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H A P T E R
18 5 9
1879
Dark, thick hair all tied back in buns, bodies lean and
sinewy. Pale muslin skirts draped from their waists to their knees.
The same small symbol tattooed on their wrists to show accep
tance into Masters programs. It looked like a six-pointed star,
an X shape with a line r unning vertically through the center.
And they were all so pale, like apparitions. The occasional hour
of sunlight would do them good.
Beautiful lines, Bianca, Madame purred. Bianca dug her
nails into the back of Pennys hand, and she yanked her fingers
away. Dismissed! I w ill see you bright and early again tomor-
row.
Maria led Penny into the hallway. Penny paused to lean a
palm against the rough stone wall and untie her slippers. Her
toes w ere shredded from pushing up on the toe box all after
noon. Maria stood at her side, carrying on about the book s hed
finished that morning. You really should read it. The romance
she sighed do you think well ever have something like that?
A devoted, dashing, daring young man who w ill swoop in,
brandish a sword, and defend our honor? Penny lifted the
slippers by their ribbons and strode down the hall.
Yes. Maria failed to notice Pennys sarcasm.
Penny stopped short and Maria nearly bumped into her
back. Maria, where would we find someone like that? The only
boy our age in the h ouse is Cricket. The kitchen boy. While
he was certainly cutein a gangly, flour-dusted-hair kind of
wayPenny c ouldnt picture him saving her from anything but
a wayward fork.
Maria nudged her forward. Cricket? Im talking about
someone like Master.
Penny chewed her lip. Master was only a few years older.
He certainly played the part of the stoic, brooding benefactor,
glinted off the gilded lettering of the book spines. Maria pulled
out a novel and began to flip through the pages.
The wall closest to the doors held a popping hearth, topped
by an enormous oil portrait of Master. His piercing green eyes
seemed to follow her movements as Penny collapsed into a plush
armchair near the fire. One that faced away from the painting.
Something soft tickled her bare foot. She reached over and
picked up Leon, the kitten who roamed the manor in spite of
all Masters attempts to get rid of him. He circled three times
and curled into her chest, only to hiss a second later when Ana
came r unning into the room. She scrambled into the matching
chair across from Penny and settled her sewing basket in her lap.
What are you up to? Maria looked over and raised an eye-
brow in her direction.
Nothing. Anas cheeks reddened from more than the
warmth of the fire.
Suddenly, Cricket appeared in the doorway, tall and broad-
shouldered, with his dark blond hair mussed. T here you are.
His lips lifted in a little half smile. I d
idnt realize we w
ere
playing nascondino. Penny fought back an unladylike groan.
How very much like Ana to initiate a game of hide-and-seek in
order to get Cricket to chase her. Her infatuation was obvious.
It was r eally too bad he d
idnt seem to notice.
He paced over, his arms supporting a silver tray heaped
with pastries and cups of coffee. Ive found you, and brought
the snack you requested. He spotted Penny and his smile
grew larger, a dimple sinking deep in his right cheek. Good
afternoon, mia farfallina. His pale eyes caught hers, and she
felt an odd sense of peace, strange and familiar at the same
time, like shed found something she hadnt known she was
looking for.
could hear Marias response, to hear that all three mothers had
sung the very same lullaby to their daughters.
It had to be a coincidence.
That was what she kept telling herself as she fled the library
and the warmth of the hearth. The lullaby played a recurring
tune through her mind as she raced down the dimly lit dormi-
tory hall and into her barren room. Penny closed the door and
threw herself into bed, willing away the nausea frothing in her
abdomen.
It had to be a coincidence.
T he next morning, Penny burst from her room and slid into
her spot near the front of the queue of girls exactly as the sec-
ond bell gonged and they began to glide forward down the hall.
Bianca led the way, brushing one slipper along the frigid floor,
and then the other.
How are you feeling? Penny nearly jumped as Maria
leaned in, her lips close to Pennys ear. Cricket said you were
excused from supper with a stomachache. You did look pretty
pale when you fled the library.
Oh. Yes. Penny paused. Im sure its just nerves is all. You
know how jittery the gala gets me. The crowd... She prattled
on, all the while thinking shed have to thank Cricket for cov-
ering for her. Shed fallen into a deep sleep, sprawled on top of
her quilt, and by the time shed awoken, the sky outside her
window was stained a dark inky color, dotted with pins of star-
light. An evening meal had been arranged on top of her dresser.
Cricket probably needed to be thanked for that as well. The soup
had helped ease the ache in her belly and her worries from the
unsettling conversation in the library.
They werent that uncommon, the t hings Maria and Ana
Four hours and a quick noonday meal later, and the girls clus-
tered outside the ballroom for an unscheduled dress rehearsal.
Madame threw open the carved double doors and they spilled
into the room.
The set was beautiful and s imple: ornate plaster columns
that scraped the high ceiling and an ethereal pastel landscape
painted at the back of the stage. The girls bounded onto the
raised wooden floor, jumping and leaping and dancing entrechats
as if to test its sturdiness.
Settle down, settle down. Madame clapped her hands, but
even she couldnt seem to fight a tight smile from curving her
lips. This was what theyd worked so hard for. Everyone scurried
into the wings, behind thick brocade curtains that would hide
them from the audience. Madame played the opening chord and
the first act began. Penny danced the first scene and then exited
stage left. She waited for her next entrance with her back against
the wall. Her gaze was pulled to the bay window at the far side
of the room, where it framed the huge expanse of lawn gracing
the front of the manor. A lake took center stage, and cobble-
stones formed the drive that wrapped around the shoreline to
stop at a roundabout near the main entrance. A coach bumped
its way along the path, two beautiful Haflinger horses at the lead.
Penny felt a tug to escape, to climb aboard the coach box,
scoop up the reins, and flee. Forget the gala. Forget the estate.
See the world beyond their isolated existence.
With a clench of her jaw, she tore her gaze from the win
dow and pinched her eyes shut. She pressed her fingers to her
temples in an effort to relieve the piercing pain that erupted
beneath her skull. She was so very tired of the migraines and
their never-ending appearances. It would mean a third visit to
Grandfather this week alone. As the estate physician, hed give
Penny some sort of vile tincture to drink and shed be on the
mend. But, blast, it tasted awful. And the effects of the medi-
cine d
idnt seem to last very long.
Youre on. Maria shoved Penny out from behind the
curtain.
Trying to pull her fingers from her temples, Penny pirouet-
ted to center stage.
Smile, Madame sang out in a patronizing voice.
Penny ignored her. If she made it through the routine with-
out her head exploding, it would be a miracle. She wasnt about
to force her lips into a grin.
The doors to the room were suddenly thrown open. The
piano stopped midnote, and Madame startled upright. The girls
bounded out from the wings and everyone scurried forward.
In unison they all dropped into a curtsy. Even Madame.
Penny and Ana w ere the only ones left standing upright, but
at least Ana realized her m istake and dipped down, a second
behind the rest. Penny glanced around, her forehead creased in
confusion, and wondered if someone had forgotten to tell her
the rules to a game. Then her gaze slipped to the door and set-
tled on the figure standing there.
Master.
His presence seemed to fill every inch of the doorway. He
was still dressed in traveling clothes, black pants and a velvet-
lined jacket cut trim to his figure. His dark hair was slicked
back, the skin above his sharp cheekbones was pricked red by
the cold, and his emerald eyes w ere narrowed in her direction.
As if shed done something wrong.
Like not curtsy.
She gulped and dropped her chin. Her bodice felt tight, and
her pulse seemed to hum.
Master made Penny nervous, set her on edge. He was ex-
traordinarily dashing but guarded, his thick lips set in a straight
line while his eyes took in everything. And his voice...Good
afternoon, girls. The words w ere low and smooth as silk. How
have you all been faring?
It was as if hed released some hold on them. They leapt
from their curtsies to crowd around him, talking over one an-
other in their haste to welcome him home and express dismay
that hed been gone so long. Sara hung on the outer edge, but
she was still t here, waiting patiently for a turn.
Weve missed you so, Bianca lamented. The whine pierced
Pennys ears. She folded her legs beneath her to sit at the edge
of the stage. Her headache still prickled at the edges, like it
needed only the slightest motivation to flare into agony again.
Even though Master seemed to acknowledge each girl, an-
swering questions and complimenting them on what he knew
was going to be an amazing performance, his gaze never left
Penny. He finally excused himself and walked over. His hand
cupped her chin, a gesture familiar yet unsettling. You look un-
well, Penelope.
Im fine, sir. She croaked out the words.
Are you upset about anything?
She shook her head.
Perhaps feeling a little restless?
Her jaw tightened and she shook her head even faster. It was
as if he could read her mind. But that w asnt possible.
All right, then. Do make sure you get enough sleep and stay
healthy. Ill check in with you later. He paused to tuck a stray
tendril of hair b ehind her ear and waited for her eyes to meet
his. I expect the performance to be flawless. It will be a special
day, the spring equinox, a time for rebirth.
Yes, sir.
His fingers trailed down her bare arm. An involuntary shiver
did a bourre up her spine. I must get to my office. So much
work to be done.
The girls swarmed behind him as he strode toward the door.
Madame clapped her hands again to rein them in, throwing a
quick glare in Pennys direction. What had she done? It w asnt
her fault Master had disturbed the rehearsal. Penny pushed her-
self upright and forced a smile in Madames direction. She went
straight to her spot onstage and pirouetted en pointe.
She would show Madame. She would show all of them.
to grip her elbow and lift her from her seat. Even through the
sweater his touch sent another chill through her body. His head
tilted t oward the door.
The girls all stared as they walked around the table. He
stopped and nodded to them.
Continue with your meal. Ill be back shortly.