Where

the Gap Arose

Grandpa Doctor Family members

I need He needs You need
To stay To stay To survive
At home In hospital In hospital
Surrounded by Crowded by Benefited by
Familiar Similar Almighty
Families Patients Doctors
Immersed in Buried in Giving
Conversations Tears Suggestions
About About About
My previous memories Others sudden death Your Delaying death
& future plans & eternal regrets & reducing pains

I need He needs You need
Quiet Strong Incessant
Time Pills Nursing
Reflecting Continuing Showing
Things Life Obligation
I accomplished Hoped by you Owe to you
And And And
Messed up Our Hospital Our conscience
A way to A way to A way to
Spend my last time Give you more time Make our following time
Constructively To suffer Passing
Without Without Without
Adding more pain decreasing my paycheck Regrets doing insufficient

I owe apologies I deserve gratitude I desire satisfaction
To you From you From you
For my ridiculous For my strong For our insistent
Speech & action Pills & words Nursing & rescue
Something Something Something
Beyond Accomplished from
my single control by my professionalism Our loving hearts

Pain Peace Tears
Death Leaving Memory
Endless concerns Endless patients Endless regrets

I need I need We need
Being understood Being understood Being understood


 Where the Gap Arose