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RupdmJirrea flii.giJdlitD~ii.i. Diversele fetme ale fti;gid:iti~ii. B:aza Il'Jirganiea. Perneia oopn. Jnflue'nfa, lbis~uaUtaUi. Aoaliza It!fiel frigidi. ~'ti. OI.1~nie ~] :i'I[le:s~ie. S,~ml:1.~ficai,t.ia m'!..1inii~d pentro fr:igid:ible. 'Un eaz al lui Ot.tc Adle:f. Uo cas de vaginism, Important a pozitiilor, Diverse]e W"lle erogene .. COJilJCep-~i.s, [lui Ha¥eloeJk-Ellis, :Cfi'teva ebseevalii ale llili MoiL Nu e)i-l&ta ~meje ~lbsi)ll.lt ftjgidla. Observ,atii proprii, A~l!!.l:!)'i.aI ca ~r:n'!i. er-o,ge<na. Dcmii cazuri de ar!il~sterie "IIindec1!;ti. Di$if!Xl'ziJtii sadiee ~i masoehlsre (Fa-litloma ll']o,]uhdl Buspozipe ma_sochJs~i, 01 lIDu~cittlr~. a declarTl$iit ,orga,gbnl,d. Re~atiile dis~relll!l']i,ei ell slte:riHtIlIteili. F'~,ria amoroa.'sa lmpieciid rocunda:reiill. Org~sm, ~:ig~a.\i"kili!ta;t'(L R.eiP'.rez~nltirU(; Oil. hlbibi'tie: a Hbidoutu:i. Disparecniaca pl\ldeap;,'i\a. Teama de tulbu.f,a-Ile. leganmn,tut secret - CiBilJlzA iii :frigiidh~~ji. Teama d. p·mpri.in paslaee, Douft ,ca~wi iide [Jr. ferdifJJIandi Winlder.

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AI" :fi Ifi~(l03~ 0 jflvest~gare ~p~iJmla, p¢ntm a malillmgri'iool in. c,wreStek.ll!l Sri'! ~i:§ranl3t de Fl'~ud areotllv ~\ 'pnnC'OOltribllfti,iUe sa.~e: teo~ mit'e. In l<;lgit:mi CIJ. primul a~~c-ll:" Pl!Opd.DlL S':auel~v~ Erm1 Ol!LtheiJ, rell1UIJi~a in p:oofa,tll. [;j lcooea saaU'oobiograticl" al ,cmi 'editor a fOiS~. ,~nlaJfC']SimlfLl] nelleZi)lvat' ~i .,.e~ec'lll lui Steke] tn a.recunQa:~te atitulli,ine-a puternic lfi¢:afCll,tli die afec:tfati de iPf(life;sond saiU. Freud" *'SUJ!ra! (,iiru~ a in>ee:f(:a,t ,iii, zadl!:' si UaIlSf\"'ire proprjuI siu ICl)mplex. pruem.··' 01l'e AUi:oiJiogmpJi;.vo{ Wtilielm Steffel', LllOl'cili.ghtPuib]ishing l~nti~D. New York. 19~:(I) .

.s~imm. chiru- in Vuc:u..Iea, dCSPR S¢l{il!lialitaW f~fl;dnini c®t de S!ccl.l!nrilJlat :I}U~C'lleazi SMk_,e'1 tll'lumire; oot!ItributH ~]e sale Intomlularea um:1i ooncept S8i111 aahuia ,~j put,em lililltUI dinc(do d~ etmtri.bllipa. propriu-ziisi ney,owa <ictlta de :a'~1 pune in ~toare 0, identihlte propri.e {tFl' fond. 0- gIW piat~i\ d~ i:nCIil'TC3,iiC jiiomtru. ori:ca~ dlj~tre e:ie"vi'i lui Freud).

Da:r aceasra. 'I.uCl'8te p~l!1!e m IlumiMi un :3.UtOI care, cb[ar dad rStruiJS 't'N'udiian. in moold de a g~l1d1 ~dec'~ ID!li !patin disWlt'I;lat die Fread Qeeiilil. Ii p~ce si c:reada)~ In ceprive:'it'e scxuaUtatea. :fe;m'i:l'!I:ini" d<we~~e ,ca are sm punet de voot[le personal, o inte]~ge.re $i o intuI1i,e: care l~fl!r ex.puftle pmbiblil malptiitin crir,icilor de food de geJu'ilceilOf aJdfe~ sllte ~I:li Freud de contempQliWlIii sai (Ernst Jenes, <b::: exemptu) SllIU, de oontempou]1Jj, ~i I!oJlri (J acqu.es And.d:, die ex~mpbil., ~ cami, '!Ij~iune; e:stl: de-ja f,a,mlli:iirilt dti1!i!)ru~~]:i Iom~In.).

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.Fi.in~ fl~i~~\1.H.SlPt3.Ql:ici!l1R!. St~keE constata &eevenla mare a fenom.enuI!;ll fng'ldititli la p~~rt~le lilevroti,c,e; adica p;rintre prE'lC'Ien" te:i:e:s.ale. NeVf()lZ!I ,i tbgiditatelll ar n dQuamultimi (:a.I"e: se Inters~ct~~pe ? :mare pOftiUl1;~j ;~~ta insemHmL IP~~ rema.rci S'~c::k.d" ftlglditinea J()i8)Ci~ I!l~ (.0] i!1lportan.t 'in il'e"Vrozj. De 8fici 0fioaiCitl8.tea tmt .. me~tum1)ljpsiihM1il.~Itio ~i '~nefic~~a celui medlilCaml(;lfi'ros. a eelui c,are actloneazal~ l"Iiw~J somatic" fapt ment:iOflilt de tm teore:tician cum este Laean 110, Qo:ntex.rul ~n care el s!~bllililliOlizilllegatura a:ce.s.ru.i fenomen ICI~ in~oifi~tient{Jl! ~i eu mecan~smul rdu[i\jii. (Jaques [.a.cl:ln~ Pr():p()~ directif.;f)Oul' ~~ Congms sow·' ta s~ajite:lem:in.fn,e. f1t E-cri'fi. .. ·• Editions ditl. Sil!ui.lj Farris, J966~ p..731). Steke] expnml'i!ooeasUi kteein lerrn-enil ~mt~(i!Fi: ~!!,t~ verba despre ua eoorflict m.te-riot al p¢!isQanei, de-spre ~m .. n~ :E!ilit~n!)(' adresat :pMcerIi ~exWi~e. de esre pe!rsmma ~i cia seama 11'1 ~,ad~] t,~~,nll~!:'It\~ll.li ]Jsin,anatitic. De ce ar spune femela ecest •. 1111!!. ~~n!te1l'ot ? III €:iilpnollil Pdl.alogia jemeii .(i'll1id'e" S'tcke'l mentaol1eill.Zi ~i!Su~n~: ~~~: QalUls,lilca sa motive pe eare le nlJme~ite C<lIUlz:e psihice iI~. fng~d·~ta~'L~" cum. a:r fi; (I &'f:lgoasa, teama de ceva, in ;priIml)..:i rind tealllOi. de p'~!p~:a pasi,une. dorinta de aUttlpedepsi.re ptMm (I vjna pe:

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. i:n mod jl!l.'S~ .stekel il!'!clude ,studierea terurm-enull!l] frjgidi~(ji ][iltr-Url OOnrext' mat amp,lu, .aJfill1marnd cd 3¢tsf fi::oome1'l1 di:simul.e:azi '~'01e: maiiMportante fenQrm:~:JilC: ale yietE s'ie:xua:!e" A.jungalld ]jill distl1:lctl:a: lfl1r~,~xoo[ :fJ!I ge;]fJitd. Sr,elkel aififlm~ to mod 1~!Petat: ci1 [lU ex is:ta fumcie fitigida, fin. sensul ca (ipsa :>~nzat:iilor [a uive11 vag;illal "I'!'l!I ];n~

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seDO:ll!la lipse Isenza,ti:ilor In alte mae ale COFpu]w. Zlll.1ele eregene, di[ltre care eea mai imp(l!nanti este cli'rorisl.l~. chiar r([aci ,oreme:ie lIU & ~,iJt lin.cA p]lac1erea nioi m!<:ru" lj]Jtr~Qasemei:1iea z.ool. aeeasta trebuie si el't~8le. ~.m)!,~nd II :fi d~ooperita de PDl'iIM0i1" • .tm:p:J.ieiU.lII~ CUi el, ftmeia des!OO.FH - in cilWial1ea pJaoorii - ,i ;aUt fonne de eoit sa,u c:oooitilile ;sal,!! S'p~m'C0 de san-sfil.oere. RAm~niOO la tewa z.om:elOf le~OIg!elle. este der'e'marc:at ca Suh} cilvea:zipasaJe din 1I1csrlta luerare a hl!i Freud I'rii1i' e..£e7;4"i m~m toor:iei $ll)ifi(iI:Uiilii" Aei2St iucru este impcmM!tpm·' tru ,c;\ el se oCJupi astfulineviltaibil de sel~llantatea infOOItili, inttf.rrinzand (I eero~4a~ etilologl.c3 OQmpi].eJl,II.

Sum im_presii.olll!lnte nenwll1~m~dc cazwi P!.llZ"~llt3ite de autor in care s~p!iQdm ,t;ooueti,a oopmolf de cii~ adL.d'ti.~ !lilimultlrea [n, spec;hd a zonei 'erogme 'cm:oridienE:. b:nportanJti din (looot de vedere psi'= hamditic esre fixaI,ia b acoosti zona - care se peate prodooi! .i pnJli prnctica.rea nta:st~rWrH, ~un.e Std:.d - ~:i eleci ,cantQnare~ ao!dei, persoane i.n p,ropria, sexualitate ltlifutiUi. imposlbmfatea d~ a se mauuiza. ~-e:X!laL Sit~tm are unniir.i ne;g.aUl"e in perioada a1dulUi: fem'ej~ va dum :.\ii va obf.ine de ~ p-ztrtenelT' m specjJi'l} (numa!.) au.st g~1ll de sarisfncoe. eeeace, mea, el ,cs,te fIliUlu'izat ~ual :}l dme;~~e 0< :reitailie g~[}l~ mlliii compleUi.; amc=mntA CUL dJe:sfll,Cecea CllJl,J'l.ltu~" tncapit(.')]ul P'sihologia fomeii frigide" S"te...kel prezjnm :silfaulri a]e W'I.O!r a;l!IJtori in dfiJIDeruu] lui. ·(H"S mnamli. s£allUrfi edresate Wrbarii],of S,i C;!Ur4!: jin ClOl:Iit de <::e~e mentiJOfia.te m~i sus.

OOnC~lJl;i.a?' Pe:nt,ru C~ fe.meia sapfiOltli. obtine place.rea Se'XiuaUI g.e:nitrui, '~'l.rliil~ si modeze s~ ~i file. >()OIPJL, idee expres f(i,ro:u.da~a de' StekeI in eapi'[ohd Fl'talli i~/(lntiJe. til ,ao~st ,eapitolj e[ mention~a...d. fi aile C~l.tZe ~I;I!i m:giifita,iiii" 3l!'liUim.e: fi.x;atia ]a p~Cla!!WI unui ad1!lU ICU eaee a jn~~rfelia~ femei.a din pune!. dJe vedere afecth! mCG'pilii1rl,e (in princ!i~ pal lIJ1J1llJl dmtrle C~~ dOl pirinlt~)~ de uncle <l!venismr:l~~.d bmsat de' a.tiltolfpe caee nr~ij,sjm ~i in eartea sa apail\ltl la, no·j in Ilodrimii ani. Rf#:;(J~ mandan psiha"lwiilice pentn.tmame::· ,ini,nd cQtlt: del! faplnl Ciii t:oti 00" piii. ,00 dorin·le .i.nc:.estuoMC;,. p:adn\,i.l 00 trebruli,e sa m.c!Jroj~ ~lCest.e dorinte,a.ltieJ [;opilul. Jilill. S·t) va put~ [le:la,i0l13 ell abe obi~ctl~ aJ0 lubirii tn pe1!'iml,da ;lIdu ha.

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Liierratw;a :psiliIllnailiti1ca. din periO:;£Ida ]Ul S:~ekel, ea ~j OO<!,<!C'tiI;1i' aNi, _feVeVi' oabor,daire mai. rcomplexiOli aeestei dlle3tiil!I:t'lll" (Ilruale!(:tica 3CtiValIlolS]V mal lJ(Ui!]l,tatil. :'Ili msi sl:lb,tH~ .. Bin pum:ct de vedere teo!!'et~c e:~Ii~tjJa !'l!r' fl un:W1t:ollrea: un cO~filmnent aetiv, ex.j:1iIOII'3110r. mobi.l denvii diD'lf-{if mM,OOzaliJe a ~rduL DoilY' un ell ma1ilu Val auteriza p]i~.sexl1J;~da gt~::n£t~la, ]nclu:lllv ce:. temlllliifi~. Ptacerea specUilCfemlui D1i~i, hniyel, v.agin:al,C!orespuilde lUl.ei puJsl una ell stop pasiv, A.oeMta ide:e :i:JI fo!itex.pdm~t~, de Fle'"lld ~i:'J f(lfIJlm c!lnui p!!!ti:!ldo,x: dt~ od~lli. e:n~ 1l~'CJ~s,a~Q. 0 mar~canth:a'!l{l; de <I.'Ctivitate 'pet:lltru a im:pune un ~Q!P' :P11ltilV i(aclicii femcmalrebuie s~. (Jib§; Il~iil oompc.m'afilt:llJl: acthr penU',Ui a (Ib~[n~ :sa.tis:fUrc~a d!~ti!p ferninin}. (C!l;!llIfenntll lui freud ]~!tiitu~.aM Fem.ilt:i~a~ea.)

Dill]; ])~rspltCli'~ .pllihalllililiu'] co:ntmn[prlrnne" J. An1!l!re ooreleaz<1 sexmd~tate<ll, feminir!ii cu (lre~ m.fa:!'!ma;~~l;l: ~oml,.!d :e:;,~ p&>l Vt~i\t~, cQndifiai. de a p:rrrum]~ ere ·;li.i1~ceiPt<i. !lIliafilux d:c se'IEali~ f11mei" prin peneu:arehl acml sexaal, j<:!!!" !r:::(,)p~]l.iI!l> prln ]!lil~ril!.c:t~~ Oil $~;';I]alh:a.t~'a, inevirt:abi.1 sedW.j~to1u1e a adl.lhuhll, ~n sensul cit 00 d~~~~~ Hmile1~ d~ w,lel"d!ni~~, Oillie e~~h!lil i(1fO;!liIJ~"l 1D~~[¢fll!l! ~t.'lild~me!1tala @s~e Icl ~l!lIl ti'~mioirl ~U~ji!liilf iin: II ilnil[~ d!t! I!lll!er<ln~fi [1"l i. !I1l'Jlr~. <:Istfe] ~nc;1tp~aoere3> Qrki'l: d~ m~!II'It;\ 4>lit pmit:l Irimhmi!ii:'i. ~:~ !l~I~ilfir ~po,d~1l dim d~!inlta fem.eH (Jiacqjtres ill. Itdll'li: ... ilj\~ r rr rri~,r,'('i~~ li!ln'~flU-" de las-e.;'(wa.irite, P'" U .F., ] 995),

A.iulI;i!!cm. ,~%'itltt:t ~;) 1'l[1ob~,t::mR org_asmu]ui. .ReZiuh.a di.n eele de mild ~~IS cso plllCl!T@'l>rcc~fk iemi:mina. este e (lii.at.rn de inoercare pen= If'1.I cu. Ute.t.aliliii:ol La.canfuiilfial:a!l:;~aJz~ IIG.eeal caaciaastli p:IOO~T'¢ lUI vine d~ 10000sine, d m,~ est~ data d~: lao flilitum, ca soe Iconsl!["IJI]~~e. :~nterpI!ertm-i caire :S~IYlIt rConfl:rmalte de ~hiar f'r;}l1om.elliw fri,gid[Hi:lii:: dac:a I'ttJU ll!t- fl {lsr~ rd, r[i~id!ilfu~ nu a;r mai ex;iSla, .

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~!J![iI:~ lapJG[p:ria VGmt:!". (~O fu:nnei.e trebuie Sa.~p:IiliM; .,Fa d~[1 mine ee do~e~~i·' ~i o.tPQi ."N'I.l msi P(it! s!.UH e:a capHlt1!l.lfQI1~l()[ ]1'ide .~ al d!o:r~nteL" Apoi ea se declaR lfivDnsi ~~ llUipta :~i in jot:ll\ iubirii, Ea trebuie :s..a.fie l1edus;1ia fiI]rrnc~» (p. J 61) ..

F. [)(),I:to JscriCfl' de~p~ .,,'pe:ricQiu[ :IiIitilc]sic de a lie simti d~vef.liin~ nimlc" care llic(D'mpanli~~ c<)i"Wll lM. care fi~m.eiJa jy~s~ad". (P:['.'IJI.9oise [)oU!o. Sb.~alitii Jet.". fnlll€., S ~:~ra:bee &. rUJ,mp3gnie,Par]s. p, 1 a ] ). ~pij aeeas.ta <liUtoore. o[g3S11n~d'll'agi!1all ~~ cd ~terill SiUllt pef[1!tm eul f,em,e]] proibe m~i mari d~c:fi~ I()'rgl!s.mu] dlwridian, C1:!i!'~~ si!lgul',. n!.!. il[J,l~'I:e~e tens:iW'l.ea fI!:x,u:a:lil. De-spllf' ofgJ!i:s:.mul tu~in, eel m3lprO'food d~p~ pire:relllrei, D('!olto serie c;] j~is:al'ea este a!tit d~Pii.ltemidi. tncat ntt m~i e!l:te ,cmnp.HibWi CU me:Jil!~in:ere:a S1enzalid de a exista pellti:~ femeie: (a(l~e:fl$i luerere, p._ 1 Ttr,.

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c~ue]hle Scba'l'!:i'leli, lin care see SIlD.'Il'rlrnl~ pm:ximJtat<:a t!lfnle rexpe:r~e~.~ jilllisariri: ~i~:pal'i~i,a .<Ii.ngoa:i:ieL"Tot ce este itl8Up[l!J'~'bU peflltnJ, eu > pasi:viitate:,p~e~rderea oQ[ltl\Q]u]u~. :$1le:r~~i!'rea Umitelo:r. il1ttl[lz:i!JJ~ penen'aii.ru.abuzld d)~ 'pure-reo deflose(j;a[lea - es:te ~l)Ol@al cesaee CiO"ntribu~e: l~ jUl'Sa!Fe sexu~l~ (.".J. In:fringelJea, in t:(l:I:lte ,sernrSllJi'l~e ·QU'!,l'atlt~~lJi. est~ pQ-ndi~iaj~i.sidl fielninine." (p. lM)

PJi'ivindl de l?evelrs<lil'l~ull opu~. frigidi'M~(\!j<l apare ca Q a)p£ir<iire a ~!l]ui AS"l:fel, :M. Klein S'lIs:,hl~ c,;1 ptlobabil frigi,diita[ea ,:,treb~ie ,sa tfi(l coilil.s~d~tnl.tac m<lnif~5ta:re die :lIpil:nl!:,e i:11Ip-!.)t,riv1) famt;lSrnlil<lorC<l!ie arnerl!in~ a~Jt Ole 'm!J!.h .@:1iI1" (Me.w[I]tl: Klein, The P$yctl,(Hj~~lySI(s of Chilidr-err. J·logart Press Ltd, 1932:. p.218). .. ~n ]oomrea Slil L~ s,lgr.lijim,r,rON d~ phaN~iS ~ Jacques Lacan !:ierefedl la ap~rarrea na~ iSii,cili pdn Icare fl!mte~@ j~a ~ustim!; ~i ~~i tol!!!read fri!)li~ita~ea (Ec~its~Editiol'ls d!~ Seu~l; i 971, p. Ll4). Am !pi;i:[~a m!e11llimMl ~i COI:1i.Cep't]8i luifjlJ,Hene Oe1iUs-ch care -Cl''edie ~ia Clolldii!tia org..as!DQlb.~i 3if' f l.!Jfi :e:~ill!il.i.bru op'"J:m ~n~re wfidj:~ll~ele .m:ilsoCih~teFeroil1i:tlte ~i !:,!a[(;i~sm; .,S'C@i?'Ill 8ei!.t'ial a] 'reffl!eii ~te petk:I.d()sp~tm eu, pemtm d este nlasGclil!.sLp:r~O C('Irnc" t~nJ.~sa,u" De Olc:eea, 'cbd mUQcajsmui est¢ hUensltl.cal. f~:i l"aice

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S:liJnm:l zlIbovim la c!;tIP,imlul Lipla iP'i'tr'c S(!X.f! din Ilu'Crarea Lui Stekel Obs~rvim. c.a el I:lllitelegc hrptil iOJtlfe eu ~i ~rnreaga ~itllil de sendme~:ne §:i $enz~tii care eampun Vl:it·aamOfO!lSa, h':alilspu:ni_ruJ-o in hlpta intre ;Uti doi poli: dorilit\ii de putere ~i ooriRfai de ,s1!!pune~e:. E~.te mte:r-e$Elll1 ~,l 1n care femeia. IU!iP~~l1d sa aegeeleze ell sitll.-a,tii<! in care se ana" ~11 momenrul cisiitQil'.ieiideg~ 'MibatJi.d eu care IlU s:imJt:e rum:it;" Jles],-,in,ga,ndllJ'.] pe eel care lltrezise ~e:rlZ<l!~H '(Jane: putt:tni.ce. ]n ,a'lt'e cazuri, femeis are orgasm ,cl:'O<lJ' d!lci are p,~n¢ller:i pe: care [~ sil(it(lo inferiorl. (deci p,]'intl.'-o ~e[iZi!ltil,l' OMc1Sici de! superimlt2lte).JEste cuu~ ,dIooSrJjl'lne:i de w.anen. priln8 lubilt\, a lui, 1. 11. RQu~!iie;,'l!u. illtr=;UD 811t eaz, Stcke] senmale~ 0 iis~ar~ 'CY SCWUReaJ pe care Freud o oonside:ra tip:~c1t permubirb,3~i." 'i'm:re d,o,rit},{a .:;!i i;ub]le" Fnlt\lj'~' ~e:ltt!llal~tilte ~ tan~ drete, nfyll.m:nd in spa:lel,e aces~~i aseroAllii:rL aceeasi reac:pe defensiva a, .femeil.Caliul M av1!3. :a;f:i~_j_j}iiri mil,! mari eu f.lillwilltme in care 'Felmi~ ,acora conota,ii iQof~~~iv'(;; actulul sexual (cu clIzJuil. trave$tite~t "are" dupa. actu] se.l{uaJ. i$i <lprin<h in mod os:tenlHlti:v Qt(gl!lm ~j Y\orb~t~: de!Spre !iUc:ruri in(iJf~reM'e S!\1IU eu eazul in, ,cil!refemelii. pentru !I evit1! (lIfgasmuJ} in'\~oca mmtal (I sc~ cemica SteUlre.m~rcafaptut C3J eel mai m!lfol~ d~m"l~ai p.a.t:Mj~UilU!l este oomlCilJl).

Aoeasla fot:llla de apararre a eului printr-o inv(')stiti de lip RiU"cistc estefoarte nlispbd~1", in .s.eoohll n,0'5tru d:a,tnriw'. ~1WIinc4~Jii {emeii. St,d;,~l OO~S1t3Ui t'<lptld 'In iermenil unniitlJn:ul p[',ez\!mt. sentg·. Imeotil.lJ,l!JiooprieilOerson.a[it;.iJti a crescut foarte mill!t ta femele ~i:. de aeeea, s,g accetl!tlUlat lllpta mtre &exe. La 10 de ani dl,.lfl'~ el, f. [)o~to C()lJil~tata ,ca aproape jumli:taH: diDtre fC'IU~ile- dht sllJc.ietatea. 1l0Blstr.a c~'V i,l:bl:3:la. sunt t:a1tal[if)'el:llt!;: sa,u partial frigid1e; de asemensa, <!pr'Glape toot~ 'f@meile a.upC'noode tnti'l.f'Jrl,Oliil de frigidimle rel~tiv;a ssu 'tota~a Oll parteJ'l~ilull{l:L Ou~i eare, p~jb3Jna~is~ fhl!n!oez'! prec:i:z:e:ll;zi ci rute" legel1t!.l fenemenelor de cl~sflmctie sexllli!llhi u~ibuie legolta nil de [egiiJIe seciale, l"Iloral,e (.mull maiperm~sive asUllz~ decalt aJfi!id!a.ti)" d. de temeiu~ sttn'!ctJUtii p~rs!Di!ij]ei lJi die rel 1It!3: l"Ii8Irdsiciii iii Sl.Jlb]ectu.hl~CU propria verso-ana, rel9JUe care mtril! in contradicde (:1) acceptarea pulslunilor sale ssxuale, ,Frigi~imum, i.mpoten1ta ,~i. ~jaclJhlre.a precoee ,sunt m'ai prezente asta,:Z.i deCal altlid.a'ta. cnnchide aueearea (UbidQ Iblli'~i.lle. Editioos V. N. D., 1'988).

AOel;lt cl!ta(c!lll'lfhHl~ di 'es~ v~rb'a ,clespl'e noi mijloaee defe:rosive' ale ferneii, ElaraHi. ~i ca viziunea soc,ioJo,gjzal:1!t~ esre inope:rn:i1ltn:

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A.m fU[OiS.it rag:a,zul impus Pe:l:lIt:i'U la apJ:lofunda di n Mate di ~ ~iilebn!pO'mMI!J l'enJu'l frIgidtt~tH femeii. SUl)Jt a.dart!gntenoi o!bseJ-' va~il,c3'l:~ ~oo.(: () It;m.t~~il. noua, Jnac1ell),i [imp. cartea ,ofie]'A 0' Iis~oopa~ u)~ogie 0lJ vie:jjj anl.oOOi;i)5e !,el'lil.iln~ille, Cine :nlu itD,'~tege ~emcia !'Io:nnalil IIW, OVal 'intI3l1eg;e nidp~ eea b~!,f1a~'l1.

Sper c~. am !,lmn.C~1 0 [llmil:liiaslilprR ate5'tor domeeii ~Iate ~i h,1i~I1I!l'ec,a[te. ~i oa am. oluU1c~n ~~8 eum se ~uvilllc importanp f~ctQri]Q-r ps:Ibt)logicii. S$ d~~hiid ic,j:.edlo Lugi perspecliv,l,i: ~i.s.e dev.riHII!.lie legi~' uui necul!l:o,scmepanit acum.

Cam-tlea j)((\Qvbte din :~coolO1i psih1lin.il:~it]dj d.'iIr trebuie tremdi Dl.Ima~ m oontuQ meu, in prezent sunl sjnglblf. Acoep~, oriee aidev,a:r~ mdifillr<ent de uncle pmvil:t-e. N u suat l:egatpm-in J~mint de oioC[ (I eriCn-lat,e. '.1 lIfm.e~ pe Frend, Mt pot~ de deperte; ia:c ac~sta eutoate ci :IICest em :gtmiaI, lao care s~ame;stec!! tn mod ,eiud:a;t tniiretia ~i meschilliriEl!~ n&wduplecarea ~i marilJlimia~ ItDl ~liofer.it a~t de ;rn:ylilin a'Dim{)'zj~ tllit¢., incat]o ,clinile ~i .ieviM¢1~ sale nnmele meu abia estenle:n:~iQnat :fJ.i clrti:Jemele rIIlJ1 SlIlil!f di.!Ocu:!:ale.

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in legaJtur.~ ICU ,~UCl'arlea. de fafa~ caee de riiptest~ ind1ependel:'lti, de: oole]~l'te~u.cJiri, :a$ vrea :sa srubli.nlez ~a. ~nJ~[ege-zlea ~i studiu1 C'I SW ~wate d4 mmib!a~l{l.fe1l.. ]Jlrim;elo:r oou;i '\«(!i&ume ale .;n~lb<1ilmri[!)(· cm:~: vor apkea ,~u:ri,nEl. ml1""o fioua ,ediUe ']irgi~A. D~' asemeees, D-e'r SplrQclt:e de.t 'lralUfltlS (Llmhajiil 'Id$uliid)~ilr-&ume de:r Dich't:er O'isele poolrw,r) sunt li.lc:riiri .8, 'cioor ,srudiere introduce Im,prcbleme:~;: de tehriliei ps.'manaliti(;ii '~i mJjlQces~ CI,U1~~teE'e:apYnctiUllui meu dG! y~d.ere il1i problema ue"vroz:elor ~i ~. 'Ps:ihoz:eiIOT. ~~e de ~t c~ r~isi"" teDt.!I pe ~.re ,(I ere luajoritllte:a medJ~ci:loFfa\i dI~ ,aoeast~ ,iutli vafj inviDsi'i lae-uland, 0 lll.crcare mue Forts,cn:".jttfl del!' T'rarundelJffltJg 1(P!WgfoC:se ate mterpretbU vise:lor) .... a t'tii;:e cur:5nd intelll8lifu~lle ~i ~c;lC;esibile llInui OI!:f1C :med.ica:IIM] hlf,gj' Iii(llile cl)ceriri.lll~ acestC!l arte atlit de d~fi£HI!i::; m. ~cela'$i rimp!, ea va e()rect~ 'Nodle I~i ex:ager:iriJe prir'IiWl!or [!lICl'Mi despte vis. E.a \18. lI,p!1l!!:,I~a CI' all do ilea v!1)!um al luc;rirli 1llC<]e_ LimibajPll'l vist~llftt eare, 4!a~eme[jJ!ila,. m. t.ud1md va mom s:l fie SUptlSii. 'WJei l1e'lliZl!!iritemein.l,a:"

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AGEASTA carte se (lcupi, de twbutarjLe :psih~cea1e vi~tU amoroese care se ml.niifcS:la Is. feme<ie ca frjgidimte, sexuIlll,(di.spareunie) ~i la birbat 'COl :ilmpOtcfII\i r~l3Jtivi! sau a;b$o,:tuta. E'xPIJ~ :~Clca esee difidla. (lenlillCa U.ioJ~hun1dle: suil!ete;!fti ~i cele corporate se inf1ue.nleazil! (,ecipn)c, se 1l1tii]nesc il'obne S:ElU OOI!D1bi:r.Iln-e !!l~llneci. imaginea, bclll, fa<: d~: 111.1f¢Ctl.'l105Cut psih(Ilgene~ ei $W se imp'lll'l ca. lufCcinti Q:rganic:l.

o lC:'eif]ec,j~sim,plij, ne d.ovede~te ~I!i este 1Voiba dooiPre bo]i de epoci. ee !lie pot ex:pHca pew. hlflm:JIiia uaei ,culturi rafinate. TNbui~' sa Je imaginam cri a I~X:istat (I epoca in care nu se gaseau nk:ii un barbae Impotelilt ~i 'n~ci 0 Jienlil~ie: fijgida. H,$<l ou:mplUtem observa ~i ~:;tazi 'oi ~ste tulbuiAri ale 'l'U.fi<:thri 5e:<.lIale soot mutt tn3!iMre Ia ofimooii sim .. pn del1at [a p,anuih~ ,cultivate ,a~.e 'OllieniriL~mpot,enta ~ friigidit.lteaJ .tmt rare ~!i la !POpoarele primitive. OaI arpar ,~\i ]a acestea In: aeest eaz, impotM,a ~~te privili ca ul!:ma:-re a man.id zenor. (lao ef.'ect alI u!nl!!!~ !bl,estem san aJli une:I vriljitorii, oo.llreptie de care nic~ ,ch~r. oe;) m.aip,ulit om nu se af1A deparrre .

CO.l1st(!l,"a,m trisrul'japf CQ,Vi-lI0n parte tiinfre btUba~ ,cfJ.ltl'Wl# ,1tUJJ',~ ~l(ltiv imp(Jten"f, (I .m~re parte. di1~'1r.e /c.m-eil'e Q.partin~,,f(i ,(lceto~ f"QIi stt'!tIJ,tI~rl J:f)ctaile a.r!IJ', s,e.,I~u:al fl"igf,def

Inaint,e: de a Iildlrunde: ill J)s~hoge'l1Jl:za aeester sufeJ'inte, treoUllie, ,I me l~uf'lm de; fecIlomeru.l1. ~ubirii ~i a] mdrig_o':iitirii

Nfl. este (J)(/e-itdmt. ~ii oameii:ii nt)rm~/Ji Sit ll1(/r-iigo$ie£C tJhia: dUpii puh'ftftaw! Viata s~Kualii p, filecin~i om ._ ~i cu :a,lceii'lisia iu'b:ire.a ~i ifli,b:a~.rn:tireat - ln~ei[D'e din ;dUii'ii ~tefiH. Om.lJllilomIa~, ee inmago:S;lJ:$te tn.eA di~8 copilArie - in g~MDltreca.tor ~ :adesea iloten:s. Paimi b. puber\ate." alege«lil ob,iJ~<:~~tll.llli i.ubilliii este il'1l'b:)'tOOil11l.rJ!1l ]nd,epellld.~ntj1 de sex (perioada. l1ed!irel:'e-lli~~at~ a Iui D~(J',il')" Capilul eSlle bise!xm] tiiJ'iu"\~ i1sOl!!f:lde bisexIUlai1i!<lIt'eai, .E] l~i S'Chinib4\. obi'~ctJUl hibmj !f()ialrte des. Oaf

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$'. iidlll1t!llpiiUl(l s!' se indrii;goS1eBlsca periooic. Mobius l a (klmo.llstro'j in moo clair aceS:lepl(!:.ri,o~de die ,Jlasi,,,.I:J~ int.erlisificar~a" (de: nOlia ptilb~taie) Ia Goothe.lnmtd!eautul aparea la: ititeil'Vall~ eg:ar~ d~ [i.mp tendinta de a se liL'l(!hiigosti $i i~f.IJ!.'Oltil~auM se giliselaJ !1:!bioctllliJ co'roe~p'l!;lnziHor. Chiar in pe:ri()a:da ne~jmjtatei dOfl!l!!nat!i a CIlJ'istine] VU]Jpi,U!S aplrrea ,I';!ICeiistil teDi:cllin~a, Cas~t:orja a prodlll'S, lliumal (II 'infd.nare; dar llliU a putU[ :si impieidioe: nac~ten:a, Ul!lui, 1:'100 e..-..;wz amoros,

. Cilt de ~re l-a inffiicbat pe el~ ca Mrbat legat, d~ eXenJi.p]u paiS!'IlW.t'lI flejl1itru:mtmoa~a Marriann.e $.i p€irlltru Bettin:!! 0 :arati scri~QIl".ile

~i iPoeme1e sa:le2. j:lltr~o fl!:lane arh:agitoare lluiwlil¢ bazata pe e abru,lIildellla. de' materia]" AI !laptt!!l~a ,aJ:j' {OrionverlBig, W'i0n, ~l Lei:tlt:zi,g, 19(1)r, Swoboda a dov~dit Ica fieca:re a~ ;raptelea an. este un <Ill d~ vir! ill eare, de aseraenee, S\exi)l:alntaJt~ ~~ 'fort!ii, Cil1l\~ItQil!IN segase~cirniIT,uf1l PlJiiilct de vir!. Ad~plii ipole:zem Ichimic:e a inddi:gostiri.i solar p!!ltea g<indi la Q :lictivlitale periodic tr.neruifieat:d. a gLaude~ pube:.r!A'tii, idee pe care

Yi;lF si 0 mdrepU;~s:ca ]ucririle lui. SteinachJ .. I){ls,guCj intotdealiWf.I se

.! Dtt~ P'(1fh.alf)J,;is;;;hc /'J(tJi G()(!llt~ (JirfliAJ/:ogiCtd I~' Ooatchc), V'1ir1a,g Joh<mll1r AllIbfO"j'].t!S; Barfu. -l~iiP'7.is..

.2 Rece:rn,t pub:!icQ~ s~b.imb de: :S~l'irod dl!!l~ {ioc.ihicsi CIittisrlru: VulpilJll5 JiW' ~n!la, ~3 ~IMndoi emu ,i:)O'n~!ici'l1!u rOO te:liiilintelelor p~lli@1l!mk:~ ~i lie pm!l]JlOI~ ees II! Ii::gjnlnl C~ e!le. AprQ~ in fietilJe scris!;Iare se gt~ il:itllebar,ea dacl. partel1et'\1l ..... A'lclli~ eu oohiiuf".

. J. "'bdti cflli.ci at (:~q;il. mcle;t ()n,ank"i ho1tu)sexuui''iiJ..fe !l-~ ftfen[1 Iii seIl!z:il~ia Sllimi~it ~!! ~:rultatde lu;[ Steinach Calle p'"lIIea p~1:!::e :S-'l:hi[mMri tile: dispozitlilQlr !il!ltiJel!e::;t~. pTiin i!ll'ih,ml1~.ele eiKe:flc.imre rde aCI .~:[W[sa sp(nr.itt :s.>!l1J red~!la i ~Ja:ooe[ pubm:i!JI,. ,ca ])OSl![e' de,veai a{;Q'llSl~ impUIUtVoii int1liw:Cl~,ler.or psiiitfcc? SCi pj£<ka2~ ~n!~Irn:'r;:mnit!l~e~ illfblell~ew.r oo,m"mdt-e ~i ;tlill imponir'l'l!l .ac~iiU!tlij e~dtatici psih~li:e .. [lIil~ e~niL .a1J d,b-\-~~dli'l mmo~cut:eLe ~nct;re~:ril ale IllLi rnvlg",,.!l-~ irt'lfllUR!eJleps:i- 11111::"" ~ctu,»leazri ea ~c:lI:lItii il.~Pi'll ~~reti~n gl~t1[del(lr. Prnprililrc ei(p'eriiMl~irni lUll"'" Gi :~~ gl[iindicO.eie:ilwl.e pm fi il1tl1l1e!l1ats 'Psihic. f'rob0lbH c.~, ~ootc g:tand'i!!~ 1I'e1l:::,i{)1tle~z~ i!i\I primlll fana ~!I.~1;i~arfi~ fliSiJ\ljC€![, TON~1l. Nool{l~ ClIi.plrt-cJi d'Lab'tl1llll ~~:u1: ~in. rJ:;~;~ !limQillil!o!i' ptiifli. h~pe:s~r'elia gjlandei Si!:1pnlrerla.l~e proV01:i~~ prill e.xl:H~~IC:: JilSlll'lIci. Amvi'i:mt. bollll.a:'iI'! de 1t1C!~'!'ozii de anllQa'!ili '~1!l g'l;l~~1 e~ d'lipili ~~I1II'~!lre. S'liJ.fk:i!eIliJl~iirrin ool!sohlR ~Ill PWUIiI hl,lluzil.. gU~1I ~&ooj!;~ ct!i~;iva C~l' t~m~~ flnr ~~,trlWa .zi]\c; ~i llll lH'ma SilJw.oci~ilrii ~c miiiCile d.ill JUlU C~ Call\p,ij ':-ell~[n~e1!'\1 .. , CmevreB. :s;!i sc silJn~ feumie v!!. pIII~. il:d'lu~rDt<l ill I~ :5i~l.i!< $i ,1l,~ilCldcl~ Si1r~ smuaaie h~ aces! selll!!:. -DLlli1'1 ~~;lr. p!ulte~ ~pl;trc, ahfe-J fa:p~1I1 di.;, d'uJil~ U~ tlr2U::lImenf $bt1ei~5.'" nm~ii, honl'!Jls~ual!ul ~ tl!'3,llsfOrr:t'la in' barbill. c'<i barba iincCj!l)C si CTe.!~!'I:, li!lr dl~!.Iiierile de g"'~il11c de pt coop;5C cljSPill~: Esie Sig,Uir ,eu ~iIl'Ibii ftCklrL, ('e~ cmp~rill ~I cel sIll1fllc~\'iC,joo,.~,,~ If!ii~ri~ rot,

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imbiu!i facton :somartlci &.lpiSdhiLcj. Oriel!lm m- fl, este firesc ea fiecare em :Si S~ m,drigo:stea~~ de ~:ai, mu]le on to 'Vla~. ACC[QI \ilJtwHn.l1I este CilZiilS, este verba despre 0' jertm ardusi unel tendbl~e dovedite ne.gcllimba1:~,

Intillil,hnadesea oamenil care s:usUn 'C".ii nuaa .fost nk~odlll!ti ]Ilddg'!l)stiU~ care slmt i'lllitr-ade:\i'M orgasmu.l 'in relaUii!e :!ie-J(iUa~e~ dar OCIiLl au, cuneseet Jil.ieioda:ta senUmenh,J[ :iulbirii Ill' asemenea ea.md eS~.e vorba d~sptre a.utoarnigil'e;, arUtudlnipato[ogicl: sau fil(.8,ti~ :ale vi~;~i afective La ide-iiuri iinfa:I1UI]e. Exista oomf):,ni C:ilJie: nU)~t recenosc stnlt'i I~ tndirtig:os'tire~ care o~pOfi, auwamagj[Jdl!l.-~ .. Pe de aJ]tl pene, ei pet: ,sa, sinni I)) '!J!):!'!ma. k! fapilidri;g>O:!i)tid~ ~i II IlMlkiior iu'birii Pl1lntru ,ei lllJl Qrteama nevr-otid de O,dOniliiIl!u,ie pR!(I plltemica OJ, pa~-rni~i sl, ca. u:rma.ve;, fi~car_re n~md!ilJliti de iubiN ,~te inabu~it.ai ~~, g:enne:lIl. j'n flnal, unii nevrotici raman c:!,'0-d1it:lic;:io~i prjrnului ]oa: ~deai!, p;9inljlor §Ii fr3~HOlf - poate uilkele ex.emple de c~winta statomiclt pe care [e-am purtU!t cl!lnoo~t.e. 'iii'! ~~e's'te ~~lri (i:steVOilba de~PFe rd!ori:n~e nei['!d.~plinite care, prln chi:ar IhpsO\ lot de Slp~r;an1D •. pJ"iJ'ducfixa.pa. ClII.ci ofi(l)~ e~l[£i m,e'b~dt:p]ilJjt, e,s,1!e vqinj,c in 'om,

In ci.wdastral:iuintenot hlfQc:at0: ale poeUloJ\ fi]OSOifil!of'~i psib()h."l~]Q:i. feCll,omen"l indmgm;;tirii a rnmas h'I.ca. o ,enigma pmtl1lJl not. ~~:imca este vQ'fha despr'eu:!l e:xt;,l.~ (evU citprooia .. 0' !!j,tl1lre p;atoUa,· gicar). '0 re!lormii sperire <I. ,afe(;tivhi~ii~ Q a;thudlne ,oibrliga,tor-ie de replrez~otaM a uaei dOlt-lllll,e ulli.ice,.$Um ICo1ii '[tldif~gost.j.t,u] supraesiimeazii obiiecruI iUlll~rii sale, cii este orb in fata. g.,eselilof aresltui:l1I. ca 1C);·ste 8U.!d. fat:a de voci :stri.hu:, Anumiv;i. paltQlo8l 'W dom}~llhd selIl:ua]Iitlitn, carre VOl;' 5ii explice tom] din ~nc::t de vedere lc:orp()~aJ Sll.l!l'iii'n eli iill stru'~a de' '~Ddmgo!lrire resw; 'vorba desp;re (I intO:K~ca:reac-lJLtj SitU erentc~ en .secretiiaJe g~ndel sexuale, Acest pun,m de'Ved~re esre cenuamd~ falftul ca ro:amenii se indrigostesc fuJg.erltlor Ia Jlrlm:a v·edere SlIll, ~a, 0 alta primil impresle (iii.Ill!Z,1[1e-a 1i.1Illliei, voc~. II!1l1!1miros rCru;:ade,dstic~, un anumit gest etc.) $i raman mdll5g()sti~i multi! vrem!!:. 0 3utQlflmxi¢:a£i1. EfU se :poatte Il10duoo :atiit de [\l:lpeQe,

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OOreSp'lli~j' de asemenea, 3!tllulariri slArii de neplice:re date de .. a~lepW'@"Ji no~a~gkfj·'. Jiuhirea. msean:rl1i: a-ti fi gisil n~~IJ~ tiu .. Dar Pe"nJu:l!l. ca. intotdie3lJ:niil. emul se ill.c,e'.!j!te pe sine to rel~]a11. •. "IubiI'ea" ~nserunn~ a te IDJi~ta ]., div.ini.ttate friiill inrermed:ilul. ·c;eh"lil a.!1lt. De ~~~~. ne sporim idsalul, Umbrele ,acc~tu~ ~deal] ne lIm~ c·ontururile p:roprrlu· lui noseu eu A:ufel am putea ajlJlnge ~la formula ci.i totlL <WIflJitmH se cautf]! ve~nic pe ei 1l1,i!l'i $i se gi1S1csc dom temporar illl oblecrul illllbiit. Minu[i3!ta pro'Po;z;i~ie:' ...,~Jli.llbe~te pe apft:l.<lipcle' t9u ea. pe dale ]'[Isuii" ... lnsel'i:m;nEli de f.1.lpt G.fi~tOO;-;te $0. cdil:alt apQi ve] :fiiGbligat $~-1 iub~~~ru (:sall ::o!a-I ura~ti, Q~e'a 00, dillLpa. legea bipIJ1;JIJritilii, se pOn1'!i"~~te ill egali mBsul'a). $i to~i C",fiut-atori~ \'e:~nici, Ahasver, Olil.'"nd.e~il] :zbucator, Don .IIUlUii; .. Faust, au cauta:t imuitdc.at!llOli l~!lilml!i i.d~al1aJ de neatins, pecOire l-au format din. ei in.~;itli.

fioc,~u~ $eJ.'i:tialeI'lt~ die rerj,cj~ ~n v:i:a·~. dlcpinde de lub;i~e. 0\\·· meni i UfC rm se ]uibf.lsC :p~ ,gi i!1~i~l BY pot fl. fe.ric:ili. rowe s-tiln'le, de:p,[e.s;1,f~ If'iu~rg ~nlp'rel1l11i leu ;sentimentel~ de udo; care pot. ~jl!lllg>e pilla la, wii distrugatOO£le: rm1li0tJnva pro,pnului ell. SiJI1!u.cid.erea est!'; ~m1'area a.cestei: 'iu'.i btdrept.rte spre sil1~. Beti;~ fericitaa. h:IIJrag;GSlt.i.ml.ui este copscci:II~ ,ex~8!z"l.l)lli IIlmc:roos. Omnerri ca~e m:l!ll~:a V(,eme S~t:I ~ndo.it de eapaeiratea lor de a iil!lbi devin sd.3.\li .supu~i ~i r,eIC'IJn(l!($.oC~b)ri iii partenerului care i=a fb$l ~ illlibealSca,

&te un sermt al unei epoci bolnave {alPm:1 ci e;o.;ist"a. OIt:at: de

rnuili cameai eare $i~wllJ p.~erd:lllit Icap:ri'c:itatea die a ]ub"i:l. AQ~Uii ~ii!furiEl·ta .ajlmge lPtmi la tl'<Igodie caM dQrinte! 5l1,dlete~li de ]u"bii~ejades:ea. :aairtoar·e. U lips~:I)te reactiJi cOlporalia. Se in.b1mpila :s~ loontrru:itl~: @od\l!i~ (area sexualiCll'rpor,a]i c:!i.rern ~i lipSqte erice cOl'llponel1l.ta stdlilitooscii I(e'roticli.) .. Ae.este: scizi.tmi .ale; cM'(j)itiikll." iilllbiiliii SUllit 511 rel~tj.e cu. sist:emiLlJ .nos1ru n~l'\IIOS .,bi~am~I". Oil! cilU :~lld~vWul ,SfJ am mai jiQ~ din PUiDct d~ v(ide-r~ ,c'IJIWtu:rnl. Cll) at2l:r; m~i f:iigur funclloI1lea;:&'iI vi;a,tt:! sa

I Acesl fill 1I1mlli'i til JOst d~s:tri.s pe'mfU prill1>l! dad de Ola n:JlQ_~cn ~n "·~l!!.!rn!i!l s~. d~il~~I~ SfflroSilivu flmf)r(l'~. apoi .Jl~' call'~ Paul B()I!!i!'!,l~~ in Mel':Ic~.ojures I(MI~nullll), S~ ~,:,bkff.r.ar.fsdie Ni:i·lUr.'c!tl· {N~,n~.t!: prn{Jlemal:ia) :3] ]un Spielh.ll.g>C'11I :Qpa,l'lDi! ll~tbm;'ltllQl' COl~ m~l~ \I'~i!'!tt; $i-ml, p~~roll~ c!'Iracli'!atef!] dt: .30 iuibi. Natura fall's:tic~ <l1T~. de ll!l:tm·~lIea .• leg!.ltIlrilll~ ei cu s~xlllililatea,. IF'aus:t es:t·e ".e~icl!J1 IrI1:m'IlIl{umii"t, v~l!Iklllllc6J1;l'rllll(lii'. Ca. 1,I1IlimU'!!l. d 1m poale fi ]nbint\illit. in paTIt:a a mma a lilTa:g.~i~. fM ~1 ,merge la .• M:am!o:~ pCllillfU iii cl!c<:ri c:-e~1 moi lill)mo~s.l femeie. pt; r1elc .. a, () cLa!~~~ r~prt7oi\':ll1~rn a itlle'b~ d. Iililm!J'li;ldo~iiile ch~i~ O;:;;IJliIl~r~i "kI Cil!~ tronetlz3 i.d~.~lIL

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am.oroas:El. Ea este pur .arumaIJicfi,. sa spllflem mat d~g!'a~ 'Yiege'tatgva, este pum .. fU'i'):c~ie a maduvei :spiIl6I1tU·· .. Mrlduva spinllrii "partea de jes a. easel", ad!aposie~te eentrii OIrganC!~o.f· sexWlJe. ell cat aJJjimalul se aHa mai j:os iPe SC:El11iI de:Zliioll'~i; eu attlit :mll~ slm]pllu es~e; apararul ~1II s@"Jt~ a~; o.fg~ele d~ a:im·t :Se. atU. inslujbli. miiduv~i s:P'iniri~. La emul Cillllt1lll:ral vine 'lnsa in disculi,e .~ (I ~Ij'm de sus .a c~e:i:creie:mt CreiemU este sediull1li11huminhiibiitiHof ~i a] eiltcita~mOi ilic1!l.lca~~ in mod artiticklli ~i !l,Chm~'i~Iii.<llte.al reflectmor 9i cu.mpuninlor. ,al hnpe.m:Hve]oI sexuale, Fo:m~iI. spe~lfic.ll afiiec·arei lubi'ri este d!e1.\(;1l1ll1'iil'l!atfi de lupta dilln1tre CR!]flm' ~ mAdlUYa gp~[!irii Dair creienel nu. adiposOOfte nnmai flIlhiibj1"~~]e; etlee:

I~I eentine, de asemenea, ex,c,i~atji sub fo.11mi de aimintiri. Tine de nat. fa! pri2ile£Or impl1esH erotice O! le oop~lariei ca ele s~ d\aii1u.ie ve~ic $i m oeari R.'p@~re~ bachias COj de sa f:'ormeze gtI:5tiUl erotic indivic:uat Edmlll:l] JlQS'IIU~;stt~ deei Sll..ll~lll'l euh:li. idea] ,~l~ii mUnlO.f f1igtllf.i [l1b!iteah? ~pil:lirlMei care ne-ae mijllocit [pIinre1e impresii sexIWlJe ..• IDate il.~este tfo:iie eidicatela plll~erea diiv;[ll(tilii.)

A'j, mai dod sil. pun ill evidieillii dilt de prutenlJic impre.gW!m vjEl~a dlilC:1iv,~ ~i s'lip;lne~t.e gil~:dmile ,,\lloimll~ de stl~llttIere" in j,[jb~I'~~ •• Vomta de putere" care &~lei~li!lJil~'!e i'ilfiecOlre~ om esee un de,rivat al urii; pro bat de cereetanle mele ca .afcct primarfundLanlen'WJ] al su:f]et:u:· lui ·ometllesc. Ura vrea s,i!! srfliPhi~ru>ca ~i sa. inv:il.'lgl'i., illiibi,.oo vrea sa Mowl.te !iisa se snp~mt lne:ntuziiasmw Ml..I.birH trill;u.nf~ iubirea asupra wtum\T U~ndh!l~~lo\r urii ~i legoisllull.'~i C~l CMe jli.be~1\e este faidt, .I,ene.liosj Hf!3~t de .inv~die:, lie OOOIUdi! de 'lume ~~] de viat:a sa, E[ simte ililliiuntrul ;s,iu a.dle«:a divjn!'Iii~H cu care [-S:i lmpodolbe~u: irdealllJJl Cad llI,uma.i iu:b~Fe:a este ne:mlUiiit:ooue. O]}ll!!m sa lrnie~te vesnic, Ura este

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O DISfUr Ainu-tini a multo!!' llQ,dQr1 se poarti, mereu in jurul . _ mtJriebiri[ dacatn dmpu! Icoi"tului \~oJupta:l;e.a bi[lbatulul este mai mare (I~C$t a feme]j .. Chi.ar autori sericsl aicorda omare ateiil'tre aces'~ei lif:l,Ui!"OliiIl'i., a:tenfierlen!.efitsta.i:!-&t!e delfieniionat ·doW" ,ca majoritatrea !ceJ.reetii,t:o:rHor I:"em]vi disputa in. mv,oarea femeH. La fd reiese din iliimbajul pUp~l3.t'~ db!!poa, Clililfil oafrrm~ l\UU'I.Alir:_e proverbe, 1m disp!.!!,t~, dintre Zeu.s ~i ",eM. Ti're.sia:s, a botidt c~ Ii~",ta 3<00. sen .. zaf,i! dell1!Olla ori maio p1!llte,mic-e de(iat: :rotl;lll eL,judlecati. tJii, Urm.81 ,careiia,. miniala, zeita t";3 Ilsat si oribe.as.c~. probabU penku a amta Mtfcl cl el nuvede adevir1j"i.L fo(l"f!JI~i.alflil'!iiGna[i jmtt!li ~i1! lif'I.ue 001 i'n li~emt!Uf8, ~t;iillll1fica. ~:i a,rtlistici. Dimp,oU'ivl, este .surp·lill'ii~torcat d,e sitkac.~Dasi 'r:st:..c li'~erntl!ll''',~it t~g~tur,a. C!ll f~rne{Lll, fr.i,g:id5. t Ii datr.:n!'8,m ]ui Otto Adl~f2 cea mai tmrnap!re:Ze;tlit,are: a aeesrei ch~til!JLnL Bll ino~al!'w 5Il dea ~i 0 statisticia ,aC'es1ei .anaesthesia ,s.f!:XUQlis feminarom •. OU:ltc~iit\3 ~r~.e ci .,IHfi 10 ft\milli~4· nu :sjlllt lflIirnic: in t.imjpluJ ooimlui ~i, 'tt Sl!.p6rt1 :filr:a a avea ni,e.i eea mai mici seuzajie ~gf¢8bm\jft timpu~'

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Ac-.este ca,t.eva int()~~ili] potfi .s~.dJ.\ciMte pe!lTI:tnI. a ·neeOl!1lvj;~g.e deim_portan'1a2 ~i d~ marea frt1~'Velil1till a rute9te.lZie~femllJJille. fi:re.$te, .~ do:d 053 at!C~.s .at~n!~ia. aid ca! de g['~~ este sii se olbrilliio Slati~t]ca, demn~ die lllC"redeFe in ecest «].omenll,ll, C:aci bt s€J(ualibf!$ tOatt~ femei~e mint §'l c~~d! ca ~1!.li~I"f da1ioa::re {:alii d~ casti,tat{li4 tOi[$a-~i tigiid'li~8i$ci 11~bidol1!l,I, • .De: (:lI;ll'd m-amobi~wt sa pun: t!iltf\ehiirl d~pre acest subiecl:, in1lOtdeaul1i8. aUld mill ~nJta~ ~~p{lI'IS1lll ste;re:{}tINl!; ",Nu .•. e-u till SlUllt 0 mlt~ reI die ~F;m@:i~. La. millie ({~(lsta» nu jroHCit. nid 00 rol, SlJnf bucll[<l!1!sil! d<tci s(l~l me,;! mao hls1'i ~Il pace," A~te fem:f;!i se d¢~:Q[j)!.l! eu pll~t;(fre ea mtwli reei etc, Oe~al1Yia CerQ!i1!n~I~. maio ~m~nuliJlt~t}\ nC'aJ:8ila. ,ea <l.'ceste femei au mf1i!'~it d&n ca~ unui seniILl:u.eJl!1 de ru~illi'!.e" Daca a vem timp si le ~ti!)l~;rrI1 ~m.c.[edeIiea,il!~a cum est:e cazull m psiJlan8i]lz5, ~flifurn c~ toomaicQnt['adu.]e!:lU~ jl!::lt MuD~ femei c~re !;l,:lIlli p:rezmtait'ca ~eci ~l

I. IJ~ridr1l !I.!!ld .El'fq#r~Jlggn <II/Ii dem (ioo.i~~(i dar ·GYlIllae,kioJ!(:lgii1 uuJ Gebw15hlffi (jlEo.}'tiKti' ~; e~l'ri:eljre !rJil1 dQmeBiul·g!jl"'~{:4C}gie'l $£ at ~,-'r:t!IJ:~'ii). Zutim ]I,~M Dr:OU;o Adier.

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<l!fu:itetlil.:ai f,eil11:e'i'jiJ Ju)o!fimd., 'in Il\Itnmg:a. ej ~i ilrlfh.l:e.rit~a~ ptlt .. m!k 1;'i!!~~. e,i SlJfiel!ea:seill, j:l'rcdnti!'rnld ilstfell m!~i Imulltil: p~g;lIbirl~ psihic:§ d,e-ti~ :soifJ'iil~ii",~t (:O!l$t!~f]I!;a '08 ~(llt:¢ fllrvatll d$ ~1t'aJ ma! !il1ail~pM(le-rG 3. iubirrH 1ii2ii!c~ cOIl'!eijl:l ... tc ~HcJt"e~refuID~ia. !~~r-e- '~h:i ~Iii a!~t de 'PIIIILtl1 ~I!!~ra!a se-!il~~i ~i ofclrili jilll.cjllJI ~!it~! d!15pI)~tti ~ ihirpooorndli:k~. (il:t\:ooa~:"lI c!lii!lJ' ~IIiIJDtr :stili mcllaE-AII~ioe. [n .1I1111~~~!,~ galldull ¢i ]emc~{! I1!J e~tc: 'ii'i1il!Jy.~jt:l !!it acCSle !£~~~, ~ !ca[l~ :lidGSlea c'liE;t .8"rnmula:1 ~ ;PN~'rI~ m~u fe~litl!t>il;, ~1il1T1i.Ii:mtcM.~ f~!l~C!iI delll(li'al.mm;h.1· $1 mil1eIlN.fundrea~~. iltoi",L (.Mii s·a'Illl~lli!mifdi[ d~J .. c! ,;Jis~r.c!.!n~ ;Sl) m_~!test!ll door ¢~ (Ol:iy .... velaUv), ~1l1 P~~~;!m.1itns~CI:~ S~I,H!Jli1i. p!iO'II'm~iI (;I'S"e.rie de :5u.refi~fe 1l~8Se' (l~re file parte d~ll. mlbltlul VilIiat al ]:;:~m}e-i ~!,iI1 po~ffi\ 'in ~~ru; .. aspt>Crnll MlII'l.r~te.niei""

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Acea~la imlp()sibilitaf!a dea <ll-fla adlev~Jf!!L~ fi'im ceroe:tll'iL de h,m,g~. durnm expHcii dif~rMt~l() Entre f>Widmici_. [)a-t~ ~ . .Ii!~ 1b'.a~ :pe pri;"e~' decL<)tatii ·~]e p~c~~nte]Qr:, iili' d,es.QOPI~ri. ~~m.e~u~sens~b~]e . m pmportilC de 80%. D\ftca mi,Jdl1eosez tnsi expei!'Le~~]o:r .ntel.e reale, :.~a5.M cm~. seade ftu:.rlte ml1~t" De.si.gl)lf. il'ltri ft. dt$CUi~li(!J ,tmat!lffl. Imat:e~iahJiII!l~ ex;am~i.n.:l!i.t:.. Fem.ei~e :sanitoase s~n.t i·!r.Is~Jllis:ibi~e ~n. !Il!llm~ mailill~cj' ¢tl[~ neveotiee SI,Hill i:msieosibne l!rli m:ajoIUate" Dareurn nil pramt vad aplJoa:pe rDJlfUf.1i ne:\l'.mtice,.tzebu~e sa 'eva]uez ~a fOi!.~e IIn!'!R IlIl,mM1iru] femlei.~or i:[lse.mJI~i.IJe. Ci.t1rn dlepa,!e~te 50% dmlfep!l~ ciClu:ele Ulle]e! A~Cii !lI~ don sa f':tlecil~: (.ml1tU'liJe~t(l:9e.xuQ#S jo~a. ~.~ n~~u eel rni!li imp!)mu:1lt mL .!Din !ce lli ce mai des:, viTh~El mine feme~ Ii " pJ:$n~a ~ all~s't~i~. E;I~ ~y.au~~t Q~ro~~tm~, sex~~]e ~[fi Q plioore. Sinu. pot sa [n1eleag~ aceasta .. E~e .[;OlGUlJI:l.' reci, ,avandcEl~ mult o !)!~ilJFilpUI.c~r~;, sau s~pU~g d~ dur~n~ fulC~c~d" !l!ltlJ" $enrJl~))en~ n.~p]i!j,(;l.!!t $l d.czg,ust. A~r in aeesteeaauri eele mm diifer..i,te ~e ~It

n~~:¢.·Es:te. pos:ilb~li :sa ~~pseasc.a oeiee se:mza1tie Siexl!I!~Ji. Pemeia nu liMte: nit! tplii"lcere in:i1ti.al1ii., nidi Ol.gasm.. $;au este pos.ilhiil ca:. plicerea pr:e1.Dlimim sii fi~ destul de mae. darsi n.~l .se<llj~~~a ~a O~~: (:~~ mat hC::'l!'entii forma 'iJe -cue 1m 'Vtediem 'D!Il1i, meci~cll).f'em.ede ~[)ti:lm ei. <J!m de dorint~ ce5 s;um: avid~ d~ Qr~m ~i ciitm~j nu-l PO'~.S111u1g¢, Om cand in 'CilIDd. o~m lU!n (tr~, dar dupa intiinitii strlidanl>e .. U~~le: ~Ild dOM o :S]~b;! sep.z,atie. Cia. d~ :foM~ d~rIle" P~rtM:! m!uilt~ t;l~:te de h(l~~ in ~il:!lli ~. ~l!!tteg\11 O',rga$m s:e rhiipe~~e 'ih plla~erell pr(1:]i~in~rI" Pla;ce;eal!o.r ini~iala !d(lll1!iH~. in arlevarate m.ic~. o:l''g:<lii!ime.astfel [Il~alt an~tez!~ ~Of e-Ste dWl!' aptl¥e!t:J!tiL D~ aceea, ea e8te: dOllf p<entm fer:'e:1 (l! d!e:tan'Jlilig,tf!~ [pE!:[fJ!trn d. !~!le ~teaf~ mllimuU·. pCC.flltfiU, !Oa \licn·· sa. ofui~!~ 0' imlt1:Dsitli-cflIre Ci'!le nu. se rnai p-o;Me o:bline. EIJe Sir.::, .pad\1esc "inprt v~[IIta o:rg'MiimlLdui went[1J,l! cii lUI i Sle:<lbal!1ldmlil!.\<lizru ~i g.\indJe:$.():: Nu iVlC1il! Tre· linl!i'!!l. sii fie· Ill!Olii ~!i!!tl. .. '"n~.

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Ace-sw f:"etl:t")ie.i ,r,amiln COllll;~let reci, Ab~a sl!;:]lIl)oduoe (l" 1I.I~oom exdmtl~, le trece lUi!. fior m~faJbiI.lD~or" lP~OO {I diori:!tti 00 toozjre. US'Or) abi.l! scbit3il" 10 '<l'$t-ep.t.aJ'~. Ae~__sU!. ~!i1lt); mt eepet ()ibtj~~Clu nliurutfi GSt~· 1lI\':iaU;, A¥e-m deci de d¢lo,s!e'bH:

1) FeJ,~leia ()b.tolr~t frigidd.. La 'C{l. nu ap.a;r nid :f~~"o~ne !ilJ]~ pia,eeIiHi[]li,tla!e~l'Iki se1i17A'1ti~ rud.im.entll:l'l! de orgasm.

1) FeJtlf)la fieifJ'tiV ft~gid([ O~$ffi~d ap~re (!lane liar :Sail] e~rtte dQ~r~~b :!iOO~V1l!l Dorint:a e--s,t~ scaZl!lIli.

3) F:emeia p.alSim'UJtjrigidd A~astJ e~te teuu:ia ,ellre in OlUda donnteifiieroilinU ~,ia pioo@rii i'rl!itiaie iu::{)e~ru~te. fiU [PQi!.te QbUtli~ nk,j un org;llsm.

]nais'lte de a dlis:cuta fOl1ill:eie~ izo:iate, 11'fit:mJ!€ sa faeem ,onliirl;ll1· ri_si~!(t ,0 ;ilJbruJd:~ !.mi~ru'i .a ~uze[lm a(.;~~ei t1!!~b!.il!_ro_rilI!u este p~sibiLi. iProbi,ema esre atilt de cQmpEk:<ltli, inrc-at: tI':ebule sa, Q tmt!m din direr]~e ul1ghi.uri>~,Fa 51.i. putem Ol.OuiIi'da a,f.e<l!t~e ,'elo!f tlieimrm.e. Aceasta Uti esse li"Q-s:~,hi] jpel!litru ,e;1li.pll] .. fe:meie'· !l!ll! poo:!t: fi ]r.t!~~1~5 tn mod: unitar, .!E.stepr~m1!lllprj:nc~pi~u pee CililTe a~ dor] sa· I. aCce.l]Jluez. Mlll.te ~~ ill~eIDe· sall!~tl 'll!lilri. di~ ]l1Q.:<!lFI!! $1 ~.l'l[:]~D d~'l,pffi'e flilmn-ei aIU un deR!,c:r (::(l!ml;l!n;; ,CQn,· c~' "mo.d81~tt Jem inin n CIa lOll:! itat«. Dar me aflflim in il1'tte,gimJe p~ terennl ht~xmdil'itiL Top oam.enii ~'!..Ua:t bii8exuali,. 8UiIltUifi amestee de bMha.l $1. Femeie. Dej!a lloest IJrlnc.i:plt1 ntamUi un [IlHll.a'l:' nesm~~~ de; nOaJIlJt0 -~i varia:Uimu~~ fenJle:ia deplin<ii. ~ ,ci(il:tl~n~ eel m<1!i ridk;at prool~nt .die , .. !i!lnoeCtn"" pentru mJ verbies Magn1!Js Hir&ebfe~d~ car,~~ trote~~ pr,ob[\~m,Ul. bis~lU!flli~1ji ®1lr (f:hLm~(). ea tulburare a :~ecre~f:e,! ir!!:loem.e, ~i f:e:rne1Ia W:ibatj, ,r;:a!:;ilC1eri~1a p:rh:ur-uB.;;;af!])driu" rn~~im~ Arci ae eeaduceo pmU:e ei:itl'e dJorn,efll~1II1 grgO'l.nlc" lnacel ceva neeunesein IlOlJIa il1!c:),. pe eare iil1cuprindem ,cumiS!l.eno:sulfllum;e de promsf1o:idii.e'. illn acest cOifliteX.teste dielllle5]iionat ~nfa:n~ili~FIIIIJL~ o'.rg~nic., .,.'relr:1l:e:i,a oopU" <li lui 'WiltJIe]s]. care .<'1. d~cri;s~t1 mod 8t!l'iiliucit ,lcest tip m N.e.vooia sex:u,a:l!rf. TG!Il'lI~e BiI:e!SII:e 'fPmlt: Grgllni(; cOlil.diti(l:mn~ se ~omlb~:nac'1l lrrtflucrIll'!: ps.mire .. HerrnafrodjtisIliIII[Yl otgiiinic Ii (:~lJes:p~nd.e eel fIi[lflJe~~c; mfant]Jigmlill:ui organi-c:; (';:a!!~ !lEi; Hlanif~sUlpMt'(-O jruijfidenUi. de~· voh~e a Org!ll'li~lQ( ~~~italej. f~me:ia :ro:.:.mSln@: 111 :g~[!~a~ steri]~, m-e~r strua:,i,lI fSH:> :pi~l,l:n. albru;mdeit'lit:a ~;~ CIl]mnd disiPaJ'e~ ut:e.ful. ,este moie ~a al U[1ui !copil etc.), ii cO]iesp~.mle jnfOl,ntilit>mul piS!hic. care pOl1lJite h:1a

fj)!m1~~xt:rem..a,. pe '03i1',E): un d~5cri'S ... () Sllb HU!liliIele de ",ve~!rJiilo ~U¢j )1] Q:1IrlJell, mea Dil€ Spachs' d'liis TraUl.tNtS (Limbaj!rt visului}. A(;~:St~ f~n:n"" i!li~e,&jg]d]mti.ifenliniil'l!e au fv:.s~ ti'i'!IWI'W dda.llfllt m &1 ciacilea VQh_~~ al 1:l!LcnTi!] mele .Del' psychvs'F1:xueU~ J~if(m:tili'Sm.iUS (1nfallti.ltsM:l~~'1 pS,I,I!i;(l~

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'W,eil!Lifl,llle:r. incM:, dacIi '0:xi!\ti$,i 0 CO£ieSiP'U!nl~t\C)8:re (lls[plQ[J!i,bil~1!a.!e SUne~e(lfi!Cii :}i oo!:p(i]'{iI]a, a "bl~ltbatutui" ~a. (Wahl obj:ime un or'S:a~m p::<: '0 caw. berefoll}S~IU]a]a .. Celt e.ll1,t:e d. 0 bf~~"All!llita~e pmemic CQr:Uwrata ttl]~ bl!tlC'l,[i'Su] vre~ii .u:mm(\l~. Coodjunepellt!ll.laffil:llJrj~iaoFg,a.sm:udlLll!i. Su..Il~ mUlt mai dUid[e, Org-a.Hl.l~iJ ce{ mai inf:f;"!:!':!5 l!~f s~p.rt:Jduc:e d~r a'ac,(j ~jli sut~al eel mar secr,st ,al hl'iJ~vidului e!)t~ aJin~.", ,Dacil ~lltm (I ferne]e ca!r~ li1;~~ este 'cOH$tiMtili de hQmos:e.x:uahtarea e~. care ~(~ Ii~sb~a:ni1 ia.r:i'l 8~ I$ti~. fOO1i~i;a r~!prtn:ru]lita, ();h]ectu~ se1l:1;!.a1 eel mat .dimr,i't,. m!!lma.i un MW<ll cllli 'Pro~lln~ate (;<lIracrerjs~:iici OOfil')limi:me 'Ita plltea pl'(l'l!'IO~ ca 'un Ofg:aS]l~. (H~ts£hfeld, de '~Mmp[I!,], descirili~ in ,cane~ ~.~ Df~ Ir'n~,t#e,,~ 0 OOmle:i.e care .simj.e,1! cea mai mare; p.1:a~ete ~imdl LublW] ~I imlbtac.n Ilili[lere:me]i!:$~i}, Aoe.:l!&'fiR csle U,I1a: dill) m~tii~ bO~J:l:llie~!lI!lfltll, ~a Ot1!1t'I 31m pl1~z~m~t deja ~liJ:l.tm'!r'O~umllt doi al aeestei lu-

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ene. Sun'ttaoeste I!.'elliiiillte aleremeHGf eu adevar .. ,i:t ii'lcQltilienrte? Ble IiIII.! a~1 m re.di~a'te nici (I baitUlial.fl di. tendii:l~a .Ior se i:ru.treapt! nnmai spre o femeie ~,i ·ca ~i-a..r U IGO!!'lt sa fie 'bam~lt? A.ceastii formuil;are :IfU t1iebuie 1!.'1 ]lid un Q\ilZ ~~a.a ]it~rnl. Mulw di.nil:re file :reeUIlOSC d tendi!ll~eIe' lOJ' hornoSexu~lle rusese.r,j oo~ti:enre. Du nu au vrut sa le vadiii. [rit~:IiC" tt~ refVJ:larrea DiU. C<l. poe IiI1! • .A nu. pil.te-a sa vada''. ci! eii pe Ul1I ... A nu vr.ea .s5i ~" .. &00 vlO'rba, .~ael..lm .spmle< r:.Jage'$,. ny. des:.pre IJnNe:#i.!.t~ ci liIJU~I:l!!d despE uu Negli."d'it. A,ceste f~m¢i au avut -candv,!l 'ClJl1()'3;ste.roi!!! !nani I.or iiUbid peo:m.l feIDeL Dar nu an vrut sa 10 vad.a, ~,] s--iiJllJ, ~f.Idr,e,pfat 'in. mod v.:iol,ent s~re onrb.at. f"unem CiUIU.li!l.L$te in Ic~dJiU:1 unei a~aHi:e Olmallum,tiwiWi!:~ tip de ~em~ie care' vrea eu til!!lilil: satli:sfac~ia. arui1:ruIi~ d~ Il]n bfirba'l ~i .1iI1LI pioiUe sa 0 obtiliii. Este Me5s~dILI1'<1. pIosHtui!I!ta Calfe im!tott:dealllrr:iar.imth1e' rece -iii!, bfaide b.itl"ba:m[ui ~] Il domit!l M.m,pliet. E~ ii c~p"l'lIdc ea replitcti. mascuUna Don Juan, des-pre Cclr.ea,m discu.la't

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DO'I1i1l11l~:iu'a Ll1Iise K... '!iii. vars!'i! d~ 30 de alii, IttH! caiUirnt din '~all!2~ une~ sllft:;d~ cci!.lIdate'. NlIi jfiI~ca sta j[ll pifetlJma eulva fAra a fi. a!t:'ecta:li imedia1 .de cele niI!llIri l'!epliicl1l~e 1~IIZiihi ifltestJLn.;,ilei. Se: al.1illll!<J 1H1 p\lte~!1jc !IIg11i1 ~i ligi!ft. care :!1d!~!5ea st :pul~a a!IJi~l. Decl ac;cste. z,gQllfI!)te nu ~e p:rqd!lc~nr,. ea: ltrcblliil. 'i[liIpolJiv.a 'voill!!,ei ei, sii eliimine !YI~, ClfJea ec 11 i~J~iceR Vi<l!.t~ in sO\[:icet'.t~i:i" Ceea ee ii prodllcea I), ~i ;t1i'iai m;afc dlisp>ef;.\rl'l)! eta !aptuJI Cl ace.slecillldate fenom.(;nc l!l!lt:stlil'lslle Sf!: "Qmbiflall ell 0. ilUtii s,lIItll-.ilJltl Ita f(il de ~li1ifllU~ itoare. Nil rnai plit.el! ~vea ll~e'i \!:n scauf.i. :f.ira :ace:;tl! ,excitl'lti.i. Pri't'I 'lImlave, ;;;iwi ei SC '!!l.liplJea Cill td'i.i<l despm scallll, gaz. mj;~clti!'i !~ti!$einilile. () zi de~rgeB ast· rd: se 1rezea dill'litle.a\ll. ~i Ilneepeil ,si1l fan~;L~:tneze·1'l:1 leg@hlr.I t"li di.v~riji do:mni iFlc' ci'l.l'e--i CUhO$teOl. E:3 r:U.lIl!i'1~lli aJceasHi "iili co.ao~". hi ilrnL<lIgil:1iil ca Sf' puiea intretin:c ~IU !licq'li: doltll1I.i l:atr! 3 fl. n!ibut':9'1.:3l de mi~~lfil~ 'l!iiimcsl.illill~. M:c~ we.se..a p1ii111ii Illi ICapa,t Clli funmSllflcle e~\. ,lmag,inifichl:-,ii 1~£arl'Qr,I-e, TUIG~~ri ~] loOl (clul de ,awli1t!!mu 'Ci!!td;llt,e, Dar ~ieiOOilta Itt! IYIl~ea COli::~ ~u ·0 ~m,eje. A(le'a;s~ era im]:ll)$,ioi] ~;i, C:_h~pliri lie, 1m t~ ve._nea i.11l1 m inte. iOup<li ace.ell •. se tidica din !;IRE ~il 1Ulc~pca liIli oomj)I~c:::u c~remQ.fli.a1 de ,s;p;1l~re. C!'lli~ dum apr'o~pc dOo'Ua ore, r!m ~rns~lI1!etill:ijJ dl¢ " :s~tigur:j. idoo: ~i m'illrdil~ ~i t~bUIIIS ~i te spc~i. funolia dlefeca:tle~ ~imoo~i~ pet1I~m ~a () cuM~ire. Da:ti.a'lle~ ,1i~!tiln Md~nal,. se sim~ cllliltal!l. Oatr.l th'lll!pl '!lase 1::'IX)[lJt!vq. ell: duiilll.'i1IUI. Maiales IC~llci vorlia s! meiil'ga

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'10 slJocietate:. So t~iI!'IlI siil. nu .fil(l C\lnQ$Ol,ItilIl;:~ ~m .;vieZ1!n~ PUitlltQS" ~J ~ (;1/.Ilii'I:;I! itil de <irastic. tn.c{lt .a,1fJG1. l!1~ir~k: de III .plcca liI,m!evlli. ffe~UI;Ji ~a :ia man Ii;lQ~~ d~ (I:pill!1l! p1imtm :!\ n\11 ~i tl!.lblJ;rnL tie' d~a!l'\:(;. A. fa!;l: d~Z'Va1a~ dCIIl:estcpIiOltSic. aiJice~llfi - :a.dic0 dJe: <I 11'U~ p:u,rgati.'II'e $i opium - 'hut-un S8tlatOri;U. Dl!lf. 'C.8. unnarc aaCoiil~'~II.] ~~pt" <liillp3l"1!n 1l!nn:iW!lrfeE1 sit1IDti~ 'c.i1!l.~l. 1!a au p~tea s~ .aiM nk1 lli1 ~Cl:IiIil(l1 film Q' .~!ilifil;l:a:lie :pr~JI~ib!l1l de f~1t1mli!. ilJi fi~~arre gfnl1lin~tit ;priJmul gilflld em: l.iPe' c:in.e v,ei f(llQ$i <lsklzl C1.l! IlaN:atl!"''!'\ ~i.ln U!iL ba1il:l",,~ sa\! (l femeire. COlildiiti~ era OOaf ea plM';~[j;'il1ar ~3J !lll,ll-,j fig· j!1d~Jbr~nlii. Da!)i ~ aOOll ilitt-Q ~iI1'~il~ml Siili~ futJr~lm :S';WItori~ m,crr,!;m ~~~(Uil3Iala. miculi ,dt:jU..rll ~~ se :II~(;~,3 II!! a;P:rQpier~' Qb!¢L:;hd~i u:In"r~1 sale, Da!l' :rna s'<! pu'tea, ~CZI p~l1ii~ ,aproapc okj at fi S'lJ'f'eril clul1eri iil:lt'eil1nale ~i "11" illN,'blllrLt s~ Q la I,a :mg04 ir.rlca de Ia. ilncepllwl m.e:sei. Dad era 3!)a~, ;fu!g~a ,~ p'!!"gl1~il.' un Lm~ s~u Q sor.t\, 'Mia; pc, uaul dlil:ltre P~!\'iii. Oeja 13 mij,llilcul nre~i ,apa.1)e;2o ;tele raal yiolellte :mj~c8ri intestinale I(f,b! ~g(nl'l(li~~). care se il'lt~jeiI'I1I pilitil!'i ce 'ii .EiJroVOCIlU (II :sumrii'i~A i.9s,upotlabilil. Devel1~ lIe'lil!li~ljl:;. 00 11:!!t',o~a ~i fUll mari putea l1aa lparle ~1lJ Ci»\wrsi'l:~i,e.. $e ljilflp!'m~ p~t!iI. !Il m~~1Ii1U1 ~dl ,g'~~ri!¢ ~~~ itlfi!i!" Pcnaibij!c, Atunci em sismi, de snctc:Suil ei .. Eli! d!isparea imedia! ill Sle ~Ildlrrep:ra Sipa toolcli 1!IIl:de:., IPll;)triivil; ell, m€irin'tc.tii c~cilta'lej> pn:nea iilld'il!plifil!i "C'll!rn,irea;'" htr-IJi'i.mOO ma.i mull •. ~ini! l1lall puti1i1 satis:ffic!Jtor. Ac~~ cm!'tttr~ era, ca ~i sp.Al!altut un. act sji1~b!JI'ic ~i 'lnibUi~ sa 0 repe~e m~. Dacl p4cMl.!!.ise 1!i1IJijI\1.· ~I III j,C1!lhd deju1.'I,I1!",ebu.ia ~~ se ,euroie imooiaJt., dl.J1f)eJi'i:ler erau. pe:deapSil r~lni gftndlllri!'c sale vinro",,1at1il: .. Cad f1~ ea se tUjHalJi d~!Iil~ tefi'dl:lii~e: ,d!ori~ di:l p,llrita:l.e· Ii (j.!ikirJl'itlli aulttllll.re d~ [plfu11::1"C SC'IIZUa.!!I.

,a.ite,~a exemplene Y(IF a!lMa ,ea fC'mei~e frigide sunt, d~ eele Ina] mu]le on a.ceasta oombi;na~il: Itte prosti.tiIi.ltiU~ ~i dUugariti. lntotdea,un~ es:~e Jlir~ze,t'Jti ,m,lifGblemaosoerei. ifnalles\eziaS{l)(.~lail:r.,

Sa '~e· "lnl:ooroeml la paci.C:lilUli n'o.ilstril. Ea. ~-ili dbi~nll~t d~l;i 5l-~i ()blti~l !lClliU1li1Jl1 ]'ll'hn,r-i\mfel de e.;t;)ci~~~e ~eltl!}.alll!. Es!e d'tja, scrrm.ifiCliitili ci aot:ea:sLa ex)C;ha~ie pI.U<!<il fl. d1~~Ii3[i~ti d~~ ambelc :sexe.Dad JamllCuld\ejull :.t alb ."vemlr!t.a. ~l.l I) ,a.it~. €emeiC! dili1.WI! c~!ii'JiI:e!~ ~11~eiil·~\I~.;'I !i!(:,eeil!~i ~\c~tali.e (:a. tlnc;:l2ul l,n I~~ Iii! ~mcri ~. ,~~" ,gon:mnll X :si:tlll dO.lTIIlU,1 Y. rll~Mdefirlllna ~ !,Iii !W'll temoo cillll'iuoos~ tiirit, DiI'Ca d\!Rll1iul X atlilea. suturai, e;«;hatia nil lrJ!Iarea elicit ,el I'n~ PlI:tce!liinirosL D[l,mni~oalJ'ii N. folas~ plIIrflUltlll!lrifQ!I;it¢; [arI. I'lil i"{iI!lOJtoflll se ;S!;llm~ cllJ ,e;a ~ faDe i!!t:cst Il'llCfill jXf1!!1'1!1 ca. ailt~1 aJl" rnllpilldli WI :miros ll~pni;ClJJl1. lmEdial pacltoC!nta !Io.1St~ ~j,..<1 ple;rdut tcams. m, fata dOl1lfli$.OO,rei N." asu'fel cfl. aceill§UI iiJ'iiI m:a~1 IJilin.;:a servi COli .Iaxmtrv. Ea Insllsi 1''111 .se ptarftlm:JJ iPec!1ll1ll a tliU fi Nill!tliUi .cili mirn'ili!it ~ilr~!. Dar :i:r:::ea~.:~ mD.ltirv.arVle era CWllt~ 'CllI :at! :ldb3. Am aC~!'Im<lt deja ~ mi~'iilnh: !;'i; in,t'csium:a:li! ertu] de '.atoM er(llk~.

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PSIIHOLOGFA IIROnCLT FEMr~lNE.

AceSla era ffiIOdl!ll ei de r.oa;tisfSicere $eJH1:<!l1:~. Nim~lili Jl!lI. ~~ gande~te li'ltRliiigll! zil Iii ll-Climll.!1 :S~u dS~~3:~ da~'~ <I-'I"e '0 pllilic:m sec:reta h'!:giU~ de ,JlII'tlcti~ a'f:i:ii.~i", Ato'"est mires Uli!t .dlat pe C'.ilt~ll cQmp'J)ollili~!.ll'tli. trebl.l.iil &iailXl ~jalt Sm~ ~dt eel de, :pl'!:m ~1i.iI Id~ p~~ctre ~i .:!l!i!' :redea,ps!l :a,IlJ.oirnpusii: ce] ,d\: m~$llrR de :pro~et:tie. P,c; eele 3i1i1lIi.icll p~e<ips'3, so poa.teel;;pilica u~OJr. La ~O:;:I;l@]a. ell a lzbuc!1I~t iE'it-r·o zu in Iii~ ,And 0 1I':~i;V~ ~ OIVIl!1 'I1;cpliicE:retIi <de BI atra~ :a.1en1ia ~m'Cl~ai~ ifltt,;ul!1l It.!;!)d pCIllbi'l priotNm: f1ll:bJ!~. Dar ea ridtll si de tatlll ,~i, ur,e aC(Jrtla rutiC'~ei ~~f.N!iriii. '0' ,<l~n~ic r~~~ii'!fI. MruSlll:'II de pm~C'!ile V1'QI'I'Cl.l:e;o'I 'illS!! dlfn unn.i'ltollirea. 'I'Mnmc: eitise lin(f"'O carte de ~oall!ii Ci moseul ~e' 'l'o.e~~ selva de dlll§l1ila:n]j Sal p:ri.ntri·ultl mims f!l,~.7:h()lr, !n fiecart- pofSQan'~ care (I c.~cUa sex.liIall ell vedea dUijitlllilllil.uil> de lemut care: vroia S<IJ.U eel p;u,ifl p1!Jtc.:J. s-a' 1t"i~e7.-C bl1lt'lgl I!:ii cellitl!li ,de pro~: eas~iI3t~aI, Ea se <iI~alra ,die ea i1~~ii ~i 1JrI'Iptmrv" oiicl1ru:i (1er.i~·o! 11.1 i:ntiimil:itjii pll'in flltlcti!l pCllibi11 a irn:l.estifluluL Cl!:ci era imp-osibil sa nlrnanilj s.i1'l1!il1llr3. (!.II Uri Ibirb.alt', :11U!i'2l pli'Tncol pe:tllm lIl~virnQ\I!{i1!,ei" !:ndata ee· 'cEtU irfilpreunal C'ate;V;t Illljn;yte.mnctia, ei de mose inlf:il: imediat 'in 8cti~I)"'.

J .a un mOIi!'!~H dial s"a PR.u!~ Ull ~tliiifil<:iIltcl1!idat. imro.(l pells;il!l!il~ sc ~fl~ li[!l! ~n!}dic ci!:t:C 0 'irtgTijcOlJ. ~ntr-<l : .... t. cl a siltnl!ta,'t·(ji. LailiceSt prim 's4i:rut 8J a\i'l1t 00 =,~II%a!tic fOOll:te putcmi.ca • .Era lmp]imirea un.el: HO<S1ialgJi j nJlItr:.:e liI1ultli 'II'reme. :La IlrmiifOOllul :~llurl!!£ COl a tima~ co:rr!.:Plet j~scn!s.ibil[j,; lafel a ,OS! cfmd III <I. fI~d!"Jt:..o. Dar ea III .1111!Je.a pe acest b!tiba~ fQa~ muJt p\~EfiI a nu-l pteJi':d.e 1 se dlrul\!l on dI~ ~e ori vroia el, doe fiec.a:r,e dal~ firi 00.1 mail mie-i Siel[][za~ie. lEi!! !j,imll.lll. StllZ3:tia prurUJl.l a rliU til!Ool'M;iOOrnJta f-em:ei,e~ flii,8i.dtL N!!!mai 0 ~l!Ig~nl d<llti.3 1IIp3,1,iUt U:1l user ~ ibIdo, ,call d Sieafb tn ]'lilt., ~ingi el, Cil'~ Slllles i1il1Wl> I;U SipaW;[e. Elcbea Il' carte ~i ea pUlea, £8. steliJ linli~til1l, mh\.llod !l~·i mi~ilic 1J$CI'l!" spaI:CJle.AfillllC.i a awt 0 .$t'mzathl: rop;ilit'tasc.ii ~~ II) 'um~ de Jiltli!dlJl, D'ar '51Ife.it1!t-el!e ~;at!!: i:Pk:!1thmle Sc1lIll 1Ii'ir3:lItalia de 1.01 (l MOll, la ;'!]!iI!. Cin~ iii OiDseN;lIt ,c;l ii!.lbi~u'l ei mma1za 'in, mg.d C\!IitS1t&iU (;1) alte. femei ~[ 0 tll:~"¢81!& vi:ziLlIiI. a piir::lsU pcll'iliufJeill ell in~ma. pea ~i a vmlt ~ iie lil'ailezll, lla mine.:.

A1iL3I1Im~i.I. II diltla iveani lUI; I~Jcment fo,artc if!!tcresallrt. ll1. copilli!'ic f.uscse vtooie, p~if,i lpentru '()iil~ ~otme. peste m:!l~l!r-.i de c~!:'~ioasii, ooma'IOiisa mo. La penis.hl'n fit<:c.tl:I w! feblll de Ii,elilllmi:i. Dup!l: I) HEft'l de ~'Otie $i'...a fi'I:.c!!lla~illi!l dir1!cl:Qa'!'"e!I ~i :it. aliTh':!i:1lii!llt-lH) CUI ,e-xmil!ric!!Jlar,~ AcC/istil ,iiI :ii~-' tal-I.) f:oortre- mult $ijl, diupl i) flO;(lp£e de iirnwm.(1l>!.\ s-a d:!l~ !;\ IPoof@s:{riam ~i a implo,r,l,lt-o sio pAI!'Ilru>2!1:;! ~i s<'i. mai f'llCc;i anal' (I I;IltmbU imOl}jfoa~ CUI ed. Se: va, sch'mharuHdlimerllal. $i cltlar ll~i1l ~-a kl~:;1)mp'lll:L A deven.h bll~lldi C3. UIlI mi.d, con~~iiJf)d!1){js~, ~!.!!lt:iliQii!.!"c, vitlNoasa. Pc ~u.rt.1I d.e\i'-~'!'lJ~l (I futa moocl.perl:trn i'lI~ga. ~1I1~. PI':of¢$QO!lIra ,0\ lost 'tuiil1iC mmmil:ra de SJucce5ul ei. Sf .totll$i. acest $,1j'Cce.s el ,i.'!iVtlt Cc:li r.I.rmaJl: trool~. Cdc'; .inrJM,a'uQl~r.(1$(#lOOpilutiii 410s" ,tilS,fRIJvi

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Psibologia !emeii!f-igide

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FJs 1Md vioJ'ent. [1i~otDJe3una. am \lazUl! a:piirind !!) !l~·lI,.Q~il greEi in Uiml<l U1Iei ~em(l~eaJ te!l"i'tpii bruE;alc,1 NUrwil[ ifidi'!'~du"liUl.lilc fti<l:lfltl; p1Jtem~ce 8!.!1!Ilt in ,tare d fll.c3.bjifl~ as!:m~nea in,CO'I,'Qj~Tij ale- c"J1i'ac[~ruhlli. t'ilta prcjudiicii., ~i cdc: 'ftlilfte siLabc pol ~uport[l ru:e;\i,t hl.4;m m.ca pOl fl cu .ad:evalll!t: mll::td~a~.e 'tl'! .iI1~ dire~e.llil~ mtailloostli era un carmc1e!' de 0 fCl"I:ii, itJIi~il.ocie. f''e d!tfl_ilif.lra. III dcvenit l!u:l!iSOilna bllfill!ldii ~,1 iI:s<.-'1iIli:U,o[a'fI~. ['m~cstFR1ili CUi lO~le yirtl,lltile, pii: diniitmlti1l. a ,~CSCU!1 s.e;gtil1i1enrul ei de DII.dc,[ll~m:k;fl\a> care' cerea lill;1ertaJte ltilt-e· lrioara $!l frnll lliber ipen.tl1! trot,epa'Silll~ile. Din :Iloesl. oollfUCl't II ret;uUal: 'ruga m Ibo!l'i,la ca sclutie pJ'Q1I!i~od$' ':1!i tettdinta d~ 3rnl~r1:lIwe amalrilor cl)cci.t.ij sle

Iu,·rci.

Dar d~ 'CCf>.'<1, 11s;,I/t O1~a:t de g~Qr cQiiIS'Icln:;.~. tocmal de d.tre- iIIoe.iJs,m pro-

fc:5'0a:r3 ~111 dmp ;ce: 11l C3Z!.1I. alltOi protie'S!Q~tI-e lneerearea ,d~ cmistTln~re ,a~uil1i l~p1et? SQena d~iPli;rtirjl;; de dh'ectOOt'l!:H Ijlnl.n~~(l ch~$tiuneILDupiJi ee S'ia lbrocl.llrat c4t:iv:a ani de dielicme 'il1i:Ni:i eleve model llnd~mllh~, a v~ni'[ ziaa pftrillirii ~ollii. Proftw~f·ai.a, <ilalUl1.t llltl cadloUJ ~ i-a dar un prim ~j lIm.~C 'S'lrnl. ia (l"'Ces1' sdillf a simtilrO dc:r(6uJr:e pe c,are llii ,(1 m,U( simfir-(j nid.·o(jIJ1ii ,if.N1inll~ c# dqa !iCUQ. Atunel! i~3I treCIl[ prim. cap tn!ipi,im6mi'1uru! giil:HI.: ",f"e,/'u!'U .f)unmCZ5Iil Totil.$l ~IU 'I!~H ,"'rJLfml!mX,~!ll,r&·!·'

AiC1:lm ll\t>el!egem com;porhllJllcntul ei, Sa era fndraiOS]~]:m de- ~rof~fIrm " ,iii [n.C,liii'tat ~a ~l1cepUt ~~~i alntgi alxmp!:J pl'in iI!lCiil.~(:[!rrLat1e, Oe:ea I;(; silmilim fBtii.lII.c cd pe COl/)\'f;.i iubi:..m cs,~: 00 o.biOilii l!lJn. prcees alit de oom1pHclU. ineat el pClaW 'ti. roorte &fW 1I:m.1i~I. Un 'h.lcliI!I este ,c:ert. Inl supO'lrUlm irn.difEl:ren~a di'[1 pattcaplilil'SOiUl.eJlor iubite.. C<;piii pm''iI',(i'iici hq,jcYl,o~i: m®iia ~clf\ti!!Qr ~! educa,,,riler diadl nu s'Csize:azi! :iLli)ilfflii din pal1ioo roc. o'~ 'e:d~~O!itQra ~u ~ti a~est IU.CnI" ~.t'0odat~ educali!l s-ar rare m!<li bille! Clci. Slt'1,g1Jlr.!, IInna iimiP'ID:lti!V<I :acesmri iuacuifi I~ Ji;n~~a. !loanri est's tl$mtiitIJ.1,~a sl.IIfielUllu:i RQSnu, Salfllgei~e 1'ii!C-I: de .. "",rm.eazil i!l1cap!t.i'liIal)~ rnn M~la~li mo~, ~acitmt:a no:astfii'l <i. ~l1Icef~IU, ~ a,tmgi :1I~!:iI\!;ia profeso.;w~i prinl IMbullitille ,ei. lEa ,G,1'a G\lid~lt g.t:lloi!lsA 'pelltru ca. pt;'Qf@~'OOra~.rera, 1I~:!:e clcVli:' pc ~iir(! Ie 13ucia, ]i! (l.vidcfl.ti.a: ~!li ~e~lfilile ~!\ filt<J; ·inlf~glli. cliaoo. Peri.cQwl de a Q llie:me ,campIel pi! prof¢Wil:li ,3, ~b'lig<!t-Q :si IlellJ,gU. H~'t ·d:l'\lm. Ahfel,. pirilis;irea :iI~oillui ~u III ti lmpfes:!.;m.at .• 1) aJl@t.. N~rm.ai peliltm ci 0 iui~a pc pliOIfesoar.1 'S'C gindlea. rCil!! sp'li_mal~ ~ihillpsa d'e ill pAirasil ~nstiruti3 " simplil. ilme!);in~,e :!Ifost :s~fieie"'ti pe~HiFl!i 0:. ffl)~~ dim l2a I.MI ah ,om, A.cU:1IIl;; pentrn ea. lUI cxiljirlli dedI 0 c:ate dea attage ate!'1;~a. ~ll)f{!;SQ3i~i 1liIhite" i-reQiui!'! ~l ~e'I'~I!'!I~"m!lt din~ ~le mai bllli'le ,elew, ccea ee .II! reu,'fit.

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:Dillr Jle\'[o~ cllire i!l1ll'e!l. un ,c'!!rue~1!' d'C'Pl'e'SIV" .a fV!>l: il:lte:ll'premtl cO! (I Cl~I1.'Sec<tnt!i·iiI m8stIiIllbiri'i. A",eea~i eO.lfil:lllIl1ie fiIbi! despre cM~ am. lmai vorbi~. ~ F,emc'h. en compill\':t s3d1Qi!s~ fltatill'imp .ci1 SCi masltu1!1i1l. Ab13 'in timpll~ [b!lt~mmtcil s-a imbollrn:i v :iif! Nid un om. flU poare tral f.Im Hbido... mal. ales .ciad. 11".1l: oon.o~l:..1!Jt deja. Vista $i"lil ;~io:rdh,i!l orice\\'alQruFe pelltru ea !;i1 siinuo.idillt.eil. :'I.r f (;0'51' I) :izMvire. Dill dispet'dlf~.poa1e d ar tl reilil~pllt, !Sa 51!! mastt1l:'1be:ze, dar' jurase in r a tIl ~Q(1Jli!.i!i ei sili nu () Iilllal mclllicjodll~ ~:i j lIJ1amilintuil era st1l!nt petjUuel, (I feJilroi[e e!lllil\I~O:a;s.~, Ai:1i~s![~jI';i!l rn.!. prO"venea,. in aoe:st C!l2; diMIIII''''IUii cenmet psli'llIic im:IDI~~lel'lt CUI so~1 ei, Hal iI inbea. n I1'CSpec,tsl " ni em lIeCllt1iGscl~ teare, Smaf plllea. ~~pu.!,!e cli. anesl=zia se diil'Q~ faptu1ll1i oil prin lil1!l~llIfbatie se orl:bi~il:lIIIJise ell! !j)' ~ilta foon'ii de' satisifu.oere, cea allil:O~tkl Hetewero:tlJ5..mii1l .. 1lI1li (I Irml:i kinta. ch::iru:sesc d~s:chis "!Ill ~]~ drum ~j Ubiooliil eli 'Jilupu~l!afl prO"ocpt Iproruml. d ,doli' In lliV{:lul ditllil'isuilli OaT $-i1 ft:it\lumil~ clitarisuluii ci~J"C:'III:e de SiOtJid ei '0' hisw fet;;'e:, Num.ai .P'!'upriite des,e~e p!lItcaupl)oVQl;a ~~bi.d«IIi,] Si orgMtnllll. Olto Adle.i' inr"'irlo'\i'~~!tC~i'itr-Q !!'~:mA:fljei! !i~Ii1J:;t'I]em~S'IUTba.ti~ ~a tum reiese dill cam] unni!tor C?!1lJas dill caltea. sa. Dar aceasul ~Jt'e de asemenea 0 concluzle fa~. Cilici exiista. i1Bull!:c f~Dllaj ,c~re se IfIlIS1l!1rbe~ ~i; tonm~ji ajlmg ]13. tIll 'QI!"-g.a.sm de.p'!i1:1l 11!i~ p3nt:mcru I,. m.al n:IIL1I~.. !1Iti!l& ua Q!'gIIs,m t:I1ii.i! ridi-· cat diX'a~ pe' o eale .!'II!W(lCro:!iid,

Cei C¢ S~ ruasrumemr,i i.l'Mginea'Z!I mtotdreflll,m.a. siitua~ :pe' C<il~ ~r plU:e1'!~'O at:il!lg;e in.realitate·, IDe ~x~.mp[!J: 0, fe,me;ilC' se mfl8~ hltbeazi im3gl:!landlJ-~i un eoit, Ea renulil'~a user la, masturbare dadl. are: prilejl~l ul!)!ui (;o·it~ Alta feme:iese mastllrbea~l!; cu firll:wtasme msi!loohis,~tii. ·G.i..ndliri~e d. SUlilt ~ll'lIlaJt(l;jlieLe;: I!st~'au~cati [p:rilil. ,surpnlld.e:te :~] ".i(!lilata,. i sc pllllU: unc:ah!~in glil:ra, i se ile.agi :miJinile. Ea va ga'Si il!l!tJotde81lilni'aJ c.ea mai fidica,ti s:a.t:isfactie 111 miiiShJroare. Mas.tureaFea ute jii~g.~I"Q forma adecmtda satiifa'c.,fier·e.t s,c:xuale, eel muTh't .. e-,81 poolle: fi ~t[llo~l!I:i,tili die pe.rver;sh,me. ·ceea c:,e ~e ~tlitimplA. in ~'Ie mal lm"e tazul.'L:2 .Dar M'Ufltj mastuliba:rea:in.ce~eazii ~iapme Qig.a.imlJl!!ll deplin in

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.2 ,Cit de fafs im.erprct~ Ki~1\ a;~ca~ti 1~~giI[Lira (Omt Gescho/~cJd,fldJlmdu F"fau: Vh~/a sexuaMtll leme.U •. V'lNlil,g: U~b~ &, ScnwllifZienb i!tg, 1 'f~ltI4. ;p. 364): ~!lJJM:Mii. dj~a.reu_nia. cs!'e [re$i1li de: !i£}lZflrii Se.flU}J.e ~ner:se. Ase.m.e.lle:a :fi:;I1I'I.~i. cJI!Wa1 oo'~atla ,~u.al~ l'iU bA~d mu. Ie produce nid () :p!ilil;ior.c-, :se m~futibeam, !ll: dedou IDI a,l1.i·Or le:sbiorls. selin c]1!: prictonele [tor '~fC.". ElL 11m oo~Sl!nr.l ej ao~tc per"'t1rsi.ul1ii !itI!lt ~llIza .di~UIi!ieij:

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hi ,ag~;)'s:ta oo~s~~ie era CO:Iil$lflc~nta. DI!,li ;a m."".t~tl.!~Midi" ci a nevfiJiZe4 @] 01.:1, i!devlImt honw$e:!(lltl!]e.

Hil!ltj~,roij~ il!.U<I'litat~a ,ej a lOin b.am(j prhl.u~o fiXi~Ue i:n.ftlnuiii~i!

O'l;sup!a[~talw ~i 8!!lUp;r.a dif~Hd()!r e\i\0:.I'Iimell!iil\ trOiIllm.<1![lce aJ~ eopi.Ii.riei ~i hlll Jillli~ea fi eliberata decat 'p]irlt[,'~Q l~d:~]lI]Jg<l!trt, <)!["Ia]iz::li.

A m(le.fH.lil.s,a se m3:stu.il:mz('.; diJTIi n(1)!, 'C~ ,rod~01t~, De~m~ :<IU dlspirutoompl.e;t. ~a :fel ~. ~ilSQln~li:a ~i, ,dtij': ,siu~pwm~: n~roUce.

Dar 1f111lt acy,e!t'lfll nicl un motiv sa lHlpl!tam dlis'p.arelmia masnirbier:iL Cicl ip.wde~mlilo<Jsttipol\1'e.ll!te;$re 'c~ :fIrem.al m.lI.ltii p!icerecalild i~i im.lu,~ti~)ellz~ 10 p.ri.et>ema, dec.iilit' '[n eeiiuleu saturn (!]. Nid 'f~i.e~"iun.e::;! ['IF(id!~li ·de~lrnu ti ~d1)j;{le: pl:~C't!re ~j; ~ee:fliSll'a ~S~e '~Q~mai dov'ada,. D:e(:i d::1!ciig@.s:im in al1l~ilI:n:peza unei f~wei frigide m.!lsturba;rea.;IiliI.'l. alv~m, d:re'f"t!ll.l !r! vedem ~]l aeeasta ori;g]JJic:OII ~11.db1iJru~i. Ad]e. siP~ne: .In muke eazuri de m.a:s'tltuoore org~Hl.~Smu[ fe:ml.t1'l:ll. s-a ohi~nui~cILj ]00111 pe:dfe:ric @ri,g~nar Hiner slesal cI!tcr:i&ul,lLlJl sau al "l3b~1]or, s-a obi.~nul~ aU! Ill_n t.tlllpOI, CI;! 'W!!tI. :!itm, cu () !I!lm~ d.e ~l~ll!!:'~z~rtliri.""" Aoe~UI [Ill ,C;:(ln~ c,"U"nlli.cu 'e~pe:rie!i!ltel]e mele. NIIJ el'!;icslli nici 11,l!.Ji\ klC ]iberaLe~. ZOIi1l<!e;r()J.o gena este lCI'.re~c:rJis,!ii fle prin ,eredilmlt:e~fie p.rlnprirmelre ~mpresii .. Si M~umim~~ kmei fuving aeest dltric-ci s] simtnorIDllIl A...iIter 'i~[[.ro.gl'li c"o".il!.dl!zii.i]~ di!lt!:"·uV) caz: ~~~t]p~ cere ild~~:z; li;~~ral;

6" F. a~3d de <l!nJl ~~ pro'vi~e dil1l~()f~m~He siiniit,o;i~i!,E~ ]fiIsii~i. ~~ iii awt boU sp0CJwl.c. b vAlrstlll dc 9' .mi afollt .a.tins:!i 1l1l :zon~ ge.niltflili ,die, lUi!. bar· h.a,1 de ,circa 50 de Ind. ]!'!iQ:a de<l~l!Ind aJ <l!t'U!~: 0. seit'!~ie: ]'I~J!JmU, $ll OJ. sh"lllit cll S!e. um~e!ile." Aloe!'lte 111UIIliiVJ!lliafi W,l.I repiM3il ti.1I1~1l! de 21"3 'lI'ii~"A'PQ~r..ta, CaN~ 3:1I!e3 dfoC!I ~2 ,a"pil, !I ~:n~!It Ci(,~ IPflJ1Pri!ie ]I!iC~~tn. ~tii.ii all~~ iriilfldd ss(i'L:le3.t(lml Iii ~m I;lnti.p.a!!ii(:: .. i;1I! s-.a dbi:¥!J!.lli~ lIt1!Juc i d()j:.1i 00 fr:~e'ligill.>ea. ~arti~ stangia ~'1;I~y,~i> c~min ~'I'llirnea de lSi]!: 3. ~3biei mk'~ S1fiiingi.,. r .. ~iieJi"Wa cr>!.l.".die: ,ca proeferil'lta pen.il'1(l p~m.ea. M@!1ig.ti. ,~I~1litlI ~ome;'l pl\l"!iili]!, fniru:k:'li ,M e5:tl!; mdtil:1Ja:~~ m!lJi a]s!>sp~ p~:rrtca ~tj1l!ga, de fi.cM~!: data i!i.d~pljlil.\'l,¥tc lilil"lllltc actiulli eli l'l1iu ~"t.ilinga> dl~

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MJ!:'t'lsllrna!(i:ll a "iP~mt fin juru] 'lI',~~i die 14 iU!i.i~1 iii. fO!Jt dJc;~l1I.:Il de :r~,gJ!.l'" hf.t~ p~.~ bi juruJI v(1Jr;o~ei de :n de :'lJlliii, uar mtlotdea!llW)!1 IOlll'eirnit; rdl!lI'CroasiL P:;!!(;lem1:ll se S'tm~~IJ!~;j); sl:ilihiil.3" mill ales ~p'I~J1a stmdli" Noopt~ a\'l~ s~d cOlifWls~v'<! ~u su,,~ ~i'iI' ~omn" A ifllc;e.flUit~l.atm~ ~l1ll!lc b. vjjr;sta ,d~ 22 de ~:Qii. ~. atu!lJ::i, aeeste aeCese lil;IJ slAhk ~l; :31.Ji 1'.nn;l~!1l~rn! m~g;~~(;~Y[!!li .p3!UZ'A; llua.imaon, MC!'l:s:t!Fl!.~~;i a devenir maJ put~n d.w,eft01isii. S-a.m5~aihn t~ll.dilll~ (::~ltN ~~,e~]c,

himii, De~iII~i~ se!lJU~I~ ml !.]I]I Mrb",~ ".foot Q 3d¢"'.::iJraJt~ d~flo.r(j<(l-05§JiI~~~, ,C:IlI(iJili!e:ri; ~r;ut~li'le au d!i$p~~ M~~ic-~tl'§ti!dI. R!;lla~i a , 11 .~ 'in;;tin~e tar,}. gNII.'I~llIl~ • .dar .;iRlr6 W""t\',o, stmz.a!ie.. Spflf? (;'&lmai m~p',li' minml1 a ,It,n, 1ltl .<l'"'liI i'!tStalaoJ tJetl::!a!i'{!! llie! /'fI' ~l,cEl'rcd"i ,tl/~e .. ,irltlr-e. d.e~i ,{Jtft;$(!nl!fJ. ,ern e ... d.r(l$(i :Ht;rnui t~II')"UI"l g1'('(/ r14imr $~ i# .1',r!11 &'" paiSJ~,",f! i.mvr;(f't.(/SJrUtf' $Ii ,rInrlli"eu/.arile, Pnlooel~re~1l:ti~ a:~fit~ll( (:~~ !.lilil b~~bal ~IISQi!. 1;U"1 ~nttf supe(fij!Or., pc eere lli~I'tJci;l! s.ul!i!cer, C~ll:dl rdl!tia. ilil-ii1 1!"I!!j1t, ea a: :51P~t $~. ,PSOa5Ci'i 0 sclJ~m,blI!repe!lIm IlltJ:eS. ~~iil; ~j. Zill.darn.ic, lotl:l~i,Aceia.'1,M .i"m S-a inmm,pfut nkiadufU~ d~~1 dlEl anm ~n~jim:e a fltllll'a~ hI Milti! :il"Jtllme ,GI!I" cI'!'C"!I I {)o b!m!'l~i,. UIlul diIlpl aittu]L A,i,cj e~ de tiClilil:lll"-':Olilll"::Il re;l! riilil par,e '0' ]lrosl~tm.i! ,@lJi~Tm!liita, Il'.i este dc~~ll'ttlt smcer admi~ lato.fililil! ei d:in a.:c:1~] Hlllllll!ent, ~i l!liI !lie l!ilmi.c diLJII. ..mntameatui ;00 'b~tesii j~ ~JiI]~a~ze pecl.inii!l[.iwli£'t'!'ent ClJim, pe pl'i,Cll-en!J1 ~[.

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tfil"l ~i ~a a Wrbarulni. Aceasta se illl't8nlpla. clnd <l1Y~ lee coitus' a posterwro; 00, IlC9 caz"paeiOl;nb lJ,v~ma1'l~ Jibera s.i se m.asrurb~ ][1 tim, ce sepeodll~a. immissio .1~~{$. J)cci ch:iar ~i i'n aCe3s"tii siltu,atie; mllRiI;. ~a,ti~fiwe~ p~ !;aJea obi~n\lj;m" it! mod Cl\u·ioo,. ell atrib""j;c; ¢Ol1JCep\i.a care 'Sl.il prod,us de dc;ma or! Oli~Slru~ mod pr@.gti)l;;~t a ~llllt r.arr.~, ,c:tEldt eu m1!Jl!?i t&i~ m. p@ric:oiullile conCX'p~ie ]Ill caZlod C(1Iiru::ildm'JJ1ei sruisfaceriUor. 'Ctl~iIIi!' cfind (I~~ .sad!!:,f~:ceri, :;V;;8 C-\lm am;uii:tat. au I'GlC pe ao~sWl c~le de d-ouii o-ri indiroct!. E:a. a:wrtJat {lI:nt~ ficial} de d.<rllliii.ori til!, JI.mOl. a. U:da. Fiilil.&i s'l!l.trl:'ifa Gi[eOOlatj dr. e seem-tie, J}\!l!i ,a:leso du~ U[I ,awn :J!lfO'VOC'.!it, s...-a Ilitbt hi m(lcli :oopelal in tr8ililllrl.tmt meiiic<d ~i ell ,ace~'f: ~ii a adus 'IIIl)r03. dcspre ;\lil'lolIl.31i& ei .S'~a!:a. La linc~lIt fCilIrle ne{fericitli eli nimati Ilil:! 0' PQ1I!lt;aj11lta sa simla (,'fl' alteJete in Cf},drul ,.e!d,IIUQr mlIitiral't't. ii!1lp.l'C!'zent: c~t:e rese.llr'llIatl ~j [§i l*IliP~~l st.:uea a~e ea pe ce ... a. 'llIonnl" ,dlJl.p~ ce a C'-Iln(}:~CiJ..f oC,eel p,!t#11 lfi.8.1(!ifje~ ciiri:Jml--e: mel',t;t la Ie.~ ;Cd

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IiOa di&pitr-euniei Idilshnul~azA cele mai importante probleme ale vie~ii :SCXi1.!lSit.!~.

Ce:le mai simple .fb.nrl!~ sunt 'prolOOibi] cele ~n care zone ,erlo,goc itia]ttre au pl1e,IILtSlt rclulde ,~p:r~m.at st~"Ll!<I1" {F!"JelJd)l .. "Zwa ~gemlil cmJlldUicati:lh!ilir~ este S\k1ila~a. ta i~lilieie lit J.ll ¥iJlIll'CJiil()dfi,ld~i. .. 1 De la, eli ~ Com, ~~ alre zose erogeTle, libidoul tte1biUie sa se poati depl.as:i1\ in :maa Pf:O:Pl'iil1~2is genltala. lnrrarea m va.giJ'l ti portio, La eele C3Fot: Sf! mas·tur~ nu mal reusesre acesr m:nsfeli" !$j ~K.ciWl!,ia le~t~fil!.~tlt in mod. durabilllsllivellul cEito.n;sluIUJi. Ar fi Q mft(i$M'¢foorte ~lnilateral.i daci'l, :itm lU!l i!l1 clcmsiiClem.pe doar ditolilsciJI.l ~i ani llt.\gllijEi a[te z;on~ ler(lge~le. :fradl 8pun.e:..Prop'rie'b;1I~en. de :a fi e-rogeni p;[!Inte fi .ata~at6 foaJte biJne

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vol'ha d~~p;~ e rnhibi~i~ JHliI.O~og:ilZi ,~ m: fi trrtihuh s~ tH~ ~nliUmrn~. ESf,f::\i'OIDa mai degCl.bi. de< fa,ptu1. vitlaibil in irnl)~a.gjl natura, Cilirem,eia iii-TIe f)C\lOtC de' Jl1lil~hii $Q~i.c~imN ~j ifI:J'e f!UJ~·e~a ~ .. l.eag) ml~ d~",e.r:lji :pr,iliIf:ndcmti. La oom1iin~ I1ICI\S[ fapt (}~l~ :!'!~H, almufl:at sill j;I=rvcrtit.. :rem~ib: [Ill :pot mt,(!ltdeaUf'lii sii ,dea,g;5i p!'iettllildentul pe Ii:~ai:'e n pwfer:i. ailif tOI:1l1~i. nu. 10 data. e:I,t; :pot sill CIl~.sco,pl;ir!;. d.1.Ca 'ClC'] ern: Ie 't:rucspooe Ii se potriv,e~~~ ~:i (!Iinl puncl de vecil:;r,t se;xuaL r!~ aifa~ de acc:asta, allese;a, elt sUint oompolet ignomllle '~!l prfviil1t[!l, vic~ji :s.c,:;..::t:i~1e- :$i 811111 su.bjugafll'1i d~ j~)tjeC'atiil-e ~i OOfrL'Ve!1;tiiile iill care alll fWit CliCS'C!J11te. .Pe O:Il': '0 1J1litI:" all loate .., pudo15!l'e ~i (I- severitllitc nl:1lfl'Iut.a,le, I)~ de 1l1tii pane, dOlved:e!!c in IUIl:1le C),la, ~fCl d'e i1fenaJli1mila frivo!itale, cl1riar PI'Qt1iIi~lliitll!tt:. Aslful, ba:mat~·i cave a!!J d~stop'eriit d l!l'lutrefem-ei Ji!Ui ;runt chiar ,i1itat defti'l{oh~p@: cih

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"Daca ",oolizam mrr,ebare~. d:espre lipsa i,nstioctulu;ii seKlIsl". scr,~e un c:on~!jpoli'd~liil medical bine li:'ifor.mat,,,tr-ebuic: sa acord!l:m f~rlie ,u~inii, ililCorMe~$ ~'fi!'m;il:tm,OF ,d:e-sp:m a:cea:sUi abseiii~li, c!ld muhe f'emei se U!m sa :~1!tI1!Q<lSci pfC7'..Ill1i13 lac~~liifl~i:m::t, IPllmtru d se tem ea diD ~cNni. C:mI~ SH, IIIYI fiie; illlclll!.SC il1l1t,o c.ate.l§o;Tt~I1iiI!li jO®S!, «:necuuU:ID>.. Slinl convi~'5, de ~S-eiltU:i1~ ,ell aflll.cfflO!! SltUde[U.e~or Ita 1I!1~~!'~i'ititll se cxpf.idi'l1 fO'ndprin "ialt, sexui!;1~ t!;<J""n: face' femeile l1!elji!lt~li~e, De asem~llea, ,ex.1t:aQrd~n31':1\ pru~Tiep'e call'e ~~Ic ;(I rae :ill iOlsa !!Ii iv,ca:la ciiteodattl ill ,~([Ingl mVAiI\\milnrului CO:lfU!lfII St ~~plicli pn.III 3CJe3iUi cawi." (liiav-elocl( Bills: Senza/l:a, ~uQ.lal'.

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X, 39 de "n,~> ~i)1I varMa! de l5 ani a fOSlt deHornila de· um Mrb~ ~e care au l-a 'm~iI,i'Mul Ilidod!af~~ elsl .dieAiom!leii, aul~at do:ill' ill'!il'll:'es'ii :n\i;P'~(:;t~te., Coj,tu[ rn.ccroat U\;ti t:lr-Z'ilJl 1:1.1. UII. I'an~r a prod!l!!' pl:a~e (il'sp[illlli, Dupu ce ill:l!~re tim_P;flj tkll't 'curlr;J¥i.n'ti C~ mal rm,t'liti ~Qa:~, Ia. !iI\IIrsUi de l8 ill!,!"! ,<Ii WI!~111 0 kme±e eaR i·a devcnut intit1i3 Si caee ul.a1m~~ s&lii. AtilJl.g$J¢ll n prod,u«a im0cUat 'UI mari: ~dsfuotjic:. La SC'1!Iriltil11lP dil1ll'i a~ta, .s-a iPrlldlilSi CUlJflilitWiS. D-e; 'lCllJ:n iDint,~. X mll a. rna.) gasit Iilic~oda[! satj:s;f~ctic ill reilatiia c;u UII biimat, Q~ mum.ilii. prm!e1 h.QiliOSel::-ual. [}c 8 Ilinli b:li~Jlle il;npu"c"u1)lii, ell plie'llm.ll! ci :~~ ~ slitisfac redproc...

DO"mni~Ha x.. in IP:r~zPtlit de 23 de :Blili"la \I·iirr:sta. de 1:S :aroij lila vi!rful psme:i b, 'I'~(~4m imll!i',M"j~. piC: iWfliCt it1il.1Jdl(cl.Ji,u:ril~) mult pl:\~ p!foosta 1$11 ~i ~magiiM:reulli membru~ de.~i ,dela "heftiit~: auzea ell 'vhaula IC!Jit de driifiit ~lbulj:e ~~ fit s~ aI lUll. rfllil~, plimnll coit ~~i!. allut Iii!. vi:n;1a de 17 ,aJUl $; U rll;!c-ea ii'Mit !i~ se S~Nt.e" ,ca.rr ~ii :sil. l1~\lIii I~'tiit (S!ll~!sl!l'C~,tiQlr) Gill 1og,odit~Ci1JI ci" .~ '~ d:cspi1lr;tire[!. di:n CjjI.l.Z8 diis;pucLeJior. La viint:;l! ~ 201 de am a aplnn lendi~nta. catre prujlfllJl ~£x. (ji de: 8.ClIitll se sMi sfi,c~ ell pril:llelle, jerilifM (l.'lI~r;(Je a!Jpre:ssUIII~ ~r ad b:wnil:a,U'I:! X. q!mmltJfw,e,c c.lm.ll~ll,"g:us ja.cU. Nil m..al s~mie liIici I) 'mcHfill,1i,e cMire Mtil<ll!lli ~i md_,e (;4 IiLU ar fi ytisracu.t~ d~ WI MlJ'bat D~ci prilri t_1:I/Iiii'll'l,lgUS, Cal!ld! era oOil'li. prctltrra jocul'I1e dl~ baf:et~~i hldel1l1inell cu. Iphkere

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"Pl'lilll. sirnare-a el, :roM ,iiIII!ala, 13 fel ell: ~i w~a iblllC<lllI", tsk: poltrivi!r.i, :sA mij,hxca~~1 S1J1jnij i[iir~:3. se:ro:uaiiut'!ii ,Pi;: lillie ·p.1l!'lcljr Cm']10131le. Tr,~bu~e $A c;;c. d'em ci\ aeeste ,a!1i ale't;Ol"plllui 2lViCaU 0 foam,;.liWlire impC(I"i'aJ]ta er()gCIiI~.,odgiHam, ell lllJ!l:tnrilil IPsibal1!ali:Zcii aflilim apoi, nill niT<id mil-are. 00 til'liI:QSoftiifllliiri sIJfllIfi til moo illirmal excita;lme srr'i:Il?!le j;'IJO'vcniiln dill aceasl:o'i di~cJic 6i cal .e.e' d~ aJ;;C1!ili ZIOr!ii riimiilIDe 0 pa.I1I'i: impOiIil<mttl. de IlXd~ahlltililre gCli'i~taia. Alit de d~,sele tl,lilB,\iluiiJri il1lt-sdnallc ale oopiJ:.mei se ll'.lgriljesc sa ltlUI ll:p5ea;!,1c!lI, .ZOool lint,en~e e~(,rtatH. Cati'i!1l~1 i.1I.~~ltffi1lli!1'\'\\ifSt8 cea ml'ii fnged! fact':; c~pilu~ ({!tel'. VOS», cum se ;!lPIIIitC; ill. rmho]rn4vdooll il~!Qtid de Jimil 'Iiirziu. ,~I e."ll:erciili I) ililtlllion1!1 ii!e((~rmllilaJU,! ~sUPr:il 1l!'!'I[JlTe~iei ::'l~mptom;uQlogi.ce ,iI mi!vm:zei. c-Ilif,(!i81 iii pun.e Jill dhpoziltile. intrea.ga .@~ma d.c.lll;Jlllmmi. ini:eSl:inalle~ tn. ~l;a Oil: pl'i",e~tc imjpOlFt.lm[a erogC!l1ii, a zenel arude, COllSCTVllt! eel putin h,t r- e f«nlJii. mcdHicati'i. nu troblllie d ~1I1i!irn 1'[1 uiis i!lAuenlJll ~t!lttt;llroi:z.iLOO' •. Ciircm vedleili m.ediiciM i-a a-trtbuir atiirt d!e ~lIIllt:3 inSlemnaihl!ie in ~Ii';licarell. $~all"~Im" iilJ!:yrot!et:. ,.

.,Copiii. Clue ipn;di~ de irilt'.dIbilitat,e-a 'erogcn3. 'iI. nmci anali;. se tradea-li pr,io a.c;:e~ eli Ire!!" mascle die ItruUtrH r~a[c piina cand atl,lFlilJulawa llC!;.'SIQ:m Pl'woaca. p~rtQtiIltoc OOll1t"ll&,ili 111U~lJlafe ~l, ti'C(:an.d p£.in ll!j!!~S. P!!lt' sii, ,e~eR!:ik;, 1) ~lU~mic:ii 'i!xclta\ie a mllc(ili9~q;L ProbabH ea atUl!lci. ,a.I![Il"!"i de sefllzatili'l ~roar>il, se oVliI!I1gl! :li'I (I ses"lZ:llU~ ,d,¢V()InJ,pm~e. U nu] di~\ t:¢lc mal. 'Woe semlilt pm.wSitriJto!IfC a]~ c;imliillll<n~ci sa~l uervo:zit1iJ~~i de ma~ ~il;l e;s;te, ~cruZilI sugM"U'lui ·ik a-iii goli ilJltcstircele e:3!oo e;st.e ii~~t pe Qall dect aWtlCi eiM OOre.it~ ~W 'care ~l illv,lje~te;, el fC1.WV"ilil!t:!.>a.:s~. firnotie penl:Jru prOPlllia: sa dbrin_\~. EIIIIU, [ti.c~ ;a.C~<lSta pe:ntru n~i mn:!~dari ,a~tl!<rn1Jtlill> 'Ct .'!!l1ta ,dO.llr ~ii nlil~i ;SoC:fl.pC p1'mllfui de pUot!r'l; :SC-ClI.lild.a.t ~f;;;~i~·cu 4;)~a defecaticL in sd.i!llb', 'OOl.lc!i'itorn~ g!luCCfte a.de'l,Iarnl aNnci cailld iii rrulll~te raii pc ilisClm.en:ea copli care i~i {{:>l1JS.)'Jondaii Ire" lilwile" .

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Doalllrul W. N. t:slic c.asModtA de '1 ant ;~i ]\l.lativ inJoliIsilillJa. :In p~a. da 10'.g,QJnei ea. a: fll.Slt: foart'e &s putemic e~cilllt3'!;«lid~, imbi,ti$ilirUe ~il!iIlici.le mmirfeSitliLri <il~'to'Indrefie." mat ales mmgaierile ,~i deZllil!i@r:diirik~ Li ft\.I;~au. fO:il..rle biae, [11. t.iJ1l1pt]11 "oHub,d, ea era oComplet jlt'lsensjbH~. B:tib.aml, in mod vi!Zibil. de (I ,cali~a:E:e imf-erioarll clio:) tip, psihQJllt, :11 'r~n~ d~ Ila. 'iiiCI;iJlurh,d ciis~t.Grici fl(lart'e zg$rolt ill !'!lbg:ili«l.. Ea :3iFe trci, oopii" p~ ,Gaft;:' [i dartal'e'.a:z! aClilllui: :sexJual plfOdug 00 datll. P('l ::lilil!. /tr: Jm!.ll1!la [;'" ilC'!U1 slZ.X!ua] daoo sO'ruil eli ar fi ts:ndm Clfl ea ~i ar m:mgiiia.,o. A~i!Jsta, form!!. ifilfr;)JfJtilii die b~l]jeficiu ,de· pl!iicerevaloreaza pan'~tll ~3 eel mlli 11l'H.I]r dintre tQ!!lte ronnele de an (mll1:J.t(/:i. :[fl~illl!e~t'~ :a.puiuJI

] L5Ch.lrn unei o:p~ CI!_]nescma DO'ul. elire IIldalll)¢~~ mnta iublrii, ~o'\it'd\:$-re cl in; ~ priv~~;,e w;S amll'llr/i ,cullum. mod.erni IIr Inlll.e<l. '11l'i'!1a mutt de 1ft ~~i veehi, in :sp;ciial de i!'l Ih~rnd~L AstM .. ill Ktr'y.r¥I({~~Jla: Anan§a:fil!ll,gtI, 'e.'! Ci\l:li'l~ sat1i5Clltiii dlil iliritBrc a ]Illiirii (s£'O'., xvr). (puolicait3, de cilre Or. lfi'ie(l, Ga!!'IulJIl Vorbetg w ~He indhislfJ. p.cnlru un cc<Ji"C KSlmm: de lIibon~tiJ. se lfis-.eil~ III p. :s.~ !.Mil rr~mcffiT foa!1te: 8emmf'iC3t~V., lCa~e c~lkw: ~ilc'!lM!ri fi:nwamClllale: .. If,cm<il<l d.1o,~ iGli !!JfOca_.i't imp!l'OOl1tilTea tJi"iJIpeasc:{§ ~I ,o:t:sle n:mii \lI;or die s3tisliwt jill speci:all in iIlmlaioa:re.le l:2 Ile:rii,)~: ]. Cilld ,~.w: Qbosill:l de mus sml eplIi~ijid)~ UI1 aei7CJi~t11 :liiZic; 2. Dl.lpi o perio~~ mai m;;!r-c ill: absentl ii relaf,iillm :s.exusle C~It'ljrQr;alt~ 3" La () IU!Ilai d\l~ I'i<l!$terl::'; 4. ill' ~!!mpulpriwC:hi;f 11lIDi] de: ~lI.l:'Ciin~.;, s:. and (if/;? ,fri-f/d. obc$ji~'d S,! StJm· ~Q'O,Q,~~"; ,6. IDILI;P! WlI ac:eesde f'~b~:B rt:Z1il!i1t(ll'l!t; oJ', ICil'l1d 'c;ste bille o:ispu&l 5a1l I!fudid; ;8, Ca,nd. es.:e '::l'itr-aut':dii!:1;(1r de 'I"CStJi1i, $1 liIiullliJmWl; 9" }medial( inai'n#! ~j dUI~ mC'J!j'lnl'~lfi:f; l Q, Tlbfi~!t fe!t. ,cllip;!i primw a<ct immail; ]1]. In nm~{i ~'lf pc.rit,)'IuJ.ft dt prima'lla1'li; 12:, Caliri MIl. fur~e,:iJ ~ plofEd esle Il~or pcnm.. birID:u Si~ 0' r-tt~ ·pe fChlllei\!: d&ci!~. 0 ob~!Em,li~ ase.mao.alwre· despreefee-ml :fur.nut'il~j ~ra se:\:llallf~lji f;'::lfteh ~ glse5ite 1~ V~fEilitls ~:I.I1J. CaS1lln(wa..

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F~!1'I-CJII, c~ P&_11I_:il iiWitci em 11Ii!'I"'!,I'Qasa ~j S<1.d~~re:i de·ag_ornfQbie." a piirn<. ,Q.U dU[p.il,c.atc-va !\ln~i kiil!l.e tulm)ri\riil~. B~b~mllJlll!'e sii. accepte re:latia, cld nu-l {!'i~ [Ii~J:~d,iatt8: greuJ!iirli ~i U ;ilj'i;!:lii ni.ci llrrmii di~ ,brelMie:. AvalltOl;jcloe: CG:intl!!li anal, c;l!llpil. ~, el, lil!IlIt: nu !.Fc:ib1:lie sa se mai ~aml'Ji de s:lil'iCi.m~i !illii~'lIe\1 C$I~ In:l'ii:iilt mai mTI.IIr-e.. :~~IC: lm:eS!1i! door obil;nrunl8 ctl 'O~:iI ee jtiIJ :me;g~t era respinsMQr.-,

UFiin!'eI)~!sIIn.t carz; deiltS'cuibilill!!e es~ 'Um!:tm-um: Q feull!.ie de 25 Ii[;e: 1~'ip'oili"~~1'e ,ei'e8t:e QO~pil~t :inseoo.ibilli.ill reJfaliia conjll'gillil. ~~ iu~te s~J ~il all 0, (:Q['Iiccie ftri!;lrta. [ncii. mu II mstalt j'f.l11re ei (I ualill! ~Ill(pootm!'a" BiiribamJ se pl'i!l!lg.~ OO<!!" c~ ea. e5t.e nesimtitol,n:oe ~;i roe>te.

laii:nJ~rreb;!lre,Et ooc.a. m.I. a 3/lOUt 1illicioollliii. !llTgasm ]I'$!llillibt!C ,~ a ,00ViUt 0- uIl.a1i;e C'II p.atrQli~1 ,Ia eMc ,Oil fQst iln.terlQT aIt'Ig,'ijaJtiL E] lUI 3. adns,.(l l'liici:Qd.at~, d:(l;!i[ 0 strilll!S,eat ptlterl!l.t1:, pu,nimJlU-1i f.IIIc~ru.1 si,1Ii in m!njlJ_ La! alceasta ell Slim~a in~otdeinma nlll Qrg:asm violent pcntrn oea.1rRt{lt<kau...n...a {I e:xcila p:1!Ik!mic Pndul,coostDin8~1iui S~: gat'l~ d dac~ l1u·i face !lli='''~lIi: pe pjac-, va fi c.'O"I'i~. odia1ii $i V<Jj rim'~m ~omeJa. ldeeiii ci ,e-s-Ie lo:J1ittH 'ii decLan~i1 cell ifImj P:l.!l!.e!"~ iliic Oi';g,aSIm" S~ !:!i'!!l1SnI.'l'beiizi -eu fant~smi!! ciii e.lUI: vjIGJa~:Bi :)it ajiUi1iige .iiiPoi: la orga5l'i1. (D'l!IpAi princi~iU!1:: pl~~CJe' farIi vinii). Ba i~i dore\lte ea. "i :s«ul !!i. sa IU1 00 il'ltlrebt~ samll fie al~~ !!r~' b'li:lfildl CUI e,a:. el .s!i (I la en violent1, in c01m]1 CU, :~tlJ~ e:i are \tIIi ~rg .. :sm.r IGOi:P [~i ima~ineaza ca I,!Illbiir:!lIat pUI~mk ma:i i~n mgtl 0' is fflr:i slj,c' jnt.r~!:le; iliStf~!l illlci.~ n1!I S-{l.~te apiiira. C!J ~imi~ d~e:ntli.in!lnt, POWSti~:t"C'~ c:a: 'l'tai:e1Ii1"~ mai ma:..r>e a Ilii!CeH:at 00 dalfl~. 0 violeile.. Ea aV¢fll6 <Uti :Iii emu, sm8Ur,i a;~, E!.!1~1 ill-a pufut aparn, dar· Bfll!lI!"it (W ~(;itat, !fJcatlUl Iii ,uru~' ~j8¢ula !kelt nUHI<Ji inter /etJlOl'I1'. Af!lI~liti!;ea ,il{;Cstti j'llti.mplia:r1 ,il do. !',i!ita e,al ,t-a d s.e l'I!peii;!! .!l! ,de~llIilma!t f'Orntiili ei ~pecifi~ de ci1il~.a,re ~pli\c$r~ii" I'ntmci~ ~Ii il['liliiiliiW'l~ 'it! :fim~~mch~ eii ,i!p~rea.'lI. into1cl1~aIU]al ca 'vil!)~3Jtori Ib~hbati mail lin vm!lr~ ~~ pentrn ca ea. Slil ri1l.-a§os~e.t III moo regullat delo~"i ~fii. !:S:te l:I~r • ~nte~\es' oonuiOl]la Col :Ie pLlallt: ,pllQblelfl(!l tiiiei (bUIl!i illf!!:llmt:! iirneesruoo~ fait! de tata. i:i VIlli, ]11 minte ~~,a .• JIlIIt13smc'· itUollh,!i'lma du.pili JeC1l1m t;flpit.olullii ,clCspt\L'l Loth :~i 'fiioo!e S!1~e. Df! a'~mrn.eill. ea. iegr.:lta c1 irooflil] ei. es(", atit de tiililib". Ar f1. i:rdbUib !iii s:e cJiltliil:Ofei.Scli tU UIl: d'omll mal t{l viirsll. Nu C¢il'ibtlllazH ,~ibLl p~mliLl~. ~. f:lPNI d~ it 'f! sl.rfu'l:'la p,lllemk p(la'tc :s?i d~d".n .. $1!l!Ee mgasiIiuil.

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Cail1ih1Jdr!.i!oere is Viill\'a ,ea Se)IliJiilda mar.turi se ana (lrimtbl iiil!d~ dent eonsumet eu fTateJ(, el ~i care eorespunde .ttl mod vtz:ibil unei v~h~ ... ,(i;lIIltas.mea vialului",

Esbe () veche e:ltpetient~ IcaViiOa¢!lita I1i~CIlHna" bJti.u~. ordiil1elile'. mama. pot ,excita sexual femeia §J !lUlU cluar 01 condifie a iubil'ii. UiJele mest~ii se Pilt explica P!ril' lipsa ·\~johm~i. AceS1!:~ femei <l!U a'!;l~l in gen,eJ;;alw tate. [rasciJbil ~i f-o.arte Siever iii 00 fost bitulle mar [I)copi-, lArie.

Exlr:ag o interesanta coolOiihl!l.lie ullpra psilIio11ogitri lInes'l:ez.i~j feD1!Jini!:1ie din billietCl,UlOlS:CUllla eane a btl Kndit-Eb:iOl,g. [lin F.lag;cil~utll sa/ulis de PauUini:s (prJi:maedi,ie Iii! 1:69'8, noua editjle:, Stuttgart, 1847)~ el cit~ urrmi1Jo:rul p;t~aj tOa1l1e car.i.C~J1iristic:

",&ist!! unele lm'ti:tmi. in spe;;;:i~l. pe:_.rsanii ~i nl:iiii (~i Inali a"e.~ 1iemeHe) C<I.!"e- accepHi M!aiLe ca semn particular de hlibire ~J fR'"'II'O<I[lIi:'. In :mud[ s:p,ec10l1 ffcmooe ruse 'il:pl1oa,pe cA nu sunr vesele ,!!i,i blue djspll.l!l,e dccll't aU.!l'!cli dlrtd au primit de la Iba:rhatii 10f bal:ai bane, ,a:sa cum explilcf! j:ubann ]3,a:t¢: !a!l'u,'i, iIlitl~(l, C ulldaJltSii;s.toifle. tin g~TmiiII 'lrlti'i.ltI11 Jord~!!'Io a IPi!ec<'!t 'w, Mo~c()v:a ~i} pen~m cill i-a pltcllt ~ra" s-a stHbilit acolo ~i s-a dsa~oIit euo nl;soaici pe cjf:lre 0 iubea dim ~Qt :suf]etul ;I, CU (:ilI!r0 era 8Jmabil ~1'I. t'Oaltepliivlnle-]e.. En arAta. MiS! '[nta'l:deaJtwa irtorunta'ta. phx:a llIJiyill~<li ~ se v,~it~. Biirban1'l vm:ia 'sa f,iti~ de ee, cicl e!l tl'lliii pulea da &C@miil ee-i Hps~~¥t'e. [Ell :ajmbriti~at:~o ~.i a" ruga-roo lia-I ierte dao1limri s!'l~t~e ~i d~]'Ig~etiw. 011 Or(lil5a'HJ. eaci ell nil vrea s!'l aemal !)ep~ll~ ~a, eeva, Nu-mi lip$~~t~ !}i;mle. a :fost raspunsul. decAt b~~ilJt> car,e. esse, p'lJtrivnt cu obicel!lI] din talr:~ mea, I1d,ev,iratui semn ail. ilUibirii. Joma,p a ~nut mrlll'te aeest Qbicci ,ii 1,>-31 fumiUaiiZi,t co el, iax de atnnci :fecmejaJ a mOqlll:~ 8:&-" iuheasca dlinto'b: sufli~tuJ. 0 ~S1torie .asemiinaroare POi\i'~1te~te Peter PClltru.US, dJespre EdeslJind. C~ completaKai ci. Mcbiillt]~. ilmediat dUiP~ ~bijtam.prh~trea:ke IUfls-he indl!>pell1sabi~~. i~i procuri! ~i '1[;111 Mel.

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,AjI:l!:1lg,em: aeum ~a mat-ell,gmlpi de C8:lillln de dispa.felllllie h1 care intl!uenta psil1ica lnlpiiooicaa:pal'i~ja orgasmuiLld. intrebare:a ooci I] fnlci~ I~ n,ascura ase'x:u~!]a. nu jinb'a, aid iii disel!ltie~ Eu nu am vill'll.it 'IiIl,d un lU)elllel'lea caz ~j <lllt{ilTi] ~a!ie 1J descr~u nl..lS!ll lrrU:ra"l: tn cen> etaJie<l ~llaUtici llIl.ai 3tf\1l11.nuntit.! a !:;;t'ZulIlL nacaar ,apirc!:! un as~mem;a. eu, (!l ar oonts C1j 0 rru.rnSUt!O!Zi.t.at:e a[latom(l~p~~ologici_ Dar noi .H1l v·OI'bim mid d\es~re e!l:..eep!i.H. Nil \t'fe'@t:I sa neg c~ rnrl[.dlllLm fe!rnl!It~ ~Ii fettl ~,ii~ :PO'lf :sli n.N fI. d:O'\l'cd,]f l1Ii,cioa:a.M !.!Xisl:etlJta illstinctIJII.li. Dilr e"p0- rn~a mea. :m~ i~lJ;'alla (:6. esn:e v"OrOO num!l.i. desp!e UI! Hbjdo ma$C3!t, ci ~frlS!Hnct.ul ~t'e In"totdoeauiOOi d_i.g!ponibi~ ci :el est~ f]l'{arl <lSUjp'f';3l !.:IDe! J)!;lrliQame Q3reca:re (Ulli, frate, unchi, pro,fe:sor. mama, ,!jQti) ~ii cd ,eJ ~fl e!!:pri,rJi'!.'A nt:lmai Slii.bHm.at ~a11l ~['l,t~Q ,altu fOfi1l13. ~r~ Iitu e~>le ne]]ni~ito~-

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re pentru -con~tiinta., Dan: iI.CILl.m \lo'i'lbim despre ,c8!zurile in care instinc· ml.esle !ieoo.moscll.l:t~illlr aibS'e!1~ org;as.ml.l!J~i le~te resim;i,1i C8! e lip.s-a. Cele ma.i si.mph~ ca1.uri s:unt p.robabii eele in care oa~tepta,re a..nxioasii im,li!edici. apal"itil) oJ'~sm1iilui.

IDe cdr; :W1i mrtiUlbe OJL~ fem~ile se pH11!l;~ di teama de s;)!1r~]ni este atat de mare, imcat se if1!tl!F'cal(!:a:dl l!l!llQtdeauna iRitre libido ~i deelaasarea re:ft~d ~ o.l'gillSmJului. A,cea:s~a t,eama pO'<:l.te fi 'CI)!liIph~it -coin!\ltiienta ~i ~ expdma, de e:xe-m:plll, pfilt ... Il!wliltai sa. mil se [ntample ni.mk'· :$;'U!l ,,[Iumai sa nu !jIiibiii 'UJ1l'ii.i"" do:r ea ]loa1ie, is fel ca Tn 'C8ZI.d impote.~~ei. ps:itdoe a bilril:atllh.ri, sa. paDdeasca fn spatele COllJ\,tii(l1ei. Prin aeeasta 1:'11Jl 1i!Tlt:i'illil ~il spun c!, teama este incol1i!j!t~enttiii. pentru c-a opllil:i.iie mete asupra fr~cve:m~i ~i mocallli51it'¥ului p,;,illiic al pt,()cese](lr' i!:lc;(I~tienille S:.1l sclii:irnb~,t fearte :mu.lit. Dar eaeste .,1lI1amtide ClOIl~ti:il]ti:t· sau pii:lIIde~tedill fllndahd CO(Dit~ii.ntei. .Prim urmare, llI1i.ulilie femei !iii f-e!!e ered <Cal orgasmul se ,afiii. io [ielati.e Cit grnvjdita'lea,Muibe !I;:;o!,perien<te 0 devedese, d~u' ei!i:j)erien,a ar;ati. §l coanariul, Ki:sclt Sp1!!nC'

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(p, 3,(4) ",D,e iO' m.~re ~m:poriUU1!llllli se pare [~~~l'!J"':fl! diS'pa<l!'etilil:i~i Ci.D. ;s.wiNt(l{g4 fiim1eii Ma (1.11.1'1\ am men~l.OlI.:at deja, de 'cele mai roul!~ on mliidl¢tll obs'efva disp;jJre~.milil. ~l!i1iL4 este legati de stermt.a;te, BaFba,1u][ s~ 1P:lii1~gc de friig:id.~t.a!t¢a so~'ie,i Sillle ca de ,0 (~~ruz' iii ~teriHliFi ~aill fe:iIi:eu& iixpli[·ci difLu (iS~ sati:s:tlicl!lft:i. S~IJ!lJ ~i de· acec;lI lilll CQI'iiC¢Pi!:. hi 1faP,~, di$pI1n!111i1J!l ~i s,tedi iwtea p~r .si fi~ il'lillr'-O ctoililc.idenli alit de u21ll'iimaJl'c, ioc:a~' pe barz:a ,ob!>'e,;vm;ii let' melle' refefi~oar~ 11'1 aceasta am !P:UWi£ 'SiB, r,e.cDii09C Iii mod cI.sr e rolilltt-s eliologil::a. eel putin il'l,tr-lf.lII 3!l1l!.'lljtlUlllll,li;r de ~U1,hti, Din 69' de feme~ .SiM!rifte la -ca:1i'e am C·X{lI·' m~m~l dispawuli'lla., aee.as1!i S1111ii!:~ie tr.li de;mli:lxl!i!uaIbU:lIi 'inl 26 de cazu_ri, deci proPllrlli.a est'G ~ }8%. Duncan ml!:.litfio,ne-.azi ell d~n. ~9] de fCl'l'tei sterile.. 61 erau lipsjte de JlM.co~e $eltll3lit Excilta.1ila se:;::l~U! !lIfet1i'rlltji in. timplil corwluil :pa:re a flU :fi iif(![.evamtii ~Iltnt reT-lIliarul fecl.mdirii. elici; du,pa ~u.m ~dm, sen· zl!i~i<lck pT:l.oere· d«:lal~~:caz.j actiW'li ,~ab:ie ]n.wb:ul gcllitil l~re'fIlVQlTb::eiI%i l\~nere~ ~pem:LCi itl.ru:es!a ;(jOt tmtsmiletei1l ~i mal departc, ~!I lnt~l!irea in utL;::~' ~ ~ 'ill ut«. putal1d[ sii iP,ooacii i!?l tr~l!IosfQ:~ri Ide Slet;retiei ,ce..l'V:ic;de ,c;rre 'il:l!l'~"esc httrauea spenna~Q1aOi;;::i]0< in Wier.'" Mlilii. d~@tW., ~Ili P" 354·3'~S:: ~.Prim1 f1l(PW11 cj ferneia 1!:!fidiela e(flnicepeeu 1Hbiitu~ d, ~i !l!.!l-gy ~tm ~IN 11 ~~te '~n.gji'f~mi. l1eJati~ disp!!u,e:ullt~ clo,\,\ed@~~e h~,flW:lnta fi1S\!pnI sl:erUitilii,Oe ~~t;l~nea. ~te:ri'liItlatea ~. doi so,ise'p():~,re c"p~li'iII p;rin ~eas~ di.spwnmill:' (~c.ill diurmumlL¢ sexl![el!,): eiii dlCl:i 'Iriiesc lilnP~\lI'i~ inu'~ Icas!1iti-e hifenila, in ~imp ce" d!!;~~ s.e despl.1irt ~i ~.(!; meji:sii~'C, fiecc-ooI'C pl1ln(!; :s.c va lbm-um loom de f~il~."t~a noii

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Veder[l aid ~[}:fert~rnlt;lItea. ]egati de eea mm nwl'e ftenezie amoroasi, hachiar de celmai ridieat org.as\m" III 1iitil'liP ce imbrii~~are .. l['Pc~ sir! de v1olupt:l!,tl!" din p'liirrea 501\uiui ,P'J"o,d1!l!Ct;;;),- imediat ge:statie, ]n senimb. tontabihl Itll~lf:turis~ c.a 0[1 a s'~m~:it decaf d!Uferi~ ,0 maxie ~it.r~ie ,$[ 01) ,se~'Za~ie pliilculil de friqi!wi'ie, Nu aajufls La Q:r~!l$m deciilt 8!tl!uJ)ci ,ciiud en d~j.a ilfj\Sircinati.Nu se teme-a de I1Jir:rnAW. $tia d iabitul ei va avea gdja de ea, Sep11lil~a, 'b!':!oura netu]t~I.I:fillta"

fatptl,d ci eel mai ridicat o.gasm mmii.n~ adesea Bra eonceptie poa:!Ie fi.l'n ~egatum cu Ur:m8:toaflele:iinb'llllcd'lpellisut m:inge: ,oliiti(:[\ll e.X1ie.tti1 al urerului, prm m~:~cari~e de pl'i:i!lJdete ~i Bi$pil~r(;l ~J~ 'wt'emillui. SPfolnttfj este tr~miEij, ~n caJvitlU,ea. uteriu;). naca aeest COOlW.c1t direct nu are toe pentri.] d p,ellisul eSilll: JlI1~3 m~c SiilllJ, ut~l esre dlep.laS8l" Ill] ,orgasm pUk.mic p()<tl,e anmca ,spenna, in a:faJa \I~Glliu~III'i" i(]lsCh ICliecle Icor.lU'3,l'iJUL E] exp]icQ. &ou~erefl Sl,~~;i ~'rin lipsa. orgasmu]ui,1

I $i R-ohled~r ~pllci !!WlPri1iliZiloarea s:curgtli¢ mpidlil. ;J. SlllenII.ti pnln ~iflS3 IiIrgas.mull-gi, d,ci Ilop5e.li.l: eOrl~mlctiHe tiliI1!I!icu~atlJ1rili w~~ll!llc. ~~I peclI1'(: I-tun ~lBl.at aid ~,i she ooservatii. ale m~ll!} 1t1!!1 ~1i1!i:li~mil ace~tilii:i!:p~icilllilil. Din contJ;i,! A.CiOJO Ul'Lde s,p~m~a :S~ S>C'~rge .~ l'cpede, em e~r,e nimisal ,afar:§. prllll;lootr:a,c;tiih:

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OIl 11m Oirga'SH1 si proieclia cunwl.sh'll. La sfatlil meu, IbBrba~1:Il a ]t1oor .. ·cu 1m. it] do\i]~ Coat. & ajl~ngea Mereu na ail:;e.lil~i jQC. Pie lmga aceasb .. f~ne~a se masnub<l, zilnic ~i Ic~teod!tlta de !l111i. Hud~o,ri rad p.re-jlldiclIU.Ei:1J av~a numero~iamilli p~mtru d vroia I1ea;pam! un copH $.i st:afe3~(ii d,sj~ se [il]'v'eCl~:rua en Idmf()<mallia. E~ se mesturba ~i pu(in inaiinte d'e cojwJ cu .iJllJb~lUI el (i:nf<llta sol~Ullui ei se jma)1 Cilrlli ij~e:reac aces,tact ~!rn:a!;turbator. j\lcesm er~ mo.du:l Sil.UI spe(;ifk die sm:isfsu::e.re se"'llIaUi. [I nUl ,pufea realiza atil:ul 6e:Jo;,ua~ decal dacs femeia S'1l: ma$tw~ base in fata ~!(!jl ]l11hm la ,i)lf!PS~11,.

Pru:i:ellta: :Ili(ll\istnl s--a mai!dulI:ba,t 0 data d~ P'Iti'lti. ori maif1!t'!/:1 de coil. Cu toate aeestea IlU plilteil $~ :r~!11a<l:a liIlli:,l:itil, in titl'l'pul ~()!ituh.l:i. ell un b.~rbat lPoten~ ~junlei:l.lla ofglllim die ttei-patru on de: fie.ciime dati dac& ave:a loc lo.fgalim.~11 Mrnatll!]u~. Apol m.,'i{t proiecta S~rnta CI:IO mfl~'fQ~.

!Colildlitii1e:mI1lJ SI!l.In [Ijciodal:lI. {I't.at de ~jJmiP,te'. Si.g\lr ciii 'e:x.~stii, ~Iri 10 care or~!illnd $:1. gra:\I~dita.te.ll se a:f);; in ie:gituri, ",<l. ,cum 0 (fu¥ed~c clliar puib]i:c.llItme ,(I: JUlme.ra~i giuee:oliogi. Am. mtl: do. :sjj ~ ~C'el]ftuez ICa, se po~re IProd.tICle lsi contrarlal, :anuru.e cili orgasmu.] pUlternic IIitI);lii,edi.cA fecund!area. Nalura flU eS'le 'int(ltd~!.ma. atat de sruili',lP'I~. pieaJJ1l fie in<:ihltl)lliu1i.

Aut mu.'l.I1~fo'mn cA 1!i):Ue fi;inele psibioli:' c.aJ{;C: :se umni:fe&Ui inrLmIP"l coitumui pot :5;~fie (Ii piJ~dic:~ ,pentru IQrg_a:;,'m!. Pe pr,im!!lJ! loe se am licama die s8!rcina. Adl.er explln~llsemenell I(:az:llri. Dar. i$l <'lI]te. idle:i IUlgoasante po~ actiona. inlilibitof .. D~ ~XJe!illphi., l!e~uDa ell (;meva aT pl.lte.a .Ul.z] ICtl'.<l. cii. -ce:V2Iilf fl. :!5tiut, di ~,S~Oll" plltea ii.na", E.s~e inte~ut g femei~e, 1.11 tiffipulorg~;sm!Jj.lui, scot :~m.g.Ue oa..re rriideaJ:Ui1 a.ceas.ta. !tamil, A~tfd. 0 tilti! slri~ into~de.al.llla: ,Jlaca Il1!I s·ar. il1ltam,pEu nim.iJI:l1

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UI~ biiJ'i:lat dl! 45 die ani miii ccmsuiUapciJlllnl.i,n$)ml'rle .. u tntlie'Mriie nUll~ P0'Ve5t.elte c:li de ,ca~~va litlilll Ii'i!l [p0iiue avea r~lllli~Jil C':u so~iil :&(1.. MtltiVUJI e~l:e foaite cil!ldat. e:i :!I",r~IU 0 loouill!ti mkrli" :iilld\d il1li:'3t' m~mjli1'ak'e'im.i£l sA. dioal.mirl iII ves~i!lUl:l!l~1 eare s.e. aHa., Uifligil ,cllomll~rorult hit. RI. '$i :!iu\'ia ~Il~i se ·teme<l!1!l .c! ia.1a ;1[' putea !I'1.lri (:~'II~. AtcasMi P'1'$()iC~~.pIl.N ~);;i'ige:lllil'li fa,lil1 dll!': (I fatii care, 1,1'1 plu;s:, fj.;;:ea $i impre~a 1tlJ!ei fiim~ lI:s'uroti~~ ~i !T!!3~ a,,'c:a ~iu!'l il,lhiil', Ina. d~ .allQ .origine. BirbalMl pus.eile ocrui pe 3teasii tiflir:a;, ea ii "'cn~a inl m'ifite In.ttlldiLh1'lI.IfIiil cand '!;'rolia, sa S>(;' eulee ell: so-l1a lilJii, f~:mME: mai 1111 VlfSUi. [m.agiMa, :wNiklarci fu:lftlQllSie ~i 'plliml'l>lll i. se ILII:~pllnM :!iii apaTe!I, irn~ivlLl di~.iJmliIlst: tliill pilI! sa fac:i dragoot.1)! ell $·I,ltjll ta •. rata ar JiIliitea auzi ill!s3. ideea ir{ffula:Ii,~1 loomW,tu.ia !!una astf:et: mu p"ti sa fitoi dra"o~h; CUI faia, cit'i :so:tia, ra ar illllK:8 alllZi.

Sotia Illli ~ ru.~iEl!8. die fatA !fi marturisea s.o;tului dl nljl, poate sa :a;ib:a nici ,~ senzar~ie p.fmtru cd ifJtotdtumfl(1 lrolmic .. iii .se' ga\rJdt!a~cd La f(jJtti~ nlf!~i ida 'liliispectdw em <0 ,4tl1!i!ng:a,d~a 1!l1~mtici", eei dQi 1!IU :se' pu,tea:.illll.psi de ea. 10 pis.tlr-au din mili. in realltak, ambdoio illdheaJI.II, ibfimalui. lrlitH.lnI rood h,=1e:rosCX!l.i!!l1. ilr femeia rntr-UD mod homose.xu:al Cindl se I1!ic:iuin pat. ,amall'1!d{ll aveau d~f!ir /ij .iisoc.iati~: fat a , I~am :sUnlit .sA [a®~ fam ~ doarm~ in ,!I[,m ClIl1iIefll. iloc!:lmta fi i[1ld des:lul de~ mare. Uar fllm niu:u!J[ilt diu. N1!11 Sif exi8ta Ulll aU spa1ilil; ~i-~iU bitut deja ca:pu] e~c, ... L~ ac~astfl f;cmtei·e lli1:totd~lIDa lem un. orgasm. fome staib. ACiJin ,~m !complel ,absent, D'o.rint21 b.W'ba;wlui tn r&port cu sQi,ia lui '{"Ta. de tlfi1emCllea, fo:ane m±Ci. Ei :au oonr¥\enit" ,~ct, f!lmod tacit, !:I'D 5t~!i" pende !ela{'ii1e ~i:l1and s.ean:m de rata care do:mtoo. alamrL Se- in$i~lal1i.ll \!:lecip!1oc: 11'1 p!1VOO\3. nlJ!)!liv,el(lr lor. BllroaruL ~i. femeia au 'Vellit la. mine 'in tmt:am,ettt pe:mtrlll cA ILVoCWtJIl :i:mso:rmulI.iltl. Sf;f1tlJrile meie !lIepet,ne de !:l!

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DiM' <'Ide~lm] este dCSlcope'l"h dl!l;pli cen::eiiri mil11l1,i~;a)s~FIe:-meil\e;! spun ,apoi: ,~m 1itiut i!iJ~ooo.ealIDa.ooesl ~lIcru. Daca iibl!c'fl,e~e {) ldati la rn ill1-.e, I~ste ceva l[fiat plItmnic deC3ll la toate c.ernehdt.e femei ~i sunt didmate toa.te stavilele.! T,eama d~ p'topr.ia pasilulle !nul §-i lea ~JiI djKIiI~iecu itlo'tiv a 1 dis:piiln:ut!ltei. UmMqriLlJ tCaz, e)jjpdma toam:e aeeste motive l\elLmikl.

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iPCfI:1ri.! COm,ple131!"e1I aClestei ~~!:,ji> Care lIC d!,YV!Xie~t't cl rendil1ta ci1'~rc ca\S~iilall'eliitr.lpied!icil !l!P~UH~ii 'o:rpsmlJl~:ui !jill llu.'streil~i!ii 'imponarn13. IIllIei tlg.liftie!i.lrellmi:e :adaug3t un dpl!lii~ foarUi :intt~~_~l" P!icien~!I!. ~e slIIterea. &i: de ~:tiri ·dIe 1rli:iB'II),uil, se temea ca !poarl'(l gil'neb. (:~\!'a .!ill mtahliin.d Ulil Pl'loot. nco ,a~a. IiIU ;f1.\I'(lll 11'!1CIie(![le,:n: i"1'Ib:isericoi ~i Vizl'tit dQM C'i!pt:l!e llin.i~tite:. izola1e. A"poi looi-a m~rtiariis:it eli C'¢81 !ItI_jl;j ma[ejlilac~re i-u ptQd;I:'l~s.e~i'i .. p'~ii .. M:ili alles ibA;r. ba~i ell! (U'p. l"iSa. Logodlficu] 'Ct ern. wmp.let. ra.s; Ja tel ~i tiit'liltml die care s--ll rmdw_g~,urit CUli.oai~em acCM~ iiiilMta a fi1()1!.U!utXu'a.lllll.Hii (;afIe feiese ~i din tile attl\lni aile 1M. b borne] i1l\~p.l:inise acte III"lD(JS~l'llYale ~u ~cJ m3ii l\idiicart o:rga&rn ~iapQi ~1iI.C1e;tI!ISil! brosc (:,oolsi:ci!cr,aild 'c~ ~1r.e !.IJi'i pli.cat~i fllcmHur-nd ... .Apoi, bruse, :po""~fe~te 111]:'1 ~11:I1l!i8!f de: a~nhlrlt c1iI puroo1i. Eal fus.ete dl: liJiIai !!fi1.l1(e om lot Wonisll(ift.i:i din IC<ll~a meNflor c~ In .speraill~: leA HC(l'llcn\!o,r vel!1'i m~l.i :J'l;!'~I.a~~ Ipentru Cllir.!l. 'Vedell.1'I Ilici UI:I mir;IllIJ!IU c.xemplu a] biJopar,idltii 'IUnlll't!f flmoml).lludor'. Fe de (l p~'. (I ~"I.aVl!~ de sd,l.'v, care :s(! !f,(prhnlj pdl'! m~UiI1!i~, ~ui!l;li ;~i pcterif'l<'lj1e - '1$<i ameffillj~~ ~ii ucas;iI. Q mic;utai capCI1!1i. - sil, pc: d~ ;alilii, ]Ml"te. d()li!".if!~,a 1lrde<!1!fi,\. lie!! ser:1i'z:vriti lmp!ltrir!l'.l1 divillitiiJl~i. Copil fiiM, ~i m:ri tirzii!Jl, j'n sMiri. dc· belie, FIXlliIl.lJ!ltl!l.SC 'in mod! Ie.p.e~ blasfemi'i. D:IlIf

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juc-aJ -0 Ces.u Ifi,m~i SUPfitml.t. _

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rt~U i l-a hun pe omill ~Ilbi!ti pelrit.ru d :se!!'l~~' in-unl moo rafillili.1 atii!_ de. rmdU puwtL D~ IIStml~1'Iea, 1l1lI era, ,d!!mlllil $3i sllit1tili v{)liI,Ipt]llI~:11 ~.P~ ~1.a: exPlimall~telflti<! de':it :merllf~ ful!l"·ombilistilie ~i de a-si is~i~'i tr~lIt1d $,i.-a p~1" risi! definitiv iu,\Jltul disp,~t ~i,-i3, J:ichii,dat klcl.'li~'~·!l!~i. a dil!parot. M"'!!...lil~1 inf"0f'mat OUi pri.vil!e; I.a i!1;I pi!liItl'U ci ma iflroresa, t1esllnull ei. v~li~Djj. ~m af1)lit' cA ii, pletal irni:r'·Qzi dlipA ee ~il·9V1\l1dut mobib ~i,rumeruinl ¥ic 1iI1I,deSil~ a:niii .. "

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]l,fttilii ~-com am. oolWcefYutd:ispareliinia ,el pe un .... Nu jJ!IJ'U" Am v~;;;ut, de: :l'i~eRea. ~l.W~ de .. N!!L ~ml vOlel" Un e·xelmpl1\!l a fo~t sumanafemeie eare dior1l\OI. ~ootk:a oQ.p(i'lu~l.iIi, ei bolilllili.V. pelltmJ, a nu-i fi tull:lI1.!ta.rti ]ini~ea ][I.optii ~i pUk;:e!ie'd, lu.birii. Pro$lf,iwata care S~ ridic:.at din tii.li ~i muJJdiirie cane sl!i_menie a fo~t run e~eonq}lu a!>emlim'litor" d!.e~i iln C32iUl] lei a,3pinlf, in mod. clair lIlo"NIll! vreaul"

]]1 rood IC@!!:~ d3C.a dim crezare ~cila,ra,ii,lor femeUor nu obtillem

niciodatacu.no!$tilt1.t(! si~, T~buie sa~~m in OOl1<si~rn~i~ intQtd(,ffi!uJ\a natUrl! c~botilJe. a n~¥r'ot'iolj.lui. Nu p:uteOl s:i cTedem <:\1 vilnte;1e sale, decat tn maJIK.lra in ca:rel t,ota bene., 'Lliide~ii doar Ul1I, '!dllguf OllfeJIt suflete~s-c a~ sill. Dil!lf exls.ti ~~ :atle fort;e in e]. pe care nu vrea si ni: Ie a!rale. c~.re 'oonsti~ILiiie i:Jeatitudi[1ea S;1i secreta; pe 'care el i"n:~u~i 111J vreil! .sa Ire vada Sl1lfll nu paa.te sa. I.,e: vada. . .

i'O,muhe caZ:l!l.ri imhibl~ia es!l.:e cadl de ,e:iMA, incat .,Nu 'V(\er;rul~"

e~e 'in vili.Z:"Ld tu'~uJror ~~ do,u' 0 lea 'll'ointa lIIu-l p,oatc QblSc~vO\.

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El"ilm fJU'il infi'rml(J.''ti. 0 f-emde a~/cpt(l ~n ropil ~i eu lIroiam ~a o fngrljese, Da.r (/'Ot:IW'U/ ongaja.Se" deja J(mQ alii! inftrliJlerc pe ,C'tlr;g I.e lietZMm ,strimlv¥! Cll{(}.(fi"NJ!a/Q. camerefemcj'i. £a UI"M(:j' ,sli i1i,r"ige I,;(hut aV&l ~e~\ie de lrljtrmie.ni £)(n. fl,u f{jc!f(i, ares! f1~aru fl ctmd, m s/~r;fit~ SON ~efii S~ Jdtar sa w,n/a a'(u:d fr:m-eitl jjlri f),M,re J!Q~,re deja_ am 'Lid2:!Ur ~'l' ,~u' /(f.rncia $,tu~d ttl pal:, C£l'lll¥fa, eN caput acoper.it, Din !'feU ~tiu" mo'i1l' ea nu W:l:'da.Wi 'r:l(/.u'di~' Ilfffle' copi.lul. II rf!#1:i1!tJ ii fU'Uffl ~'~ "'P~'rle ca (;opitul CJ>letllg/'lq(lIt.., Doctor-ill l.'i~e fH//II(f'lI ~l exlrog,f! ~u 101",(1" dal' s,~ spun", J111}Il'tfC ,copit!fJ ess« fn,g'ilelal,."

Ved~m aici in V,LSl!li!'I ¢lopill inrl~:pet!it.H' dar mlepen~t dear pcntru ca f~ja alii i!lli'HIt s4-laJduvi pe .Il1Jme. SemI ,$e.fli simibo1i:zclld 'C()i~1t,jilllrlli c@re Q cQni:I'Ql:e:a2ia CUI scveri~~te_ Ce~e d!oll.a sarori e-:>:pnInl donirnta csa h.o:mQ~cxl;niJi$jl ~ii!biua p~tltru (lei d"O~ fraU ,Il! ei, tn ~:!inicile. en a fest intollkaulla :i1l1lcnsU".iliii" dar viSli!i!izi ,~.dCi~ cu Q pUicc.re. 8)i::OCllJtIlata la (I tt~:a'l!L'Eli sexWili eu fmtii ei, Unllil djnt.Jr~ CI' a iii. VIIi -!;l' dl.ihll ~il il't:~.Ilta1 aStlipoi eli, eeea ,~e i-a mm~~ m m,emmie ea lUiI 8ve!1is.mc.nt. Un ,Q'{JClltr li-!l! (lJ:;ut: Cllne. ,dlar Ga!i1!liI!.i'roia siiadlld ~ li!mte oopibd pentrul ~jl. CuvaJ!liuICDiPi] 51! as()C'jan 1t'i Il'im~e;a e~ cu "arnot'. Am.Dml ei ~. tngbc\at. "D'I!i[ I1!JJliillJi. penllU ca lilll: vrea sa s:imt\l. Caci" ImGr!mi~~tc' ea." ori.ce pl"~t~ 11i ~are a fI ug, pii:>.i'i!r de clind a ~1I'\1:t l!lf) vis Sleii!l!l!l!1 IC:1iI fmtcle ei. FitX:are bArb.n ,are cate putin dilil. fi:'atcte et Ar pfflifcra. Sa m,l alib! del'ot Ifcilwli.i ~WJ~,c sit St"li h'a.iasea '~g w(lJl ·!ilU ca hte ~I sora. Ea in,1pifJ,fiicQ apan(ia 0i'gi1$,rIf,t4tlli im.(fgin{j~d.~~i () soenii coml,cu. :i'rltre tiHl:P. actllt esre tlWmil'J!~t., E.9. !Iii:! weB: $i. siJll11a $1 V'iiSl!!:J ~flllil1'!i ~eea. ee miuM ViI'$I1'!1!;l nil! a 'Yiru.t: sa..:mi mlttu!!."i~ ~(:lt

VisuliIada;wlr qJlUle: lila '\I'(can ['llj, alIt! ~O]:IH,tm vreal!l !:ll. am ,r::(lp.ill cu.

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rniiesc iii \'~:€;tml'ilce sJ'nil)'ooiJ{ ififj"'O 1JE$lerli. m-ii IIUlIl(;'.;\:C Siqf:4i,"l/~ ,# oS-fep{ IU! e~:(J'llJ ca;-e sri mer i;6til!l1a~'c-d, Sie.!:m~nd apare ~i f1i i'tifigf:' $pad€!l~~a ir.ljl.;.~d iI~ =id~ ,P{"itui La itii~oor. 1111Ju&ile:;, de au-JilIQre. w'izij,miu·'.!Ii if (;,'~!;jd i.1i hfYf!e. it' 51iJ"ut (,"11 0 m"(iO'(Jre pfl care ,riU Sin t;rdU-.o lJ,ici,~da{ii. A'fimd ~'~I~a ell jimA iiI ('en I"! vocea ,lili W"OWJl.' O/»'i'Ii-vti! UtfitcaN!111 (It/. ilUeJ-zi$ a,easl'~l ...

Cni.Ilttrih: 'CR 'UtI vrea. 's.~ §d~ $:j saereadi cill. Inl cotl.c,eIP~ia lui; w.agi'J,e;r.

S~csillinde s,i Sicgu'ill)lnd !i~nt ·lI:alti. A mers de nenllm:in:are or.i Iii oper'.l!,. ~ n tN-, bllli~ Sa. 0 l"ir~p'IZ.7;c sees!: lecru. Un lil:lii''el Q cWlvif:lS'~ inwii C'1 nu a ",run ~ll '¥ai1ii tlil fapt hlilpl::ln<lJfit. Ea il]tcte,i~, de 0)5eil!;ltti~ simboh:d $j1a~ei! FtlillJ~ul f~tdt:li It:i este eel care b'lf3ptuie:liu:aces:ie mil'3icule-. WotaJrlrepr~ililtil ;iiV1iin!i~fIl:1I1 di\'ini[j~~ i ?i i.':iltc,guricull .,Nu ari 'voic"!

E'Ste itl'Lc[',e-s.;IRt ell Mli-alt1cl.!!t: maiCflllrisiireal d¢;s,FNrn"pWII ta. lrebui-e iii&.~i il,IDl-!ill1!ZC- o.!'ic;tm~ eotf!lica :!Ibis. irl 'iI]liliiiiil~~C' aile ~,i en !:ii' ~1~ :r;e2::i::M'IfI~. ,'\Cesi:iil era seeretul 1:1 ~ilrl!lcul UMIiJ!il!; iOkn,ill d'.e u fi i~lTliibilta" dilrl CIIUza drei8.a V'ef!it la millie Iia 1[1'{llm,lOOL\(. Pi~1clJ!I' ei era pe FlIDctUl1k a teda'ientalliilol: baL"" Ib:uu)'lUi IrlciuiYir. Ullj' t:(!. It'iU .... rei a, S-a !q)b~1 -olillnnand In ajlltQr OOJuli!)uI, eel mai mare J~I~inalt~ id pat.zh~u]tili .

O:"t~'h"hli'llil este paWs, i:1~,I;t: pa'l,iilU:1:e:., Nitmic, nl!l, [l!oa~ diiSQI:W pa.:ii':.JlrQC'!l a.~ cum 0 fm,~ b:lesl~mul fud:iI!;:Qhllui. Oilll p~C'lt1!. Rill a vrul s~-mj oom1::mvoe Ia or: ~1Cfmfi 1(.::oanllL.'ii se gandea. Ea spllilli.ea: tNbuie Sj vi rnu,l~rnlili Cll! fap111IIC<ll ,a~re. Nu 11m vrot sa 'vi dle-D'~t!ld !!iC¢1l~ra nh.:jcl'dataJ. Mi"illlci SOIlAls S'e!Cl"ctJul. ,MUm, '!.'Iid dl orice tr.l,ta:Il!1i$"f tll P'~IIl~ eljtt~ de prjs[Jl$. In~~ie~ can14 VU'CiliU sa !iimt~;i ciJIam jll1Cat. un rel ~b!!'!', .. ~,j oe este mai flu: 'iUi, fillmiili f~~. de dv .. i!J:j fCsrul Jlumiil, ,ei ~i fu~:1 de 'Iii'iin~!"

Ad\!'~g !a ciJw[s-tk;a ~~Iu:a mca dolWi 'C,~ziUri djn expe1rlte1Jl!~ bO,gatii: a dr. FeJdi:[IIrilnd Wrn[llld~ •. .ciilire eXjilrlnili in lIi:lod clar' 0 rez,iis!roo,1i int~ riooli'3, fatJ de; (IJg,:)i:i1n. d~gJllIst., re~u:l1ia: ,i fii:jfuz em u.~ar~' a. lipsei. illbiIii

o f~meie de a!lr~bli'lIM\i' )0 de il[ni se plfl[1igti ile 0 'Cll!illtliit~lIl[~ \lorna i,i:lre .{:Ipa<re ~~ca din ~hlilplllil ;:ictlili[Ul~ b;lgWii~iilil,ceea (lie; t!mpiedid llilirtid1parea ]a meSe'J~ toltniliai!;; fili! POilll'C'.sl ii3. J!l:cc.o.t Oeoouri, pc 3:OCUins. m a~'illl;!! s{l~lui ei, l!<! ~! r ~s'C:1l1r de 1~~lIii lil1!u he on, dar a fast ~llrok1ll):jW!f!a insm~ilbi:lj'j U1in. plInclr lie ved.er.:' i!exll!al ~i de mniltllll!!llil:L ani e-vilia oompld feF!l\iil~' swcl.l8le pen~ru cfl. nil! -l>im~1:l 1~lil!l.'Iii: ~i. ell. mate ,fjIcesl~'3, !i'e te:rne d~ Il Ji)ou! ,~:tiC'jlita. D~i" 8tat. Ia ~"!1-,~ii" dil: ~I if] ~a1 fl. sl.tbi{ legiit1l1ra diilllJ.e G:iI 'l'i Si01tuJ ,d, fa. 1::1I1'\)', de air.F~I, tine f'~.rre liIJ,ult ~:i ~ c~ru.i ,C3sa 0- cOi'ad~c!:; lire~mia;bil;cwn ,~ a ~W'll'3t'la reilaltiile-

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U!ill tan!r proospllit c~;;~to,rit '~ rnto.amedlin calalariS! de ililll1ll~ 1~1IJ pDafl~ screa ci 51;$:ll hili. la fleeare linQcrti8re. su.fec:l de :u.-n ;CEudi!lt spasm ail cv.adrltiC]ji' $~luiL f:'emilrru, ;aSitf-el {ndl tl'~bgie s:i rei'lri!ll'i~e 11.11 od:O~ ll1cl:'irc(IJe: ilj,]i:fliii'l pi!! bal~ de c:OC;aj~.i'i~ClIli!land;J!!~ de ua medic 111:1 I'implil~ co'lllitGrid [N!l a!fu.sl 00 jjjici Ulill fa:los. ·I'iillrodll.oerca, .et(i:CtliCl!Ziilloi vagilm,di" at§.t rirnp dt U 1ii'i~min JillIJt'll, S-aJ dove;di~ blil~Q'~ibl,l~ illtrnc31t Ia i1Ipl\>p~(,"rea miUIi!ii. nnele sc pmdh,lce;J. s:p<lislliul mgiclii~Of MilCt<l:ri si aeesrc gmiP~ de ifiliGcM pairea.ll sa ~i1!!"'II'e~i iintr·:adev'§lr wt::Jli.ea. d~nul!i1~ de (~~ore,t ~i''gbtltlm:S. :flnt~at feme-ia i'I .refuzat sri&~i flnlll''JOduc-a ~ si~~ri ,eler1rozii; S ..... OOtltllfl[IU 13 inccrc,a~:e~ tr4Cam:¢liInilu,j ,elm;tri~. l!)upi c,iltCY8 s~ptamin.i iii aparut dlin.IlQu mnitl"l:ll fuitbat. cu it'l(oltmat~ ca. !risml IL».II'IIPO'.rtament diilrl ~im'~'m:1 CQitllh,iI,j ,nil S"iil schimbat, 4ar ~!1en_s.'trU8itia. 'este ab·, se:nWi. (I iSlIII'CLlilU ill acesl Ctl~ flind e~chliSii; filgtlndnt'C!! Illi ;ilrost sa se C(ffi;state dad li11I .. a-P~,'I1i",t ,!:i\ alta afet:tillne;. E3:);:;~mj.llare<\ s-a dg'l'\edb mn tl(!Juimp~ibjta ~i WI luilli:dic sptti81li~t carea €ost IC:Q!1s)l,lHat~ \li!\ip;!'!Jfc'lio:r ,gim,;:ooJg;g 'CilwOSCl!t pentnl 'V,asta S~ ,eKpecierllll1. a !.N';it~i'! :!>iire~lIoas~ SUlIli'I;: ~~ :SiI: u1nl'ire. i:nmpa'cHat-ea dii! a face 0 ,eK81iiil!i:rnare.. !\lin IlQ~~!:'a't - *l1iltr-ad¢'Yill' un. ;cat far:! - Pf~lga~il'ea Wilei. narC'o.u .. A.ruito~s-IIJ d.ov'ed.it ca, ~!l dudlll l1iiliilC'mJlll.11 btm.&. er.a 'I01:1b1l. de~pre OSHtlCil!l;3, Con;ll"a~tjill fI1l)I~c!llil'o.r wuct(l'fi Ll apJmt, ~j drept, viT:gi""i~a'Il:a. dar lUI a: Iflll"i4;ldic-at ~vidlimtea, Him.e.'Jfllda tbst 'IiIilit opemliivffira C-! prill av.m~t\~ Sill'Clnii. sa SCI .scbjm~ Icompo:rtamemml til t~nliPul ooitului .. Na~l:erea S'!!I 1r'J!1IJizM S'l.iboor¢o~" loki $---'a Olg\ledi( ru,loesritalea. iIiIRC] Ifla~ter.i ell fuFcel'!lll.!l., C1Jrfund rdu.p! t1ia.~ji'~fU,rnnAm 'fJij!Jjm boa cxplic,,~ wmllli!i ,ei 'ca fill! Ve8 :ii'l se rrud II!XJ'u,lnti p~r1c(ile]l{jf $i fiepl~C'~ri]ar grn.vidit~~ii $1. ,<I.I:e rl!$lerii; elli 11 mlllm~a'[ ia oric:e loomUllicl'lre se:mala CUI ell, j.", acor4ai Jibet1!l{t: ill p~~,tI l>""1I1I1. ,;p3Ila Iii ~b:ro8a~": ~a <Ii I'.\\mas ~ns;~ 1,,':1iI:r!lJaJ1Ida $l ItQV,ara:sa, 5a~ rreb"l.Iilld sa [primeasd rnport fide~ IIl'iUP'" vie,iJi .Iuu .amQ~OOS~. I~'a.ci .~ Hp.s.i d1l ~a~~ .1IL1.Ii am . l!olic,rIUa nici in ileeiis,ti lpifivinla. Du~ I;~m:i \!.1i!111 ::oi·it r'eil!r85 :11£'Clltim~nrul IlS11Piiill. relia-tiilar ;(!:('ira(t(li:lrju~le- ~i w; atwwii oClirul $-1\ dcsB~\l1iat (io~n]lllt':t m)ma]l.

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Din mte aeeste exell1pIe vedlem marea impoftanli. a m.wa.l'l!ts:~ me~ot ps:ibioo in ap'~fi~i:a friigidiUitii femfuiiR(1i. Imperattivele :s'~crete deserise SiUI8;~e in ajtara Ico!lftHIl!~ej: .;NIIJ !IIi voie .. .", •• NIl!. ti['ebuie'" ,;;1 atotpute,l]I~c!ll,mQiap~tii[']!!ltu.l nNu '\!'ri:!IIU!"r;td~ring iinsti.nctw SWo;M] §i. impiedica cursul 11111 firesc, CSt de puter,Ill]() se exp,riimfi, tocmrd la, fem~ii!l fri.gida "lJUpm m~l'e ~ft' prin i:!,ccs'l iJt1c1ip.!i(~~, obstmrnn •• Nlu VIeau!", Pm!b:I.efil~ i!!libi:rii este <0 ~rugrnA. C10m.pHIC:aitiil •. Cll. !t'Illltl1e n~eu~ ]tMClU!te'. 0 dislPif.ll.'~lIDie poate fi v-ind~e,c8!tii n1!lmai de mewcul care 1tl ei;)!i.I~~:ia neevfOZei po,a,te da de ~rma diverselof necll;)lj!)),~Cute.

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E- XIST A ((Olm!!. feluri de oameni: ali, eerCLl~ui JllgUS( ~i ai cer_ .. cuJu.i Jarg. Primii au un ()ri~Mt, limi~u" lI§t Ie;stmn.g viia.~ La lJ.n eerc mic, sun!' JIp,~tl de familm.. lor. se :at';l~ad de p:fieteDiii dIn WIW'CiC; s.mlt in:capoom :sa-~i ereese [1m priete[l~i 13i ~ta maturiti\;ii. ~ rntotdeallma (ComervaitoJ'l in c:blld;a o:,P~likjil!Of 8iVmlsate" .~Ilibesc 'tr~ Olttu~" sonl, p~tru a s:pLliBeil:Stf~~~ i:lit,orid ~i ruileoki,gjlai ~roprid vie~l. ,i~lal] oOl'lstmit UIlII :mu:zellL ]lr'elt,ioo al mninhdl!@f. trm,e~ En ,5pelCi~1 p.M~ 'tr'I.I! ~rnindri. Sililut s:cl.fl.vi aJl lui ,,,Mal !jhi"'~ :san .Jti aminte~ti,. ;ahidlaUi

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:fu:mili,'l, ]4)J',. ]~i largesc oerel.d. i,i cmi!~ nol 'priel'i!ll.'lii, ii paraF>esc poe ooi 've:clili, ,"'auta men'lll noal ~i to1' roe es,tJ~ nHI~ :n;QU, <1!!t'unc5. tliccu.tl.iil daea lie le~re inQPQctUr.l~ ei nil ad(lI1i SCIii.SO'n. :i:liU tin jtlm~;h~, nu ~u Icultul RUc.v~t(}r:. ei: au di;uul dea ulta ceea ce nUl le'pl~I' ",ercete!lu mll:i de·

gmhi "iito:m.~~ al.'i d1i:'::ja disp:a!fC :i11l fata ooLint~lOf ]uru IDfiiine.. .

Exist! numerease tmt.lz:l~U tatie aeeste "jOlla tipurL T011:1!$i, txue'lllele liill SIU!Jiit rare. In. a.cii.'l~m:d', sunt mai uumerQ~ioa~ii cereului resh'frJils;. Aproap~ tOil~ [lJe":mttdi SUIlU:t adeptii fanati.ol <lit cef:e·ullii :restmru;. Cit:eOOati, a.ceas:~ 8!tit,U'dinc, d~simuhi.tii priu ~1!lPefCom,;pe:n~ :S'llre til. ·C'eri'lilf~lII poladi a, i(.:el.lCuJu.i largit" se am0St0ca, astfel tl1c3it tIiI,sameile caraetenstice ale cercului mio se combi:nil cu cele ale ~rc!ilwi :mtl$it\!. ApM,~rnt. ei ... partin. eereului m1i2!!Il"e., dar due d.oiriU cerc:~h:ai loogb-iM ~i se estenesc inzadar s5 'trolDssoone p:c~pri.aklr mc!Schi:1l6ri€ ~~ H.mi.talre IB m't~,ie ~i ne]:imiitat

T"lilti nevrotleil su.fem diin ceuza famiaf~:i lor, eipoWil:i unne:le aoesl'ei sufe:dil\~e at.®t d.e :rnspill~i~e" lnca't "0111 om ll'llte:lige!LIta Hlllooit-'o Ciilid.Va. "fam:i!~tis~'. >liF~mm,tiis" se lexprimi III d.(l'~ form'¢. Ex ista. ~a. I:liumi~,i scl<liv~ al :fumilliei. ~i dliJ~ma~ii fa..m:Uiei. Sc.La.'Vll! fam.m~:i :r11:S-

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tf<iin~e: IceroUJiI. doal la fami!:ie. El i:iIlC cu i!.lbifie f~li1IlIth,:a IJ\ f'llmma lui res:tdns~.EI se SllPlIrI£ tn mod voh~!'Ia!.' legii enl'ls:al1gvitlit-£~j.i, !1U an: rel<llti.] ddt eu rudele, tlo~t,e, ~c!UIlIjlmme ~~Plt &i'trbaton fam lliale, el sarbirore$lC z Ue clJe !:IaJ~te:re. promovariiif! til difeliite fun(~ili. zilele die aulversarea ,caiiHoriei,.a ;ab~i)J,vi,rii:,. s:ufera in 'CI!1:, de deces, pareflx81 ~[,otii!: de familia sa, resU.an$3J~ se ,cd!5ato~te in generall e,u (I veriG'OiLifiCIlROOCl,lt\l! c.o.l'Rptom is ill.cestlloo.are CJl.Ill.llil. anl Yersltilolf~ deeeselor. Sf; ]nglt'ij~t,e <k wa~e rndd!e sale, este sup'raincArc,aJt cugrijilrepenrru mb'eOlgR f~n.dlie. A~ do.]]~ifl tip .])OO!tta aparent tritsrt,tl!l'ri diferite de! aJe pr.iml.llhJ1l,. Nu se arata, c-aadwf:.j<tral filn1i]iei,o, V(!Iroe$t!e de:, rat:l~ trli~~· '00 tn. c~Jti cu cei 'mill lrtlut,i dirntre e:i~ ue protese ell ei, \.iI1i__ilte~~e imrigi, ,e:hiJJ1Iri1e; nu vres sa !jitie njmic: despre rude ~i i'ntlO'rdeillUI'ilIOl vo:rbc~tt! dESPJ~ ~lle~ fa.ce lIazpe SOOOlt~]~aJ lor. se roooIiciliazi Ciiil ele QU ocasia dec,eOOiQr ~ipru'e a fl din no u ImI scla.v at familiel, apoi curand eade ditil nou in extrema Cle.aliil'ti~ el ;e;s.re t~t ,mlhlt de fiKat de rll!rnlilie prin atitudinea sa negat.tv'. c:a ~ipriml.!] tip prin 2,t.itudinea sa pozltivij~ in lJuel'e situa~:ii se tl:<:!!ll15fonni in pri11illil.d tipl, ,lIr!oi rooevine a] deilea tip, ,(Jsdle:M:a t!!U(!Ii:dea,uml mln:: iubire ~i lnri, dW" I'liciodatt& lilY e i:l'lJdliferell[~ fa,t3J de fafl1iiruia sa, [Iic;i.od.!!!tf) till '0 distr~e~ i:l]!tQtdiealll[J<I e dependent de es, 'po.:zitiv sau negati v.

P)mInJ. .,~I<liVlll famlFk:i'·u:re va.loore nurnai ceea 00 pl'IiJivill1e dill f<llll1m!} ,~;J, ~!i" ill: mod speciJill, dintreeutul Sall_ Prietcoii dill ti:m:rete fMC pane din 'famnia sa, [n mod so]omn ei 81.]0t 8.~o'Ptati ill eereul ingw;t . Ei Sjl1n~:lot ~iruPld asi,gll!t',gl11~ ca lim sun! .,,~'rrii'lli:''' ,p.i1 :l'!partin f!iffi!iliei, .. aloe ~o~~ril'" P:;ezenttd ~!;tel ereat dlupi (l]i~ul rf,e~U1t~!}lJIi Tot ce esie pil"C2lent are moddtd ,siu in lllfuntil. Mea]qil,!!ste trec-l.Itull. S~ provlne [II general d.lin ,ce~~ul ltl!,g.l!!:Stt; el este de eill.Uat priDb'1e piirin~i s~ ft.a:ti. P~meHe carre surem del !"fa:mi1Jili.s" ]ill s.~ d.e>sprind nldO!ci;<lIt5 de fum:ilia kif .. [r]l fond, die nu :!lpanill nile] bbbatului, nici oopiilof lor .. Spiritual, e~e S[LiIllt rnt:@NI~auoo. cu ~iilrinti:i :ii irati:i IIOfj oer irn1o~auna iubirl.':. nu siUlpvrta, l1:ici I!.lJIl! ,conflict !I1tl'ie famma ]or v0clte :$i cea !:!OlilA_ D~ ap.ure WI. (O'n:flict i!tltr,e cso~ul 10li ~~ 'famm~ devhl ne:vrorioe. cih:od!Ui ;aparerU lEiU P,ail100, sotu!ui llOr. diU ~l]!ted(JIt <JJLl pid pe ,e]~ dau drep,uu.e m<imeu -sal!] 1:a1!iiiui lor, m fimJ ~.rvadeazi In boa~L B~tul !J!U observa .nilm.1c ,din schirnlIl.a:rea care S~ p.r{).dll'I~e 'tOil!! sotaa lui. paoo c-iind ajUll8e sa S1!l1:1W! pe~ea:psa ei $n ftltlltlamlilin.ufeslari!o[ dIe boa~lil!. Ui [noeput" pedl~apsa_ ,se

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Ad,esea. aceste ,atitudimi inmntU!! fa~iEl de rs,uton Sc!1ufrati :SI~ }. e'I:.ll1iiin~ door ell ge1.o\l!:ii, Q~nlJri,. l':i~sccp\t]b~]italtL Uneo:rj ele de'IIIh~ marli Pl.I.t~mic IlIOCef!!tU8Ite. la,I" adesea SUl!IIt a hi! d:isimlulate:. 03.:; izbu(;lIIe-$c in of modW C¢.~ JlliIi <;]ru- dtnd un 'ideal aJ oop.nariei :s~ 1mbG,lnlv~~. d:nd

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Acest. altruism ip,ocr:it ·trM,~. mltreng1i c:ii!rna!i'e a e'lltui 1i[lsiJa: < de m.lisw:i din till!:lrete. Iubjrea copililfriiei eea o~l!fbiire {alta ,de ~U: a~l.Iililci

crall] ~ubite ,obi.egt~ cere pmdlU4::,e~ pJace:£l:. I:'ll,]!:I iubjte pentru ~, procure r [ilf ~i ia.-pJiacere. ~!l'J1 ililgrijire£l bollnllvUOir so amestcca, aJninti~ 'timpu· : ,nor llin caee perseana JiJiSM;l e~a mgrijidi en de¥ommen1t; t'a3ta~a'li. Bste ~ vecllihlljoo ell !'o11!lri scl!l~mbaJ~e~ NafCl:5ism~ul sarb!1t)J;re~,te mvi~te<ll SOl,.

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: om. I~ot,~ ~1iI,drngo$:~it de sine insu.§j. ~t~mI!Oi:\c~sic i:nt:r-U_~ <lrll;i!!lle sens .

M'alrele pro,g_res: p~ 00fi0 fieca.re trehuie sa,~l lfe'altze'z:e coostiin rreeerea Ide taiubirea d~ sine J3! iub']n:a de .Qbi~t. F~lniUa nu esre decat 0' ogHrndii: ,3 euliLl!I liIliJf.stN. in !l'uderogiS:~Hl trd.simrj~enJj),f!_~tli'e;, sanselle\.. b',eCitituit llIo,stru.. In fiecare clIil:1t~e ~c~~te .rude: mn CQ~iS.tl"llit 0' tuial! pa:r\iali ;ft e,U1 h.!lil !]ostru, J~eC-M1e poallti unele ,c01ll:ori dh'l' vlSWfh~j tRlCtitl.lllui. :Ne i!detltifilC~m IC!.I .. ce;~t'e scind:lllr.i ale euh.d noSitru. eu ;ilIoeste

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,.ICeea ee este nesatismCll!t'·' :$ii ,Ieee .. ee nUl este uita:r' Si.llI:U cele mai pu~e;r.nice f(JIEil-'e insti!l,c-tive ale fem.eil.or Insensiblle, Neu.iuull.d poate sa fie p'fodu:; !ili de p]dce:rea ,Oirlt1DlIJUi la -0 virst!i matum. F e:m,eile care 1111,J! pot uita un barlbeu su.mt wl'Il"eile care au SliIi1~t in 'b,[atel'e acestuia eel ma~ [putemk [O.fga:sm •. Pitma impresie ~i c~am..ai piutemic~ impl'esie sum & neuitm, Cand prima impr,r:si~ este !~i eea mlli pl.I:temiciil~ ac~5ta. pare d¢ n~mvi:rn.!s",

Astfel fie explici\im fenome!lu]1 reogre.siLei.; at prlvirii iDcmpta:t,e ifm[apo].al flJt!ttiei aBu!P'ra t~{l~hdui.

1;['1 tiCC!'irl'l an 'j'fl preajm!3. Cr!crunl1lwvmc III mine d!O;IIl1ma 1:Jf. W •• m '!,i',1Irstll de 4G de :IU'U. palidii. 1mbrtil);:arta Hl cukm Inrun~.a_t,t ~i ~1&n~diUl,~; SQ~!'ta. E-Sle '01 pt'I'llesfe; trista, :pe ca:rB 0 :spu!te pfit1!Wt: tu"ml1te de lacrimi" 0. vi~if. gro~i~8., . ., c;!iml:~ie ra1ati!~ Una {Ii,!"! aeele t~ribil~ de"cill~ii 'pecan: lie ~l!If~ [emeile ce erese Si1'i1811ln! pe ]l~me ~i "I~psitc de i.!ldepemd.cll:t,a. care dirruiesc imtn;;agll IiIorin:tI d~"cricife ~i lubin· acum1iJI!a,W! pri!m"Utui bilrkt j,e,~jt In caJle, Prima d:Ua all'il!'~ mi!l-Cat d~ l'i'I~rirnlile el !j!i rti t'i plans c;u ·ea, Tot: 'CS .am pumt Sa 0 s:fa~ II fo·st s~ sc despalll!~. 'com.pleit de· $01\11 ei, s~ im.dnga tre£lIlU~ $i ~i-!;ii Taei 0 'it~a~ nQil.:i. JII ilIl d.o~ll,(i;a 'U'! am fu~t ,de:stiJl. de< ~imit :p;~:ntriU ,ea li-efericita 11!\!!1~ n;:!;iIP:ltllse tliiraju] iii l~i pil!!rd~a v~iilta. '~!I Urrzel~ SUfuCi'llllie despre llib~Urd!ttil!tc-3 desrtl!l:ub.ll ell. r:a .a: pwmis i:nd ca folo:s:ind m~jllo!lrele ~i rorte:le ,~re,.:L 'sml1 ia di~'JXl7;UtijCi. Sf.: 'I',tI eHbe\r,1 dio IlILpta imll~~llt ~i de p~\lJngerjle :lam, -(0]013 • .s·3iUI ~UI'S, dejll z:eo~ lll11i. Ea!it! J'I'II!""Jrtii:l poe minele &pemnte:]o,f sale ~il t$] p I®n:~e Vla'!;li picrolli:!t Si hlc;ta (!~I zv{;l til !It] ~'~n;j oa.!!:~ ~tmill Ip'ltr~! mp\fIl ~11I mal muilre pi!qi; fata ci amt~ ~primele $:-cmUEl aile declil1uliL1D :apropiiat AClIim <'lim iru:,.A !!lIn ~'!lOt'iv pentm. a ~e viii'llJ, Se prive~l@ iII! 'o'gl ~t1.dli!iljl es!:e: lileitmcim d s--a ~'hifil1lba~ all at. ,,(~I;' alii ·g.!e'l'enit eu, care elffllil1l f"i"l.lmoil!di ~il rni!;:!h .,i.aUi'!'·. ;Pun fala locnilor mrimii tree din nou [c'lipllri~e biii~ti:Io'r ,c,a~i i-au &cUI clln:c: ~~

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r~ri. ~ilQ<]i'~~l~ pM.I(Ig,1illli It: ~l rll;~ subHI:li..u;~. dlisp~farea" C@Cil!() .. ~e pri. ~~:Il~lc ~i it.1I3clc, m!:didi :;;11 ,uJiL(Pelil1~ele Cl!mos.c :s.aanta el trista. §i !lil!l mai, au '13 diiriilP9Zil:ic noi c~1Vbll:C' p'CtltR! [a· 0 .ll1Iall.giia. cji dear expn::sii !!l~le. ge!>tUfl ste:I'e01Dr~" ell plih,gerit~ el clc,vine' iooportui!ila PewlttiJ ·t1J;i O'iImci'i~i" D1.:irerea ei iI aju!ll$ In "'gell .P'1!!!1ct p~ri1l;'l;d,Q!! 1<n C;:!Te uag,icrul. tiJ'i!IDe ill comic" [(I udar i.t!~'1lrciii,pr.i[J] illii:e[1sj 1:i(;~'"I'<:a cfe.3c.rifri~ dnlm:a,~j:ce. s~ z~;liId.l[ric sinm~ia el mvariw abilili. Ba obs~,l eli oamM.ii lUI jal)t compi\dmi deocat in C:~l UHQr 'COOlil1l~C't!:.'! nOil, ea el se ;ob~tltl[iesc @tal d_e'te(ped.c c,u nefefic:ireii a:ltuio • .A!C'cllista ij d~, fi.iI'e~h~,prJi!i~j de a :se SiJMti :s~n.g!l!'r;;! •. Ilcinlele.asai ~i par,isit.l ~!i de- ill ailitu.gJl Keastii ROUa !m~[od:ie 1:Ii 'Oa:ISIlI.mooU!lI.on. i:niiidn'tll, c(lImpaTand deslJrud ei ell ~~I, a]lj:uror.ilor mai fe.rjcjt~ g,~a un SJ!Irij~li 1111 ~;musel,e~1 ~i ti'I"I!:lic1~ ell. 0' sp;-o lIan.'I'a 'V'agili ~j sputum: .. Po~i ~i'I()~ i$ii-ti[ s~"i.mbi ~ooirtl!!E$lj iillc:ii dnlii[~ ~i de2:ira'bt!M 'Oiis'i:~d lit'" lliirlnn care s [ ~1i:c Sa til: pnl:tuia.~. ,~i s~",ifede3J H:ri(lire<l S,flirnm9Jilii, de celillaillt''''

ltc,pta:t. s-a sn~urat III irnima e~ plilni de :!il..m.~racwm:; iIllv:id~ p~rl'll ft'ut'IUrl§e{ell ~il tillerctea allto.u femc.i." pMIru ae ilPbib~ ~j mai !<lulU .:II: o.tmll1. :$Oi melafiCo.liic~ Ntl ma:i eta cale de i\e;~ire di1F! accst ~ubiil"iililt iIi:l {h.llfcn~:Qr! ]'l:'Idilf~ren~ in ee dirccfie i~i. illcill)~'tii pl['ilv.ire8>loru~ eTI iliWcHt IliItr-o li'legU.ra Gri> peste t(lt \Ied.e3. c~ii.l'l)ruii'i-e~ide: ~i5le; r:a~ea III n.oapt~ l!Mii ¥ieli p~oolll~:C;. S·af pUle!!! creilf{! aCIlfl1 ell. Jlrin~'Q hO"hlrrillre ,emid pune C8ip-iit !!!.iI:"f~m,,~i ~t iese dijntr·o l'ume eare tilu aU: J!ilmic, sa..~ ma. ofcre,

C,el care af :Pftsupu,fiC () i:lsemen,eiI; iie~iil"c nu 'C'Lm:G8~tl$ !i!-1;;lI;:"l ~.n 'de' olime:ni. E:I n~1 iI destoperit inCa seeN'lull .. dul:ci]Q[, dure..fi"', iii\! a oes&ifr<lli pl~'!l::rille; compdtimi~ii ca~ "!'eVan! .spre jnt:tn~'I'" ~l ,aceas!:i fem~ie: I~i gtl!lea: :pmc:crea inroLulk3,g,ic :p.e tar,L'I "i~Ul i~J dld'U~e ,d.Q~'V 'l'reCilO[' '~I pi;: care acum :s~ sih'aduia difl fispll~eri s;~·1 piWre1ic. PU!f ~i simplu se d'esBta ]'3, gand!i.lil C;li.U' fi ,003 ma:i n;efOO-l)c:itlJi f'e'Jneree dill, ~'ums, Us:! ~o~"i curen~1ii deilib~~[e !.i!llTC iz:v:omu ~ilil .ll1ima eli fi:erbime M S~ Tel,le.rse peste pfoopriUc·jranJ_ lEa deschidc:a me:reu m retia ilcc~we rfin~ :pl".ntru a :!jma!'l!e' neferidh\ $i ~tfi'i iii ill!; pule.. c(l,Ji1Ip~timi. Oacl nru a:r s\lIi]:Ii a13t de P~'!',lI.dClj(..iil, 8$ !S'iJs1in:e cli. acea'5't1i ffc~il(!' a:r flli1mcric~til daca, af fi privati! de Inefer.icil!'ea ei E.xiISI'11, ViOeUn moti:v 'reJi8i:o!> i'lIccm~tielitt cali'e jueil. \IN'L111. rot in Itc~tas:uifenin~~ojt~11' S:pcril illtr---o '!'as,laM 'jmj Ilim.e~1 .ole ditl~Q]o .p.en~I'iI!J f-ericirl;:l1 I)te.dulti inl ",e'~~ta ~'IIme? Pd'Vi~~ s:a\'~~ni<: 'indreplata spre [or;ectlt em doar 0 pozi~iei vO:JuitUar COi1lset\l;:i!iA: dinco~o' de ~t1e ~ IIEcuncica,!l:iI:t,Ptlii'03. loU'!!:!! IP:r.ivin iJ[if1'[t1Iiu~ :9i!lUJp"I'!'IUll€i. 'etett~Lr-.il~i ~bii.jiudtOil.l'e'?

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Este de [n~e.les fn aeest caz WIDliliJhl: <l!fi. S~t1j;lQS imeli_:_m~. a. triUiIlli:aas.upn. !IJirl1,priuhll U:eC1!lL N u eunoscsemn mai bUD care 1~ doo.seb~~e re nevrotie de omlL!i.l sanatos. ~i (};111Jld !iJ!!lit'O$ iaJ!!e deeep· ,ii, - C'.dne oeste c.r~t;:o\t de el~? -I,ade,s~!! . .es·w arunca'ftilli pilTlinlt clindiSi iMbipuia ca se' r'@ped\e v]c'LG:f]os. dar e:l va ridicOl, ste~gU!.l!S"tflq~::!Jt al SpL'l~ mnleru i~i"a. OOfl~:iH1i.lm iltruiil\ul g:p:r~ il!llJ1 ·tfl] s:ig!.u, N,e~tiC<l!ll nu SIe VO\ dW~~,l 00 t~eut'da s!iJu, Toate ·even]meu~e:le au pen'l:l1l!. ,e;1 gr!i:ut[~i. 'm~~ cite. Pie caM emul 8~1;~l!~ltClS ~mnc~ de ~ el J!QiY~ra dili~pti~]O'r tlree~te" baclJii.a£~e tfoJitl!srorm:a m ~i:uil'lt;[l!e [[I mtlme[lte 1P1;iC!lJl!le~ dilniCo:ntta!:'ttl!~ rn.trie prezenl~!ilill plae<ul ~~ treot.l!~~l uist SOOSlte: 'I.!ttlPJ:)IUI .5dO"l;~I,eOllPent['1!L p]il.o~ de: a trai, ~'!;'rotilCil]~ f'O:lIn:li .. Sratli,l~e, ... ~e~iii [IeKniJmllll'<lte prim !l:xis1tm!;al sa ane;vlIJi.oosa. AI!i:lit\1tirl!~e devin an ·de. rot ma:i ap~f>~tmre pentn! ,c;a s:unt pUI1l.e de la()¥'imj~p!l!lLliCtl.1:n b'lne(:I~:no,sc;u:tu~ b~.li(-ete:a! rni_pru ]U].

Este ea §il GlI!!m n~v.fotkul] at' 'fi mVf~m SlJfl:eu.Ill 'ell un lip-lei ped~ culos. TOltd 'rii!liOilne 1fi.j(;811. nLl se poat-e: diespnlilde. se U~~I~.e snips CIJI mn;.ta, SaJ. 0 infa'~ollra, t~ orb~$<t~ prjvirea ]hu~~. lil)l9:rali.<".eilczii Hbe:[~ t~te:ili del!ut$¢ar,t;:. hCJea.:st~ i~~:!l!p.a.chll.1e de det"~aJie de trecu:t se tfi~ deaZli ~~. in ltrlcapc.dt1l!lea. de a. ]erti:li,. ttl ~v~[a dfl: rilzb!nla!)~j' ill! "li~(\lij~ time!Jtel-e" sak:. Un :n.evr,O't~e poate l'e\pl~a drup! It!lllh] ;1I[ti umi[ir] I1:!:,iirr.SemllLi'!Itei, un 'oaw;::a'l'e .(,)LYva:nd neclligeti1Jf.. E ~ i$i .iiJcitui~~(i ~o]~:c~i$ din;l!clIl:Nte lU'l1~]]m~ ~~ l!l:f'rd!l~~ri pe uare te poad€l :l!::ilnicprnl 'fu:tl! 'oc]Ii-

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Calt de des ne rniil'i!im, 'C~. Q[]meJil~ffa_{l mereu a:cel¢az;!~ gre:~eli. ca r~ldud~ e:!Cp.e~ie[jj~e] "" lllva~~. nimie, "D~cA c:iM'lI'a .. ue: -COl!lia.cter, - spUfie N]em.ch.e - atunci. aJOO '~venhne.r!Jtul sillll! eaee seillto,lIme mereu "; Grice ~!OSihililt:ate iEl viet-il se bil"lZ~azi p¢ aOO;'lsta cap,~.dl;iltl1': de a Ul:it:<I ttc:ctl!tiULBi:Reilllteleg" 'I!lil'llc:!k: f;i\l'leil'ilimen:te mm:alll. ea i:[jJvi~hJ!!:at §i a!v~rn~smemlt~:i a.lc3"tuie:f>caoea cO[l1oora .mesi:gl!!ra pe ,oare Q' m,m:~im ~~pe:l';l~n:l~Dar .ade\i'B~ta~{¢fIi¢ S~ ~I<lIti. in ~phd ca OO1it~L actioroea;r;i:i. tn cl1ll:00 ~p~;dmtoe[Qr. dinvinge nlei!lc:rle,dierea, 1a~C:l1lM,. Un(\l.e il'lllajuIIgedaca am Uisa!. roaw~~e:liemtde rele s~ fm1lc~:I()~~I,!' CIl!. tine! Am.ficti! UD om care ,evitiionce Jll~ID1C"~ 'C<9J!'{: nn i~a priit e dlIlU:i .. fu;lpel!:iielltae,ste., prOOObi~,. eeea ee lUll po.at:e fi invi'itato.ic1odatt, dad, nl[:! este iJllCl!iilscut :81 ,psi fa*, de Dllljloc iJtl!lre Ct;l!ljl'.a (le c;!S!~e tI'.irr fl~ impu'!surJile, pmpriL

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Celiemai!1l\i!tefemeidoll.ede!>cde:oblioouosu.-lll.l.ere.s!~lO.i:!ila f$~8! em mcmbriiftlmiliei 1!t!l[. D~riilld!erea ~ aijUiwru] st~inj.lOO" semniilid. Ciiliib<iil't1l'C~ dill Ic!t'Allilri~e ifa:ruili::tl11O'. Cc TI~ dcZ'wll!!ie basmy.1 despne 'trumOHSll d~fi paallrea adomtit!? [)espil'indo~ea unc!i tl:mei i!ilsensibille' (aifom'liti; fi~at~ la copillui:e) C1II. a:jl!i~onJJI oouiMrb .. t -carc ilil~'!I~il1I.ge: ~,oot!.! p]~~oi~e (mit~ie:ir!JiSl!!n)! Vmji~ornL cc1 rau. care tnne pJilntesa 1!l. ,cl!.pli\'ita~, esie ~ ctle mai multc Q~i lUI imagol 91 talMTiui SSlu ;l!li!)familll!~llL

In ee-1cetarea. dis:pll~unhd ajung.em aeum Sa. ¥grrb~m d!eiSpr.e iRCi/;;St. Cazuriil,e peo CEl['oif,l' [l~am me11!~t()lwt aa'f.l!i d~aace!,!SI;.:t ]oif1luenrta 3, legaturii inmnUle. C~ tfiteilegeml pj1Jn acea.sta?' incurcitlllmpmdllsa de aeesce ned des;cG"peI'jili~ p'FOvio€: alin faptul di §,c;oalall ~j fJi~!.lld le-a ex;ag~ratt pe8tre masura ~i le-a carle-atllJ"iz3:t. A~ dori sri lncero sa mcxg p~ !inia de :mijloc ,i sa·.tnt insu~s'C ca b~UliCOfimll ail ~t~inte'j mtllitlc@' dOaJli' ceea ce esttt pDsesie s:iguf;a. Nl! m5l vo~ <'i:m,c:stecail1 'l1i~~:er{l'l~ eJioticii 3nale ~~] ,!,I exclI'et\tUiJor. ate d,ife:Fhe]oF trl1lll'lsfo[Jil'ari ale Ubido1!lllWt, (:~ m1:l.!foi OC1!ifJilll dO:lIIf de f.a,ptde ~mpQ,r~il'~., s-emni'f:ica!tl\r,e pen:1:rl.I: te:rnfJi oolastri, a ,ctu:o.r ctmQa~ter!:t t!s:~e mai l'iecesali 'penlru ,a a:junge ]a sucres terarperutic ~i.llil Ci \"izillne rorecla aSlIPf'a esenle1 di!;par~l1nie:i..

Repet: oopilul: ts't,e ]liElscut ca ninJa sexnJali. Pri.rtloC[c {!}biec:~e sexuaEe, ale Slll~e ~i..i"n1 pl!'f~(ii~neiJe .eare' n !l1gJijesc ,i f<1lllnUia. restrinsa. nife:fi~ele e;o;;cjta~ii [lr!l)du!:>e prin ir~grijire<l n.zjdl, rllsm~l\Il, ]ega~IJ~lIJl ~i; ,admmitul ttll Ciilii.'~oe,. rningiiatuL $l satlJtarite Crel.l:llZa Q aitmQs{~r.~

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o dfle:re~ TI)[m,lnat!'! Ii facilFl<ap,i pentru. viat;ii pe:l1Itrn ci ei riman \lie~nic flXiiltt depariID1t~ pe.riOO,ci e:i. privesc Vle1,fnic ilmpoi sprre ·t~me.lI'e1e., pentm d~ ei 1:!1lI)lot u~u~ ~rodislJ] copiU!irll~1"Ej l.I~te~ta ea v~ata sili le ilid\'J.ca ~n 'CUl'itimlil,rela<n,cl]r'e~. dorese 0' ilrni~~ns:i.fii()i!:re a acestei plti.c0f~. De aceea, vem gIisii :ati,t de des pf]ntre oolna,v]i~ t):O$lIri, copii nnw! care, I;'jattlfjl.~ Sl.!Jrlrt iin. med special eX'p~itandre\i i ,eX1l~l.'ftre <II fami[iei..

D~f ana edlltcflIliiej OOlfis,ti Fn a nu fima. oopUu~ de fsmilie, Cat t:fu putil'i este atilnsa !lJc~aJsta anao ara:Ui istoriUe bolna'i'{Uor. expuse ~D ace~ti 'carle. D~ aeeea, 1iI'd)ui,e sa se faci educatie in spiri~u] independ,e~.'~e[ itica din pri.m.ii ;aui de vi .. ,a.; <U}<l! cum \ltOm, vedle:a. primele hl1lp",~sii [pot dele:m~~n~ i:l1I.t~e'aSi.t \l'i,u~li. sexuala .. Paplu] ~,~ aeeste oon.d1tii j:o~ ua :001 ~i la ill\1dli~vidu[ IlGJll]lllJi este cunm.cllt die: ned tQ~:i. ~i esre s'IiiMirua~ dl~: fr~wj:

"Ghiiar col care din r~k:·iir,~ Ii ev.ital fi~a~ia ~rncestlli)as& a ]ibido~illi sau IIIi esl.ec~mplc,i fefit die LnJ1U"eola, accstc;iOJ.EM'!$ e rozonattl~ clam a ,~e\'l~ei fuz(ll de' dezvtlll4r¢ faptl:lll elil prima ill.dlrliigostire serlOli$iitanirnlllli bio1rrbat, a.~ ~u~» ,~e irrml'!'li)!~ ~l:a~ ,de ~ I~nv~e ,u, femeie matulil,. iar in tv.,,1! fel.ell Un badJal n\a.i jOt vamt!l, CUi 'l1ll,1t(lliiitate., eare pot iMufleti :pciiltra, eii imaginea. mam~ei ~i a l:lItihli, Aleg.e:rea ,oblo~lil.i se face l1UIim~h <iiilUI mai ~utitll. umllru! acl)stc jlmagi'ni. '~~atru,e d:'Co lQ!llt~ IJimnruJ ~ll't£ii 0 im;ijl.illil~ i/tn1l1li:re a. mJlllm::i. iimagim~ crut!e iii d®mir:m de 1;]1 im;e.lliI,Hi'I,iI! oi:;!oplilli!!'id; in d¢plillj re:l:1):JUlin~! CUI ~ecOllS"la lie Ol!:il~ fapWI, d nII~ma., (1)00 !:l:ic! ~nU~k. se ()i,Pilllf1l,e: iI~r.e,l. ~llliloC'ill'lrri 3 'ei ]i'n~r!i! eeva nau ~:i ~ ~1lI1imp]oo GIl osl:ilita!I!e, Tjn,a,ndi oo:m ~~ rol·Ol!tij~l¢ Cll)ip~ilor tC1!.L p3ri~ii. au. u ~~n.ea m,iPOmJlit~pe,nlffil. ale8.erea 'Il,Uerioa:ila OJ! liJ~biectull;li seX:l.iiilll, e.!l<te U~Of ·die mtttl~ li:i! tieclI1re:lUUmrare: aa~"St()r tdini am eelemel ~Ie nrmilripentru viafll se;>iual'it dupi illonu:izare; gelozia ;ima:llti~or 011, es1c nicDodata. lipsil§ de rad.iieb:ti infirfJ,t:iile s:lW, ICdll[[liU~illll> e!i~e irntensificlltl.(!e aces· tea, CQI:dliclel:e il'l'~ parit[J~. ci'isl1:icill nefericit.5. a aeestOitiii. oofiditlol'lcl!~l. Ct(j, ma:i 8mv~ predis!,(l:lirlie pe:lI.ml dezwlltuea &'~~!l!;Mi pe:nurbaU,. sau 1mbol· nhi!l'~ l:Ievrotie~ a ,wpmm:." {Dr.ej AbhandJung;ew 'l:ul" Sa'Ud.lrlturWl. p, 6'S}.

Dll:pa f:r~lId. co:piiul norm,al trebuic: sa. :selP0aita desprindle: d~' p~riinJii ski la fJubc:li1t:1~e. 5UiI examit'l~m ,cQil\c'YBi caZlJr] simple de d!i1lp:3illeunie ril. care S~ m-a!:'l~Fi:lsUlfoorte <lIar aceasti mtllieIT~ilMtmllitEla" Nu v.retlu ij,a spun ci t(il:Ilte ce1elaite meca:nlSme p~c~ro i.G-a1ll de-scris, in capilo]el,e anteriOilfei nu llil'tri,in dii:scutie i!:\ ae~~ie ~.ri" Dar 1lI1. este posibil~ alta d~sc.ri~ drzcii l!f1iEt c:a[ie s:bnpUtid. ~ii st!h.emiil"ttz·eaza

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Dar feme]]e 'DO.pi! n,u ¢xlI'f,ima In moo neoesa:t ~n phUl -coij)ruai, 't~Pil~. mm[lijl. ,$tiu .1!~i'Jmen.eill, femei ,e eere eei aa~ flU le euaesc mai mdl'!l~,p(!)oape: le (iou::;:i!cliedi. fetneip,erfec~e.. frun~i ·t 00%. Ellie trAde!;1t. fiimlla~ ill! t1QPi.l.arie, Ol;llt o"biic:eluri ~jiifaliliti]e :sf d:o:resc~ <k tapt, sa rdmar.lli w~njc oopilu] mmtal.

ina~ntre dI~' iii deserie lin asemenea tip. <II, dori sA ~ refer Mar la forme]~ simple a~efi~a.,.iei asupra. bUl!lui. Asemenea cazuri se ,e:xprlma. il'ur-Q disimulsre ciuda'Ul i$'~ e1i'teodat:~ nu sunt U~O'f de reCUOOlsClit Astfd. lexisripr1tiue ;!i~·nJ;Jl'I}itele (ete biliu"iine mli1t~ care I!1iU illJ 'Vrut sa s.e oCisiitoreaSCIl ~j au ooflll.'Zat toate ct\l.F\tIHe in. caSitolii@ diil[IJ di:ferite ~notiy,~ mt:io:u]izatil.ulre, CakQda.t~, ,ele Slultllp$fent <1JSe'XIJ!lIe ,A ~~ mU'!I ea 5'e fltl!:re ~Wit de: mJU.lh; zgo.mot 'i'n juru[ cl.e~,tiul'UJlii G1!Ii'b.l;di, L,a,vi:ii'rsta. ()riir~~a.tolll,i este pos:ilbil C!li aceas,ti :~xll~J!i!at(l iitii,vilitasa izbucrJ:e.asc~ puter.:Ilic ~i s:e Ol!jiu.llIge' ]~ nob1.mj(] ,amo.r'o(fS'li 3J fete ici!" batIiiJie:I'~ ~~ 0(1 descne am.8rIuntit. HaveLock. Ei~;i:s...

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. DaamJl3 H. jI,. se flange .de (;I OOOlpLet! iilSCnsibmta~ in ctLmich::, D~i il i1!lbe~te pe s011ll iii :ti se simte ~jiJri~ f(Jane apropiarn a1~ el flU ~e tn. silar,@ d g1!ks:i'e pll!li~c:riLe vieti:i GOJt¥uga,]c, C01t1l!:1 ~jte pe:lil~ 'ell doar 0 d1lltori~ S'IIppr-i.It~" Ea expllid $ufcrilll3 pri.n faplll ca s-a dsltQrit '£ooV!:_e tiiniiil, Ila .16 ele ani. CWdii ~. djs,pareul'lu scleaga dJe;e.x:peri~rlte'~e copi]!'I'fu~i. ['3iliii i~l)till ei, A fost <:O,lDil.1!I11 ooic ill 'Onei 'famii~ii de anlekcruali (olaJ1e CU:lt~V3ti. De timpurill a olilse:rvat c~parill'i!;ii 3l!l I;) c~!l.icie liW:1ieFicit1:i .. Exista imotd'~a liIwlm 'tet'lsioo,e ~nkie ta1iil sau ,. mama StI. C'Il mimI ,m tli'ltQ'ld~~;ltla de parte<! tlitll]w. Ad~. se .garndea cj dacli ru' fi fos~ in locl'lilmamei:, s"ar fi punat complet diferit eu taOO ei, fil. em lUI savamt itii!l~mi'ia.I' ~ f,parte CIUll~CU.t Numai 1li'I8Ima .:wca it]lQtde;:i1,!l:llil mO:l~VC d '[I da.je:n .. ;u;ca_ La v.i,~ de doilspn:zer:e ani. a d~oopt;rit it! . dormiwrul miirnei. sale () smsoac:e de Ia un looote~l$il~" i!1.!di fo:~r:te~lld~ph1'.m" . CEl,!fel/lilnei dinl ,cli.nd in crundl in easa, Aaasti s;t:'litsgare: t::Q'III\i~~ e P,oo\pl.1TIc.I"e peMmi 0 i:Tltil~i;_re iU~Q a!'ll'l!miUl zi. A lIfll'Jlif:it-o 'pe mama sa. ~i iii afl~u IClllrWlild z:iYele deil'lltablj~, ApoII, s~ltimb5~d!l·~,i ro!~1!Ill. a. scr.is ta;liilu.] ei (I e{piS!i(lli'i ,ca;~ n l!ld~ct"a la ~un,o(1:tilll,:ifapblll. PINC!l1il:il ~i data !.Lmii~o.1!iie:~or ~nl:ahljui, Ui~ilIil.t'es!iei. ~crisori a lost c~ til1lit a SIIlf])rIDn5, pemchea In !ltQ.r;'(lI.Ui ~i at dLvOl1a.t d~ mama, f"owta 01 II;rtSt:;\i't eu '!all], CJ<:lljpiindu.-!c d,e; diiijarea tr:eburil!Qr CD'5e.L Ciii'id ill. ·crescut, S·I8.11 &tlUil~t !ili!U!~ti ti~~.J'i pretelldenti. 'Ea. ,em fuali1e fro· m~ ~i hOgilil'i. [-{I\ IretUzat p~I'OI~i N'u 'WC'~1lI sa~ll pi!r3s.c:as~ p~ iubirul,eu tallt Si tldJ ernD..'1m1il~!IJ!mi1 de: mu[p adimltori 'Cntr-Alild cil !W era wli:ra de kibire •. oj d,4,l: faptnl lii. em 'l\filil diin C!!,uza bailJI.oi" .s3.i ~i ca, trebuicflil sasea,Sc!i •• uril CU' toml. aU ind.['\I'~d" •• ca:1"S sj, OPlJlt'il facefell'icit§,Ea li gisCI!! !'lcloti adOilffitllil'ii:i ei prea tilileri ~i prcttrR :s,i se ll1llfetinl cu dOfllfi~ mill! m varsli.

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pa!rt(ll'l ~;lfrall!li, lndife.rent ln cc pcrioodi :lJ. ... ie~iii el, Acest oopill !l·'a butUTat de Q in{h::piill!ir1e ~ dori'ntt.i, 'C..'IOO a dtf!:o~mDJtlaJ ,d!e::zvol'!illrell, SilI\li·itl.'iil!fl'::, 'Pm fix;!llie hI prlllUa ~pelficl\~, ~i .. a ·cr~t. Q CQ!l(iiticSlpecific! a ~uliilrit Fafitasma ei. din timpul Jim!SJnJirb'.lliri.i reptta die f:'ipl !pri~na cxpe:ti@nf.iic!u:liIiid:~ii!iI,. pentru care ~i a'~Iaz.i arll mare ~Iti:m'i ~i !It'a~amcl~t.

Un eaz uemaua-oor ~t~ IIJiLlIlaton.d. GWl" ttatuma lnce.5tJt'(!I~si s-a produs d~lpa PlJbena~ ..

Dollimi~iI N. V,. in vanMI de 4800 anii, &lIfer~ de :Ii.@mfubic :;;i 1t1!!1poaJ'e ie~j Uirt! lrnsO'li1of. E.~ m,nna unui 611. de 241 de ani, irl hlli'lp1!ll ciJifilJlilIi es!:e ~~l1SiiJil\1i si '!Ii1E:bllfe sa .!l[1QIdiuci Qrgaslmill pnrl m11lltlilrbar",. iii tilul"l!l~ mastu ..... 1moi ii vine lt1tO·WiI!au.ruI i!JII milliltc o scent care 'NI p:etI!eCllt Ic.ilIl11di avea 17 ani, Se a!t1a illIP"! pu~in s1!dbriuda ~Ii fl'alclle ,ei p-re'feni ~a ~ezal: a.J300n. ~i a fust t.mdru iCU ea. (nfi['Ji'i!. ·(ll apos moot! sub piltuJi ii s-.a jucl~ IC'U ea ~i ea j-a pcrmis :ISla ."dili raspet:( fata d!1l' &ate le mai mare". Oat c:il1d. s-a apl!ccat Id~sl;Jprn. ei, II s~t s~ria!'ii~ ,:ri-a~ pier-dult 'lUi~tih:?" £1 8i ~:Ii~t~O~'i'i pilice ~i :8":1 1'ef'Il~~1 afa:.ral diin CllLlOciil. Nisa1lJ mill 'lQl1'bi~ nilluic niciodat! MSPf,¢ 1Iltampl11lr.e... E] a iJLl~;il-:o· II!x1raml1Junor d~ moltd.upf! aceea; ea i··a ~emt &:1CcSt; mci'&'~]i .aV\ind ca. Inil-OriV marea sa '~c'l"'l.'Olitatc ~~ ~·a i.nbit mai mult !!ecS:t Im:aillt!:! .. L1 \i'.i~e:, !til mare rel il Je ... c:.il.5eoeli:1i~le ~IiC~ . .'~hHmlie eu fiul ci,care seamlilii.l\'t,lap1~ m~Jt C1Jlfiate:Je, aellm dOOlll!d:at. M~~ il'L (i;oc,uc noorl!':' Ii! parttu~ fiuh.L~ c~ ~i tri I'n.1I1e com]lrese pel miml filindci ·su.fcl1a de tmmp:'i Cilrdiaca. Ea 1"'11 identificilif pi! fiu. eli frat~l~ aslfel [jjjd.it' cl ill dWeiilt !i(:w'n p,LlrtMorul pl~ceri!i. in~rzii!iC. Pl~Q~~ !p~gmil;,i'i M":l p.rodllli:c Ol'sa.sm.. La in~~lfIum~ coiisltO'l'iei, i!ll l'Wifflrii I.Inil, it Il.vut org.ssm d.eplin, diU, aeUiIII! Il~a jiJi.erdu,t connplel:. illJlbirea PCl1tn!l oofld ei a di.sp,~nll =iiI eaa negrcsil!. e[tj'~ pritlIm] ·l.'i-bilCd ail iQbiiii De :rap t~, fiut 8i :r:ipitiu,bi~. foomii.

femomene ils.ellla~aJto'ali0 ~ lPo,t observa. Cll1 tllle~e v.ariatii., 1.81. molt!!!: feml!;!i Itn'S.e!l]s~bUe. Datoriaool'ljll.!lg:Ella iii:! plileil'de c:araeMFul de plAcere prifi ~h1ar 'clI!ro.ctel"tdei d~ dlatorj~. Placerea diiSip<lllie Sa!UI m.1llI Ie' rrod.~~~IUll)! dIi j!tl:Wgi:n3J~i~i 'I ap3.te 0 ~u tow.1 altl .s-cen!i. i1 p~l]tru ca ~butlderuta ]lo~i!bil:ita\il~Qf d:e :pUI.cefe ,e-stee'xlm(lfcliu'l!ar die restTans1'l La ne"o'·l1l)tic.ill li!.lJc[.arlle .di~. :psihi:loa~i:z~, nevrotieu[ es~e nes(;:rl:$ (:;l un 10m ·CD 0 ~e".u3litate ex:tr.Jiomiinarn. I}III pT~ispt)~d~i] petrv,eir.s-poli.m.'Cnfe. Uf1 ,e-xa:m~n mal apl!'O£i!i:'!d~t am.1i ins.a ca.]n spatele acest&l upaftiDte abmide:Jlte a posi!b,.i.iita1iloir de piaoer:e S~ ii\!Ifl~ s:ariciiii dl·~ti.gului de plice:~ mO·llG'PQli~.t. N·le·vrot:icu.1 ~j perveJisliLl plfoduc d'WI!I' un wmijit wn ca.tu~le nOlr ~ :ie (;om[Kmtti ell s~ cum .iir putea partiIcipa 1.Ii oeJe Imlai~!11l:pji·

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DOI(U olnuJ normal e~te capabi/ sa ,~e bucere de. i,ureaga b()ga~i(f.· 0 suua#tiitN .{sule. New'Oza ~t }J(u'aji!Jia sMnl rwtrii:ngert· la Q ~rmdllic spcdalr1 a .Illbirii.

Ne,!;,lio~ protilu.ce jl:l!ca <0 r,est:t'.tns.e[ie~3 po~jbUi~a.li1oli iliJb~ifji. Sal dimi'lllwe-Ma numbuJ obi'f:c:Eel.or ~i JIlIO:OOpo,liZ(lW ttllbh:ea. TO'ti .ace~tj Iilobuwi cafe ne CIl!.!ti piingandu-se;. f:emeUe lnsensibil~" baflb<:li~~i ~QlIpot!1lnti, chipll .. uile pe.rvu~~. sunt bolnavl J)(M~tro cd ei se afljj: irJ'I~"'4l,n /0'1 d~ fncapi!i.{lilirllr€ ;in/fmNld de ·a,..fi s,atlsja'C<e. c-ondi,ia lor de: iubire spet'ijic inftJ·nticl:ii .. Ei.no se d~spl:'i.i:ld de: ob~ec~eIe ~~ f'.llllta:smele speeiIDce $I nu VOl sa.~i mlinlJnse~s:ca faptu~ ci ae:este fanta.'smenp v. 0-1 deveni nidodata realitate ..

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- Ocpw:;ia ei S(:.' hll1ensific-[i [pimH 10li me!omoolie. f>:i~ face repro$U!ri ca. [lU~ ~i i1ilbe~N bi1iiha~ul ~ cum m«it~ eft mI~iiUibe1j'te niei c'Op!~ii, d este I,) mamAI .gradaHL. 'Re~iIl'ril~ se ref'a'il ~fi$pecia~ Ill. (I leg:M1lf! d~ lIJ1!Wi mare dU!!'atii,. t c-onsllrma:1'ii itWiiI£e! de cas'~orie 100 turlQreLe el, de!i'lJ1l: ,~alle so~ul IilU ~tic 'I:1!imic. J; 'Nil 8. ialdrun~! !i.i·i SI'.l!!P.A 8i~varul deneam:l1i ci l'illl S¢ \I'll! ~i cis;i:iton. lila iub~1::c ba:ribati mclii in v..irstii §ii biielt fOOd€: t~neri. de tll'P£ m~ c<Jp'iil• 'fottl~~i 1il!1l 'll:'el'l (':ll Ir;CCllll.Oll'SCa acMs~ii toodlin¥l pewcrsii a guslUlllJi s<'l:u. S'l:)S~Ii,e eli. a Idl~pa~it"~1 $i~ cll i~i ~lt~te do~r s!llrtUl. Are p~ilLtm 'BlI 9 illbire fa'lUI!tiea c.elm,. Idleaza. pelilll1U cUliiosciitor,. de· ila prima V!edd:,e.,. IilJf:Mrulrn.ll!I.l $i carac~mm f{Jftat Nu <'If m<:li pUle:<!. b:';}i lIi.c~ Q secunda d!iCi'I aCesfiii ill mll,j', IlIIU io.:at' SU:PII'-a.~,~!!!tui. ii It me m_ifl!am ·timfnl] Il;op~lfli !iIi iiil:;j~i1 m~li~: ~Guslav1'E:;tjl .aiti·~". EI nu poaw iahSm.t8. mllh limp. Mei ea Sle teme d~ mO!l:I'II:. Pe SCUirt, fatl§.d~ ea fl1J!i~i Ilil ff!!i.;\lJ de liJJm~ 'jl'liHi!:'lga SoB' [prd~oo ci e:s~; f~!iIi!eia tn.dlr.lgJ).S>t,illii, care i$i {livi!lliJl~zili :!iC~t

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F-r~ti"n&:; cti! este !D' pi(;~l'Oas.l rea cm n!l!!meri!ii :ije:ili~i'rea dlimitl de w~, Am .ilflat ci illtr!::: ]6 :~i 2i de IIn'i iii. awl ,00 :t!\:l'~oyele eel Q rel!ati'e., priln care a PlillUt mll:1!il:nc i1il!ret~""irg(}' ,inracta; ciilci re'lapi! s-a restrainS dear 1.a e<l!.dtare 'l'cdp:rcds1lobl, peluru ill ~PUil.e mai S;IlO:lc-t, la 5atida.cCl'C~. '~~fioa.ra, Av~, i~m~dcaul>Ol orgasm. hi hl.bise i!!t~t de mult M'Orer,&: pefitltl c:a. ei[i-!iII, :amirlltit: de mtali Cli.te fll:S)ese poolru Cal idealul AVila '14 811i ,e3!fldi I3t~l:a liiltllrll.. hrn, pref~iJ'ata 1.1lIi, ]j ~t5~ tl.lt timpl'!!l pc gctl.fl.!ll:dli ,~iel 0 ~ml.a de Ile:rmm~m~e ori; de asemenea, c.dILlLtOdati se c-uka la,i1.itl!lri dl;llel. atu.Ild dmL IlUi ~ era fl"tg.,. Talll 00 .r!!J!mea rermotorul SJlIii ~jl Ii P'l'vC'S!e3 Ca David, irnballl'lillinU. IU;i (."\1 cl IIII! pa~ 1mere f~1e pelitm a se IflCiilli. Mama @m f'Osrte !!I~l\oasap2: f~!lila~i .lSUSlm,~3! C3 bfuri>al1ul 0 illb:e~e mill :llu~l1! pe tiica dee at pe ea DupiJ. lih'(li8t1lca ~u~; raarna II dlevmit -mell(t'noo]icA, ~i~ ia~liiil rtfprl)~W'i ci. ill om is. ll!Cv.a ~i ~uriin:d WI aroncat pc 'fc~ reBllitr3. TuIIDrel;t! a. aVi.li grijii de ea, .cJes.igur,. CI.I.3!ljt d~ m;uM clldum. ill.ca~. di!ll. r~c'1il1iI0$Iinta. nui-ae n PUt.l(llt re-fuza. nimic. ULwrio'r, cfuld s'Ol;1JIl elacerut-o 1"11 ca~!:i~Q"ne,j--a cernl sfsltuJ l1llton::lul]. DiiiCli. aeesta ,ar Iili spus mil. i-arf minus fidell, die$Q eil et'a ,;iis~wril:, .. IDa e1. i=-l s('I1.l!s: ".Esti 0 smnanii fala ob~ig!t3 r,§. nli1!mcea$iC:iiil!tr~l.m birou.. EI este en om iboga.t. fabrh.wlill'. 'in plus un om bull. $i d~lj'i1 ~:lemiii fliV4)I'llofi~1l: ~Jl1fOmila~i d~pro cl. n:llllO\i e!sa.rlOri. Hoi, 11.(; putcom lubi :~i d:e :acilm im,imc. Nu este ]1ii~t cacinu te-am atins",

Da- ta: l-a piII1ii'asit d!llpa .Iogooni ~i a E.'Vi:l'al ocazjfle illl i!3IiEi si pOlli'! famine singuraeu d. A refuzat mate il'lvit~tmc sale de r,eJl~le,z.-·~tHf;t, C~1ian:.te:I1!]1 ~i ~'nli~rrict) confilluarca. relaliei, i-a ~pi~~~allCil. N~' ~ii-,u maJI iPuJtea privil In ochi sO\I.Iil ~i 3n~ iklsm'[ de suferrl peorlrn ca 'lilli1 a ]lIutllft s!i-i spuna ade>,;~Irul eomplet, Tuturele ii illU'en:js.c91! aecst luern ~i ea .IiI!\I, fic'i!lse nirnle i1lTllp(l1ri1i"a vo~rJ"~.~il ac~~tliJlill'J' chiiar 3fUUilOi cfu'ld li'IU. & • .l 11I'IEli :suJp1ls do.il1l~lor 1ui.

DlenOfiUl~-a it fOil d;oar durero!l!sll, OQ~rul !IllerclJ! far! 0llil.-Sn'l_· Dour rfl"lictill.lII~ilI ~i 111.dlli'rllll'fttliQI tum .Ungua iii Pl'QYlQC31l1lIl o~m sihib. [la:r chiar~i aceiMlta a. di,~pl\rn1 :3.Cliirn c®mplet. i:lfI. c:iu.da st!'MU:in:I:eI.ot ext~.I'11111il1!te iUme rot1iihli ci. nil s-a ajlul!IiS: l'.Iiciodat! JiEl, Ii) sa~l!sfaC"@ru', ni,c.i m~car Is ~citIl1:i~, Atllinci ~4 rugl!IJt pe SO\i1!li,ei s\1. I) lase mai d~ba 'in pace,

ArnaDi21.1 a. desco~r do siimluri.le $i tlilmin!ele !i3le Illll era ,obi.eel: 0 SOT~ mari mieli ~i 1,11111 iITirt'e, iilll limp tie 1::!lfw,1 ~] ~(!1(:tW.Q"11i1 ~l,!I.i (1urtorelie"Wrba~i!li m.ai in IIo'SrllLi., Amla ii $pU1ilru irnotl'kllmlliL 1i1:I'C) :.;ollllt 3.CliLm fare. 1'lft:1.1, Cal umlll'fC ill. dQferi~elor ciFeumiSmnlt; $i~lt'ixat illtn;g libidOli.!I. 8SU;pra: Siiill'OTii. FfifltCic mai tanilr pc' c.MlEi .HI. croscll.t (l1lbOdct1:ll,ci de iubiiro ,d~ b~'ia~:) !i-ill ci!lsiit:oril. ,ACeastll a foSl 'primaIOlioiiliUf,it, tltC~ ifiu:p0dabila iPentru c:J. ~i [n.tlln~iI .zi[~lilic ;S0ii3i, cn:r~ rep~t.a peif!trn ea fam:ilia, famma de 'Ilellit!lt, Trilla de rapt flW'I'l!Oli I)Clltni S-Oq ci. Toote c:collloo1ljiile ~cliI~e ler.w de~tinotlte ledl.lc!l!,iei ac.e!>reia, Mer-ge,il ::;;11 tie p:~lmbc 0111 SOO'! !j;1 de l"iccare d~t,l ,era miliilildlw cand o:oserv:a ci i1cc"""sta phl.;;;e tutUmr lbirbait:liIO:F- Schimbarca s.a IProodu~ calla a:ccasti ~roilfQJ~ CQllltil in ciilShltllie. Ea, ClIre sJilu5ese il'l!liOmeaillna ei aD' fi&liici~!II Call1.1]mpa 'eisorii sa :St:

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i'!ranJe:z~' bine, a ,d)tveii.ut :r!elili1Ji!;\1jt~, ,I S:!lsi1' d pa~i~iJ.. este voane: JlIroa$i, II ,c3,Uiat Itot fdyj Je i.no't!iv~ Ji~i1tm ill 1l!l.qi da tncllrvi.i~t::l~a. [.g.g9dali~l.I] avus.ese '0 rubita,. alO'e.a poac:e un c~p,il., ~~~eri!~ ii 8m'it fics~re. are I) pri'l'ire nesin,ceol .. , p>t; SCl(lrtt, U'lil vNi .. sa, :i!idmiftii deloc ~ ~cumpa, ~i .SO:l'a.j~ IQ_g,gdise. C!lI 'bftrIbarulj"k:. C8Jr!t1; ~I. luheilJ :!ii pe care nale$~~ ~;'I!. ins~i. A~hL ~t.e 0 obse-rvaJ~nc:

IPc eaee (I p:1I~~i:n face pcnnanen:1: p~Q'llInclQ-!' iuibiw Ii SC' OpUIl!_ liezlitcll!la. ill (ieee. Ice priive$1~ k;gi~Uicile pe earele .31.1. at'll.i'Ici (:,311ld :i~'MNa joa.ca !lilt fot Aeovdlli pein!1l1!j e cAf>~tonfl eu opersl~alillh Itl~iul;;i.m ~1e ,&~,f c!!. U~~lri!)~. ,Rud.c~e sunt :geloose Illlmai pe iub1ru, !l!J ~j p~P'Qs§"i~\n!:;!

lliolari~ peutnc sera ei logQd~Ql!l. \JIll llill!~ pe Cl.U'e J!I pf]icea chCaI ea, dar earenc sm pe guSit1!l~ :wroni i, .k. iJl:i~rc:iJt m~w s~$i 'CQn.vil:'l.~ ~o'!'~, d'ar s-a writ de 0 OOZ!S!E:nti irfLve!'\iwmIU!.

Ac~st.a citlsltorift mil i.4r fi d,'Pi.~ Il,imic dill i!..lb"irea sU:ltnii. Pupi c~!si' ~o:ri.i! i-arf stap.li!nit ili11msi 111 Cd ell I,~~;!liil illla,;,nte,. N~II efilI 'i/I1I{ii~<I. d!il~: despre looaSi!l!:.", IDar SOf,~ ., 'vrut sa toe' ,ci:W'IO['i~s.d (IlDar CQ IMl'batll[ eles de i;:<'! ~j II!, hlpiIiIlt ou t,o<!!:¢ Jiil!jjloiicd.e pell!ru barbatl.l.lill~i't. Ea a ,sAs~t un ~prijif.i prepc,s 1:0 ,cumlilai.l!.i! sllu, lcare i-a: I~~liiut! pat"te~~j a insi~bl~pC i'iin,gri Stlt!a sa sa NImntl;;la :l!CZisllef:i}a impoki:"'a;[l(;~~std <il.e:g,mi. In.f'l)rmatme oomca:dale SI!IIt1lU :sh~wcitm, eeea ee se fIlal alll"!!:ca vorb'i~~d)l!1-se· desjID! .aCes[ 'Dm 'ii era, de ,aSmaeliiLl"";lI,favw~ Ib~t S&U!.!I p,acil2Iite:i <I! fi:>IQsH il1lf1rea,8\i sa titflluel'ltipenrtru O!! sp:-ri~ill)l a.ceasti .ie,giru:r:§I ..

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Sopdp!.m3 ~u:::um. 'it.l:treagnvin:a. T'Nb~ia POOe"Ji$,iil ~i 01 footpedepsit pri'fi 'ho:i!!l l!Ii: grrav.o" NawJi<l !l:ttMiclilasca a :n,e\ll'lMicil!), es:~e .a'~at cl!e- 'P1J!i)~m~cEi.. U'I!c!t ~ nll ,lia liiilifli(: dl~pre a,e-e&sli uri !$ii d,es-pre. mothre'leboli.i. ,S-8 rmbo'lnivirii pretup1Jlne3i Ca som ei. va venii 2iilni,c Sa :se inlt~re!ieze de stm:~a~i ljii, S3 Qo ingri~

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Il'lJpiI cateva 11IIiJIli s~aajlfms, la Imi cenuri tntlC sureri, Ba gasea d. 9ioru:sa mlli IlicQrdaiill:ell:He~ dl In,! se (lClI~ deca S~ 0 aeuza Cii lI1U se ,l!ljJld.ca dedit:

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Abia im,p!I[inist; 16 ,mi cl",d a ciiz-u:[ 'ii'll m~illi~ll~ t:lnliiiiv;jllr ~a~vt: a d~~ Bnlllt-o ~i <I. (QIO$it-o de mili 11",1:100 on. iEaii ~s ... <!! ~1i_ruh dllfil rCL!iifioziUallca de .a CIiIlfto.Bite i;u!li~'tea :~i II fost '~~Ill!ittil lQ;1otlliJ~mula f'Q~r 'l/I1Ir\dJ mai :sd~1lIt aeeJt bl timpul IinasturMri1 {l"~ rill!"!: rrourgea ad.c:'lea) ~:i all ~i!>tmctml,)r '~Slu,a :S'I. :it maslliIrba CI!l pll.!1iulIIC die mai DnIUne oi'iii p>e :zi piln.ll in ,li,:lipli,l. 1'[11 ~!!re. s",a: Iliilir1i:gJ:ltll" Ut de UfI, iiirn3r.ljii fr.umo·s rOflr'~f. Ciir~ lnsa. a m1!J~i! ~I1,a:]l1Ire de llliIiIltiii •. Elm 11111 Ol.VUij't'o,r 'IIe9th ,care ~i-al ,ga!:l~li mu~!t l'!lJtr·llilli a.i;idd)c,m .ElVi~it~i;:;, .. Dup;1i (I jtlmi'lta.~e ,die tn Ife d!ctlill ~-:~ Curnoscut pc:: :[lcmaiul ei ~(i)' c.a!:,e- s·a 1rld'~gQ\Sl~i' imcdria,t de 100- e", [)1Jifli:ii [nea ,nbli\l dupA lOb,'Odlilk,dl mort ~i ~ primit SH'~ :fie ootie" A foSI com· pl:et ins~n9ibmi. Era ncfericitil ~i desi sctull ~ii ern ,:anai:, bQgat ~ rO!lill.OS, nl!l IVe@ ded1 ~n si1o.gor gallJdi: sfiS!e; desfJ!lri1ii ~i Ii~ se illt¢l:iiit'Ca 'I~ ~t.nrnti" S'iI separat di:ci &2. e! 9i 31 pil.eclIi't iii, re.li'llt~H·ie ~u ~Q;r,'! ~I ~ai m'ii~e. care a'VlU)5ri:SIii IIc~lasi rdestnn., Aee-tti ooL;;ii ~!ltde cMili!l}n~ il:npni:luli.i ilU fest periu;wa ei ceO! maite!ii·

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Aeum S-ar [lll!tlilla. mMe ca 0 ~!lbir111: 'Hiil~ de m<l~ d!.u;:e·lao ;t!!'~idr~!(ll ili!:lt de iI'lilllrc ~~ til 0 b~ilL]: 0lJ ~i_ml!ftjllri]Q, {;1O.respund~Qare. Nli. d~~jj ell i~be~~i e:Till ~1.ibiltii la 'til;] de pasioaal, Dar HJllul ['a:mane<'l sUJf]f:!I:l~le, ~Q'1il1! se pe:l~et:~:ht in cuv~m~. In. tim]'l[11l1 COl~til~~li rdm.an.~a (;IOIrlp]et 1111s.m1!~lb:i~i;i., Era ~1~t~ri~~lh't, pUfl;!l¢;ll or-e il'l ~iJr,.!I1OOlilJlrlll~lliilll $!;Itul eil ~idJaca I'Jollll.ly,ea l!Ul Ilrih;j sfu m:ITIUfi:" .gaSt:!ili :m:lIi!.I. Dc:s!':)oiPcif'ca () o.oilHli, Uin s:~mpto:m.Ifle:BjI)~ ~t~ror ,l~] til!i!aso\1UI~;(I m~id. A [lJ.C(l;ptltt (;i <li~ba ii:1II~.!)mlilie., litiilille d('i: 1II1i1:!l(li3~ii d~vcl'!:e;:1lL rna! :pUlerT!J~c ~il ~vemit Ill, mUIilJ~ illl~ramattK:ll:t.,

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.. Nu4 il;!tqt~l D<lclI, l-ar lu.bi iIItit de f~ero.ilite:, ii$Q CUlm se :PI10:Fac~ :1fa~€JJ de ea 1rl!S.~i *1 fata de nei, !'Ui a,rfi .. attitt dio!gt3v t1!evroli1ci'ii- ~liIb,rea \!erilUlhi:lili este eel nlali b'un medic ~,'i vindc~ l(emil.Nu, se va easillo't~ t\i. el.,~'

lli 7.jill,e:lt:~ ~!lill~lQaJro rata mi-a fik'llt 0, marruritsi[lfi;, Nu po-are ~. famli.nii !Jo tnn:ameil'lit la m~~_,e- EajooC',Il!(]1 j(l(: perltC1i.lll'iGs,.joadi 1!J~ti.li11I.iI, (;3.r1i:C. Trobuie ~ i:mi itiCl':edill~c.7"e un s:ccret. P'Q"'!I'Oi~l~te ICU c~ P,lI·ti'"Ufiot I~~ ~r"ubB.:~te 111;Q~liId:nicuii. h ill!be~1.e Oira [i~~ri'Ot!ili,. incit I S-I!. ~i daro~t, ACiIlm. se t:eme ci eJl .!>i: va mdtigcsti de "I~ ~i in acest cat, ce 0 :sl faei'i. ,ea. .. fat:! (:i-nslita., cave a. fost dCntlra12i1, tiie[ iii illll1il!i THlt fl.lr)ci,iol'lnr? Nu. !I.~ Vlli pute<t. c1&satQ!l'i cU nici un alt ibllli1tl:ll!t. T''rlii1:fl,Jllt: dec:i s~ Q ~a ... sa plece",caf;~ ... Dil!ll 'pril'le1pilJ, Ii'lJU f!e~jn t~i~j lIIn. pacimt. Am. 'fost hfi:i"~iQ~ d!! 00 atit de 'i\i are :!>inc.e!:'i~~ ~j dill !'imbujilil ei. d]stli'i~, Am sfiltlllit-Q :s~ mell:rga acasi! ~i sa se c;lIs[rorea~~ [IIi ciudabom. Ad!e:s£a mwro ... ..a cooe~zili. ill fala. 'fa:!'telo:r; il:l tiimp cc: ea :riU (Iii!.lpare' ni,c'i-odata tl'l rata p-osibilitUilo!:YiR'ili ;llh d.erood!!mlit'iit,

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]m.aglrnea d~\I'iilile: dil~ co 111 Il:;e lmai darn. 1DiCl'i~OP~Il'im. '!l ~i!lrm.il!n:i tj:if.ilii seI.Qsibilli. oar,!! s-a. d.iif\lj1i: lIf11~! 'b~rbm; pe ~3,'e 'll1lL-] i.1flbq~e ~i ~11. farta. cflwuriD . se lliP[!ra pdf] d~~t.. Dar CUIn ~2 ajll'lU' la i!,C¢eI!SliiI i.ubire '~f!li n~l ~t!: iubke? Gmll ,pOlite Q f.!ti SOl 9(: dilmiasdl, Until Mrl;lIIt pe c-are n~·1 do~te CIlI tl1,)ml;; !limturile el? fn ,p:lu!, 0 fat! dirur·Q 'faliTill]~ Iboo.a" 'ig caNd~tlit'!tm_~ pri!lciplil~ celie mai S~~!!I f· .. ta .. J1acut aceasta din '~ru:;iiiPa:~Il'J.lr-e ~,u dJ[1i] uu:birre fa;~ de mamA, lubirettillil!!ifhm'lati illiurn. Ea "'n~ia. sii"~i ~ovcasc! morna. ~tflhai p:~pmild ~i mai pulml!C pGsilbil. Ma,ma 1.':1('3. [I;lz~n~ta.. c<!sl1 ~j iili)!b<ordabiila. Anita fa~ de Olto Q antip.aticvizi:b1il.U. Ce·i, era ::l.iU].1~! ~,i 101, i~g~m~fl'.!, Ih,'"!;i!sti. ~'C indr'A_gOOi"easeH d~ O~I:4,) ~i .ll:Sitf~] f-l 0 pedepsear.cll simJiiiltir poe 1lIi11i1l~~ Ce-a 1Il.d Ill_are :lIledeapsiili it fus:~ irl.~"i {:,md i:'1j com;l!lnica.t [llloWtl~i di a JJ,\!i11l1t reillftH s~.~]c ell QUia, ,~i ci ,~cum IJ.e'bulic .S~ ,diJlW'dl'lli. "utili l~. Mama II s-tri,gat de dU"i!I'tf ~i a nncl.lviiititiil f.egattl!l:<l eu iuima ,pe.i!I, De ee ill p~d¢pSil~" pe Iill.<lm[? P~nu\l ci s-a u.eZUI illlibitlll liI!5l1ficicfl,LMartltla era rece 'On ca, ,a brim.is-o cihi,ar 'iln afi!!r:;!: c(I$ci leun :peruiolt ~i elllJ severn ,cu, CoJllililil fUfl:rle ~Jb~:lk D-ar fa:m. t§nj,e:ili (h;rw$! hlb-ire $i d'11I.p~. ~nll 'ClllVM.l' pFi<el~rll . .'~e. Nu. avea C!Clcal lin £deal:: m<llilla. $i ~~ $Itl!.Zern:I'a dlrn:!p.t 01 tTint~ jnC'~i!~~naM, piMitrn ,~\l ffl!ll!Ir!Ol. ml a int~les.o.

.Aid •. all! ViI:lJ1!I, :[I'*'ea Q teaml: ,cil aT j)l.l~::a s.'i capcte 0' !ii:!ti $aU \:m rra1e, deli tp..lll1ilA 'ei nil .. mal :aveii "'anita II'a. care S<lJ a~p~e copii. Po'lie$te"llte en a darmft into,tdealill1ill it; dormitcmJ Ipariintil!or ~,ii ca a.cll'1'lll a a:mnjat 11lICJ'1I.rile a~ifc] linea1 taM,~ ~ ,!I~ba (I CilDlcr:i sepamM" 1t1lltlil1pl Ice ea :lie 'Clidcl. i'n acel:a~li pat (;1] mama, Aflm ~tivcle ~1!I£amniid d: ,i:j ti'CbL'iilt sl fie: ilhlllJjEili cGt ttltA1 :sf,i nu ',i)·e ,a.P;.o,P~-t: de mama,. "B.a. n11 Vfe!l Si~. aiM fi'a:IL [rnd de cAitd ~!fa copU In-Ie as<lulb TelatUie il1hm~ ale piirilflliJor fi se ~reBeea ca ilIoarme. 'La\l'.ali""5i1a de 14 ai'll - lia fel COl 0 all'! p,ll.Cienta. oos.p"l\t ,(:3r"(;;I!m, VOrioit d~ji<t - a\l'ea G snfii,SuLlli dmit1!ti: sa. ~ cl!llcem pa1ul mamei !ii 1u.t1iJ1 sa 0 oollilrunrne' 'C1'! nlam'a_. Dar c~a, .mai mare fe;rici.'re a. ,ei eru s~. :l1adbilie imp,rl21lrui Cilimilmll. ,_,

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NIl!) ex:i:sta aha ie~i re pellltrn ea doc1i.~ cfis~ltor!l..!i.. M:ilmiill ~n.S"ist<l in ac~alSt~ dlirec!Je ~~ SG n.(}eau ~04!le p-'rn~lticile. :En, lll~zittai, ca.cd I:IbSC!V'd ci'i OlttJOI i1 era clJ'mpl.C'f Inc:ili:leJC-fI!! &1 d intrea,gi!J iub-ir'C ~ fQ~t dO!3f' rUn joe .. Mi"a, m6rlili.nsi,T: .. Nu mapor I,lao(H la f~pool ciil trebuie sill. t.l!}l djijru.~e5C 1;3.if§'~i ~1l1 Otto. Mal deglr.-!b~ (lilOT_'" 'ro.\lt~ l1ep'Ii'1c;.gl?ih~i iI:~ disp;'lwt Put'l;"a $il. m1Ir.i.we ea or.ic~orn. nerma], J1u~ei!l dQ.m1i film 1iI1(.l"l'l:n§ ~i verona I, 1I. jl'l~etat ,e:hilli' s! VOIuitc_ Dar a devcnh ncfeJidI!l ~i trem1,Jr1I~tru viitor; Si-a irnjplftl1Fa:t m.am.<I\:ar dl(!ri !iii! ~nlmllJtC '11Ii orice posibMj~t~ de c~sii'mric. ·~gi)r1 oliii ,(1!!lI~JiIilJ aca5~ mCliw $i 5110 l1e un eop~l.

M<lm<l in5isi:ii ea O!1IJlIre.a ci :j~ lie rea1bmtc~c (Inn. disi\.klrie::. S~ i'ndr;cp· ta ileum eu ()dlu~ :;h;;5eiili~i spre nef,lITli,c:i~~<! ei, C5JC! ea nu enll 11~ s~are !:Ii·~ iulMlil.!ii~ pe ac~[ Mt1b~1 ~i nici liliHiicilr sa·l sO:mte. 0 ilub.ire 'Cl1,aJladh'~ hnema, in p:rilmull rand fafi dil: mlllDili ~i in .• d dQ\ii.~i! rindi rntiiide II;}/.'ll~ 'lD'ilCap'llnii $.i fl 'itwibu~ea,!O:IJ.be c6lcliIJl~ pOfjubmrj~~. de ]u!bil'c. (:lit '0' :lOlpt1illlllani ij)itjln~Cll, nl,lnt~~ 11. foot gasidli mOairt:ai bll iJ'II~l!I~ el, S ... a; sinllCi:s (;1Il Ny.ohr~n:IL.

Nu intl(~tdeauna, aeeste C<:!zurj ll;fir~e&c a:EiU: de- trm,g~c, Adesea exisNl C(j1mpmmi:su!'i ~ii triiii.l'lzIti.i, adesea ~P'ri:md~~E1 r:e!~eit,e~ ObserVDnI ms~ d,t de IDo:rnpliea:li este prubie,ma di.spar,f:l!lniei

Doamna L K.., ,aC!.!ID fill f~mGii!mt!tl.l,r.il de 46 de IUI~. m~, OO!lS'U~t\1i din COIl!!la ulll~i pa~uilnL carfe a('llell:il1l~~ St:l! rde¥~lii!! Q fI.eooro~il1(: p~nllJU ea. A oOOeI'v.atmcii din pcriOa.dil :ll'llben.1tii ca e$l~ aJtrusiil mill .mull .d'ebiiicti ,d.ecit de ~haiti marrufii. A spm'al ea aceil_ll:ti iwu::l!n~ti~ P!i)il'itli1l .Jmo1!.l'~ tiireop(". din: C'i!uza ca'Jiie:ia. aooSlMll a. roiill:<l~iltla'!i. :se va.pienic C<N aJ1iii. S~ C;1$il!)ri~. dilll .arago$I'i! la. \lirsl:a dl; 22 .(Ie an!., H foot {'e.-r[ciJta 13 illC'!!ipurull d$filloriei. aVef! oq:asm d$p,lill, insa: In, IC1ilrnnd <l sli1lii~ ~Ii n~ JliUl.e .. (] 1011&1 det-Arl: d~ii i~oi ltlWlgina 1I111 bi1dlu frn:m.os diim.tre CU~Q:jitjn~]e, ,S'aic.lntr-o II:HC'I!fniie Illiil'lllil At1loe'r.I!ii~ ii, iV!l.!~ priflll'lrol.atie C"rn un tallilir, dU]lii lCiilII'C all ~.!rmat (:>Unl'1id altele. OirW!osnIuJ ~i3 de fiecOlrc data jlfldescriplibil de mi!ll'~ •. AVCii. 0 IpliicCC\!'e de nedescris sai ma~ie p~e~.e.\il fina a ~aiiiJtlllllli pc car,e Ii i!l.]tia tn. 'tai:i~ek; ]ub"iri.i" •• ~d!~t:a, e~ HX;l.'· a ~lci..,ell~l "O$~EI. de !Ii Ii Iprimafl!lmcic pe:ntm UIi JDlLiiat M:anuriS(;$t'e c;'l a iOSIt indra!.'(lIS'tiUi de fral~ic ,ei Irnal tinar, ca!r~ 'CI!i $ligtlmn\A ca ;i.f(lSl cet mid fromos

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Acum <11!~~ lijltl fiU! de 16 ani ~i t~hl;Lie ~ se retillil foane mult '~li Iill! devilli:!: WlJ.r,dra en (;1. Cilrt (bIll) a: tOOt wpi~ ,8. !r.sa:t·~ reee din pUi:fict de vedere sexual. IDe cilld a. tn.~ut de IPuibcrnU-e Q ~ltejti ",1ii'L die mull. il'leat l:1!.i1 s-a ,pll.m~ ~uta aUfel.dJc:ca1 i'ocqili_llili [) w!la~1¢ ~r~Hi CUI pfierel1llld lui I. DtlJf ~i-.:J ficJt:llml!l.sn~.ri d.ti rton~tih'l~Ii:'i. NlIJ <II" put'ea ::;l..I"rl'o'lIv~etlil,i dad fit)11 ei <l'l' 31'113. aeesee 'h.lCflJ.lii. Dorl~,te 0' hipnoz:1i ~l;'Itm a ~Ie' cl ibera de aceastii !JIbsesi~ follrt,e pur,emvc"". Nu vrea sa oonsimUli!l! () p.sihl\riiiili~.

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bI.oes-tlll] este PIlMai 1L..lJibiii din ro:qeile care contucrea~ [a :<lpmp~ suferinteiL :~n unele camri, el Sf! gis~~eifi prim ,p[an .. S.arlace ()I mare gre~ealada..c~ s-ar ill,t.e~lei(l. (mafiza' d'O(fl"pe' een:etCff'etI i~Cf]Stu{loiL

Dar llll,ll 'Yom in~.leg.~ 'nicill.ldi:lt~ (I d'~!sp~'lr~1L!.t1Iie da'Ca tl'iJ, VlQ1in metge In aJl<llid pana La oopUane" .Pentna ca !I)ollila:~ .s! exprime aeel ,.,nu interior", tt~bllh~ sii fugi in copi1lrie' trebUiie; ~il illdlepl'in!'l~cii. regresiu.ne cAb"C' infan:~il.

Am !)JCCC!litUJst (:~, lcl!i:Sl!lr1.tn!"~nla J~1il 4ezvih:lie [m:otdeO!~r!'la un "N!:!. vreau", .FQJ:t(lI~ caee ;8U:Stii1l ,Slcest"NI.! V~e811!1.". CalC!' se ['tnpOIDvesc anu· e:ntei instinctllJu:i ~,i eaee ar ceda user, $Ullt wmi.ZJ!,t.e de co\lJtr~ infantai" care lie::'}paJfea.'I!l~n{ll'lfi1lt· la fi~ci,;re d!e.oep~ie in via'~a. A~rtfel, feln1l.ta ar Icecda a:saltului M~b:ilIWillJi.. Ea ar (iI"[![mi apo:i sa .sirntil. in~pootrl\;'a ,,'Oi i"i~e~ ,ei. De.:zamagitii. a.mAr,iiHi, jjgoU.:a. se retrage t:t]1 eOC1bJUa ~nfantiluWui., und,e ,gi~c~te 'iln. w!{;'he~ piaoere a ,--opila.iei lID nllloc1Il.itol" pWllulllips;l philcl:::rii pif¢~.te. l)aJdp ]~rea p"~enm ,es~ mai [putemkii decal cea veche. aceasUi, ~gAsinne m.l $e 'POIatc produce ~au ,!;l:\l~e '~o;r tnv:insii diupa citeva e'Zlttlrl. Femeht l1ciru:lepe s~ simti. StudiuJ • .disp-a.r,e:t!!ojei ltFecitoa.re;"ne Mala. mrol:deaUDli:l vict.o!ria prei1:!;llntlilb!l~;;,u;opra, t(\eoLl!tl!lJuL

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Dlar .Jil'E!ntrl!! ea femeia !;la pl$"~l~ juisa, tre'i:iI~ie :'in tJitce~~e '~i'! tTIIl' ',:lOp]]. Ea. trebuie $~.~I !~vin~pe mt!l'il ei, sj S.c eEibertele de el, Velchiu[ cm!;lnt al Biib1l~:i.: .,,Tl1ebui.e sa.~i Ia~j ,p~ki!!t!i:~ tau ~i pe ronma: ta ~i !'>~Hi nrmezi b;hbati1~I!~·· 2!re pei!il!tm o!nu~ modem ,:!lCle:ea:$l.\,.i'lIa!bdHw.H.~ pecare ;0 avea cumii d~!!llil in lIln:l1iiL Om!lil i~ill~tiioS~' ~illbma'!:oo intetioot1:iiabia ciffidi esre o,~pilbi I sa.l;l~ d~lljiiP.filindJljj de piir.i:I]J~i.i sail). roaiill.les de tilmi.

fjec~ em l:$i fOUI!e,rli'l!:s:e[lI~3 wpa jm_aginl;l'a ~lr~hd. V~chca FOpOli~i~ din BtbHe ,.D'!llImrle~eHJI l-a li;)fe~U pe 0!ll11 dupa chip:J.d Sa:tll si :ilJ:5!em[tnareaSiil" pOil!.1Ce fl F.n~I-e<l!sa dJotar diuc;il are: sensllll]schim'b~t Oml!~ se lC1'e~3!z:;l pesiae dup~ IG~iplii lui Dumaeeeu ~i P!;lf['!ltru a .d~',eni ima.l~jm,ea fla. P'rimul [)llrn1'le:~~1:J!, caee pe[ltru oopHre.preiZlilt1i. pnt~" ~l!Jipnu,:awrn.~!l!. es~~ tatal, Fiecaee t<ll'ltei. a;e de S'l1'lltl.OlIJtatcoriza foarte peri'cul()~!'l!i a d~Sa~d~iZ<lJl'i~I,. momel1!tll] illl caee cQp!ihd in\lil~ ,ea d'inco!o de tat!i s:terpa:!]{1;He Q i~.!l~ mai jl!1Ol~ilii.. Hebbel <TI:. deseris ciipthtilnt. ~C~~! l:n:om~L!t ]111 biografi:a sa. ClOpillt1~, I?Q'\.'cste~~e HebiMI. ]11 fra~tt.d ,. Co" piJal',ia I~l!i?a"., are 0per:lQaJdil. care dlllreii!z!'I. ~s~ul. de itiItdt~i [I) calf(; crede c~ ~~'~r·~:aga lume depinde depad:llJ.tci ~ sii, ce ]ptlt.inde l~,~J 1~lt(;1tJde-aiut!ia atlat bU),""lnll fiUilld~l.pDf[l de mis~e.r. :periO!l~ ~. care el le poate cere pa~·.[litu.or Mdt vte!ii1e fmn'l!Ms9., c~t .wi 0 jl!Lcirie .. A~a$t~ perio.<lld!"1 ~a s;~it, fi!~ei~te,. atanei ·c,alil!d !(lQ:pi]ul, spre: Uillfllii~e-a h.ri, afiao-Cii se jp'etllec h](lim.I".~ care j)eml!tnt pi:i:u-il1ttl ~ ~si:i SWl.t la :f~J de ioopuri(lne ea ib~t;"'iap~lru .et M¢~~tj ~pe:rien,~ inl£lill,'lli 10 m!l[le plln~ aor¢dmt¢lo-r m.i:stice C<.lr'e lm;:unj@.lIm. (la. un. :n~llllib hn.ag,tl'nl!a ::sm.nta.a OOltlC'lrulor.ilo.r. Ab.ia dod act:aS:I~ pE:riood~ iii. t[iCCll!t. 'iinc~p~ard(lviir.1ita ~ti1depeooe!l~:l um~ .. OfUIL"tUin.a ~,utmp~,itail tl1lv1i't~pe mic~J! H~;b:be] ell dh~rolo de latin iSS.U troneazH 0ptne;re mni. InIllJe :Sl c~l!I:irn;d ,~0l! hliC~ si:! fie pl:5ng{! de tait5;] soli!,] ff:i d~ mOl.ma ,sa d:t1l!d IC[-ed~ IC~ ~i l-lf!iU I:l:edr-epmt~t. ·,1

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Im • .d~i ~~b: G:r~U:pflJ:2ll\r, 1U::r~er. JeB~. P.~.!Jt R~l!ll~r> SeniHer !:Ii G~the, Sc!ncffel, :~;i K!llI.I'JI!dl f02n.t M~.~'t.'li!if; plang de pedoB!l1ltll)!ria !ill .~,,,,tri!l~.tei;l t!u.all uil, H~ticl ,cJhii~i[ :!ir).l~_t: "Til!~I. m~1;! ml. Im'il,illif C~. g .. ] .plI!:e1lnll l~iIbi". MuIU! ~r'~IiIl~ He:bbci "Ill ~i-;J IJ<Uru~ le!ibe~.v:i:ata, de iimprestll oopl~~it.(H1re prodlJsa de t~~, G~m ~affil Infigl:llrU", !'Iev.et~ 1I11~' drramclor sui"', illL H.o:llorG:rn~, H,L';nJJde. KenogEm~1 e~i:~ Chi~r~i vj;Se~1l: ::;a.~e Sll1!ll L'I1luil~ l'!'ICvI"U~ ~ubifltThu.ellwfrit;;i" dctar..i. a~ cU!lJ i!I!Iill d¢moI'.lSml:t"in C-arrcil Imea, V:i~/12 poelir,(J1".

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Utilizareaaoeslm ,c;un.o~til1!~e: d.espre "i;<lta, popOOin:l!yl' II_g othi i!ltd~£~,roa tl.!h.lOOr maladHEo:l' (;poci~. T~till (]ct'vine shn1boJul arid,rei :1iutD'n!tlili,i, Am:arhi~tii Bunt ]li"I ,b'eIle1'il! Ico,p~i" :n:llscfll1ti. in ~f-ara e~a~{)lrilL'li, CM'~ n yi!'\l8c p~ t~t[J 11{!r nec'Uno.(i.cln. fieci.1fe r-e'lH)]ti :hupotr]va QrrdUn,ii :s.aciilll]e hlcep~ de:fupt en revQltltlj~rn!iPotrha [-aUi]ui" Ab:soI1t]tir;.null se CQflS!t:l'll.tjce~r0 p~ I[)lidinea falm.:lHaJi Caire OOll)reFa, dN~Pt deviia:til :;ii de 1n@<lir1e lu,] pa-t'er Jam-i.UtI,\', S:a_ ~ gandim l~~I!,·lnW!n.d m,me ,d;-c pi~e; de t~urn ~i IiOluan0 ,caRl ~r!.litealZi'i. [tre~~I1.i 1!e.mii, ],

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"Copihll anItA. eel ma~ c]lnr ee ~]elfuU!iJe !)ii fU~:e]e~e..m pr,in 1J?,4,fin;ti de pNk~~ .. EJnu aee !JiI, selli.eJaJ ~]til, doriltl!~ dec~ll OJ!!". '~pliim.~m ~~b f"Qm.JJacllU'jijJ~!';iimIJert.ine:n~emlt~ de t:,* cei care n tlJ!COUjOO1!:. ~.M trelfflife .'Va~mi sluJe}!, CL\li .~l\Irsa de. pl.tlcero. lDar daea p:ri'o'hn mai ind~a~ p~iD~pe~. c(]lPi]u~ dovede~~e &m.#i tJr()'(li:u'i c0I11piet(i:i/€'rille dea tinde ,C;1Jtre placerea, sa .. As dml~ sa. ~s,plllin cii~:dsta ~k,:·i db'Lili tip-uri C'(jJ'";Qct0ri~ I'illlr;J' cQ.m:pl~ dife:rite pe~'I.trn i":Uf~'(J.gaom~J'lt,re. Ob~rva~ji.le melle p.s]~ holog~ce m-au imivl!:~a:t sade>oseitu::s-ci!1tr-e itJiailUlt'X ma~' actiiV€ sr nU~j~ p'(lS'h~g ~~. s!!i.l.ILnlllareSC dezyo.ltar~~.lo~ oompret dillier~~""

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.,eel care ObSil\lna oopW mici af]a cuee incoodibU~ S1r~t~ni~ ~Uu acestia st\'-~i praeure teate tipudle de di~tig de placere pesibile toc:maip~itl n~ajl!llo!:iilrea lor clar IIWlicati_'"

.,.A.l:~i eepii smn din capul locelui preg:r.~i,i sillf]ete:~t~ mai mllh pe!!1tru rncl1plit!nare. Ei. se dez'iI'o]tiii m,alii mult j'n sensul tip~~lI:i de DU:~ 'ce.rire m!lscll~.un~ofen.5:iv .. Ei iflCe,~[r('li s~ dio.-.:nlne Idbh~c,tJl,I!l iubiliillr ~l :sa .. ! posede pl'ln furta; ei vor iastlel si-ifaci pe oei, din jur sa depindi de ~i'"

."Ce-i drept, acelas'i lucru m dore-Be ~i cei pasivi. d)ar ei cad in ]JIupria mptma ~] dev1:n. dillJl ,oonmI, deJl£m:~nli de ~l,tiL Na~iIJhjl!ta lor 'rJllJl Dlerge catre domiiil!tia. ofensj'lla. 'cii'tre ITi!as.cldinl~atea agn:sivi. ('1 cjtr-e un a v.rem sa (ieVl[lill, iubiti .. Vointa ]or deplacere ElS~ dun c:~pul ]oCllliJi pliiplnd, slab QQfI:'iittlli'l1i Sl este mal mu1t 0 VIo.imrUi de evitaie a n.epla,c:erli.":

Ufm§tH.'Iu~'1 pe M(m:iw)wsc.ki, am putre<'l diferenlLa naturile active' ~i cele pasive care se ver eemporta rdlire~'it ~Il solicuerea p~.iicerH. ,.., Voit'[~ deplleere" este forta metriee ~ a,mJb:!!dol' tiiP'llfi. Dar in timp oea~tivul ~~ va F'api, i'~1 va c-4l.§tiga. l§i Vii obtine prin cloiliur.i p~il.eo~rea In lupul vjr~tU.pa:si\i'1!J1 \\l Va! !I$tepta. Or 'I,!;a prim] cu iI~~U. no~t.:inta. At {jellu] ~il! accepHim acesr mod de .~ vedea lucrurile rcl!,u:;a SOh~nl8. h,aj M:ar.cJ'nQ'wJ\cJ{,f ar avea \'$I:abmta~~~rlUu to~t~ c'aJ~tl!!'i[e. Dar ea este vah!:bila mai ~nult pentru oorhat d!eciit peetru femeie, . .Aric~ se a;me:s.t~:l prorb]em:a biSlf:;;;.ualiJ:a,!i.i CU eea III fUmlri,r.il cuacteLiuJui. Femeile masculiue cauta placerea in activ:i,tate.a vieti.i amercase, cele feminme '0 Cilutit "", fl3sivlt~tt'. l!f'IiS:~. dllp:lii rcarte Sl!' p@Fe. earacterul pHlcerii Ce.minine este ]egat de ,eomporlament:tll pasrv, care este Cltmd~t~a ]~lbirij.F'elt~!Il:iileapMIi c:(!:l m1ilii pl.u:~mli.c orgasm din ~. ¥oiota: die: supuner-e" .

.D01'[, sii filiJ uitim 06 rexista de ,asemenea 0 ,.¥o~fi,a de oeJj,ta,C!~,nf', cA {I dormtl d~ pasiv](ate ~i !J:UfMinta. !Jlchimbd CJomportam@.~hd; nepliicer,e,a poate deven~ de Fd.pt scopul instinc,uului, se:X,'lJ1a] $l dmt,r e<lL (ro$lt~ m]jlQ~~m ac~t -c!U': ~]6.c~~a> a~a rQI!!~m n~ dQ'Ii~d~t~ pe<tversj. UD.ea masochi.smullll.

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~lW'l'a!rj. A$ dori don sa. dovedese rCILilIJl pcate fi fe]W!:tnata pliclitrea priiltt-rO nepiacc,:-:re nevrotie:li. prin dureiL Pem(!.ile isteeiae foto.!u!se ca ... racl:enti 6<i.po{ar 01 pJdctfrHpeiJ,tn~ Q' f$(t: prote}a l~j~PD1"iV<l. j~L~iirii ;~! dmpld re/utii/o!' .,'r;cxuoJe. Am explicat ~Ja. eli ill cuul disparfll'tl:iei •• orQ11nw, de: 'pl1iWeiie" ii Elsie Opi!lS U'II inMpillan,'!! .,Nu vreau!", ca~lig,~.l1 de rlacere a] orga:smlldui at ceda iill :aDeast!i.~up~ hare .. v(linta de phieere" ::;~.; VOEI1J<1 de i!i~lijcere'" d.aca lfemeill IlU at foillosii truc~l esca!.l1(!j~rii cll~tigului d~p]icere ~ a:~ tnmsfoW1llri~. din rcontra, in 1'i_~laCelie.

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Vedern ,~~ d~ferellJ~~ diIl'!.re na"tuFile p;:as.hl'e :~i cele flclive dijS[lfiire ldacii 1u~m in cOI!:~~dlerare: motivele intericare, C!ci tiocma~ feme~]c; pasive S1!ml ode care t[]ftr~o easnic~ene'ferci.citi,:se apa..ra prin dl!,~rer:i ill fata orgasulului. menu sum sufici~llit d~ aeti ve pentru.a sc:llJmliba situ:QJ,iI!:. peIil'tru a .. ] p.8irisi pe so~,~l lor ,Si'lJl.I. a iil'iit.rjjJJ f.Dltr-o ~b~, re1a~te" Bite OPIJiO v(lintei de pHire:re un nu interior, uo .,Nu vreau!", ,ac'tivitatoo lor intedoad. C.a.~tlgu~ d~ pHicrelre al dCldliltli!i sexuale, 'intel1sii,ficarea p[loeliii pioo la o:rgas:m 3scund!e in sine petico~Li] 1'nfiing,~rii. AprQ~ J!)iam lf1'mi,'nJ:le int~e pllacl!;'lllc ~i neplace:re permite 0' C(l,I:'iv-e-l's.ie s plooecii ~n neplacere. a ofg--atsntului lip dUirlere .

DlJ!re]jii~e sllntfoorle diverse, me se locaiizea.z1i Il.tBll exterior •. hl ,jnt_I'Qiw s 'l'agii1tie~ ciiU ~:i l"t1I reghl:nea lombarii, ,ca'~eodafa ele ir.adJ.az.a r&biaf' paua ill feet si sunt descrise rca inSll:lpOlill:abi~e., Un fenJ()men asema:l'I[ito[' apare ~i 11, bWrba1i ~~ va fa tmtat m part,e:a a OOU3 a aeestei 'c;afti. Arnbe ]O'T conversil le este comllnll 1IIP3/rip~ prln infl.ue1Jil~ii psihid. £Sll~; vorba' d~"Pr:e ,0 l'iCIOJ'ie i!:i psihib!tl,u,i Osupra fit£cului, iii!'! lr:iu.m[al (;reier-uiui ,M,il'jJJ'4 madllvei spil1fll"i.i.

Duroorile in tiropul coittiLui I!e.rvl~ [1id~~e<li ta mallC'Slre.!I: futa de sii~e illSu~:i a rezi:;;,ll~['l~ei jn~erioare i~ii pentru a·~i Qi~ri '0 scuzSJ .. Cilteodlartae:le sunt ~iIJllU.e abia. d~]p~ coit, BltiiSi~ fernei eare dilJLpii eoit, If") ziUiI u:rm:Uoo:re •. au ntigrena lor, dUFerile lor lomaare, 1ntepiHurue: lor 1:111 abdomee, diul'el'He ~Iot dte aJp'~i,ce:, oboS!r!ala 1m ere .... 'DI$C~l ,co'iud S~ prodll1ce farA, orgaslUuJ core~p"M:ator. i-!tu~dealJn:a exJ:n:i tu~bllrlirI l'l.~V'roti rt:@, a:~<l Cnnll''''ll'll deserts amiinmlltit: 'ill rCi1II:rI:e',[ m,e~ Nf#'VQ$ifJ!ll' AngstzlI.slli/lde:1I' (Stari de; am::ielate liClwQ:61a'), Un(:on ac.estc dlli',en S:UlIt lQlf!jt~ ca. pretext fi,estru sm;trage!!'~a de la dlato:r~a coimllJll. EAislA femleii casotorite: 'Care pretllld ,ea all] d!W:'-eri 1a fiecAre eDit, Brus<c, 8(1 (lAru:iesc unot :alt biU'ba:t ~i ,:ohu[ decl,lrge~r.] d~lferij ell Q putemi.d

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EStlL':: intotdlclIlllna, :Ml~ec4 (ind f~(m:ejle sepliill,g cr.. la fiecare cO~Jt :!lim! dl!llreri ~i l1~piliicere. (lalld il&a,gi Qrioe ~ergar,ie de pHloore ~i sustin ca SUflI.l ~Id_~oslile ,~'iil!eb\!~:u~'$te·' d~ sO~lJl lor, eel maibun dint~ li3.iib~ti, sYSI;in cia nl:l ar tl lPutltt face (I alegere mali. IJtlnii't Exism ituotd.~a.u..l1!11 reJl!'ljei ~al1e· sepacEiJllesc pe de in~.d(l:_ Sut1.etlllll. terse ]asH. desigUf, indus-if] eroare, dar IcorJ1~Jl 10'1 sJn!!fJ;je un. stAmit:a:r TIilll. Orgn'51wull l:ips~~te'. dur,en Ie ~,i tuno!!Jr&l'ile se il1stale~:tJi.. tipsa orgasm.ului Jill 0 feh1ei,e o!l:!;1tle into~de'a~iJla un sem!i<ll de ah!irma !j'l rll5earm:1ii: in blima. mea t'e·va. nu !;liSle' in. ordliuliil.

])Oilfllll;i H. lL. SlIlTeti ,de to ~epreze:ntDe oi'lSll':oSfi",.1 chii~t!ii~re ,d:m CilrU2!l. cAreliL s-a l'Ie'lTIisdlil1 OJi!l::t: vial!! SiOCD<lla, este pwfu!ldll'ie'ferieiiUl :~il WM siH:i ia vii!l~a. Trebtlle :lia. ·pri.'IIcaS'c:1 la ficcllre liIirba~ pa:tltalol'lili in diret1ia iln eare ghJcc:~tre pell:i!lll~. 1("Ea es.re 0 feme~~ Ufli~lit:l, pjCIilll8" lUll Solilfef'ot nbci 0, paslune, ~a ci3Jsi!1'1;!i;it Liru scM e~ din dt:3iS~iSt~. este f'tlO'j,m: mllll~urn;:!i de ;}lJ:s~r'~ ei, nu Si~i1!' putea im.agiua Urlil Ib;illilbat· mal bun,") ObS:(l;sia p,ersiislii dlc :ZIei:e !lJllli,; r~~agem Iliii irn::eptlll, &"!l im'i!!IlSi'i'ical aliJt de iillJllt iucit, ilfl ilcli!lii~$te:a. ei, Ia: ad!u!; hi elmo~tilit~ t~JiIt.u1 slJ,tului ei fU!.l'31l'uii!l·[[ sii 0 aju1(l,imp:lod'ndu.i sa C!u~i adilca nid unooTi;J!lIt ii'll apropierc. s:\li DU il'i\'i:Ijj~; Hiei 1jI!l domti. si fL'illl: () c:ondllc~, flicilieri ilJi sOcellet1l!1:e. Nu se simt'$in stare sl m~£lla..

l'n JiI~'U!9,. slIferli 11:1 i€l:indl!l~pellJilbil eJ b~ltbatii remllirea,~j,vilj~ e,J :~i i~;[ 'hail joe dI~~. Repl"(!~riJtairea (lbscs~W,I i9.31,p!iirot pen,trQ pr.imiliOiilrn 111. pr:e:U:1l1a metilicuJui f.uniUei Mirna 11I!1 'i~ indicErt eli et i-a !:auprins jlfivi~ ~i ,~ z!lmb:it inlr-1!In. mod~"l}tefis;tic:. Cunmd ~,il-ill schiitlbaJt Jnedic.'I:!~ poni'ru leI er'lI!pellJibii slii.l,pr.iv.easci m O(Ihi ..

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M~MlMciSt:~tc c~, e;s;t-e e;x~r;b'i.Qrdin"!l" d:e ge!loos~1 :~i sufcii m:ti1'e' inllllt. dim '1iCea1>tli IC<II~it Sotll][ c:i c-u:~te ,ciiteWl feTlillet ~e 'l'U¢ le aprociaz:i f'Oil11i~ Iit1lllt ~i care i! otem din PUIlCI .ail! v.OOere spiritual G~ ce f."i ii ]iip:re§~; spjrit.vhrarcj. t3t~.,.il)atii'it.e~ .g,rali,e; ~i llIRIDI. BI!'$lie fuarl:c-birne I!C~t nillDl1l!I :~,i. :SililfedL Eli oofer~ ma.i ale-s jilcntm eli el frecv.enteazl- de:sigur film Vre-Un gand aSClIi:iiSI!1 - Q' fero:e<J:e ellr cilre: '~il:ildw, ,fj: il'ord: 1'0&0(1:[1. E$t~ '1:)l1 ~Jti~\l.ftu[llOi:Uia,. C1!<tte.m de gra~io!iisa, p'li.lIl de :l;pi:l'~t ~ ® Irle::puta:1±ll:mon(l~81:&, Nlu ~'tl;e sigut de ~ sotu] eI a nlpt iogodni;i ¢'U ac!;~lti fMl'~~ ~ii ~ logu~rt 'CIll ea, BaiiiJlii~ di dln f;3i1l21l baNlor .. Ba fu$cSC 0 fOillrie IhI,lIla pliutJd:t P.!Cl!IID ~To:fesiia. I'ili - est~ ]1fli!dic ,gin.:~QllQg - it aduce in cObltacl C1IlI to.ait~ aCll:ste Fetlil~i, C"'lIi ar putcaJ ea Mi impiedice 3JC:I::Srt: ~? [3,1 este .in.l'iwt 1bf.1i~C'af'll: Soa!ptilm~jjJi$ de c:iil1Jwc1!Ita, 'li'1zi~e:.azil :rmJ[le a~1~ fum~i., ~~fU: C~ (i;~;e rut M). p4lOl'te depril'ld'e ~uni,ciufi ~bip',

tnl:@tf.l,hl~ foarte des ~cciSitfc:nQm.elil:feHu~i fdglde cu :slJtiil,olf IiIIIl ~!PQrHi gill!dltal 'etl. i,iII~e 'Ii"emei er pUilea simti plAce.rea ill bratel(i i't(lllStora! E11~ 1'~i ebimJ,ie sotJ,.lll cu. ~i!::easli ,.geIOlie din dil:aJgosW"\ i1 urm~es;c IColll dJo¥,~!le 10il" d~ illlbilr!:; :C~1\e msi se oomIbhltll (;U Q tafilnara. <lgil5.a!"e 1]1~'"'J'Qdca, astif'el i'f.I~;)jtitlibite(l; $.~ ~"]Jrima rnaci, mull iii!. ... mb~ dedt ill ·ra~ Si ~ce:astii, [poc.ie:rn.U 'ii f(lCi: 811l~tI~'UJi ~i 'IJ!3ri ~'Ceme de ge!Q21e, 'it face cl!ih~odat'llfEtpfOillli d m"uo s.tim.eazi, ca nu 0- wspccta, De: oe Sma dis8illj)n1 I;:U <e'a'? De or; II rnc,m.() lIlermci~'l '&t~ irlilipotriv;a. familiC'i liui, g!se~le cAmerge JI'~;'Ic,l;,s. I~frn,l~il, iywrJle ~L ma_;mr!! sa, ..:~ it dl!,1'lu~~~j ~ lat~1 s~tl ~ F~ 11:!nr J'do'!, ,iioIt IlIlJ ji..~(;1.l1t8. decat d~ $fuJtlJrl~r: f!lm:iUei !l.iiIIle intirnp re ea este dioar ,,cen\l~(i,!,~". SlilfiC1~~:nt de lifuu ,,~tJi111 a rae!$' ioop~il. ,!I~l mgrjj I e~c ..

,Es,tc :absol1l1 incapabHi'l ~! ed!iC~ I;;l1gi.iiL,U&l copn !iufe.!i d~ !XJ!ullg:ic. i~i' f;toe lfiep~ri c! at_f fivlnoval!A de ;;t(;Casiili [. &: d.1lillllllic mal ii]'e~ C1:) tot fe:Jull de t'(pro~lll1i I1l!lj~:iJi1cllite. Slimte I~bse:s:ia: ei cajosniicii, ~i wlgarrn, Ilnpta, eli gjndluri de S,iIiilUicild.eru illiWi Biles, IdiiJiPi! ,01): se tro~.Jlc din vise ~moll'a;ie. Dim(ill.etj[~~, m_IiIO Sllb impresia 8ice.sOOf vis!!, S1!lnt i·rl.t~~~p.!:\~~~, ~.ijn~!!.bn! de munca, dll',P~lPJi"'t6, idwla_. nimeni 'ml se pOlIte :ilpnlpl!ii deea ciici sar sci}utei, Albia, spre :;ea'l'a !Of: simte maio ibim~, ~~a Clll'I'l sc liHtamplill t'iI mu1lii n.evrotici <:'~

I Femeile ooeste.zi!;'C ca~ s.tm~ ~iJ1CCIl,v.i:nljji~il:~, d!a1A dr: ~pt~ de c-=le mgt Imul~ 'On C2I pe Cl~. f!~rim e:l>p~ioi:~i il~ ·rnr;e~ri eW~fjJt~a:!a, a~nltf;e ill iDlblil~n~'I'i~~li.U Roill ,copii ea, ~ Iii p.e~to.ilpi3 ill ce:rul.l1il prill ,",,'Ire oo:mpolUlrca :101" .,ro~r a 'lrCb!!lh sli fiiL\ d1:: lil)flt. pedepsii6., {Dr. F. W.J

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C!:~!!'rea I:'rud pN)lii!rnd! ar,at~ ci ,e;[! !1::;~" U mare vi:si~Q;'Ire milllma, til: ,d~ml:iiea!;l we folosita p.;;fi~ crearca a.e:reve.JJ;icar.e au ]l!o~1i cO:I:'l~tiemi7).1l~· ~i i,~iat sunt :reruI3!le!~ Z,ooa de ,ill_lIcccsibilirete pe case 0 i!'idi.cii dim511!e"a.t3 itl. jltlm[ ci serv~w ~a pro~area re\!'er]illar de ,~~mld strUi»e. iD~ as«ll:gnea, ~fi~ talii4Hu.tei,t ei. [!ilJI Qb:: dle.cj1)~ un pretext pc.ntru a i~:ia!iligJ1!ramlJictio1'!Ol!n'i.a. .neruH)1Ulfail:! a revldriJllrn-. La, h!O~'Pllt nu a .. a"'l!lt mimi!c de povesot .diesP['C 'cuntinU:IUiI acesowf r·~v~rH dar fchd Obses:iei sale penJlJile, df!!Sigllu, gbiicilrea liUi"

PI. f'Ost llUt uopil "t~s~1 :!i'i s:li!lflilii(,O!!, C8ifC manWesta J!m~ine f~n.om.e.nl(; ruwro-tice. Vil!l~ el a foM tllllbwa'l'~ de; 'I) Ul'ra ,nll.;i m.llire de {) mare fJil!lrn\lse~~ ~~ CU: 0 ,nalUra senmaUtI, 10 ifli'iliidl:ll J!'~ aClwliJ. liorofa!~ d~ cate se· !ll!lmtt:ili :lllfe['ioa;tli. IJrata: ~i stu.pkllil, Thta! eii SllIfCtt<L de tol roilill de dezedli1ilbrc liIeVmi~~(:C :as.em~ilitoare eu ale. el, Olslf.(il 1indt s'lf'eIiEn.ta e:ll ~~e ~w '(,niillduui.e. ~~ se mcbidea d.tmmC9ta1 ~i IIlUI .. orb. sl!ilcrea dteod.alll hmi. 'in ~!ir de ~Ic dcpresi.i di~n C~iOO: caro.rn.~uilil sa. Sit: i!lt.em.~il tm :mod rq:ll):tarr 'En sarudlorit .Acurn,. ~i!, hUriinete, Slare& ~llIij S:.S! j,t'l11)Ull.31I3111f,. dttr ~m;;.a 'e.&'!C' 1ll$l"eu iCaoprh::iQ.s,. are mli!~~@ ((l!!liii.~. esteun e.X!ccn.tric !;\~, dupa d~lI'icrile el, pare I!. s,ufe.n d~ mm.ele \I~_] ntl:'Iroze 'ob~iorudc.

SI;i1!.u1t~ita.te.a ci :!i.,;l. d~~tq1!;;i,t C!biJ1lurile ~rziU!> n", poa:1'e IPI)!;'esn'i n:uililte dcspre sex1.!la,11i':a.tea ei liiilf3nlil'l1. Ul! ."irs,ta de l4 ill";! Ii ,rimh e:xp1ik;a,tii de 1;11,0 glllvl)lJf1;all:Ii ~i.. clliJplllril:c, nus.a masll!lfb.at. D1icj1odata.

Dupl'i CilIteva miti, ,e",all~ri. ,S~II iHldrtgo!'llift ,de un Mirl.'i'olllt. care ii cen.~t~ ~~ :SiLJrr.I. ei -b-q GllutOM dl!r ;'Ii fQ:$t i!eli'!Ji:mot de tfunilita f;mmo.ilis~ ~i i:!rg<l~l'~!I~a. Dupl1JJllam. ~t bi:rb!!.t a tielitU-0 pe ea in casiI'Oric. IL-~ 1'efu7.~t.. N,.. pUted sl\.Si ill'l.thilPWI$ dar plltea iiii .,,!<lea I,lnl.lii lbirttat care fuses!': cilimJva i'odriigosu[ a~so;ra. ei.. Nu 'oiooia :s!J S~ 'facO:i feric:uti. E:m. pre;:! :rmlnarii(l!eliltrn ;;u:ea.'Sm, :i~ fOOcll, erailniJi Illereric~tiil, ,d~ a.cest n1ium:F~illltU! l"il d~lji: vom:piet nioJi 'pillWi 'in pl'e7ell!t ~i:ncii de.mmci apaileillaea ttndil:l\l de ,1,1 lit!: fndrigostifg-arlG repea.c de ibrirnati ~ide a :scll:imoo ob~ec~el~ la ft] tk !re:ptile:, rlccar~ bhbat lli t!'~,,~ ilflteru9ul. !;i] d:e'l.it:lmc.a p\Ilrlclu.1 Ole lfI~(!;c:aror:: ;al falntas'me~Qr dQ.Olif p~ jrunllitM.t {)o!1,l~tierlitc "

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OImd iubit Sc ~11ei!J die judeeata celo:rl:allfi i$i ~ililca tllt-umea1i!1Iil ~onl de ~!I ."ee ~pu.n OilltK:llW· ....

Au li1iC'4;:I1f: d.oillJ1i. timpln can &;a ind~(lstit de 0 di!.lziltl!5. d~ M.[iba:~i. .A:lulm:i l-a C'umJiltu{ pc sottd ei care ruiP:te~ IO!llJ'du!l. ~u Q artisla Il1ll iI1'\llio lImp iD rmml.'i. E:l ~1~t'I C.CiliLU m~M ili ea I..,!!. 3cordarl-fi. :rn ~C~] p;r,ilft:.", hO~iie in [F'f'li:m:!J1 riJld 'eu rmiun",. rlubir~ I'm. f-ro maimare c('Cit 'i'l1I ~1!;r.IiI.I .. llu,l!r "n:ill:lli'c efem~'··~

A fCCl.'lf.I,OSCUt curind d ,~ ~.lI!~ti1.1) de gl1iil,()~~ii. Se p.1!ciMise plil C'<!) illi~$i ~i lifill !!ii:l'lJ~: mi11r,~ p(lsh~rne']'Ie care 'VII-a, do:r.,[~ C"u il:if'hcare. IE .. credea 'ea :)'Jtul el lllbise alte f<:tlWt ~'I it Uln1ill\I(liaCliI ~miU[ile. 11 ,~~ sa felUlIil!te la rel!ltiU: CUI ahe femcli, ::;arqrihg'd aor.slereia:tii dOl'lr I~ ~~hnil~~ sa medicala d!jn C<lI.lZEi c:dre.ia o.ri.cum S'u,fc.t"¢~ OTi(ITrn" Eo!' .~~~~ c~ el !il1,l! ~,;;:. if!V~jl;!a del.oc de ner'I,1~i ei, Cu toat:e aws~l:<l. 't;;:;)tlnici.a m.er.,g.ea biin]~or. Coii:l;ll ern, 0 Ilecesiltaro pt;I1I.tro. ~{I.

AWlnci ~-.!l produ~ 'P' ooti~llri din ·c[I;u.za lInci 'boli gi'~'I!e carea 'piiwit·o lip pam Irmiil! ~if ~i. :iI. slJCl1!!gat'i(I ,djD \:asa apili l:I!e!'!n cllrlJ;:,.t;a ~t~9L Dill; ,caW'!a s][I.· bf:i:h.li:1ii:lptl~mOJla!rc <I treblJ1it sa. mel3l'giiin. s.1ild, lind!:; vi~ s!i!ndl fli11l1!!Sa la :s!l;lali'~. A~i;I clIm se bltam.pla des d~tp~ 00 llmga Iboll!ti, f.mrlasmele im. c:'ip.itat ]lIK]pon. dere!l,~ il) ~~~ cu l~il1il1~a. t~illlill,giml cu "'n.leijm.~ Oli. 50'rL~1 eI carllh\ ~m· (:ll}1~ irj marele orall.ca. (i rn~ea,l! ~111 tim.p ee ea ~t: al11lii d~arl:epoellitnl Ia fie ~fllliIilHm~i. lncell.lli ell il'ic'ehdse ahmeflta e.u ratl,tlihml$i lliillldurii de IiilzbnllLre. Sexua)liuvtc,a ie!1 1WS3I.i$lfitC1J1i II (lore! peb~r!ilatu'l ,dJi.'~'Pre~iif,. Ciii!l p[!. t!:it1!ic illi u~t. ,~el C3!ro~pil'~ntlli ~t11W ea ~iiPul 8e~.Ii:I:QJti:i a1tlJima:~iiCe. ~'Ii) u'l,lill' vrilia SB. i'itdqJ!l;rtc2Jcac;eas;rj dorin.1,1i, ell S1;; impun~a I'IWNIlI nu.i ootil'~tienl '" c;andl.1.ri.1e eL :5-a. tlnlal'S. il!isillilim~[til. ar.=aSa ~i $.l~a prop~ ~[(,i ~~&mdnd ,fr~gid;;j ~. ~(Jtl.l/'f:f" E(~ {till 1\I"~{a lid m~i,fic =t'iMli'd de' el m~Clwtd ~PltJ'iU cii ~I J!11'~O l>'lillt4 "# () fofa."!U}. itum(1~' CO.fM' '1m lrlofocuiio·f' i~' ,'QZ de IW!1{lie!

De cant! s·a iil1tonl, it f!J(';lt Tiuma.i al1~stlniiC'ii .. La fnL::'eplIil S:~1l. fo]o·si~ de ~jci I!nIcuri p~m.b :II 'til!: S~ ,exClitaJ, i~i ii-mii.gilllil ,ca :m'rt,ll ,~i n ta.ee ,0011iep.rie!X:uej, ,ei, d (I 'lliizit~;u!trae loS;od1il~c<l ~lIIil de 3:1t!da'~a S~, rt'1J$ca sloi. ram:iin~. cil1iIiIplet ftigid!1il. Cur,bd, dill,Tler;lle ~u. MOGUl'!: OrgaSIDU1. Med'Lcu1 8illccol,og: i-Iii r-eco:· !l\andat sll M res~r:angii. l"e1a'tiile :seXl!ji!e~i cOl i"1l, comufiicill a-ce;lS'ia im1llibn so(Ullui e;l. fll"ll!I~~ i! dillpli 'menstnmtic alllm!St ·iri:t[.3!U(3~e snptilunini de :aibstii:· I:i.oota.; ern iillt1!l,klel1l1Jna f£ri~i!li1i ei:l,~dl \lle pi!Jll~ Sl!!stt!l~1(:: 'ilru,l!;ilorinil.or !l!i.

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Exp~!ca:lia acc5~c:~pit'.i¥iri 1!iU era ,oomp~kiu!. Ell i~ iubea ind f'Il b~!'banil oolll.rn~. IlII c~mi m~mbm ~I"Q Plilrut o1ilse.nqJJ Ill! jOC1L!I de lenlf~ prill p.affi1llruuH su~~i!re d.t v;:ml. n ,daM. crede c! <I, obsere a t chia!" QCl"~j~fl;i it! ~im.Jil ce e!1 vaS~oila. C~lfi.dci"l); cop:ll a f,rn$t fool1e !iper1!!!!.i de. !Jler!flbru~ mll[]i lIr~n~31r :fi iidcc~ de ;11 fi $lirri\pl!l1ls~ de un '~C'ni'S: :I,tlill'\l ,e~apc~lru. ,(I:lI l:;eVa it:t.gt\l)zitor~i m a~cI:(!$itlrop iO p'-~~ere: de!t~'Sf)1;.!s. () mare ~Il'licere <J!t {fi p~IIi,U1Li ~ sa. m.oarll. 1['1 dmpul. WW!i. coit! DiJl!\e1'ile~i flrnc~~~~ sil! tihe: ~e~!e i:ntr-Q Ulilil~te :iii ~, IJlrunmlli ptmIJilJ1ltlOO!tal!M;'li!l,

Vi~ldc.care~ di.~lll1iei a .fM!t mill llI$ola!l!ii (!!:ciit ~ fil I~l!it. A ~'D"'.J!t eUfaud ell :.:fu~l !1'l:ldy~~ cu!iQt!:d e:i.~i~:lI. co-;r,oct:1!J ihla~uciillO'Jiti]lc ~i Nli! s-a ~V1"i d:isltras i~. ~~U.1llUi. liXliru1'111L n~1il corm:'d! V!\(J!i'(r d jl,lliS'e,'tC tiM' l~ it OJ !,!;!A sit. DUJru!l'iiil dllt.l (Imp,tli Mjt:tllllll~ au sciizut tUi ~'llitel1l!SH.ate 1i C1!Jr3liLd. ~liI di~flijmt O~¢iia !~i·.", !pi~ro\n c<lraC'l~ru~ <:Jnilmi~o:r, V,oiO'! 00.311" ea pr.i",irea! ei Sa 1iI'U 'file:

O(b:-lr.:il'V1Ua de ~f'liCl\ t.1"bfi.b<l:!"C!Jl~d!l p!!!mt :mil'lil',g¢ d:itl, nou l:a. s~rate ~i .'ll fI1:l!1Ji1 p.rinlili diGlnni,. rHn ('!iillo ~ll cii!~d, dbseslia ·m.ccreiil sa pllnl~ sffiip~"i~ pe e~,!hi ea. s- .... apdkat. Ct]~o.)~l a r"m~$ .::;lhl<iJW$s3.

- RM[~inile ~!il.f-.mti l(j:illc aClils.~~i Ii'teV'ffillli: t'blll au pl!lM til ,gJsill~ ill ITcii hUII.i de ,,:n.di:zi. VIOO.eC;It1T~ s.ap.r,oilils trep!!a:! ~! It ",w~lit~I.~ men'!!iI_i .. AI.lI~'" C'bU p~ ~i, dJi!' ~!'I MllI~iYil,. Dlllrer.iie lirl ~imJilli.lm coiru~El~ aU. ,Dlislilamr. or~tiJl n!1Ji fi'1)I5cit,c aplili;l!l:lip= !1t~~;i('ldi<l1~,obsles:i a a devenlt o ('U!r~Q!!:~I[at~ ci()ml!llna" p.L-e!'Z:IMu.--$i. IC~ra~ljU1lil~ cJilll'll!:ilm, ~l[!plifiltQf~i lI':omll'l)d~iJv."

~;tt;:!JClest caz djlLMre.i!l.~a d.uv(lltat~t, apAt'find dtJf~ coit saJl1 b'l ]ocilll Gr,ga;smuit;tL Gat~odat,im" dure;rea .I!.p~~~ dJ( l~ ':ikilclepll,!t~i klilpiled!~ciip'rodlJce~ OO]twl!.l!.C8 m cazu~ "Vagini.siIIlullui.

U[! CaQ.zf'o:arte insirl'lctl¥ ~blicii dii. T3!IiI11.enibaum. in, ZIi!:n.tm!bial1fli.t P'1'ychfHm'Gly.re,; "Desp[ie: Il.U!I. .ca:z de dispareuoiel Y]lld~ prill ~"!Sih~llJ.iflili:zj·' .

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Men5tJt'ua~ia. a llilc~;p1iI~' 1<1 ·"V51:1l. dlt l l <IoilJ1./'t ~t11fll'!'lliU ~QaJ<l. ~rem:t:IlI~Ii!! vaJ'llts d~ llla:n~i ~! a Ulltlat i;lfle1i. I!.I~ ;31~~ 1,Iir!. ~j~l. Aiflo-ii :it awl d;llI'er.11e: o.cupi!li~:ii; s-a d.:i§jroti~ ~'11I Val<lilll~ i[9Hlb trei ~~il'1li du,; ~OO~ a it'l'ortat. BlJili.lSC a iI\;,ut uti I]bido fO!fUi'DCputl!mic in~r=oO l1~te.,la oiiteWJ; saptalltl~.ilil <I1.i1pa a!VQI:t, ~f fdlru! (I fnicerr:at fir! COif ,r,i' simli'f 0 dumtre ol'ai de p,ut,'eI'~li'l;'ii, i,~c:dt a telir~rf,f .. In.ca Idin a~ re:&~oildi1 ;~de,ra :d('l d"UI~1 P1'I~mio~ l~flecan;iI ~~IC,>eN<l!~ de wilL

Uti ilIl'iIiIiUl!Oll!~a"'izi~l\ :1!, ild":aiJ!!}ii( ,ta.i!ll wr:m(l' ~ dci HIiJ!i!'l ant (I Cr~2:H. de ~~ill'licimlmiliml!l ei a rmi:Jlllit sa .ti~ ~raii~"pO'rt<!tA .I!a $lPit~J :perulfillO ~pl!:l'ii,ie. l~ 'CiI, ~p.ti'lilir:ua d~~ aeeea.f-a ICUIlOSICUl ~c 'O'iiiklFu] 'e~ sO'~; a1l!pi 0 hlill ;;1'l!;ImU!i~ I!)~o.:hilll" PI~ 1,l_lillli~ •.• ciitel;'<1 ~lIil'iij: a ~rebu(~ M e:j(~utelo.w~ t~b!:.I_r;iil~ ctl:Mli $:t d sU!'Jr'dvegl',et..e ooJl'iiD~ m ~pri~:je ~9U} II. ml.lri.tp<ti!;:~!;!ta ei in:l.iir!ll!L Eil! ::NI ilm!:ll:.l~. n~vit !i.l~Itt~ scotoiru:!! des ~UIl!8<t:e d!(i!; Itl!iililtc~es ,$1 !iiuferi,fllddlCi gm.dun de !iiRiU;cid~'C. 1m Itii~l1l.ul spii.lIlH2irii ml!ll1lcj ei a ~a.Ol]t b.li~E:l oopi:i~l~r de (n,'i~ ori ~i d); fl~~IBe d~t~ .91 a\!'1l1 Crllz! de L'I!~un fu tifi'ip!li! ta-t(ilO'lsootea. $~It'!~~ d(:l m..eJ!I~le5. ]!i!~riC".e. 1[1] fine. a a,\I\!ilit Q asemensil !:,adl~. [nc.:H if] ili.mte iI trehui! s~ fi~ [fl,. mi.:!iiill! ~!l',il 1\I~!l~m GJlteV3. 8.3P~~11il1irli. D~,pa C&teva ~Ilin~ lS"'lI. di~ilil~ri!l ~~ S'II :iil'iilltl~ blin.e ~M1.ij ~a IIV£)r!. Tin tli!~pUiI Ce:!i'liiVi,ffi~j)i t!iup-;ti.ilI(e II ~~inat. I?~!~J~ :a n!l:[,l.ijlJt tiL! blo~im.re ca S--;I![ fI ma~tI!I~ vf.Jeodati1. Tnaw all!s. I[;O[ ~r-fi i!:v!ilt vreo cuoo~1ilJJl~ as~PT1'I IUit::01'1)lr~1~r ~u.81,e lruiin,u;l de dSi~fut:'je s,m ta af fl' arVWl~)liPer.i.9~ij s~:o.l;a!~ jnif.t!;'!ti~ii. :E:a 3. !:Hlsl.im~~ d n~ (~~~t: ,niclu acum Ifi~mic Q)eilOp:re dJleS(~lllrilile sexuale, di: ~1iJ"to!!l~$~. caJ l!I.'tl a V'.u:ur sau atiltis a~iCiiodiill:A I(!l!igMete .s:ex.tullc IWlSC!llirHi\. flie] illL !ttt;;ecUll, :~'il:i f~ IPlr02l!llIt, iC'lici $~m,ll ... id'ee tip«rvo~~ ~1iI:st A,sjpd Cil ... ~Ir&t s.li 1i11iJi rl3Sd! I[licj 1m. 'to]!i!I. Ar p.rerecrra sA :moa1\ii decfut :sa: m'm-ltli~ im.!;ocililli!lti tDcn'lliIi~ diltl rati~n~ ma,terill:J~. ciilci S.(lllUll ci ,e:ste !.II'! "]~1 ml,llnci~ot.; .pos·~ ("'Qilltln' OO'ldOmalllm face fmlG.dcal1tl~ ilPiU~ruti (i~ Il!~!.

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Din IliCf;l! nIDGnllc!l'llt: Ja,~~~a. de: filipt. boalla ~i. uuse' mai b!!Jlcl!Ir:m de Ili~dc, lIt!1 :Im!'~ ,sa mai, ,:'!puina,nici [m ~u".jn:l a.nil;ilbi~, nIl, lrnlca minta • .as~fCI t!'ll~;t a sci:izwt til grg'!!ltaJ~e. A~lUflld ;lI Bcut .ob~iC'l1V.aJ:ii Jj'i .a1l\1:nu ,r;:i ~n ,c:a~ili UiaJi~ nil rnmlJitla.r C~ .i! pini<liiHl' pc: ~I)ti .. Sill oCUlmi:1I1C pen:tru (I falii care flll- 8eil'~ m~dc] ~;i :Fa d:sitmit till a(!ea~" Cl.I !nSI!'e ,1;)4 nllS!l::se de pro3sUi] replllta1i,i:'. Rce<lista se ~l)lIra de 0' i1mte $tim~, ca sO'jre d~ mmOl:1lM. AWJ'ld ii, ,gjrndit: itl via1~ dO<l!f b'fm!ll csre .re~ja~ i!ev,o:i:amm11J1 ~l ;ifl:stl'lat~ia I1I1.:t S'i!ilU reeunoscure, 3~tfc.lllidjl, cmifo:rm C{jJjJj!c:ep'lle.i oom'il:lailoll'. ea ~liiiS'1:; 8((;~l1 iPiini atultilci. pentro e1j, lfamistill:;e s-1liadL ,P]iill'.a de ]~lbiJre fall!!: ,d~ 5'~meJai. n'l!l (1!II1II0'~ClI5e Ce'irll mai frum{ls d~t Bj'UtaNaJ lh:lr. ,~~¥!m tottl;1 en :lgudYiil mea, 1eT:.(l p[i1l1il. de atnuriciu· me. COM~tia ei llrnllH5 d'e:!lpn~iil.t'bh':e a di'S.JiIilmt $pulll[ndu.~i d bW'b<ati~ lml SI." Rim, j;lII il1iima iilmj rermJii, d PUt ~j simpI",. S~ Jasii s.ed!u~~ de mrnt!$'MCii e:i ~i C1lI ctn It) remeit e.s:~'e nmi Oi)CR~lt ~ij do:mh;-!, ~Ii plad. cu :atii~ malim1li!it vcr i.b'Ur3 b:1J'fi:l<lti~ ~pre' ea. TnMinctu.l !!~!ml subji!lgj oolii'll!lIIii ~ le MblJ!rli ;s;p:k.iillil. e!l. !1i'l~rele I~i ,d\e""llh!moo~ pootnl oolTtili.vi, ,~'il cGnll"in_gedle ,ei eura~t I'm va a!,!'~ lie dii~dg;iit; dellil: tra:I!'Illfootld ~ ~cl<i"'ii pJl1i,~iUI;. tt'iZblUie sil 'fie ahFel. se gamlei!l '::1iI, mai p.:rdal,',l,!lla il mau ,oon~ic~ ,si p!a:ei, ;penhu ,01 avea SI.t~Oc;~ im aceastii. Iwu!!, u:iise.a! ~ os[@: C1;VQJ~tm' ell (!! infliioon(:m s~fill' ,cilisl1.1'lctuita pentru I'llpocrtllille ei C~ 1!In ba.Jfiba!. Cililld ~II~ 'OUIKl~C1!I~ d ,0 :femei~ Irogatfl j~i. Pililite perm.!(@; sa ;ilibi'l aSe>r.iilmetil fi>.1!!l!~ii .IX :lli:ij'A ~ci '!fill a wa.tilllillCD r:!lellmai im!l]( respc,ct, .e-s1e .c:tllil~SOlll ,c.} toM ~t~ S',UPM j(Ar1,ej lui ,\tClliWlJ. COllvil1lg.e!'eii aceasta a f~'t Inlll.it~ (!e fiilpw] eli II fg!,lt ,mligaja]~ limal fliIIu]re jpersoauiil i!mbogllite 'Ii] mma razbQiul~i~ S~$e!l. d ~~ ~1'!:gI)(]zii(oI}J' de 1,li'lIiiJ!i~O'r 'iil ea sl de:vil;ma. selav,iI pliHt:1i a tlll1ll;l[ oorncn.~ imbcqgAfi~i astfut L.'l'I cea nud mieA 1!.1'il1!RUlile I~psitii de IC(l:rdialit .. ~~ fti\! de ea"tllll f<qil de ~i~Qlil, 31l;1ca durer,j de: in:imai ~i mJi re~, d~&t CI.lI mare dolt sa.§:j jlnci1ep.ii11leatlcB: l,iDlligatiln!~, T~rnaJ ei. fa~l de Q !i!lou.l1, 5:lilJj~ 1C\li'WiltBt ,dle mare. inc:fI.1 :a(ksca nn ,cste illl S'lare $i\ 0 .ia dOl! .Iii C'ilpit ,iprefer6i :5a, no!ili~sc~. dan ba!l'Iiw ,ecol1on'i,tsiti elll ~Il_ Pem:rua ,S(;-dp.Q de' ~ci().,pie. (I, ilil,c:~p.1ll tilCUffl' d'Oi (I.'fl () rela#e cu !tii JIij)lli{J'f' de ·6;0' de ~n'i. j(NJ;l'l..e bilJ!,! (;,O!lljieit1ll~t. lvi~r.lro!. care (..n p.rom" J6 fie 1m :r()~' mm" II pi'dcea iN bt~rbal.dhr {Ii /.impul (oUu.lui nu ,Ii juiSfll I:lid(}(/"atii, ll'" a simlit df>(;at d'tiF.eI'i. Cand: a dcs.coperh eli e! am t¢latili f!

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Donm,i~oo.fll Z. P. in virs~ ,d~ is de arn" lIre~;Ili :fie hipml1ti'UJlii din cauza ]d)c~llor' ~:~~ .. !le compulsi.\'e. T~bui~~ s~. se pn(!)!easdl .fiUl~ la coil, Itl[ IIll.€lm.l!Jml. biil'ba!tnhti. la. cb.e:!lJtirlil.ll!i sexaale. Accastll. 'l:OOL()llllanic dllluaza diill} copilMie. Cilmd a/ .... CiIJ c:in,ci lilli, afbst vi:c:rjimll 1r,I!l1!J! SJeliVitogr' al easel can:: 0 [ex~ci. 't:a ttl dlCge~ll!le ~i [0' r.t!vii~a sa se mas!Urbl:~e prjn sDltI8ereil ooapstil(ll", S •. a mas. tu't1bat 'il.]itoii pan!!. liII varsta ,die 22 de .ilfl:[, d~t~ul medici C"olIfe Sa 0 stilt!! sa se eHbel1':2ic de atCS!srii C(lm,pl;dsj~roarre ]1ulcmicli, Inoop1md Cl!I varsLl d!il 16 ,ani, :!ifl II! ,Eljl!liiilS miciQd.m~ ita Org:lIsm prin m:~snll:~e. N~l ajlmgle Je;:;ii( ta d'xui.~b',f1,€ puJsll!ij mmgin. QCWllPi'lllkur;: de ,01 i~1Jmrl.sem:a#e de pM(N;'I'e ((m(M'M' abitJ d:UPi 01 }mn.ifJ'aI.e de' (J~':d de. '~fo.p.I!ir~). Cu, Ito lite: ,aeli!'5h:!,[I" Wb!J~!!'5~ ~ ma~'.' rutb'€zJe; d,teodal!it d~ ~jDUi1i·tll'ei mi. m. 'li'roil ,S8 Jl(: vin,dec~ (:ol'lllJ!ll-eI, sa se clib.etl"t;zc' 00 e.tmrel-e jdei sexJt!l!le ~i ,dJ~ enanle, Dc a:.ceea. a 1!Irnl8t sfamlunu:i m.edic: c:rre vodeacli ljiltl~grn $QllIrj~ rclill,iUe se'!l1iJale, 0 leginui I, fili s-a dliruit Ulrlui. hiirb!tt ,~ ~i. ':[',3. simpill.UC" Nil era iil.lbire a:clevili3i~ .. [L",.io:n!il act a slm'~t pUlfemice 4u,,..er-i $i 0 Ci<UIJpJi.ril.ur..Y,llj1{J eare se i.lltindea din vagilll p~l1ia ]3. viirful Ilicioarelor. TfC-i hlni d.e irncet'iCllri, Jnltmdeaurul eu .aeela~i reru]tar: iJu:6 de. '(it apr'(!Jp.tCJW btfrbcrtultM. [rlrJ;ul',i :si (lite wl~tJ,ij n'eptfi'Gllle. Air5urilile dlJirlltl eire-VB Ort •. 1\ IlbmOOmil ded acea!iil! ~iatie dilp,1i, 0 jl.l!m:[it!m de: all. rt'll£UlC~4 ilir.ll.lriT.e apil['[I!'iIIUi ~i I a mas;tll~B'. s,lJ"iI Imhi$ tel1dinp Q.!:!\ll!l!~~, ]'nc~pand de :allWlci, s,ta,rea. Cit III ~l!"'el:1litt:~o[II'I'lIichihlllikiilire" Stl.~r,l ~i'~ "rcpr'~fitiWi per. verse", V(S~! fIe~iiI,~jj se,x1!l0lilre ell ft!m~i ('lde~iq.tI. (;:1:1'21 liIill i-s tuewtru~iodat1 prin mime;, ar dori sa O!1;l~erve Mill a,~-t: Sllitli"lal. {jje~r nu (If 'i!l!]J0l'ta aCe3sti1 eX.ci. ta~i~.

J\Jl1ali.l!!a rclc-viilideil mj)ral~, ell earaetee illhibator' iriivlricibile'. e :pu·!cr. llli<eifixalje I a o sora $-1. lea fon! c1l:!hmniitlanlAa vieti'i el sc:.rua1a, obscnr,9.1i;i facute ilil dr::iI.1t11i1iwnd pa;rilfl~iloT pe care i.,·a 5:p<tout Bill!! de :;ri~e. Li 'ilarsf.a all 7 ani, surpril<lsi ~ll 'h~npui Itll.astutb.~rii. ,« f~t a:memiIllQ!\i.cA m!11ila 5C "'iII inRC.gci,. Vii IElFde, v,a p!;ul'rezi, Avea. " p~pll~a Ctl ,care se jl!lca ,d:e·a millll!l8 ~i [C(lpilild. A !I~el".Q:t piJilUf.a ittfllt'··illl eQ~t, s,m,mllr:tdul-l:. •• O~~ m.iIIi .I'l"Uli m.inalii, w~.wi, tti vO"i d~. Q lJa~i-i!:·". ManUl d ill "J1.lz-j~ ~i - a~:iicnm U .. fl3~ln:ai tarzilll- ,a, ilrn'i.~griL fIlimo p~VU~ii., Adbl13. 1':1, miclli~ ~HI :il.pe,M1 l11I1lIlO'Zitoil"" illl tljimlf'U~ uop,H, llimm:zeu Ii 'inll:e8Jt'it mana ,dbla 01 p~,pl'l~i:i! Tcmp:ora!f .a incela.t siis;1! ma.smlrb~Zil., dar (;~lifid a. cc"o,"! din IiIOll jmpwsu]iuL AstfeltoaJ!llJ via¢;l! e" O!! (os.; 61i!!~ DOa:1,tjiiUl~.

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tn ttmpul menstruatiei, e pUI~emic~ im~msilfjc;li[l'~ a idcil[f)r c;rOllice • apilirlJpia de viSL'l se)l;l,)altlcl!l pi.l~ti1'Il.clii acce.muaru a p!fJ:~rii.

o veehe COfi11"OVersil! nil] ~i-a ga£~t, tnca, SOlitlti~., Este inlrebii!l'ea dru;;:lii Hill 1:illlllnl.llT1en!)~roorp!e:i femeile SI,IIlt mai excitate sexual de-ear ~n Il1terv,a:Je ~ .

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.. ~Site Cl1r10SCllt ]1:1 PO[w.r ca ~tl~ ,rXiiws i"m:er mil'iI!.f~!i~P'l(!t1:I eenduce Ilm.i birnc ~, f~utld'atie. ('.@Ga c.@ m~ dc.~enl1irrll c-a h~ !Call: de <i.'Iie!'ilezic r,1~r!ia]!l: ~i. re~:pec.!iv. ftigidlimile s~ reeomand (joi. tn. peri~ de: mSill~I:rullitie, :iittfc1 fes'~m din mOI:ii~e' die- c\lra[tet~ie,. este fa,pmll dli lflgent:rnl. cbiar $i la rl:'igid~ ill pe:ri.ow:!I ment~1rt11a.'I~eii, Jiibtdou] esre mai riid!i.cat 5i K.O:J!'l!l'!l!i!!fl g~tiolileaditl KronkJmium wlti Eire (Boli si c~;s;i:Uorj@) (Vo~, r) ,cA i.lil <mllfllj~e [c;azlliri jjbidciu] e:s:tc ;PiIiC;z:crn1 num!l:'li in Illll:;,r.io:ub menstfiLla~liej ~i !!'I 10 aceste c@llIri. ciit!lie :sili:jj~itul salfigeriri.i.1reO-lIie!iIi fie :pernlis coitul·· (p .. 3[1).

.Di.u contrn., e:)lpe:rime.l1ml!!l1 Pti.:rib:ringer iaJ [0 I~!l:erg.iiclli poz:ipe IDii'I~'Ol:rjva l!ic~tei p-!les.lIpUin~li. In ~tl.uJli.L1~ sal! Z~U Frugf! .(Je~· Se.xiW'Jlperiotihi'tiit bdm weibfich,e~l (Jesc.h/[iX'h'u (A'.Qtl\p.f1tl profJ.leJ.J.lei periodi"deiirU ji,c?Xuate La se.x:uUemil1in) (Mona:l',schrifl:. t: G"0bnrt.sbilf~ u, GY]I .. ;, 1.9]8, Hefti: I) (Rev.lstQ' {unwia de obstellica $.i gtJze.c:ologie'l I ens:, Caietul 1); p:rozi.t]ltii rendll!.t~le 1!l1l~i miei sta.tisti.ci:'

Am c'upr.ili:S In !t~tlti!.)n 150 de per;!lNne. ueele San~UQue. all~ele CUI sl'Mi de ~O:l~i!.ate sa,\!! Q.i~~e ~lIllbw!ri o~g.a.n~ce. p!'edomiiilll!lt d'in 'pan!tTi lie de ~o[s; ale ~ietatii. feme.i c3siMCi:ri~e $:1 ,dioar cilev,a jub~tc'"' .• ·in 'v,~t~ de: 28: p!f1iii ~ 56 d~ !Ilii Dill:~ fl,Cl~lf.(J:Ii, 51, if~ci :87'% -- ClII rnu.:'ltiderea \IIiI)Qr ifilfoml8~ii ,dare de s~i en multi! e!lpwrieIl1~, :re~.piilli mJl I/;U sigur orii~ p.ornlwa .iHstUm:lru.~lIri

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i MilIl!t:e 'fCl'ueu se n~!I\!:mirlbead. 'in. timJl"l.llmensna,ti!ii, clili:tt ilIsciJ iilltfeil UJ1!: s..rm: raniza"l1li!t 31e Iil.CCsld flil11l1A;de :rurosatiifif;ac0Jiil:: lia mul~e altGl'cli'lile~ liflilte !.a mt~~ 5tm'tic iI;i:bllLC CI! ~m!!a.]iti!tea ex.citalJ. s~ ti,e satiS't1icw:! d~ dtre S!Ol"ld hw pn" ~1lJllI.re;ll SMl m.1liJ:llgaiellea aliIQT .:iitIlre: ~r0&tm;;; CUM.oSC ,~ilcva f't!l'I'i.ei ,~re i_nl Ili,mpu! lIDms,tl1latiiiili iX"I' so\iI0t' COt coil i! l'ial ~-i prin a1I'ingelieaQlI1Icl)lini~:mt!l II clrtonS:U~Il' ,obrj.n un orgasm; It(llU~i iJt int~le el~ ~c: ,s;J."l!Clri~ de liJSe~iIlea jOClJrrl s,e:ill:lal.e. {Dr. F.W.}

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sexoal ~I~ ~e:riQ!!'d;ll irnCnstfillll'Il'Ci, c~JIr:: mila ml.lJl~ ,r::l!1 J'el~dll'ea. m!i.en rcp1!I~sij fat:!! derela\iilC' :s:e:v.:mlle ill acca:sti JlerioM~. Din alCcs,t gnllP' IilIU au Ups:il nicii (~!mc:Ueo eu ~nd~l'I!lilli. 5eli1walc., ~ki n'aJtll!rile frigide. r Iii celel~.I~e :8 ,cml1iJI:l r:iimase ;!il<U fOlS-:t 'oomunk~t,e: de ao!l1i (1'11 0 ;llltCllS~H~ a Hbid',(l~]lui i:t1 limp-ul Ifltellstru>lltiei (]a 0. pJ;[Soot1!a sl1naw~ dl~.34 d.c ,mi ~i la 0 liiy5terlo.:[i~rOi!Slhc:miCia), 0 dilltl (;1.1 Pill! in thii;P ~i ~,p(late CU ditc~a zil-e jrmin~~" tn slli.nit. de [}~urill orl 0 mai pUlemicii dorintiii de: coit ]a 5fir,iru.l perioadei, poa.te 'j:i cii~~1a zilc' dtil:f,l<'I iudl(:n~l:iei" '[)~~ ml :m,ldu~e~c ~a .e'll'lil .!.·~;I m!ilu mllt~ 'pO:;;ibit 10' ii1flliJ~n~8 'WiIilatcr~Ui priiill p!.lncr,~ itntrebir.illor, m1J SIlII'll fo<tii't,!'l ~i~r c~ int -'tin c&z satiJ allll] diinln:i' cele 1Iitime 8, ilumlt~ nu Ili~l (QSI in joe Q !!.ugesde. ii1ori.c~ C:lIZ, reics~ a.illil aceaist~ s~atistic3,; :~i ea. COiU:eQZ~ o]'icalf: de mode;s;t es,tc liIU!!l'!i\rul celor illtn:bate" ell flU pomc Ji yorba d!!J,'P'''~' Q i'lUei~#flc'(lrt tt{)'ffJape IiiI'd ,except,ie a inrmu::luJ~i tIeJru(tJ in p1elcf,(}<ttm mtJ"l$l"'lll~'~et lu lemei Ifarmaie, li'!.$pecri,.. ,dt',Sp1'l!. pn:mP1'N'I(lle tnlbu,Mrf p.rihire ,ale femei; {iMl'e; loaM ace:s,t,e(t ,fUDIS ea tn.frdluri endogene:. MilU cllr§Jnd ellte va f.llliiil op'lIill£i! - 'j)CJlrodiicill<lIrt; SJ<;i.IIl!I<lla iDi mod ~:t;~~~!1I~t'!@I- ind!iferei:iir cum se vo:r S[lfm;:~r.'I 1l!~ ~me1fl~. ~'n lega-!iUl"'d (:i! ~Uim.el!e poociiZAd, si.iblillicz ell lil~~i lllllli. c!lif1:ir~ -.::oll;,gi~ irlltreooti de m il:ll~ - :gh'i~¢ologi:, sexo]I()jil:i ~i l!Ieurolog:i .. _- uu ~i",~li.I f'Qn:llillt imprt:tiii!l 'Ct!, exi:Sim 0 '~riiodic~!<l1'e S'e!(ullilJ. e:iii:Cieplimd :ist:eria \\i 31i1U1li!'!l~psID.o;r.e". N~rm.'c;sc ~i alti gfuneoollogj. eel: clmia ij lis!\:e ded.~cat 8lcest srudiiJI,I 'ClIl OC~I,Jl 8J'Iiv~r,Hirii v~rt':llil)~i d~ 7'0' d~ ami, P:Hllll RrI8,El, ;~,poi M!!IrliIH, NlIgci. A. L-eppmSJlllIIL; Aller ~i Jui:iuwurrgel'. i:n S'tk,~iJt, meJi~k!IilCZ imfml'tan~11! ~am:U'fhi, ;de ~liIi MolJl~" doilltcii'ii,~. II i:mi serie !.:i:i. ~III re'Ved~r!;;l!i 1lI1i'ilUl Dfllm;'!ir doc J\lot~te cu cea mai mare bunlVQ~tltu mu poolt.e s1a'l,iil~ ,c'~. Tn gM~I<'I~. an: 1ge e iMCI'l~ifu;art II ~ibridouiuj in tiimp:nl mcmstvt!.!f\ic::i Unele tl;rtlci de-chri, aCC'iuita; i.a tt1!liltl;:·~~tcle<~ nu e:>1:c, de~~c v'mba d\;:~p'rie <I~" "",,~, IO~ maii ;al.;ili el'ds~ Q 'liWe>ntL!llllii. lI~es:wrie 5C:Xllla~;li ~:Iat Jill 't:impld lIIC:fls~ruatie'i. ,[..a1 $1 In ,!,lfan ,ti.Ct'sI.ti:i iou.erval Nu tsW d,t;ioc Ie:XChllS: c!liniQmla~i, C;QI'ItTatiC :sA fi~ (;;:I1U'Z3lt'C dl! pUflitn,;;lI inwebadll« (sugcstieD, 'ifocma:i lia fem.cUe ia;C<fIf(l ¢ski: d'~ -crerut eli C:.:..i.sta 0 lru!noil alllt'(lobs!i;l"Vllti~ IiIIIl 8,4 do,vc-dit: aceasta intcn:siitl';:;3!f'e.

N~, [pot '.,ii pire:Und Uri aooro ~itii:\.I'ac~~r ell] re~ulta!~!(! i[l'liesti~<l1lilO\i plol'rii •• ',all:3 in :~ilI~ ell afimliflia ii:ITllilnlmi ,!' lui CaIin]lbi\lllla'!itI .Inn~ PH.Dil: ba1iC~C lII!i1ej lII':l{!dleste l)e~pill\Sen. ;'Ii teo'rici flirc~i1ie desp1iiC pCl:T.looi.ciil<l~ :sexlJa]5 .• • 'cum i~i ~tPe (la. (I mc:diO(:fli ex.pre~ie. cbiiar $i penrtm fumeia I'Ipl'il'fi!,d~; rn a'iilJra ~relor ex.cepllii Am pUilea. dtl :l!SiMiItifll;a, demO'l'!stm illadn.~i~ibmlal!ea l'OOoma nd:litilor mooic,.le care d!t:ui'll'ii din acea~f{i1~OOf;is, r,~eomandatri, :f.ivom-

I Ai~,i cr¢d diill ltQ1J d, ~~ebl!.lic f€LC-lllti otrimiltcl'€l li;l 0> ~l'IfiueJlliaa pe~ioad~ de paUz3 ill~!'IIme~1rnllif~ (ailts,tiliei:i!~)"

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.., faptl..ll1 d }tTL timplll.l ~:t dupa, menstl"llalie to~U~ tendj]];~e1e :!SI!x.m~]e Sf: inte1l!sifici! ItflSlinct~10 se il!oceotueaza. se ,am.ufila dorin\(: :iuf.a:nhle, dotjn~ refu[ate, dori~,e i~capt:ilb~le de a fi ~>Q~~~]ente se d~tea:ptil SiilIli amemm\A s:Ei se dC$~epte .. Imedja.t" prill c,onu'a-!ni'lsuril - teatnll, nl~ine,J

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,slil ifitdmp[i adese a ea <Damenii sli OUll;W*~ b oi.lwbire careeste in di;sona,~t~ [Cli..! -~i."lC<t1~eLe euil1ui. lor, Existi oatne'1'!ii care "ad Q :s,l!.I(pu= nere in iubiJe.l.l iruii~i !ii renlJlnti IDll.mte ea en sa tnc~pa. Bi fug de iubir-e, I~i bat jO[1: de se!l~;~nwnterne lor Stlti le\l'itApr.e;2;'e~;apmic uJoasi a. paneneiUJui penil'u a flU se .,Tliiddlgost{",. Am ""iZ!ut asensenea neferidti - cacii~\terioI ei~ :S~ ClCIn5lLl,Wlilirn ll.IJslail,@jiil dJ~ mdepll~t1[fe a dorirlilei lor'~ oare slIstin d flU au ,i.IUibi.l iI'l'idocb.~, ].,.111 0 :omal izilm.8! p,rofundl ~I"i. dO''lfede¥~e· d, este \i'oob~ d'esp['ie 11) .,f~ . .d:in fu,~ :.~Ilhlrij". &~J:\imu It ffi3ii greu de a senate din suflet Q iubire deja 'e:xiS'~e:llta. Doy,ada p1!lJDeorii Y,i)hlt'i:!:~. omenesti ~te dam de f:apU11 ,ctli IlceOl'st!i lup'tti, a intelec:t!.dlllJl ir.npotriva se~time[ltul11u se Ite.rmina ,ei!! 0 Vi(:<ECUI1e ap~ren.t1l a .irlJ~ele!cwlui.viicturj~ care, prill! izbl!lc:lli~ uaelnevreze, ~evh'l.e in.frangefe. AC'e~:ri aeeori at vie\,U adesea mor dill c.iart!1<m victodll~ tor. ;\,m desc-rirs amiin1Jll1i~ir' dl.evOl ex.~mp~~ dl-e asentelll~8 .,oll'bj de ~ubi!)e·· iin bJ1i),~u.[{I!. mea Do;r nenm Rerlz (/n.ima m~n'o.liISa). Amputllt dovedl eli asemenea [);o]l de ir:limi fi-c~i~ :SlI.Uil"t expresia !j:lmho1icii a 1Jl't1iei iubiri, nef~ Twite, [,efuzate de constiiroti .

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De C"~le mai m!!lI!1i.e uri. iubirea. Uetiri apare la ,own~lili care au :fMft rofuZl:ltiSElu tf'ldi!lt:i de :altcirlle~a •. de "ideaJu1~' :ICDf. Ei ilm.ti ~!\Il:~~jlro:r c<1 IlIJ :!€: p;a~ de celQl.an. ei se md~gos~esc cjt mai r~!p~d¢ pesibil, ca. la (I OOIIllSlI'.'l{i.:li, Ole un iiiI' u·,elle-a ... A~eas~i iiubi.rc fictilf,~, prilla:I~,g}efea ei, }lOflrti! adesea ~lilUle[c'll1j:osi.rH. firedecesomlui. Un e."Ii~fI1JPlu: un biroa cere in ,cdsawril:: 0' vikh.:llllll cultivaw, ,<I cIlr{)i bUll!il\'ohlltii galI'<!I!J~e~~ suceesul eererii .. Ba ("$fIe dinn-o "fu:.n'i:i~ie distillsa;.oo.gat.~ iiid!epe.nden. ~.&u!l'll.oa;sa. ~~ !l',piri1l~11._ 0- partidA. !)milIudt!li! S,ll) ajungle·]a logodfl3 .. Dar dup1a 0 'curtA perioada, de ~ri,cin'!, vMuva ajtlnge Ia couC'h.i~a ,c;1, deos.ebli(j].~ kloJ' s"ll:iI1et~tii ver fi. 0 ,pi.ed!h::a in calcaitJi"teJeg,etH $] ~ feri-

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Pre~elilde[:Iit~Jl. am"b]Uos, Rill: ]adi .\Ii!! se observe prin nem.ic: .iritaJ1ea sa imeJlOari. Compcrtarea sa este _tat de veioasa, "lttci3t '~oati\'i lrune-a erede c€i el a pmvocat ru:ptILlJra., Cm-al:ld se O\l)flii ea, el, tlllrea d:il1Lainle:, lubise 0 falii din popor. eli ace:nstj jY'bu-e flJl!>ese ICiU.lZa dl~spMitirii sale .. (Ac~sta era. 0- ereaee.) 8~ S~, il1.driilgn.S1:li:J$te de 0 m~:tiari,ei!,':i:i ~i. se cas.atOie;~e ,tU en. lllijpotrivaivoin('ei pirintiloi :~i ~ sfatu]u~ da~ de priero.ni .. f.:] exJ.]Jiei ,ea S .. 4l.r sinuci:de: ldaca mlll ar p11Jle-a pilma ,pe-nm tOtdtaUlla o'biecnd iubi:rii sa1e. Abia 4'\t;-um ,tie: ,ce esre iuib~rea:. Totul es~e un joe fn fatal lui !ns1.i~i. a c.e]o:!'IDa]ti lSi, mai id~8., 1'8 fa~ fQstei !o~.od:miOl;!. HI. ,£I ynu sa {I 1)lif]ill'ilea:s:ci! prilln a1eg."'eliea. sa. Care poate fi \l3iloarea Iii. dncii 0 s.i.mpll menajer~IC poate inlocuj!, Sii [1111- ti ~l'Icl1,ip'L]i d m-aru &cut uefe:r'icilil Re!tiuzu"ltlit:au u d:al,Ot€2: nrelrea lnea fericire!

.F:apM ca oom~ni de:zamagi~l in. dr;agos~~ se pm G;Ssi'.l,t:o:r.i Smti. se pOt indra:gm>'ti de primu'~ ven]'i: :f;~ ~:pFkaprin f.orts incipa'I$fil:flr:ii !or interioare. Omul nlll ,e~ue nici!i)d~Mi mal: (I,regiU~t p~m:tru [l nou~ illb~re' dled.l cluJ '!reOru-i.le sa. re..IlI1J!l1~e: 1<11 U'I1l3 v'edh'E!:. 0- lide·var.uii lublin: Wi da. o:rnuJui () a'5em~flea pil.el'.litUidine, n fac'e s~aMIl ~i sill villreze ciomiluul. rneilt ,ell1l.U<=iii poalte hlCbip:~ji 0 viata far:ili a:r;;~st3 lul:dre .. Omllll ilJbe..$t~

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Si mai ldiefl putem observa (I 'il!l!bi:~ din i~p;l.t.®nare: in r,e~alilJ;e cO!l'H.loc ou pifintii lor, Copiii I'm l:!!U. mii::mrn, $n odOl:iIlt<1 ler de iubire, Ei S!,H:It laJ fel de :fa:m mb-ud gel.oic ~inul pc: 'c'elr.lah. Daleil. un cepil file cr-ede pigl.l,bi.t prin preferarea 2~ttlill!, cO'Ild!itiHe )l>I:EJilltJl .,.,1ubire·a: fic:tivii" str1l!t (i(lini.lt~tu:~te;. De cele mai muhe 00, da:r :I1:1J iIllN)"tCiwl.U:i!:l,. paJ1le-nem:t11 este a.<Meil ales, hl~it a~alsli aLeg,~re ~..;i buns Ie:~epe [pitinti - caei hd:m;eiJ sJuje.~tie doer la a d.emol:listm pI'idntih.l"r [,M d a g!LS.i't I) t"J)QlLl:~ il!l:bille ~i d poate llliii :Bin ilub'i:rea lor, Tlneri din famihi, distinse se ~ndr,3!,g,os~esc de (i. se.rvi'l'Oi'tfe. 10 'CaImeriMa" ,0 einmre,ati d~e c'ant(nl\e~e\, 0 fem~we mill in viirsHI, pf'~s!~a~ pi[in ~unej},in~a.r~a (;;u sinuciderea garontar-ea de c!itre parinji a cruJ'~t:o.riei MOitlvll.l ill:1i~eri_~:i oeste il:lkl~= de.alli,ll'l@ 'l.Ij;el<'1~i,: de a-i t~lI1i pe pidll\l. Tieere din fam:ilii dilSi~nse comll.nj(::.iip!lfi'i1~no.f ca j\llbe'S'C la. :m·eblilll:ie un muziicaint, 11I1] ~Yi:zjtiJul S:£IU tm (lhdn~r. \1Ii! mic fU1\~UQmu: sau un student iOOtllU!!'. ~ndp~t!in~re;) 'pm:nl~ lor impoh'iIV3, ~ eg{l,mr.iJu <lpn.tlde too,1:e vapMk~ UJilJl.lli ;Sll(n~, Mz8r.1di. bad 'piiiri»\i,] iuo'l re:-zollabili !i] j~i dlllu IlCOrdl~U imediat" iuh:i:rea. aJPi1.rent~ ja s.fjr~it lCu r.apidi~te, a.1.t"fe] do;],r [ea]]ta~.ea va pr-odu.ce d~zmeti¢jrea,

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. ,Foarle: .far se tt1!t&mpltl o~ 0' i~Mre dln mcapitilna.re sa se tlr:at1S,... nrrnte lilt[~()iubire adevirala. In genend, inirnOl. duce 0 bJ:pt.l, eroica pet1Ilni1 a men,ine iluzia, pentm 11, ap&l\ti :illlbr~rea apare,nti;, eu cal i1idev,a-' nd¥rea si c.aL$tige mai mulr t-eren ell atilt maipa.sJonal se ,c;x,prirna semlJel'e de , .. hilbire'·. Cine ~ai ll1iat1ul'ise~e bll.c!!IiOO'S c-ii a piertlllt un joe riscant?' intr-:Q zi, miTI,una~iLa dispare, Temph.d iubbi:i.e:ta, d:iJI3f dbl, carton, t,o-turn '1:.1'18. dQI~r decor ~,ru culise, NILI 0- dadi 'Ui:i·a, impotriva paiiielJie.rnh1i dis:pa:re. C!i.ci. ade:vlratlll Uf,;':! este dO<lF' rleG<liti",u.~ il.yb~ri L Delar ,0 'iJru!UfCiel1i~a de[:lli~, r~.mp~t: teatwlpa5.llmi:loJ ~n CW'c: jocul i:a. :iii1~it can;d ooniil:ll! se rldicii.".

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[~ ticarn rCJllrQi!l.l'i '~re p.vbabriil ~il!lI net'tmdatk:: ~i el 'Clill !P'ii"Ca ml~lndm ~tro a se ;upara." A.sd'el ,':hl'l§m~, ftnhl!tdeiJ.Ui1'l:a C.e·1!'d 1'I~~JIlrUl~ iili1trc n,Qi, c~xcl~e' iii:l!piirn pas CD pas" SUfereall11 In:m'i:ndou, dllr' rli(li umd nJU vela :st.. eedeze, El\ ~ram deQs~i't de ~rll_ .. tii ~i iip5nt5 de ~Ilidlulg,ent~" COOll. ce a ~cceleNlt p:riJnabil rnprura. Nu ali:mm lliman~li !jufml1lla mea, daF',U1il (i!i)mip.lIat to1tU~i sa: s:1!JfiI.r !I.iliii ca\!i2a ace~ei situatii a!ni Till sir.

ill limarliciu.mCii mCB" am: C!!i~zut d iub'csc aU bili:rbai" pe canl: I~am, Ci.i110S~ut i'l1tr,ulJ .cS-ialJrant oorecarc. Ell em ,ch.ell1e1: O'IooJu. Am ,c:tpllicai p-arin= tilor Ilu~i ca. numai pe ace~ Ihliimal iii p~titllbi (caH! rul di~p'!Ille .. de !lie! 0 '~~anmtc illl·afa.1'a 'Cle~'!!:i de .a fllat'a) ~i ~. mil Wl~ cilsilgd i':te)r;:omlitiOOliat 'Clil ct

TalAl mel.! mi..a Spi!J1i Cd diu <l)['d mQlilill:lHt idIlill 'ifl,ccW ;s;Bifili filica lui, Ace:J5ta reO':isternti a ;~iPfliiffi1, hill !lnii'mt ,~l1!ea J:tJb.ircSi [~l€1I~6ira~, la1U~i,.reifll~~~ a l~i:'Ii!!iit:~ sf.l'i~[iUl1licaJla.

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Sol ae imaginiJfIi), Ileum c~ dilil i1i'l.dp1'i!tanm-e fa,ta de tata. tala s-ar 11 edsiUorit 'CU chelnetul! Pro:babU ar fl. fost anestezica, c:uI'3nd. ca~itOJ'la s-ar f destr,~t. De aceea, i'iriJ trebuie sa hJ3m: drept iubire t'lt eeea ne este in pr-ezenhU ea atare 'inmod fals de eatre pacieete, Oric~ dispareunie pre.tinde aceaS'm 111lIl:re'bilJl! despre gradul de afectiune care exllSota ;!;iliiUI :&1 existat i.l1bie S<l~ii. f'i.re~te.j ~t'!. ot)lvi:ft[l a: lIle face eea mOli profund~ ,llIllalin a lillJ.'eCOImsrnelo:r sl.lflete~t] ale IlI:'lG'i, l!1eV~ ])elJiltlill.l a di,stinge a(le,vfiimta i!llihire de: Ce;':I ·nC'tiv,ii.

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Timp de trei· ani iii! fostpsih!i'lJlfili,rnt1l. 111.lCirU. ,~ret1,1U a <!jLl"ta.HI eu nimh:.

Fnlilld ~"a: m;:c(l~ncl;at pe·1i.I!I'I1I.I~ d.in ~si:;l:¢fIIliii llu:i, lacare ea a m.~rs, hrnp dt;, tie! !llIli apreepc :;riit'llC" l~i deserie !>uf~rillltal ill jllll'£lofllana:litic. Ea are lI:n erotism !mAd !,l1 ace<l1sta e;sl:eRe.:1i"~iciirea d. Jiu pcate slipi3stre:re nici 1II:n ~an •. E..~te 0 rhiip,illGJIi1re~ AI11lilisfUl.] l-a etp:llcat C~i!A;;esta. es~e doaF 11Ili1 ~imlPtQIJ1l :a,. ,erotismu .. ill,il cll Mai!. M·iI ru~at :In mmlehl' 'III.I~ ,Dumm2lfll, sa 0- cliOOrcz de (II',Od&1IJllill an!!l. ''frebuie s:i 0' ~alw"i,. es~e ir.K:li ooiIJ:Ii. ~i Yi(f'3 .sllmliaS(l~. lEa mI a ![ra:ititnc~. Eo an: i!llc.j dfept'lll~ 1!S, vista iila 'frumu:sete, ill,lreaga eli vialti a fih;;utnlllM!lIj b:in~, mll a faclUtnici lIIll mu ~:i totl!~icsttl :!IIt.a't de chiinuilii. Di:tcii 1'i1l port: s:ii u ajlill. sa.~i Oldmhl,i:;;;trn Q!iiaV~ ~niljTi!!l. a $m'f~i CllI tOll/te, Rcped'CI !$ii tim. dUrer!!

o mruallizi. m ,Sit:C<tstl ~t:ar,e ,era in1lp;;:)Sibi~lili. C~:mO$~ ilces.t :g~n de 'bo.lmavi.

C;i'W~ I'l~ Ire·rug,iaza inlllil!1icO"lB cal'ldi tin lId1n",arlillepl!lclJt' tiill,de s~ devhl! coml1ent. E:j fiJ~ d~r! fal!t\ll;:~hi.ii '~(l:i", Sill: ~f:l::iliil de: 'CM'h.'le mhll.llt I~'bef pe ,i:::2ire, 'Irll:bi:e sli-I p~tte'IJci si:nguri,llfil! u:P.i'ra. naroozei"llii au ccva pcmfbu~ d~ u~taJt> vm'si'! 3Cop.' illr,i!;"vGlcGa c~n'~liil:li~il. N~u imi p~~am ..• ' "i~l.a$il'l3. ol~rn sc putCllJ. ~at_IlU1miIJ.o HSeme.tlE:8 slare ,dupa ~re] am de psiJi3inallzli ... lli1 allail!!; o-mlll e511f: ,roucat II] :>J!l,iiri~liI adle'V3.ml!ui ~ii!!lya,tB $i v<ldi 'tlllil 'itlgrozitof. ~f;.fdal.~liIll ... i.¢ilo~.linv,aita sa vada chipl!.'! Meu!tm!J. Uri aD.iiili:za ,il e~!.Jillt, olfi dupi lr[la!;i!!!i 5~ ,~nt§m,plat C-!!:'1i3 CaTS IJid>lJia \'io!cnt l'efiJmat

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CU!rina a1]u, ormtlroru.1 CI. IIIlL cQnflict! ,a~~a~ tn eel Imm dcplm S'~!ilS til ICllIviililltiiJ~ui, ila er<l 'jlFi!:Ol~e:iiU[l)",fu;!!i!iIe i.!liid1i,'II'(lja: Clli (lrijiJ'i': p~~ :!iA fie bo$M~ ~ :r.1\lffId 0 l:nMIi1t p.at!dJtliL Cit'lr§.lld <lup!'! dC:liPa:J:pre •. oo~I;l~" ot:i: a tmurk E .. ~i"'1i re:pl\~~'~:[ t:i el OJ! IllI11llFit iluro!ciitH (lorisf: mOMll.M perl.nu a. :~pU!tCftl d;S/6,tQri dil!'! :nml, ~nfiUru1 calliUoo'MI in ItlMlrulel1il oCilt:oUeo1.. Pe ,atu;[lci U~. tlJnelm iar]soo· I~at IdafO~~IiIS, in ItcC'l<t~i titllP" pridJtm!ll,ll el din ()opili1ir.[~ care ei:aliOillil'tt b@,RIl~, dommd G .• t-a! f!l.c!li~;pJXlp'lmlMea d~' a mergre !;\u ,din nt",llj,ll. lEa a ,a,.cc:eptat spe" [Cand. l;;jj. se \ll),' d~i>t~l'i- [n tirl1lpilll clJit'1!JillLii ea nu simte.a rumic, cw to~t'.1l cii e'l ~ oo~~dm!ti;l:b]~Q!" de ifr:!!!:.b[! Q1i. ~!fi, S~ I~~ e-a ii!lilbQI~!i'it, ;!Iis-tlrel tnol1tea a. develli~ ~liIfirmi,trn hJi. R!:~l~til:t 1~0";r dl!!ra deja.cl!e dol ani, In .. ceilP6;nIUi~da sa 3$reilft);} moama ~Qtlll!ui" S¢ltu!c:~ a mu,it. s-Hr fi jiiill!tULt ~~to~~ diMlft G. a:r 11 fl;)';':t ~lti!~I)~" lrhl'!'e ~hl;\p, ea .~ fost i1)~i. (;i~'Va ~8pta!!1!~~i $-:I iSl,a dJa,rull llMil att prlietcn d~:n cop~llai"'he:, ~M ern, ~t iil'iai.oo~,Mdle~t G. 0 .si~g1l.l!r.ld.~1j.i'l irJil~lIl CiJi j.)a'!\~l!Ll:'I!e ]!;Ie IiCoes1 prie~nl, ]11i h!;:!i·feie ilIi a s.:irnti~ un lIl~I[U' O!l':ElilS'.m. ~n19,pc.aMl!l~se la rO., acesl .. II':!!: OOlitWlt'lie!l~ c~. 111u! $I! IPI!)@tJl; c~:s·.illt{lri penn cli \'3. 'Itlllri. CI:lIr:&Id, Ell vrlWl il1:sii. sa..;i b:£le: il'lilrtlg:'llui m:wf@diad ea I?o.ue~ ~jiU.UC cili.:11 fust fide~j ]1lI1 perio a .d"l: h::g;~h!.rii ~or,.

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,JUM ]!Ie vi.lllta suroriita]e~ $tiil,l ca este terce ai tllmau::OC'1.'Imp pe l.\Il)~t p:1lmant"

c ... a jll,lfllJt ~~nlilT!ih, ChlPlllfill~ -pentru. a :I'IU~~ idtR [pe OO~I:1!~v. :&1. i-a mal ~Iru~. s~ pWcl1!lr!t.ll d 1i va 1~,n:i~i~Mlrl:O! QQtp~:1 Ja Vi~~ ~i 'C~. aCQI~I, 1n Qrn~uil nl~ltal" ti va n);jjlclilun. frumos,mQ[JIlJrtftlt:f1ill ~iilil IT!itm1!.1r,jl, A mgm~ ~li M~<!!~ prQr!Jl!sii11!IiI,~.

Clllralld ~l a 'm~rEt ~± ea it de'!'eI!l.it.IIl.Q~h':l'Iitli;l<a"''C1II ma~ii !$ate 1i:l'l,,''Cri, m~~1fterli~d .~j 0 'sp!~jd~. vil~, 'C!lI" Q ~;]I~~ ~~:if!i tit i[lJPfl'JIJ!I!er-e!lJ VY~.m:;i.

ACllm. i~ji re.pro~!Il cli l!. ()bliiflJu~ i!iVCua ell ~Jl.!tornll ~IU,!.lljur.l!1f!inl fuh, ~ ~ d!o:ri~ eaG, :s{i mOlJrii p~!ru a-l !rJu)~relii. til[ mill ite:peille. iEa, 3.d1i'i~~ f:i(ilft::lr~clre mli1:1ffi1'. Tot~c~i diro:m ~~, dO;i',~ei1i!'i,OOii1e-a,. mer. A$~ apiell'it ~:i :!ljJi~l!Ii eli sn (t AC!lm, va mlll'! ~jl saln eii ~i 10'1 :l!~ I~ '\,1;11 'n CIl,\.m::a nil'f!r:i,~,lin:i.. Nu a ttllinSpm1at t:\0E'p1!l1 ~c];llii. (li;S:,p!nu. mt a riclkal ];Jlki n'(ll'l!ilm~nd. S~;1i l:itJ~8!! pad]:i [3 d.e fOll!!1i b, ei ca!"l;l silJl~h!lca ~ toat(l a:c-eM~ $1)I1t p:re.:il sC1.!lmp~ ~nt;[mp de r~2lbol!" ca. U'elb,u~e a~~pUl~e lI'l\t'Jmuri rnai &une, [Da,r bal~i ~ ~no~~l]iJ~i O!llro:l;l'II!l,!!, J~~ !l!rwrlc'a;t Ipe fe!!'e3$!\ffiJ. illl spec.ial peliLlrn m~dici ~I~ ii:a~ill.~o[ii, ¥len~m callilorii. ~4 cl:a!'l.1~t m~lilU!i ~~ fra:trC:11.!I~ ei, N\!! $tiI[lu;n-ta frumQ1Lsavill~ nl(l~ml1!:it!l" Nu :lVea a!bsollJ~, ·dJe!oc ~]ni~I~.

Eill llJU. a~\;\e$liulp.rimU!lui <l1l1~,ljS!l lIoesM: fnp~e i,~portanre, H il:Hmetlrn :d~iI.~o pe iIIOest8i eu vis.e ~l i:~ pO"l"!!:S~a diwl1:re fl'!!rntasumc~ diin copillllilTie.

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V¢de;a deci ~a n1l,'¢l'I ~Qi1~e liootivde $i se aiVu:!st.ei!i~ N!iJ VOla sa f.'ie ,&nd~'!Oc'ii!ia llrita il$lQri:e 3 jtJnm~I1I!Uhllli fa~s., a m(D~tc:ii:ii~fi. :a: d~ljioeril d,~ promi:~iiUlfIea Ji!!)!e:mlti. fa vola S:li, ui~e: ell! once iJ!i'J!1.

Acum ern, cilar, de~menJG<ll; d~ ,00: 3na]iZill q.1iJOI.<;e"F~efOOnjlgosli!B die medic ~i JI~ fCCittn~t:e fuw de sliIle ll,sii~i ;l:oe.s!lium.l! J1i.IC'i:l~,e. teattiIiJ in fa.,!,a lui "i £'~H die ea iJnsiii~i Stima lilli ODllll<1! 1'Il.a:irnlll!! dec,iU il1!Si1ll;allo~rei!,. h1!i!Lrell ~tl1trul c'hiin:lrl'l, a :Fost 0 .illibilrt din i.llc.~a!fmare, cu COllre w ccmvilliis d:in orgoliu s!i·~ pedepseflSlGi, pe :afila]i~'t p'lmlru P~»UIWM sa IiiP5~ de iuibilre.

AC~ilta Se dQvooea a ~ adcvi'mid. D'ac:;;' el se !Jrezeonta ul'fu!, l:r't:bblia ea tl1ll~iimg", ei "iall sa rep.~er.illrle Lllil bnt de ~seimeJle!ll vlol1!Jl'lv. Adevir,at!!1@! el old~til de i'lllbire I}ra,u aseunse, ill lirn[p De gilse.a pet1flli1ll iuibi:re Ci8meni care mati rndireren'l.i.

[Sci iu!be:i C~I pa:sillne m;liIDiI~ 3$i1Ii CWlll II) oovedca.\ID in flecare zi r!:xpifilo!i. i~e< c~ ~e Ili'a. Dar rn copiJI;lvie I'1iOLI5'C sli ~~ Cl'eaidil Clll!lU e illbea pc marnii ~i c! e;ra m~ii,g,(lSI'i13. de ~:atiL. Afeel:illii'i~·pentru ~ori Ha ceil, mai plittemid pasfu~ II ei, 1ii divit'li.zase :!i! ~~j t3S,ta~ son. rn ndtii ei 3!oeas,tQi era tell maii:l.in:i.tmJ~sl @ lJilai d~~e3'pt! mrta: d~p!: paJiltaA1!t. un ClDIPiJ mimtllc. Atiilaldi'_lIe,~ ei era, fir~, bil1iollaira, {lseiJ1!:mi 'm:lrc' lilli, ~~]O\7.Uc,. ~d1lr:i de m(mfitC ~i i!llhtre, adniilia m11c:ii i:I1.jpi~mare ~rad'ril p'~mru\l'illiia rei.Can::i sora ei S=.a ,I~it (1.'1 un baron bogat, a ,gash ci pail1 id<1 nu ern ~l:IIfiC,t~~ de biull~. r~a 1!'r 'Ii ~rebui[ if.li 5C c!stitOR!as:c~ Q)CI p!.i!~hl Cill! Utl dl!iccsall! urn pliill',

B ltl:eifol!wies., S-II 1i'!th':igOl'itit iiIliU:;duar!; ~c C:llmf~aOO II r(i:J. pt:' care il .g{lsea.

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Cuding ,o,lUpi . .accasta. 9-S. tmruaC(l5tit die: solUl cl, w~fuL S{lIlS,. ea arvea i1.evoie de aC~'lIt3 iubire jleitJtrU a scr¢abiililll 'iu rata lumii. PCllt:ro a 5~ ~l.Ir4ta. pClltrn ~ se :s:alva d~ la PfO:nitu~ie" ~l~n,tr\ii, a se clilJcm .Gt.:. tubirea: fa:!a ~ cumD!li1!U1 sl ~Qca rei, prolt'i:l a'ii d10ivedn si~i si a dovcdi. mamei cd po.al~; llilbi ;i ..swM~i". In ~:a)itar!\;, ~l1Iim~ed era i]!:-:at& door de fumjllLe ~il de tl"tlCl.IIl, Ea ~iFa li:I~aJ' [n carp d~C'i e mare iuliiR:, (I ,,,oomp~illn[,:~M:ra",

:De:spn;:ba.ni :nl.:! 'pm.ea vc.mbi iCiiil SO'IUI ei. in antdiza ,CilJrIil' a du1i';,lt~re! a.:'i i s.-a S[II.:!~ ,Q,r. i'!~~il:fifiii ~m~Jroma ,ce I;:rQticaJ atHda :in~el!Bgeml a~:sta liliL!l:l bine a:0l!i1ft, BOIfli ~mn! :iultiil'(.\! NUl pwt,~ i'~rbi dl}spre ht.d1i.1'e' eu s.olul ei [l1l::I1Im cD. 1:1i1.l;-\1 ~1iib!,:;-ilI. ,IS@. 1i did:ea bani ad,1 cat do:rea e] ~i 8,t3t:rca.t @li'ea; ea.

I'r! n.Oiipt~ tlIlJt11ii OJ, f~t OI);!'!lpicl: ill!5(!l1i5i~bih;l ~l a t~.'EilL3il astfel pc:: to'!t'l:l1i d~d'~ ~fi.'l1~cici. 0 S,ili;gJJidi U'litii. <I 'si~Tlltt W1I 01'~. :Era. lin billie. SOl;ill!rei a i!:!r~ tr"3t ~ia Qb:li~H) S'ii piri3ii,a£C~ ba;llli ~i sa se ac~z.e I~,~n pe ,ell, ptmt'ru, 1C',a ,e[ $ai plllali j,llId~pJililil CQlit1il more: be3liw1[tm ~t ::;B,O' exci,te in ac~l.~i 11i"11:1(P' dl.llita,ta 1' .... 111 frictinma d1ijtQ.ri~1!I~'_dL

. Ea 5'1; g!i:nd~e !ld.eS~1 13 2Cei;\St~ soonl, liIWiille la ea ~i :m,~~t~lm:{le ci

masi:tJIIlQla:tQ'<I'1f'C; .A!;Castfi c.oresptli:'ld(j< !.luC'i fanwme infanliJe Cal1e pllflrvilUJe dlimr-o el~srn.lii, ~! [PI;)' careea Q 91~ra. IQllI ruterc. 'i[l ceii I:~i ani die a!ila:li~, I~ !iliil ii, povestit de:>pl:i~ a.'CC~!1t~, ;;rmli$rnll,l!i, ~1I11'''rc cuiitCeasta oc:az:ie ca, teti lnevrotieii vUiflbesc ell nc:plilcere desJlre al.:~{lte$.'C\).N«;m'l.imite de: Fr(l!ld in lm;Qd aa:p!!!llt .;funl~~me migim.alre"" Totil1li'i, Ii) il1f::!~hl@'iQ~llN II"U esee p.Qs~f:lili'!ffi!Ia, ICQ!:rtul1:i,car!:a fant;i$md 1)1I~gil1i;ue. Dejia 'OOmlID~(;8rCll, fa'[llllS!Jlei-; de ~e ~'m"1 ~: irt1o~iilJeaz§. diIl rt.'iIlUcZll cill:'actcwr:u~ e>l itl{~ti! actiiooea:zf:l di'S!rugiJtor lIsupra,licesk,i.3l. Fan- 1!lis.m~ ,:;::ii !iUtiil astfet las sa mi !je. f~c~ 'c dllbla cJ.ismi. i.l~ :j.pa~c d\!; rcj!;t'e Wl b:tr~ bat, ~n fala db calr>~ (I femilll~.,

s.otuL d a Olililil~ olIcCiI$ta ftmhl$m~1 'In 'ii Ifllpi,ll :51Ce.lI.d dill baie, sl,~J:.ma des di5cutatl. 0 dorjlll~ iin:F.iIll'iili era. Itldepli[Jit;lt, ~tI1Iullt~lblilia sa .s .. i:mptl!liil it! Ciii:uia turuwr liihibiti! lor,

Dupti 'ur,g,a~1Til -Ii-a aparaJt tnl[pu:trii!llil :w~h~i ei, loli) Inlmi~ ,,pore" ~i [l~a

amenrin~at ell ptirrii~irea dilCa 0"",1'1 mr~i l1lil1iLi VfeOda:1H ,as'lfeli. Ea, sim,ea C~ Ile 0 ill'lfaingwo Orp:'lilllli Cll! Ibffi.ib3!1!~ pc ~R 'Im·l iulbe.a. tlP~ a!i;I'.lllt:j ea. ered~ ~I1C' in mEl.VC'8 ci ~nb.~re fati1 d!l ~I,)

FClneia nlll :!<e "opll~e cl!cdiit bi\ooii.'i1!1 hji fI'¢ CIIJI'C n i\lbestl)~ 0, 1~1 'JlIC' care :rlllil·~ :i!lb~ 'U!UJ vrcilL!>~ jlll~~' ~i lAIC~:il5't~ p<I!cierutl. mal1~lITisc~~~ c~ i[l 1ilmpllli toiltul !)Jri,prCflIDa <I mt jlJLi~8, ~cg;fl!l.d~1 J<l :!'om.a~~, '~l'iii;CnC, :re~!e I~'e bll.Cfi1al'ii'f;; ~M<l! tlID~!llhidil, l)q,!!i" lit! SC()I:I~, dim. b,iirt,e ml ii. p:ulut ~~pa dl~ jlliS-aTlii.

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B~bahd In br:a:te]!eclrui.a ea Of lljUIiS l:a mga~m :netll.lburntA, €'it'3; ItT! pri~ ,ct'e.HI de j:o.tliCi!; un pric:te!'!, dill copiliiric al frlitellut ei, EI sp3l1li!leatAmil.iei. d~ care ~ en! fixa,I!.P'e de 0 p~, el ,f!'Ve3 ~(!Jt rlrnmt'lrili!!~ ell sine, pe de ,!!I~ti\paril'e., Il;;l!ilVU~'CSe inli:o!d~1IlIa 0' in~liiJlii~ie' sililcG~ ]icnltm el, ~Q:IJt~ cfJI ~I !!'f3i ::dlllgllfiJlll h!:rbat p.e C~ ea tfiliu:&m~ ell Ilid'5vi!:fat, '[n $1Cc::rel ea spera ca el 1iI1lI Q sa Q' mal lase ~ Iplece: d,wpa ~cea, llI(11ijpte. 'UliIgfav se[jit~me:Ju ,die ,~nfuil'iQ'riIta1e pc;1l!1irn [~ m! JliU~ ;;31 lese biribalii pt!!!i~ $l~pil1lJjliepe; ea, PID· ::Ii si:mp!u eJf;a] i'm,plitl~ in br;;!lter~ .ir.llili:tu,Iu.l boiirlav,

Dup~. mo~'8, ill~itllJ{Jtllj ei a ('Ost ing;F~itor de dilsp~a. ])oHv:! el :ave,a \.IiiIJ asemenee &al'!()~er paitollo,g~c, care cI)OC'sp'I!Ind.ell! t@ttldlir.l(~i sale b(ip~ll!irc • fndt :[l.Y ~1';i$t:i,'1 'I'Cme:rii in. il.i,g,atu_Ifi [CliIsi'iln:iiitat@.tll eli mint alAi ~i iI irebutl si fi,e bE!!!t$pedaHII ~liItI-\mt $illrJI!l~Grin, I" (leesr!! siip.rtlm{illi' ,(J'jd\r:l_~t legmirlln't Sa flU II1W' p.'i\fe"le'!

Cai p'OOe~piSipcn:mr\l jur,iImamul srimb. pun~1l! pe altaml liii Oi.lnll'l~ alii; [Cilp;!l~ii\;gtm ,ei di~ a si:mt~p]lce-rClli. Pi jllrtllt !'~ nl!! S~ mai IftUi>itUrt-C'Zl! ~} ,sa ftU ma~ juisQC eu iii~i li!R Ibirbet, Voil!. 5~I~i dcd"kf' vii8lp atn~1iltm] lillii (l .A respedal 8Cim jl,l!rnmlin:tm Ele!lilUlil~an:a III. ma~tllflm[ea fOSl 'CalJZ2 11l11l~i lot mai ~V$ "ne:vroll:C ,!!I.e O!iki~'[leiit~".

Dt:!lp~ d1oi, an], II CUjj'jI)S!Cli!~ iRlf4ilii. $111'U!!I:orilJ, [If! ttn~r ,med,ifc: car~ s-a 'huilrigoslir pl!l>jona:1 de ea ~i ctl,l':e voita s15 Q ift de S!Otic, &! 8 .pr[eferat si\ fie iillbiiil pe:nrnt ~i'j se ;tem~ de I) iI ,d_i[lml [~si!i~Ofit,e. EI c:ra un om lmpO--:r13Int, Ii-a d_oo]cat poe .. ,iil f~r.IlO',a~i:. e OlIdo;ra ca Ill:~ 0 fiin!;i, 'I!liY'lnili, N'u,~ ~jli!n1; lltciodaltj ,I~ 01'gA$m. lEa acvea fiiW'Qle de !t(;1e-~~a, itlbiure, [pelilU:"tl a-~i ref!ll:lC sentilmCl'll1il1i J1~r' sQ1'lalin'i~ii diS-!mse" l,iar n~-I Iube:ii.}'J'i: aCCilit o.:m. Se j~lc;a ,1:\1 [ei ,cas] elm S,.lllFfi jiJ:c:ii1 ClIl 0 P'ji]iro~~. ] ~:>~iiI dal11.Jil dh:1i "Iii'Iin~"', j)e1i11~1.'iI!1 3i • .i IiliLi~ti *ip<et'l!ru cl ~J 1!!11Il'I:! ,Sa plecc iill m~Qi ~i ,ca. se: temeili Cd eJ a;rpUJI:a: $i lllOatti. in <N:'e!] caz, &i·'ar' NPro:~~a d nlU j Soil dirir:u.k.

. in. k:atllm¢i']!~! melJ.Cilre nlll fi dl1rat dooi~ d'QI.l~ h;m~. alii aem!!lat-:o de

sQmlltife[l~ \'i:~ am t(ic~r.cat ~ I) ed~lt; lin SiPhil!ul I:I1ll1lilcit Zllla ej !ie' WnS11.I1fl'i1. Clli '('aIlWisme zig,o:m(I,toa.se. Era Ileftridta din C3il..lZa frum1)lselij pii~d'l!l(e. :stiUea rnc!'E!U Il1Ie rulioo1~ ,rcgalil:1I11.1il ej ~t plilili:g~ [~ (Ii I1Jereridt~ [~re a renrllnlt:~[[:Ja VlOli!i. Dv :se vcd!ea ~i!!1i!l~ (;8 SJe: 'fti,l;;we uriiJta penlflll iii. 11111 plflcea, P.Ctltlll :11. ~: pede]l'":5~. pentni ,a; hip~:i v:;~hcill vinlii (jw,lmal[Jll]l11 (ai's.. a,V,eTc;a ob(ilEl'IU;ii ~d'll \'Icll~ic).

]'n ,i'liS'C:me:ne!'l! ,eazuri,. <ll!I!l!li~ 11\1 s.e!nO'c~(e ia nimic ,d1Id. nJLl ,exli StEi ~i bil!l!Ci(i-terile muncii, (') im!pOnil.liIit:ii \I~u.m!)e 5=8 pmd,\'l!; Pl'liillt-Q ~o;nfcshuu:! c:re,r·illl~ (CI,II, tOf)ile ii:3 elm Icaloli(:Pi evJavDoasa. os: Ill,ll.~ii 'mll1U!fisi<se piiica:tele mCI!I~i{ilmi,t.e!). Cotn;f~,sb;~rI.e~1 a. (ill".; !a i;li fI1.a~: d~~ilirei!JiC :~li!fle!cascit A ¥cmtt jji

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AI1I.:mcu s,.,a jIlfOOUf! flil vi.a1ta ci [0 ifiLimiPlare cillidaUi. E.a n(lgase irlto>t= d~u1fie !!l:rice ~e\1lririient ta~i de mioo:. La ~ ~u. ~r exl'~1<Inicil!ltli ~i8l1tsf,er, IJIII! it ~.)!; istat nici futi de prmrull li:lfllllist, ea nu ]I~aiubi!. ]']11 ~.ces;i PIIU1iCt ~ ~RI oafW, acest pmu::t ern .,wQlotlIIltli eli analltlc", Puleam s;ii,j dove.<ksc I'r!i.11mici semne [eli vela ~\l se ata..~ii; -de mint. A !iileg,at. Dar [nOo.l"ea~1l sa mfi sc~\!!_ta din Ii'tU~TVa me"" s:ii mii ai1emtm,easd. lapiJiJUbari. sa mJ!i"c-,oali d!in Iltiru(liille3 m~a, de r;c~ti.ll!i pril' mlci atciiii111. mtamellJuJ em termf:nat, 0 v,cdeam dnar Q data-· de dQ.1.iIiL o[i p~ hm.a.

Atu.ncii IlNt !!1i'~I!'ilt: [II. t.iimpl.Il unei excursd pc cere (I Ilc;cliim ,CliO ~m!la .p.e Cil!\,: 0 va2llilse 0 datILiti cam~ra mea de :a_~,tt'pW'e.. Em [I), ~ersoon.a, 'll'lndf:C:!iiti CIIJ'C d~wi1li:!iili'l twla.bornt'OOfC;;L liL]ell, r'll .ziklc mIDl'~too~ IIIiT1 Pii~rul 0 scrisoare s1,:rj~a <CUi irhan; ill C3I"el!'!1·· ropro:jia en v~hemcll~a. ell nuam ta~ut ~ i '¢I.I ea Q e;1':cu.f~ic. ~~;ll cUJflli·am pr(lmis (seta ce nu tfll adev4rat)1 ar fi Ilrebu:it. :~~ f~ Q ~!OI:! b!lJrn3 a!eg~, ail' fi tFdJu:i~ sa ,i..1'1 ~t de StIi:rea ei !lillfildeasc!L P,e SCtlR. Iru1Iif~nta ei disJlliil~ll1tt fijep.nliliill!I~,ISe, Era 0 g,el!(l;!;ie prnn nrimic mQli't,r:atil de iltnprejurir.i. CMe eN!. d'etc:rmina!1 si ;rup Olmplet mJatia. CUI [ea. Dar C~ '1l.I.l1 a (Wd'a,t, a Sip3Ii1i1~ Th;l~Q ~i in ~illil liI!lia de cOOl:m1t3~~:i • .sl:!'jl~~jl(ii!' de fnlmoa:!ii". Ahl:n~jil_1i1l1 ~~il1!!' cli. lea se mil!~se jtl~IilI!ILoo.<lt, (}i p.1Ji:c;<l, fi frnma:!lsa dac~, !irot<li .. 'Mii..a afe.rJit $ei'li'ieiUe ei ca SQcte!;ni, era e(ll::a~t [de amaMlu. \'01.3. stI, nl:J.aril'a~ Wi de pal:1l~ ~l cu Q'l'l"~ j)rc~ .

O(8~liUJW :!!il!l.I !'l.'l.!; SU!,POi!1l:lCii. Uilll blahat s~ :l'ilimblai llad..JferelU filii IE ea • Aceasli !!'toetda nu Q iemse n~cii prinni.luli arnali:;i; ~I de da.t8 ilCea5la (I Sitli!"l~ [ell FE (]1 injooiN 8. ])'el'SQJllI!!'~fj1i. e~, ]:nII,e-aga [e~ vialil, fii:I&~!e: 0' luptl impotriIw. fOii!,'e]orCarG,,'ot1,nl s! Q ~rlBilea.sca,Oa:r Ie-a "'oia Sj, d\omine C'Ii orice ~ret . .s!~. do:mine ,iijiS.U;P1'1II falDillile,j ci. 3ftp!l'a ~llJrornOii, .sc;f'I'l:[Q!"il[or. iil'lfimnh!relru. bb'bat;ilor fico-pi uliOl'"

Ni,Ii a:vea dedt un ,jn,!liUll' tdQI:: p!"i:lp.l'hd elli. Il:ra l[lldr~0Srita de fuJ· mll~le.a ;sa, de spiriilll,1 ~i V,Qcea :1>'11. A vea mercu n.evoie de ,ccm(!ilJ!;lacrilpentru acea!SUi iubire .

MI;l] nml.ve m¢n1cllte criti~ 1!.1II ~Qin<;;is. Tanilruil medic: at:! cilre ~l'! aV'ea o r-elatlie a \O'liI.U :llii $~ desp'!lrii\. ,tkca. lID plus, sora ei S-l!! in~ars b. VfcA!Ii" $1 cisn.ie~a ,a~st,eD!! fusesc nerer1cit~" ca nrmare ,!t'iI de.'ip;llirti~ de slOWI ei. ,Bolna'il!'l ;IWuh'ii, i~a prtlpUS Sa IO(:i!ll<1S~ cu ~, S~ e:i .. ~f'1:.al!ili! ii .neu~ <Ii reiz1mL?I!it Nli. row pli~ S!LlPOl'ltilJ .a,C$~1" 'rnfri_ilg~c " il-il 'refulgia:1 din liQuiD somnitbl'4:. in vohJptm~tlI$ $.eeJi'cte "Ile, iumii e.il':iima:>ma:I'i:~.

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rna llsclilre; Dar W3rfi: mtln.ci ~if3[~. ltiles,p:htirea d~ mama. o[n;51inii.l(1~i~ {lU! era ~Lhil;'jJ.

~. flr!!OO.MJi 1Iltr~ag<l istom a ibom .. ~ ml!!iltit~d:i~ de viQhni i':!"npotriy~ proprhill~l,d '~IU. ce ooPQ'vim(le p~~Jro. cOr!~Vii~il~ I~ in~l]!IJ de 0 I'nalta maralitatel Casatori,<I& lost ~],~dlltii. pe l.ninclll]ni'i, impouiv<1l 1,i100lfl!~ei mamei, .pentru a seri'lbul!ll!l,pennm. ap!]ecal. die acasal~ pcentm 11.1 oovem S!llIOOTI i ca .~ ea. poa:re gbi unbarbat,pUlltru: II OJ.si;gura unzid d~ apaut.e imp{I!triv::'iJ a~altulu~ iliJ.::lt~nctllh.I.L Mific:iulna teebuia sa se n-<libl!lne,. C!'JiI. Eli fOst ane.'l~e:z:ica ~~ a :ra!!1l!lillS astfel, cQlJ!lfl.ic:~c:Je <lU dus rn.evita1lJij] la destrnl:rn!te.l disl1Ikie;L

ApQi., imFO'!rlva \lQiil~~ei i:CliIl1ti~ ei ca![il!! apMfinell prietenu~ui diIl oopimmie III bratele crimm ju~ase. 3! lfioeput 01 re]ai(i,e} a dJ!ilt fliulibe{ ~l'Qom~(lil a flout ju~iili1.~'~!]h:1!] fats, C\!m i3Jrm puim ~~rm (l'Q:rn:~~IlIUila e! a~eallHji [lovar1.i! :S-a r,efil.l.giM In ne:¥tiilz:al. in rutiiHzia [nce~il:t s:i1i-~] L1l}diud m~dicul to. eceare, ~-~ ascu[!~ il1!t~II~!l14!~~· t~gJ{!l:;::i(Ql!lr~" s~ eSC,1!l1]Gre:ze tl:Ul~sIen:d f.:lta de .sine.~ fata d}e el, a m~~,~~~ !l.~-ew~i jee fat~ d~ mjn~. n sim~l(flt eiubire ra;~ de '~ncJhiru'f.g ICa:r¢ de flilpl' ii era ]ndifereln. pu,taud. sa fie Ile:relr:ic:ilta d,~n 'C(lII[&l. ~ui ;fa.ra sa ~] iube~c~t

ID. !oorplll ei a ~PllS :ad~,,~rut Pi JuiSa:l de d~l1i1i Qricla seena Tn C81.'I'e rnfanti1JUl a oferilt 0. im,pona:tll;ii. COI[]I~fiIb1Jl~ie de libido ~i ~ .. bFl:I\:ele ptie'!ci:lului dim oop[]l!lrie:. Anestezia ,I!;i era elar ""1O~t~. orev'I)lra ]mp(jtri~ va iharbQ~nOI re care f1lL1r] ]Ilbea~im~a. de can: nil! VIOla s1 se suj.'llilil:la" Cad in pdrmil rand era h!!pl~ pemrn ~ntiment~u~ eii d-e perno['!Jji;li.1:1IIte, Ea t'luvoia :SA oedeze m lupta en hlrba<tIL.ll, ea nlllp11llea.]ub~. ICUi adevarnI, do'l 0, lubire a!!'levHs,'ta, <.\[ n SIUpOS-oiij 1iliirbaiuhlL. ]:~i. C1iXIl(!~te:a ~atiu:rn S:@JI.zyal.~ :jii ~~ilia eao @!li! ~]d~) ;[l!c~sl:a! ail:' fll ,flW~t-Q' scl:llva, pas~unii ei, AVCII. ne~voiede 0. il!!bin~ care nu era iubire cd mliDai joe a' fottei el im:).gi!ila!tJve,

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N' U VOM rNl'ELEGE ni.ciodC!!fa pimbil.ema femeil' frigidc i daca 1110 vumtineCOit'lil de· mptlll di {n.ne eele 001.13. sexe se duee 10 b.lp:tra lPer.m;'l:rl,ellta, pecan': Pfb.j](pp Fr,e:y a l(kscrh,,·o mi,tl!lllil:a~ il:ltil"'o ,calrtic::id bilti~8La.ta Ll!lpJ:fJ' ~"I!ttre SI~a.1 in aocea'S<ta. ca.ne am .1j!:aStl priimele imbo~du.rl pernUIJ] lntemegerea. a.oes~e:i.p!!'obleme :pe eare aipoii 3m .a:Pf~i:at~o la, tlntreOlg:<ll el ~CJ.I)1,r!iliiC:(jI(J'I'!: :!iii impom1il~ datl@l"im leetlJril!or di,l] Nietzsche !j:l Slnndi'be[ll. ~] da!.fo,titi ~~jetl!t~i i.n dO:!l'l~ft!~Il[ p~IhaMli~i.

F'entru :11 dis~ita aici,~ce3!s~~problema~ ~~ ie ~. [a.oom trim~tere lalegea b~.po]l;'Il!'ilta~:iii tllJIturor fenomeaeler, leg£: d~~~,perit~. doe mil:'lt.2 In canea m.e~. D'a, .. li~tNJ,1(;A:3 (l"b.~~lJ.i eu)j [in at don~ea c3ph~L marere]" La fi.tptllll, ca ilJlliI, ~i8Hli:~vi,;a!U! IO!!llUlill!i niet 1[I,"I]a:~c:r ~~ojdlJl!!'l ~['I~1:incltt can! s~ nu He regal :~i~ll!1ut: i.n ~llImpin.a, pr.i'l1:tNI9 OO:i:itrn~feCl. lUI 'wntlca~~Iil'Sfin(;t (lei !It!.:il.if.!'itllro(i$ POIt.te fi ex,pHe;:;It ~()j¢,.!i!1!.fen{)iI1l~11I

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A,ceasta este 0 ideea: asc.~1!lSa (neml1rtu!l'ii:!ild)atl!tW"Q"T am.au~Iilor: (1-t'I{J~(! p.e c-elii]alt sa "jl'tisle:ze" im;'eamnii Q' sriip.allii. Ai te dtinti (;d!~Uali ~i a jui$(i in>n:anm.ti a remm!a la propria 'WJfn'/ii .. P'o.z:ifi.o1i f¢meii :)ub barbat ro.prim! s.imiboiic supunerea, Alfred! Adiler are deept a te SH i:l'ISlSre aSllpra .ac1esuli slmbel ism .. 1 lui ,.deaJii!iuprn" :llj ,,,ded)e·· sullt'·. E.xlsta fe.m~j eare nupet jll:iS!l. decat deasupra, p~ijlm ci!: astf'tJ se simt barbap ~ ~.tnru a-l face pe pmener s"1i J uiseze ca 0 femfri.~.Sl"ind dedeSllllbt .A. ji!.llsac:u uu barbat fl1~eamf1li a se dec lara 'i:rI'IIi!:l!sfi. M~s;dilna, i]!Seilillllin!l n~mlvililsa •• ~nvicta;;. pMtni ciii ea ]!1!S~ din br~tele unei oozi;nc de b.QlI'hiiti ,eLI dorillitie-:l~ fi~satisfliclilte. 0 femceie trebuie sa SpllJlllI..~: .,Fa d~[!j mine Q~ oo~e~ti" ~~ apei: •• Nu mai pot! Sun.t l:a cilip2,tui f~k'n' mele si 9,1 dorin~e(i" ".1 Apoi se de,,;:lar:~ iny.Losi tn. h.l:pta. ~i I'n jOCfUIJ il!l!birii. fa 11'e-buie s~ fi:~ red!lli>ii. La nimic,Dar. dli.l.pi ltlmh.igre. ea PO!lt~ !~~ ~iha dorint'ii. de a se razbi..ina~2 PQat~ sa-~[ !?imla. Ilbandolliuil. ca pe (I miangere .. E'a pO-ate: sa evite repetarea acruiui. sexual jn ciuda saiu din. Ci'Hlm ,ol'-gasmului putemic" penuu ano ¢l@a ,din nOll ,~i I; ti redlJlsa, loa imiinruk:. OQlri!ll~ dea d.omillR pQtite devmi mai irnpolUIlitil pOO'lm, ea decQt b~Lcliria. de a Juis3i, SetrtimMhd persooalliita,ii. este de Q malmare iTnpoi'tanta dledi:t ii1l~eru;,it,!u~a 8!el1ZR1iern sexua]~, ~i aceasta de.pood,e mttJ.td~aJUilit.a (It: adtlldinea .(:elor dowi sexe, unul fa~!i. de ce]iiJl;!'i~t D:,i1IC:::~

I A omUJrl di;lrli'i13 iJn~iRI'Ii'Ii'lrj, e~a !luil ridic::!M. t~p~ <t 9r.~smuDlli. Qom,plew dIL$m.Jg~l'e" d:i~lij.area, Illilmmlal ill,ctliiJ!!li.

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Ac.easm experien:f3 ne mvata. sa fUl.'il! ~cva.jfif!!il .pruden\i ill! IntOCnli:re<l\ unci statistiiC:i. Trebuie sa l~im aid in c:nns.ideratill;! tli: :fumei~ lIJ'inc'i;'I'OQsa, care ,cons:iooriJ mrtrtudsirea orgasmui~~~ ei 0. lnfrang.e.re. $i areasw niiJi1lC~un contio.e lID' IPr~mnl~tJ de' p]BCI.il-N., I BI~rbatul este m,etelll slt'im.ulat citre. nof i;] ~(lIi ~eDtaJti\'le' sexm'l~e pentrn.i'! provoca. orgasmu], llii cilldalTigiditatH d. aparente .. De< aceea, aeesce feme] lli\i ian mai multi,amaJl'llti ~i toti ~ela~a. ICllipruile, mel. fJe, se m.~nt ~ipe ele in!id~> IDCll'lSiidemnd (]Irg.a.S!mt:!rup]ao~f(\ prC[~mii1Na ~:i !jpUIl!3~1.dIll.~i cia el trebuie sa fie m.aiiA1eru:l. ciii acesta :I!lU este il!lca G:rgill~ml!J] ve;nrta.bil care'Erebl.lle:

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Pennu aces! fel de lie'nlei .fr.igl!e. C3I'1i!! $tiD ~·~i asclP'lcUi ~oSlllinlJlitatea ata'l de. stridutitor il'l:ciit, o~lldi. C;:~d It':li~ li1'1stl:le tn oom.edj[iI ]or, awenl lm exemplilii cliiil~ic! f~ dQrJm'll1 ,df1 WIl'r:reM, dc-scri:~~ I'i~t· Ide Mil'll!ll'l~J de~~11 ,$lIlglJj~:S Rousseau, Ea a rO'5t pri~t~1iI8 ma~mll; a ~eslhlul.l!)i :tUosof ~i a fo~i ii prima Sii iu'bitii.Ea nu ~ faC1l[mu~~t mofluri '~i dl.l!p~ 0' sjptM1Mm de *ptalt"IL~ (,caJC'lIlati CIIJ rail'iitaamc:nt diliL3iiblte)l :l~a initiait tI:i mri~Itt;::rel~ hibirrii. Cu atiit mari t:iJudat este farptlll~ d I~ ~.a ma®risil pmtejal1LlluJI ei, (care ove~ meFetl! CR pe 0 fiit.irt:il !ru~erjoaJ'il w,ca nu .Ij!-Uill~ inteleg,e; de' ee oameuii aCOlidj lrUb.i1ii11 alit 111~ multa it"i.l(pl)it1aIl~[. c~ea ce eIlli'll :t:ace'''.Ear IlU loltora l'1Iiciodal:3.lC:llJ Iilumdc de ,;vkn:.!te;' 00 aJbSlifl~nt~l caIre 0 1::0Stll :wlilt ~ ~1J~iilil. $l! Ono AdJer. cl:Imia I'i dAtl!l!t'i!im (I GJII'Ierli '~Iiirnllifi'c.a a!:.ll! de impoftantii. dcsp:re dispar!e1Imie:, ia 8~1e cornlfC!.ihllli ill Sel1los. ~rl $1; :sui!dllie~IiC'SiI dov~de1$t1l cal :lCeastB femme remaocab:il4. a ,suf~ri~ de iooibi'l~ i iP'liillice pe COt!!',! 1111l :arl!Riit sili IIi! !lp8!i'~ ~!>I!'l'IZ3,me:ie:;::m1I!e ]J11!1{l[o giee" ale tlf.lUI RQlm.eoo- TQlu,i. mie nUl mri-ar fl g~u g~ devedese (l~lnl 2Qe3Stai rem situ!l~ia: $,i eli, diJilimllili. WSReRs, d.ll" ma(vl! pe 'Cilre levoliO dliiscllI:3. mal '1:h7.i1ll" a jUcCat rol'tiil fijfll1ilij a:ne!l~ice"

~storiii ''¥'ie!ii ei SI!l1t1a aliit de 1iItl.'Ve1Q1ii!ilmH, ili'Kia!t p<I;Ji!:C fl, ,oonc-ep'lllii ca .itlvc.rq;ia unlJl!u cB~i.er ififiti1bii,fltll!t.. fIlintezis1. ilJia.ii 1'101 1ll3ndim diin IPCr~iPccliV:1l It:imrmhd nO'Slru ,i uit!lm !p1C,ea Il~or c,if. in :secolcle ~recu1e aill comnic. altt fl"iu.mrvurL ..

Doaman2 de Wan:e~. 0 (ahl illteii.genJil ~i remU!!c.1tl.)lIIfll dintf-Q famiI,ie nobill! diilll C8i1!1~Oli'lUlJ d~ Valid; sola cfis:aliorU f(lane 'lina1.i Ictl i[fon'llllJil ,il'l:

Villarrdfill. Cisat()n_.a il], !fOOl! am oop.~i §;j -dlurpa sPiIJii~lc b5ugm;fiilfli - ,.1'11:1 prea fe4'llci~-"" Ded 0 C:iisllJici!:; 11,11 Ff-eali"ericir:a! Biogr.J.filll JH1Ulii 0 d~fic pc llCeIl!Sta f~T.!leieir!il tbtul UmlMll<i: "lEa avea aceJ tip de fmmusele care 51!< comervi.i, pen= tnl i:i este !oonnLrara !ft!<li ml!!~~ ~!l filliiOlilomi(;. decat ill lQiSfllllri Avea I) min!! pl~wt~ :Ijli ·tuxlrii, () Ipri'l;-1ire fuarte ,,!Q,i[Lce, Uirl ~lJl.r:a[S; an~II;:c. 01 gl!l:m . .a~I'i'iiiniil:Q;lire 'CUI l!J me-a" Ull pat' 1C"et1,1]!iID de 10 mmi1lusete'lilc~1iIi~uita. Cillltil 3eT' 'neg:lijemt CIlJ"l"C Q fltea piciiil'll:li. Ii!" .. mic! de SI!l!tl!Irn, cbi!ili' scumii" ~i !l!"\,!.'~ tali$ ~~ deii Il~] n..e:p[klul~. [)e,r ora il~po~i.ibil sffil wziurli capi :rri'i'i.i frutliLOO, ~lIi\ll!n mili frU!mo ... ~e, 1.I1lI.s.a.o Ulal frnI!T'l!ClS':j:j bmlc ID'aillrom.oa,oo, •• "

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Nu aVM ~ru;:a 21 de @Il~ ,a)nd ill ,i1i.lZ1~: c~, jleg;~leViC'ro.r Am<l<iells em il!tl aplJ;'opicOO;, Ea era ~e5t.i!,IIlIJil, ~~ elers catQlic! aJidellt. l-a call.tart"i S~iIi !lIm'neai:

Iii picio<lt'i!:: PQV(!stil'l.dlll-i dlelldliml ci Mst ~i ruSBndll'~1 sill '0' 1~lilb~c din ili'ife:rfl!):.:i dil>nicici ci, Aceil;S~i!J ehberare lHtr'~ :si n fl)$l. fo.arte r,a.di,c;ilUi. Cid pril'l:.:iipQle .. hil med obiiilR1.lit p1$t~D ~{!n~, l-a iisi:g~ll1'at Q poo~jc ,dle 15GO I~"'re p'.enIlDi!ue:ze ,,1 a 1:j'lilni~i); la '0' li!ljiil"l;!i~firc pell~1'1I! a. fi rp:regBhtlli treeerea eii 1:1 {;;:.;to~jci;sm: d ,;;I, $>e~i2at cia se erede c,li est!) rnd1,'~ggsdlr de C!II, !l,~u.landul·sc e:;ii.pliic .... aUfel gemel'W:~'l;ateil. S!l!. 'E", ~]-a !:Ibji,lil':lli~ acolo c~dinita pro'~~i1li1ta ~i Oli ~r3i1 ]3, ClilllIoory impreuiii ell un, IilUIjOO'd!m'~ CI;u .. nBC' A~ejt, ClI \:arc a a."li'llt $~ fe1i\I:~ii 'illtlm;;. E.a <l ~[iut sill!liSCllmda 1111 mod lsC'l'Isir ac.cstc n::la!.'ii, .P~Il:t 'cand Q gnrvii bOlll!!!!Ii lui J\'Ilel i)"iIi sIDuh.m6nmlsir.e a, Tmllnd R.OI.1:l:senua c·f.hllal. c!fel tI g,asi.l III &3. porotccpe ~iiun azil litlii~(il. Cllll<Ci cl $,~. marnrirz;at, a <t",m lee acea ImlIlOSetlt.i. scen:!. :a sooll!ctiei, "-eslitiiin 1.iil:c:rlinur~" pe care a deseris-o rcmun;~· btl g.elli;hi!~ illll~ til ale s!"lle O)n/esimli. El SplIlrlt: desiP~eWUrrl:llil:s, Ca, in mruuerltele 'mlice :nu crOll, firj,<;ii ",1:rista~ l1i!cl p.llSi()naUI,. ei i31!1d'l'i :iii ~ il'li:iliw;', [)u~ zeee ani de Cf;lnvie'tlliw' 'C:U :aceil'slili femeie, diu eauzaunei ncvwo7.~il, RooiS!SeIlU pilieaca laM'Or!~'piij!Uier. Complelvindecat pr~1iJ. C:IlD10:ltml!! j:I~ can;: ;;;J fOlC(.';]fIt!' dmm eu d0i11i1'i111a, die LItlr.Jliaglii'" mllll'llre de :lli'ljil,!lr!~ la w~rUil!i1~1 medlc diin MO'Ilit.]lellrier pli: car,ep!lec-a~e sao] ('<l:u~.e. Vll:'t~ acasrl. nil.!!' ee nerio~rn;h:er ,1;1 gke~te loculi Sail ,cald (iCUlla1 de UII :simp'llJ 3jl1tOr de fril~r. Doamnal d!l! Wmel!!~ rernle'ia'm:gida, ce:~~ lilll Je,aln J:ilql.l,!ol~. s~-:$i [lnip:arlii d_n:p~l'J!!'i!Je 01;1 alrnl DW" RiOU:~O ciiJlta lIlo.1ive !icliIile penlru. II d(ll\l'edi. c:lI. ~,i (I fcmeitl' fr~:Il!idi'l, ~!c· fi friil,llO;UI. ~i SPU[IIif. ..,AC0sf tklltlJr a~,p~t ell! II) c:omo!'lni.Jlelltt~ aftu,l;rill,l e~" lIl®ti.l'l'fii d~ a"llegiili de !!a,iIi utijli,..at toate mijloace:l!t!! pe car!!! i£~ CI"C::!:lU pQ.1rJo.iiiic ~i~1J1 hNI u[im4: pc. ce'lepe. Itare ~e lJiII.t-l':;(j, bcar1!:a ma:i Jr~~IC' 0 C!.Ipo.d(l;. pClil dr:rattooaJii;Z1lrc ~~ d.t: SCIl'Z~. D'j'u~ RQ1lSi~.egU i'iupoait'C sa j} Lllr1pal!'!~ 'U 1llrl.l b~icr. E:l iPJ!'~fer! sa reiW:i'i~c" coea ,ce ar-e ca rc:z..lIllii1t raIPHI11 eli reme-ira irif.!wn d~ilJ])~ d~fI -~.c tr! ~. mal fri!,i!i~ ~,i mill slN~i[lf~ fa1a de .. fin]!" $~ lubimi ~i d~ o.dimi(l3rn ... 'Rousseau ,spum~ .pe buniil ~lrept(!.le c"l1, ~Iil;:i Q fi:m~l'!i~ 1:10 PO~It' kria d:lId s-e. rienllni.ii Ita$~ipMjrea ei .. .Jill SClJlrtliiimp villa", d':\'ellii !'IISUP)rlsDlilil. {leniln:t mine. :S:knJI~a:m -cii ·p:r'~il!t?! ~tSQ!t~li .~i in 3,!;eib'l~i tim, rns:tl'\\i~]~rC".a.

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Aid ni S~ desdli~~ ~n mod :rn:~:j:t0p'tat I(} pers.pec"'l:i ~li adaiFl:ca asupra p$i'hiDU~l)11i ~c;:~!f~i fem~i fli@ijtde" Vede-m remeia g-eloasil ~i CQ~ cheta cSire pers:is!ta aSiupfll stkHQ!i' l~l d~PGiSesie :erotica, Ea. ~~in;e 1!l,lJI H[iemdetine:riJlC care Ii face fericl'ti" mra ea ea lns~·i sifj~ 'erlc!Wi, Ce :farsa ridloo~!li. prea. l\'![iOs!(lIolailli ~i !le&ndemib;L~ti(:il ]lt~ntru :a fitua~ i~ ser:nos! AErnm ~mtsa ~] moltilliE;!le 3!C~S'l.ui jocm.cf"eilltlbiL Un :mi:c dem]iU! ne trideaz~. mec:al;'liSfbl~] l11!tenl a] aeestei cotned!ii Ea ii':I!U pJ!,t~i!llbj: d~cat .ru:f_er1ci#! Baffi'lj}1I!ti ell :3iUl~~Ji] stlrij]!ll,ldtowre $~ stmdui.au zadsrnic !s~ ootmifawo!!U!i1!e ~i" N!!lIU ~:moo:mpUi, $], de$-i s-em:f'JIa mereu tlli ld!jfja -cuUate fit!.anc~;If'.1, p:refero sa se darurasca decl!t :501 selsse ctcJmparatiti..

Aoe<!stO:!" ne ar~h\ d ~t.¢ VOI.'b.:1Ii d~pro e femeie o~gCil~oal'iii, c.a!re "rea .'l:a ;)ib~i 'i:itl!(()ld~l.ma ~Qhd OOl1dlll¢atoJ:in lllip~a tnU'e sexe, Ba VrmJi .sA domine. vrea :!lit se cebuare, ¢<l!. \i'l1~.a :sll. dih'ilJ:j~sclI fe-u'~ci:re, Astfe] se ,~l'ic5 iuhuFEll ei Pl'![11ru servlW,ti. grnd~f!a.ri. fr.iZ~fl, Il:~jI~rilcitru" bi~tij ;p@ seuet barba~i~,i pel jumitOlJte b1ir'bi<lt'l in fa:ta CarO:fa put-ea. Sin se .i~npi~lufi, fa trebuia :Sa i~[ s~m,~a. !persan<lll~tate'J in ("Ita bkb~~~ruru,~asta em oc..mdit.ia ei de lobiFe. Deaeeea, :rnu pute:~ sirecun.Q!asci, nkil. senl- 2:etla, nid pHiee[·e!'!. Ba nu vOli:a s~ se dal.'llI]aSlc:a. ea. VOl,<I. nUI:ID!ai ~ili ~n!iasd. A lubl en lI.devflr:a,t Thllise.utllIli a se diirui ~:i :3.\ se slillpm:'l.e. Dar ea v'oII.! ililt~tdlea.ufiil si domine ~i sil. gu\-jem.ez.e.~ceasm dori:l]j(a de a ,(t(ID~in<Ja d~sw~lca;sniciaJ el, N III CI:l!llOi!,itea deca~ 1Ju]Jb~rba~ 'c~ruitt 1 se ptllr.ea $l[Ipuill1e: re@~le" 11\ lata hlli a l'qc)l1\ulIchi!l;t ell tlnri:l~lli~. Aoo10 era :Sen'j~ri!; ~1;IIPI~~:t .Dar aceast:lifl:m-sl~nmre nu efllll~ jloc ]scusH all!,HI~i oochete:pe.r]C11II,kiillse. cru1e<!:->plr.a la eel m~i ~pr~ni1!,l ~i veia ~ii pescu:uaiSca m lacul ~ll.!bi~ji [:.alptil deiilUr'? Qril.I.p.1rllie!r ,I an~l~mt m capodo[pe'ro 5~ fll\\l~bo]ogi(;,a. EItF'eic,a ,din lv.lea:o .m~c'Mi!ism'ld l~jhk a~ l.!I!!1oei :l3iaelll~'nea pro~LemMi SilR:iIl!t!'l,e!!;'J"tld a c!!.IfDt]nspk£orui. l1egelui. pen.~ tm a-i e:ttdta !IN;!!'!~tallll:alt:e.ll.. Se um:d]e{'re peDlttrll ea m.,i ~-p(J~. C1!l1liju'OOtliil!Jl oGl'xch!ltie:i p.m"!;''O<clIite, si domine rna] ~i\!J:!l1' ~u siii ~ritlm'e:Qs!lJpra rnul. Si doa:runa de WaITen~ Y()Ii:a:;f!.-lSi j'liljltirnoe {tlllomt 'pwp:riu p.r]tl 3:ees,t tri.umf. ea voW: :;a~,~ splIlla: cta de ftm:tmasae:sti daca ["[iei, re@ele rfl.l lPo!Rte Isa rezis~e fhrmeoljjlui tallll~ !E.a av~a !J~vo~~ d!:l' fi~cam ~lDfid(!l[~ute 'p:e'.]tru a de1Fll0J'li:>'!:ro. adOr8!tQfUOg; (!!1 ad oculos ,oil e$t~ Hbera, ci1i iIl:e~. ni.mel:'ll O!,i:.a ~L'!:I\I~~t sa <0 priml21 t~I,C<liru~ ;:;a,~l t:l':ilum~l ¥i :-;~. (j fac!1 SIi!!iPU~, Mart1!lfis~rc~ :pefsomdi.mhi ei 3r fi WCj~!Lt-O B~ lPii;;lrdii ~iI1I triumf il~po"-

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E.x1sI1i'A a"s.em.l!'nl~i1 [:einil.(':i ClIFe' ~ 'il!1!d.:rAgo:!lite!:lc de 'ba[lOOU ~Jriiti, ,oooo$ftti~ ~I[).hi:o~. sa~ii~ i:l}v,alizi;.~U]JUli m§l:'!.tim .~J.~ ri pref~rn un bolIilaV. 00 '~hnil.!lflt' la pat ~1m1at la d~.spo~iVia g,MeIiCifrita!tru] ~or. Ble c;h,har V(i!Sa, gus~e ,~jJzati;a d!e,licioasaa di:feteJn:tei. de pe~:rso[iaHtat.e. Cilii ,Ca:l e[ ,este :m~i p~,il:l impo.r!:ain~~ ell alit mllll. 'iI,l]PQrt:fl![lla:d~i]ll(l: ea, AoeaesJta ae !e:;l;.plica un :n!l.lim.tu· de ~ndd~nt~ f.ne'X.p~i(:abile t'n v~a.rta :ami(lroas.~ a kme~i{lil':. F~re:§lt,e~ El-e d!i~lifif,illl!]ea.z:i aceste te.ndin~e prin, sle:n:t~me;ftIJte m81te:me" misinn.ea, oobi~ii a ]uibi.r.ii ,apwia:pelui ~i a biJr:Jlef1l!cJerii:. 1",[IOlte mecan~sm~ie: noaSb;e ;,'l,U!He:t~ti Sll;IIliIt b]po]are. Aco]o lU!ooe se tr-e~te f!tum~~u] instill%! id.e' a da <l5isteil:1'~ eeler slabi"ac:ol,o domi!tt! in ahi!SlliJ:~ tile cele ~Imi httiltIleea!Ee aJ~e;SI!J,fleh~;~u,iirIDSt.iincml c:ru:z:lm~i.,. C;;l:re ~Qad, des:til1l!.J1l PUlP-lilltl. Pi'~n eel al rIiII~mr.a. avlind sendmen!tl!lio~Jl!Jfji .pe1iiJlm cj. oo[l]ailt ~t~, ~aJ()ls .. Aooasta ne di ~~ c:.he~a i!jji~ele~rii f~e:ilor migidJ.l'cO\l\OO nu !i~l]t mgld~ d se pfe'iac ...

[Jltl :f~ricire, femei ~-a dJ(iaJlU1i~ ,(i~ Wan'MS, slliJ)~CliMs;lI fot!:1lli§ eJl.IDe!:hJ.SIJ]!1t r<llr de @asit .. Dar g;~s:[m, deosru.l de des rn.via!tifiltFa.blzj~~:i clue a~st dp <kfermeie Cll!~e' !:l1]J este fe:mei:e~ m ciuda lu1M:ror [lo']uri~or matern.e Ij:i Ol .. pezelor ei campatim.ito;aJ!lt1;. Prrin~,esaJ CMma:y~ care se C()boal!~ipi."lIii ~a IlIIj t.Ugan, Else Sieg,el, ,ca;~: vizi~e.~i~ .s~(\ret carrleml 'j:l~.gr'Ul~ 1!epf\L..'1:jflta :a~e]~i tip de :fem.eiec;i:ltt fokls~$!te s!mZQ~;ia Sllqml!' mlli~:iei soc;jiIlle:inlilrpm dintT\'i S!e);:~" .~ moo!Jt]] ~I ~t¢ ,a! ff::l!!:t \)ons~de-, rata 0 feIDeie S3~ oJfa~"ji fr~lgid1i. lE)!js'~ QI<lme!'lj caJ.!le :!i!illli 1001 dJtl:'Il~ii -eaizl ldi~ci( ~U'!Hl(,'d efmjj ,ll(:! p~rils~t leu 1m i1e e~i,ce pe €3.l'ei ]e"au eSlc!lla.rl:llJt a!llevQ!'Q$. Ei d~rese sll. !-i<imHi 111 ,ei I06:i~l :8eIlZl""~i.a de d:ife£-elJIl:tii llllitil'e i~ml~t ~i adilin.c, ."rllal]]m]le: ~i adiilim;,iltlilile 8~,d'lle~u'tu.i om€JL1Ile.,sd" - a!$<fl. cum. gpllln.e .aW! de lime Goethe in oe5l.ma!] frulnoa.<;;r. b:llmadlL Ii l'i1li, 7~uJ ,~i ba1.(l(/t!Ta, Z~H tlrre'bwe: sa :se p~aibn~e;aMilil ifil adfillllC'll'ri ~~ ~i ciiJ:.:'!u1i,tre<Ollie ~ :se h~s~ :r]dica~is;p:re ~~r .,de bi'31t-e: ~foe'; <lice~.st<l. f/,lCt: !:ti!itre2gt!, bQ~1itue a 'lIile~~i Dar femeile tir:igide de ge!l1lu! doamn.ei de WarleWi

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planC<llii mereu la <lice:e~~i mahilllc. Ell.e ,e,red ctl ar fi lnailtlimii]e il1s~i... Ele Rea~na:n'ia C!J [iiviatorU eare 2ihQ'.:Iirn prlntre nO'!:i~ d~IiL Ele m.l mai all l1Iici, 0 apli"ecier:e pentru 'rJi1'~ll~n:le.EI.e se ored aptt:'Qa:pe de purull eter ~;i ~ej<l, unnatoaree Tilra;]a de vbt le-a clius ,cine ~fi arbore care le 1lInil:lte~te' 'i:mI-"\lm mad f1~iicut l~g!e:a gr'!I"Iita~iei Ac~sw false fieme:i friside doresc :sii lliW fac8 sa Icood~m ca., ill.tr-Ol ooch~ :~[bii ~Haripata, ele ,a~~ullt~ ~lllllzi,ca sferelor ce:re~ti .. Ele se cred mult mw interesante astre:! si, 1(1 exuem, ating urn tip' p~ care n vei descfie amaJUUiI'Ut fiem,eia ardentii,. (:HfC nu Ii!'!n~ ~~, fapl ZIl~a,filgend nevtoov.u care vrea sll ue faea ~ credem In. CQrup\i1) sa mnlnatlt :Exi$t~ ,;;rti,t de n1ulti Mrb:ltii care

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de-spire' roluei ~i ca roehlile sunt II::(lsmm0. AOIil$,ti m.~!i!,~'~1i.I!n'~ oO!1JiJine C,) mare atn'lo~:ie C<ll"e I'~ dovedle~.'~e' co'mooiantetorrafma:r'e, proip~"a h':lt ~1~!.r~"ri{wit'de, ~Iie se di::;tI'eaza, nl:in'~~1iI.8.'t 'Un acest teatru to carle IiOhlri.i,c, !n'llut,ate poe dinitiu:a suot lnate 'pen1ru "ia'ta ~~ ill cam vi!lta lor este un rnl mai ~uuH sail ~In<ti pll'tin bUll:! juaat, ,Ell!: rid ~poi [~ t[om~ !;,ictimile care ~ll crezut in roM [or ~j se simt alese ~i superioare, Multi oameni !!itLml~ pC<l~'t;ru 1C;l1'!~.1 ~UIl.t l1eC1Uloll'S'Cuti, pel1n:u. lei W5it.aza in marea ~alfl de' 1')~111 aJ vue{ii fib! atrebui ~a se Idem1'll$,t;e. F~~j~ frigidij Citro nu este ul-itfet pOlartafUa8Ca unei c;tstita~:ii 'Care se vflnde hdUt'lllPentrt!l, cj \,H ]OUU'I~~ c3stit~Ut S~ ~fiai. ]~1 ~n'li'~gel'~a Jinhlb~~~i!lm:' inlterioare'. 0 cas,t!:i~ nae are v~lk~OiIil'¢ et'uc.a. ~I~llf~'.ilii ~a r1lil1tlll'rii~e pu:temiic setliZliLa]e .. Atlluoil ea. esre I) vietorie ·:;aru o itrdf~ngerle. dar !iii Slemnul unci ~up1le p;ro6!lillde. (":1$til~t!!'a lii:!m~~i fliJ!id~ 'Iil'll este un '[it'llent [pelItm ca este 0 ~eCes.i1artCll:. ~, nu II;) eucertre. DW!' r~!1~~i ea W;mrens oJlera h1mllil exempLu sJ WUlll ;:~~litali IXlU! pOdnfI hsinele uaei vestate '~] irll~ma "J.oel MesaUne. Ble l'1.:pI\"7.inl:a comedia puintre u11lgediile,in care inim.i1e femeiiLqf' cuad.e\';:'1'<11. firLgjde safl.g~r~za de !l'IO<Lrte. Poelii ~1 filarofii sunt. Icopii. Tre~w i ~ ! lOti" it!'Jlten uf.Illli ]et'l!ll-Jil(')q~,~s IRQussealiJ p€:ntrlu a: 01 cre.de pc: doe.m~ ~b~1 d.: W.m'rel~s :,,:imo;t:il'l,!e!e l:l.obiIJe Ollli care ea i:~l arsCi!l[lidi:e in.sfjuc~eilee] ~i'\~H'll~ ~cre~tl!. tnd~tj ce ~~ "'~ de 'iuibire. I~~jo:ritatea oame!n!il~u dt:yi!'l rw~'li :ji c~pi, Astfd, VOF eXlcsta i1t11!~ot.alIDa vict-ime alA: ~a..ltCwlui ~i ~}r;::t;lciit:o<Ije.i ~i tipuLdoamnei de Warrens ~ dispar~a. tot alat de flU [in ~Cl ;:.i eel aLe alle.~ilof ei ,care 0 iaiU Uti SeI'~O~ ,~l iii mlllll'(ull'Icsc leu lamllinti.! cimd ii dMllle:SC prea. pli'll!u[ i.nimii lor. Cel1~Wfii ~1lIib~rH 3] Cn!tl,ll!ll i~j scl1iimDaI I,.Ifteori f(,)lt!ril~. CreslIs ~c~de S'~_r,ac: ~j O~fie,tond

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erede ca. djjjrui~te calldi traie~te din jlom'llflli. ExiSt1i O:!ltnCimli care nu pqt lllhi. s!ltlere$1e. Asemenea false f~m.ei frigide· apaI\m!i!~jjlor sm~iall'e. interior esre tti neaQ.~ oorpul pentnl ·ea ele petinbi nurmai ICU. OOIpUJi sufh:'lIJ] lor esse 0 '1)I!.lt~ tai](\ c:arei co:rzi au ples:u:ilt de muh .. al 'Ci&inil mecanism se m'lt5Irt~le :rrn gol eli! .sti'~ele 1de$[HEl dulci1e melodii CiJre dsl.lm'i :lIICO~O ~i ametesc toate simturiilrt}? Ce ~fiu ele (fuspre miracGJUI unei mM'i ;s.1 vc,'fitabile iuhiri weare itolElte t(ln;ile !:'~"u!1i, ~Qt oC<l es:le !JID1;!n se de:steapm ~i se iv~~tl;l tot ce e'src divin, in care natura:. i~li 5arba~ to-n::~le male:~e ei 'triuml'?' Viata lorse seerge in mici ~lP'm!).3Jde ~ii.storii. ]ntre U[I ici ~i colo al dif~ik'ilol p~rsonaje cere au. aoe]ea,i mimi. Nu este nk:i otra~rce, c~ numai u~ a,il\llImment. ~;~t:::i {I betie'. ci,JiIlu.mru 0 'imu~t~~W~ !i'!lici ua ~,M~. ci l.1umai 0- e:xcil:a.l~e.Pe,s,te suHdU] hlr lit\!. a tJ];'~~ut niciodlata,fr,!.:r~un?l'Iimic]lluare OJ, uli,e~ 1JI]a:ri pasillJl.~i. Un om n tl1Jk"cui~~'W poe ;liJtul D.aca liIll este Je!liU-J[l!lcqll~ ROiUSSe:aU~ lelSle ua ajltltor defritZelr, V8Joe.1!aiiFI:tii\'idl!laruft",~ii :se pie:rde ~Dltr·O :I'il'l'(lr.e de i}o'~ld'ian ,~ CI;ll?lidoJt.,[~:ind de <l!tit de ntllLJIM i(X1cri~ie ;~i dlslmuLare,se fllri~e,azi la WlmellH sbnplir,. care ~iinU md dlUiedlociiltn:at{l d~ sig~ti1e Lui.

Vede;m decl bip)QII~rUt'ltea psihogeoe:z:ei orgasmului .. Ex.i.stli lie~ulei. (::;100 ntl juj~azi decal ·CltID iJl:iirbD·fl nuri~ ~t:erniCl" f"ata, die case elese simt mid. r(F'jr~ir~. apoi ele sunt ltfl..1JlitOlite pein lllbiir:ea lor !it .s.e: siirmt inoo1poll'<l.OO; J8 i~~tsooaH~:atea acesIQra.) Alt~l~ n:upet juisa dedl dad se siin~t ·ma[pytemk~" mali meri $i :m a i:boga~e' dedlt: ba'li'ba~l!Ill eare le IPo~~d;"i. Acellsta. :i'lls:eam:nA ca, bfillliilttuJIWl le poseda [I~c:io~atilJ. EJ este po5e~t de ele, E1~ domrna ~'i .acest S'enl:im.~f;J~ ~] puterii, al [pOse· siunii, al domimsliei eS'~e punt;:ca prin cafe ol!"umlllli:EI in ~'taplatljfe C:0lFlJ~ IQr,

Acesraestelulfenomen pe care il \'10m 1ntihU m~r:eu in psiho .. geneza a!ueste:zlei se::u.ls]¢; E.Il! mulile Femei. oirguml!l.~ ap~' doar'dacar in aoeJa1 i Ump e]e 3!~l s.~flltimemul ci SUitt !lIu:periOO[~ fata de .pan:en.etllJl. ]Q!:' s~x!!'!aiL AC~l~ neexplilcai - a~8i, cUlm aim menViofiail deja, - .... 11' ~JlJlm~r die fe'H,CI'm~fle desprecare Vffi\i. !I1''OwieandvQ~ ~mta €~tiliii8mu]; illbirea [pelltm, I}~lbi~, ~c:h.ij(}pi;~riti. r.1I::ajutl){~a,ti, , .. ,iliiSl:l:\i. de: \r[a~ abu-' d.o:tlarti, dlec! in co'Uu.dle ~n C<lre feme,ia ipoate sah'a ~ do:mllU!i .. Exist~. f.en:t$i carce hU pat juiS<ll dJeC:tft Cll pe.rroa~;e m.ai sb.be decat ele~ fa.pt dovedit de fenomenul Iciudat a] hibi.rii 'pentrUi ibiie,i. A'c.;;!ast.a se ,ex.pli~ pani~l prin imPO.l:U!iL\til influel1~a. infantil!, ill. sem'IlIL lui Freud. Dar in fiecatle caz (un p~Hn cO.m>lata acd Tenomen .. supra ~al~u~a

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OGmnj~o.ara, k '~, a f~IS! ~d!u.:sa: ~a .. i~ta d~ 17a'..rlJI d~ ill!':! W!1l~ jJlifreiF= n~~ ~l> pi!!imil d;)ljtii.·_ dl:~pa ~pl!.lse~e ,~i .'li:i.oll~!t€l. NUll 3i.~i~ IiliotodMfiI a~toe'!llil. d::caldil!!oore :tiitu:ligMre. ·OJ. lW¢C !I!C,'Cllotc:(!,,, <'I;'COltltill!JIIU rel3tia timp de do:i:l!Tli. Frisidlilaftlll! Il:il [] adw::e!l! ~ebti~baJ la ruwic.Rll a i!lil~!Dt;id '~():lLre ,roceileeLe :posi~ lJiJli:, ehi.ar $i (,1iI·n.j1i/~j'lg'M\ ••. fi'ilii eel Oil;ltl lmuie !I!ll~(liS. Em ilJlt"Qtd~l!f!J<l (~rj:cittl cii!rnd! I~I venea la ea, penvrn ,ea :ab~el cr-a. gdQl1srn siinvMjil1l pe ,c;.e]e! .. he f~mei. :~] 'I::Ja 1[111 Ib:i;bat exrrem de fflUtl:OS, Ca. 'Iililli. Hierl,",1)l:lc.,lac:are :S'~ Illitnu lOOIt~ femei!e de ~ 'smliad~. Sil'li~:EI,c:(;jjJ !iJiI;Ji mare ~l;llce:..1'e (;iind se :!lrita. '!lil ptlhl~E1.Ii,. ttII_d de el, !Dc :B.CC~. ~se aaroia. 1111, fi:ne. dbostt. el ~li=Q ]uat' 00 aiI£li fl:llil'leie pooQ cr1i. eIIl! 'era poollfti:8i.d1'i1 d!e~. 1111. ldt~ll1!'!IIlIltiu!;l:p. drun te.am1l d~ <Ii nu-l Jlil;:r&. (':3 sirr:n~'.a I) !)isn.:<-1IltiLl: rr. l~mpw oo~~ulI!lL llIlterim:, eil ~ i~ogod.it ell urn. :biiirhat ~I!V Iholn'~v cati~ ~ sflapi:> paml (k. mo.a:lt~ ~!~ lSi paretilflS eli. 11,a! drutaJri:1e ~l!!i aj~i:s;·!!It mil:ll,tl!ttud 1T!~lt D~pfi m..o<lirte'" ac-eslUia,.a \'it:1ill~ la 'I'.af:ldillin Mrbat c~re i·a milt=tlillri5:iti~n~~~~t~ :!Ia. Prill! CilnlilU'ingus ell 3. $!imtit [pNmuf {l~~ vioien'l. A~l s,.a ~oo.~O'Slit d.e lI,n biji.a~ '0';:; 114 <LTi!i. a Caroll fun.rnuse~e ~ 'if!i¥rt:5~iOrntiilt"o. A ]nct\jiiQ"t :!!i se mas!i~rbezt lumagi!rnarnm. . ...,1:i acest bllj:!llt' ~i arell'Unt!tt .Ia 3]il~ Jt\~~aJtlli, ~I:lflne., a iw~rt: silil}d C1!m~il~ta ~el ~i sa. 111 sMIlC[i .. Alc~. 01Wl~rl1l.d ,ei OJ ,a!tiill.$. (\I'll flil;!l!~ !l'~ciljc;:li! ~:urn!W!. Relatia iii d~tra,t oi!Ii2C",a, ]iJiIiIl.. DU;p<1 ~t;:ee!!, .C"[!ptl'i~ de:remu[~m.!li'lll: dediieat in~rijim1i 1;!.o1In~\1iILQr,

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Aneg'tez~a ~uaHl: este un. )mporl:Dmllt mij lee ttl lju.:pit.a. dJilJJt:re, ~exc, Pr,oMJ1fiiala anesteziicl ;!}mta IdlL'.lja. ,eii.fe.rntdlc:::i ,ob~ ~",..an1<l!je eeonomice eel mai u~or diminG.ncll mgide. F,emt:d:~ care J!.JJis-eazili p:ierd~ ~:a!pacit:<lte<li de C;<I,IIC'U] :~i s§.ngeil1e ~eei~. .Aleeea~:i. proSHtu,Sit~ Caire i'~~ I~X(lI~(l""i!eazj tarnm~in.e 'ilictim~[e dlili ",'!~;imul~ bali pmx.!l11!e'!JI.iI:I,j,J!i Ji~~. ca iJiu'bc:!~:lie ~i pe.!1J~WC~ ]!)j nu ti esre !1jl,~iM C!) ea. AstfeJ. :pr()stitlil:~ Siier~an~S'l~oo potjlJ!i\':l!!, CIl! die:ntti care .i!es~i sec ,<lli'it~ m, Jillu:blic cu ele, IUD ~z ftnereS1Ult po~tesre H<livcloek e:ll~~s.

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Cazul unnll.tQ:1" me .IIFata, tipuil. lInel femd anesteaiee eare jQ-<lrn rohdp:lio:njtrl.l~~ei, poe' d¢ o! ~11~" pel'!JUua nirnfa. a'ligiPrn:W.rbaU~(lr~ JIB d~alta. P3!!:1~~ ~!twa·!j:i da -I!!.m.Ii1 une:i :oo~~ mendene. Aoesl m6'!CII,· nlsm psB'I;ic, n0Ciel!lf~:a 0 cereetare :sp~ci:al:a. NmffiElSC a!l,H,'liSif: ff~rlQ!m~n , .• h:fipeFaltjiv~l imora~", 'linen !l;('i~ W'rliipomlviii 'CO\lifvingerii lor pozeazEl[rI Don J~Wfll,. Fem~j: care ;;rPI1I!V(lle ru, ji) iTIfic.h!]~tillte P!;lflltn:l .a.~~. imagin8i cii. s~nt mari ~!;;;artoase sau Eij;Jili,e' ex:traQ(lidjioOl.f de: oowpte. La t'IHi::! 0' m1i.:l'I,lj.nte de 1ielmle:l, nIDRde:nle trebwe: s1i a ilib~ Ol:TIM1!rll!~pe1l\tn!. ca a$~ 0 cere ]m:per:lIhvlUl imoraL 2: Asemeooea femeipet So'l! dovedeasca ~i 00 jn .. ertiMe " :si~lliI~iilQo;r obhirluhe, Be IliUlilit satrsfacute in ~Jin~c;ie $i ajun£; ru8 (Jtrg<1i~:m~,. in tiin~1P ~ OUi aIT:lmtLdslII.1lIt fcigide .. (De omeei se il1ltifill!p~il ex~~~ fuJ~veJf's" A.$~$[l~.feimlel lOMe vOll'tL)tu$i sa aomin-e tnereu :$1 de a<l~~ t.!lea din ~ua .n~Erlii il -()alca pc p:il~i:Of' [pI'e :soli'llli. ]O-f" ~l~ea ce Ip.roba.~ 'biH 'e~ne ebaJi1e-f~sp~ru:ili:t,.l rarl'l1Iin C0111p!lc:t a:nc:s;fezioe cu el. Casnida 'este proryocaJr,ea ]~ ll!pta pe1t1J.lElrtJ d'o"m[na,~i.e. Dilt8. Mrband ~,l;~e .!l.tit die neil~deminaJti,c]ncit S~B$j a.r.a~e ~e~c:hjj.\1 dG6!J~ de ia d~,rn~Ji')!1;!I. ~sw P"roh.llIbiil ca. 1lm.a din p·:viilind~ h.!t'i]i'!tecis]liie~e~ v~i<!"!,is!1'iul illil r~p~e-

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Ac:est'e fef!iljei acrudiil aIDi1runlJUl tot oeea ce .refuza SQ'~LlI:Wij ~(lr. In fa~:a. amilllltiU.hJli d]s!]me; il1dfupfi'~I~aJi~a. cam joac6. !oo rol ('!IUU de imp!llT~ l:aIl;11!: m ¢mH!'J:iclC .. l[J;cO'ru;;He!tlit~ eel doi ro:t;i se fu redproc re~o.[I~<Ibm d~ lirliOnogatn~a 1.mpu:sa, Ap{!I.i i:n:tJii 10 dif>o~l:tie .9me:S~~lll ~]fljp"I&Qut. de' p['ioMell'lJ.e ii%Qfilomke ~$] eretice, ]:nllcliii{;lOOIlta ~bf~Vl:\!lh[~L ~n plus, b!irba,l]! SilInt f(lfute [ie1j:uIIUlti. rn~1i de .Siotme lor ~i 11(;mlun:~ la multe proctiJd poe cere le au cU2Imainlte]t,l: lor .saru ell wtiUe alter birbap. Apoi, fi'em~(ile :oor'JrmllUl!91 pentru ,a_.c;ea~tai re2::efVa c:lIstili. h.mrlrlJLI.~~i: un ~ID...an'~ .~~ ~()mp()rta:l~dJi$-s.e f~~i de •• u:es:t ... ca @ I:l'rosH'~\fIata, jn OQ~til:'l\.-lafe. ele sun:t f~ri~j~~ c{\ ~ot ~ lase deoplU'l:e v{:m]~u.1 :iIJiD(;IJm.oda,1 !cuJt~ri.i ~i :aI mo· r;aJJ~i" me se prefac rilltti. d@ SQt~lI 10'1' ~i ~~ re·~i.lW p.e.rVeTlljli~ pe care le perDIlit ~i c[lida'l: Ie; CeI' delOi ,!lIII]:anJ. CU .motD:va~i8 ~. este: d~gMt!U.'(!:1T> :!l1ll:s:~jlland ca:. sO:l!i.!l [oOr esteun pore, Oll11l0SCO feme~e ¢llofemcea ]([tot~ dL';lOOM/$tlaliocu 3m<!l:tll~~d ei, SOlUll;li~:i. C<!.T£i i-I;! j)JCllpW .acest lueru, i~1.l £lew {,I selena .~c!trui3rl~liI.~mAl1tntattC<!,II,di~)'lJ,

!DQ~tr!'fl~ Z;. T,., Q 'rerme;ie cW"e l'Iu a. jllltl!;1!t llIiiclrnhtl,. este criisMott'itit ell 1.!1i1, blrb~~ iO-iillrt~ cu~t['l!at. "of1!l'~i. eil!!it"u POOO!:!i~ $l!lipocrt~, :lI~JP~l['iorjlm~~a Iluu. UI T~l.::eplU a i~O!llfcat sit til]I~. paL'IlJI~ cu il ~I sai-JStu<l~'1il2~ ~pe¢~iIIll.h<lt~, J\~c:asta " tW(I$ito-Q toone mult ~la Klillililltat ill["a dinp~:r~O<idalogOO!I1cL B~oo~tul.El:H:e fQai!~ ~W!.oscu:t iii ai'fc ItlllfiiTilefoa;re le:l!e,'ri\eC<lle 11 i!loo:liljQi!I'i!i~i ii fa>c eUrlI~. Dar!~ ~i~a pmpm sil fill cfl4a ~n aeest ,ool~ ii~dlcoL ~III (;~I1I~t <111 tM~ de 11m inceputt 8!f1e$~c.~iciil $ia [jmllS Mif-cili. Nu IilII:ulfl®r?,a orgasml!l11 !d!acilt PIr~1l ~l~ie. laeare afe~a ifltoldlcauna dna $(ltl!l~ ci Q prtl'~~eO! sati~mcUJt ~i dic!5ipJie cair,e :apo! [11 p01!'e~!~. j~QCJt:a,t'~]e .I,u! de ,R ,OJ I;ttlJitapril:l mriepull€: :~i d~ 8i"~ :pr-O'l'O~3 ofg\'lsm~1 Clrillli f@".sj:lLIl!l>~ !,;;li du r-e:liIl)OlSe'$ i J;!ellrHl~mal]!:.tiicf!. C:U:nin.d <1. ~I~ce.p'ut Sill! ddi.~ !c~H~~f! ~:~ ~:'i dlscredit()2lc ll'U.liFfC'a. oo~llLJi !Illi NllIle ln~Jl~8eol pe g~lIIlit,el~ ca~e i!llI~mall ian~!. Ga, !ca:r~ CU!lO~t~<JJ !cu!jse~e viiie;U:i~aif(i~ilii om!, ItJl Qet'!titi!l~ tQ~i· di~H apnreall ~rjsa;tc, ell:: "NUl mill im:pm~oOO;ll:ta s-cr~plG]r:J'giai. !<l !". Sau; ,,;Di.1l'I !~uza :1itl~H~~!l.'iI.or 1i1!@ CooZI ca TII?i. p(!,i delil!'li~l1:~na slifl!c '!.'Jill 'Vreirul". SClf!illl !1;1 ill ]!l~C:Pilit s§ .:>I!:: oeupe tri!!l~i 1T11.'Ik de d(W!le, sale; ea :fi-4 l!nQ~.f1j~lt ~!) Q ~'l!!~ g~ 11$If!_I;:!i Scp~~a crede: c.l. c:;~eo feme~e d.e mornVUln. ~Iie. D.i\'Ii', in. 'CiUidilhlit\~· ro:r !cOOl.p]imcrlitei.o;.,fiici~'i!!l,d ~tliure dllle,,~ nu :sepnlei ~~,l!!dl'l CiU rei mali Il~k: faVQf.E1~a. o· mi!;:·!'dnm~he~a CilllilurEIi UIMll ~~nid·mo:lfld.el'lie-,,, A oCll!llllinua~ ,asmfe1

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Caru~ urm!(i~l)r De Ofefa mai muJte otJimQ~til[l!'~ declit OiIl,te ~a.lu.fi pentru dl. S'coo~ Ja ive.a~i rmlli. HlJUlUe: mQitiv·ea.lef:rigiditaVi.. El,e' R€ ilirnlti fofj'.a t~nd'ilntl!dQ!I de di~lruniillre ~i ruga de I) ~~1!l:aHw.l1ie S'!!l:!'ioe.p~ibtJii de ,:31. dishlll~~ pemlllalitatoo..

I}pafIlllill E. W., in vars~.t de: 2:9 de :a1li. S'Co(:ia 'lilil:ui ~nal1t fullctiollllJr. are m~'l.i m.ul~e I1J;Clitiv.e de s'ufbriJ[l~i1 de 1C'.I.l'e' Ill} piing¢. Ba. a V€tlll Ja J1l'lilii~ prowml tiIJlbl,lr:;ilJt~ de.~1il evell.im~t reocnlt. E:ru ,e,omp~et. al1e~t,ezi.ciii ·jlD CliSll!iCie ~t it! illce:pllt sa iji,C Imiboillnavc~ci. (Detalm~ co privi.Te I" simplQ.!t'l;e;lcei nCNIJ)a~ POt flilrecul¢. le1!l ved.fl'lII!:3 aici). A ei.!lIl:a~ \!inde~ IIII:!. nmumniiGlti ['I'Ied id ~i pri'nrmdlesaJIil3I:Orhi .. A d;:>ipit (]o averill C\J. rcs!.!ibilir-eiil ~i. Mama a dIoi co'pii, t1lI~ em in starE' sll aiM .grija. ltllen'lljillLui. ~Iil lII!tinml ~a!J\ltonilll. i! cwMOIlU un i!l:s:i~~r1t. Ulil t~nik atrli,giiID.IT, fOEline ~Tltelj~e"t. caw .a S~Pi!ilS:"li:Il:IlIiei. Cll.iI'~ pslhMDa.litlJhce. il'l timpuil. hratall1lel1tului !:l.-8U irtcirAtustit unul de oel!!il~it. Med.k:1I11 ioa ·cerui: da· ,ruil1il.'a 10i!!'!.l'~. De;i ,era ~i\!!!l ~ Ic:a.a~ jui5A I(:-U d, a :;lp1!l$ ~ot limrp;ul nu, ~i iii"! IlliIQJS,

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: J..: ~ illl ee ma.irufWililO's:. A. sflif'Jit pril:1! ""$:i il1l1a:n8le loate friin~lc iatMQar:.:: ~] fo-;ltl I . to:· '(I!ltors 13:. ell. AClI'mpoti si mil iei. i1i a.p~li!infiLnha.D ~j;I!! tie ~l:i brurba!nd s~a spe· ~, ~-T';,

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'1 .;. t::I<l! leg:aJ\" dl\: .:ilhcine:va..el a rc!rnza!!-o cu mCH!l ~i cinimiil• Ce: i.~~ ill1lil'g~ne.lUi.

ea.? lSI n i1oa:te fi door ffiedic ,i plIilIl:e n.:m p:r.iete!ii di'L'~il ea i~j pea!c infti!i1Stlli ~ODte sem'l'atii Ie SelolU!iI ~e., •• :Fan.(lia >h!pr3bl!l~h ~i a mSt apro1l\!l¢ de :l'iIeb.mie.

1.( ~~. Mi:!H c.erot :1>010 I~ni~te.!i!l; ~ CI.II acees1~ ~I!.lil;:' am a:fhn iS10ria vi'e:Pi tiL, (;:~ ~.. ~ord&rllIl.' de il1!Le.resarllti. Proll'e!leii dintr·-o famine eu mu£ti cOpii \\1 II. cu:JIl.OS· 2~;~ cut d\c: ]ltmpurii.li fapl~~ yosierc aliI'! il.!lbiirH. AJ~3SUIi i'11!Seaml'l;i. c3: se ·ma.sMwa '" r ' Ii d.pa-Illse t0Qi:e; C'UJl!)~tllli~e.le co ajiutl\)rnl Lec,tur:iilot ~ al pric~mtelor. A imcciTilIt

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~ .' j. ·.:egilla §j >l la.sat cil:il~ st. cada. ]lilJtiltl!ll' ~i e:~icita~ el i~a ~.P:\l'S ee p.[ca~ ~~ c~ :- :nUl PQHle ~a o pesede ~i ll! di'splilUl', i.n lU~mitooroa ~ra. el a 'l'ie.nil ['IlP2ht!'J1 lei.

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,dezaLulligirJ!fii.ndca linvitO!!Il31 nil! vellleHi. DM loamall!ll lIye""l mOildive ~riQase s.a ;nr~ meiiltgll1;l&i d~pane, E'oILUen't, el mll" ""ola !liO !i.e I'ege ddlinill:ilv .... TriSidtca d Ii! fo·st mare ,caniCI iul}-irll\}1 lei a fool if':l!1\Sfeml III ailt or.-d~.tll elF1l mlilc;ioina.r ~I i'lil'ea till. \f~.nit il1cili mic. A €Q~t ~.V!!;n5i11! prill! actSltr:a.:!!lsfor $ i ,ei s-au iJucW:al C',~ se 8!P~Plall! astfel de tel. A int:ep-ul: (l 1.::Q.JmSP!l.!liiiiilcliita ilt~n~~. pl.ina de: j'IlOllllisiiLmi soilemn>! ~i jl,l!:'~mi:nr,e c.e itlb,jiu. 'D,]I[1", ~r,cprnt. Sicri~(""ille' ~uli !it1 dJ;:""cf.lli~ m;a:i nl..re.

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~m "ti~ de 'O~uFt, in.c:U abl:tI mill :a\f~ ~hlilp s~ scde. Si 11fI1r·O' zl a so;sit: .~ scri.soarc in t~ i.i mllltl.llt]ll~ pe.mn:t illibjl~a c:i" ii ~ria ,ci Dill Q .. ",u.ita n~~o·dim, ca 11\l VII prute.a sa iJ[jI;i~1;}a hi. fcl die wilt Q,dt:a, fem~ie. IlJarfii.lIId, 1]!iI]lllli u n m.tril11~.t finnc~uO:Dal:' iips;it de nIIijllQ-aic!;:.; ~ile: Q~]i~l~ ~ fa&1 e ~s;litOO'it: din ifni" rercs. Trebttis sa HieTt-e, aeeastase d!lroreaza lIfi'i.ii crud destin.

I!)CZD~d!ejde:a fe!:ei ii fos,t urn.e.nsi. La. i!l!l.:eplllt se g,aooe.a diaa. la sinueidere ~~ vQia Sa se arun.ct in api. Apt'ln ,~ \'fUJ: si se d,~dio(! 111!uiji]'ii boln!'l.!:ill[)r $i s.il d!e\\'h.ii ~mi1 de c!l~iia~ El':!l ,.I.POimrIOO. impotthfa 'wmrol" bal"bati ~of' ~j' si-a pm·pm; s.ii !lUl I]ml il,llbeascir! Il~ci 1I1l1Ibii'bBt.

- - in aoe~s~ peliiioada de' mare d!rnllid.ejde ~i lristei~ iI Cosl invUa1ii. Iisl ,(I mSlsfli_ Se ~.lflillil 1~l:Ig!i, mt d)(D!rlrIl['J Iii fe~ de dcpriln~t ~i ~lis~ ea ~i ea. E.] traisc aceeas, m':1IDI10dlie. Un birbilt pc C<li@ 11 orWliS(i rrie~iiI iii adcmeru~e iililb~ta ~i se ,ciIi'lilirtmi:~. cu ea. Aceas1<!i nu a .fast ~I] de inilptuirl •. pennu ca prietemll .sM.! eft[ miil~ :bo~it'l' ,dedt: el, Au dic'I;'enfl' clilit:alitd ap:ropi1qi ~:i ~i·ail:J lm,p:lvtit ucip:roc $'l;Ikrin~a.. E,,, n ~OOSQ!la ratiit d~ ]unea, el 11IlC~f(fl! sa Q (iil.cli 'S~"1i ua,tl): durcrea. Itnc.j diifl ~CCti. :!i~iiril ,nl ill'lt:epul: sa. se inlilbl~~S'Ci!i rllproape ~il ftecare zl la cimith-,lIl>lildc se anrm flitl~il'li Oltmefll, Si! p]ljimba!!J.lm"i~u.na. al vO'J'b~UI de:!l\]filt'C

r.u::.r-Cfidrea Ilor. ~I:lSli! Ib~tbarl;lIrll ri ern. C(l;ttn]l~~t ~nd.iftn;.l1Il. .

DOli s-a If'ltiilnlpl:ii't ~¢,e se intiimpll t.l asemene.a Q8I1:III1fi.D'<Il.W?! Q ju.~to!!le deai'l.~i-3.'U dlDt lin tiirol\'la ea!reell1U1 3 simtit lilmic. &alul !l[lm~ pur f~:lI!lOm. ecl1l1t1l tl niUmea;y ei, Accm s§iru1 fitattm a fCkSt: re.pctat: si !:Iici.od'atl ea l~U, II sim,ilt: ni'mic_ Dutil ciit¢v,El iJI.mL,. prik~l~i1Il~d ~i fiatele e] au ceNt ... O' itli "~tQriie" Ell 1->1 refuza~ IlOrm. Spiilniiid; .,lmii pllccfi foarte mutt Soot ,I) Du.ns. prictelli. ·11 tv. Dill' nlii pot 5\& mii: Ci1sitl;lJies.c ct! dv.pentn.!1 ell! nu \',a. i~· .. !' E[ a fost foot1i:'e ~cfW"]r::ut :;i! ,;i .rug!l1!'"O :sa.f1[I.I":i rAp~sc!l ~oal'G $])emn~l~ it sa.-i it\fi,llhL1!li.e: sii. tI:$rnpme r8!bdarror iTIlOlDcnru] mvo:mbiiil.

A~ ,ann. sili fae ~. iI,Ci;!:!1it I'oe () lli1'i!pGrtalJilti nTii']I!.'l'tca psjhologic~.

At!LZim <'litall: de des de f~ei ca[ie SUl1t inH:sm:ZL~~ co ~o'h!!~ I,o:r ~i t:are au raspuns ell un ifl!1!l tJ.l1mr.at prime] lui ce.lieri. mstinctu] a fi>:s·t eel care <JI pJI'onu,tlltat acest prim nu. lDarr OiIfpoi vine In:LeI,ecJtIllI, care ~!noop~ SSJ. vio~ ~eze lIlstincruL Apar aC}O:I.~ilumitele refl.ectH ibiillzate p0 rn'pune. 0 a dOILiJ:li Icerere esite int!mpinatJ c'u. mai mica rezi!;hl;n~iij iar a. freta este <l!cef!!p' t:an'ii d.ill motive ra1i:Omd.e. ~i Ilprt:i!!flpe 'inl lilate c3ZllJdle. irnstinct!il a aV'1il1 direptat:e t!ill' :reztlhBl,W[ este Q ciisni.c]e nereridffi.]1 $ii ill ,ca'ZJUl acesta p;rjnnd n'!.:! :a .bst de \lI jmprnta.n~. decisiv~t Ea CUi1:Q~tea [Ilime. blma ar 'b~rbflib.ll~. 'Illamcterul S3!U~ mimmat $,1 eli tmu:e ,a,cestea. Ull oeva n~cu·, Il(iYSI(;lJ!!t (j"niUn~tiI!Jl. ~e~l(llal) :!I)e O"pUJlI.le;a aces'le:i ~e,!!.tJl!l.fi .• Vom. remar,c~,

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i'~l(;iipu~iDl~ &i~tl un tip de: oilmeni ,c,a~ se tern de ".ma,[e01 booli!:rile''. 10 CGJn~lii~]'ll <Ii vino\liti~~ ~secFeffi. II1U-~ . .l~a s:iia.le.aga Urn:'Y_ Bste f::lI. si ",·un] 10 "'(lceulli~erio.aFa le-ar spun~::,.Numeri~i aC0:asta! F'6l'ilcil:'e<'!!ufi .PIe.a· ~"-e pentru nn$!!"] fie - :SC~1Jifl. OOillrea!cesr~ 'H!wji[i,tc <'.IIU fJlo,tioIil;$t hp!)el.m~. ~ii3ale$ !b.ijw<1tu!pe 'mUiL;l :l1iur~l :iJUii>ea,

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pec.rum ca ell rol'iil~aJ ~C~stt; iclicii .m apiin.1!: d.ivot!'i~ tllilibur.kjn~oos::e c;a;rca1ll d:1II~;"Q' ]1) sanfJJ!oo'i $i care .tlll;i Il!!!! d'~sp~rnl. Iii 'L::i~da ~pei 11l!l;.i ~i a eI~Itr;i· c~imtii E.lifl dim ce in ~'iC ~~'fflaj jlrj,t:li!3~m~o~£iva. w,lIlll1i lid.

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Flecare dis'Pa:-reunie ne im:plilit1J!e llrmit'oa.liea lnl[ieb"iIJe~ DU arc o~mva femeia 1U!1il m~Hv spe>cl1l1 d~ $~i Uin s()~lli?' ~i c!l'ruiar dacA ea. fie 3.'Sm;tri d1fl omit': d¢ ,Or! es 11 il1b~~t;: nlll.'Ill!a:i. p~S(ltol ei, cili este ferilClta ca. ..mtiUnit pe aeest b.a~'b.ai,t, undevaeste ~dormi~~u."a ~i aeeasta impiediica org,asmll] sa: ap<lira, •

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s.oar\c 3ir!Onimil! dies;pre !1el!!I~b:il .s~il~ii sale eu .;micUlI gll!il()ll", El a. ,~ ~i ~i-8!biiit'illt j oc de cei !Carre au .atrll~jt so1il,;'j :S1l11c lUi! a..o;.emtflca.gusl.

Sube:sti:mail1 mt(l,tld!~awn':iI incili~itfin!'l1',ea ilofal1l.ti.la a celor lrniii rnulte di.lltre fumeil. inc;li.mt\b'll io(r e'Au:,~ •• resentimenr" 1,11 l1~iblJlnilJe. i.nealP'a:c~ta,tea ]oJr de II. uha. '0 o'fenM. :1iL<l"hUi), lor de eomediene care Fe pt>rmi.te s:a se 1.LI!~de 8suprn mOlivelor interne ate f~igidititii lor. Ex:i:sta feme! care nu vOtS\3. fie mCllt@ fe.ricire 31 sane il'l!iliJ~ate, care nu vor sa aiM !;;entimtrntu] c..a 1I111llt!li :pliiln iluemediu~ ~b.ah.dlii .HI fest s1!jjvaie de la nllufto=giu, dl: ii da10reazi ~cei.o;tuiliJi totul.

DQam.nil O. L., Will \'am!ill de 34 de allii" esle CI,IroIplct alil.es~en~ [11 ciis;t!i~(:jll)i. c:.src: ciuda:! cii irl!lI'inte d~' as~loTI~ Ia.juisat. roo.fle pGte.m~() en wtul ei, U! v.bsrn d'~' 17 ;;mi 0\ ~~ut 0 t'e~iDtie f<irii. lea el sJ,.j fg pWMis 'caislitolli;a, E:a. ~ :{tivo~a $i VQ,iili Sl\ ,.c\lrnlasc~ pilic.erill,; iubirii'·. Pe Ilttmd ave.a 1Jl1i orgasm put~r"· Il:ic. l:a. 'l-irsta. d~ ISiI ani, 11:11 divldl~. mi~lllrrii!OO" de· PIIi«a'l.l~i.e ]Iilate, de j~lbilUll ei, a, !'ii'lms ms!i"niii'llltii,. :Ba p:r\l,,'eifl~ dinlf"o fllmUi~ ollo:r:ahil~ OOU 0 mO'ralj~e: foart~ ~!;lI'~, hlbitul ei UU, segalldnse Ill! c4sQlton.e:" :sill!l!lJlia sa !iTlo.te<ri,(i]~, .IUi leral tO~:rte fa~l:!i~il, m a ,~:dtiift operiCJo:i:ldl\a de" dmiP ~,i <!. vnlt Cai ea S'~. <fVo:rtezc, Bi m j·a p~!i.e\lt aOl.!I;d 1~!.Qm. S-!<Iiplw sr.:ml1and .clli. pn;:ic:msii moan decdt sll comitlai 1m. jirnfaIDtiicila, Du:pa treii ~iPlirnlln.i de eziitjri" el s-a .dll!e~a.iat p.t[l de i!IJ se c!siiltarii {:l! ea, A de~tlU :Slo~ia 'Ilui, m,r 00 mota puf"t ~f .(;:r:.te (l,(.:estt tn!l gaptlirnQ~i de Stife.l"ittJ'{'l. Nll era ilisj cQn~thmtl de a~cstmo,nv :,Ii se pJAn,gea 00 frigiditalea ("i. ~-:!!fll ~x.pn,;u c':i :jK:!1t[lll a jl]i's;8.d.if)1 I:I(IU .. ninuijil'rnta'j i[l!ti~ &ll~'1 ierte pc so'ifull $!w, care lie !)\1.l!it<!J fFumo.s 'C'1il ea ~!ji 'C1iA 'care avea lil' ,casn:icie. "l'eriidta, A. aWf 0 exp!lica'l.ie i~, $P~ luaNa ei im(:lill',ie, {)rg<lSJld, I Fi:Rn,rl;. C6!)';f;l (Je:lll$emna ,co'li v.ro.ia ~i ]UII!llc3 $~j!!!jl~~~ ~i:n fII!!:lu, ilfi b['.a~e~e :!!l~.

DO'rim'li$uarli O. S,. are de zll"Oe i8l:lii <it relalie cu un 'OOihalt. EtI are' 28 de il!lI.il~i d!Cj~, iillJlt! ]'I'U.lili1 ''l:fiUtill. A 1;'en~i~ ::iii lI:lea!iii UJii. sfal l~b!~wl. ei iilrea :sa 5C ~orollsca C'\] ·ea., C3i~ de d!oi ,an~ n,\I mal am niCe! Q,m orgasm" Cum 8(1 ~ ci~ !ONa~~ OOq Qlnneni c,tire nu.-,i lCllai pot o.ren ilillillC "UlIlull-lIlntiia!'l" A11Ialli:z:a wO'.lIle:

Is ivealiumllil:!Oil:rill:lc fapte>: ~ daNis~ aCeS(\llIOOiibil·t illl ®:rii.nta d.e .a se diSiitori: ttl .~I d;e\1i CIlI· itl!li'S1ea merei .. eli lilli' ~!: gdmJq.te to ,r:liif(i-'/~-I6. eu nil lIlefa ~(j .w: J'.e,ge, VJIIli.ia ~ca.r s.ilJ"~ji diisi·.mul~~e dCiriJil~~ pfinliN) ,jtlSlifiLCiiI,re 1hurg:ncti! 3. 1e1a;Ii~i ei rmolrsie. Cacn juca rollL1i femciilibe:rt, lip5·j:rc de prejlildec~ll. indGPCrn:cl~,t~. SlUperioare. fnrellilita,1;e 'c.I'R ('I ~Javll a momlei, la. fe~ Cil intreaga. e;i ftll~lm~ ale eard oO'J!~itp,'id :it: :ildO]i'IlII:se ]'Ie a~UIil!!;, ']l:)b&lI.iI~ ~i ~'"I;['iOOeill ~i !1!Ul ,,'m'" l~ii llici.oo3tl desprecas~t.orie. '[IICiilpi"l~~la~rea d intcrioarn. .S·3 tntens~fic:a,t to! fl:it1.i mull:, pini !;;ill..d <Jj d~lel1Jit a,nc.ilii.c.zi~. ACl!lm,. cdnd ,e] III e~rut"oin clsM:orik, 11:3 s-...:e miwn1l!t minmil!cirulu.-I Irigld/tatoo $i nc~'O.ind sli a:tldia dl:: Iill~riaj. Nru ... olli

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COiro ;1!~ tl iP~~U~t :t>'ii juise:Le ciiild ·er'll p~i,rni:'i 1l:IJ1'n'8] dc!.l!r~.g,eio,l!i~ Si QfgQIil[!. ran it? [l1:bil'llll 1:.4 IRIIl CW10$tea nliiste.ru] f-emdto:r ister:ice: ill fortil lor h:rtellor e-W cer o.pusu] iii eeea ee: a:iimW..

Incilipadtat0a. d~ a lljta este dO'V'od!iHi ,i de oihseN"atia 1i.UIniiitoare, AnalizEI a ('bst realizam de asiste!lJta mea, dmlim.lfll3! J-\I,jldla. Mi~ko" :Sa ne amti\. cit die d:e})art~PQat~ mel'ge ura dintre 1bi~bat ~i telliu:::ie.

[)Olll:nt:r~ K. S .• ill v,;iota d~ 31 de i"lnli, c;jsarto:ri~ de ~.iiPtc 81111, sUllie:ri de c.h]l"iuiwMIi'i leprezel:1!~ri ~iof:mle care ii fae via:la 1.~S!lII)()!'ilabi~a, Suft1i"il'l!ta ei a izbw;ni1 cu pruu1U !!fIJi rmll.rm~ ~i jill IPre~emt[ a adns pl.IliICtl.i~ QU~Rliil"l.ill'1."l, astfi::l illloii't 111 iho<t!lil: si ~arii ajutll<lrullll!IUli medic. S~a elisl1mit dm .crago!iki. Prove· ncll.dillltr.o 18lmilie Ifoane sumplii :~I era NlICliiolll8ra l'a,~ bilJlClI~ ool,ILlI ci ,~. It,e.a dintr-o fam.ilit mai distinsJ, 'si S...a. casiitQrit [mpo~Iii.\'li VQil1tci~till~iIil:r cait~. durn a:ce<l~ ·Catll'll" alii mpt ooikl:~ii!f: OJJ c~L ~ .l>ystilllccO\ l'1 :I:u.~le foane .mult ~e $o·h,q] ei, O~Sim tliU are l:licillld\::I,tll. :iUl ajun~ !:liciQd~ti1 1(l: e.Ncita~'fe ~i riimineoomplm IT1gid:'1.. S!lstlrflle <:i, l,a,i:nc.Clpllll:. so.p..111 (!'J nil ~ti~ cum s~ i1ildepli~ m.:a~iii 1]11 :rp;i: sex1i.Ia] ~:i ... cQ .. m;.u~tiol.t·o pI:! l!:iiIl; C3[il: $t.ia ~a. li~d.e PlJJt.ii:! ell ~j d. Cind 'in ;si13":!t au reu$.rt, ;:1 'fOS'f foarte d.ezam!gir! caniU ;:Jj sLml.it dccit !il!1!Jrere ~i! Ilici. (I &enrla~[~ de ;ptikiere. i:iem~f1l!J;lJ·5e sa .. <liM Cop Ii. lf~lizau eOII!~~ ild(f!;I'I'Y:ptUf, dliir!lft: oelli mal mu!tc ora barba'llIl ::ill jur::a ~ ociIl::gct!L1[ ~i ~$DU"Wl CIN't,~iNnJ)'IM, CUI !lJcelWUi oc:azi.e. ea. al\i~ I;) uSJ1lara SIm7.a~e: dJep~1cere. dar ~ gBl'ldlr:a ~ d:llUlli~iil:;:i1 :sB;n~~~i ~ige m~!u :sa juise:.z>e ~n fi_'OOSIt mod. [-a spus sotllllill i c.1ii tlli-i pllac acl!slC de;zm,ieJltiari ~i. ell till ;lI1Ii,al eXieeull1't deeil .. cli),i·iyl O:bi~\lil, Ea 1):1l ~iumtc!ll !)ilnk die iilliii d~ ~ile., d~r ItUll voilll :iii (tlrJ:e'lile ~rga:s:tm.l~ d~Jt: p:l'al:1i .~~t pr(u;:t,d!g-tl .. 1:I:~rmal'''. De 3SemCQCa •. ~: l~i ooJe~te (!l 3rdoi'ireuu oo-pH. La tnoqn,n:ull Qa.:mfci·e.:.i,. 5Oth!11 ci ill1lI piin de pa:sitmi!l, dar ea il uesp,jing!~!lI. C:f'l.re~ ~j >dIjst:ll.!'i.I~. Cilleooa~a IVCiI ~nsa do.rililtoll ooa fi mail ·Iiindra ¢u ei. if.l!S:!l [~ir¢prQnN accastinJ 1l00mifC ,dinl\li~im::, .~ t~me3i ·ck, el pelll.ru rn e/'I/f'oiia' i!l'I'e.re'lt StU faca ed'tu:"I#ie~' 1ln~ ,de: ;l;;3rndi e ... oIu Do!OOijlii s.e 1mc.a! diilil i!.Cltst m(iI~Ji\'" 1"h~ ~i1I~Cle~.ii cum de 3V1ell ;!l!dt de rnul~ de criltic:a.t 11[1, 011 dac:a '0' iuoo:ll. Ern i~..§p.~ilmii.;.t'!ta,tiiJ d~

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Tii:n!tiili fOl!lii. fiiiid,1191i,i(m~c de a-l ~ii:mQ;i~~f: pe &b;!l11 'r:i>~l!lbe~ 1iI1lMIfi!lll!t _l i~ w!l'sta -cu. care vola, is;J, !1i~ ca$M'Qrclil~~(i.pariolii ~i!:l-a!.i Qp1lIJ> p>t;:1~li~ cii :d era e'l'.rE,tli ~u JlIl,ila'ooi!;l1i !11~:I,t!".;:cli: Il;~~ar~ pentn!l a. ,(1, iiiilf!ii~lj!iltl:, Uill!bea f{)@rti~ rn)J~~ ;pe <l.1i(;~t ib~,]''b.Rl~mru d: era mndLhI. ~,i r;imteil cii 00 i~ttle.ge. !E~; VlIoia C.\l, tade sl se cis'lilto:rea:s'Cll. ~IIJ! ea ~;i t'i:l!I1lC'\f,i,rot rd~~ d~V~;lnlJri,.ilJidu!5,i", ~aipi~ea. pti!1ih iI'l ob~~gape pir1IJi~]] ci 'd: .iI-a dea die s,{)~ie:. Dar eili, oboofitl de ~1~l'lc~\e jlm~.rt'I'!i!lj!Jbille pc e~:rce lc,8ilimO'l !l!C3SB. cllilil ,L!:;;!I!li2lil hl:D, }=OI "lyan'i1dnat CUI ~1t'lili;tl;3l fro.it A. fiicm-.o fn special din mit! flll!~ij de n~~rna ei, nUl, calreeJ'.l un -om (1)a:r!!e: dMI,. 'fij~ m!l:t!l:l!!i ceile ma:i .,.,ij()Jlemt'C SI(lI;Il-'C pen:!m (~ Itlsa pe fHci in voiil.ci.

[)\!.Ij!ii. ,e'/!! a rup1! n:lIJ!!lliHe •. a 8!.lil1~i1! :i'(I!lne Mll]l: ~eil'ittu. eli Ibii.barul, 11'kl! 'vwja. sa re:ui!il1!tel!l! ea, s])1:llllfliifld)U"1 ea, 0 vii om~fi .dlii.eli, iii ¥<I ~r~si, () ~P.-1~iM ~i' (I amen:i~t\'l. eu t$\'1Qlv~,~ll.~~tr~JI ]g,~t ~!!!, 1;." deli'lllitlit<!lt la .pol:iU~ !pmtrn ase iIiIeiha'ra~ ~ ~I.

(n. ~~ V!iCQ'l.{l ~~~O~e<I !>!uipernc!la:1 ,p<:s:~11 el, dar s-a fliLdriigostit :fulgera,twd~ el, s,amml~t jilll:~~ili iil.!bi.re penJm a.=] 1!!i,ta 1'1;; Qe:]~I!lJ~t:. Nil re~ gIiMiII !Ca. s-a IIh~!iIl!irl:it de prillmJI h.llilit. fIj~n.d! COl:llVLmsa di ar fi lost ~f)e-rr~d~. ,da~, scar fi cllsil!roriit 'CUI ~l!, Abitil d!1l[p:i ce ~<'II dl!$~'1i! d:: el <l .fae~!: clll1:o~i!ill~ii t!U ~:'I!iI3del:Ul~l[i vkllent Cl.l~(I;tlu:ilCest~, j-a ((lst do. de e]IIOI ID~PlJJru']casnwiel,mnclfuaiJ1t:' de-zam8Ig:iti11 .we rnr~ll~~!i.I] moot'. S~mtea Upsa l;lililld!rcilii~! a (:o:flsMerarici diu IXIrtea :slO~lll1IlI:i $~ em inca de ]a i!:!ClIl!pl!IM chtlJide-i iIlefedc:ulit

Un. ev.r:mim)BlfI't nep:liclUtt poodus lin a.do:Le'soe~ilIa: lnfhlC!ilM-o prn:llJl:ml, Uit'! ~QI'~ c<!:re :~if!el;i\ii, (j,urte 3, l!nae:ro:iJt ml. oJ) vi!QI~ iitlt:r·,UI'I vestiar. Asall:'vat-o [(Ii ultim,'illl 1TIII;)m:lJl;iI'I~ 8Qll~ ~m,ejl ,rolle~r;:... I~t :aml!llre$:te dl(lar rel!!n1@ i:llg~:;l:l'i:Qa(J;~ pi: 'c.~;t~ ill s'il'nti,t~o dlild e!l 3, cO!prins,",~~i iI·a ap~£l~gJ.l'~ ell g~l'a fuii penltru iI. 0- j.mIP~cdiC!li sa I~pe.

Ca rata, m~~ ~m,,",o mOlilliera mj}ladi.\i'~ ~-i .;Ualt d(o:i vu!.)lent incat tlllt\P d~ 1.11> Olin a ~unilJt f:a:la !fJl!f1li$lIta!tii iFiEF-l!I!tl flll3::f. -ro~i oolnenji cre~iIilci 'CfiI !ll"(aureiiii de di:rl!ti" A~ .. sUi ~:a~. l-<ii! I'~~, pillta j,tl pre~eJI1 ~i, din :u;:c<!:S'lA c~u.Ta, ~i~1! s4 i.<!i:iia Z~JI.]SL '(~]I s.oqul. ¢i pc;;~Jro 'COl. 'el :s:l All (iibs.erve" ~]in a~l~i IrlUJHv, fiulpoarr~ sj, .~~. CI.! el i!1l1!ici ~.li11m: p1iIllIht,

Ea PQV~Sle~~e ,c4i trebo~ia s~" Im.~li!ti. mere']) c!lnd. I;lr;21 copi!, dtlr er:~ e'4!!

EM~$i cO:i'iVilJ$;ii c1€: llck ... tlrli.!lpOi!i'ef>l~r]I(Il ~ilJe, ~l 3st~zi i ~e hllj:~m~l;ii des ~ee,si. ThaClllL s:::: 1I1!~l>tu'llllllli 1:11. treC1!ll, f!!F~n~I1!-~' c-o!1!:'psel.e1:J!I'I~ dl~ 31 m, d!a!r a J"'IlI~~i1~al I,lJI!ot:;"iQ~, ~Q!ilj;!4~S1'ld ~i!! es~, d~,]In.aMT ~i ca es~e urn ~aL So miil'.; eli na t!iJll;P' C~ aoo rCjlil',euflllildh.; ~:siGna[-e;. d~!lPi ct· ajlilll,ge inrl'f-Q stare de' agiMiUe, f:sl:e: ,o~r:Ti1'l5a de () ilWil~titil d:e l)i:lose;iHi. pUk:utli.

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AMli:m a SICOS 1<1 i \',eal,ilii IJn'l,t~tll9.rel[e. Era ptdemi e homoooxu· ,~hi. cu (lxa~j~ la maim a ~i la sma, hu' pe ta.'ta lI! ura penem ca. nu en), bun 'C~] ma,m.f1l. Vi8H adesea relatii sexuele cu femcile.. Homos;exll!:!IliJ!1I1e<!, p1eca.r~ IltilJ vola ~~ 0 ebserve, S~ afla ta baza urii funytotr.hl';3J veeinei ei $iaahor feme:i despre care blnli!i~ de-a lUi.nl&iul timpw]luj ca I-au adem~llit pe sj)~lIJ!l s.iu. ~DCa d¢ 13. virsm de 12: <:l'tWi avea Sanli foort~ [lute1inic dezvoha~i ~i se m~l!:'l.,a de acest lncru pemu c{! prieoile\n,eJe eio taehinau, ,adl.iicarru"LLQ.- i ptl!pu~ fie lor hi aJiiptat A incepl.u' sa so :mfutgi in corset si sl me-.II:gi!i, ap]ec;iillt~. pentru a nu i obsef\,1 cOi!.'POienta. ~1ai tirzi.UI, c~h,d losod~.cll.d ei a !ntr~ba:H) (lCSPfifl: p,t1rta,rea ei ,t:ilud~ti. 8~0I ru~'iMt sQ-i m~rt'lllti:seiLSC~ mOf!i'll!;.lL Dar i-a scris 0 !>C!1iiS'oar-e rill care i:~ splmca ell ti esse JiU~ille ca, este Ifem¢ie. Diilpa 00 i s-a expl.icart homos.eJmati.t:ilIte~!, ~i.a ,amintit; 'Mlmnite pailiti.c\dilil"itap ale iSOV1l1I111i e:i. poe care ~f.Iij,i!ltunc~ nu le l'iJl~elese:se., l\51f-el, duminica, ei gJ'lit'eai intot&:auna ~~ ar&!1Ija ,ap3!rm.m~ntuL El derea Cl:li ea s~ pl:u;:i1 hlt,uro. ce]orlall~ barb.a:ti &:i, In ~ inlpul verii, 0 lasase mai mtlihii. v.Feme Sltl,BUr3. 'cup"iet{ln~.l lui, Nu i-a implil1it :fl:ilCioo.1iJ,~ dorinta de ,9 sta d$asUiP.ra lui tn dmplJl eoimlui Te<lll!la! ei [ell ar putea sa [Ili:ilebru:neasc-l nu exprima dedit re-arm2l, ca homoaesual itatea ei vaizbucni, Fe de ah;1i parte, dorea :sa devina ne'Duna pentru e iii aJstf'e l putea indepHni 'tfinl QP,[el~H 't,ot ceea Qe Sl~ si1n~~ impi:nsa sa facil,

in rqJ(fezeli1:tiltil'~ el obsesioeele, ball.ii~. tnlocuiall iubirea, Sf' lf1ldo1ia cd ~l[)"tI.llJ ~i 'YI' il,.l'b~t~ p.entfu eli devenise fo.ane :inidjf't:re:tiLt. eu $!II.. Voia sa t<lcA tot ce era pooibU pentru a-i rei}~~fgaiubir~.

ill alUilizfl, a fie~it La ive:aHi 0' puterni~, urillm:pot!'iva sOp.llui d.

Se sir!1~ea iH:$·eJa!:.l de (ll &iii!:'! sinea ei n I'm mea ticfi~o,.s. il facea risp'L!l1lZiUDf d·~ boa~a ei. ,care [0 impiJedica ,sa se bu:cure de viarta. FllISe. .. e 0 fata. ve>s¢1li. !;iii c.odleta. hn ,d ycis~se ool!liJl in e1Ji. R~p'rQ~t:!rile rei "I'I:U! SUint, CI1 u.lhd lIle[nt,emlt;!ifllte-. rCae! sO~!..!l e«te un m11 bobl8.v $] ,=a :!lIre die 'Sufefi~ diifl c:II.uza particu~~ilil!mQif ]lIi. ~rU!ilrl!te de tOlilt~. ea ,~ simtea rrllfitmt3 de pllic~liea lllbiril s.i nieio femei[e' nuiartfl a.cesr hlCru b~jba,t~d.1!li In. timp~u~ tr:at"l~ler.lbdui s,·:a d~telilit:a;t (I im-ens~ drO:.rit'l~ii de via~ hi feme~a aoeaSIU. can~: mai il1aill!ite dO'l'lsle :sa se S~li1Iij6di. Eai fl"'1l {fair ~amaJ eli pil'mdp.8ile caozi a frigidimtH ~]e se a:ftla in ~a inlli~i i$i amiJjlt,(I'~te of t! COHfMt:I'r:if ~ti pa(!(jt /aptul de !1 jU~i~'()i La sd"Ii.~arile p.r,ierm1~'lui el, fia (l 1;10(:,':;; /a htsedca ~mde ,U jlli\at[)·(l.fi~ ,('urala ~f oiU,ta. sa ,;u se /a.se

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ali:nm de n'ki 1I,r1 br1root; Prin. acea;ti;t!;l tll1telegea s~ nu se lase str.iii,usa tlJ! brate l'u riimpul si;irmulluiu;.cac:i i'l.OOi:l~UI ar n dos-e la OIrg.asm .. Cat suferea 'in I[.Ufm3i slahid Dlili i care 0 tacea sa, se lase ~o~l!l,i siirutala,! r~ificeBi cele maj p'lJt~m~oc fep.r:o~uri ~i al elr_ga,iI!l!110tU(laUi1!1. La bi:seTjca penlt1'~U a se oor~;~ de p<'iC.rJII, ~i fa t5nara. femeie ~~f~riQ][fllii] clisiLTilcie" ruer_g,e:a ]n dlsperarea ci sa se ()of.lfil!'Si()iiele.D~i: nu juisa, Q1ja in ea !lotiunea de .pa~aJ,t ~'iH1U{l1

ill cam~d n ~i se manifesil. vio]e-nt ]upta 'IHire sexe, E:i i'$j mdsu~ rail, 11l:ltotdem.Illa fol1ete pentrua vedea care este maipuremic. So'~uil. ,ei o Slupunea rompJ:e~t: ~i nici cliiar in me[lii!~ nu-i .Hi~ nici cea mai lillie! libertate, Toete flnCle[[cki[e ei din tl]tima vrem.e die: a se inte:lege' cu el au film.as fira rezahat, lSi r (lxp!i!:<l rnereu eA fill se ''''01' i,Jlitele~ 1iI1ID bi.lll~ pafila ciim1t:!i ~ nu va r,~tiJllnt:a, la 1I!(dpu~~llarea fill1a de el, A f()st :peste .lua:siJI1l1! de revOa~t" catld ]-il ~uz;it Jntlr~o· zi ·prn.1n,g{jndu.-:i-e m.a:m:e-J sale din cauza ei ~i expHeind: .iOri se i:l1dmtilt:. uri se srnrimiH". i.n timplJll anrui21e::i is-au ameliorar rsperturile cu sotu], eaei ea :a tnva13t sa·i$i:. v,lIIda gFe,e]il.e,.

S-a aj,uifils" rl~ asemenea, hi in~eleg'~frlm r-epFeZenbtri]or obsesionale caJ'e ,emu le,g(IJe el@ 0 sell~~f;f! J,f:/.' pliicef'"e. Da.ca: Cit :;.(l: exelta ;ii se ne]]ni~te~~ die exemplu .• cili aJf p~tei'J ngalSi.·t:a. scrlsesrea, .• aeeassa ll 'i'enea" datoritii e'~oita.;ici inse~i. i!:il:. p.IJf:ci:lellU ci nu a avut nici.oda'ti €I asemenea senzatie cu uu barbat, ]n spaeete 8iCe,';1!Oi repreZ!erttari oibSie~i.ofil£l]e se ~fl!l. ofuntaiSm~ <1! viio]uillui. Relrii~a mereu In gilindiw seena care se prndnsese iJ:lltre ea ~i CQkgtd ei, 'f~aia. viohll hi fantasm" ~Ii. 8IjliIl:gJea. pe aeeastii.!l}nie la .. Ill C!;:gOlSI]}l11:m.lent!:. T~i aml:litetj!te aeum eli. IDc·eriCa, ,0 ~!f.ln~t~e: ,ase-miiJEW'.u·:e cand. cirteoJi ]11 dJl~] d.eJ:iFlm violuri. Mafit;ltriSiEi~te aeumca a avnt i!l!rotdeauna dOl ilnta ea bboatllllJ ~sa fie fo'ane' pasionaJl, !)i sao, vio1e'1!e. "Un comerI' se).'l,tU'i (Ita: de D.1W# #~ () ,exdta defoe. S"la s'liJlp3mt .. dJese,aJ poe: Slot!)l~ ci, d'atortt~ d\orin~i 0<11 c"I ~·o' b;rtii. in iacelll~i ti!1lP~ :S~ tlm1ea de MrLai,e ~i 1IJ{~~ ar ~51!ljJ}.l)rta-o. VOlQ s.rJ.ji,e /ortutii ;'id fwfemete~ pelUm (1-$1 inv/:/Iga I1'IlJSC:ulillitateo dbi ea. inoota ICe: 11 de\'enit ,oonstieut~ c;k;: f'-'lln.rtasma sa. ~"'a dovedf~t ltI<'!,i: ]:l\1Js~(Jm~Mi fat"i de :sC)~u'i eL ~i,·a do"r~t npor~lli] ~exua1 $i a ~v~,t ~lnjna senza~ie, EUb~!:'area, SOli oomple~a de Feprt"'~el1l1irile ,ei obses,io!ll<llie a du~ 1;) WSF p:luil\ia Qbses-iiior lesate: de sii.:;i~mu:e .. Am, ajuns Ia! pfeSlI]l'lme[iea c~ SCj'l!!!lJi;;!r~'1 pe care '~e t,e:mea. me-r~~~ d a p~~rdllt.o,ille Joeoi Wll.i~ "biJet" .. Pa.cienta. .Eil!U pllltea i :rta Clevil :;otlilul: ei ~i huti'nrise sa,-I. ll]vejti

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nlinte.1 Mirturi~ bnu\c ell :s~~a amil.1t~it Uimatl)!~[iel~: fusese ,odata 0 SCetla [i'i.gn)z:i.'tJo.~fe [tltr:e ei, [lilJl eanaa un,ein.eg[iji~nle a el, setul s-a ~lil'er'\l'a.t atit de tate. !ndt s- ill 1:1I!r]liUllstit asu(p([ll, 'eli eu cl~Utlill_ intr70 $~{,;l1!llda i-a venit gindul sa~~ omoare eu secure ... , ~iuherfuQt s-a gandit: ci sotul ei ru"~ un rom" atiU de usm. dar WlIIJ a dus gandl!,j] mai depa$_ In!tr-o z~. tDa1:l1te de dlspa.:d~ia .g3.11durilorf obsesive, a venitl:a mine cnmplet d~s:pl!!r.8,!ai- &te a tat denefericitll, 50 disp.retw.e~re. r:l!ll se poatll!: priv.im oglinda, pe!\ltru 'ci are ~endinta :sa S~ scuipe. ow: fl, fb5~ !l'lraib~!fl:e da.ca s . ..;af fi sjll'luds. Sotu1 d. merita 0' te'm,~ ma~ bUlli" daci1: ea mu.rea, e~ era ;libel'. Co~tii.llita em cea ca:re otli.!!lmoota. apum ~j pentru ell SOcu.] eli lera aeern din !nOli tum cu e .... 8:i:m~e:-d: re~~!(;;area dinc;!iuza. gindoo,IIO"ll'dIe mibuIlliue Cm<e am~f.I,i1!1~ :sa dJe\l'~f.1a 'oon.~;tien!te... :S;m1!Jcidr~rea nlJiirlSeJ:uu1lili ,a~toevll. dec!t eplicarea le!;ji t'a]'iQ,n~l~L :Dt:!lpi C~ d¢j.a ;ilriJa dlesp.re· s0lmificartia serieorii, in u]tim(ile oou~,z;l~.e ill C~lJitat petite, tot. ~n bil@t NUPI;I)te41 sa, mteieagft aeest: hl:Cru"tlll. ant mati mll]t cUiclit pa-rea .s!J fiG!, yorba ~~pre· 0 decentare (iletT:e'c.hmt1,llg}2 din partea ei, Nu inmiiil1:aJse niciooa.ta eu~vn e f1:f,)ti de plati. Aeum Wti3i ct:es~e::: era .I'~UU~]a (Abrechmmt}.3,

Paeiesra, c~Ur~ nu .~VOi.i;l sa vadii'·, exprima ,!'Weasta bltt-Q ma!liera s;imbo~iidi foal1efmmoasl, .iIl 'foam lW1ioada bolH ei 11111 SFi,\ puh.l~ privi nioeiodata in o',gniRda, Atemr.l"~ina:t l'I,atame.lirmt oDm(p]er insBftla.· w~itit A.fu;l1b:1:'l., a, avut In aeest cae un d~c:t mi'liIil:!Tll'Iit:. A ·tFili:IIsfon]'jji'it ,0- cas'lid!€: ne:fe.ricit~. ~i!:!i-'~lMferi.cita, a reunit d01Jli frinle a:llate pe punctul de a djvoJii\i:I, fiemeia este fQ"tllr1ie fCrici1i d s~n:ull Ql'gastnul$] dlmtr-o femeie tTigirdla a deveait ()l feme ie pUma de pasiUf}e,~tlll ei s-a. scbh:nbat din mOmeMlJlin eare a v:bUltapiirind la ea ~~i.a" ea UIU s',e maio poate: pl.il:lJIg~ de indiferel1ta lui, este ml.Jl~JlJm:ita. cu pasiQn('!Jit~tea care ~ j'Cliit 13 ivearni! in el. As-tfd, au fOst amandorj ~jU!t,,~t 1.I.Jpta intre sexe pare sa ·s:e fi [li,()"toUt acum.Fire¥te. ,1l001ll a fost s:6.tuit !i'a renunte La i.nutilele ltlilCeiflCari de oo1)lJea,~ie.. :sa r11l1. mai seoal!! iili'll ev~dentA distlrnJ::li.a f<lmmei s'ale ~·:!'lcQ[np![lra.ilie Ci~ fali'iiILa, e~. sa.-i M{lfda soti.ei Ju'i luaj mi,llt~ increde.re'. sii 1l!1-i mali cooh"()]e2le ~nil de am..aI:lJUntit 'eC(imL{)mi:~]~.

I lOlI,tlf:ol;!~r gefilruanlli, Z~c;l= 1h·ilet R';.tIPn;:~ia "eilrJI:m Denil;:zem] ge1DcIfl." In!l(<lm· IIItl a. i.1lIv:i~8J min Ie (N. tJ-

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Mlllte ne~ntl'l!legMiil C3iile au e?d:stat inltre: ai au dilS'p:aM" s.entimetUl.lL [pleatului im t1miP"liI.·~ o.rg·liIIsm.ulUl a dispirut 101 :pacietu!i .. eare :!!I g:~sit c-u~jlul de a :fi ea. rlil~j~i,

DUl'UiJlQ!l N. M" ~r111Jii ci $(>tul ei, 1~8i IiQII.! zile d.rupa. casa1().rie. ~i-a v'iltlitat Oieja oiu!bi.ta mai veche, Olrga~rnu.] pe care l-a a,VUlI' a dlsp~11IIt ~i nu a mai r.evetilt.

C~die uu tar-it' c;iJ nu-i plaoc; s,<o1tdllri ei, cOil el leste deliliJililBgi~ fi eil ac:eilsta. este ,caUZ3. mgil!l:itl\i.i ,!.ii. Ma~ tarzilJ, el li."'iI d()vcd~t ~onlIail'il1l •. dar utaJilodrll31 rai II los1 arlit de; m!ilit&" iflc;i;t gr'e'S1Ii::l~a ~lIIi 11!1.1 s-amai pu:tut n:pll'UI. Si aiD~astlir 'remei!:! a ~~p!if!iS: liIll baroat p~ cart Uilloel G'Il parsiun.e.. OIl' eti !HI. ~e.m.i!lt dlehnensi[atl!l't. pasiunrii sarI! ifi S-H, disifm~l'I: !:"u. v_1t bAdI!3!t pe 00fC 1}\!I-ll ~Iub!;a ~i QU· cam a. mst ·1I~rcm.c:iffi .

'fu lllpta d.iinl1r~ $$X~,. mecantsmu[ pe cafe [-anll deseris j1i}9!J:la un mille rot. .f~meia £ilge t:oomai de ~rrbau1!l.lpe care "lit iutlesrecel mai mult $.1 peeere il,cllo:rt.~re, se:xlJ!al. Team.a d~: propda pasl~.l!Iille. teama ,de a se pi~.rd!;;l\ tlea:ma de at !li~ :SUPl,Iil"te de-vine mal putemicii oocat jDst~nc~ niL: aped Sit! ,aruaca orb~ro mtt-o eis;;rtori~ CUi Ul!I bbb!ltpe care I[]}Ii!-l ~Il~[~~te, se conrvjlng~ pe si~ cii inbe~f~ $:i jO!lCa. aeese rol ~~I l.1'Iam virtu.oiZhare .. Ak:i. IdOrillg., d~ ~ dbmina triumfi asn,pra ]ub.irii, D:@rinp, de pLlitleoo invmse: ,d.ori~ de SllIpU!ieIDe. Acest ti~1 de r~meae 'fiU:g<e din fa,a ~tljoo!['H, ,~i Slt';l ~ro~c~ i!:'!ltr:-Q :iillbi'l'e fJi'!I:gr['J~luara., care ¥li o,ft:1ii m!'tipu~1lnil pruliun~·. dar $imai p:!Atm~ P!:lriCO']0 ~~ 1nfiin~e"fi.

Ji)om.ifli~o[ar-i: L, .A. cliiiifill~t.e lliiiM.liiir d.e Q;i!!fC; se mdragos~e~rtl' rllll~1i.tOll", fn~,nW dl$ aceasta .~'Tll. m3:lidlii. i[nllihordab:il~, reee, casta :~i i~iiMlea joe de !:Qti barbati1i C3:Fe iii fiacau cmte, f.naiutc. de erice, ea em fearte 'inctlp'ltilllilta ~[ l~l ilm.JlI.I~ i!1tl)td~\l1J.i!l! 'Wllin~8.. iDar filtil de AIFred~, 8~ se :nlJ!'rnea tan3LI1.deta Qomplc~ lipsqt(t ,dl;o v'lIlnt!i_ ~rn SPifici~iflt ~I1 ~'fl!I1l dim p<llma ~ui Iii Cal II urma cili 1m lCa~ehl"_ Elo :s:liruiA ~i ea se las8. flir;1i Vql",~a. In ·lna.t~te sa~e. AIfc',e.d 0' ~ubc:~ {;!,!! pasiulnJ:;, ~~.~. CW1J, UlU !1l~1 iw~i~~ ·~'il:eodata. 00 &m~ic, C8Jtood:ut~ 1'L'li 11 l!l\,;ea piill:cere' ~i '0' ~rite, 0 ilIt'fil ;;!":it i'l'IltRtbrut cu .. Wi f~~i~ plilJiltru ,11 ,() fa<:e ge~lzyasfll. 'f;~ S-4I. fol'(ls·it dea~cst luc:ru. pcmtru a rope relalj.i]c. ~ cl ~~ '~r!tni. ~ ~' llogod!i ,'111 Iln bi\ma~ care ]1 era indj:fere.nt. TrilUmfllindi, i-a. 'OOttilili:lii.carl: logodJma I~'uj Alma, descrtioo. 1Ir:i: C\I.]Or. a.'Pl"intle lllbi~ei! peflJ_OiI loggoilniC1Jl ci ijif'Clriciv~ Pit o-llre 1,]' triil;:~te, •• Acta$li'i iogoiiilii. s":a«esf.\CIlt l1ll1.11 tdlrniu. F"Yi de Alfred a. fla.~trat oud Illll!tem!ci ~ijlo, aotitmlific diG illcipiitan3lre, ca_rei..au ,garan.1at doar lilbertalea ~i ill.dcpl;;iTldent<t,

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E:Sk de li),e;co,ntestat c~ lebbea s-a eomplicat tot mai 'mlllH m !imp i!it3!t ctH futem sii-i ,llll'llID]'iim ev~Jytj~. E.mi~ Luok8i~ ,3 'lilCe:rcat. 83 &vede8Sca tlilltr~o carte foarte i;!l"ci:I;atnti, C.~/e tr:ei ft';epf.e aJ'e e'rotr.~~l:~. lui, cit la ~lu1eJllu'a domil:'la:t deat illhlre~ 1:J,t~!l!;t Se"X,Ill'BM," ilYIal t5..rzh .. -mai, aJ)filS in ~ul M-ediu - a fOi'itm(!;!l.u:.,jata,~rulh ~-nt1~e[l;ta Biserlic,ii eato- 1k~, i~bin::a p~r 3p~rimala ~i mefal]ij.zJc~". TotlU:$l" emul cIJIJitiv,;u pre:t:il1ia-c unireaeelor demit ftJ'rme: ~ex nlal it:atea wzid ~,ier{ltism'LIi]sp:ilrjtll.aL A(::e5ta e;SN.~i id~~du] ~~ iu_bi,.emodiem. Nt! creel iin HJO~~st\ .s",¢<)csiuliLe i~I()~~. f.sn~.~!'!si >sill:lllIr ,cili ~(Yat~ ;M:e;Ste te:ndin~~ ooexisti in a.{)~la~:i Oilll ~t ¢a. un O~I'l cIJIfl!at p~ e t!'eapU, de 0'I}~J3i1'1il:a[le mao' 1.tilJlllfta, c§!}d~stcv,Ot'ln' despiI'e al¢l1i(;li~jlUlbiii!'ii,flpF~dazi m<)l.li mull: v.\li]Qi1i]~ sufl!et:e~d diec3it pe cele Icorpo:r:'"dle .. N~ tli'l!~deg t[lsa de D~ ~rOl~UI1iLe Luc.k<l.vn:rb]nd ~~. aeeste sUujli.i d~ ~1!Ig,I,['l,e, le'{;omls~der,ii 'Vl,labi[c doar tn~!l!U'lii bhbllt" dla'rmlll ~i ~rru:~ femeie .. El e~de ea fO"]lc[ll i~ib<~~te mwtdealUiml, at§.t $wrJjete:$w., o.a.l ~j 'CQrp<l'r,t.I ;;;i nlili.ll :CiLInQJ.I.~lt; ac.ea:!lt~ S'Cjz:iliJj~e. Ea v~eaxiji ~[Itotde!liulTll!l i:!:It!)~gIllL Oar sa-i d~11!] .cUy,;ll]tIl.!l1 aut;olw]ui: .. G~nefa,~]]]e C~ 'll[iC~ din ~h.I.Ilief~c~J nesflil"~iit a I t]1I'r.lpuh!i, cil:tr,e lUlmi.na: die i:ocepu! iD .. mitull'll ,i-~l!l snhsrne utin s:t'ilrJicm1 s e:i:llI~ I IDa ill$Q:!, de:cat toat,e ,celel:iilJte ~nsti:ll!cte~i necesit5~L[)3C~ e imlbrn~i~!iiI,re g~bi.1~ ~[r:l!lim115il!idc(:ilit uir.ata p~~e8l. prin. ~ces~. Cal"!lC1elal ei, !:ia fie atf~b!i!itii or.i,ca!l"ei.[!d~H ~tllnud CiilOO oFr.::i'lm~;'le ,(ibn hoord~ !:l~t~;l! un C(lp~] d,'f]~ (I pmoo.dii i~rfij'l1iUi. dc!. ~mp. accC'])b!!~ a!C(;lStUI {hpt ~re c(JIC!1lplef aIle rremis~~ mai bogat~ ~~~~auvlin U!(>m~1 pl'imitiv. Grice trn.~ll~a:re del!es~ere ~ ~eN~~]UaI1:ii ~i1:lUies~ fi fom !ie3~lnitJi[al Fn.ooest S'tald~u ·ca vjnov!llti ~i, ireili~ giOQilJ. mmllclld isexlLlal exi;s,tll COlI .:naar-e:, :Iilill ern deloc ~~Il era f'()l.3r1le V-Il~m [ndlhd ~llaU~t D.tracolo ol1icle ·erxlsdi' lIJ1!OCfj'P~il!.1lri]e :i[ldrnvid ~a, Ut~~ii. ~ste.\lorb .. in~ON.teallJn;a deS[)T~ d~r:i1l!Ui If] 1111, de:spl'¢i'~bire". Im:tlV'JdUlahtalte,ili I1U ,es[e pr~elilt.a hi l!JIn1J.ea veche $i dal~a mit!'}:1 ~ui Qlre!..! da Slell2ll!ti;a ~iilie.voc!i iluibiii!iea mooem<'i.aoest '~!.l:Z e:ste izo~atm .anldch[tMea g[if::Olca. P!a,ro~'r jiJE'ntru prh<1!l3i (!I~r~ •. IOpllIne,.eoo;sWul ][lferi-

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i1!l!birea su.flieteaslCii pe:t'!l!tru divin a de¥ern:it in ae§~inis.a.n ptllnctuJ (l~ttai~]shllllri~ ~ valLoaN:a sup:remiL GIll rim.pu]. aceas~i c1!ipaci.tat.e 3! aJdhc.:irjj :Sll!lfl~t~~:i ~>¢:u.afil~feri. l'Slilp:ra. re:1;aJ~m(;t eretiee, S,~ j~:a~te un 1il~llse!l:'ltim.er.ut,.l'I.eC1U:I!KlSiCut p~ra_j. <lIlund:: ill!libir¢@ ;Sl!lfl~l~Scl a u;!'!Jui ball"ba1t:mtili de 0 femeie, Trei Il';km;l.en~e potfi dill~Hns.e r.n iJCe<ls;M iillhire: pTIdi~ fol.'l.d:antei!'l!tala iP~8!~Gn]cli. dupa caire slrnd.uiNrta dR:re ~rf~U!!!]l;t;la,albsolu~I1@P'A'l~;h"i!ta .ce.a .ma:i .rlc!i:Cati val.o:are: aceasta lesre iUbireSJ Cal dnnn iCjt~e (ksadl'~ilireP1'tlp'i:ie. A] d()Ueaelemefl:t;i~ib<i«:~ C!ilUfvata ill!; cl'e~1inis,m,. :iubi1)~a! ~o(!l:lJ!ple(!lI~s~li!;Z~~ fata d~ divhi!!, iSfuficie:nla sl%,ii~:i, :yeo@' ultim ail fii.ntei; ~:i in $:r<U'~:i<t. [nte~eg.erea. (!Ita. de·!;%lilioarea :p>ll!rsOlfililiit~~~~ il"!dI[ v.ki !lJJ3,I,e, speeifice lP.re2:Mlu1ui,. Deei Allticll:tit~t~" Cf0~-:t:ilt1!i!Smul ~i spil'itul :IiIl.odern au creat in m,(}d uniflc~t aCle<18ta <I db~<1. trea.pt~. & IlM'Otts:mJuhli.,il!L!iliirea sfuf:1eteasca f!lltjil de femei.e. care d.lv i.~ nj:ze0l'Z3 f'eme<la ~i() ridfc~ p~ !:Ill Jlioed$S~a·L !lc~~if{ln\~0 .ca.m pam afunc.irusese dbOl:n- P[-os.1li'~$tli> m~~na de tlascut COpU1 S!l1] ,c~~r' s]m~ bOII!'u] p~.catLdtl]. frumoosfi d~nloHt§., D[v~q.i trubadlmi. can1BiU aJstfeJl:

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f~:m:l.t;~;'l ll!,J(.le_ma pretiade [t]tel.e~,eire8i i!KIividlJa~it~tii ei sph'i~ ~Ilii\'!le" ea VI!l:<'lI s~ fie ~n3Jta in ClQs,iJderatie ca.pe:rsonaUta;te, 'Ciu'V~ntlJt ei s1! ~tame: bi ~'aiefiil decizi)i]I)JI bllrb[;l~H(li!'. !~U V'~!l! :safi¢ j!;Q,~ri~ ~i irnl5!twm:e.r:ul die, ph.celie (p",obli~m!. N orei ~td Ibseal), D:a:ca .a:ces:a!!l ,conditic C's.te In~e1P]ini~fi" tHhibj~Ule e~ sexuale di$:paf. Nu Cjom!treaZ'i p01en!~ ~'lJ!ascu~mi ... ExlSt:ii. atle~i S~:!(.111di carr~ [ll,i!·~,i pm SC;:lJtis:.face sGtia eeea ce ~ot faee eu 1J~I!J,rirut~ b~r!ba~j slab pl)Jtel:l,i •. daci femejle:' i'l .illDesc .. Leglel:lda lui Wle:i~in,g.eil". ~] c.t'J:FI~ii ff;!hliSli!'l!!lt'e esteadorat de watete~ m~ile,. M~"8Jloo_~ 'p~~Uu un mare nitlmar de€emel, dlar [Ill. ~] ~e.t.lJtfl!l e']im f!llimininA

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Feme'.ia era IPli;rni~ de wi. fa:~ de iPr]mul ei oot, Mooi.1i lui hran.ic de a fl. ti Fm~s.e p!:fSofiHtwfiell .. eel (ie,al dQU~1:! hili.put~t dec~D~a tOQJta seNIUI8!li:ta,tea! ;il.iCUffilllilam. £1. [I ~p'rec]<I ca O'rn lUO'lii mult, a:stfe] iinea! ea a puh.il ~~s.e diil;!lI.jj:!llsd!.EJl .3!$·tli\l:t sa se ~erv~s~:a de ambele ten.d!i!]!~et d~ t;lel:e p.fi]h~~ ~~ de (;eLe :fizi.~,

E;.'(,i.:St~ m5:1li Cal:!Ilri oi.l!Iidatt.e,. ~ care l.mirea ;~lDe3t(l[flemdin~e, Dl!~ ~~te. A.8em~M!'I ji(';ll.ue:i. joaci'i. ml [ro·] dUibb.li ~i CQ]tlO~C d<llua fei1uri dfil h.!!bire.,pe!l!lma c;fu,~t lJ]lire ~e~ stml!lll~esc da:r nu l¥~1~s1cila orea1i:?~, file simi!: sell;ll_~Hta(~a.brl~~a ~pe 0 pri:lb(l;!~ililTe .. lea !pI;; oi'rlfrange~, ,~ pe' (.) mjo.!),l[lea femi!ljta~IU ]M $j lIefuza lOc:.ll'a.3!] Q:m:I.dlJlii!~bl:t coea ce I!)f.etii CiUJ ~\.Icuiie '!I)rie,aru:i ~l1ii!l"ll, Nt! ""or ::;~!lpa ra fa:qE. !(i(l iub~Hd lor c" .• mLm<l.l :5::1111 CIil. p:m:Hitu~t~. Ele '!;it'D]" sa oonser'\{!I;! POs,u.u:.?l !li[g{lHo~sa i3: i.1!l!birii Ws~~ !lice. B:;~e Oil~.tl91 ca. <'lie&e pOll diilFi!l!l.i Mcflbatului, pe care ni!~b~sr;: il!Ulnetii!~teroru. sa. $hDt~ rIIimi.c!i;;(irt}olraL Ex~es!JJl de :llWzui:R~a sU!if!e~ea:$· ca ucid~ taele po~ibmtatei oi!'g!:!sml.lluL C:lI! ~i cum ~OC$te fe«l.ei :S-3.J" f~in3 MI deviiNin1i.1I;'[l~le 18 fata .iJllib~lU!hilli I~r. C~1iI1'111n't1il.to[' !lust[[1eaz~ totce este In:ai cI!wht I~] IDOl cl()mpliic~t ~n p\)i.:.h{l[~gi~ :3.mo["Qii£B.

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Se !l~~~ ~mlgW'a" s,1imula'TI~ SlJ,fllua:eascA ~ care olr;IHsc di{J ,!din iif,a,fiill'i d,e ~~~I el' III h]!k'lea, A ~nci oil aplflU ~ \'ILap e,l illin 1al1ir ,,,are arv,eIj ,~1JJ j'(ilace Ull IiQ~ ~~ponant E~ a, VeDa! c~ pacie.llt iR easa de ,odiirnii [n car,c erau pl'.iltJi~Tjl ~i ,adultt .~I elera ar:u:st. Uil 'munm.at mllzician. jjlelt1rl~ (iii at! ilH;~P!U zite f1'ilJ.moasc ~~1~3'[e ,~~ stj~~~tii\'l.e, S..,a~ ImuiiJi~(lsdt ctlrmTiid llrnull de oe!!jjllll~ f! ea 01 dc:wni; IiIlD~Ita, liUL, Jllbu~<I .(l:~ ~rn ~I_ ~~e lr~ astib;j M§;t de mlil!l'f!, mc.ilt se ~'lm~~ fertci~. I1!l/.I~;,j" ]~ epreprerea I~L Ji)aci c,1 (!is'ie albse.fil, ea ~w~ !i~~timeflillL:ll ,(;a. totliJ~ devuie d~r (I ~~prar.e ill sO$iri~ Ilui .. ~l'\tooag.1!' ~~ ~1ia:ta, ~le: Q(:Il!IMfi dOlir de lo~lnar, Cia.re' i'nsearnna. 0- fm]!)1~ii!ir'l::. D,ar cUllQ~te ~~ tJiubea IiIltjjjt de m~ltc Q,li'iliifli!~ frigid!! in b:rot-e·re: sale, N!!I p,lltea simti jIIim:i~aj'f'cev;i! dJ~cill!Jn scn~i~'

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Ilrnl;.i1t adesea numnli pm mMttiman: :pute" sa se ,c.a"~lCUi ~i :sl\ adQ;rrmit.

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Iii :l~ j'ntQr'S iii"! zile]e lu;rnlhoillre Il!l speraillta c~ va gasi Q i-ubi(i}, hi ~cl!!a~ti f~~'l.epli;n~ de ~:siU!!~e: .. Ea. IS·,il H:'Jli:!zat $U 3«:ast3i 11 ~nii: i!i)l'Itl'xim:lltiv 00 hJna p~"a cSJnd l H;~a diinlit di!"! mm •• ,ffll bUIII·.de liui ma, restlilililesl!l p~iruhmi d~ ~llc"',. ~?iJ~'~ ea~ •• :r::IiiU;: ca a _ b~li~ s,Ubat.ic!. d.'upi (:'are Uilmeiil2a lUI de'lg~st flldlC:!>CirJl't~lul calld .ina ,~drnlesc I~ LOlihar'·. Aji'tl'el. ea p,endilia :iiml'¢ flUl~ f:i !,odliar_ !'Pe P."JUI tJ I[.wasc, pe Lothar 11 iuibe$lC',. Clltoa1!;! acesma, P,wl i'i1aJ sa~ijs~ f:.lee'~a.d!.ll ~_;lll Or~1r:1!ar ~~ boruml d:e a fl mi tl:ldcpa.rieazii .,n ma atrage tID. :!\Cda~l. tul'l!p. Oaf :mu :5l~ rare C'ti~ ne:buie sa devin P][oot~lLl8Ul, pern'lru ,II shn~i cC!,!'!I. Cia . .tiOlimUJ:;j, IlU :pot ~. $umt niciodat,a,'" .

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A:n.eS!tez:~a ei eu Lotluir 00 ,explic~ printr~o· apreciere iL(i~i!.Is1A iii ~~Xlla~titii,,, Ea eredea c~ se tlljoge.~te: d.aca juis~a CI.iJ el, Lot.Iw n.llI trebll!ia s~ '0 vad~ C','dl.pfQ$l:i1Wlti. AsUlcl, ea facea. dii~jlilnct~a i'ntre ~ubire .,il'ialti" ~:i iubioo •• i:[lferioQom" $~ SCi [islI prada. amandIJ:nntl. La, bfimaiti SI: poat,e· ebserva adesea l!irn meeenisrn aSlemanarlOli. Eipot '6 pote.n\l doi'tf CD procsti.tuale 58t!.!J. Oil persoane infenoare. ]ubi.re,a LOi: SllfleteilScill fiiJlidi in~otdearlUla ]ega!m de I[) :penlOOil! eu care SULII impole;nti, Ace:asta se d1a,ID!;eazi fixarli ~jilf'!t1~n~i jtlfanril~, preCllm ~:i sieizi'utlii inlce .'lta:Dldlre~er' ,i .,S'enl..Uabtid~", jm;po;rtaw:el~ rn~~at!il.i5~e~die1i'tJ. Id)esp.rc care am, vorbir ammlIWttH.

A~ dO'J'i sil mal] dan cille,,'" ,exelil1ple despre r'em;:l!rcabil.~~ ]fie'· ncmen de S0palia.1l"~ itiltre Htlt\SIliI ~1 sexua:l:ital:e ;~i de cooliJmre in animalic die'ca"-l sun!: eapabile femeile ca 00 eonditiea l)~lllll]uL Nici lin ,e.;xempiu Ott ne indicH m:af fru:mos bi:polaritatea. twtmor fenomenelor suflereili ~i cClilporale. Ct.ci. sm.vorbit (~~vom mal vorbi) despre feme'ia care trebuie $& fad., ooi)M,pr.in SiP~ritWl.'l. Ei.\ ti:1eblli.e sa ur,ce mei bil'taj pezo.tru a hu .. ruU!,!lrnilil ca naruml. Cazu] oplLiseste al femeii ~<U1e: tte,bwe :5ia eobeare penUi.:! a ,Minge '00 OJi,g!lSllll. LlI. tlfil,erica:r.ii ,1IfRt';e des aeest ~ip'" A~tl, a toot ~Mul mmona:rel ~c.i:!l~ i~tr'"UJn cattier c!l1t~~ neeese. l.a 'IlUi llJenlJe.ne<il cliiin.e.z: ,:iI1J foot gii8ite: Ii'Illl de scrisori de: drsgostede 13. disHosa rata. C~BOSC nenlU"Iliir:atc! 1f::xJe:mple :in care: ilj]~oarcerea lat nablrli, la pOpOT 'era capabila s~ l~pJ~beo~~ viatain&t1ncUm.1ii Cti (ii inte,ruJiit.aten.em<lnu:ita •. Exemphd CllLIilQSC!lJt, al f~me:ilot care iubesc cn:elm!:'ri. frizer[, haman, mutloi.tori, SeTVi.tori. ih,lSu:e:a;za' acesE: c3Ipilol Am pofMuit deja ~~na mirumat CUI;ni'IiJ.s·~ de Zola in Mimed. in. ,care so~j;t'! di .. e,~wrl!]u~ ~ste vioLatQ d.e un m.nndtornurdarr pe 0 IJe.gdltLli!!. de cirpe pline de futling1ne ~.i j!JI.S0a!i',j, .. tat de ,~,atSiond" incl!it ;f[I.upoate uilta alC~5<t o.rgasm $i vi.se:aza .[!!! act,,]] r~"pi::i,Otiv n $~ noQ.pte. Un mati\' as~l1t"l~rJlamr lffill .Dt.mmi$'oaro ir.llir!l.. de Smil:'ldtierg: 0 ~ontesi devine; iubi[a uiIlllli valet bruml!

Ce.a OlJai frum<o.asii d~&irkre 8, aCeSiltl1. conflict ~piI.J'e til! dram!81 unui pilet nord,te. Este votoa di:l!Opre Sll,mSW1 $i D'ulila de SV(!'1l. Laiilge. Un .miue poet i!iiil.!1b~~e ell pasillne so(ilJ, cca mai bull,\i tragedia.nfllin t.eatru, &l ii. I..lInpk: compl.,et "1'l'I\<l (irnp.r';:l.Ina. cu c!e~,i!!;l :.1il), EI CIX.'0aza

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:f!llUl1a:i pentru ea. Oaf ea 11 Uf'J~t~ penJtrll cil este prea mare, pentru ca, [~c1!.lfn~te in el 0 foJ1li 5pi]:iru~li§. mai pJot11l!udiil deciit~l ~L Oco1U] ~rin s;piri.tlJal este prea ,obosit01, prea cOM[1Ii.clit pentru ea. Ea nu vrea niciodlltii sa~i as.>cllE'l'e dril'mde.ma6te lui tbi'ad~; (I a:pasa: C'.a[arct~rtI~ oo!iTliPlic~t al ps.il:dcl~lui lmi. 'E:;;i 13 lil:r.li il.lib!t, pe M:lIY'er~ ll.e'gw!ltornl de mob II ii" eare ~t~ slmplu, grosolan !it ueeultivat. Cum poate lDare:~~ ,POC1! sili 'fie getos pe aeest "m~runt Mayer?~i tONs:j, aeest Mayer ~'~ diskillg'e \'ia:!a. Cu ~'I sotia lui au arencvloie. de ,18Jrgul 000,1' p;r~n spiritual, care ~'i IClit,a incomod, cu elpease fi 'll'I.I!!,!~I!ld'i+ [ubire~este pentru cL eeea ee in.<;~iiimJl!~ ~,i pe!lfm ~a; Sil'tisface:i~ ul]e;i neVt()] fi~iee. Ea se :rawwil pe Spiritl..lldul, Samson, caire simte aeum In modlbrutdll victorla fil jl~ tinilor, D'aHb 111 itu;flri'inge ~~ Samson am;ie 11ls\pwmiiN!tgWru~~ "Filistinii deasuprata ."

ill reaUuue, acestepreeese se desfl1~oatA sub nHll1.a IJI:\Qf compro.miSl!ldll cain C~I:I] lui loIhar ~.~ Puul [rui iID'l~li1Jt'eSO de WI incident CJUIIli' p«mite 0 jnega1aJbi]a incurshme ~Il pSDb:iCU! fe.rninm.

Efilim im;i smc!!l:nm d.nd am :P.ic~t !;!t1'K'!~ltJit'lta eu 0 duh:,!!! ,~i t~'pic!i fata vlcne7.i. UnllI din'lN; prittiEf'li'i mel Sll$~jt'lCll, c:i e~ ar pute-a dll:v~nli 11IItil'll ell fula ~rrlc!i din Za1;lil iln ICiillre itt' f'iiOO IGl!luOii:inUi. Uil3,lrul, pe eare-I cOIl!SJderam lIlil! hl~ alist, a tU::,gat aceasti!. [los,iibmCllle... Emsl prii[1i1QJ~ dilltw el, a oonitlUSJ.ill1 pe Mizzi ;,u::a!O!i1 ~i ii~a: Mcult IProp!lllle~a. slHil ~e1f!eacii sei!l:t:l'I eu ell. E,11 a, [~marcail 'c~ ea este 0 fi~:li ili'ire.l~gcrlti ~j 1:1111 , .. .:.tit: de Sll1ifidll indtt: !Sa fllic~ :m<ltfuri"'. Miz::zii s=a ilIPilS plI\ifl. ['lUI pm tm, spnnfulld d m!buie $8, (10 if:ll!Ooteflscl;ll mal inli,~ iIIcasl, lII!1ld'e se va umlri.ca ~i Ii 'VB :qI1.!~e mamci e!ll v,a $loocnta mai mlllit pWJil'!'t'U ca. merg;e l'a opri~tc'~iL Cill1.d ao ajUTiil ililfata ,casei, H v;'iiZVJt: \!i'iJ daru lcl1l V3lrs:l:l. MiLd II SErjgir.t ~l~Dr:; •• Do:mnll~l', undaiuU..,.". If..il.liis\li.( pe :S'ludent Iii 8 4i~rnt in t:ats1li faro. sA S~ 1nro:ID!'C!.Il'Slfe~1 rnc1i,8ms~; dllprt (l. ora .0:1: a~!e~ zaclilrnid, a 'lil'lr::lil'l.!lit sa rem.m\IC. i;.Lziua urmi~oal'~. c:l a pnmiit IciC!la idell!liI5trop[lj)~uri 'Io':ro.Itn~~De~i :E!moSl. ~dea ,e-A liI:i'I.chiUlI este 11111 admi!i'iuCi.r mai 11m v~ij., bQ~C, cate (I iln.1reline' pc raUl, SH! lilisM tOi'ii!:jiiIl1rresionlit diO' pove~~li'i!ile ld!ealISltt!l\li, AC'r:1i!lta pove~t~$te &2i M:i;!:zi :11 pl1l.ns toatl nOIfl:ptn. Ce f,i ii'lclhipu:i~ ,Ems~ dC5pre eai? Ea !!:Stili ofatafoa~ onesll ~i uti a fost Ipr,ivit:a fltciofi!llta, atib de vulgar. Id~iI.lli~ru'l credea dIi:ar lea iI$i!mCllillt {ere tr~blJlie a~te pe 'latliU<a, sen:- 1i:ment,,,,Iil:i $1 a. iltce,pnt: (:UC~.i~Cii 10'] ililf:O'J;'11f!~ lJlilci a~J~tc J~8.\ll1J~i amoroasi'l, Mergeau imp11;lt;lI~a. ~a ~eatJu, ro.ceal!l ex,cursii tnl p~dl!!ri!.e wn prcajma Vienci. Ullulori i:I uimca Ciij! fmmoose ~li'Pe, cJci ,el ~\l 1,lIn, Uri!;: ~l aveii a~ij!ilil priJejul sa C~lltc! oli>iiectul !l!don:ti~i sale ~i ~;;I. primeasd dl:l;iPtre~ornp!;:JI£l m); Cr!isi ~rul Ac~'tti l\(li(l!tL'e dllliii d~ji3. !.It () jllllnitall~ de all ~.~ ;i!k.tli~fid '!'Iii! ~(lCfl! pro-

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AitlIli1.d ildeaJi:iUl'1 *i\-a ptlllidut raibcla.relL A rleveniJt salb1itic. !SPtll1ilildlll-i

a d.evarulill in fa~i!, EJ ~lia ca f<llirnoasa m~~G'ne I!j)>o~egl.ll B, $~ cum s-a unltl'uti- !lId ~ 4;U ;;I.(:'l:ilStli mitm~ .

Efccnd ~ .foo.~ colosilil. Miz..:~ ;;I, a.vll~: 0; c<riz:.l <dill: lste'l'i!e, a ]m::ermt $~

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Ca il11.cbeierc el II prilmit l!;;ll i5cri~O'are; ;icri~ p¢;l,m ton frimt,ijili !'l'~ Cil eJ esle muiU maib1im deciU ;ilJ,ii, cil.. este ell a:decVHmt lin j(jLiiiIJSI, Nil 8 Mwu'it cli e"s~e 'Un POflC, hi: liel ea B. ~j ca, .Emst.., Ea ,! er~ cu e.'1 ,ao iuolt-o CUI ade·vi!i.~ rat. A aprec4al 5elllimenrul lui ~i aoe.aml iJUibire .. curllUi" a fQSt oea mai fJO~ maad din vi@tiJ 'ei-

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[rlcHn.a,~a: femcilor pentm art:i:fH ~-$te a.des:eahl ~e,gitmi cu va[jjtat-eil $i ambhia. cu dOlrinta de a fi illN'iid.iia~e de mtle fulil1l~i A~!) eum cele m<ill from.oos~ tOlJ]ete <5lJ1ntpl!Jn:at~ de fapt i!]lI:lnai 'p~rtN Jt vale :!;i rareori pentru un biirbllt, iot 3~tfel posesiunea uftui: birba:t vesdt le blll;;ur~ numai perrin!. cii, sent invidiate de altele ~ii plfefe~,u:e lor., De aseieenea a,ut:oes,tiJru3jti:~ 10;r ,c~te tme<r1JS Gao', se ~tiy ,ol!p'l.iec:ia~e de un b,ubalt illsemn.at. C~U'i,Q,5C feme~careau relaitii ~u" a...n;j~tii CliI, care au fJQst ~nto'l4l;i1l1lla aJnestc"Zi~ ~ij w mate aQ(;lstea, l';e:]athiJ !xll1JtiullI:.i pen.tm dl. Le magul.e~l,e {JrgQbilul ~i le spoJe:$il:e v~l(iarea ]!)ersol1al:~tj~ii lor. Eh~' se ai.ga~ de acest alro..a:m adesea Destatornii,c ~i MI V'01" siMI pjardi C'u t1J~~i un iJliet .. E.'le d!ovooesc 0 adevlim'rli lIOCulJtare amoroMjj.,aoc~pf! tot €eJlul de um.illlint~ ~ lIbaif)d(lneaz~1 W, tot fehd de plAcm ~I;mJua]e nufitai penU'U il [ill,ti. Iliebu] !$1.i ~imta. tmrl.l'\~~~<! ~:i po!!ntm II DlIt..i fi dlate:la <:I perte, CUFlO,Sl(! ~rti~ti care au ~Ol intre:g harCln de temei de care nu se maipot d!eb .. as a,

Pe die aha pan,e~ in iubireakm~ii euLtivattlpentru artj~d trebuie sl vedemun s:i:m!ptQliO al do.riutei e:i de a se rid~c3!. :EIl"l'rea, s:a a,~bii, d!!: ... !.l fac-e I[lU lllill ~i~' de om maielevst.a'f vrea .sa implIl.lt:D: .C'tI! e:1 :in~fl!;"~1:.e spiritu.\iile \lre~ sa poata, s~b]ima, oparte a mstjnctuJiui el sexuall. E~, ij.·[ieiJ,MI urce imp,r~{m.i Cllt hiUbatul pe eele miil~ inlilIDte P~SiClUi ale ~m;'J· nitl1itii penLtll. iii se pll~a btAClUa d.in p~iin de 41dihlr.iH'l.e ca po] opUii.1

E~isUiJ fmnei ~:m~s(:ez~~ care sum amarite Fnca~Dlli!cie ~~ C!.Ire' illlljesc me!leu dup.8. m1i~ti care sal adil!.cii 1umina artei pe C<l!r-e iQ detin 'i)1 "i~ta 11(lf'PJiOZld.c~" Acta.·este ee~ Htaii Q.l\arepr~<:it(:l Esle dlia'f un eoo· thm revaiodz~t! IE,;, ptetiode tQcm!l.'i 1n;roaiIX~re;l 111.\ tonneld lll.li primare,_ Ad_es,ea. 0 <lSemefllea i:n:~eJ:eg'-ile II un.ci fo-nne ;i) ,<me:i e&te I!!!t'l!ica v'~riP c.:.reii,fer-e~lle pc eel doi :so~i de despa11i~ ()O~J~ta., 8emeia culflvata moderna ta~je~'[e dl1pii psihicul.r:illina.t ~JJ] ,artisndui care iii linveLege :si ii ame~::iald seTII~ib~lil'atea~ mlli. mJlJlt,Calf(ll ~ine, WIlli d~" !loeasla rara en ~ sa. tre'buiasdi sa i,"ooeri ~i Cirre (1, :iiji.itli sa'--$i im1:friingA pr'o]ilriile inhibi:tii, D~plfe <JIcellsm ,e,s~.e vtuba in. pri.llind mild., Fe:m,eia a.:l1e!S& ~czi,ca ~\ii sirntl;; :firal!lete ca Hind OOfi'tr<l!l"(e nOlitiJJ:rii. Ea Clst,e ,exc::ilUsa die bl

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\: iubi:l'e ferldta nu-si ponnjcioda~:a ac:e,asli mtteba:re. Numai :feln~i[e: .~ nemultumite: ~i infowetate o repe,fa mereu. Artistil!d. trebui.e sa le i.n:vble _" semul Viqlii, el nebuie sa. le filcl CfllpabUe de a iubi. Died ~~e 'timje.sc, ~~CiiiJ orice 'O~Il:l .. dupa lvibue i$i ele vor :sa lubeas.::ii '0 ~I:so,n!lntate fali d~ ~i esre eS11e fi~sc sa. SIt:! SU:p~111~1l~ c!e dlriilgu~ Ica[',e~a face orice, eu ~ ga~esc ~ fireSIC c-~ C'I! eu oiVi U" se paroe dez,sustiitDf tmoral ~i murdiU'. ]n mate .1 til1il~urille i!!rili&ttJi] se afla eeteeum in alMa JI:lo:mld burgheze,

.i Dirr ~i p!.l.terniea ib~~cx.uaHune a IbIiItlunu wti;tUoI te ademen~ite " pe fe:m,ei. E]e iiUi,l. c:al.l~ 'in el door eemoaea spldtil!laL~ a bar:'bawlui" Le ,. ,a:trage pl!ltem!'in ]atlU:ra fieminillia a psibieu1ui S~!lll. 'hu'l!l~'ili cil_f'€. se ~ 'e:xprim~i a:ta1- de dessi fiizic. ilIl, plus" vrea sa pmfiteastf:el ~i laltu.:ra ~~ maSlcu1ini:fl feme;]]. Cici Ia ~mist ,exisi1:fi ilDtollde.a.!!ln'a .. )t:~lt de n'!udta ~ femirut$~~' !ii :arat de muLt Lnfa!:'!tHis:til11 esre se cer ocmtUe m'~remJ mcit ~ iUlbita [lJf c~ti mare impon<J!n~, til V't31!:a sa, fac,iUtim<hl·j CI"e"lpia.

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Ntll~:$i ,!!miin~e$re sa fl awl ten.dij]t~ sIi!1I.uale 1rt cop-nine •. A~esite te~dili'ite! !iJurrt !!ti1ae ref:U]sl:e. ~liicat este :imp¢l,~bil~, c\1lQ'.~tjepJ,j~iII. ~o.f" Nu s-a ma!!>w[1'bi'i~ l1IIickldlaM. Cel PUl]fl, nlJ,!l~j <lJtn'i11l1C~!e. Nii:I iliVe-a '!'II~ci 0 W,mlla'im. eli'il'! :!Lfarn. de il:lbif~ Sili!fleteasc! exi:sli'l, ~i a'ltef,one: ~i nUl a, la'!!]!tml!-.g, Illimeni itn ac$:l~ .privim1ii. T08!re, probJ]ie!!nCi.e ~ual(l ,~ ,ob;Mi~repentm Cl:I.t.a~in;til de ij 7 an.i,. b,iItatii aU ]nee.JMll: sl fi:e: preae!tp:il!I~ de pe:~Qi!.D~ ei. Em exllfaQrd!i]:'Ii!l!i:' de tni!ltii)!lsa" odhii ,e;i w.n ~i tl!lW.!1ec.aiti,s~rallilc.ea:il: UlilJlt-iliiTl moo neob!i~IlILiit, priO'lll'fliC!lI~l paJsill;m:t: ~i ttemperameiiit Em crnftata db diwqi Ibijfbati IIM'J lin y,inl101, si m!l!i tsnc.fi. ttnll:lre ei Ire al'illa, ~i Ulri ftK>bil de taJrli" de fa:m,i~ ic ibulla ~i atrllcgi\'l'Or. lEI !l.3i. jndl~..;~~jJt demrumOlsa ·f.\t~ ,l cMu1 Oli 'oib,fIf'I'Va!1 d lea :!ire simpnic p.i;fl~ lrn el. 11 cefiit~o in c4sAtol!'ie. La il:'!~put 1-11 lootlizat!. 'lnd Uifl caz carene illl~trearzilimp,ortluta printlu.llw rnl. iDar Mrlxit'tll' Iml. :fIa1ilandiQnat QeRre<! S~" DtJJtla (.'I pei'ioadii de tim.p :a.giis~t imlllll!jurniii lilindtt rml favoO(3bi~~ .. Pe atun~i trecvefilr;a casa ~m U!i1i pr-ofesOI" core til meta cU:!1e ,!Ifl!LD1e;" Ea II presupll.$ 'C~ !tlliIIliIlEl. Vre;.; S§ ~c~1lY1'eaSCaI::U prof~ml ~fJ ,cjj,ea. i! $11 illl drum. Mali 3~~ ~~. i'~l timP'!i!~ wrii lm~maJ Q uoiimiU::EI la pri!ettlili ~i mers~ Shigudi jill s1atil!!lIc. iNu·] piIJile3 ieil'ta matn~ei racclisla SI;! !limtea rrt¢~lijm ~j de pri.SOli' ~n C<l!.!i:il:. Credea. cl-i sl<il mam.~i in drum, Din' il1c,",pa$iiJ!(lre, ~ ,ai~s l'Ot'ijj(l{ ,bci'l'/mtullQ,rd J.fi!c.r.I'r~' m.r'BI1'()' ei ern ostilti- AUj b~wa~i pc elm: liil~ma e,il ii preCetal a,\J pi!;rd!.lt'ofi~¢ '!JQI!.Oiilre in

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Prilltre Mm!ltli 'care n!::c-'Vcllt!llll dornt'.r;illil lor se afI!1 !lin Y'i':Chil Qfi!:er elleFgj,C' cilr~ ~~ rctrtsese dil:li armarn ]l)cmm a .lit; detic;:amlii1~stra;r!i domcrI.uuill!i :sm.. Era m'1i.rte e'le8a!l'Il, fillilrtc sp01'liv ~i lUI m:ondcn deillHV~1liit.. Emu ].)Ufi,j priet,eni, Cellllll eredea e~. cOl'llfl!le:t i~ofl!il.~ivi. Thrr In ,int'oriQ:ru.1 ei ~p'ilmseo p:rim<:l iub1!rt. hJ!tIea 'P.iiid. ~"S;i d\~ !lcama. Si 'Cl)Im ef,~ llfiJuz:iI, sufe~ m~] ales din e .. !u!li!l ,ccii I1l~·1 ]JlIfi@<li wdca poe Pi!~cr.ul lor. S0tJid eli ill ,~ICVC!l'it ~~Ioo ~i nua mai permils roJiRItii .ll1propii3Iie. i\CiUlm 'lffiii7.ollat!. de t08ma 111~ ~i aves. mull limp la dis. l1o.ziti~ I>t'l1rIlru .a l\efleC'lil .. $ii-:a, dJ~f SC'IlIn'a ~. ·ea ~i SQIA!I ·ei !l!U se potli .... Je~e. iI" mers Jill mama ei Wu)<tA:ri!i'I~ ~ ... j IlfI~JE1!!1r~~<l!$~a mi~ria d\sll~cici el ookil'Jc'ite .•. dae lUI ii sees micji ~lT1I c;I.lv.aJl!I, lasalld·o pe mama I;i ~. creadiiJ ca .. e-sEe ceil m~:i f~rici~ diilliIc kmei. S~mdital1l,;~ 'nc~atism~lIti a lrnCl:p1lIE ~CiJI:'iJ~'i ~s.'[~i 1!llfluCfl' "e~e Y1:llltSI ~ ell ea s.tiI :;;1~~ Ro~~ d·l1d treeea un tb~r ~ai!l cMld 1Jl_11. bimM ,0, privCIIi. A\,~ l1~l_ri de le.llimil ~i bmsc i1IUIl! maO JiIll!Ut sit ,ca:ll1iea:s.cil. Cahill ~r [1!!~a sa. ,0, i". la gooiita ell ea. ACCiliSf8 team'ii j'nseamrni~~a de:pr!JprllI .. pe'son.a]lmlt~, Se temea 'ea pa~ilil.'llca ~i 'I~mperamentu} ei !l~at' ]nu~. dezIa,nl1I!ii ..

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Un (j1bS'erva~WlI! ~upe]f'k:iaJ p~~t~ fi de:pbe:re cii .ilI.cum, dJLlfpa. razbo:iul mondi:aJI •. 1lI .aparut 0 ~!i.lz:1i Iln Itlpl3 di!£1Jtre sexe, Fe:lllJ.~ne~!..l inV]H£ tldlp!l'o!b]em.e: pO,p'~J<litia ~sc~l[iiliJ!a !>]jlbit~ VJiilgiLlita~ :~i~i!lll h:mpillls toate cai~.rilfi;tele .• ocupij :func~ii publiee, li'!IU patrtm$ f.m admiwsttati.e ~i II) f'olr,l:a:mc'I1t. se ()I\galll~~:za., aU! seepuri ro!il ee []Ij oenlal' i:f.J!aJt~, OWl toat:e a.ct:s:tea, IJitt es~~ gt'{lyde rem.a:rc:H ca lupta a d~v~!li1 maiace[h9i dec~t oncind .. Olci ferneia se ]}el1cepe ca p~;;s.o:tliaiJltate ~i Mmmd ... V{l~<lira de I]mtere" au va CIlt!1.Qi;}$~ ~im~le ..

Air fi e ,gJe~ahi sa $ecr~di careme:i'le <1IlI dev-ellil:t i:~prl~:m[ill m.:!.i m,:[tscu~]ne. A~8J 'Cum, am ex [) ~k;a~; ]"1':1 cartea mea Onaui e fl,"U} .lIl()m!)$!eL¥!{'f!lf~:f,iit. ~eme:.i~. de ... ·hwl3 totmai ~m]n.:ina pe milium lee biirbatul d~ine '~[}t m;)ljl masclIlm. A~~ insellmruli ... C.,aracletlSife .suuale sft"c'U,rld'nrtt .~rM in (!lIfdeR~1(i tot mal mult p~ masu;rii Ct1 cultu!'aaV<1I!seazij". La popo8!~lie 'l]it'iitiv~~ dif~~!]~ei,e clll1ltr,~ 1b.iiJ,bo:!!t ~ifiillm~i~: :!"Jil!i S'U"t'lt <tM:t de IPRjJon:~.Ii1:'<iit.e ca lao popoofelle ,c:i.vilizate. S~[ fi~es:am S:lLmulente din ee ]rl ee m!!:l mari pentl,81l a lnVtll.ge ura. iinstinctivii. dJulittm .seJt..J:. Sd'Zil:l$ltM fmteWi~'b'tl't $t feme~rl. es,t,'@. to~ rnai putenlicii ;;.i di,~ p!(lnct dfl v&i'en! fizie,. C3! Yllli'lar~ <I . .a£.'leS!tc:[a, se ver prOO!.liC~ tot :mlll~ ~!IllIllte oo"lliatii ~i iitIDd~pWltiri die ]a, tlo:.rrn.~. Nu:m.an:.d p-ew-erslul'lilof va Q~~~;. acest lL.!'~ (:stevBJ]abil Clil s:ig.t:I:r;antA pennu ho.IllIO~~XJ1.lj!'lHtiite. csre nu I'!~£e~inta dec:iit G .fupd:infaIta s.ex.ului stoon clit[le ooxmtl. l(I\rop:ritl," H;oIl.ID5exli.la.r~1 uni~t,e se.xlll OPl!~ .(JArnt. till ext~iirril.W'e p~fI". cili ~I ~ de asCUI1!$ 'OitrllViI;U~]m]j'i t~i ,dlie i~]b~re ,~ ~1!I!plllIl.ere,

Puterl1kl~ de,'l:l:vQlt:are pe i(;;}~e a suferit:-o· lU!biil'ea ~t1f1~eo:tSCiL oda:tal;"lU pr\ilg1le-:sul ·cl!!l'lll1iii s~rv,c~~e dO!!f 1iJ.$,te.rgl."!'1'~acon!lmstd:w d!i:ntre sexe ~i ~ erearea UlrliUI] domel~iun:el.nru '~<mliun. diiMolb de: ,co.rpo~al. dOlillJL':!Ilio ~!1 careiiLd:'1he~ se s:imte ]a l!J~p(l~f depe'Ficolelle ~u!p~eL C.a.f.':j~bservarefl Yi,e~H me aratJii nl~re'"tl ()i1 ce~m.m mare p~ric:oil a~ [~bjrii ~lta imlmarimea ,~ fo;$ eL 0 ILllIbii:re 'te1'[JiPeJI'iI!a este ftlll!l]t Illiolii du~lo1J decal 'Ill!01il! mare, IO~~ U Si!.ll:pUne pe om C~l ~oru! ~~ ]Iilio~ jlllcf!ri<J. pastil. n~ L CuCdl €ste mal 'N~ ll?N>ri,cd fm·ft1 C.(1?e w"~a sit i,~ 1J:~1 ew·ci pe p(fYl:;J'u?''ri~ Cit mat S(!r,;oo)f' ex,pri:m.a tj,uii wi(')icntfO~'If!le d~ "pd"rurlt ct. ll(.l,r sd·j d'espartrI. Orioe [l!()U [1llI.t ca.m ~~ lel.lgape cd dOli. lE1drngOlsriU jp1to. dUCe'[JOl ral!l!ii prill. M~llinta d.e ~ li~pe aCies~ lar~~" iJliib]rta ~~Fe ,chiaf

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Mij.loil1icelll':'p~ csre le folosese ,n:ma:Il~~li p~mru' a se elibera de: iub.ireaJ 10]' sunt diverse. eel, mal fr~cveIlt: .IitlJijioc este intOru!'ClI!!t1ea 11a fs.m~~,~e" Piecare :iILnbire i~ :izQ]ea'>':-i ,pe individ de f~mii~i,'~> n~,;i un noumediu, Familia nil se aeorda CILi {)I 'Ver.i:labUfi, mare iubire. ~.u,btre8 rl vrea pe 'indi vid doar p,entrl1l ea 1 n deZJladtlcin~azi ()ent~1 8, .. 1, planta !ntr~!!m 1101il sol, j,uQ(}''Ce''f!~' to. fi_lmilie este un mOm~jl{ c'I'itic [nonce iublri$, in Mice indlivid traieste 'O:1r'g.ol~u~ secr-ef ;ru pl)ovenieJi]!t,ei ~:a}e. ])aca apar diferente dfn eauza celor dUll! 'fa.mi!ii~ ~upt!)ll este deja, de®cilis~. Mai ates remeile: nu s'U,po.rtlD sa i'i:~M Ill' erlglne mai rnodesra, nu noc~l!a cal barb~lt1!.ll ::i3 p!l'eam!ilie~, e3Ull.lrih.~ famUiei sale.

Apoi exista un 1:111 dollea l1lQlnent ,edUc; anmei 'Ca:!ildlmll.d dintre eei doi sJm~e: ItilJeVola ~I~uip!ie.re~ de :ilcelii~i sex, Atilt tim_p c<lt illi1]rea este mUIe, Ce1 dOl 'i'iisil.tltl s[lfi.den!I,i. ,ti un al i!:feiilC'~es~e (;OIlSlldeml un derallj ~flLO]H!ll1un. Dacl iMrbamul iC~I~vta un pricren salafell1,l¢ja Cil!uJ~ 0 pFh~itenA, ell care S'a poa~ disOYll-<l. accasta mseam.m: SexluJ epusnu-mi ~Sl:e sllf'i:,ci~!iI!t,! Aooa$m oote 0 eva;iiiun¢ iLn bJOJUostlxlUalilale. De aceea, se ~~le: ca dupii s'frtrtiinaJe"d w:I~ :IIl:.lii iub~iri. Il.I!fIl. sa, se I[lHl:'!d~ ]<'1 il1ltregul sex $il:CodiJtID~e]e humose)!;!JI.a]e' sa se i1L'!!ti!rea5d; S~: .;Jjultlge !;111 0 rdatie homosexuala, lit I) Mua ~Ilb~re. h(Jm.o~ex.lI:aLa, .Alw mtJloaoe d-e dji~rare s~nt re,gr~siUliea c1:it~~ sursele de pl.a.cue ir:Ji(;mti]e 5if.1L1 Ng.a 5u'biti de partener.! Sau ,!,'Il! aj1!l1lg!! la 0 nQll~ ilLlbire sl!Jrprif!~i1Joare, CcM<l este curand, d!errul:sc~tii Cal ,,:iulbi.re fktivi". Totusi, acea;sl:a. ilJbire ~ci·a, allLru;: ooopul,: in.dli.vklu~ s-a. diber.llit die 1~~t'l!I~le uuib,i,rii sale.

Un aU .mij)oc in llllpt!i dintre sexe in S;CcOl'ul eil~ibernri,i. 0!te neb5- nuita ap.~.rl!U~ a. uaei :iftldff~rell~,e. lmre ir~bire $11' :ur,d[ IDi:t.~,ttr:'1 0 zorni' a i~difent'l'~'{e~' care. r.rt1bllj~·,(l' dfJpii}itii~ Aman1,ii ~rec prin chi,rtl.!ri de nespus tl[',!lV~'Slilld~o. Nimic 1JII.il1 sUiP'on.a. m'ai greu indrr.gosti;\ii de(;it i.ndUtreDta. [lJbirea adlllCe [) pe1l1'ianenti ,9gita~ie' si H~i~tire 2. v8.1wiILot. i'ruiragzysHrul cere imposibihd, lieSlJcwthl e~ 'Y'frn1 sa, anhl eQnti.tiI!utlla, flaeaMa Sllilnt~mentelor ~lli. h.l.birea e.ste ca mallf3_ Ea ar,~ flux ~i ~ilJx. Sel1- 'timenre:el~ S~ j~besc astUifu~iUnQS d~ s1iil'lC!:lJ gamlirii pentru :a. scilldea TIilaiine tr1eptil't ~i .a,reveni, apo~, mali fU!il;u[1:oa;se. Perioada de' il1!diiferentii :t1I.ll :are nimic d~-,a faloe cu aceS! flux. ~ii rl~tl:!.llil, care se r¢:petil fa. inter-

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Suflew] pate a-»e&::l:rez:iat pentru 8; pll!teJi re,ali,~a o,peraulia I&~sp~irli Uid duren. Dar ce se ¥1lit.§.mpUt dupa, ce despir1:ire'a s-a produsl Fluxul revine din lid}!.!!, regre;tel.e SILiu'd fiira RUlrgii'il. d!ispenuea cal.l:Zllfa &e~e:r-d~a~ (ten!li-uiva a obiectlilufi i~birH W ~!e duoe chw la. s:i.nuc;idel,e' pe 0(::1 elibera; Aceastii este eea ma:i 'mstl,l cflw1!Jolrie de ama1[ti: olulleni eere trebuie :s:1h :S(: de:spalia ~j care EliiJ !P'0~ tdli 'I.IRl!Il :IltA cceliUal'l, gemeni siame.d-Sl1aEliS irnp;re~li1!iliti - de'veni~iil'lifirmj prin ~ta oper.atfe de ,ci()(:aini 'pSiib:id" care p,Iiltesc Hbertaltea! cu sanitate,," Q:i ell fericirea (lIe 8. tt'~i.

Ce tristii imagine ne poole oferi. fiim,ta IItruitli1ii! Ce' t~llitor este fi,ecmre i:n arpa,ran:a. pm.onlllilatii sate" adesea Lamellla!biIe! Omul i!$l :r:.parmellJ1i. m caW'Elcital'i le ~i ,()bi~l"illintele sa[e, 'CaJ pe (I fiOrtareatl, )Iupta pentJlJ independe[]Jta sa, tispiliB spre im~orian;~~tind:e ~ S~ :impUlla - chiar ~:l cdnd apir;a dosr o ruirul inc~biila de viala.

SOiii ;!UI ades~EI obioe-iul ~i p'Joifi~,t\l.l d~ a-sl OOUCaJ sOlti'i]e" de a We transf()irma. d~ a 1Jr~ scildmba dupa,g:l!I.J5ml 'lor, de a ~e OOf¢cta. ~i attI3!Ittli inC{1!a:roru !:IiC~31Sf! adapt.ue a (;elu.i~al~t 101 .. :s.irne .. l. AdevilmLai iubire este insa 0 adlap1i:1Ire rec:ip:roci!i. 0 relU.1lntare ~u (I IDV'ata:rc ha f8.~ voatea fjiJl.~le,i iabite, Dar ,.siude:" se ]it!vohQ. tmpotriva acestei lramsforma.n ,$i dovede$le o lnerrje ,care rinuine rerr!!!cta:l" fu~a d1~ oriee .ac~]ulrte' s:t.mina. Atit d-~ multi, oamenl vjsl:a~ la 0, v:iia~ii I1QlJla" lsi. IQ Je-v(ilu~e ilJteri.o~rn 'Gillie :!li,-i d\lcil\ l{l 0' DO!.!a dlir~c~i¢ - ~ii liuImai. pllt1n:i a tilllg a'CCSf te:l , Ei ~$II.,lle.a.z:6: dintN) iLnertie ill"tledool'i. [Untr-o .Jete Q ClJnserv($l'ii'·, !b.5-e_J1, ~ vor1b<~t ~5~ (I .,leg'(! a. transjm:meirU·'. AI" fi lfif;!buit sili vmbeaiSc..a mat mit'Ai despre 0: .J~(J a ,-eg;·esiei .ill vecMu{ eM", A,ce'it:.i S!Q'ti desp:re Icare aim v'Q1rn£~. ca.¢; i~i ~icilesc sodi]e: sa~~ te ~ri· tic a, .11e: instruiesc} care le agreseam leu intele,p~:uun,ea> CIl e,"pl~r~~11~ 1m de v'it'!.1,ilt" ell ClO:II,C0pl!.3i lor desprc viata., v'~d intr~Q zi. Q re!lIohfl, caire $~a ,pregEilll il1IC~1t, d2ir' s~g~r-

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