right, being Heir
Mother will suit me --
But not me. He held her at arms length, his gaze intent on hers. I have chosen
you, Vida. I want you to share my life and I thought you wanted the same.
I do, but --
After knowing me, do you honestly think I could be happy with Muriel?
No, but she is a full-blooded Aspectian. You said yourself I will never have the
power of a real Aspectian.
I chose you because youre different than the women of my homeland. When I
first saw you dance, you captured me and havent let go since. I watched you and saw
your strength and compassion, then when we made love you gave yourself to me like
no one ever has before.
But your mother, your family --
If they cant see you for what you are, then it is their loss. Their loss of a son, a
new daughter, and grandchildren.
Thank you for your loyalty, my lord, but I cant believe you want to be cast out
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I would like them to accept the woman I have chosen and the life I have made
for myself. Do you have any idea what life in Aspectia was like for me? I was told how
to act, who to talk to, even what shapes I was allowed to take. My entire future, from
my wife to my work, was planned out for me. I could not live like that then and I will
not live like that now.
Another thought crept into Vidas mind. You didnt choose me out of rebellion,
did you?
Zavier tossed up his hands and laughed humorlessly. I think my mother has
influenced you already. I love being with you, Vida, and I want you to be my wife.
Regardless of whether or not we marry, I made my choice regarding Aspectia and my
family long ago. When you decide what you want, come to me. He gently took her
chin in his hand and tilted her face toward his, his voice growing gentle. I will be
waiting for your answer.
Turning away from her, Zaviers nude body was suddenly covered with a floorlength blue robe. She watched him leave, knowing her misgivings had been completely
irrational. Ara and Muriel had hoped to raise her self-doubt and obviously they had
succeeded. If they shook her confidence so easily, how could she hope to be a worthy
empress? Yet what right had she to be empress? Up until a few days ago, she had been
a dancer from a peasant family.
She walked to the mirror and gazed at her reflection. The question is, can you
truly walk away from his proposal? Can you bear his first born child while at the same
time watching him marry another woman?
The answer was no.
Burying her self-doubt, she left her room and swept down the hall to Zaviers
chamber where she knocked on the door.
He answered, his gaze fixed on hers with such passion that her legs felt
momentarily weak. After beckoning her inside, he closed the door and said, Have you
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I want you, Zavier. The thought of staying here as Heir Mother while you take
another woman as your wife is unbearable to me.
He smiled, his expression of relief pleasing her more than words ever could. In a
swift motion he tugged her into his arms and covered her mouth in a breath-stealing
kiss.

Chapter Six
Zavier and Vida planned for the wedding to take place the following month.
Arranging the celebration on such short notice nearly sent Tutt into a frenzy, but he
soon grew accustomed to the idea and set to work with a vengeance.
Zavier got on well with Vidas family whom he moved to a lovely new home not
far from the palace. The kingdom of Windfarv looked forward to their emperors
upcoming nuptials, and the only storm cloud hanging over their sunny future came
when the wedding invitation to Zaviers family was returned unopened.
Vida knew he must have felt some regret over his severed ties to Aspectia, yet he
never spoke of it. He and Vida were almost inseparable. Between Zavier and Tutt, she
learned to master the basics of shapechanging and looked forward to attempting more
difficult techniques, such as flying creatures. Zavier often gave her a taste of flight when
he swept her into his arms, sprouted his magnificent wings, and glided across the sky.
Her favorite time to fly was sunset, when the kingdom was half shadow, half light. She
relished the incomparable sensation of his rock-hard body against hers and the coolness
of the air fanning them as they soared high above the village. Afterward they would
make love and fall asleep, wrapped in each others warmth and lulled by the rhythm of
their heartbeats.
Two days before the wedding, Vida was darting through the countryside in the
form of a sleek black fox, a shape she had been practicing to please Zavier, who adored
foxes. She stopped by the creek where she had left her clothes and had just finished
dressing when four winged creatures with human bodies and buffalo heads swooped
from the sky. Two were male, two female. The males grasped her arms and legs.
Get away from me! she screamed, kicking at them fiercely, but they were far
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shape, but she was too much of a novice to successfully shapeshift while under such
duress. Still, she managed to thin her body enough to nearly slip from their bruising
grips. Irons were clamped on her ankles and wrists, but not ordinary irons, for no
sooner had they touched her skin than the ability to change shape seemed to drain from
her completely.
Silver, said one of the female creatures who was watching her companions
attack Vida. A mere brush of it against Aspectian flesh -- even a pathetic human
convert such as yourself -- renders us powerless.
For the first time, Vida realized her captors wore gloves.
What do you want? she demanded.
Your betrothed, said the female who had spoken a moment ago. Before her
eyes, she changed into Muriel. She approached Vida, staring at her with malice. Zavier
was promised to me and Ill be damned if I allow a peasant girl to take him from me.
Zavier never made you any promise.
Of course he did. Muriels blond hair turned dark and her face and body took
the shape of Vidas. I am his beloved Vida. He has sworn to become my husband.
Panic nearly overtook Vida. Muriel looked and sounded exactly like her. She
doubted even her own mother would know the difference. What are you going to do
with me?
With a snort of laughter, Muriel turned and headed toward Black Palace. The
remaining female spread her wings and signaled to Vidas captors. Still holding her
prisoner, they rose so quickly in the sky that she nearly lost her breath.
They flew well into the night, Vida dangling between them. Her only experience
with flight had been with Zavier. In his arms she felt safe and cherished, but with these
creatures not only was she uncomfortable, but she worried that at any moment they
would release her and send her crashing to her death. If only she had mastered flight! If
she got out of this alive, that would be the next lesson Zavier and Tutt would teach her.
By the time they landed, Vida was too weary to observe much of her
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on a nearby shoreline. The creatures brought her to the top of one of the towers where
she was flung into a windowless room lit by a single dim lantern. Chilled to the bone
from the long flight, she noticed gratefully that the chamber had a bed covered with
several plush quilts. After crawling beneath them, she wondered why her captors
hadnt killed her. She had seen the hatred in Muriels eyes and knew the woman would
have rejoiced over her death. Why, then, was she still alive? And what of Zavier? Did
he realize the woman who had returned to Black Palace was an imposter? Even if
another Aspectian took Zaviers shape, she would know it wasnt him. She prayed he
would realize the deception, but in the meantime, Vida needed to find a way to free
herself.
Exhausted, she drifted into a fitful sleep.
She awoke several hours later to a hand on her shoulder, shaking roughly. Vida
sat bolt upright, her heart pounding. Anger overcame fear when she found herself
staring into Aras cool blue eyes.
Yes, its me, Ara said. She nodded toward a tray of bread, butter, and wine
resting on the bedside table. One of the guards will come for the tray in about an
hour.
How could you have lowered yourself to kidnapping your sons betrothed?
What sort of mother would I be if I allowed Zavier to break tradition and marry
you? He is my only son and must carry on our bloodline with another true Aspectian.
Dont you understand the only way he can really be happy is to find his match among
his own kind?
You have no right to make his decisions for him.
Ara snorted. Of course you feel that way. Not only has he given you the gift of
Aspectian power, but as his wife you would have wealth and title. You have no right to
any of it.
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According to Aspectian law she should be his bride. Ara raised a defensive
hand before Vida could protest. I will argue no more with you. We could have killed
you, however I dont believe you deserve death.
You mean that if Muriels plan to trick Zavier into marrying him fails, you dont
want your son to know you participated in killing the woman he loves. You must know
she cant succeed. What happens when she sleeps and reverts to her true form?
The empress has a private chamber, just as you did during your time at Black
Palace.
Yes, but Zavier and I spent our nights together, Vida said. Hell suspect
something is wrong if Muriel suddenly wants to sleep alone.
Aras eyes narrowed in annoyance. Muriel can be quite convincing to men, and
Zavier is after all just a man.
You intend to keep me chained here for the rest of my life?
Enough talk. Ara paced the chamber. I had thought to strike a bargain with
you, but I can see you wont agree to that. I need time to think.
Could you please loosen my bonds a bit in the meantime? Vida asked, holding
up her wrists. Theyre painful, not that you care.
Ara looked hesitant, then said, All right. I will ask the guards to loosen them a
bit, but keep in mind that it is pointless to try to escape. This room is impenetrable to
even the most skilled Aspectian, let alone a novice such as yourself.
Vida nodded, watching Ara leave. A moment later, a guard entered and adjusted
the shackles. No sooner had he left than Vida hurried to the breakfast tray and smeared
her wrists with butter. Biting her cheek to keep from grunting with pain, she tried
forcing her hands through the shackles. Finally, her flesh raw in places, she managed to
slide first one hand, then the other, free.
Throughout her conversation with Ara, Vida had been composing a plan of
escape. Frail as it might be, at least it was a chance, and even a poor plan was better
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Unfastening the brooch from her dress, she used the sharp point to fiddle with
the lock on her shackled feet. In her youth, when her family had endured particularly
hard times, Vida and her sister had sometimes picked the lock on the storage house of
the local lord. For years shed been plagued by guilt over the thievery; now she felt
thankful for the experience.
Panting with frustration, she struggled with the lock, knowing the hour was
drawing to a close and a guard would soon come for her tray. If she was caught in the
act of escaping, her captors were sure to heighten her security even more and she might
never have another chance to free herself.
Finally the first shackle opened. The second proved easier to unlock. No sooner
had she lost contact with the silver than she felt stronger, her shapeshifting powers
returning in a rush.
Now the trick would be to change into a shape that would enable her to escape.
If only she knew how to fly, she could change into a bird and soar away.
Better yet, why not be carried away?
Quickly, she used the pin to tear a hole in the mattress, then stuffed the shackles
and tray inside. She bunched together one of the quilts in what she hoped was a bodily
shape, and then covered it with the others. With any luck, the guards would assume she
was asleep and wouldnt look too closely
Tutt had thought it best for her to begin her shapechanging lessons by having her
mimic inanimate objects. After several moments of concentration, she shifted into what
she hoped was the shape of the wooden tray. Her heart pounded so hard that she knew
her tray must have been throbbing, just as Zaviers statue pulsed when she touched it.
Though she had no idea what happened to an Aspectians heart and other organs when
they changed form, she knew they still existed. No matter what their form,
shapechangers retained their living, feeling qualities.
Please let the guard be wearing gloves, she thought.

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After what seemed like forever, the guard stepped into the room. Muttering
about the mess Vida had made, he placed the bread, butter bowl, and wine bottle back
on the tray and left the room.
He carried Vida to the kitchen where a maid dumped her unceremoniously into
a tub of hot water. Far too hot. Unable to control herself, Vida shifted back to her true
form.
Needless to say, that caused an uproar in the kitchen. Not waiting for questions,
Vida grasped a tablecloth, wrapped it around her middle, and raced out of the kitchen.
It was then she realized how terrible her plan had been. Here she was, naked
except for a damn tablecloth, in a strange land being chased by a herd of screeching
maids, several armed with cleavers, carving knives, and wooden spoons.
Seeing an open door, she hurried outside, not knowing where to go or what to
do when she got there. She found herself in a marketplace in the middle of a village
square, the cobbled streets filled with vendors carts and people going about their
everyday lives. Tall, narrow houses, their sides covered with ivy, surrounded the
marketplace. Many people stopped what they were doing and stared at her, several
giggling while others pointed at her and whispered among themselves.
A rope caught around her ankle and tightened. Vida fell hard and landed with a
grunt, the tablecloth falling open. Pushing herself to her hands and knees, she
wondered what else could possibly go wrong. Booted feet surrounded her and she
glanced up at four of the buffalo-headed guards.
She must be the one everyones looking for, a guard said. He and one of his
companions grasped her arms.
Vida struggled, torn between horror and humiliation, as the guards half dragged,
half carried her through the square. They turned down several streets and toward a
large stone house.
Vida!
At the sound of that beloved voice, she stopped struggling.

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Release her! Zavier bellowed, approaching from behind and breaking the
guards holds on Vida. He swept her into his arms, covering her in the folds of his long
black cloak. By all the gods, I thought Id lost you, he whispered, his face buried in
her hair.
Muriel --
I know, he said, his large, warm hands rubbing her back. The moment I
kissed her I knew.
Zavier stepped away long enough to remove his cloak and drape it over Vidas
shoulders.
A tall, attractive Aspectian man with steel gray eyes approached. This is the
young woman who has caused so much worry. She looks safe enough now.
As soon as shes ready, Ill take her home, Zavier said.
Im ready, Vida said. More than ready.
Please accept my apologies for what my wife did, said the gray-eyed man.
And know that nothing like this will ever happen again.
Vida glanced at him. Youre Zaviers father?
Yes. I am Talib. I regret we werent able to meet under better circumstances. In
time I hope this incident can be overlooked, as I look forward to knowing my
grandchildren.
Vida offered him a sincere smile, though she and Zavier would certainly need to
have a long talk about his family. What happened to Muriel?
She and my mother have been confined to their homes by Aspectian authorities
where they will remain until their trial, Zavier said. Using shapeshifting powers to
commit an illegal act, such as kidnapping, is a serious crime among our people. I am so
sorry this happened, Vida. I had no idea how deep my mothers hatred --
I think she acted out of love, Zavier, strange as it may seem, Vida said quietly.
But her methods were dishonorable, Talib stated. When Zavier left us to build
his life in the human world, I admit to feeling disappointment. I also believed that he
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to respect him as a man, and as my son. Ara had no right to disown Zavier. That is a
decision made by family council and ours never agreed to it, nor will they as long as I
am his father. If you accept us, Lady Vida, I will welcome you as my daughter.
Vida glanced from Talib to Zavier who slipped a possessive arm around her.
I want my children to know their Aspectian roots, Vida said. And I would
prefer to see my husband reconciled with his family.
Talib lifted a hand to Vidas cheek. You have chosen a wise woman, Zavier. One
who will make a worthy empress.
I know, Zavier stated, squeezing Vida closer.

Epilogue
Vida and Zaviers wedding took place on a sunny morning in the field behind
Black Palace. Beneath the brightly colored tents covering the lush grass, citizens of
Windfarv mingled with Zaviers relatives and old friends from Aspectia.
Zaviers parents attended the wedding, and his mother remained respectfully -if uncharacteristically -- silent.
When the festivities ended and the guests retired for the night, Zavier and Vida
stood, naked, on Black Palaces highest tower. Taking her in his arms, he covered her
mouth with a passionate kiss. Vida closed her eyes and surrendered to him completely,
her breasts pressed against his chest, her smooth legs rubbing intimately against his
hair-roughened ones. The pleasurable liquid feeling swept over her and she felt her
body merging with his. Their tongues mated, teasing and tasting one another.
Vida heard the rustle of wings and slid her hands up Zaviers muscular back. She
felt the feather softness of his wings before he tightened his arms around her and
ascended.
Slowly, he broke the kiss and whispered against her lips. Time for your first
flying lesson. Imagine wings, Vida. Feel them.
Secure in his arms, she did as he asked. The flesh of her back rippled and
elongated. She concentrated on sleek black wings, powerful like an eagles yet beautiful
as a fairy in old legends. They beat steadily through the churning wind.
Ever so slowly, he loosened his hold on her until his hands rested on her hips.
Perfect! Zavier laughed, brushing her forehead with a kiss. Youre perfect,
Vida.

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She opened her eyes, a giddy feeling rippling through her when she realized she
was flying. All too soon, she grew tired, but Zavier swept her into his arms where she
reverted to human form, her arms wrapped languidly around his neck.
I couldnt hold it long, she said.

Its all right, my love. We have a lifetime to work on it.

And what a wonderful lifetime it will be. Vida smiled, brushing his lips with a

kiss as they glided across the starlit sky.

The End

Kate Hill
Kate Hills fiction and poetry have appeared in publications both on and off the
Internet. When shes not writing, Kate enjoys reading, working out, and spending time
with her family. Visit her online at http://www.kate-hill.com.