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Ko Me TO rJiSfla HeipeMHue Kposa cee seesAe Ha

ne6y H CBe CTBapw Ha seMjbw?
SaKpHxe OHH CBOJe, seesAe h cxBapH; ne rjieAaJTe
HaroTy Mojy. AoBOJtHO Me ctha nene Kpos Moje ohm.
lilia HMaxe a^ bhahtc ? Ap^o >KHBOTa, Koje ce
CMaH^Hjio y xpH Ha Apywy, xe y6aAa h ce6e h Apyre.
LLIra Apyro — nero njiaMen He6ecHH 3apoH>eH y 6;iaxo,
xe HHXH CBexjiH HHXH ce racH ?
OpaHH, HHJe rjiaBHO Bame opaH^e ho FocnoA mxo
nocMaxpa.
OeBaHH, HHJerjiaBHO Baiiia necMa ho FocnoAHixocjiyiua.
CnaBaHH, HHje rjiaBHO Bame cnaBaH^e ho Fochoa
iiixo 6ah.
Hnje rjiaBHO Heiiiro BOAe y lUKajLaMa oko jesepa
ho jesepo je rjiaBHO.
lUxa je CBe BpeMe jbyACKO ao jeAan xajiac mxo
OKBacH epeo necaK na oSajiw, na ce noKaja mxo ocxaBH
jesepo, jep npecaxny ?
3Be3Ae H cxBapw, ne rjicAajxe y Mene ho y
FocnoAa ca OHHMa. Oh jcahhh bhah. Y HDera rjieAajxe
H BHAehexe ce6e y aomobmhh cbojoj.
Ha mxo saM r;ieAatt>ey Mene: y cjiHKy HsrnaHCXBa
CBora? y orjiCAajio CBOje >KypHe npojiasnocxH?
FocnoAe, JienH y6pyce Moj, onxonen sjiaxHHM cepac})H-
MHMa, cnyciH ce Ha Mene Kao bco na yAOBHuy, h noKynn
cyse Moje, y KOJHMa Bpn >Ka;iocx cbhx Tbojhx cxBOpeHba.
FocnoAe, Jienoxo Moja, ao^h mh y rocxe. fla ce
He 6h cxHAeo naroxe CBOje. Aa ce mhofh >KeAHH no-
xjieAH, mxo naAajy na Mene ne 6vl BpahajiH AOMa >KeAHH.

II

Ko MO nocraBH y osaj iipBHHiaK?

Ko Me saBajiH y npamHHy, a^ 6yAeM cyceA SMUjaMa h
pynaK jacxpeSuMa?
 Ko Me cypBa ca rope BucoKe, j\a 6yj\eM canyxHHic
KpBHHUHMa H 6e36o>KHHi;wMa?
Moj rpex h Teoja npaoAa, Focnoae. Oanocxahba
CBera npoTeH<e ce rpex moj, h 6p>KH je Hero npaB^a TBOja.
BpoJHM rpexe CBOje Kpo3 i^eo >khbot ceoj, h Kpos
>KHBOT oua Mojera rja ao noMexKa CBera, m Ka>KeM :
saHCTa, npaBAH FocnoAffcoj HMe je mhjioct.
PaHe CBOJHx OTaua hochm Ha ce6H, pane Koje h
caM npwnpeMax aok y H^Hivia 6ejax, na cy ce caAa cse
o6jaBHJie Ha jiyuiu Mojoj, Kao uiapena K0>Ka na >KHpa(|)H,
Kao njiauiT oa sjihx CKopnuja ujto Me KOJby.
AMan, focnoAe, oxBopw 6paHe He6ecH0j pem TBoje
SjiaroAaxH, h ohhcth Me oa ry6e. /^a 6h 6e3 ry6e CMeo
HsroBopHTH HMe TBOje opeA ocxajiHM ry6aBUHMa, a a^
MH ce OBH He napyrajy.
noAHrHH Me 6ap sa jeAHy rjiaBy HsnaA Tpy;ie>KHor
MHpHca OBor upBHH>aKa. ^a yAaxneM He6ecHor TaMJana
H A^ 0>KHBHM.
rioAHrHH Me 6ap 3a jcAny najiMy bhcoko, j\a ce h
ja Mory nacMejaxH 3MHjaMa, lhto jype 3a mojhm nexaMa^
FocnoAe, ano HMa h jeAHO Ao6po a^jio na seMajb-
CKOM nyxy momc, paAH H^era jeAHor H36aBH Me oa ca-
nyXHHHJXBa KpBHHKa H 6e360>KHHKa.
FocnoAe, HaAO Moja y 0HajaH>y.
FocnoAe, CHaro MOja y HeMohn.
FocnoAe, BHAejio Moje y xaMH.
MexHH caMO jeAan npcx na nejio MOJe h noAwhwhy
ce. Mjih, aKo caM h cyBHuie npjbaB 3a npcxe Teoje,
Be>KH Me jeAHHM 3paK0M H3 Tsora uapcxBa h AwrHH Me,,
— AHPHM Me, MMJIOLUXO MOJa, H3 OBOf UpBHH^aKa.

in

Hiwa JIH M3a xbojhx Jie^a, HOBCHe, KOJe

flaea 6m
>Ke;ieo a^ xh ce noBpaxe? Cbh cy xe npHBJiaMHJiM Kao
CBHjia, H ocxaja;iH H3a xe6e Kao naynHna. Kao MeA AO-
HeKHBa/iH cy xe, Kao CMpaA Hcnpafeao ch hx. Cbh cy
npenyHH oSMane h rpexa.
 fjie,CBe 6ape noA MecennHOM jiuHe Ha orjieAajia.
M CBH AaHH, oSacjaHH tbojhm jiaKoyMOM, jihhc Ha orjie-
Aa;ia. Ho KaA ch Kopanao c jeAHor A^na na ApyrH,
jiavKHa orjieAa/ia cy ce pa36Hjajia Kao TanaK jica, h th
CH rauao no BjiasH h Sjiaxy.
Mo>Ke jiH a^h, KOMe cy jyrpo h Bene Kanwje, 6hth
Aan ?
FocnoAe cbctjiohochh, sa jcakhm a^hom nesHe Moja
Ay ma, pacxpsana o6MaHaMa: sa a^hom Ses Kannja, h3
Kora je noTOHyjia y CMeny cchh. 3a ashom Tbojhm, ujto
HasHBax a^hom cbojhm, KaA 6ejax jeAHO c T060M.
MMa JIH cpehe, HOBene, nsa tbojhx Jiel^a, Kojy 6h
>Kejieo jia ce noBpaxH? Oa A^a sajioraja hctc CJiacrn
ApyrH je OTy>KHHJH. Oa iyHouiH^e cpehe, HSHexe Ha a^-
HamH>y xpnesy, xh okpefeem rjiasy c AocaAOM.
AaiH cy TH caMO xpenyxqH cpehe, a^ xe o>Kajiocxe
cehaH^eM na npaBy cpehy y neApHMa nensMeHJbHBO
CpehHora, h BeKOBH necpehe, j\a xe npo6yAe hs 6y-
HOBHe caMcape o6MaHa.
FocnoAe, FocnoAe, jeAnna cpeho MOJa, cnpeMam jih
KonaK ara yrpyBanor najioMHHKa TBora?
FocnoAe, MJiaAOCXH Moja necxapHBa, y Te6H he ce
OKynaxH ohh Moje h sacjaiH cjajeM HaAcyH4aHHM.
Cyse npaBeAHHKa Th 6pH>KJbHB0 sGnpam, h H>HMa
CBexoBe noAMJia^yjem.

YHHffle Me CTapHJH, AOK eejax oxpoK, Aa ce ap>khm

ne6a H scMjbe, a^ ne nocpneM. Ayro ocxaAOx A^xe, h
Ayro ce nacjia^ax na nouixanan mxo mh ra AaAOuie.
Ho KaA BeHHOCx npocxpyja Kposa Me h ocexHX ce
cxpaHueM y CBexy, He6o h seMjba ce npejiOMHuie y py-
KaMa MojHM Kao cjia6a xpcKa.
FocnoAe, cnaro MOJa, KaKO cy HCMohnn He6o h
sefAjhdil Msr/icAajy ABopn oa oJiOBa, a HcnapaBajy
Kao
Kao BOAa na A^any y Tbomc npncycxBy. CaMO cbojhm
poryiiieH>eM Kpnjy HeMoh CBOjy, h njiame HcyKy Aeuy.
 YKJiOHHTe MH ce c OHHjy, cyHua m seesAe. 0A6HTe
ce OA Mene seMjbe. He MaMHTe Me, >KeHe h npwjaTejtH.
LUra MH MOKexe noMohw bm, ujto 6ecnoMohHO cxapHTe
H noHHpexe y rpo6 ?
Cbh cy BaiuH a^PObh ia6yKa ca upBOM y cpuy.
Cbh cy BauJH HanHTuw npoiujiH mhofo nyxa Kpoa
HeHHJy yTpo6y. OAe>KAe Bame cy naynwHa, Kojoj ce
pyra Haroxa Moja. OcMejuH BaujH — HaBemxaj >Ka;iocxH,
y KOjoj feexe BHKaxH mene y noMofe, HeMofeHH HeMohHora.
FocnoAe, CHaro MOJa, KaKO cy HeMofeHH He6o h
seMjba! M CBe sjio, iiixo jbyAH HHHe noA hcSom, Hcno-
Becx cy HeMohw h — HeMofeH.
CaMo MofcaH ycy^yje ce hhhhxh Ao6po. CaMO OHaj,
uixo ce T060M xpaHH h noJH, CHaro MOJa, nyHH ce
CHaroM 3a Ao6po.
CaMO cnaBaH Ha cpuy TBOMe ocefea OAMop. CaMO
OHaj, mxo ope npeA HoraMa Tbojhm, c/iaAwfee ce hjioaom
xpyAa CBora.
MHHyjio je agxhhdCxbo Moje, xpaH^eno cxpaxoM h
HesHaH^eM, m Mm4e3;ia je naAa MOJa y He6o h seMJby.
CaAa caMO y Te6e rjiCAaM h Tbof ce norjiCAa aP>J<mm,.
KOJiCBKO MOja H BacKpceH^e MoJe.

V
Join MajIO MajIO h nyx he ce moj kohhhxh.
Join Majio Majio npnAp>KH Me, floGeAHHHe CMpxw,.
Ha cxpMeHOM nyxy k Te6H. Jep luxo ce BHiue k Te6u
nen^eM, CBe Bume Me jbyAw 3axe>Ky HaHH>Ke, y cboj
6e3AaH. LUxo je 6e3AaH nyni^JH xo je ji,e6jha h HDHXOBa
HaAa, Aa he Te6e caBJiaAaxH. Sawcxa, iino je nynnjn
6e3AaH Th cm jiajhe oa 6e3AaHa.
KaKO cy rjiyne cjiyre Apeexa no3HaHDa! CBOJy Moh ne
Mepe T060M HO CBOJHM 6pojeM. 3aK0H npaBAe ne ocBem-
xasajy Tbojhm HMenoM ho cbojhm 6pojeM. Flyx Behnne
3a H)MX je nyx mcxmhc h npaBAe. Ap^o no3HaH3a nocxajio
je ApBO 3JiOHMHa, M r;iynocxH, n JieAenor MpaKa.
BaHCXMHy, 3Ha;iuH oBora CBexa 3Hajy CBe ochm j\a
cy cjiyre CaraHe. KaA CBane nocjieAH>H a^h, CaraHa he
ce sapaAOBaTH 6pojy CBoje >KeTBe. Cse uixypo Kjiacje !

Ho no rjiynocTH CBOjoj h CaraHa panyna ca 6pojeM a

He ca nyHohoM. JeAaH Tboj KJiac BpeAwhe sa CBy
>KeTBy CaxaHHHy. Jep Th na nyHohy xjie6a >KHBOTHor
panyHaui, no6eAHHHe CMpTH, a He na 6po]\
YaajiyA roBopHM 6e36o>KHHM: ynyTwre ce /IpBery
>KHB0Ta h snafeeTe BHuie nero uito >KejiHTe snaTH. Oa
ApBCTa nosnaHja Cajana BaM npaBH CKajiy sa noAseMHH
CBex.
Pyrajy mh ce 6e36o>KHH: th xofeem Kpos ApBO
>KHBOTa Aa Hac o6paTHai TBOMe Bory, Kora mm ne
BHAHMO.
SaHCxa, He hexe Fa HHKaAa hh BHAexH. Cbct/ioct,
iiiTO saceH^yje ohh h cepa(|)HMHMa, caropefee Bauie se-
HHue 3a HaBeK.
Oa CBera luxo pacxe y rnHJiHHH seMnDHHOj najpe^H
cy OHH UITO y Bora Bepyjy. jesepo h njianwHe, no-
M03HTe MM Aa ce BecejiHM, mro h ja nyxyjeM ca obhm
najpe^HM, HajHenyJHHJHM, HajnpespeHHJHM.
Join Majio iMajio, 6pafeo, h nyr he ce nam kohhhth.
Join Majio Majio npHAp>KH Hac, no6eAHHHe CMpxH.

VI

Ha KOJieHa, nJieMSHa H npeA Be;iH4aHCTB0M

Hapop,
Bo>KJHM. riaAaTC XHxpo na KOJiena npcA cbojhm xapaM-
6aiiiaMa, a OKJiCBare nacxH npeA Hore CBCMoryhera!
BejiHTe: sap he nac oeaKo Majiene KasHHTH FocnoA?
J\a Hac je CTBopHO BehHM h CHa>KHHiHM, na a^ Hac m
KaM<H)aBa A OBaKO, rjie, jcABa cmo neiiiTO bmihh oa
!

TpHOBor >K6ypta ynpaj APyMa npcMa xynnoj BacHOHM oko

Hac, a TH HaM nperHm KasnoM necpasiviepHo Beher
OA Hac?
BeayMHHUH ! Bac Bame xapaM6aiiie nosHBajy
KaA
Ha 3;io, OA Kora ce h BacHona saipece, OHAa ne roBO-
pHTe, Aa CTe cyBHiue MajiCHH. CaMO ce 3a CBCTJia j^ena,
H3roBapaTe MajienKoiuhy h c;ia6oiuhy.
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Ma Aa CTe MajieHH Ha ghh, noA bcjimkhm ere hmchom

sanncaHH y Kibusw cyj\6e. HpaoTau Bam HMa^auie apxaH-
re.acKy eeJiHHHHy h 6;iHCTaiue apxanrejiCKHM jihkom. 3a
TO je M eawa OApe^ena apxaHrejiCKa HarpaAa hjih apxan-
rejiCKa KasHa.
KaA ce HeHyjHO yeyne y cpue npaoua saiuer >Ken>a,

Aa no3Ha CTsapH BaH TBOpua, H>eroB jihk apxaHrejiCKH

noTaMHH Kao seMJba, h tteroBa BejiHHHHa pa36H ce y
CHTHHue, —
y Bac, ceMe H>eroBO. Jep no>KejiH, Aa nosna
CHTHHue, na ce pasdH y CHTHHue, Aa 6u Morao yhw y
CHTHHUe, M OKyCHTH HX, H HCnHXaTH HX.
CBe cHTHHue, CBH CHTHH npccHTHH, Mopajy ce 3Apy-
>KHTH H oKpenyTH jiHueM OA seMjbe Ka TBopuy. fla 6h
ce Bam apxaHrejiCKH npaoxau noHOBO BacnocxaBHO, h
Aa 6m m\\e tberoBO noHOBO sacjajio cjajeM orjieAaJia
OKpeHyTor Ka cyHuy.
focnoAe Moj h Teopne Moj, BacnocraBH HOBeKa,
KaKBora Th npBO cxBopn. OBanaB KanaB je HOBeK Hnje
Aejio TBOJe. OBaKaB KaKaB je HOBeK je TBOpau caMora
ce6e. MMe My je 6ojiecT, —
oa KyA 6h Snjia 6ojiecT y
pyKaMa Tbojhm? MMe My je crpax —oa KyA 6h CTpax
—
Morao AohH oa HeycTpamnBor? MMe My je 3;io6a,
OA KyA 6h 3;io6a Morjia aoHh oa He3Jio6HBor?
McnyHH Me Co6om, 3ApaB;be Moje; HcnyHH Me Cbojom
BeHHOM jyTaptbOM CBexjiomfey, h HcnapHfee h3 Mene
6ojiecT, CTpax w 3;io6a. Kao mxo npeA cyHucM Monap
HcnapaBa, h npeTBapa ce y ?bHBy njiOAOBHTy!

VII

H OA
ila MOryoa KaMe&a Aa ctbopmm CBwpane,
necKa jesepCKor nrpane, h oa JiMmha cbhx ropa neBane,
Aa MH noMOFHy cJiaBHTH TocnoAa. Te Aa ce
h rjiac
3eM;be nyje Me^y xopoBWMa aHre/iCKHM.
Chhobh MOBenJH HaKJionnjm ce Ha Tpne3y OAcyTHor
floMatiHHa, Te ne ncBajy HHKOMe ao ce6M w
cbojhm sa-
jioranMa, Koje tie najaaA MopaTH noBpaTHTw 3eM;bM.
 npe>KajiocHO je cjienwjio CHHOBa HOBenJHx ujto He
BHAe CHjiy H cjiaBy FocnoAH^y. Tmuh >khbh y ropn, h
He bhah ropy. Pwda njiHBa y boah, h He bhah BOAy.
KpiHua poBH noA seMjbOM, h He bhah aewjby. Y hcthhh,
npe>KajiocHa je jeAHaKocx HOBCKa ca THuaMa, h pH6aMa,
H KpxHuaMa.
JbyAH, Kao H >KHBHHa, He o6pahajy na>KH>y na oho
Hera wMa cyBHuie, ho y3AH>Ky xpenaBHue CBOje caMO
npeA pexKocxHMa, npeA HsysexuHMa.
CyBMiue Te H\ia, FocnoAe, Awcatte Moje, sa xo Te
JbyAH He BHAe. CyBHuie ch OHwrjieAaH, FocnoAe, ysAH-
caH>e MOje, saxo je na>KH)a JbyAH OKpenyxa oa Te6e h
ynpaBJbena na nojiapne MeABeAe, na pexKocxH y A^JbHHH.
CyBHuie cjiyH<Hui cjiyraMa cbojhm, BepnocxH Moja
cjiaxKa, 3a xo ch H3Jio>KeH npe3peH>y. CyBHuie pano
yciajeuj, j\a ynajiHiu cynue naA jesepoM, 3a xo xe cna-
Bajia He xpne. CysHiue ch peBHOcxan y 3a>KHraHDy Hofennx
KaHAHJia na CBOAy neSecHOM, peBHocxH MOja HenaAMauiHa,
a jieH)0 cpue jbyAH mhofo bhujc roBopn nexaxnoM
CJiySH HO peBHOCHOM.
jby6aBH Moja, a^ mh je cbc cianoBHHKe 3eMjbe,
BOAe H BasAyxa noKpenyxH a^ 3a6pyje XHMHy Te6H. fla
MH je, AS ce CKHHe Jienpa ca OMHJy 3eMjbe, h Aa pacnyx-
HHi;a onex nocxane agbojkom, KaKBOM ch je cxBOpHO.
BaHCXHHy, bcjihrh ch, Bo>Ke Moj, Hcro h 6e3 CBexa.
OoAJeAHaKO ch bcjihkh h KaA Te CBex cjiaBH h KaA
Te CBex xyjin. Ho KaA Te cbcx xy/iH, BetiH H3rjieAam y
OMHMa CBexHxejba Tbojhx.

VIII

CbBTOBH ce poje oko Te6e, FocnoAe, Kao nnejie oko

UBCxajie xpemH^e. JeAan cbcx noxHCKyje Apyrn; jeAan
ApyroM ocnopaBa oneBHny; jeAan rjieAa na Apyror Kao
na yjbe3a y CBOj aom. Cbh nojia>Ky sehe npaBO na Te6e
OA Te6e caMor.
Oa npejiHBatba TBOJe nynofee pojeBH ce xpane, Cjia-
AOCXH HeHCupnna. Cbh ce npejcAajy, h cbh 0AJia3e rjiaAHH.
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Oa cbhx pojeea poj JbyAH ojxjiasu HajrjiaAHHJH. He

3a TO, floMafcuHe, uito Th HCMaiii jejia sa Jhyj\e Hero
3a TO UJTO OHH He no3Hajy CBOjy xpany, na ce OTHMajy
c ryceHHUHMa o hcth 6pcT.
ripe CBHX CTBopeH^a, h npe BpeivieHa h H<a/iocTH, Th
CH, focnoAe, yo6jiHHHO MOBCKa y cpuy cbomc. FIpBO ch
HOBCKa CMHC/iHO, Ma A^ CH ra noc;ieAH>er o6jaBHO na
6pojaHHuaMa CTBapaita. Kao uito BpTap CBe BpeMe mhcjih
ueeTy py>Ke aok Kona h caAH cyBe mnnoBe. Kao uito
SHAap ojiaHMpajyiiH xpaM Hajnpe y>KHBa y KySeTHMa, Ma
Aa OBe nocJieAu»e 3HAa.
ripBO CH poAHO HOBena y cpuy CBOMe, npe nero ch
noneo CTBapaH>e.
OOMOSH MOMe CMpTHOM je3HKy HMeHOBaTH TOra HOBCKa,
Taj cjaj TBOJe cjiase, necMy Teora 6;ia>KeHCTBa.
h Ty
/^a ra HMenyjeM CBCHOBeKOM? Jep Kao uito ce oh caAp-
>Kao y cpuy TBOMe, TaKO ce y u^eroBOM yMy caAp>Kao
caB oojaB.T^eHH cbct, ca HOBeKOM h BecHHUHMa HOBeKa.
M HHKO He 3HaAe Oua ochm Chh, hhth ko 3HaAe
CwHa OCHM OTau. Kao HHpBana 6ho ch, FocnoAe, aok
ce Chh y Tefin hc sane; 6e3 Spoja h 6e3 HMCHa 6ho ch.
KaKO j\3. Te sejiuHaM h3 cpeA poja rnaj^uux ryce-
HHua, UITO jcAaH BeTap aohoch Ha UBCTajiy TpeuiH>y a
Apyrn oahoch, h hhjh [e caB bck H3Me^y Asa BCTpa?
FocnoAe, cny Moj AaHOHohnn, noM03H mh, Aa Te
Be.iHHaM. Aa HHuiTa ne 6h nocTajio bcjihko cpuy momc
OCHM Te6e.
HeKa Te Be;iH4ajy CBa CTBopeu^a, FocnoAe, He Aa
6h y4HHH-na bcjihkhm Te6e ho ce6e.
SancTa, npeBejiHKH ch Th, FocnoAe, Aa 6h Te CBe
name xHMHe Mor/ie ynnHHTH BehHM.
M KaA ce CBH pojeen HHceKaTa OAyBajy oa UBCTajie
Tpeuifce, TpeuiH^a ocTaje HCTa y bcjih ihhh h npojiehuoj
jienoTH CBOjoj.

IX

rocnOfle, npeMHJia laJHO .

jxyme Moje, KaKo je JiaK
OBaj CBCT, KaAa ra MepHM Ha KauTapy c To6om!
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Ha jeAHOJ CTpa'iH KaHxapa jesepo pacxonjbeHor

sjiara a Ha Apyroj o6jiaK AHMa.
Cee 6pHre Moje, ca xejiOM mojhm h
HberoBHM Jiy-
AHM rpneEHMa oa CJiacxH h ropHHHe, iiixa cy Hero ahm,
HcnoA Kora jiyiua Moja njiwea no sjiaxHOM jesepy ?
KaKO Aa HcnoeeAMM jbyflHMa xajny, Kojy rjieAaM Kpo3
KpyroBe apxaHrejia Tbojhx? KaKO A^^OBHMa Aa roBopHM
ue/iHHH? KaKO fee hokxh na npcxHMa pasyMexH KpBO-
xoK xejia? SaHCxa OHCMejiOM oa nyAa Mynno je roBopHXH
orjiyBejiHM oa JiapMe.
ripBO je 6hjio pa^afte na oHAa cxBapaH^e. Kao mxo
ce HyAecHa Mwcao y MOBeKy HeHyjHO h xajancxBeHO pa^a,
na po^ena MHcao no xom cxBapa, xaKO ce HenyjHO h
xajaHCXBeHO y xe6H poAHO CseHOBeK, JeAHHopoAHH, kojh
je no XOM cxBopno CBe mxo Bor MO>Ke cxBopnxH.
y Tbom HeysHeMHpeHOM AeBWHancxBy, a^jcxbom J\yx3.
CBecBexor, poAHO ce Cnn. To je pa^an^e Bora OAOsro.
KaKO rope, xaKO AOJie, —roBopHuie cxapn. Oho
mxo ce AecHJio na ne^y, Aecujio ce n Ha semihu. Oho
mxo ce AeCMjio y bchhocxh, a^chjio ce h y BpeMeny.
Mho cm mh, jby6aBH MOJa, sa xo mxo ch mh xajna.
M CBaKa ji>y6aB ropw h He caropesa aok xajna xpaje. Ox-
KpHBCHa xajna caropena jby6aB. Kyneivi Tn ce bchhom
jby6aBjLy Kao mxo ce Th MenH Kynem BennoM xaJHOM.
06yKao ch ce y ceAMopa He6eca; CKpno cm ce npe-
Ay6oKO OA CBHX OHHJy. l\a ce CBa cynua CJinjy y jeAHO
OKO, ne 6h nporope;iH cse saBece iBOje. Hhch ce CKpHO
naMepno, Be;iHKH FocnoAe, ho HecaspmcHCXBOM namnM.
Pa3;io>KeHO h ncHXH^eHO cxBopen^e ne bham Te. CaMO sa
OHora HHCH cKpHBen, ko je nocxao jeAHO c T060M. Saonora
hhch CKpHBCH, sa Kora je nopymen sha HSMe^y Ja h Th.
FocnoAe, npeMHJia xajHO nyuie MOje, KaKo je jiaK
OBaj cbcx, KaA ra MepnM na KaHxapy c T060M.
Ha jeAHOj cipanH KaHxapa jesepo pacxonjbena
SJiaxa, a na Apyroj o6;iaK AWMa.

X
TiyTJbHBOM jeaeKy h saMnm/benoM yiviy Th ce npn-
6jiH>Kyjem, >KeHHHe jxyiue MOJe, Hyiue CBecBexn. Oa ro-
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Bopn^HBor je3HKa ce KpHJeoi Kao ;ia6yA oa 6ypHa jesepa. Kao

Jiaoyfl njiHBam no thujhhh cpua Mora, h hhhhiu ra ojioahmm.
CyceAH MOJH, npecraHHTe c BamoM sewajbCKOM My-
Apouifey. MyApocT ce pat^a a He CTBapa. Kao luto ce
MyApocT pa^a y Bory, xaKO ce ona pat^a h y seMJbH.
Po^eHa MyApocT CTBapa, ho ne ciBapa ce.
riaMefey nu ce xBajiHxe, XBajiHcaBUw! LUra je Bama
naMex j\o MHoronaMfeefte? fla KaA mhofo naMXHxe, KaKO
He sanaMXHCxe xpenyrKe nyAecHor pa^aita MyApocxH y
BaMa? noHCKaA Bac HyjeM tac roBopuxe o bcjimkhm
MHCJiHMa, Hixo ce KOA Bac HsnenaAHO m 6e3 Bauier xpyAa
poAe. Ko MX poAH, MHoronaMexHH? KaKo ce poAHuie
6e3 oua, KaA np^snajexe, Aa hm bh hhcxc poAHxejb?
3aHCxa BaM Ka>KeM: oxau hm je Ayx CBecBCXH, a
MajKa npeocxajiH jxeEwnaucKu Kyxnh jiyuie Bauie, y kojh
J\yx CBecBexH joui CMe Aa yl^e.
TaKO ce pat^a CBaKa MyApocx h na He6y h na seM/bn:
OA AeBojKe H Ayxa CeecBexor. HaA AeBH4aHCXB0M npBe
HHOcxacH 3ajie6Aeo je Ayx CBeceexH, xe ce pOAHO Cbc-
HOBCK, MyApocr Bowja.
UJxo je AeBHHancxBO Oua na He6y, xo je AGBHHaH-
crBO MajKe na 3eMjbM. LUxo je agjcxbo Ayxa Cbcxof
y He6y, xo je a^jcxbo FberoBO m y 3eM;bH. LUxo je pa-
J^aH^e MyApocxH y He6y, xo je pat^aH>e MyApocxH h y 3eMJtH.
Aymo Moja, BeHHXo H3HeHa^eH)e Moje! f/ie, oho
uixo ce 36MJ10 jeAHOM na neSy h jcahom na 3eM;bM, HMa
Aa ce 36yAe h y xe6H. Mopam nocxaxH a^bojkom, a^
6m Morjia 3aHexH MyApocx Bo>Kjy. ^cbojkom 6hxh Mopam,
Aa 6h xe flyx Bo>kjh saMHJiOBao. CBa HyAa Ha neSy h
Ha seMjbH npoH3am;ia cy oa A^bojkc m Ayxa.
AeBOJKa pa^a cxBapa/iaHKy MyApocx. Pacnycna >KeHa
cxBapa ja/ioBO 3HaH5e. CaMO A^BOJKa MO>Ke Aa bhah
HCXMHy, a pacnycHa >KeHa MO>Ke caMO Aa no3Ha cxBapw.
focnoAe xpHnnocxacHw, ohmcxh or;ieAa;io j\yuie
MOJe, H HaAHecH nvaxe Tbojc naAa ^b. Aa 6h Ayii^a Moja
sacja/ia c/iasoM FocnoAapa CBora. Aa 6h ce npenyAHa
HCropuja He6a m 3eM;be oxneHaxHJia y H^oj. Aa 6h ce
McnyHM/ia 6;iecK0M Kao je3epo MOJe, KaAa cynue bhch
HaA H>MM y noAHe.
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Kafl CaM CG Besao 3a Te6e, jbySaBH Moja, CBe apyre

Bese cy nonyuajie.
FjieAaM jiacxy KaKO je 36yH3eHa HaA pasopeHHM
rHesAOM, h Beji«M: ja HwcaM BesaH 3a rnesAO CBOJe.
FjieAaM CHHa KaKO ce >Ka;iocTH sa poAHTejbeM cbojhm^.
H BejiHM: ja HHcaM Be3aH sa poAMre/be CBOje.
FjieAaM pH6y KaKO HSAHUie hhm ce HSBaAW h3 boac, h
BejiHM: TaKaB caM ja! Ako mc HSBaAe us sarpjbaja TBora^
xpeHyiHO hy H3AaxHyTH Kao pH6a 6a4eHa Ha iiecaK.
Ho KaKO caM Morao xaKo 6e3noBpaTHo nopoHyrn
y Te6e h >KHBeTM, aKO HHKaA npe HHcaM 6ho y Te6H?
BaHCTHHy 6ho caM y Te6H oa npBor npofiy^etba TBora,
36or Hera ce h ocehaM y Te6H Kao y AOMy cbomc.
OOCTOJH BeHHOCT y BCHHOCTH KaO IlITO llOCTOJH
Tpajatbe y BpeMCHy. Y jeAHOj BenHOCXH,FocnoAe, Th
CM 6ho y HeHCKasHBOj 6e3pa3;iH4H0CTH h BenephbeM
6;ia>KeHCTBy CBOMe. TaAa cy wnocTacH TBOJe HCTHHa
6H;ie y Te6H, jep Hwcy Morjie He 6hth y Te6H. Ho HHcy
ce coaepuajie jeAna y Apyroj, jep HHcy ce sHajie y CBojoj
pas/iHHHOCTH. y Apyroj BeHHOCTH Th ch 6ho y jyxapHjeM
6jia>KeHCTBy CBOMe, h xpM HnocxacH casnajie cy ce u
C03epuajie Kao laKBe.
Hh Oxau HHJe npe Cmhs, hh Chh HHJe npe Oua,
HH flyx CBecBexH HHJe npe hh noc/ie Oqa h CwHa.
Kao HOBeK npn fiy^en^y mxo OAJeAHOM h HCxoBpeMeno
oxBopH o6a OKa, xaKO cy ce oajcahom h HCioepeMeHO
oxBopHjie xpH HHOCxacH y Te6H. HeMa Oua 6e3 Cwna
HH Cnna 6e3 Ayxa CBexora.
KaAa jierHCM Kpaj Mora jesepa h chhm chom 6e3
caHjaH^a, xaAa ne yMnpe y mchh hh Mofe casnan^a, hh
>KejLa hh aKUHJa, ho cbc ce c;iHBa y jcaho 6;ia>KeH0,
HHpBancKO, 6e3pa3;iHHHO jcahhcxbo.
KaA cynue npocne CBOje 3;iaxo no jesepy, ja ce
6yAHM He Kao nnpBancKO jcahhcxbo ho Kao xpojeAMH-
cxBO, OA casnaH^a, >Ke;be h aKUHJe.
To je TBOja Hcxopnja y Mojoj Ayu^w, FocnoAe,
xyMane >KHBOxa Mora. Hwje ;ih ncxopnja Moje jxyiue
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TyMaH HCTopHje CBera CTBopenora, cBera HCHTPteHor

H CBera yjeAUPbeHor? M Te6e, aomobhho Moja, h Te6e
je — onpocTH —xyMan Ayma MOja.
AoMOBHHO Moja, cnacH Me OAHaBajieTy^HHaua Ha MeHe.
CBerjiocTH MOja, pasarHaj TaMy us KpBH Moje.
>KHBOTe MOj, caropH CBe ynjbyBKe cmpth Ha j^yuiu
Mojoj H Ha xejiy MOMe.

XII

DOMaiKH Cpiie MOJe \ene\em mhjiocth TBOje, npeMH-

JiocTHBH FocnoAe moj.
Aa HHKaA He 6yKHe y cpuy MOMe hh fhcb npoTHB
MohHMx HH npespeH^e neMohnnx. Tjie cbc je HeMofcHHJe
OA poce jyTapH^e !

Aa Mp>KH5a HHKaA He caBHJe rnesAO y cpi^y MOMe

npoTHB OHHx, KOJH MH 3J10 CHyjy. Aa ce ceTHM Kpaja
H^HxoBa, H Aa 6yAeM cnoKOJan.
Mhjioct OTBapa nyx k cpuy cbhx cxBopeH^a, h ao-
HOCH paAOCT. HeMHTOCT HasjiaHH Marjiy na nejio, h
CTBapa TecKo6Hy ocaMy.
rioMHjiyj MH.iocTHBora, Ha]He>KHHia PyKo, h oxKpH
My xaJHy MyApocxH Tbojc.
CeenoBeK je 4eA0 mhjiocth Oua h cbcxjiocth Ayxa.
CaB cxBopeHH CBex caMo je npwHa o HbeMy. MoiiHa
cynua na He6ecHMa h naJMan^e Kami boac y jesepy npn-
Hajy C060M jeAan Aeo npHMe hbewy. Cbh SHAapn He6a
H seM.te, OA npeMohHHx cepa^HMa ao B/iaAaxejba h
HaJMaH^er rpyMena npaujHHe, npHnajy licxy HCXOBexny
npH4y PbcMy, npacyuiiHHH CBOjoj h npawsBopy CBOMe.
LUra cy CBe cxBapw Ha seMji^H u Meceuy ho cynue
y npunaMa? Sancxa, xaKo je CBa BHAJbHsa h neBHA/bMBa
XBap CeewoBeK y npHMaMa. CyiuxMHa je jeAHOcxaBHa,
HO npwHaMa cymxHHH neMa hh Kpaja hh 6poja.
CyceAH MOJM, KaKO Aa BaM roBcpwM cyiuxHHH, KaA
hh npHHe He pasyMexe?
Aa 3Haxe, KaKBa je cjiaaocx, h mnpHna, h cnara,
KaA ce noxone y aho cbh.k npM4a; xaMO, rAe npHne no-
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HHFby H TAe ce CBpiuaBajy. TaMO, rAe jesHK saHeMM, h

Tj\e je CBe Kasano OAJeAaHnyx!
KaKO AOcaAHe OHAa nocTany cse Ayre h cnope
npH4e CTBopehba SaHcra, OHaKO hcto AOcaAHe Kao mro
je AOcaAHO cjiymaxH npHny o rpoMOBHMa ohomc, ko je
HaBHKao rjieAaxH rpoMOBe.
ripuMH Me y Ce6e, CwHe JeAHHopoAHti, j\3. 6yAeM
yjeAHH>eH c To6om Kao mro 6ejax npe CTBOpeH>a h naAa.
HeKa ce CBpiuH Ayra h saMopHa npwHa Moja o
Te6H TpeHyxHHM BH^eHbCM Te6e. HeKa yMpe caMoo6-
Mana MOja Kao a^ caM ja Hemxo nopeA Te6e, Heuixo
Apyro H3BaH Te6e.
npenypbeHe cy yuiH Moje npwHa. SeHHue Moje He
Tpa>Ke BMLue na rjieAajy H3;io>K6y OAejia ho Te6e, cym-
XHHO MOJa, npexoeapeHa npwHaMa h OAejiHwa.

XIII

Th He ipaMCHin MBOrO oa Mene, jby6aBM MOja. Tjie,

jbyAH xpa>Ke BHuie.
06M0xaH caM y A^SejiH o6MoxaH He6M{ia, uixu sa-
KJiana ohm jiyuie MOje. Tm caMO xpa>KHm, a^ Ayiua MOja
CKHHe ca ce6e MarjiOBHXH oSivioxan h oxBopw ohh npeMa
Te6H, CHJio MOja h hcxhho MOja. JtyAH xpa>Ke, a^ ce
Ayma Moja o6MoxaBa CBe rymhHM h CBe xe>KHM o6mo-
xaHHMa.
noM03H MH, noMOSH mh! Oomobh AyuJH MOJOJ A^
AO^e AO c;io6oAe h jiaKohe; a^ AO^e ao JiaKofee h Bas-
AyuiHHx KpHJia; a^ AO^e ao BasAyuJHHX KpHJia h orH>e-
hhx KOJia.
/^yre cy npune, npeAyre; KpaxaK je Mopaji — jeAHO
cjiOBO. ripHHe ce npejiMBajy y npH4e, Kao rjiaxKO jiHue Mora
jesepa h3 6oje y 6ojy. Fac je Kpaj 6ojaHOM npejinBaHDy boac
noA cynucM, rAe jih Kpaj npejiHBaH^y npH4a y npHne?
flyre cy npHne, npeAyre; KpaxaK je Mopaji — jeAHO
CJIOBO. Th ch xo cjiobo, cjiobcchh Bo>Ke. Th ch xaj
Mopaji cbhx npHHa.
LUxo BBesAe nnmy no He6y, xo xpaBa manfee no
scMjbH. LUxo BOAa cxpyJH na Mopy, xo oraH. 6ypjia noA
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MopeM. LUto aHreji s6opu OHHMa, to HMaM rhhc na KyjiH.

LUto npoiujiocT pene h yxene, to CaAa bcjih h 6e>KH.
JeAHa je cyiuTHocT cbmx CTBapw; jeaan je Mopaji
CBHX npHHa. CTBapH cy 6ajKe o He6y. CMHcao Th ch
CBHX 6ajKn. npH4e cy TBOja Ay>KHHa, uinpHHa. KpaTKofea
Th ch CBHX npHHa. TpyMen ch sjiaTa y 6per KaMena.
KaA HMC TBOje HspeneM, cbc caM Hspenao, h bhuic
Hero CBe:
JbyfiaBH Moja, noMHJiyj Me!
Chjio h Mcthho MOJa, noMHjiyj Me!

XIV
lUia BpeflH OflfiJlO, aKO HeMa TCJia Aa ce OAcne?
LUTa BpeAH tcjio, aKO h^hm HHJe orpnyTa? LLlTa
jiyuia
BpeAH jiyimy aKO Th y ftoj ne 6ahiii, OrHbe y nenejiy?
OAejio je Moje neneo h amm, aKO My tcjio Moje ne
Aaje uene.
Jesepo MOje Jieno cjieno je Sjiaxo, ano ce OKaTa
BOAa oueAH hs H^era.
Ayiiia je MOja neneo h amm, aKO ce Th h3 H^e
oueAHUj, Poco jyTaptba.
y nenejiy cbhx ciBapn Th Hcnncyjeoi Tbojc hmc,
H AHMOM CBHX CTBapH saceFfcaBaui nnaMCH TBora cjaja.
Tboj njiaMen je poca sa >KeAHe, kojh ce caBHJajy
Tbomc sarpjbajy. Ho Tboj njiaMen je ca>KH>KyhH oraH>
sa one, kojh 6e>Ke oa n^era.
SancTa Th ch paj hhcthm h nanao HenncTHM.
KaAa Aoi^e FIocjieAH^H J^an —
KaA ce ripBH h FIo-
c;ieAH>H flan OTKpnjy jLyAHMa Kao JeAan J\au TaA he—
ce HHCTH paAOBaTH a neHHCTH >Ka/iocTHTH. M Bannhe
HeMHCTH! aBaj, jeAOCMO neneo na scMjbH, a caA MopaMO
Aa jeAeMO oratt na He6y!
ripopouH Tbojh, MajKO neSecHa, 6exy OTKpHBann
orifca HcnoA nenejia, ponuH y ByjiKancKa rpoTJia. Flo
SecKpajHOj MHJiocTH Cbojoj ceaKOMe ch AaJia Aa OTKpnje
BapHHuy, 3a kojom je ponno, aok ce CBe BapHHue ne
cjiHiue y n/iaMeHH nowap Cnna Tbof, MaJKO He6ecHa.
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noAHsao ch nacTHpe CBaKOMe cxany

r..nJ^^^^^^' h
He 3aMp3Hy Ha EpjiexHOM
ApyMy HCTopuje. floK CBenoBeK
LHH JeAHHopoAHH, He pasSyKxa oraH>
ne^KH u ne nossa
CBa craAa Aa ce rpejy.
Fjie, KaKO ce Ay6oKO KpHjy
cbh njieMeHnxH MexajiH
OHH AyoHHe seMajbCKe! KaKO jiu cm xeK
Th CKpHeeH
noA nenejioM semihe, Hajn;ieMeHHXHJH KaMene!
CnpoMax ope CBOjy awBy h OAMaxyje rjiaBOM
KaA
My roBopHM: 6oraxaiue, Ay6oKO hchoa TBOje
jajiOBe H^wBe
no4HBa jesepo pacxon/benor sjiaxa.
He OAMaxyjxe rjiaBOM, ocHpoxe;iH uapeBHfeH, KaA
BaM roBopHM, Aa je xejio AparouenHje oa OAejia, h
Ayma
OA xejia, H rijiaMeHH Uap oa Ayme.

XV
BeJIH raJiedOBH Jiexe naA MoJHM njiaBHM jesepoM,
Kao 6e;iH anrejiH naA njiaBHM neSoM. Hhxh 6h rajie6oBH
6hjih 6ejiH HH jesepo njiaBO, Aa BejiHKO cynue nnje
OXBOpHJIO CBOJe OKO HaA H>HMa.
MaJKO MOja He6ecHa, oxBopH TBoje oko y AyuiH
Mojoj, Aa BHAHM mxa je uixa. fla bhahm, ko o6HxaBa
y
AyuJH MOJOj, H KaKBH njiOAOBH pacxy y H^OJ.
Be3 TBora OKa ja xyMapaM 6e3HaAe>KAHo no jxymn
CBOJoj Kao nyxHHK no noHohn, no noHohnoj 6e3pa3jiHH-
HOCXH. M naAa, h AH>Ke ce noHohnn nyxHHK, h oho luxo
cpexa Ha nyxy nasHBa Aora^aJHMa.
Th ch jeAHHH Aorat^aj >KHBOxa Mora, cbcxmjio j\yuie
Moje. KaAa Aexe jypw Majuw CBOjoj y Hapynja, 3a H>era
He nocxoje Aora^ajH. KaAa HCBecxa xpnw cBOMe >KeHMKy
y cpexaH>e, ona ne bham UBefce y jiMBaAH, hhxh nyje
6pyjaHDe ojiyje, hhxh ocefea Mnpnc Knnapnca hh BOH^y
SBcpoBa, — ona bhah cawo JiHue >KeHHKa; nyje caMO
My3HKy ca ycana H^eroBHx; Mnpniije caMO Ayuiy H>eroBy.
KaA Jby6aB jby6aBH xoah y cycpex, HHiuxa joj ce ne
Aora^a. BpeMC h npocxop H3MHMy ce c nyxa jby6aBH.

MojiHTBe Ha Jesepy 2
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BecuHjbHH nyxHHi^H h 6e3Jby6aBHH HMajy Aora^aje,

H HMajy HCTopHjy. JbySae HeMa HCTopHJe, hhth MCTopHja
jby6aBH.
Kajx ce hcko Koxpjba hhs ropy hjih nyM<e ys ropy
He 3HajyhH KyAa HAe, Aora^ajH My ce naMefey Kao uwjb
H^eroBor nyxa. Sancxa, Aora^aJH cy uhjl 6ecqHn>H0Me
H HCTopHja 6ecnyTH0Me.
3a TO ce 6ecuHjtHH h 6ecnyTHH saycTaBjbajy koa
Aora^aja, h npennpy c Aora^ajHMa. A ja ce MOJinajtHBo
>KypHM K Te6H, h ys ropy h hhs ropy, h npespenn
Aoral^ajH cpAHio ce yKJiaH^ajy HcnpcA mojhx CTona.
KaA 6hx ja 6ho KaMCH h Koxpjbao ce hhs ropy, ja
He 6hx MHCJiHO KaMCH^y, Koje ce jiynaM ho o no-
Hopy Ha AHy ctpmchh.
KaA 6hx ja 6ho hotok njiaHHHCKH, ne 6hx mhcjiho
CBOM HepaBHOM nyjy ho o jesepy, KOje Me HCKa.
CxpamaH je y hcthhh nonop ohhx, kojh cy sa;ty6-
jbeHH y Aora^aje, mxo hx ByKy HaHH>Ke.
MajKO He6ecHa, Jby6aBH Moja jeAwna, ocjio6oah mc
po6oBaH>a Aora^aJHMa, h ynnnH Me cbojhm po6oM.
Haj6ejLH A^ne, CBann y jxyuiu Mojoj, a^ bhahm \\viJh
saMpmenor nyxa CBora.
CyHue HaA cyni^HMa, jeAHHH Aora^aje y BacHOHH,
mxo npHBjiaHH cpue Moje, o6acjaj ynyxpauiH^ocx Mojy,
Aa BHAHM, Ko ce ycyAHO o6HxaBaxH y H>oj ochm Tede.
/la HCKopeHHM Hs H^e CBe hjioaobc, iiixo cjiaAe cno/ba,
a cpue HM MHpHUie rnnjinnoM.

XVI
yciajie CHHOBH Cnna Bo>KJera! Ycxajxe, ycxajio je
H MHJIOCXHBO CyHUe H HOMeJlO HeUlXCAHO JIHXH CBOJy
CBexJiocx no xaMHHM nojbHMa aeMjbe. Ycxajio je, a^ Bac
oc;io6oAH xMope h cxpaxa canoBHor.
Ha cynuy HHcy HcnHcann BaujH jynouiHDH rpecH ;

cyHue He naMxn, hc sjionaMXH nnrnxa. Ha H^eroBOM JiHuy

HCMa 6opa ca Bamera He;ia,'HH wajiocxw, hh saBHCxn,
HH xyre. H^eroBa je paAOCx y A^Ban^y, H>eroBa MJiaAOCx
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— FberoBO noAMjia^HBaHie — y cjiy>KeH>y. Bjiaro OHHMa

KOJH cjiy>Ke, jep He he ocxapHTH.
LUxa — KaA 6vl ce cyHue yrjiCAajio Ha Bac, cyceAH
MOJH? KaKO 6m Majio CBeTJiocjH cjiajio Ha seMjty, o bh
TBpAHue. KaKO 6h KpBasa 6M;ia H>eroBa CBerjiocT, o bh
KpBHHUH. KaKO 6h nosejiCHejio rjieAajyhH Befea cynua oa
ce6e, bh saBHA/bHBUH. KaKo 6h noupBenejio c/iymajyfeH
xyjie 0A03A0, o bh rHeB/bHBUH. KaKO 6h no>KyTe;io oa
>KyAH5e sa jienoTOM sBesAa, o bh hoxotjbhbuh. KaKO 6h
no6jieAejio oa crpaxa, Aa My hcko ne sarpaAH nyx, o
BH CTpam/bHBUH. KaKO 6h noTaMHejio oa Spnre, o bh
6pH>KHH MHoro6pH>KHH. KaKO 6h ce Ha6opa;io h ocxa-
pejio xpaHeiiH ce jyHauiHDHM 3Jiom, o bh s/ionaMXHJia.
KaKO 6h sajiyrajio ca opaBor nyxa oxHMajyfen ce o
npaBO, BH xejiajiH npaBa. KaKO 6h ce oxjiaAHjio h
yMpjio, H CBy BacHOHy OKy>KH;TO cbojom CMpfey, o bh
nponoBeAHHUH CMpxH,
KaKBa cpefea sa CBex, mxo ce cyHue HHKaA Hefee
yrjiCAaxH na Bac, chhobh h Kfeepn seMjbe.
Vne, cyHue ne sna mhofo cxsapH Kao bh, a;iH sna
BeHHxo ABe cxBapn: a^ je cjiyra h a^ je SHaK. Aa je
cjiyra Onora, ko ra je y>Kerao ; h a^ je snaK Onora,
Ko ra je nocxaBHO cedn na cjiy>K6y.
ByAHxe h bh cjiyre Onora, ko Bac ocBexjbaBa cyHueM
cnojta H C060M HSHyxpa, h OKycnhexe cjiacx Bennxe
MJiaAOCXH.
ByAHxe h bh snaK Onora, ko Bac je nocxaBHO Me^y
SBepHH^e seMajbCKO, h HaAMarnHhexe cjaj cynua. Sancia,
CBe sBepHH^e oko eac njiHBafee y cpehn noA spauHMa
Banie Ao6poxe, Kao mxo Meceun njiHBajy oko cynaua.
Ho Luxa je cynue, h cbc SBesAe, ao xyMKe nenejia,
Kpo3 Koje 6jiHCxaiiJ Th, Cnne Bo>kjh? XyMKe nenejia,
mxo y6jia>KaBajy cjaj Tboj h npocejaBajy ra Kpoa ce6e
Kao Kpo3 rycxo chxo? Jep rjie, y Tbomp nynoM cjajy
HHmxa ce ne 6h bhacjio ao Te6e, Kao mxo ce y nox-
nyHOM MpaKy HHmxa ne bhah ao MpaKa.
focnoAe, FocnoAe, He onajin nac Tbojhm cjajeM,
HenoAHom;bHBHM 3a name ohh, h hc ocxaBH Hac y nojiy-
.MpaKy, y KOMe ce cxapn h xpyne.
2*
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Th jeAHHH SHaui Mepy HauiHX noTpe6a, FocnoAe,

cjiasa Te6H!

XVII

OryHCHH Cy MH CaBeiH JbyACKHX CTapemwHa h My-

Apaua, — KaKo cy mh OTy>KHH —
oa KaAa Teoja
MyApocT saxpece Moje cpue h MOsaK, Cbcth Bo>Ke.
He Bepyjy y TBOJy ceexjiocT ohh, Koje MpanHH
npoxTCBH cpua ByKy y nponacx. KaMeny uixo ce
Koxpjba HH3 6pA0 HeMa npenoHa. LUxo Beha cxpMCH
H HM>Ka nponacx, xo je n Koxpjbatte KaMena cbc 6p>i<e
H CBe He3aAp>KaHHJe.
)eAaH iMpaHHH npoxxeB cbojhm ycnexoM nsMaivubyje
Apyrn, Apyrn xpehH, aok cbc mxo je Ao6po y HOBCKy
He ycaxne, h CBe mxo je 3;io He noxeKHe xokom 6yJHue.
Aok ce ca cbhm ne o6poHH srpaAa JXyxa Csexora h
cno.T^a H Hsnyxpa.
JloK npesnpaHH CBexHH^e ne noHny npesnpaxH caMH
ce6e M yHHxejbe ceoje.
J\oK najcjia^e c/iacxn ne nonny mx ryuiHXH cbojhm
CMpaAOM.
Aok ce CBa 6jiara, sa Koja cy ohh cyceAe y6HJajiH
H rpaAOBe pyuJHJiH, ne nonny pyraxn h>hxoboj pyroSH.
TaAa OHH KpaAJbHBo npHAH>Ky ohh CBOje k He6y, h
Kpo3 rnoj CBora dwha, odecBehenor h ycMpACJior, Bannjy:
Cbcxh Bo>Ke!
KaKO Me Bpe^a Kao Bpyiia cxpejia pa3MexJbHB0Cx
jbyAH CBOJOM MotiH OA KaA ca3HaA0x 3a TBOjy Mofeny
pyKy, CBexH KpenKn!
3HAajy Kyjie oa KaMena, h roBope: 6o;bH cmo 3h-
AapH OA XBora Bora. A ja hx nnxaM: a^ Jih bh, hjih ouh
BaujH, ca3HAacxe 3Be3Ae?
npoHajia3e cbcxjiocx y seM/bH, h xBajie ce: snaMO
BHUje Hero tboj Bor. A ja hx nnxaM: ko 3aKona cbcxjiocx
noA 3eM;by, j\a je bh nponat^exe?
/lexe no BasAyxy, h naAMeno roBope: caMH ce6H
CTBopncMO Kpn-na, rAe je XBOJ Bor? A ja hx nnxaM: ko
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21

Bac noAcexM Ha Kpwjia h jieTeFte aKO He THue, Koje He

CTBOpHCTe BH?
Ho, rjie, KaA mm Th oTBopHiii ohv sa neMoh h>h-
xoBy! KaA 6ec;iOBecHe CTBapn noKa>Ky hm CBOjy rpAOCHy
Mofe; KaA ce yM HjHxob nanynH ny^eH^eM 3Be3AaHHM
KyjiaAia, uito ce 6e3 cxySoBa h TeMejta j\pyKe y npo-
CTpaHCTBy; KaA ce cpue HjHXObo HcnynH cxpaxoM oa
HeMohw H 6e3yAi;ba H^HxcBa, —
xaAa ohh y CTHAy h
CKpyuieHOCTH npyH<ajy pyne k Te6H h BHny: CseTH
KpenKw!
KaKO Me >KajiocTM HOBenje npeueHjUBaH^e OBora
>KHBOTa OAKaA OKycHx cjiacT TBOje SecMpXHOCXH, CBexH
BecMpxHw!
KpaxKOBHAH BHAe caMO OBaj >khbox, h roBope: obo
je jeAHHH >KHBOx, H A^JTHMa CBOJHM yHHHHfeeMO xa 6e-
CMpxHHM Me^y jbyAHMa. A ja mm BejiHM: aKO je Bam
nonexaK Kao pena, OHAa Mopa HMaxH CBOj HSBop; aKO
je Kao ApBO, Mopa HMaxH CBOj Kopen; aKO je Kao spaK
ceexjiocxH, Mopa AOJiasHXH oa HeKor cynua. M jom hm
BejiHM: Me^y CMpxHHMa jih 3acHHBaxe CBOjy 6ecMpxH0Cx?
Jlo>KHxe oratt> y boah.
Ho KaA yrjieAajy H3ry6e aBa3, h MyKa hm
CMpx,
cxerne cpue. KaA OMHpHmy Meco cbojhx MpxBHX Hesecxa;
KaA cnycxe y paKy 6e33paHHa jiHua cbojhx npnjaxejba;
KaA cxaBe pyKe na oxjiaAHejie rpyAH cbojhx CHHOBa; KaA
ca3Haay, a^ ce hh KpajbCBH cbojhm KpynaMa nncy mofjih
oxKynnxH oa cMpxH, hh jynaun cbojhm MHUiHuaMa, hh
MyApauH CBOJOM MyApomhy, —
xaAa ocexe cxyACH Bexap
CMpxH FAe H Ha HdHX Aysa, h naAajy na KOJiena, h o6a-
pajy rjiaBe HaA o6opeHOM ropAomhy cbojom, h mojic ce
TeSn CsexH BecMpxHH, noMHJiyj nac
:

XVIII

IIOKaJTG C6 OA CBOJHX nyxoBa, cxanoBHHUH 3eMn>e.

fjie, OKO /^OMatiHHa CBexa 6ah Ay6oKo y BaMa. He Be-
pyjxe saBOAJbHBHM OHHMa CBOJHM, nycxHxe Oko a^ BaM
ocBexjiH nyx. Bame ohh cy 3aBeca na OKy Bo>KjeM.
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noKajaH>e npwsHaite norpeiiiHor nyxa. FloKa-

je
jatbe npoceua hob nyr. floKaJHHKy ce oxBapajy 04h
3a ABa nyxa: 3a OHaj, kojmm w^e, h sa OHaj, kojhm xpefia
fla HAe.
BHiiie je OHHx, kojh ce Kajy^ ho ohmx, kojhCKpehy
CBOje KOJiecHHue Ha hob nyx. Ka>KeM saM: ABe xpaSpo-
cxH noxpeSne cy noKaJHMKy — jeAHOM xpa6poiuhy j\3. ce
sanjiane naA cxapHM nyxoM, h ApyroM Aa ce o6paAyje hobom.
UJxa BaM BpcAH KajaiH ce a cxajiHO xanKaxH no
cxapoM nyxy? KaKO nasHBaxe noBCKa, kojh ce AaBH m
BHHe 3a noMok a KaA My ce noMoh yKa>Ke ne XBaia
ce 3a KOHon cnace^a? TaKO h ja nasHBaM Bac.
noKajxe ce oa >Kejbe aa obhm CBexoM h cbhm mxo
je y OBOM CBery. Jep cbcx je OBaj rpo6jbe BaiiiHX npe-
AaKa, Koje cxojH oxBopeno h nena sac. Join Majio Majio
H BH hexe 6hth npexuM h yKeneheje nyxH pen noKajaH^e,
HO nehexe je HyxH.
Kao mxo BCxap Ayxne h oahccc Marjiy HcnpeA cynu^,
xaKO fee CMpx oahcxh Bac HcnpeA JiHi^a Bo>KHja.
rioKajaH^e noAMJiai^yje cpue u npoAy>Kyje Ben. Cyse
noKaJHHKa nepy xaMy ca OHHjy, h Aajy AexHH>H cjaj
OHHMa. y Mora jeaepa oko je Kao y cpne, Ba3Aa B;ia>KHO
H AHJaManxcKH cjaJHO. SaHCxa, BJiara y oHHMa Hcymyje
rnee y cpuy.
Kao HOB Meceu xaKBa je jxyuia y noKajnuKa. Oyn
Meceu Mopa Aa onaAa, hob Meceu Mopa Aa pacxe.
rioKajHHK KpHH H>HBy CBOjc ji,yiue OA KopoBa, H ceMe
Ao6pa noHHH>e Aa pacxe.
SaHCxa, HHJe noKaJHHK onaj ko xyryje 36or jeAHor
yHHH^enor 3Jia ho onaj, ko xyryje 36or cbhx 3ajia, KOje
je y cxapfcy yHHHHXH. MyAap AOMahwH ne cene caMO
OHaj xpH uixo ra je y6o ho h cBaKH xpn na h>hbh mxo
HCKa Aa ySoAe.
FocnoAe moj, noxHxaj h noKa>KH hob nyx noKaJHHKy,
KaAa npe3pe cboj cxapw nyr.
MajKo He6ecHa, HeBecxo CeecBexora Ayxa, npHrHW
ce K cpuy HamcM, KaA ce KajcMO. OxBopw hcxohhhk cy3a
y HaMa, Aa ce onepcMO oa xemKe HJiOBane, mxo naM
OMH noMyxM.
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23

flyme CeecBeTH, flyxHH h pasarHaj HeHHCTH saaax

H3 j\yme noKajHHKa, uito ra je ryujHO h noKajatty npHBeo.
MOJIHMO Th Ce H nOKJlOHHMO, >KHBOTBOpHH H MofeHH
Ayiiie!

XIX
ycp6fl rpaje H nopyro JtyACKe y3AH>Ke ce MOJiHTBa
Moja K Te6H, IJ,ape moj h UapeBHHO Moje. MojiHTBa je
TaMjaH, UITO 6es npecraHKa Ka/^H flymy Mojy h ysAHHce
je K Te6H, h npHrH6a Te6e k tboj.
CarHH ce, Uape moj, a^ th manHeM HaJMHjiHJy xajHy,
HajTaJHHJy MOJiHXBy, HajMOJiHTBCHHJy meihy. Th ch npeAMex
CBHX MOJiHTaBa MojHX, CBcra HCKatfca Mora. HniuTa oa
Te6e He BawcTHHy, caMO Te6e.
HiiiTeM,
Lilraj\a Tpa>KHM oa Te6e, uito Me He 6h oabojhjio

OA Te6e? J\a byjj^em rocnoAap naA hckojimko ssesAa?

He hy jih c To6om rocnoAapHTH naA CBWMa SBesAaMa?
^a SyACM npBH Mei^y n^yAHMa? KanaB ctha sa Mene,
KaA Me Th sa TpnesoM Cbojom 6yAem CTaBHO na no-
cjieAu>e MecTO
fla Me cjiaBe mhjihohh jbyACKHX ycTa? KanaB y>Kac
3a MCHe, KaA ce CBa Ta ycTa nanyne seMjbOM
Aa ce OKpy>KHM HajAparouennjHM CTBapHMa h3 ue-
jiora CBCTa? KaKBo noHH>KeH3e 3a Meue, Aa Me Te CTBapn
HaA>KHBe, H Aa CHJajy h OHAa KaA seMjLaHa TaMa HcnyuH
OHH MOJe !

fla Me He pacTaB^^aui oa npnjaTejba mojhx? Ax,

pacTaBH Me, FocnoAe, pacTaBw Me ujto npe oa npnja-
TejLa MOJHx, jep ohh cy HajAe6;bH 3ha M3Me^y Te6e
H MeHe.
3a UJTO Aa ce mojihmo, roBOpe cyceAH mojh, KaA
HaM Bor He ycjinmaBa MOJiHTse? A ja hm sejiHM: Bama
MOJiHTBa HHJe MOJiHTBa HO Top6apeH>e. Bh ce ne mojihtc
Bory, AS BaM a^ Bora ho i^aBOJia. 3a to MyApocT ne-
6ecHa He npHMa MO/iHTBe ca jesHKa Bauier.
3a UITO Aa ce mojihmo, ponfey cyceAH mojh, KaA
Bor 3Ha ynanpcA uiTa naMa Tpe6a? A ja ca >Ka<aoujhy
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BaMa HHiuTa He Tpe6a
onroBapaM: saHcra, Bor 3Ha, fla

SSTera iejiHHora. Ha spaTHMa «yiue Bame Oh neKa

Momtbom ce oTsapajy Bpaxa sa yjiasaK bcjih
Ja y?e.
SncrBeHora Uapa. He roBopHie m^ h je«aH ApyroMe
Ha BpaiHMa: mojihmo, y^HTe?
H>eroBOi CJiaBH
He TpawH Bor cjiasy Ce6H ho saMa.
HHuira, KaMO ;iH hexe B„^
CBH CBCTOBH He Mopy ROflaxH
ne Bora, y Maera je
MojiHTsa Bauia npocJiaBJba Bac a
penn, Koje y mo;ihtbh
nyHoha H mh;ioct. Cse Ao6pe
na Bac.
vnyTHxe H^eMy, Bpahajy ce ABory6o
Te6H ce ]e«HHOM
CBeTJiocHH Uape moj h Bowe Moj,
MeHe Kao 6y]aH hotok
MoiHM H noK;ioHHM' Ms^H cc y
wHsoxBopHa bo«o,
V TenaH necaK. CaMO ce Th
hsjih,
h 6enH jaraH^uH
Lko he oHAa xpaBa pacxH no necKy
nacTH no xpaBH. .

MOjy, >KHBOxe
CaMO ce Th hsjih y cyxoxny ayuiy
MOJ H Cnaceae Moje.

XX
nocMaipaj ceOe Kao yiwpjia, ^«^0P"^ y^i,""^"
cMpxn. YxynH waoKy
"o^";
na He hem hh occxhxh AOJiasaK
CMpxn 3a >KHBOTa, h KaA
^e
ne he xe HMaxH hhm

^ HOBopo^eno nyAO,
HocMaxpaj ce6e csaKO jyxpo Kao
H HP feeui ocexHXH
cxapocxH.
cwpx je bch
He HuiHeKyi RonasaK CMprn, jep
r;ie,

3y6H H^enn cy HenpeKHAHO

Aouiia M He nJ^a h3 xe6e.
"pe TBora Poi,^^;^
JTbomc Mecy. Oho uixo je >KHBe.o oho je h caAa >khbo
c.vipx,
i ujxo he HaA>KHBexH xBOJy
y xe6H. „ ,
-^z
naHXJbHKy Bpewena, koio
lenne HohH OAcyKa anre/i
HH KoaTHe Morax cariieAaxH, h noKa3a mm
naHx;bHUH
.PacxojaH>e, Be.H, H3MeDy
Jbc xale jeAHy ys Apyry.
ie fly>KHHa TBora
BCKa .

"' 'iRP TaMKe TO

TP
h xpe6a
-i M«i BCK je 3HaMH, Beh npoLuao, y3B"KHyx
aa caM cnpe^aH 3a nyx.
Tpe6a ah cm
Kao BpeAna ao-
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MahHua, Koja aanauiFbH a^h npoBOAw HHcretiH aom h

cnpeMajyhH Aapoee sa cyTpamtfey cjiaey.
SaHCTa, AaHauifbH a^h CBHjy cwHOBa jbyACKHX hc-
nyH>eH je BefiHM a^jiom 6pHroM sa a^h cyTpamtt>H. Ho
Majio je OHHX, KOJH Bepyjy y TBOje o6eka}he u 6pHHy,
mxa fee 6hth cyxpaAaH nocjie CMpiH. Hena 6yAe Moja
CMpx, FocnoAe, noc;ieAH>H ysAax He sa obhm CBexoM
HO sa 6;ia>KeHHM h BeHWTHM Cyxpa.
Me^y yraiueHMM CBehaMa mojhx npHjaxcjba n Moja
CBefea AoropeBa. He JiyAyj, Kapax caMa ce6e, h ne >Ka;iH
uiTO CBefea AoropeBa. 3ap xaKO Majio Jhy6i\m npHJaTen^e
CBOJe, A^ ce 60JH111 nohH sa H^Hivia, sa MHoruM OAuieAuiMM?
He >KajiH iiiTO CBefea AoropeBa ho uito nejacny m AWMHy
ceexjiocT ocraBjba sa co6om.
JXyim Moja npHBHKJia je HSJiasHTH h3 Tejia nocBe-
AHeBHO H nocBenofeno, h onpy>KaTH ce ao rpaHHua Ba-
ce.Tbene. TaKO nopacjia ona ocefea, KaKO cyHua h MeceuH
njiHBajy no ftoj Kao j]a6yAH no jesepy momc. Ona spanw
Kpos cynua k noApnoBa >khbot Ha seMjbawa. Ona ap>i<h
njiaHHHe h Mopa; ona ynpaejba rpoMOBUMa h BeTpoewMa. Ona
HcnyH^aBa CByKOJiHKo Jyne, flanac h Cyxpa. M Bpafea ce na
KonaK y jeAHO TecKo6HO h ipouiHO o6MTa;iHiiJTe na jeAHOJ
OA seMajba. Bpafea ce y Tejio, Koje OHa joui MHHyi— ABa
HasHBa CBOJHM, H Koje ce Kao H^ena cenna nejiyja Me^y
xyMKaMa rpo6oBa, Me^y neiuxepaMa SBepoea, Me^y jay-
UHMa npeeapeHMX HaAa.
He >KajiHM ce na CMpx, >Khbh Bo>Ke, ona mm ne
HHHH HHUJTa Ha >Kao. To je CTpaiuHJio, KOje je hobck
caMOMe ce6H cxBopno. Jane oa csera na seMjbH CMpT
Me rypa y cycper Te6H.
JeAan opax HMaAOx npeA KyhoM, h CMpx mm ra yse.
Bh mm >Kao Ha CMpx h KJiex je roeopefen: sa ujto ne
yse Mene, nenacHTa SBepH, ho H>era SesrpeuiHora?
Ho caAa h ce6e CMaxpaM yMpjiHM, h 6;iHsy opaxa Mora.
BeCMpxHH Bo>Ke Moj, nor;ieAaj mhjiocthbo na jeAny
AoropeBajyfey CBehy. M ohhcth njiaMen H^eH. Jep caMO
HHCT n/iaMen AM>Ke ce k jiHuy TBOMe, u yjiasH y oko
TBOje, KOJHM rjieAaiH caB CBex.
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XXI
MaJKO Hedecea, npuMH Me y c/iaBy TBojy. Jep
CJiaBa CBeTCKa r^e OMpKHe ne ocBane. M KpyHa, Kojy
jbyAH A^jy, yBCK je xpHOB Benau sa pasyMHe n jiy^aHKa
Kana 3a SesyMHe. J\ok je sjiaxo noA seMjbOM ceaK ra
BOJiH H Tpa>KH. KaA ce nonne na rjiaBy jeAHora HOBCKa,
MpaK saBHCTH H Mp>Ktt>e ocjienH My cjaj.
VhMHM Me CKpHBeHHM SJiaxOM y HajCKpHBeHHJOJ pH3-
HHUH Tbojoj: Aa HHKO He 3Ha 3a MeHe ochm Te6e. Jep
AOKJie Me Th 3Haiu ja caM SHan; AOKJie Me caMO jbyAH
3Hajy, Moje je HMe — cyMtfca.
CaKpH Me OA 3J1HX OHHjy CBexa, jep 3e;ieHHM oa
H>HX. HyBaj Me Kao xajny, KOjy 3aBHCx He MO>Ke na-
cjiyxHXH. ByAH MyAPHja oa Mene, h He o6jaBJi>yj we
HHKOMe. Fjie, ja HMaAOx Te6e Kao naJMHJiHJy xajny, h
o6jaBMX Te CBexy, h CBex mh ce Hapyra. Jep 3aBHCx ce
pyra, KaA He MO>Ke a^ oxmc.
ripHjaxejbH MOJH, Luxa HMaxe oa cjiaBC jLyACKe ao
nnjancxBa, Koje ce noHHH^e necMOM a 3aBpujaBa jie>Ka-
H^eM y 6jiaxy?
rtpHjaxejbH MOJH, CBa ycxa mxo BaM neBajy xeajiy,
3Hajy join 3a jeAHy cynpoxny necMy, KOjy hexe bh nyxH
AOUHHJe.
Be>KHxe OA cjiase mxo jihhh na Kyjiy ca3HAaHy na
jie^HMa KHxa, j\3. BaM ce ne nacMejy ca o6ajie h nenpH-
jaxe.i>M M npHJaxejbH.
A jeAHOAyuiHa cjiaBa mxo oa Jhyj\u A0Jia3H Haj6e3-
c.iaBHHJa je, jep je pasHOAyuJHa.
Ako JiH je Bama cjiaBa HarpaAa oa HapoAa, OHDia
cxe BM McnjiafceHH naAHWHap, h cyxpamH^w a^h MO>Ke Aa
Bac H36aun h3 CBOje H>HBe.
3aHcxa, nnjeAan hobm a^h ne npH3Haje Bam yroeop
c npomjiHM A^HOM. CBaKw oxBapa HOBy H^HBy m mhhh
HOBy noroASy.
Ako je Bama cjiaBa j\eno Bame Mumwue, Bamn a^hh
6Mhe FHCB, a Bame HohH cxpax.
Ako je Bama cjiasa a^jio Bame MyApocxw, OBa fee
6mxh yja/iOBJbeHa oa c/iase name h hc fee ce Mohw KpexaxH.
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Ako JiH cjiaBy soBexe cjiaBOM cbojom, He6o

CBojy
fee Bac KasHHTH sa jia>K h oiMHuy.

nomexaJTe ca cbojom c/iaBOM no rpo6;by h bhahtc,

Aa JiH fee Bac jvpxPH cjiaeHTH.
SancTa, BH Befe HenpecxaHO uiexaxe no rpo6jby, u
OA noKpexHHx rpo6oBa npwMaxe cjiaey. Ko he Bac cjia-
BHXH, Kaa noKpexHM rpoSoBH nocxany nenoKpexHw?
OM<a;iocxHfeexe ce BeoMa y ApyroM csexy, KaA 6y-
Aexe HyjiH ncKpeno MHiujbeffce o ce6H oa ohhx, kojh
cy Bac y OBOMe CBexy cjiaBHJiw.
MajKO He6ecHa, caKpn Me Ay^OKO oa OHHJy JbyA-
CKHX n OA jesHKa jbyACKor xaMO, KyAa caMO Tbojc oko>
nposnpe h rAe ce caMO TBOja pen nyje.
MoJiHM Th ce, Benna jlenoxo Moja!

XXII

ChhG BOH^JH JeflHBH, npMMH Me y MyApocx TBOJy.

Th ch rjiaBa cbhx cnnoBa jbyACKHx, Th HdHxob neSecHH
pasyM, o6acjaHDe h paAOBaHbe.
Th ch Onaj mxo hcxo Ao6po mhcjih y CBHMa jbyAHMa:
Hcxa MHcao h cbcxjiocx Hcxa. To6om HOBeK HOBeKa no-
3Haje, T060M HOBeK HOBeKy npopoKyje. Tbojhm rjiacoM
jbyAH ce Hyjy, Tbojhm jesHKOM pasyMejy. BancxHny, Th
CH CBenoBeK, jep cbh jbyAH cy no cyiiixacxBy y Te6H h
Th y CBHMa h y CBCMy.
Th SHAaiii yM jbyACKH, cenna pasH^yje.
a Tsoja
Th ch yo6;iHMHO CBe 06/iHKe, h na cbc h>hx yAapMO
nenax Cbojc MyApocxn. Th ch casAao CBe cyAOBe oa
aeMJbe h cbc hx najiHO necMOM h paAomhy Csexor
JeAHHHHHor TpojcxBa, a cenKa TBOJa Kanyjia je y CBaKH
cyA Kan >KajiocxH, kojom >KajiocHH nnmy >Ka;i6e na Te6e.
FocnoAe BejinnaHCXBeHH, mxo nrpam y Kpnjiy Ma-
xepe CBOJe, o>KHBOxBopeHOM AyxoM CsecBexHM, HcnpaBH
yM Moj yMOM Tbojhm, h ohhcxh ra cjajeM Tbojhm oa
>KaJ10CHHX MHCJIH, OA >Ka;iOCHHX CJiyXFfcH, OA >KaJ10CIIHX
njianoBa. FocnoAe Be;iHHaHCXBeHH moj.
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Th HcnyHjaBaui CBy Aymy Maxepe CBoje, cea acbh-

HaHCKa HeApa Ihena m HHUiTa Hejvia y jiymu Maxepe
—
;

ocHxM Te6e. Th ch Ihen cjaj h H:>eH rjiac, sancxa

OKO hbeHO H necMa H^ena.
Th ch noHoc FocnoAa Ayxa CBexor, agjcxbo Fte-
roBO H njioA hberoB, —
FberoBO sanHMaiLe h hberoBO
AHBjtehbe! FocnoAe BejinnaHcxBeHH, uixo Hrpam y Kpnjiy
Maxepe CBOje, o>KHBoxBopeHOM AyxoM CBexHM!
Th ch xpa6pocx CBexe TpojHue, hben xepoHsaM h
FbeHa HCxopHja. JeAaH ipoJHHaH spaK Th ch ce ycyAHO
nycxHXH y xaoc h MpaK, u CBex je nocxao, nyAo, —
Kora ce oko He MO>Ke narjieAaxH hh yxo nacjiymaxH,
TBopne H OKa h yxa.
M CBe OBO HyAO caMO je 6jieAa cjiHKa TBOja, caMO
yMHo>KeH H noBpe^en jihk Tboj y KOMaAHMa nojiyspan-
Hor orjieAajia.
Cpue Moje >KyAH 3a ue;iHM oSpasoM Tbojhm, Cnne
Bo>KJH. Jep ropHHHa je 6hxh ago o6pa3a TBora, uixo ce
HecHrypno Jiejiyja na oKeany xaMe.
Pauinpn xecKo6y j\yme MOje, lUHpHHO xpocyHHanor
Bo>KaHcxBa.
OcBexjiH yM Moj, CBexjiocxH anrejia h cxBapn.
OcjiOBecH >KHBOx MOj, FIpeMyApo Cjiobo Bo>Kje. YHnHH
Ayuiy Mojy AeBOJKOM, h 6yAH hbeno oko, h necMa H>eHa.

XXIII

O/iaja flyine MOJe HHJe naBexpena, a Th Kyuam na

Bpaxa, CxpaujHH Ayme Csexn. CaMO jeAan xpenyxsK,
AOK H3BexpHM OAajy CBOjy oa HenncxHX AyxoBa, na fey
Th oxBopHXH. Jep oBaKo h j\a oxBopHM, Th ne 6h yiuao
y OAajy nyHy py>KHa saAaxa, h yAajtno 6h ce oa mojhx
Bpaia aa naBeK. CaiVio jeAan xpenyxaK, mojihm Th ce,
HajBetiH rocxe moj!
Ax, cxHAe Moj H M<a;iocxH Moja, KaKO
oxe>Ke ce
OBaj jeAan xpeHyxaK Joiu Ma;io Majio, h uejiH moj BeK
!

Ha 3eMjT>H CMCCxwhe ce y OBaj' xpenyxaK. A Th cxpn-

jbHBO MCKauj npeA BpaxHMa, h ocjiyiuKyjeiiJ moj j\ax.
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^pcKH cy HesBaHH rocTH y Menu,ApcKH h BeoMa

HaMHO>KeHH. rio^eM JIH Aa OXBOpHM npOSOp, OHH MH
3aTe>Ky pyKe HasaA. FIo^eM jih k BpaTHMa, a^ occthm
TBOje >KHBOTBOpHO npHcycTBO, OHH MM cc cnyiaBajy oko
Hory. Besame Me HaBHKOM Ha h^hxob raAan saAax, na
CTpenHM OA CBe>KHHe h apxthm oa hobmhc. Ax, caMO
Aa He OAOUHHM a^ Te6H Bpaxa otbophm!
Ho eBO H no ueny CMpxH OBor poncKor >KHBOTa
ja fey OTBopHTM CBe npo3ope mnpoM h hmchom FIpeHHCTe
/^eBOJKe H CHHa FbeHor HSjypHhy hs ce6e CBe naKocne
rocnoAape h Tupane jxyuie Moje. A Th KaA y^em, o>kh-
Btheui Mojy jieuiHHy Tbojhm >khbotbcphhm a^xom, Tbojom
MJiaAajiaHKOM cnaroM, Tbojom n3y6aBHOM pocoM.
flyme MyiuKe cnare, jyTapH^e jeapwHe, BeHepH^e th-
lUHHe; OA cna, 6p>KM oa Bexpa, CBen^HJH oa poce,
jiaKiiiH
cjia^H OA MaxepHjer r;iaca, CBeiJiHJH oa njiaMena, CBe-
THJH OA CBHX >KpTBeHHKa, CHa>KHHjH OA BaCHOHe, >KHBJbH
oa >KHBOTa, —Te6H ce xMOJihm m hokjiohhm, yApy>KH ce
ca MHOM Ha BpjieTHOM nyxy Ka BennoM 6;ia>KeHCTBy
TpoJHHHor Bo>KaHCTBa.
Jlyme orHDCHH, mio ce HHKaA ne OABajam oa Bennor
/^eBMHancTBa, npoHSw MOjy Ayii^y, " ohhcth je, h ocBexjiii
je, H HaMHpHuiH je He6ecHHM xaMjanoM, h ycejiH ce y
H^y, H yMHHH je Cbojom neBecxoM, a^ 6h ce y HdOj sa-
HCjia necMa MyApocTn Bo>Kje; a^ 6h ce y H>oj OTBopwjio
Oko BeHHocTH.
Th uito pano paHHui h HHKaA ne cnaBam, Haynn,
Me A^ 6ahm 6yAH0 h HCKaM CTpnjhMBO.

XXIV
Th niTO flOJieBam oa CBora CBCTora yjba y SBesAe,
H OA SeayMHHX no>Kapa npaBHUi KaHAHJia npeA CjiasoM
HeSecHOM, aojihj Ce6e h y MOJy Jiyuiy, h oa CTpacHor
no>Kapa nanpaBH KanAHJio npcA nedecHMa.
Th aiTO HenyJHO xoahuj no uBexHHM noJbHMa, h
KponHLU UBehe Cbojom 6jiaroAahy, Aa Kpo3att> ne rjieAa
Kpe seMjbe ho Kpacoxa Bo>Kja, noKponn h nojbe MOje
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Ayme eBOjOM 6;iaroAahy, Aa ce 3a it He 6h peKjio: Ha6yjajio

OA KpBH seM/bHHe, — Hero: yKpaiueHO KpacoTOM Bo>kjom.
Th iHTo no CBaKOM nenejiy Memaiu h ycHnaiii
>KHBOT, ycHH >KHBOTa H y neoco Mora xejia, a^ >khbhm
H cjiaBHM A^Jia TBOja.
Th ujto yKpofeaBam oraH> h sexap, h oa 6ecoBa
npaBHiH cjiyre BHmH^era, yKpoTH ropAOCT Mojy h ynHHH
Me cjiyroM Bwuiftera.
Th ujto MHjiyjem seepoBe y Ay^paBaivia, noMHJiyj h
MeHe osBepenor HesnaHbeM.
Th uito CBaKO ceMe >KHBOTa onjio^aBam; uito Jie6AHm
y CBaKOJ yTpo6H; mxo y jajexy nTHHHJer rnesAa ceAHUi
H MajcTopHmeuj hobo nyAO oa >KHBOTa, ohjioah, mojihm
Th ce, H HeBHAJbHBO ceMe Ao6pa y Menn h 6j\m naA HdHm
AOK He yspacxe.
JXyiue CxpaniHH h CBeMofenn, mxo oa pasSoJHHHKHX
netiHHa Cbojhm npncycxBOM npaBHUj cKjiOHHuixe He6y
H OA cxpamjbHBe BacHone xpaM Bory, ch^h y Mene,
MOJIHM Th ce, h HannHH oa maKe nenejia oho, mxo
Th M0>Kem h yMem.

XXV
Jlyme MPTBHX, npHApy>KHxe ce MOM cjiaBjteHby He-
6ecHe TpnaAe. KaKBa Apyror 3aHHMatt>a bh HMaxe Hero
HJiH Aa ce rpHHxe oa cxpaxa ji^aneKo oa Bora hjih a^ ce
mnpHxe on paAOCxn y 6;ih3hhh Bora?
OcxaBHJiH cie xejiecHH neneo, CBOjy OMHjbeny 6pHry,
H caAa HMaxe a^ ce 6pHHexe caMO CBojoj naroxn. ^a
jiH 6ap caAa yBni^axe, a^ HHJe xejio A^fiajio Mnpnc jxyuiu
Bamoj HO Ayma lejiy?
KaKO je xemKO rpemHOJ Aymw, KaA ocxane caMa ca
CBOJHM nyHHM MHpHCOM, Hepa3pet)eHHM no xejiy h ne-
CKpHBeHHM xcjiom! SaHCxa, TOHaK He hac caM y 6;iaxo,
aKo ra B03ap ne HaBeAe. He yBni^axe jih caAa, j\3. je ce
xoMaK ynpjbao BO/bOM B03apa? TonaK je npHMHO CBOjy
n/iaxy, h B03ap he npHMHXH CBOJy.
rpemne Aynie, ne >KyAHxe"BHme a^ ce BpaxHxe y
Tejio, Aa 6h to6o>k no6er;ie oa 3Jior MHpnca, mxo Bac
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TaMO ryuTH. Mcth mhphc bh 6h oner AOHejie co6om,

Taj
H yMHO>KH;ie ra y hobom xejiy.
fpeuiHe nyrnQy He >KyAHTe BHuie Aa y^exe y xejio,
^a 6h Kao H36ene oratt> iiixo Bac nene h ahm uixo Bac
ryujM! M oratt> h ahm bh hochxc co6om; h xejio 6h 6hjio
He cnacHJiau Bam ho >KpxBa Bama.
Ho ycxpeMMxe CBy na>KH>y CBOjy y Benno fleBHHan-
cxBO Bo>Kje, Koje MO>Ke pasarnaxH 3ao mhphc h3 Bac
H y Cwna fleBOjaHKor, kojh 6h Bac ocbcxjimo njiaivieHOM
MyApocxH xpo]H4He; m y J\yxa CBecBerora, kojh 6m E^^\
AOAao CHare h xpa6pocxH, a^ ce ysBHCHxe k anrejiCKHM
KpyroBHxVsa.
OHHrnfeene Ayme, mxo MHpHiiiHxe sanocHHje oa
CBHX Sajica/via seMajbCKHx, ne OABajajre ce oa Hac seMa/b-
CKHX, mxo jom Hac-ABa xyMapaMO no cxpaAajiHHM nyxo-
BHMa BamHM h no nenejiy BameM. Cbh hhcxh na seMjbH
6Hhe hhcxh h na He6y, h Snhe ApyroBH Bamn, naMnpn-
caHH pajcKHM 6a;icaM0M h o6yHeHH y AeBWHancKy 6ejiHHy.
ycHJiHxe jby6aB CBOjy npeMa naivia h MOJiHXBy CBOjy
sa nac. Jep nsMe^y sac h nac nexvia Apyre nperpaAe ao
HCMofene saBece xejia namer. Jep aKO cxe bh h H3MaKJiH
a MH saocxajiH, nyx je hcxh, h rpaA na Kpajy nyxa hcxh.
Hyuie npaBCAHC, h mh ce mo-ihmo FocnoAy sa Bac,
Aa Bam xoa k FteMy ojiaKma h y6p3a. Ma a^ HCMofe-
HHJH OA Bac MH CC HHaK MOJIHMO Bory 3a Bac. MOJIHMO
ce H3 jby6aBH, kojom ropn cpue name 3a Bac, Kao
mxo Mjia^H H HCMohHHJH 6pax npy>Ka pyKe CBOJe Aa
HOMorne cxapnjeM h MO^HHjeM.
Jep Kao mxo cy M/ia^a h cxapnja 6paiia jcaho xe;io
y OMHMa Jby6aBH, Koja hx je poAWJia, xaKO cmo mh h
BH jeAHO xejio y OHHMa npcMyApe h npeMohHe jby6aBH
EnmH^era.
Be36poJHa jaxa Ay^ua yMpjiHX, ne AeJinxe ce h ne
36yH3yjxe ce, h hc oSsnpHxe ce Bnme na xjiaAHO ocxpBO
seiviajbCKor >KHBOTa, y3 KOje cmo mh Majio6poJHH jom 3a
Hac-ABa npHnnjeHH aok ce h mh He npHApy>KHMo saMa
y jiexy aa xonjinje h CBexjinje npeACJie.
3a CBC Bac, h npaBCAne h rpemne, mojihmo ce mh,
nojiyMpxBH no;iy>KHBH, HeSecHoj Mh/iocxh: Aa ce He 36y-
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ftyjere,a^ ce He CTpamMxe h ne oSsHpere HasaA, ho

nyHHM .leTOMAa ce ycipeMHTecBe HanpeAHcee naBi^iiie, —
Ka CBeTyiocTH h paAOCxn
Ka MHpy H nyHofeH.

XXVI.
YCTaHBTe CBa CTBOpefta h noc;iy>KHTe TocnoAy,
M<HBOMe H 6pH>KH0xMe 3a Bac. noKJiOHHxe My ce h no-
cjiy>KHTe My, jep hhko Bac Behw oa H^era He nocexH
y OBOJ AOJiHHM cxpaxa h njiana.
Cjiyre AOJiase h npaee ce rocnoAapHMa. FocnoAap
AO^e H HanpaBH ce cjiyroM. C/iyrapcKH rocnoAapH namxe
ce j\3. sarocnoAape HaA luxo BHUie jbyAH h cxBapn, a
rocnoAapcKH Cjiyra namxH ce a^ nocjiy>KH mxo BefeeM
6pojy JbyAH h cxBapw.
YcxaHHxe jiHjiHje nojbCKe h saMHpHiUHxe, jep Bame
HMe noMeHyme FteroBa CBexa ycxa.
YcxaHH KaMeH>e h hokjiohh My ce, jep no xe6H cy
xoAHJie CBexe Hore PteroBe.
YcxaHH nycxHHDO h sapaAyj ce, jep xe6e je Oh
OCBeXHO HaJAy>KHM H HajXajaHCXBeHHJHM MOJlHXBaMa.
YcxaHH nuieHHuo h jio30, jep Oh Bac je 6jiaroc;iOBHO
MHMO CBe cxBapH. YcxaHHxe h 6jiaroc;iOBHxe Fa.
YcxaHHxe pH6e h npocjiaBHxe FocnoAa, jep 6eiue
r/iaAan h naxpanwcxe Fa.
YcxaHH BOAO M BasAyuie h noc;iy>KMxe My, jep Oh
Bac je Cbojom chjiom hhcxho h yMnpHBao.
YcxaHH AyAG H o6yuH ce y CBUjiy, jep na xe6H Oh
yrjiCAa rpemnnKa h cnace.
Ycxanuxe OBue u bo;iobh m HcnyHMxe ce cxpaxoM,
jep y BauieM xyAOM o6Hxa;iHiuxy Oh ce poAH.
YcxaHHxe xHi;e h sanojxe, jep Bac Oh y3AM>Ke 3a
npHMep .i>yAHMa.
^ YcxaHH yjbe h pa3ropH ce npcA npecxojiOM HberoBHM,
jep X060M noMasaH Oh ce 3apaA0Ba m cnace rpeiuHHuy.
YcxaHHxe xpn^e m xpcKO w cacxnAWTe ce, jep bm
My 6on 3aAaA0Cxe.
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YcxaHHTe rBO>K^e h apbo h noKajie ce, jep h 6e3-

BOjbHO HaHecxe My MyKe Ha Kpcxy.
YcTaHHTe >KHTejbH rpaAoea h sapHAajxe, jep bh
My He BepoBacTe.
ycxaHHTe cxapeiuHHe napoAne h nocnwxe ce nene-
JiOM, jep BH Fa ocyAHCxe.
YcxaHMxe cnpoMaCH h npHrpjiHxe Fa, jep Oh je
6oracxBo Bauie.
ycxaHHxe KpajbeBH h nojio>KHxe Kpyne npeA FtHM,
jep Oh Bac je jeAHHH nayHMO npaBOj MyApocxH o np-
BencxBy h cxapeuiHHCXBy.
YcxaHMxe rpeujHHUH h sajeuajxe npeA FbHM, jep
jeflHHo hberoBa pyna ne 6aua ce KaMCHOM Ha Bac.
ycxaHHxe npaBCAHHUH n Sahxc, jep Bo^ Bam ao-
jiasM BaM.
YcxaHMxe cbc SBesAe h sawrpajxe, jep CBexjioAaBau
Bam HAe BaM y nocexy.
YcxaHH BacHOHO H 3a6pyJH necMy FocnoAH^y, jep
FocnoA, >KHBH H 6pH>KHH 3a xe6e, ymao je y Te6e.

XXVII
THIie Me TfiOJe dyfle nsjyxpa, a myM jeaepa ycnaB-
jtyje yBene. He 6yAe Me XHue, hhxh mc ycnaBjbyje
jesepo HO Th, FjiacoApiune FocnoAe.
Th nosajMjbyjem XHuaMa rjiac Cboj h jesepy my-
Mop noHoiiHH. CBaKOMe rp/iy Th nosaJMH r;iac, h y
CBany iBap saxBopH aBas. OKpy>KeH caM rjiacoHomaMa
Tbojhm, Kao ynenHK MHorHM yMHxe/bHMa, h cjiymaM hx
HeyMopHO OA 3ope j\o Meceaa.
FjiacoApiiiHe FocnoAe, roBopn jacHHje Kpos rjiaco-
Home TBOje.
CyHue MH roBOpH o cjajy jiHua Tsora, a SBesAC o
xapMOHHJH 6Hfea TBora. Mhhm jcshkom roBopw cynue, a
HHHM je3HUHMa TOBOpC 3Be3Ae, HO CBH je3HUH HajicBajy
ce H3 HCXHX rjiacHHua. Y Te6e cy r/iacHHue, m Th nycxH
npsH rjiac mxo 3aApxxa y rjiyBHjiy h 6e3o6;iHHJy HHnera,
MojiHTBC Ha Jesepy. 3
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H paaSn ce y 6e36poJHe rjiacose h rjiacoHome Kao

rpoMOBHH o6jiaK y Kan/be KHuie.
FjiacoApuiHe FocnoAe, roBopH jacHHje Kpos rjiaco-
Houie Teoje!
JeAaH ycKJiHK ore ce h3 rpyAH BoroHeeecTe KaA
cnasH CHHa Csora, — jeAan rjiac npenytteHe jbySaBH, Koja
ce HHJe Morjia 3aApH<aTH y hyxatby. M laj ycKJiHK oa-
jeKHy y cpuy CHHa, h OAJeK xaj — xaj OAroBop Majun
Ha jby6aB — pacxypn J\yx CBexH CHa>KHHM pynajvia no
BacuejiOM npocxopy. OxyAa je caB npocxop HcnyH>eH
rjiacoHOUjaMa Tbojhm, FlecMO Moja h Jt)y6aBH Moja.
FjiacoApiuHe FocnoAe, roBopn jacHHje Kpos rjiaco-
Houie TBOje!
3a xo CH Th h roBopHO y npHHaMa, Chhc Bo>KiH,
H xyMaHHO cxBapH H Aora^aje Kao npHne o Bory CBe-
BHLUHjeMy. Th ch Jienwo pennMa h o>KHBji>aBao pennMa,
jep CH no3HaBao xajny ji>y6aBH. A xajna jby6aBH xajna
je peHH. Kp03 CBa 6H{ia, Kao Kpo3 xpy6e xanane h njia-
MCHe, H3;iHjie cy ce penn a Kpos penn JBy6aB He6a.
FjiacoApuine FocnoAe, Haynn Me Jb)6aBH Tbojoj
Kposa CBe r/iacoHOLue TBOje.

XXVIII

HeM H HeMyiDT ocefeaM ce, PacKomn MOja, KaA xohy

Aa HspasHM nocxojaHCXBO TBOje, h CBy nynohy TBOjy.
3a XO H MOJiHM CBy BacHony, Aa KJieKHe ca mhom h
roBOpH Mecxo MCHe, HeMor h neMyuixor.
3HAaM Th KaMeHe ojixape,* KaivieHH TeMejty HaAaH^a
Mor. A ropAejbHBH chhobh CBexa, iiixo ce npase 6jih>kh
cyceAH Te6e oa CBexnxejba Tbojhx, pyrajy ce: rjie He-
3Ha6ouJua, KaKO ce paAHJe KjiaH^a KaMeny Hero FocnoAy
3aHCxa, ne KjiaH>aM ce ja Kameny nero sajeAHO c
KaMeHOM FocnoAy >KHBOMe. Jep h KaMen ce yAajbH oa
FocnoAa h xpe6a cnaceH^a. Fpex Me ynnHH hchhcxhjhm
OA KaMeHa npeA ;iHueM He6a. HeKa ce h KaMen cnace
3ajeAH0 ca mhom, h Kao ojinneno nocrojancxBO neKa no-
MOPHe MOJHM c;ia6HM pcMHMa HspasHXH nocxojaHCXBO
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TipaBAe Bo>Kje. 3a to rpjiHM KaMCH Kao ca6paTa y npo

nacTH H Kao caSpaxa y mojihtbh h cnacetby.
riajiHM yjhe h BocaK Ha naMCHOM ojixapy, CseT-
jiocTH HeyracHBa. A ropAejtHBUH ce HaAWMajy h Buny:
rjie My>Ka cyjeBepHa, kojh He sna, Aa je Bor Ayx!
Sna cjiyra Tboj, FocnoAe, j\a ch Th Ayx, ho 3Ha
H TBOjy MHjiocT opeMa CBaKOj ojioth. Fla KaA bhahm
^jiMCTaBO yjbe h mhphchh BOcaK, ja roBopHM ce6H: mra
CH TH 6ojhu OA yjba H BOCKa? Kao uito cynue y noAHe
laKO yjbe h BOcaK y noHohn jacHHJe npeACTaBjbajy cbct-
jiocT FocnoAa cjiaBe nero tboj jesHK. HeKa th 6yAy noMofe y
MOJIHTBH. HeKa TH 6yAy ca6pafea y mojihtbh h cnaceH>y.
KpacHM ojiTap Tboj ApseHHM HKonaMa, h sjiaTHHM
KpCTOBHMa, H Cpe6pHHM pHHHAaMa, H CBHJieHHM TKaHH-
HaMa, H KH^HraMa cnaceH^a, ko>kom o6BHJeHHM. M h^.^hhm
Ay6oKe noKJiOHe npeA OKnheHHM ojiTapHMa Tbojhm. A
ropAejbHBUH ce CMejy h roBope: rjie HAOJionoKJiOHHKa,
KoJH ce He KJiaH>a FocnoAy ho neMyiiiTHM CTBapHMa
A Th snaui, jeAHHH MAOJie Moj, Aa ce ja caMO Te6H
KJiatt>aM. Ho A^ He 6h ropAOCT caBJiaAajia Moje cpue h
OAJio>KHJia cnacefte Moje, ja npnsHBaM h apbo h Tpasy,
H CMOJie H >KHBOT«H>e, A^ 3ajeAH0 ca mhom Bannjy k
Te6H, CBaKO cbojhm jesHKOM. fjie, CBa CTBopeHia no-
Tpe6yjy cnacen^a, sa to CBa h Tpe6a na ce 3Apy>Ke
Ha MOJIHTBH ca HOBeKOM, BO^OM rpexa H BotjOM cnaceH>a.
OcBefeyjeM xjie6 h bhho na ojiTapy Tbomc, h xpannM
ftHMa j\ymy CBOJy. HeKa ce pyrajy ropAejbHBun ao Kpaja
BpeMCHa, ja ce ne fey nocTHACTH H<ejbe, a^ ce T060M
XpaHHM H nOJHM, >KHBOTBOpHa XpaHO Moja.
KjiaH^aM ce npeA ojiTapoM KaMCHHM, a^ 6hx ce na-
yHHO CMaTpaTH CBy Bacnony ojiTapoM CBeBHiiJH>era.
XpaHMM ce ocBeheHHM xJie6oM h bhhom Ha ojiTapy
TBOMe, Aa 6hx ce naynno CMaTpaTH cbc ujto jeAeM
Tbojhm CBeTHMTejiOM,HCBe UITO HHJeMTBOjoMCBeTOMKpBjby.
MojiHM ce ca CBHMa CTBopeH^HMa h sa CBa CTBopeH>a,
Aa 6hx ce Haynwo CMnpen^y npeA T060M, h Aa 6hx hc-
Kaaao CBy Tajny MOJe jhy6aBW npeMa TeSn, Jby6aBH Cbc-
o6yxBaTHa.

3*
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XXIX
3a CBe rpexe JbyaCKe KajeM ce npcA To6om, Mhofo-
MHJiocTHBH. Fjic, ceMC CBHX FpexoBa HajiasH ce y kpbh
Mojoj! Cbojhm HanopoM h Tbojom MHJiomhy ja yrymyjeiVL
laj sjiH yceB a^h m Hofe. ^a He Hune KyKOJb ho HHCxa
nmeHHua na h^hbh FocnoAHaOj.
KajeM ce 3a cbc 6pH>KHe, luto Kjieuajy noA lepcTOM
6pHra H He snajy Aa nojio>Ke cbc 6pHre na Te6e. 3a
c;ia6a HOBeKa HenoAHOiujbHBa je h naJMaH^a 6pHra, a
3a Te6e je ojianHHa 6pHra Kao rpyABa cnera 6aMeHa y
orH>eHy neh.
KajeM ce 3a CBe 6ojiecHe, jep 6ojiecT je hjioa rpexa..
KaA ce KajaH>eM ohhcth Ayma, dojiecx HmnesaBa ca
rpexoM, H Th ce ycejbaBam y Aymy, Be4HT0 SApaBjbe Moje.
KajeM ce 3a HeBepHHKe, iuto HeBepoBatt>eM cbojhm
roMH/iajy 6pHre h 6ojiecTH h na ce6e h na npHjaxejbe
CBOje.
3a CBe 6oroxyjiHHKe KajeM uixo xyjie na Te6e
ce,
He 3Hajy}iH Aa xyjie na /^OMahnna, kojh hx OACBa h xpann.
KajeM ce 3a cbc HOBeKoy6Hi^e, uito y^Hjajy xy^
>KHB0x, Aa 6h CBOJ canyBajiH. OnpocxH hm, Mhofomh-
jiocxHBH, jep He 3Hajy mxa paAe. Jep ne snajy, Aa ncMa
ABa >KHBOxa y BacHOHH ho jeAan, h Aa neMa jiesl HOseKa
HO jeAan. Fla ceny nojia cpua, Aa 6u Apyry nojiOBHHy
ca^yBajiH. Ax, KaKO cy MpxBH ohh, kojh OAceKy nojia cpua!
KajeM ce sa KpMBOKJiexHHKe, jep sancxa h ohh cy
HOBeKoy6Mue, ce6ey6Hue.
3a CBe HjbaHKauje 6pahe CBOje h roMHjiape neno-
xpe6Hor 6oracxBa n/ianeM h ysAHuieM, jep j\yiny CBOJy
caxpaHMUje, h neMajy c hhm npeAa Te H3HfeH.
3a CBe ropAejbHBe h hohochxc njianeM h y3AHmeM,
jep cy npeA T060M Kao npocjaun c npasnoM xop6oM.
3a CBe njane h npo>KApn>HBe njiancM h ysAHmeM?
jep nocxame c;iyre CJiyry cbojhx.
3a CBe 6paKo;iOMHe KajeM ce, jep nponeBepHme
noBepeH^e Hyxa Ceexora, kojh mx H3a6pa, Aa Kpoa h^hx
HOBH >KHBox 3MAa. A OHH CJiykoy >KHBOxy oKpexoHje na
pyiueH^e >KHBOxa.
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3a cee MHororjiaro/bHee KajeM ce, FocnoAe, jep

HajflparoueHHJH ^ap Tboj, a^P penn, o6paTHiiie y jcbthh
necaK.
3a cee pyiuHOue cyceAHor orpbHuiTa h cyceAHor
MHpa KajeM ce h ysAHuieM, jep npOKJiecxBO HaeyKOiue
Ha ce6e h Ha ceoj napoA.
3a cea jiavKHa ycxa, sa cee Myrne ohh, sa cea
roponaAHa cpua, sa cee HenacHTe yTpo6e, sa cee Mpanne
yMOse, sa cey sjiy BO/by, sa CBe py>KHe noMHCJiH, sa
CBa y6HTaHHa cefeapfca, —
KajeM ce, njianeM h ysAwmeM.
3a CBy HCTopHjy jLyAH oa AAaMa ao Mene rpeuiHora
KajeM ce, jep CBa je HcropHJa y KpBH Mojoj. Jep caM ja
y AAaMy h AAaM y mchh.
3a CBe CBeroee, Kpynne h chthc, ujto ne Apxie
npeA CTpaiiiHHM npucycxBOM Tbojhm, n/iancM h BanwjeM:
B;iaAMKO MnoroMMJiocTHBH, noMHjiyj h cnacH Me.

XXX
HadpHIIIH, FOCnOUe, CBa cehaH>a Moja— ochm jcAHor.
Jep Me mmhc
cefeaft)a ciapuM h HCMofenHM. CefeaH^a mh
ynponamhyjy AanauiH^H a^h. Ona mh npnTHCKyjy AaHaiiJH>H
Aan npoLUJiomhy h cjiaoe mh naAy na GyAyfenocT, jep jvih y
jierHOHHMa manhy Ha yxo Swhe caMO oho uito je 6Hno.
:

A ja He >Ke;iMM, a^ 6yAe caMO oho luto je 6hjio.

Ja He >KejiHM, h Th ne FocnoAe, a^ dyAyfenocT
>Ke;iHiii,

6yAe noBTopena npouijiocT. HeKa 6yAe He6HBa;io, oho

UJTO ce HHKaA ne nojasH. CyBnuje je CKyno cynue, a^
6h rjieAajio caMO noBiopeHia.
YTpBene cxase saBOAe nyTHHKa. J\yro je scMjba
xoAHJia no seM/bH. AocaAne cy nocxajie xoAaMHje se-
MajbCKe, jep ce nonaBjbajy c KOJiena na KOJieno Kpos
. CBe BpeMe. Ms6pHiiiH, FocnoAe, CBa cehaH^a Moja ochm
jcAHor.
JeAHO jcAHHO cehaH>e ne Hs6pHiUH ho nojanaj y
MCHH. He MsGpHUiH HO HOjaHaj y cbccth MOJoj cehaHDe
Ha ony cjiaBy, uito HMaAOx KaA 6ejax caB c ToSom h
caB y Te6H, npe BpeMena h BpeMenux oGMana.
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KaA H 6ejax xapM0HH4H0 TpojunaH y cbctom

ja
jeAHHCTBy Kao luto ch Th oa bchhocth y bchhoct.
KaA M y MCHH Seme jxyuia, y npwjaTejbCTBy ca
CBemhy h >khbotom.
KaA H Moja jxyuia, 6eiue ACBMHaHCKa yxpoSa, h Moja
CBecT MyApocT y A^BHHaHCTBy, h moj >khbot AyxoBHa
CHJia H CBeTOCT.
KaA H ja 6ejax caB cbctjioct, h KaA TaMe y mchh
He 6eiue.
KaA H ja 6ejax 6;ia>KeHCTB0 h Mwp, h Myne oa He-
paBHOTe>Ke KaA y mchh He 6h.
KaA H ja sHaAOx Te6e Kao ujto Th snam Mene, h
KaA He 6ex noMemaH ca xaMOM.
KaA H ja He wMaAOx rpaHHua, hhth KOMiuHJa, hhth
Aeo6e Ha Ja u mii,
Obo cefeaH>e ne H36pHiiiH, PoAwxejLy moj, ho no-
janaj.
Ma Aa mh oho OTKpHBa noHop, no KOMe caAa y
noHH>KeHOCTH H HHLUxaBHJiy nyxyjeM.
Ma Aa Me oho a^jih oa npHjaxejba h npHJaxHOCXH.
M pyuiH CBe nperpaAe HSMe^y Jyne, /],aHac h Cyxpa.
Ma A^ Me oho hsboah Ban ce6e, h mhhh Me jiyAWM
y oHHMa canyxHHKa mojmx.
SaHcxa, HeMH/io mh je CBaKO ApyuJTBO ceM TBora,.
H CBaKO cebaHjC ceM ceiiaH>a na Te6e.
Mhjiocxhbh PoAHxejty moj, H36pHiiiH CBa cehaH^a
Moja ceM jeAHor jeAHHor.

XXXI
IlpOCyO CH CBeTJIOCT no MpaKy, FocnoAe, h npoHsa-
ujjie cy 6oje h o6;ihuh. HaAneo ch ce jiHueM Cbojhm
HaA 6e3AaH, komc je hmc Hwrnxa, h 6e3AaH ce MynH, Aa
y ceHKaMa M3pa3H jienory JiHua TBora. KaKO Te 6e3AaH
can^a OHaKo Te cbc cxBapw Ka3yjy.
Jleno je h je3epo Moje aok Mwpno JiHue cyn^eBO
cxoJM HaAHexo naA h>hm. M cbh npo;ia3HHUM XBajie ;ie-
noxy je.^epa Mora. Ho hhm cyHue ckjiohh jihuc CBOje, jesepo
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Moje nocxaje MpaK h 6e3AaH. M hhko oa npojiasHHKa

He Aaje XBajiy jesepy ochm y npHcycxBy cyHua n cyH-
HeBHX cjaJHHx npaxHjiaua.
JlHUe 6e3AHa njaHH one, kojh He ewAe HaAHero
cynue naA 6e3AaHOM. Jlenoxa cxBapH noHH^e oa OHAa,
KaA rjieAajiau HaAHece jiHue CBOje naA h^hx. HeMa orjie-
Aajia, aKO neMa jiHua npeA orjieAajiOM. Ho ysajiyA je h
jiHue npeA orjieAajiOM, aKO CBexjiocxH neMa.
y CBexjiocxH jiHua TBora ja ce orjieAaM na CBaKoj
cxBapH. Be3 Te6e ja h cxBapH ne 6h 6hjih orjieAajia
jeAHO ApyroM ho MpaK, h 6e3AaH, h Myxna jesa.
HsBpahajy cxBapH TBOjy Jienoxy Kao mxo can h3-
Bpafea jaBy. Kao mxo Me chobh Myne xaKo Me Myne h
cxBapH. Jep mxacy cxBapH aochobpi TBojeneHspeuHBeJaBe?
CyceAH MOJH roBope: caH^ajiHCMO jiene chobc. Ba-
CHOHa MM je CBeAOK, Aa cie bh jieniUH oa BamHx CHOBa.
M BacHona caH>a, h ne M0>Ke j\3. ce nacapta Jienoxe CBOje.
BacHOHo Moja caH^HBa: aok can caH>a caH njiame ce
jeAan Apyror, Ma a^ Tpa>Ke xyMana h yxeuiHxejba jeAan
y ApyroM. Ko je KOMe npopoK: caH jaBH hjih jaea CHy?
BacHOHO Moja jiena: caH^aj JaBy h JaBa he th pehM
CBe. npH3Haj JaBy, Koje ch xh can, h npoSyAHhetu ce,
H He hem Bwme raxaxH o jienoxH ho 6i\\\eiu Jlenoxa.
JeAHa je Jaea h jeAHa je Jlenoxa, h OHa je y3poK xBora CHa.
He roBopHxe mh, aguo, o jienoxH 3Be3Aa. Ako Fochoa
H3ByHe ce6e h3 3Be3Aa, BaMa he ycxa 3aMyKHyxH. Cxa-
HHxe y rycxoM MpaKy Kpaj Mora jesepa h noKymajxe as
My ncBaxe. Sawcxa 3aMyKHyhexe h Mynahexe ao cynnane
3ope, AOK cyHue ne no;iHje jesepo cbojom jienoxoM h
He yHHHH Bame 6e3rjiacH0 rpjio rjiacHHM.
Oa TBora JiHua noJiHBajy ce jienoxoM cbc cxBapn.
Ho Tbojoj jienoTH njiHBa BacF.ona Kao majKa no Mopy.
M HaA xjiaAan neneo KaA ce Tn naAHecem, neneo
ce npeo6pa>KaBa h Ao6HJa JiHi;e.
ypa3yMH cpue MOje, FocnoAe moj, j\a ce ne 3aH0CH
CMpxHOM jienoxoM HO T060M, BecMpxna Jlenoxa MOja.
JeAHHa Jlenoxo MOja!
Aaj MH JlHua TBora; caMO jom Bwme, h BHme
—
JlHua TBora.
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XXXII
Bepa Te Moja bhah, rocnoAe.
OHa je CBCTJiocT h AajbHOBHA OHHJy mojhx.
Bepa je MOja ocehawbe ceenpHcycTBa Teora. OHa
MH npHBHJa KOJiena k seMjbH h y3AH>Ke pyne k He6y.
Bepa je MOja AOA^p Ayiue Moje c To6om. Ona no-
Kpehe cpue MOje Ha wrpy h rpjio Moje na necMy.
KaA ce jiacxa npH6;iH>Kyje, jiacTaBHHfen ce ysneMHpe
y rnesAy. Jep h na AajbHHH ocefeajy AOJiasaK MajKe.
Bepa je Moja ysHeMHpeHOcr Moja, jep Th AOJiasHiu,
MajKO Moja.
KaA MH npHJaxejt nnme hhcmo y AaJieKOM rpa^y
MHCJiehH na Mene, h ja HanyuixaM Apyre mhcjih h mhcjihm
Ha npHjaTejba CBora.
Bepa je Moja MHcao MOja o Te6H, uito noKpefce
Te6e, HajejiacTHHHHJera, j\a mhcjih o Menn.
KaA ce oabojh jiae oa JiaBHue, saMyre ce ohh jiaBy
OA Tyre 3a jiaBHuoM.
Bepa je Moja xyra Moja aa T060M, KaA ch j\aneKO
OA Mene, KpacoTO Moja.
KaA cyHua ncMa, HajcTpauinnje 6ype mH6ajy Mope.
Bepa Moja yxHULiaHOCT 6ype y j\yuiu Mojoj, jep
je
CBCTJiocx TBOja nojiHBa Me h yMnpyje.
Ohh Moje roBopniue mh: ne bhahmo Fa. A ja hx
yMHpHx peHHMa: sancxa, bh hhcxc hh cxBOpene, Aa
BHAHxe hbera ho JfeeroBO.
Yluh Moje roBopHUje mh: hc nyjcMO Fa. A ja hx
ypaayMH pe4HMa: aancxa, bh hhcxc hh cxBopene, jxa
BHAHTe hbera ho FberoBO.
Hnrnxa oa CBera uixo je cxBopeHO He MO>Ke bhacxh
H HyxH hbera ho I-beroeo. CxBopeno bhah h nyje cxbo-
peHo. CaMO pol^CHO oa Ffcera MO>Ke bhacxh hbera. M
caMO pot^eno oa Ftera MO>Ke nyxH Ftera. He MO>Ke
cjiHKa BHAexH c;iHKapa, ajin chh cjiHKapcB MO>Ke BHAexn
cjiHKapa. He MO>Ke sboho nyxn 3BOHo;iHBua, a;iH Khn
SBOHOJiHBua Hyje oua CBora.
Oko Fa He MO>Ke BHACxn/jep 3a xo je cxBopeno —
Aa Fa He bhah. Yxo ra ne MO>Ke nyxn, jep 3a xo je
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CTBopeHO —
AS Fa He nyje. Ajih Fa bha mokc BHAeiH,
H CJiyx Fa MO>Ke nyTn.
Bepa Te Moja bhah, FocnoAe, Kao luto po^eHO bhah
poAHTejba CBora. Bepa Te Moja nyje, FocnoAe, Kao iuto
po^CHO Hyje poAHiejba CBora.
Bor y MeHH bhah m nyje Bora y Te6H. A Bor ce
He CTBapa ho pat^a.

Bepa je MOJa rn^ypaHDe y 6e3AaH jiyuie Moje h

HcnjiHBaBaH^e c To6om.
Bepa je MOja jeAHHo 036HjbH0 snaH^e Moje. CBe
Apyro je A^nje ca6HpaH>e iiiapeHor mjbyHKa na jeaepy.
Bepa Moja jeAHHO 036HjbH0 sanHMaH^e
je >KHBOTa
Mora. SaHCTa, CBe je Apyro KOMeAHJa Hyjia.
KaA Ka>KeM: AOA^j mm Bepe, ja mhc;ihm: aoa^j mh
Ce6e, One Moj h Bo>Ke Moj.

XXXIII

Haaa Te MOja leKa, FocnoAe.

Miu4eKHBaH>e Te6e jeAHHa je caAp>KHHa h jeAWHH
CMHcao Mora Cyxpa h npeKocyxpa.
TpaBa HuiMeKyje pocy, h ne Bapa ce. FIjiaHUHa
HuiHeKyje rpoMOBe, h hc Bapa ce. KpiHua noA aeivi/bOM
HiiiMeKyje CBOj o6poK, m ne Bapa ce. MuiHeKMBaHaa cbhx
6Hha Th 3aA0B0.rbaBaiu.
Ja HiuHeKyjeM Te6e, h Th mh xoj\imu y cycper.
ripeMa 6p3HHH Mora xoAa k Te6H h Th npH;ia3Hiii k Menw.
LUTa je Baiue Cyxpa, a^uo 3eM7be, Hero Bauia na^a ?
HcKopeHHxe jih CBy HaAy CBOjy, yMpefee h >Ke;ba Baiua,
Aa ocBaHe Cyxpa.
He ponfenie Ha He6o, uixo BaM ne HcnyHjaBa cbc
HaAe, Hero ponhnxe na ce6e, mxo ne yMexe Aa ce na-
Aaxe. He6o ne HcnyH>aBa naAe ho HaAy. Hajy3BHiiieHHJy
H Hajjany naAy He6o yBeK HcnyH^aBa. He ponhnxe na
He6o, mxo Oho ne bhah Bame po^aHKe h napxHjCKe
njioxoBe H mxo ne yjiasn y Bame saBcpe jcahhx npoxHB
ApyrHx. Oho je bhaobhxo h mhjiocxhbo. Bhaobhxo je 3a
42

CBaKO Ao6po y CBaKOj napTHJH, h mhjiocthbo je npeMa

HCMoliH Bamoj, aKO OBy npaxH Ao6pa BOJba.
Moja HaAa HHje cjiyxita ho MseecHOCT, Aa hem Th
AoiiH. Th ch ooefeao, h nenaT TBora o6ehaH5a ja hochm
y AyiiiH CBOjoj. Ako jom ne AOJiasHoi, HHJe TBOJa Kpn-
BHua HO MOja. Th ch He>KaH h caH<ajbHB, na He 6h xxeo,
Aa Me sacTHAHHJ mojom HenpHopaBHomhy. 3a to Jiarano
XOAHLU, H HenpecTano mh HaroBemxaBaiu AOJiasaK.
Be3HaAe>KAH0CT ceAH sajiyAna. A MOJa naAa hhcth
H nepe HenpecTano; h npoBexpaBa h KaAH OAaje, y KOJHMa
fee Te6e AoneKaTH. M 6pHHe a^h h noh, Aa ne 3a6opaBH
uiTO roA, UJTO 6h Te6H 6h;io yroAHO. M npnsHBa ne-
npecraHO anrejie h CBeTHxejbe —
xaJHOBHAue Aa je—
ynyre, KaKo CBOJy nehnny Aa ynnnn cjihhhom He6y.
Moja HaAa neMa Apyra hh opxaKa. CBe Apyre naAe
ja caM H3JypH0 h3 cede Kao AOKasane BapajiHue. M na
HdHxobom Mecxy caAa 6yJH0 pacxe caMO naAa, uixo Te6e neKa.
KaA -Th AO^em, AOHehem mh AapoBe npe6oraxe. C
T060M, rioSeAHHHe, Aohnfee mh h no6eAa naA CBHMa ao-
caAaMa h 6pHraMa. C T060M t^e Aofen CBexjiocx, h sApaBjbe,
H CHara, h MyApocx, h CBa nynofea cbhx jbyACKHX one-
KHBaH>a OA nonexKa ao Kpaja BpeMena.
Sancxa, jbyAH c mhophm naAaMa, nsBan Te6e, ceAe
Ha HJiaHHHH H MeKajy HBJiasaK cynua ca SanaAa.
A ja cxoJHM OKpenyx HcxoKy, h SHdM noysAano,
Aa he ce cyHue ycKopo poAwxH. Jep bhahm sopy KaKO
ce pyMeHH.
flpyrH caAe cyse mxanoBe y seMjty, h naAajy ce
sejieHHjiy h n;iOAy. A no Mojoj h>hbh nocejano je >khbo
ceMe, Koje ce sejienn h aohoch n;i0Aa.
Moja HaAa y Te6e HHje raxH>a ho Hseecnocx hcto
OHBKBa Kao ujxo ce cyHue Mopa poAHxn ca McxoKa h
Kao UJXO Ao6po ceMe, nocejano y Ao6py scMJby, Mopa nnhn.
TBOja je H.HBa, h Th ch h cejan h ccmc.
A0I3H, FocnoAC, MOJa Te naAa HCKa!
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XXXIV
JbydaB Me HHHH BorOM, a Te6e, BojKe, HoeeKOM.
Fac je jejiaH, ry HCMa jby6aBH. F^e je ABOje yjeAH-
H^eHO, Ty je caMO npuspaK jty6aBH. Fac je xpoje yjeAH-
HDeHO, Ty je Jby6aB. TeSn je HMe JLy6aB sa to ijlito
Th je HMe JeAHHCTBeHO TpojcTBO.
Aa CH jeAaH, Th He 6h 6ho hh jLy6aB hh Mp>KFba.
fla CH ABOJCTBO, Th 6h 6ho HaH3MeHHHH0CT jby6aBH
H Mp>KHDe. Ajih Th ch TpojcTBO, 3a TO CH JbydaB, h y
Te6H HeMa Tawe hh HaHSMeHHHHOCTH.
Jby6aB He SHa sa BpeMe h npocTop. Ona je Ban
BpeMena h Ban npocTopa. 3a H^y je jeAaH Aan Kao xh-
jbaAa roAHHa h XHjbaAa roAWHa Kao jeAan Aan.
KaA caM cnojen c To6om JbySaBjby, OHAa He no-
CTOJH He6o H seMjba, —nocTojH caMO Bor. Hhth no-
CTOJH OHAa ja h mu, —hoctojh caMO Bor.
Jby6aB HMa Tpn nnocTacM: AeeHHancTBO, nosHaH^e
H CBeTocT. Bes AeBHnaHCTBa jbySaB HHje mhjioct ho se-
Ma/bCKa ce6HHH0CT h CTpacT. Bes nosHaH^a jbySaB HHje
MyApocT HO JiyAOCT. Be3 CBeTOCTH Jby6aB HHJe Mofe ho
cjia6ocT. KaA ce yjeAnne : cxpacT,
JiyAOCT h c;ia6ocT,
OHAa nocTaje nanao, kojh i^aBO HasuBa cbojom jby6aBjby.
KaA je Ay^a Moja npenHCTa A^BOJKa, h CBecx Moja
jaCHOBHAHa MyApOCT, H AyX MOJ >KHBOTBOpHa CBeTOCT,
OHAa caM ja jLy6aB, Koja ce noKJiana c Tbojom jby6aBJby.
Kpo3 jtydaB ja bhahm Te6e Kao ce6e, h Th bhahui Mene
Kao Ce6e.
Kpo3 ;by6aB ja ne rjieAavi ce6e ho caMO Te6e.
Kpo3 jby6aB Th He rjieAaui ce6e ho caMO Mene.
JbySaB ce >KpTByje, h He oceha >KpTBy Kao AaBaHbe
HO Kao Ao6HJaHDe.
J\q\\o seMajbCKa: pen jby6aB je HaJAy>Ka MOJiHTsa.
FIocTOJH 3eMajbCKa ;by6aB, nwTajy Me cyccAH?
JiH
Ohojihko hcto KOJiHKO H seMa^^CKH Bor! SeMa/bCKa
jby6aB ropH h caropn, HeSecna jby6aB ropn h ne ca-
ropeBa. SeMajbCKa jby6aB, Kao h cbc scMajbCKO, caMO je
can H raTKa ;by6aBH. Kojihko haojih jihhc na Bora, to-
jiHKO seMajbCKa n)y6aB jihhh na Jby6aB. Ko.thko ahm.
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jiHHH Ha n/iaMCH, tojihko Bama ;by6aB jihhh Ha 6o>KaHCKy

jby6aB.
KaA pasMCHHTe s/iarnHK y rpomcBe, bh He Hasw-
Baie rpouieBe sjiaTHHKOM ho rpoiiieBUMa. 3a ujto OHfla
;by6aB 6o>KaHCKy, ycHitbeHy h caMJieBeny y neneo Bpe-
MCHOM H npocTopoM, HasHBaxe jbySaBn^y a ne nenejiOM?
FocnoAe, yAOCTOj Me ;by6aBH, kojom Th >khbhiii h
>KHBOT Aajem.
yAOCTOj Me jby6aBH TBOje, FocnoAe, h dufey c-io-
6oAaH OA CBHX saKona.
YcejiH jby6aB TBojy y Mene, h Jby6aB fee Me yce-
jiHTH y Te6e.

XXXV
MyqeHeilH npaee Bepe, MOJinxe ce Bory sa nac.
Bama Bepa npH6;iH>KH;ia sac je cjaJHOM npecTOJiy
cjiaBe, OKHhenoM spanHUM cepa(})HMHMa h npeMohnuM
xepyBHMHMa. B;ih>kh CTe 6ecMpTH0CTH oa Hac, h mo-
jiHTBa Bama HHCTHja je h HyJHHla.
rioMeHHTe y mojihtbh cbojoj h nac, jia 6h ce h bh
jom BHme pasrjiacHJiH no neSy. floHecHTe h nac na
ce6H, na feeTe 6pyKe h jiaKme jierexH Ka npecTOJiy cJiaBe.
Ko caMO ce6e hocm, xaj Jiarannje xoah, h Bwme ce cno-
THHe. IUto BehH xeper CBOJe Qpahe xer/Lwie, CBe 6p>Ke
jiexMxe.
PeKOX jLyAHMa: cbh cxe bh MynenHUH ho ne cbh
jeAHor MynennmxBa. MyneHHun sa npaBy Bepy nncy hcxo
mxo H MyneHHUH 3a KpHBy sepy. Sawcxa, h kocxh hm
<:e pasjiHKyjy a ne caMO jxyma. Jep Ayma npenocH CBOjy
Moh H HeMoh H na kocxh.
Bh mxo cxpaAaxe sa npaBy Bepy, cxpaAaxe 3a oho
mxo Bam AyxoBHH bha bhah. Bh mxo cxpaAaxe sa KpHBy
Bepy, cxpaAaxe sa oho mxo Bame xe/iecne 04h BHAe. Bh
npBH cxpaAaxe sa Bepy y jaBy h ncxnny; bh aPY^h cxpa-
Aaxe sa caH H npHspaK.
CbOJC SHaH>e AyXOBHH BHA HaSBaO je CKpOMHH HMe-
HOM — Bepa. CBojy Bepy xejiecne ohh nasBajie cy rop-
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AHM HMCHOM — SHaFbe. H Apyro je BH^etbe;

jeAHO H
npBo: BH^etfce MHpne m ejieiuTefee cyuiXHHe cieapH;
Apyro: BHt)eH>e TpenepeH>a le cyiuTHHe no xaMw.
Oa cbhx CTBapH HaJHeM36e>KHMJe je Bauie MyneHH-
ujTBO, CHHOBM He6a M CHHOBH seMJbe. MyneHje Bauie ca-
CTOJH ce y Serahby BaiueM. M/im fieraxe oa TaMe Ka
CBeiTiocTH, HjiH OA CBeT/iocTH Ka TaMH. Ako Seraxc oa
TaMe Ka CBeTJiocTw, ysdyHnheie CBei npoTHB ce6e. Ako
6eraTe oa CBexjiocTn Ka laiviM, He6o he ce yAaJbHXH oa
BaiiiHX rpneBa h Bame nponacxw.
yKpmxajy ce nyxoBH CHHOBa jbyACKwx, h cyKo6 je
HeH36eH<aH. Jep jeAHW xoAe Ka McxoKy a Apyrw Ka SanaAy.
FocnoA je mh;iocxmb, h uiajte anrejie CBOje CBHMa.
riyHa je Moja MynenHKa Kao
jiyuia. njiOAHa FbHBa
nmeHHue h KyKOJba. JeAHH cy OKpenyxH Ka McxoKy a
ApyrH Ka 3anaAy.
LilanheM j^yiuu CBOjoj y noHohn: AOKJie hem ce pa-
cnHH>axH HSMei^y paja h naK.aa? Ca6epH ce, h Kpenn xaMO
KyAa cy MyHeHHUH npase sepe xoahjih.
LUanheM cyceAy CBOMe y sopy: He yAapaj cyBume
yxpBeHHM nyxeM, jep MHore jieiuHne CMpAe oko Ftera.
XaJAMo cxasoM ys njiaHHHy, Koja je Bpjiexna ho Koja ne
sayAapa JieiuHHaMa.
LJJaniieM jyxpoM h BenepoM BaMa, MyneHHUH npaBe
Bepe: Mo;iHxe ce Bory 3a Hac.

XXXVI
MyseeHIlH flOdpe Hafle, MOJiwxe ce Bory 3a Hac.
Bm uixo 3aKonacxe cbc HaAe, a^ 6h c jcahom 6h;ih
6oraxM.
LLIxo HCKacxe Kpaj mhofhx jbjACKHx naAaH^a, h bh-
Aecxe neneo.
LUxo BHAecxe MHore ynjiaKane ohh rj\e ce Bpahajy
ca rpo6jba cbojhx naAa.
LUxo Hycxe MHore HcnoBecxH o 3jiom MHpwcy CBaKe
seMajbCKe HaAe c Apyror Kpaja.
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M UJTO ce AaAOCxe pacnexH sa jeAHy H3a6paHy

HaAy, LUTO ce He CBpmaBa nenejiOM, hh rpo6jbeM, hh
3J1HM MHpHCOM.
BaMa ce mojihmo h noKJiOHHMo: MOJiwre ce Bory
sa Hac.
BwAex A^ie rAe Ayro jypaiue 3a thuom iiiapeHa
nepja h sjiaheHa KjbyHa, na KaA je yxBaxH, XHua ra
yKJtyBa, h oho none njiaKaxH.
PeKOx: xaKBH cxe bh c BauiHM naAaMa, a^UO Jhyj\-
CKa, H xanaB je Kpaj Bam.
BwAex onex A^xe rAe Ayro xpnaiue 3a jaxoM npo-
jiehHHx jienxwpoBa, xe KaA My jeAan jienxwp Seme Ha
AOMaKy OH ra ocxaBH h oxpna 3a ApyrwM, kojh My ce
yHHHH jieniuH.
PeKOx: xaKBH cy chhobh jLyACKH, h xaKBo je ftH-
xoBO xpHaH^e Kpo3 ueo >khbox sa mhofhm >KejbaMa.
Sawcxa, xpna Bama je saMopna m GecKopHcna. KaA
BaM AO^e caMpxHH nac, ne hexe yMexM pehu, sa hhm
cxe xpMajiH. M yhwhexe y Apyrw CBex npasHHX pyny u
36yH>eHa cpua.
M CHHOBH He6a HMajy saMopny xpKy ho ne h 6e-
CKopHCHy. M KaA mm Aoi^e caMpxHH nac, ohh tie yMexH
MHM cv xpna.aH.
petiH, sa M y ApyroM CBeiy HMahe nyne
pyKe M OAMopno cpue.
Opao McnoA o6;iaKa bhaw jartbe y no/by, h cnyuixa
ce K H>eMy, h nwxa Bpanue lhto cxoje Ha jiei^HMa jar-
Hjexa: ne BHAHxe jih jarH^e? — a ohh My OAroBapajy;
He, He BHAHMO. TaKO je h CMyneHHi^HMa Ao6pe naAC. Y
Be;iHKOJ flajbHHM ohh onase CBOJy xpany, h jype k h^oj,
AOK cyceAH xe xpane xoae no iboj h ne BHAe je.
flyra je xpKa 3a Ao6poM naAOM. Ho jynaK ce pe-
luaBa Ha xpKy, h 6aua cse BapjbWBe naAe noAHore h rasw no
HiHMa Kao no cyxy JiHmhy. Mnore cy npcMHore npenone ao
H^eroBe naAe;— h CMpx je jeAna oa npenona. Ho oh mx cbc
npecKaMe, npecKane h CMpx, h jypw sa cbojom naAOM.
MyHeHMUM Ac6pe naAe, uixo ce Kao jaxo 6ejiMX
rc;iy6oBa Bwjexc y KOJiy oko He6iCHe Cbcxjiocxh, MO/iHxe
ce Bory sa nac.
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XXXVII
MyneBHIlH BeJIHKB JbydaBH, mojihtc ce Bory sa Hac.
Bh ujto no3HacTe jby6aB jany oa cmpth, MOJiHxe
ce Jby6aBH sa Hac.
LUto ce cpehHO HseyKocTe y obom >KHBOTy us
Mpe>Ke npojiasHC jby6aBM, Koja je Kao Majio 6oje Ha
CTCHH, IIITO KHlUa CHHpa.
LUto nponoBeAacie, fla je jby6aB TajaHCXBeHHja oa
lejia, H BeHHHJa oa SBesAa na neSy.

LUto Kpo3 jby6aB pasyMCAOCTe h apbo h KaMen, h

SBepa y ropw h pH6y y boah. Jep ;by6aB jiomh nenaTe
CBHJy TaJHH, H CBe CTBapM ce noKasyjy Hare jby6aB-
HHKy CBOMe.
LUto jbySaejby HcnyHHCTe CBe npopoKe, saAOBO-
jbHCTe CBe pejiHrHJe, h noKpucTe cb(j saKOHe.
HaJBehM ocBajanw, ko je janw oa Bac?
HaJBeiiH MyApauw, ko je MyApuJH oa Bac?
Hajpe^H AparyjbH, ko je MajioSpoJHHJH oa Bac?
BoroBH, uiTO BHAecTe ce6e y Bory h Bora y ce6H.
UJto HMaTe Bcfey nacT oa anrejia, jep anrejin no-
CTame aHrejiHMa 6es MyKe h MyHeHniuTBa.
BaMa ce mojihmo h hokjiohmmo, mojihtc ce Bory
3a Hac.
fla ce H MH 04HCTHM0 OA npHspaHHe jby6aBH, KOja
ce aaBpiuyje mp>kh>om.
Ha. H MH KpyHHLueMO Hamy Bepy h HaAy KpyHOM,
y Kojoj cyHua npcACTaBJbajy Majiy BpeAHOCi
/^a H MH nporJieAaMO, h noanaMO, h aapaAyjcMO ce
paAomhy, kojom ce caMO anrejiH Mory paAOBaTH.
Aa H Ham >khbot nocTane Tpocynnano CHJaH>e,
cjiHHHO OHOMe, OA Kora AOJiasH cbc CHjaH^e HenoMeuiano
C TaMOM.
Aa H MH carjicAaMO y ce6H BenwTy AeBOJKy, h npe-
BCHHcr CHHa ACBOjaMKor, H Ayxa rojiy6HH5er.
MyneHHUH bcjimkc n>y6aBH, caMO je CTpaAatte Bame
MaH>e OA Jby6aBH Bame. CsaKa jby6aB seMa/bCKa aohoch
CTpaAaHjC, sehe oa Te jby6aBH. A bh CTe sajbySnjiH oho
mTO je Ay>Ke oa BpeMena h mwpe oa npociopa.
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HyjytiM 3a eama CTpaAaita eaiua CMpiHa

6pafea
Ap>Ke MX 3a HCBepoBaTHa h HenoAHOiujbHBa.
CaMO sa to,
iiJTo ce OHM HCTHHa Mory npeHeiH y eauia crpaAafta
m he u y jhy6^B Bauiy, y cMwcao eaiuHx
crpaAaita. O
KaA 6h ceMorjiH npeHexM h y jby6aB Bamy! CBa
Bauia
CTpaAatfca 6hm 6h 3a h>hx nrpanKa Kao
ujto cy 6HJia
H 3a Bac. Kao idto je xjiaana KHuia h
jiysaihe Berpa y
HoliH nrpaHKa 3a MaJKy ujto XMTa AeTCTy
cbomc na AOMy.
OHOMe, Ko HMa mih Behw oa CBCTa, cbct He
Mo>Ke
HHLUTa.
OHora, Ko XMTa AOMy lUHpeM oa npocTopa, npo-
CTOp He MO>Ke 3aAp>KaTM.
OHora, KO HMa jby6aB CKynjty oa BpeMCHHX tbo-
peBHHa, BpeMe ne MO>Ke hh cnpenHTH hh
nperasHTw.
Kpo3 CBe
KpnieBe h ojiyJHne Jty6aB boah CBoie
jby6HMue H Byne hx k ce6H.
MyneHHUH BCJiHKe jby6aBH, MOJiHTe ce Bory 3a nac.

XXXVIII
Kp03 CTBapH HHHHin Hjm, rocnoAe, KaA .T>yAH H3ry6e
Aap HyAOTBopcTBa.
BoAy H oraH. ysHMam 3a cjiyre CBOJe, KaA ce jbyAH
OApeKHy c;iy>K6e Te6H.
ApBeTy H MeTajiy Aajem CBojy Mofe, Koja ce npe- —
3peHa OA JbyAH —BpaTHjia Te6H.
Kpo3 3eM;by h TpaBy AOAeJbyjeui mhjioct H36paHHM
Tbojhm, KaA Jhym ynme ce6e neMHCTHM sa Kanajie
mh;iocth.
Kpo3 TKaHHHy H nanup spawn TBoja CHJia, KaA tc-
/lecHOCT .T>yACKa npeoBJiaAa AyxoM.
KocTH CBCTHTe/ba rjiace wMe Tbojc h npwcycTBO
TBoje, KaA jesMK jbyAw saMyKne oa neBepoBaH^a.
KaA renepajiH 3a6opaBe no6e^HBaTH Th peAoBC
4HHHLU no6eAHHUHMa.
HanyHHo cm orH^eiM MpTBe CTBapw, j\a one CBCTJie
KaA MpaK 3aTBopn 04H SBesAaMa.
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KaA HeMa cyHua, nanpaT h rjior npeyawMajy Ay>K-

HOCT CBCTTiettja.
Kaa cjienn nocxaHy BO^e cjienHMa, Th ycTynam
BO^CTBO KOH>HMa M nCHMa.
KaA ce 6o;iecHH HaMeiHy 6o;iecHHM sa jienape, Th
4HHH111 MpXBe KOCTH H 6jiaT0 JlCKapHMa. .

KaA Tboj JiHK y jxyuin jbyACKOj HiunesHe, Th Aajeui

CH;iy H Moh TBOMe JiHKy Ha APBexy.
Civiejy ce ohh, kojh he Ha Kpajy KpajeBa jbyxo njia-
KaxH, H roBope: KaKo Mory MpxBe cxBapn hhhhxh nyAa,
KOJa MH He MO>KeMO 4HHHXH?
HHcy jiH cxBapH >KHBe, KaA hx Th o>khbhiii? M HHcy
JIH jLyAH MpxBH, KaA HX XH HanycxHiH, FocnoAe CxpauiHH?
AnrejiH Tbojh snajy, a jLyAH ne snajy, a^ cy CBe
MofaH TBOJe, y Te6H h oa Te6e, h a^ hx Th noKasyjeui
CBexy Kpo3 HHCxe Kanajie. LUxa —
aKO je KaMen hhcx
a HoeeK Henncx? Hefee jih CHjia rocnoAH^a noKasaxn ce
npe Kpo3 KaMCH nero Kpo3 HOBeKa?
C/viexoM paAOCXH civieje ce caMO npaBeAHHK. CMex
HenpaBeAHHKa je naKocx.
CMeje ce nenpaBeAHHK MomxHMa csexHxejba, h nacAe
ce OA CMexa naKOCHora. KaA 6h My ce AaJio snaxH,
Aa MpxBe MomxH CBexHxejba Kpnjy BHuie >KHBoxa nero
H^eroBa KpB h xMeco!
Sancxa, naKOCx je A^^eKO oa FocnoAa CBeMnno-
cxHBora, Kao mxo je yBCK naKOCx a^^^ko oa AGBHHan-
CXBa, CJlOBeCHOCXH H CBeXOCXH.
Fjie, Cjiobcchh Fochoa
yseK je roxoB Aa JbyAHMa
MHHH Ao6po Kpo3 JbyAe. Ho KaA ce jhym onenHCxe,
o6ecjiOBece h o6ecBexe, Cbcmhtiochh xnxa y noMoh Jby-
AHMa Kpos Mpxee cxBapH.
FocnoAe CBeMHJiocxHBH h MnoroxpnJbHBH, ne ocxaBH
CBex 6e3 Kanajia TBOje Mohn h mhjiocxh.

XXXIX
SHain JlH, fleie MOJe, sa mxo ce saxBapajy o6jiauH
OHAa, KaA cy nojba >KeAHa KHUie, a oxBapajy OHAa, KaA
no/ba KHUiy ne >Ke;ie?
MoJiHTBe Ha Jesepy. 4
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Oa 3Ji04HHa jbyAH 36yHH ce npupoAa, h HanycTH

peA CBOJ.
SHaiii AGTe Moje, sa ujto H^HBe noHecy tcuikh
JiH,

njiOA y npojiehe, a y Jiexo A^jy jajioey >KeTBy?

3a TO uiTO H KfcepH jbyACKe OMpsome Ha njiOA
yipoSe CBOJe, h y^HJajy ra y i^Beiy.
SHaiii JiH, AGTe Moje, sa ujto MseopM npecyuiyjy, h
njiOAOBM seMajbCKH sa uito HCMajy BHiiie one cjiacTH,
Kojy HMaAOiue?
36or rpexa jbyACKor, oa Kora y^e HeMofe y CBy
npHpoAy.
BHam JIH, A^Te MOJe, sa uito no6eAOHOCHH napoA
Tpnu nopase oa CBOje Hecjiore u pasAopa, h jeAe xjie6
saropnaH cysaMa u naKOuihy?
3a TO UITO no6eAH KpBHHKe oko ce6e, a ue no6eAH
Hx y ce6H.
3Ham JIH, AGTe Moje, sa uito MajKa xpauH h ue MO>Ke
Aa naxpauH Aeuy CBOjy?
3a TO UITO Aojehn hx ne nesa hm necMy A^ydaBH
HO necMy Mp>KJte npeMa cyceAy.
3Haui JIH, A^Te MOJe, sa uito JbyAH nocTauie py>KHH
H Hsry6Huie jienoTy cbojhx npeAana?
3a TO UITO oA^auHuie jihk Bo>kjh, uito HSHyTpa h3
Ayuie A^Jba jienoTy jiHKa, h HaByKOuie uSpasHHy seMjbe.
Buaui JIH, AGTe MOje, sa uito ce 6ojiecTH yMHO-
>KHUie H noMopH CTpaUIHH?
3a TO UITO JbyAH noneuie CMaTpaTH, as je SApaBjbe
OTMHua OA npnpoAe a He A^p oa Bora. A uito ce OTHMa
c MyKOM, c ABOJHOM MyKOM Mopa ce 6paHHTH.
3Haui ACTe MOje, sa uito ce jbyAH 6ope sa
JIH,

seMjby, H He CTUAe ce CBora paBencTea c KpTHuaMa?

3a TO UITO HM seMjba npopacTe Kpos cpue, tc ohh
BHAe caMO OHO UITO y cpuy pacTe. M sa to, a^tc MOJe,
UITO HX rpex cyBHuie oneMoha sa 6op6y sa He6o.
He ojiaHH, AGTe MOje, CKopo lie FocnoA Aofen h
ypeAHTH cee.
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XL
MOJIHTBOM ^HCTHM BHfl BOpe MOJe, Aa Te He mry6m
y MarjiH, HajcjajHHja SeesAO Moja.
Ha UJTO he Bory TBOja MOJiHTBa? nHiajy Me xaMHH
apraTH seMjbe.
ripaBO Ka>KeTe, chhobh 3eM/be. Ha nixo he nojiap-
Hoj SBesflH Ayp^HH MopenjiOBua, KaA ona bhah Mope-
njiOBij,a H 6e3 Ayp^HHa? Ho He nHxajxe Me, KaA Beh snaxe,
Ha Luxo he Ayp^wH MOpenjiOBuy.
Mo/iHTBa je noxpe6Ha mchh, a^ He H3ry6HM cnaco-
HOCHy SBesAy hb BHAa a ne SBesAw, a^ ne HsrySn Mene.
UJxa 6h 6hjio oa Mor yHyxpaiiifter BHAa, KaA 6h
npecxao Be>K6axH ra mojihxbom?
He Be>K6ajy jih ce bojhhuh 3eMajX>CKH, Ayro h na-
nopHO, Aa BHAe j\ajhue npeAMexe?
He Be>K6ajy jih ce xKann cenjie, Ayro h nanopno,
^a pa3;iHKyjy Hajc|}HHHja BJiaKna?
KaKO jaAa ne Be>K6aM bha nepe MOje, Aa uixo
jacHHJe BHAH jeAHHO 6;iaro MOje?
YxBahen y Mpe>Ky HjiysHja, ja caM jeABa carjieAao
jeAan oxBop Ban, na sap Aa ra H3ry6HM h3 BHAa?
ysMHxe ce Ha yM, canyxHHUH mojh, HHje jeBxnna
€XBap BHt^eH^e Bora. Bh ujxo >KpxByjexe 6oracxBa, Aa
6u BHAejiH pacKom noiiyxapa h nojiapny CBexjiocx ce-
Bepa, SyAHxe cnpeMHH, Aa CKynn>e n/iaxHxe BH^eH^e Onora,
npeMa KOMe je pacKOiu no;iyxapa cnpoMamxHHa, h no-
jiapna CBex;iocx — jiojana CBeha.
KaAa Aaxe h ueo >khbox 3a BU^eihe ftera,
CBOj
Aa ;iH cxe jeABa jeAHy noxypy. Ho Oh je njieMenHi h ao-
6pocpAa4aH, na h ne xpa>KH oa Bac BHUie ho xojihko.
Bh, Be>K5axejbH xejia, uixo ne 3a6opaBjbaxe HHjeAHO
jyxpo Aa Be>K6axe CBOje pyKe h Hore, h r;iaBy h Bpax,
Aa JIH cxe BH y hcxhhh MHcaona finha, bh, caMypaJH?
fla JIH cxe BH y hcxhhh MHcaona 6Hha, aKO AP>KHxe, Aa
he sepa Bama y Bora nocxaxH h ocxaxH bhaobhxom 6e3
Ba>K6aHba? Cbc 3Be3AaH0 He6o, ujxo jom rjicAa HCKycxBO
oxaua BauJHx, CBeAOK mh je, Aa he Bepa Bama ocjiennxn,
4*
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aKo y onLuxe hkba h nporjieAa. M Ha mccto u3ry6jhenor

Ao6pa ocTahe caMO jenHO jiHueMepHO HasBatfce.
ApH<HTe CBOje OHM caMO ipH flaHa noBesaHe, h oce-
THfeere no tom, j\a hx npe^a CBexjiocT cyHua. flpeKM-
HHTe CBOjy Besy c BoroM caMO Tpw caia, h oceTHheTe,
Aa eaM je 6ojiho oohobho rnejiaihe y HberoBy cbctjioct.
nHxaxe Me, kojihko xpaje MOJiHXsa Moja? fla jih Me
MO>Kexe pasyMexH, Ka^ BaM Ka>KeM: jiyyKa je oa A^Ha
MOJHX? Jep MOJiHXBOM CBojoM MopaM A^ Be>K6aNi H Baiiiy
Bepy, H oxBapaM joj bha, h noKasyjeM BH^ette u Bn^eHor.
BaHCTMHy, MOJIHXBOM CBOJOM McnyHjaBaM H CBOje H Bame
AaHe.
HenpecxaHO KaAHM mojihxbom Bepy CBOjy, a^ je He
3ac;iene mhphch seMjLe.
HenpecxaHO opHSHBaM cse nedecne KpyroBe, a^ Me
noAP>Ke y mojihxbh cbojom BennxoM MOJinxBeHomfey, Aa
6h ce H ja yAOCTOJHO spexH OHy CjiaBy h Kpacoxy,
Koja je ujHpoM oxBopena Hdhxobom 3peH>y.
canyrHHUH mojh, KaKO je BejinnaHCXBeHO BH^eH>e
Bepe! KyHeM BaM ce, KaA 6h bh snajiH, MOJiHXBa Baiua ne
6h HMajia HM OAMOpa hh Kpaja.

XLI

noCTOM paflOCTHM Hajiy MOJy y Te6e, TpjaAyiUHH

FocnoAe moj.
riocx y6p3aBa MOjy npnnpeMy sa AOJiasaK Tboj,
jeAHHO HeKaH>e mojhx A^na h Hohw.
IIocx oxaH>aBa xejio Moje, a^ 6h oho mxo ociane
Morao JiaKUje ocBexjiHXH AyxoM.
HeKajyhH ne >KejiHM, j\a ce xpanwM KpBjby
Te6e
hhxm >kmbox Aa 0Ay3HMaM. J\a 6n paAOCx Mora HCKaHDa
H >KHB0XH43e ocexMJie.
Ho saHCxa, nehe Me y3AP>KaBaHje oa je;ia cnacxH.
Ma ce xpaHHO necKOM H3 jesepa, Tm mm ne feem ao^h,
aKO nocx ne y^e j\y6jhQ. y Ayujy MOJy.
Ca3HaA0x Kpo3 MO/iHXBy CBOjy, a^ je xejiecnw nocx
BHUje CHMBOJi npaBor nocxa, Bp/io KopHcran 3a nonex-
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nHKa y HaAH y Te6e, ho h epjio Tero6aH sa OHora, ko

caMo npH tfceMy ocxaHe.
3a TO yHecox nocx u y jiymy CBOjy, Aa je ohhcthm
OA MHorHx APCKKX BepcHMKa H Kao AGBOJKy cnpeMHM je
3a Te6e.
M yHecox nocx y moj yM, jxa oAarnaivi h3 H^era
MaujxaHja o ceexcKHM cxsapHMa h pasopwM cee easAyiUHe
Kyjie, casHAane oa xhx MaiiixaH>a.
/^a 6h yM MOj 6ho Hcnpa>KH>eH oa ceexa h cnpeMan,
Aa npHMH MyApocx TBOjy.
H ynecox nocx y cpue CBOje, a^ 6h HdHmc yMopno
CBe cxpacxH h npncxpacHOCXH CBexcKe.
J\2i 6h neSecHH MHp neHCKaaaHO BjiaAao cpueM
MOJHM, KaAa 6ypHH flyx Tboj Haw^e.
M Ha;io>KHX nocx na jeswK CBOj, j\a ce OAynn oa
6ecKopHCHHx npHHa h a^ y3AP>KaH0 roBopn caMO one
peHH, Koje Kpne nyx AOJiacKy TBOMe.
M yAapHX nocx na 6pHre ceoje, a^ 6h hx cbc OAy-
Bao HcnpeA ce6e Kao Bexap mxo Marjiy OAyBa. J\a He
cxoje Kao iviyxna Marjia H3Me^y Mene h Te6e, h ne Bpa-
feajy norjieAe xMOje Ka ceexy.
M nocx ynece y Ayujy Mojy CMHpeH>e npeA necxBO-
peHHM H cxBopeHHM CBexoBHMa, H Kpoxocx npcMa jby-
AHMa H cxBapHMa. M vjih y Mene xpa6pocx, 3a Kojy ne
3HaA0x AOK 6eiax Haopy>KaH cbhm cbcxckhm opy>Kje.vi.
LUxa je 6HJia Moja HaAa 6e3 nocxa ao caMO jeAna
xy^a npnna, mio je Hiiijia oa ycxa ao ycxa, aok HHje
CTHFjia a na MOJa ycxa?
JeAHa xy^a npwHa o cnacen^y nocxoM h mojimxbom
nocxaje cbojom.
Jla>KaH nocx npaxH ;ia>KHy HaAy, Kao mxo HHKaKaB
nocx npaxH 6erHaAe>KAH0CX.
A Kao mxo xonaK HAe sa xohkom, xaKO hcxhhhx
nocx MAe 3a hcxhhhxom naAOM.
noM03H MH, Aa paAOCHO nocxHM H paAOCHO ce na-
AaM, HajpaAOCHHJH ripasHHMe moj, mxo mm ce npH6jin-
>Kyjem ca cynManHM ocMejKOM.
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XLII

h OAeiteM ce He sawapa. OHajV

JtyfiaB MOJa dflH,
Kora BOJiHM H Kora HuiHeKyjeM, AOJiasH mh OKpy>KeH
CBHTOM He6ecH0M. KaKO A^ cnaBaM, h KaKO 6j\eihe jia
Me saiwapa?
Bahm HaA npHHaMa JbyAH h HaA npHHaMa CTsapH,.
He 6h jiH AOKyHHO neny rajny nopyKy JbySaew Moje.
HHHHja Me npHHa ne saHHMa npHHe paAH, hh npHna/ia
paAH, HO Te6e paAH.
Kao HOBCK, KOJH H3ry6H CBOj rjiac, na no^e a^
ocJiyiuKyje CBanHJn rjiac, He 6h jih cboj nosnao. M CByAa
Hajia3H HCKy noxy cjiHHHy cbomc rjiacy, ho HHrAe ny-
Hofey CBora rjiaca.
Kao HOBeK, kojh pa36Hje craKJieno or/ieAajio, na
no^e Aa orjieAa CBoje jiHue na jinuHMa jbyACKHM, h jiHUHMa
>khbothhdCkhm, h jiHUHMa CBHX CTBapH. M CByrAe najiasM
HeKy upiy cjiHHHy CBOMejiHu,y, HOHwrAe uejiHHyjiHuacBora.
TaKO H 6ahm naA 6e36poJHHM rjiacoBHMa uejie
ja
BacHone, ne 6n nu no3Hao rjiac CBOje Jby6aBH. H 6ahm
HaA 6e36poJHHM jiHUHMa y BacMOHH, OA JiHua 6e;ior
lujbyHKa na je3epy ao JiHua cynManHx KOJia, ne 6h jim
no3Hao JiHue CBoje Jby6aBH. M hhko Me ne o6MaHDyje,
HO CBaKO Ka3yje o Te6H oho Majio luto 3Ha h MO>Ke.
KaA n>yAHMa CTaBjbaM nuTaH^a, oa Te6e oneKyjeM
OAroBOpe. KaA CTBapH roBope, ja Te6n npHCJiyiuKyjeM.
KaA npupoAy r;ieAaM, ja Te6e Tpa>KHM.
KaA Me jbyAM BHAe 3aMHiu.TDeHa, ohm AP>Ke, Aa ja o
HDHMa MHCJIHM, AOK ja MHCJIHM Te6H. KaA Me BHAe
TpyA0Jby6MBa, ohm MHCJie, a^ ce sa JbyAe jpyAHM, a ja
ce TpyAHM 3a Te6e.
KaA npHpoAa nyje CBOje hmc na ycnaMa mojhm,
ona MHCJiH, Aa o H^oj nesaM, a ja ncBaM o Te6H. KaA
rojiy6a xpaHHM, ja TeSn nyAHM. KaA jarH^e MWJiyjeM, ja
Te6e MWJiyjeM. KaA ce na cynue ocMexneM, Moj ocMejaK
npoAHpe Kpo3 CBa cynua aok ce ne cpexne c Tbojhm
ocMejKOM. KaA cnycHM cboj no;by6au na ^e;iH KpHH, ja
ra Kpo3 ccAaM CBexoea cnymxaM na noAHO>KJe Hory
Tbojhx.
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BAeH>e JbySaBH Moje H^e ynopeAO ca mojihtbom eepe

Moje H nocTOM Ha^e Moje. M HnjeAHO 6e3 Apyror ABora
He ycxaje h He Jie>Ke.
Cea AeJiaiHOCT yMa Mora cJiy>KH BepH Mojoj.
Csa AeJiaxHOCT cpua Mora cjiy>KH naAH MOJoj.
CBa AeJiaxHOCT jiyuie Moje cjiy>KH jby6aBH Mojoj.
KaA roJiy6a xpanuM, ja Te6H nyAHM, Jby6aBH Moja.

XLIII

HHKaKBO MH 3JI0 JfcyAH He Mory yHHHHTH, ano y MeHH

HeMa patbaBor Mecra.
Bhacx ABe nehwHe, OAaBame exo,
oa kojhx jeAHa
a Apyra 6eiue HCMa. M npey nocehHBaxy MHora paAO-
SHajia Aeuia h HecxaiuHO ce HaABHKWBaxy c nehwHOM. A
H3 Apyre ce nocexHOuw 6p30 Bpahaxy, jep mm He oa-
roBapauie exoM.
Ako je Ayma Moja paH^aea, CBaKO sjio CBexcKO oa-
jeKHBafee y Pboj. M JbyAH fee mh ce CMejaxH, h naBajbH-
Bafce CBe jane ca cbojom bhkom.
A saHCxa ne he mh naxyAHXH sjiopeuH JbyAw, aKO
je jesHK Moj safiopaBHO naroBapaxH sjie penu.
Hhxh fee Me o>KajiocxHXH naKocx cnojba, aKO ncMa
naKOCXH y cpuy mom, a^ OAJeKyje Kao kosjh 6y6aH>.
Hhxh fey Mofen rneBOM OAroBopnxH Ha rneB, aKO
je rnesAO rncBa y MeHH ncnpa>KH5eH0, xe ncMa mxa a^
ce 6yAH.
Hhxh fee Me cxpacxH jbyACKe aaroJiHuaiH, aKO cy
cxpacxH y Menn npexBopene y neneo.
Hhxh fee Me o>Ka;iocxHXH HCBcpcxBO npnjaxejba,
aKO caM ja Te6e H3a6pao aa CBor npHJaxejba.
Hhxh fee Me HenpaBAa CBexcKa Mofen CKpymnxH,
aKO je HenpaBAa HCxepaHa h3 mmcjih mojhx.
Hhxh fee Me 3aMaMHXH
npcBapHH AyxoBH csexcKe
cjiacxH, HacxH h BjiacxH, aKO je jxyuis. Moja Kao npe-
HHCxa HeBecxa, Koja caMO CBCxor Zlyxa npwMa h 3a
H)HM He3He.
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HHKora jbyAH He Mory y naKao oiHCHyxH, aKO ce

caM He oTHCHe. Hhth jbyAH Mory neKora AHfew na pa-
MeHHMa CBOJHM Ao npecTOJia Bo>Kjer, ano ce caM ne
AHrne.
Ako Ayiua Moja neMa oxBopeHHx nposopa, HHKaKBo
ce 6;iaT0 y H>y ne MO>Ke ydauHTH.
Hena ycrane cea npupoAa npoxHB mchc, HHiiiTa mh
He MO>Ke yMHHHTH AO jeAHHo iiJTo npe nocTaxH rpo6oM
TCJia Mora.
CBaKH CBCTCKH yccB sacHoa ce ^y6peT0M, Aa tuTO
npe HHKHe h 6ojbe pacxe. Ako je Ayuia MOja, aBaj, Ha-
nycxHjia AeBMnancxBO CBOje h npHMHJia ceMe OBora CBexa
y ce6e, OHAa fee MopaxH npwMHXH h ^y6pe, mxo cbcx
6aua Ha x:BOjy H>HBy.
Ajih ja Te6e npHSHBaM a^h h hoH: nacxaHH ce y
AyiiJH Mojoj H saxBopw CBe yjiase sa nenpHJaxe/be Moje.
yHHHH nefeHHy jiyuie Moje npasnoM h hcmom, a^ hhko
OA CBexa He noKejiH yku y H>y.
Hyuio MOja, jeAHHa 6pHro MOja, 6yAH na cxpa>KH m
pasjiHKyj rjiacoBC, mxo yA^paJy o xe6e. Fla KaA nosnam
rjiac FocnoAHHa CBora, nanycxH hcmhjio h oajckhh cbom
cnaroM.
Hyuio MOja, nefeHHO BennocxH, ne AonycxH BpcMe-
HMM pa36oJHHUHMa A^ y^y y xe6e h Ha;io>Ke cboj orart*
y xe6M. ByAH neMa, KaA tc BHMy. ByAH nenoKpexna,
KaA yAapajy o xe6e. M cxpnjbHBo MCKaj AoMafewHa CBora.
SaHcxa AofeMhe.

XLIV
CJiaSHM AydOKO y Cpiie CBOJe, Aa bhahm, ko xb y H^eMy
o6HxaBa ccm iviene m Te6e, BeHHH Bo>Ke?
M ca cxpaxoM najiasuM MHoro6po]He cxpanue, KaKO
ce 6ope oko noACJie cpua Mora. Ha^ox hx ohojihko y
cpuy MOMe KO/iMKO BpeMe oa AAaMa caAP>KH jbyACKnx m
He/byACKKX Ayma.
ria pasyMcx, aa mxo je cpue Moje HSHeMofeajio, xe
He MO>Ke Aa npHMH hh Te6e hh mchc y OAaje CBOje,
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Hero Hac rypa Kpajy, — concTBeHHKe Ha HBHuy HMaH>a

tfcHXOBa.
ripe Hero Hsa^ox us yxpode Maxepe csoje, cbct
ca CBOJHM >KejtaMa ycejiw ce y Mene.
CBaKy JiacKy CBexa CKyno caM h npecKyno n/iahao,
sasAa OABajajyhH h AajyfeH ^eo cpua Mora. /],ok ne npe-
AaAOX CBery ue;io cpue CBOje, h aok mh jiacKe He no-
cxaiiie OTy>KHe.
>Ka;ie mh ce crapuH na roAHne roBopehu: oa mhofhx
roAHHa ocxapH cpue Hame.
SaHCxa, CTapu,H, ne ocrapH cpue Bame oa mhofhx
roAHHa HO oa mhofhx >Kejba.
ria caBeryjeM cpue CBOje y caMotiH: ouenw ce oa
jy40iUHDer A^Ha, jep m oh ce Beh ouenHO oa Te6e. Cbh
OHH npcAMexH, 3a Koje tc je >Kejba jyne BCSHBajia, A^Hac
He nocTOje: jcahh cy ce HSMenHJiH, Apyre je 6o;iecT
OHaKasHJia, xpehH cy yMpjiF. Hhth nocxoje npeAMexw
TBOJHX cyrpaiHftHX >Kejba. Cbojhm 6H4eM BpeMe iiJH6a
CBOje CTaAO, h obo ce shojh h KpBaBH oa yAapaua. A
npeAMeTH AaHaiuH>era A^na y6auyjy y Te6e, Beh npeny-
HjCho ccHKaMa MpxBaua, HOBe >Kejbe, Koje fee cyrpa
H caMe 6hth cchkc MpjBaua.
He noHaBn>aj npomjie ocehaje, jep fee tc obh oho-
jiHKO nyxa BesaxH 3a CTy6 BpcMena, kojihko hx nyxa
6yAeiii nonaB/bajio, cpue Moje. M 6Hhem po6 BpcMeny,
H ocrapi^heiii h yMpefeem npe cmpth.
KHAaj iiiTO 6p>Ke MBopoBe CTpacxn, kojh ce saBC-
saiue OA yApy>KeHHX h hccto nonoBJbeHHx >Ke;ba h oce-
haja. JlaKiiie je HCKHAaTH nojeAnnaHHe kohuc >Keji>a h
KOHue ocehaja nero jane HBopoBC cipacTH. Ho u OBe
MopaiH HCKMAaxH Ma ce pacKpsaEHJio, aKO >Ke;iHLiJ hobo
ACTHftCTBO, H Hoey M/iaAOCT, jienuiy h BennHJy oa npo-
LUJie TH MJiaAOCTM.
MsSauH CBCT H3 ce6e, cpue MOje, na ra nocMarpaj
OHAa, KaKO je ncMofean, M nocMarpaj laAa ce6e, h oce-
THfeem HecjiyfeeHy Mofe. Cbct naM ce hhhh Mofean caMO
AOT/ie, AOK po6yjeMO CBCTy.
M 6Hfeeiu npocTpano Kao bchhoct, h bchhoct fee ce
ycejiHTH y Te6e.
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TpojeAHHH Bo>Ke, kojh HMaui cpue HeoSysexo thmom

11 c.iofioAHO OA CBera, ohhcth cpue Moje oa HeaeaHHx
CTpanaua, ujto ra xaMOM npomapauie.HeKa cpue Moje 6yj\e
CBe TJio, H TaMa Hena HCMohHo Kpy>KH oko H^era, ho HCKa
ra He oSysuMa.
HeKa cpue MOje 6yAe cpue cwna h roenoAapa a He
cpue cjiyre h jionoBa.
Aaj MH cpue McycoBO, oko Kora je xama ysajiy/i
lanKajia Aa y^e, u hmjc Morjia yhw.
UapHue He6ecHe Kpacore, orpaAH cpue MOje Maxe-
PHHCKOM 6pHrOM.
Ayme CBeTH h CBeMohHw, ohjioah cpue MOJe ne-
6ecH0M jby6aBJby. fla CBe oho, ujto ce y H^CMy poAH h
nopacie, He 6yAe oa hjioth h KpeK ho oa Te6e, J\yuie
Cbcth h FocnoAe Moj.

XLV
CJiaaHM flydOKO y CBOJ yM, h HajiasuM y H^eMy Je-
Bpeje, LUTO cnpenaBajy yjiasaK Te6H, Cbctjiohochh U,ape
iMoj, H UJTO HcnyHHiue caB cbct npunaMa o cbomc 6er-
CTBy H3 cj3apaoHCKor uapcTBa, Koje He no6e>Ke oa h^hx.
M pasryieAax CBe ujto CTauoBame y yMy MOMe h
OHajHO ysBHKHyx: CBe to uwcaM hh ja, hh Bor moj, hhtm
uapcTBO Bora Mojera.
CBe cy TO OAJeuH m cjimkc seMJte, ujto Moja h
cyBMme BpeAua Myjia yueme cnojba h naroMMjiame y
yMy MOMe.
ria TAe caM ja? fAe Uap moj h FocnoA moj? fAe
je
je uapcTBO Uapa MOjera? Sap y seMJby o6ehaHy npeBy-
KocTe CBO uapcTBO ernnaTCKO? M y rpaA U,apa MOjera
sap yHecTe ceo 6;iaT0 hh/icko?
3;iexyAa je xpana yMa Mora, AOK;ie ce roA xpauH
caMO OHHM UJTO My 4yjia nocTaBJbajy. CnojbaujHDH othcum
H npeACTaBe, ceuKe cchkh, noBet^aue ao CTpaujHHX paa-
Mepa, Kao ujto ceuKe yscK CTpamn/iHO Be;iHKe nopacTy
TaMO FAe je CBeTJiocTn Majio —
sap je to yM moj? Cbc
MHUJ-ijeHje yMa Mora, ual^ox, HHje Apyro ao .BHAaH^e ne-^
MohHHx rpa^eBHua oa HeMokuHX cchkh.
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M joiii jeAHOM pacMOTpHX HCHSMepHO nojbe yMa

Mora, r^e ce ca xhtphhom mhophx nayKoea suflaxy h
pymaxy HHTaBH rpaAOBH oa cckkh, HeMofeHHJH oa nay-
HHHe, — H 0M<ai0CTHX ce, II caeeTOBax ce ca caMHM
co6om:
Ha HCMy Mory ceHKe a^ nrpajy ano He Ha ceexjio-
CTH? HHJe jiH Ta CBexjiocT yM Moj? He 6h jih ce ceHKe
CMaH>HBajie nocxynHO y kojihko 6h ce CBeTJiocx yMa
noBehaBajia? Ho a^ jih m moj yM HHJe caMO jeAna ne-
Mohna ceHKa yMa Bo>Kjera?
TeuiKO MCHH, aKO MOj yM, KaA ce paciaBH oa xejia,
Kpo3 Koje My ce h A^je obo Hacjie^e, ocxane caM y
BeHHOCXH ca OBHM CXpaillHJlHHM TKaHDeM!
M y caMohH nonaB/bax yMy MOMe: caAa KaAa He
BHAHM HHLHXa, HC HyjCM HHUlXa, HC MHpHLUeM HHlUXa, He
KymaM Humxa, He AOAwpyjeM HHUJxa — uixa caAa i^cny-
H^aBa xe6e, aKO ne caMO cenoBHxe cjiHKe h cehaH^a na
OHO mxo CH Hyo, bhaco, MHpncao, OKymao, AOA^pHyo,
uiTO je CBC CBe oxhujjio y npouijiocx, HSMenH/io ce, ona-
KasHJio, pacnajio, yMpjio? 3a mxo jeAHOM ne caxpaHHui
MpxBe H He ocxaBHUJ Hx MpxBHMa, H He 6e>KHm, Hero
cxoJHLU Kao rpo6;be, no KOMe cchh MpxBHX wrpajy, h
KOje HCKa HOBe MpxBaue?
KaKO ce bhuih^h JepycajiHM, rpaA Uapa Mojera,
npexBopHO y uapcxBO MpxBHX w y CMexjiHuuxe CBexcKo!
Uape MOJ, HyjeM xajancxBenH manax Tboj, h pasy-
mcm; bhahm CBexjiocx TBOjy, ii nojwMaM.
M KaA pasyMCM h noJMHM, paAOCx mh naxepa cyae
Ha OMH, H kjimhcm: cnacehbe je Moje y FccnoAy MojeMy!
Oh je CBexjiocx Mora yMa, komc caM ja 6ho ap^m-
jbHB cxpa>Kap, xe cy ce cxpanuH yByKjiH h noxaMnejiM
CBCXJiocx uapcKy.
OoMoliHtie MCHH FocnoA MOj, — KaA npH3HaM j\a j\py-
ror noMofeHHKa ne^a y CBHMa CBCXOBHMa, — a^ HCxepaM
xaMy H xaMHe cxpanue hs yMa Mora.
HeKa xaMe, neKa Kpy>KH oko yMa Mora, ho HCKa
He yjiasH y rpaA Uapa CBexjiocxH.
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XLVI
CjiasHM flydOKO y Jiymy CBOjy, Aa bhahm,
ko ce y
H.OJ pa^a H KO H3 Pbe hcxoah?
KaKO je CTpaxoBHTa jxydnua Ay me HOBeKoee,
He-
BecTo HeOecHa, KaA ce HOBeK ocMejiH
j\a noHupe y H>y^
Kpo3 CBex H Kpo3 aA noHHpe CMeo hobck
Tja ao 6e;iHx
Kao MjieKO aHrejiCKHx xopoBa, ujto
cxoie oko Te6e Kao
cno/baujfta OAe>KAa TBOja.
SanpenacTHx ce, KaA nperjieAax caB MHoroMHCJieHH
nopOA Ayuie Moje, kojh ce ynjiauiH oa Mene
h npny y
CTpaHy Kao npenjiauieHH raBpaHH ca
crpBHHe.
A Ayma
Moja ;ie>Kaiue pasBpahena Kao AeBoinypa
ca
nnjaua BaBHJioHCKHx, Koja safiopaBti CBora
BepeHHKa.
M y FHCBy HeMohHora h no oSuHajy KpuBora none ce
npaBAaTH Ayma Moja, h npe onTy>K6e none
ce npaBAaxH ro-
BopehH: He pa^aM jih th chhobc? He majLeM
jiu th AyxOBe?
A ja ce noKpnx cthaom h peKox: saHcra, y xoMe u jecxe
H Moja H xBoja nponacx, mxo mm
pa^aiu chhobc KaAJa rpe-
OaM CHHa, H mxo mh majbem AyxoBe,
KaA ja xpe6aM /^yxa.
PoAHJia CH MH He CHHOBe HO ciiyre h
pasSoJHHKe
llocjiajia CM MM He AyxoBe ho
npjLaBe cxanoBHHKe aAa.
Kao AeBOJKa Aaxa ch mh na nyBaH^e,
cpoAHHKy xbo-
Me, Aa OA CBexor flyxa 3a4HH>em
h CHHa mh pa^am. A
TH, HecpehHHue, sane ne
oa Bora ho oa CBexa, h doah
MH He Bora ho CBex.
3a mxo ne cancKa Ayxa Bo>Kjera
y AeBHnaHCXBy,
Hero npHMH AyxoBe xaMe, kojh ce
HaMHO>K^me y xedn,
H aapoOHme cpue Moje?
noAHrnyxa ch, Aa 6yAem xpaM Bory, a xh ce npe-
BpaiH y nyxHy Kp4My, rAe pa36oJHHUH
CBpafeajy h ;ie>Ke.
da mxo ne poAH CHHa MyApocxw, kojh 6h h xe6H
AaBao
CBeiJiocx H rjiac. Hero mh poAH CHHOBe
sjia, kojh ce Aonena-
me yMa Mora, h n/iarHme h xefin raMOM m 6ec;iOBecHomhy?
Tie, KaKaB h/ioa pa^am, OHaKBHM ce
hjioaom h xpannm.
H CBe mxo H3 xe6e H3;ia3M, k xcSm ce Bpafca yMHO>KeHO.
KaA 6h 3Hajia, Aymo Moja, KaA 6u caMO
3Ha;ia
Kpacoxy He5ecHe fleBoJKe, hmjh o6pa3 xh
ch xpe6aM
Aa 5yAem y mchh! KaKO je AHBan h
Mofean /^yx, kojh ii>y
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oceityje! KaKO npeKpacan h BejiHHaHCTeeH Chh, kojh

je
ce y hboj pa^a! YBepaBaM xe, th 6h KpBJby nponjiaKajia,
pyro6o Moja, iiito nenar CBOje pyro6e yAapaui naK h
Ha Tejio Mojc.
M OApeKJia 6h ce npjbaBHx AyxoBa, jiymo MOja, h y
CBHH>e 6u HX HajypHjia. M HsjypHJia 6h h3 Kyhe nopoA.
CBOj, UJTO CBHH>CKOM xpaHOM xpaHH H TcSc H ce6e.
M OKaAHJia 6h HaJMHpHCHHJOM H3MHPH0M AOM CBOJ,
H ocBeT/iHJia ra ojixapcKUM CBehaMa. M OKHTHjia 6h ra
UBeheM H SBesAaMa. M anre/iH, uito CTOje Kao MJienHo
6ejia OAe>KAa He6ecHe focnoAapHue TBOje, AOJiasHJiH 6h
TH CJ1060AHO y nocery h aohoch/ih 6jiaroBecT, oa Koje
6h Tpenepwjia yTpo6a iBoja. Tpenepwjia 6u yxpoSa XBOja
Kao jyxapttja poca na njiaHMHw noA He>KHHM yAapHMa
cyHHaHHx spaKa.
M sapaAOBajia 6h ce th, jiyuio MOja, Me^y 6jiyAefeHM
Aymawa seMajbCKHM. M poAWJia 6n CHHa, kojh 6u cbct-
jiomhy CBOJOM Hsarnao HecTBapne ceHKe h3 yMa Mora h
ortfeeM CBOJHM caropeo >KejLe CBeia y cpuy momc. M
0CJ1060AHO 6h aeo >KHBOT Moj Ofl BJiacTH sjiux AyxoBa, o6bho
ra uejiora y njiaiur cujie h cjiaBe Ayxa Bo>KJera.
Bhahm cyae mccto rHeea y 04MMa tbojhm h paAy-
jeM ce, j\yiiio noKajHa.
Ona>KaM feyTatte TBOje, y KOMe ce pa^a 6yHT npo-
THB ce6e caMe.
rioKaj ce M o6hobh Aymo
MOja, noKaj ce aok
ce,
jom HMaiii poKa. 06yuH ce y AeBHHaHCTBo 6p3o; 6p>Ke,
AOK TBOja npjbaBa BpcMeHocx HHje nocrajia npjbaBOM
BCHHOlufey.

XLVII

npH^H MH dJlHJKe, H jomBejiMHancTBeHH

6;iH>Ke,
flyme Mcthhc. npn^w, h yi^u y mchc Ay6;be Hero luto
CBCTJiocT M Ba3Ayx yjiase. fjie, 6e3 cbctjiocth Mory
uejiy Hofe npOBecTH, a 6e3 Te6e ne Mory hh y nocxejby
jieiiH. M 6e3 Ba3Ayxa Mory Aecex KopaKa KopannTH, a
6e3 Te6e ncMory HMJeAan.
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Yce/iH ce y jxyuiy Mojy jxy6jhe Hero uixo Th MHcao

Moja MO>Ke cjieAHTH. Cea BacHOHa He MO>Ke Ayiiiy MOjy
oxpa6pHTM fla Hcxpaje y AeBHnaHCTBy, ano je Th ne
oxpaSpHiH.
CBer HenpecraHO npocH Aymy MOjy, Aa ce c h>om
BCHHa. Cbct HyAH AyuuH Mojoj CBa 6;iara CBoja, caMO as
nanycTH HeKaH^e Te6e. Cee CBOje rpo6oBe Kpenn cbct
6ejiOy caMO Aa 6h saMaMHO j\yuiy MOjy. CaB CBOj neneo
H3H0CH CBex Ha cyHue h npejiHBa ra JiacKOM h eejiH-
HaHieM, caMO a^ 6h saBeo j\yuiy MOjy.
noKa>KH, Hyuie Cbcth, caB CBOj cjaj, a^ 6h j\yui3i
MOja nosnajia, HHJa je ona HCBecra.
npnJiH MH 6jiH>Ke, h joui 6jiH>Ke, Ch;io TpoJHue
CBeie. y^H j\y6ihe y cbcct MOJy nero mio mhcjih h
npeACiaBe CBeTCKe Mory yhw. Kao iiixo MyApa MajKa,
KaA saipyAHH, cnpeMa h khth KOJieBKy CHHy CBOMe,
TaKO H Th, KpacoTO h Hhctoto, cnpeMaj h yKpamyj
yM Moj 3a oho uiro fee ce y H^eiviy hb Te6e poahth.
Mnore sjie mhcjih, nao SMHje, Kpnjy ce oko KOJieBKe
CHHa Tfiora. M MHore onane >Kejbe AM>Ky ce h3 cpua
Mor H Tpa>Ke KOJiCBKy uapcBHha Tbof, a^ ra cbojhm
CTpejiaMa saTpyjy.
OA^paHH KOJieBKy yMa Mora, h naynn Ayujy MOJy,
KaKO ce pat^a h kbko ce MjiaAeHau neryje.
3aBH y Ay6oKy noMp^HHy nyxoBe cbhx sjiOMHCJiennx
HOceTHJiaua po^enora Mora. M amfhh najcjaJHHJy 3Be3Ay
HaA nyj MyApaqa ca McxoKa, MyApaua npaBHX, ujto ca
TpoJHHM AapoBHMa — Bcpc, HaAC H jbySaBH —
xoAe y
nocexy naJMHJiHJeM momc.
npnljH MH 6jiH>Ke, H jom 6jiH>Ke, BejinnaHCTBenH CnHe
Bo>KJH. CnycxH ce Ay^Jbe y cpue Moje nero ujxo HJCAan oce-
haj, HjiH >Kejba, hjih cxpacx oBora CBexa MO>Ke CHhn y h>.
CaMyBaj cpue MOje oa 6e36poJHHx xproBaua, oa mhofhx
Kynaua h npoAasaua, ihxo ce yBCK y jiernoHHMa poje
oko MJiaAa H HCHCKycHa cpi;a. M HayHH cpue Moje, a^hc
JiyAyje 3a luapeHHM o6MaHaMa jhyim h cxBapn.
Ha AHy cpua Mora nacxaHH ce, Kao AOMahnn y
AOMy CBOMe, Cnne moj ji>y6jbeHH, h 6yAH My HeyMHxnn
cy/:Hja h mjapm caBexHiiK.
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KaAa HHCTOTa Ayuie h MyApocx yMa saysMy cpue

-Moje, saHCxa sjiw ayxoBH fee ysajiyA oSwrpaBaTH Aa
saKpone y ih,
M cpue fee ce Moje wcnyHHTH HeHCKasaHHM MnpoM
He6ecHHM, H cjiaBHhe Bora y xopy ca xepyBHMHMa h
cepac})HiviHMa. M Bpaxwhe Soraro sajaM jiyuivi h yiviy, jep
he HX Kao paBHO H^HMa paBHOM MepoM HarpaAHTH.
M HanyHHfee ce cpue MOJe cnaxKOW jbydaBn^y npeMa
FocnoAy cbomc, h ca'/Kan^eH^eM h AoSpoM Bon>OM npe\ia
MynefeMM ce Jiyui3.ma y CBexy h y aAy.
npH^H MH 6;iH>Ke, H join 6jlH>Ke, BeJlMHaHCXBeHH
focnoAapy Moj.

XLVIII

CbH npopOIIH Ofl nOCiaHKa BanHJy AyiiJH Mojoj, Aa ce

CTBopH AeBojKOM H cnpeMH 3a npHjeM CwHa Bo>KaHCKor
y npeHHCxy yxpo6y CEOjy.
Ha. nocxaHe jiecxBHua, hh3 Kojy he Bor cwfeH y
CBex, H MOBeK ysHfeH K Bory.
/^a HcyuiH y ceSn upBeHo Mope KpBHwx cxpacxH,
xe Aa HOBeK-po6 MO>Ke npefeH y seMjty o6efeaHy, seMjby
CJio6oAe.
KHxajcKH MyApau onoMHPbe nyuiy Mojy, Aa 6yAe
MHpHa H HenoKpexHa h Aa nena, Aa Tao Aejcxeyje y
ifcoj. C;iaBa Hena je Jlao-xsey, y4Hxejby h npopoKy
HapoAa CBor!
Mhahjckh MyApau y4H nyuiy MOjy, Aa ce He n/iaiuH
cxpaAatta, ho Aa ce Kpoa xeiuKO h HCxpajHO Be>K6aH3e,
Kpo3 H^mfeeH^e h MOJiHxey, AH>Ke BwuiH^eMy, kojh fee joj
HSHfeH Ha cycpex h noKa3axM joj jiHue Csoje h cnjiy CBOjy.
CjiaBa HCKa je KpniuHH, yHHrejty h npopoKy napoAa CBor!
UapcKH CHH MHAHJe y4H nyuiy Mojy, Aa ce Hcnpa3HH
noxnyHO oa CBera ceMena h yceBa CBeia, h oinaAHe oa
CBMX 3MHJCKHX opejiecxH HeMofene H cenoBMxe MaxepHje,
na Aa Kao npa3Ha, MHpna, nwcxa u 6jia>KeHa HuSana
HeKa. CjiaBa nena je ByAH, uapcKOM cnny h neyMHXHOM
yHHxejby HapoAa CBor!
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FpoMOBHTH nepcHJCKH MyApai; roBopw AyiuH MOJO]\

Aa y CBHMa CBexoBHMa HeMa HHaira ochm CBeiJiocTH h
TaAie, H Aa ce Ayuja Mopa ouenHXH oa TaMe Kao ash
OA HOhH. Jep CHHOBH CBeX/IOCTH SaHHHby ce OA CBeXjlOCTH,
a CHHOBH xaMe 3aHHH>y ce oa xaMe. CjiaBa HCKa je 3o-
poacxpy, Be;iHKOM npopoKy HapoAa CBor!
MspaHJbCKH npopoK eanHje AyiUH Mojoj: rjie, AeBoJKa
he sanexH h pOAMXH^CHHa, komc he hmc 6hxh —
BoroMOBCK.
CiaBa HCKa je McaHJH, bhaobhxom npopoKy Ayiue Moje?
FocnoAe HcSecHH, oxBopw cjiyx jxyiun MOjoj, a^ ce
He orjiyiuH o caBCxe nocjiaHHKa Tbojhx.
He yoHJaj npopoKe CBoje, j\ymo Moja, jep y rpo6o-
BHMa FbHXOBHM HC JieM<e OHH HO y6HUe HdHKOBC.
Ymhj ce H onepH ce; ocbcxjih ce h y cbcx/iocx
ooyuH. Cmhph ce nacpcA ycxajiacaHor Mopa CBexcKor,
H sysaj y ce6H caBexe npopoKa cbojhx. FlpcAaj ce6e CBy
BHuiH^eMy, H peuH CBexy: HCMaM HHuixa sa xe6e.
M HajnpaBCAHHJH oa CHHOBajLyACKHx, BepeHHKaxBOJHx>
caMo cy HeMohHe cchkc, Koje, Kao npaBCAHH Jochc}), y cenuw
XBOjoj xoAe. Jep CMpxnocx pa^a CMpxnocx a hokhbox. Saw-
cxa XM Ka>KeM: Bapajy ce My>KeBH seMajtCKH KaA roBOpe Aa
ohm Aajy >khbox. Ohh ne Aajy ho KBape; h cypBaBajy
H xone >khbox y upecHO MOpe, h ynanpeA ra yBHjajy y
xaMy M hhhc o6MaHOM ^aBOJiCKOM. HeMa >KHBoxa, RyuiOy
AOK OA Cbcxof Hyxa ne AO^e. Hhxh HMa cxBapnocxw y
OBOM CBexy, aok c He6a ne CF^e.
He ySujaj npopone CBOje, AyuJO MOja, jep y6HCXB0
je caMOofiMana ceHKH. He y6Hjaj, jep HHKora ySHXH ne
MO>Keiu Ao ce6e.
ByAM AGBOJKa, AyuJO MOJa, jep AeBMnancKa jiyuia je
jeAHHa noJiycxBapnocx y CBexy cchkh. OoJiycxBapnocx
— AOK ce Bor y h^oj hc poAw. TaAa AyiiJa nocxaje
nyna cxBapnocx.
ByAH MyApa, a^bojko MOJa, h cpAanno npuMn Aparo-
uene Aapose MyApaua ca McxoKa, HaMeH3eHe cuny xbomc.
He o63HpM ce Ha 3anaA, tac cynue sa.nasM, w He jiaKOMH
ce Ha AapoBe npuspaHHe m ;ia>kHe.
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XLIX
CKJIOHH, BOHte, on sjwx OHHJy flvuiy MOiv nana nafca

OaHCKy. HeKa je hhko or cmpthhx

He npa™ ochm ceHKa
jCAHor npaBeflHHKa. y nehHHy BHTjiejeMCKy,
y nehwHy oa
KaMena, uito HHKafl He noxyjiH HMena
TBora, ry neKa
ce CKJIOHH 6peMeHHTa Ayiua Moja.
HeKa jojApyuiTBO npaBe neeHHa jarH,aa h renaa
uiTO cy OA po^efta HaiviefteHH 3a je;io
hchhcthjhm oa ce6e'
HeKa HaA nefeHHOM thxo rope orftesH
He6ecHH h
ca cxpaxoM neKa r;ieAajy Ha
ckpomhh yrao BacHone
Ha upHy seMjby, h na HajCKynoueHHJH Aeo rora yr;ia'
Ha nefiHHy 6oropoAHy. ^ '

HeKa ce OAiwaKHy qapeBH aeiwajbCKH npoM,

h Aiyn-
pyjyfeHnpenHpa4H BapouiKH neKa ce ne
npH6;in>Kviv
LKpoMHH nacTHpH jarH>aAH h Te;iaAH cxajahe
oko nehHHe
Moje, H r;ieAahe He6o KaKo ce
oTBapa, h nesahe c aH-
rejiHMa He6ecHHM, KaAa jyuia Moja
poAH cnacHxe/ba Mora
HeKa ce yAa;be cbh ocxajiH, kojh >KHBe on
tdchvthhx
^ a
cnacHoqa h cnacepta. j

BoAH, TocnoAe, CBeryiomhy Cbojom hctohhc

Myapaue
h npopoKe, H CBexHTejbe, Ka nehHHH
Ayuie Moje Zla ioj
Aonecy xpw HajflparouenHja Aapa hcxohhof
MOBenaHCXBa
HpBH Aap je bhaobhxo SHaae o Te6n, mxo
npcBa-
3H;ia3H CBa ocxajia 3HaH>a. HeKa HOCHJiaq
xora aapa Ka-
m AparoueHH xoBap CBOj MOJinxBaiwa cbhx npopoKa
Mc-
xoKa, H CBHX oyixapa hcxohhhx npopoKa.
/Ipyrn Aap je bhaobhxo HuiMCKHBafte po^e^a
TBora y
MHCxoxH AeBHHaHCKOj: HCKa HOCHyiau xora
Aapa ap>kh
nocx ue;iHM nyxejvi, fla jwy ce oko ne saiviyxH
oa 3eM;bHHe
MacHohe, xe ne HsrySw h3 BHAa SBesAy
BOAWjby.
TpehH Aap je BHAOBHxa /bySas npeMa TcSh.
HeKa HOCH/iau xora Aapa 6ah HaA cbojhm
AapoM y nyxo-
BaH>y CBOMe. /(a ce He cnoxaKne
cpue fteroBO o neKy
3eMart>CKy npe;iecx, xe ne 3aA0UHH Ha
noK;iOH,ert>e hobo-
po^enoMe.
Sancxa jeAHora oa h>hx npaxHhe caB yiw jvioj, h
csa
CBecHocx yiwa Mora, /^pyrora oa h,hx npaxHhe
cse cpue
Mo;iHTBe Ha Jeaepy. c
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Moje, H CBe >Ke;be cpi;a Mora. Tpehera oa h>hx Hmne-

KHBafee jiyuia Moja, HcnytbeHa fijiaroAafcy h ji>y6aB;by.
Ho CBemxeHH nyxHHUH he onpesHO nyxoBaTH, h sa-
cxaJKHBahe Ha nyT0BaH>y cbomc, h nHTahe sa nyr, h
AOBeiuhe y onacHOCx nyuiy Mojy h npBCHua Ayme Moje.
HaHBHH Kao ro;iy6oBH, nHxafee sa nyx!
Ajih Th ch 6e3rpaHHHHO MHJiocpAaH h 6e3rpaHHHH0
MyAap. Kp03 neAecex cxojieha Th cjiaH<eiu CKynoueHe
AapoBe Ha McxoKy. M ne hem a^xh, a^ hochouh xhx
AapoBa naAHy y pyne pasfioJHHKa.
Oa npeBeHHOCXH Th cnpeMaui po^eH>e Cnna y Ae-
BOJaHKOj AyuiH. Te ne fcem AonycxHXH, a^ ra y6HJe MpoA,
HeKO, Kora je seMjba poAHJia h seMjba Kpynncajia y
noernnheHOM rpaAy JepycajiHMy.
Ckjiohh, Bo>Ke, jiyuiy MOjy oa mhofhx 3jihx OMHjy.

Ha TpOMHM TOHKOBHMa xejia nyxyje j\yma MOJa no

OBOM CBexy o6MaHa, kojh ce xpyAH, a^ cbojom xpoMomhy
h MacHBHOLufey AOKa>Ke 6hxhocx CBOjy.
FocnoAe CBexjionocHH, KaKO ce cxpaiunDHBO npn-
nwjia jiywa MOJa ys xpoiuHe xoMKOBe! Y cjienwjiy CBOMe
MMCJiM, Aa aKO c XHX xoHKOBa cnaAHe, joui fee Mofcn HH>Ke
nacxH. Kao a^ ne cxoje Ha hcxom nenejiy h onaj na
ApBexy H OHaj noA apbcxom!
y CBOMe cxpaxy h nesnaH^y CBa ce j\yiua MOJa npe-
Aa/ia xejiy, caMO a^ 6h je xe;io iijxo cnopHje h uixo Ay>Ke
HOCHJio Ha nyxy Ka ko6hom Kpajy.
CBOje rocnoAapcxBO, CBOjy cxBapnocx — jeAHHy
cxBapHOCx y OBOMe CBexy — ycxynnjia je jxyuia. reny
H3 cxpaxa H HesHaH^a. YcxynH/ia je orjieAajio CJienoMe,
H cjienn ra pa36HJa y KOMaAe.
CexH ce CBora nonexKa, nyuiOj KaA ch Snjia Kao
cyHHCB 3paK, H xejio xBoje Kao Mecennna. TaA ch Snjia
OLuipa H npo3paHHa Kao csexjiocx cynHaHa, a xomkobh
T.iOjM xHipn Kao MeceHHHa.
TaA CH snajia, j\3. je 6hxhocx y xe6H, h j\a cy xoh-
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KOBH TBOJH CaMO CCHKa TBOJa H n03aJMHUa TBOJa. MHHCH

3Hajia 3a cipax, jep ch bha HMajia h BHAejia ch ce6e Ha
KpHJlHMa MOfeH H 6eCMpTH0CTH.
TpOMe TOHKOBe, Ha KOJHMa ce ca^a boshuj, caMa ch
xiena. no CBOJoj bojbh, no cbomc CTpaxy, no cbomc ne-
SHafey, H caMa ch hx CTBopn/ia. Hh Te6e KaKBa ch caA,
HH Tejio TBoje KaKBO je caA HHje >Ke;ieo Bor ctbophth.
/Ja 6h ce cnac;ia pe^er MpaKa, y kojh xe je 6auHJia >Ke;ba
TBOJa, TH CH ce cnymiajia y cse rymfen h rymfen MpaK,
AOK ce hhch cacBHM noMpaHHjia, h 0Ae6;bajia, h npeivia
ce6H H xajbHHy CKpoJHJia. M aok hhch HajsaA npcAajia
€Be CBOje AOCTojancTBO Ae6e;ioj xan>HHH CBOjoj, a^ 6h ce
caMO cnacjia crpaxa.
Aajia CH CBOjy 6hthoct ohomc, ko hc MO>Ke Aa je hoch,
H xaKO CH je HsrydHjia Ha o6e crpane, h nocrajia ch
He6HTHa H CTpaujHjiHa ceHKa Kao h tcjio xBOje. Jep
^hthoct je CBeTHH^a, tc hhm ce nsnece na naaap, Aa ce
npoAaje h Kynyje, ona ocraBJba h Kynua h npoAaBua
VL yAajtasa ce noAJeAHaKO oa oSojhx.

3a TO TH je, Ayuio, h bcjihkh MyApau hhahjckh oa-

pHuao Shthoct — Te6H hc Man^e Hero tcjicchoj OAehn
TBOjoj. Ho aKO Bor cn^e y Te6e, h poAH ce y Te6H,
TH feem oSpaAOBaTH o>Ka;iomtieHor MyApaua hhahjckof,
ujTO Ha JiOTocy ceAw h mhcjih, jep feem noBpaTHTH hb-
rySibeny 6hthoct. Sancia, CBa je 6hthoct y Bory, h Ban
Bora HeMa 6hthocth hh kojihko spuo ropy^HHHo.
fjie, BHAHM y tcSh jeAaH KyTHh, Kao jeAHy CBefeoM
•ocBeTJLeHy nehHHy y ro;ieMOj ojiaHHHH, npniHCHyTOj Mpa-
KOM. UJto Ay>Ke rjieAaM y Ty CKpneeHy CBeiJiocT y Te6H,
CBe BHLue MM OHa J1H4H Ha AeBojaHKy KpacoTy, Ha TBOjy
npBOOHTHy KpacoTy, jiyuio Moja. Oa rjieAaH^a Mora pacTe
.Majiena cbctjioct, h cbc ce jacHHJe pacnosnaje y HdOj nyAHO
.ACBOJaHKOJiHue.Kao jeAaHcynnaHH span oSyMenyMecenHHy.
Ty je cnace^e TBOje, Aynjo ycTpauueHa. Ty je >khbot
TBOj, — CBe ocTajio je rpo6, KaA 6h caMO Morjia pas-
^yKTaTH Ty Ma/ieHy cbct/ioct, h Kao SyKTHH^y BejiHKy
yneTH je y yM Moj h y cpue Moje.
BocnpcHH, Ayuio MOja, h npHKyj norjieA tboj na Ma-
iieny nehnny, rAe Ma/iena A^BOJKa oSHTaBa Fjie, h3 tc
6^
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netiHHe Aofenfee th Hsdaejbetfce. V HjOj th h caAa Jie>KH

CBa npeocTa.ia Mofe, h HeHapy>KeHa Kpacora, h HenpoAaxa
6eCMpTH0CT.
BaH pa^a Bora, cee
nefewHe, Ban jiyuie Moje, rjie AeeoJKa
je ceH H neneo, sajeAHO ca ipoMHM TOHKoenMa TCJia.

LI

flyine CseTH, r;ie, KaKO je noAJia jiyuia Moja!

KaKo CTpauijbHBO Kpwje n;iOA Tboj y ce6H, cxpaxa
pafli! JYAejcKora, cxpaxa paAH 6e36poJHe A^ue Mpana, luto.
MX OHa HaMHO>KH y ce6H h3 6paKa CBora ca cbctom.
HapoAHJia je 6e36poJHe ByKOBe h jiHCHue, h cxaBHjia
HX y uapcKe OAaje CBOje, aok Chh Tboj HeMa rAe rjiaBy
Aa npHKjiOHH. H cbh Tpa>Ke a^ ySwjy oho luto ce oa
flyxa poAH. Ax, MpoAOBH caynecHHUH! Jep ce 6oje MofeH
H npaBe CBexjiocTH! M cxpene aa Kpyne CBOje HaJBHuie ohh,
KOJH cy MX OTCJiH H caMM ce^H KpeaBe Ha rjiaBy CTaBHJin.
Be>KH, Aymo MOja, ca cbojhm hobhm h/ioaom, ca cbo-
jHM jeAHHopoAHMM HJiOAOM, 6e>KH y ErHnax, y seM/by
jom MpaMHHJy oa Mspaw/ba. fjie, 6e36poJHH po6oBH, Koje
CM npoM3Be;ia y ce6H oa ccMena ceexcKora, AH>Ky xaJKy
Ha CMHa TBor jeAHHor, h Tpa>Ke Aa ra y6Mjy.
Ho OMH
3JiHK0Baua TaMHHje cy oa Kpyne H^HxoBe,
le y c/ienwjiy cbomc hc pacno3Hajy JAjiai,eH\\a Bo>Kjera.
3a TO he noKjiaTH MHore MjiaAcnue, jxa. 6h h tbof M/ia-
ACHua 3aKJia;iH.
BnAex nacTHpa oseSjia npaj Ma;ieHe BaTpe. Ohh
CBOje He CKHAame oh ca BaTpe, Kao Aa xchame noMohw
joj orH^eM OHHJy cbojhx j\3. ropw. M 3aK/iaHDame BaTpy
pyKaMa oa CTyACHHx BCTpoBa, m Aysame je a^xom cbojhm,
Aa ce jane paaropw, a^ nopacTe m oaojic BCTpoBHivia, h
H^era Aa 3arpeje.
TaKO H3 cpua Mora 6ecHe BCTpoBw 3;imx >Kejba npe-
lehw SovKancKOj cbcHh y Te6M, j\a je yrace. M TaKu m3
yMa Mora 6ecHe s/ie homhc/ih, j\3. nanjbyjy na jeAwny
cbctjioct y Te6M, luto mm npnupeMa nponacr.
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Cbc lUTO CH TH, Ayiuo, HaMHo>KHJia y MOMe yMy h

y cpuy MOMe, CMarpa Te6e He sa MajKy ho sa Mahexy,
H HHKora HeMa y o^BpaTHOM nopoAy xeoMe, Aa th craBH
npcT Ha ropefew jesHK h Aa re pacxjiaAn. CaA ch npBH
nyi nocxajia MaJKa, jep ch poAWJia cwna, kojh pacre y
nocjiyujHOCTH npeMa Te6H h Jlyxy CBeroM, h y He>KH0j
pOAHTejbCKO] jby6aBH.
He HaMehH My, po6i\ibo, poncKe Spure OBora ceexa
Ha rjiaey. Oh Mopa pacTH y chjih AyxoBHOj h 6hth y
OHOMe LUTO je Oua H>eroBor. Fjie, oh AOJiasH Kao ojiaMeH,
UJTO fee ca>KefeH nenpHjaxejbe xBOje, h ocBexHXH h sa-
rpejaxH xe6e.
Kao nocjiaHHK oh Ao;ia3H h3 jeAHora napcxBa, rAe
CH XH uapoBajia y AGBOJaHKOj hhcxoxh h KpacoxH. Sap
He no3Hajeiu CHna CBora, j\yiuo 6e3yMHa?
Kao BecHHK oh AOJiasH h3 uapcxBa CBexjiocxw, rAe
CH ce H XH 6jiHCxajia 6jiHCxaH3eM mhofhx cyHaua, j\a xe
no30Be noHOBO y xo uapcxBO. Sap ne pacno3Hajeiii rjiaca
CHHa CBOjera, orjiyBejia Ayi^o?
Kao BHxe3 cjio6oAe oh Ao;ia3H hs jeAHor uapcxBa
c;io6oAe, rAe ch h xh nerAa >KHBe;ia, ne no3HaBajyfeH
cxpaxa HH rjiaAH po6oBa, — A0Jia3H, Aa xe oc;io6oah oa
Ae6e;iHX Bepura, y Koje xe je cnyxa;ia Ae6e;iocx csexcKa.
Sap jom oKJieBam, j\a no3ApaBHUJ Kmuan^eM oc;io6oAHOua
CBora, oneMejia jiymo?
flyme CeeMoryfen, ojaHaj cnacoHOCHor M/iaAenua y
KOJieBUH jiyuie Moje. M canyBaj ra oa oa cbhx oxpoBHHx
cxpejia, Koje jiexe na Hb OA03ro h3 Mspan/ba h oao3Ao
H3 ErHHxa.

Lir
JiHKyj, flyniO MOJa,y3pacxe MJiaAenau xsoj, h onaca
•ce cnaroM, janoM oa 3eMJbe. Pymnjiau cbhx xbojhx Kyjia
OA AMMa yspacxe y CBexy, h CBex ra ne npHMexH h He
noBHa.
nycxHH>a My 6eme jxvyuijBOj a MHcao h MOJiHXBa
Besa ca He6oM, aomobhhom FberosoM.
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Ebo ra TAe c/io6oaho Kpefee ca^a y nocexy MpanHOJvi

nopoAy TBOMe. y OHHMa My cnja eeMHOCx; h Ha jiHuy
My ce HHia eeHHOCT; h y pyKaMa My Sopasn eeHHocT.
Ja4H OA ceexa, eeo, nsjiasH y 6op6y ca ceexoM, — ca
CBHMa ceHOBHTMM CBexoBHMa TBOJHM, Ayii^o 3apo6;beHa.
JlwKyj, jiymo Moja, rjieM/iaAeHua TBora rAe yspacxe,
HenyjHO oa CBera, h onaca ce cnaroM, janoM oa CBexa.
MwpaH Kao CBaKH jyHaK, CBecaH CBOje Heno6eAHBe
MofeH H yHanpeA no6e^eHe HCMofeH npoxHBHHKa, Kopana
jby6;beHn Moj HSMe^y SBepoBa, h sBepoBM wy ce CKjiaH>ajy
c nyra, cipaxoM HcnyH>eHH.
BawcTMHy, npwpoAa ra ynosHa npe JtyA^, h npeAaAe
My ce Kao npaBH cjiyra npaBOM rocnoAapy CBOMe.
A OA JbyAM no3HaAe ra caMO jcAaH, h saenKa, h bhK-
HaeroB ocTa rjiac BannjyhH y nycTWFbH, Kora jbyAH y6p3o
yryiuHLue Hacn/bCM h KpBn>y. Jep HacHJbe je opy^e He-
MohHora, h KpB je nyi neMohn, oa Kanna ao MpoAa.
Oiau CBHX HacHjiHHKa OA noneTKa CBexa cpexe ra
H nonyAM My CBa 6;iara OBora CBCxa, caMO a^ nouixeAH h
He srasM H^eroB yccB y CBexy.
BMAe BjiacTOAP>KaL^ oBora csera Mora MHjbeHUKa^
Kao iiJTO HofeHa ceHKa Hsjyrpa rjieAa AOJiasaK cyHi;a n
rjieAajyfen yMwpe.
Kao nocjiaHHK >KHBe h BeHuxe TpoHue crajaiue moj
MHjbeHHK npeA B;iacTOApiii!^,eM CBera o6MaHa. M uap xaMe
noKyma, a^ yHece AwcxapMOHwjy h Aa noMyrw ojiMHeno-
TpojcFBO y jcAMHCTBy. Fla no o6nHajy cbomc, no onpo-
6aH0M Ha jbyACKOMe poAy aanaxy CBOMe, oh npBO nojiacKa
CTOMaKv BHTeaa Mora. A^ 6h npBO yjiOBHO CTOMaK w-
Aao My CTapemnHcrBO naA cpueM m j/mom, h ose j/huhho
ceHKOM M c;iyraMa cxoMaKa.
Ho AOH>M MOBeK ocxa y HenapyiueHOj xapMOHHJH ca
cpeAH)HM H ropH^MM HOBCKOM. CxoMaK BHTesa Mora ocra
Bepan jeAHHH4H0M TpojcxBy, y komc cy Tpoje jeAnaKu
H jeAHO.
TaAa B;iacTOAp>Kau xaMe m 3;ia yAapn JiacKaMa na
cpue MH/beHHKa Mora. Ho cpue OBora, CBexjinje oa CBei-
jiocTH, He npHMM TaMy y ce6e, ho, Kao m CTOMaK, ocxa.
BepHO XpOHHHOJ XapMOHHJH.
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HajsaA B;iacTOAp>Kau TaMe ca CBHMa xaMHUM CHjiaMa,

Haea/iH Ha yM cnacHTen^a Mora, a^ 6h ra Haeeo Aa Kyfua
Bora 6e3yMHHM h BpaTOjiOMHHM HyAHMa.
Ho yM jeAHHopoAHora Mora Kao cyHnaHa
Sejaiue
6yKTHH>a, lUTo ceaKy HeHHcrotiy caropn na OA^aun H3
ce6e. Te raKO hh yM He HSH^e hs cjiaTKe xapMOHHje
CBCTOr TpojeAHHCTBa.
TaKO Moj noSeAHHK OAHece npBy no6eAy naA uapeM
AHMa H nene;ia, kojh H3H^e a^nperoBapa c bojboaom
MOJHM, HyAehH My CBe — ochm BjiacTH naA cbctom.

LIII

HfiKa Ce CnyCTH HedOh npHAwrne 3eMn>a, KaA OTBapa

ycTa CBOja Ym npeBe4HH, poi}eH y nefcHHH jiyme Moje oa
/^yxa CBCTora h FIpeHHcre AeBOJKe.
PeHH H^eroBe Kanjby na rpo6;ba, h neneo ce noHUH^e
3eJieHHTH M ixBexaTH.
OA6a4eHH oa CBera, h kojh 0A6auHiiie cbct, Tpne
My y cycper, a MH/beHwuH CBexa ca y>KacoM 6e>Ke oa
H^era.
— Ja H Orau jeAHO cmo. Flpe noBena ja jecaM.
TaKO roBopn MyApocx, poi^ena y AGBOjaiuTBy tbomc,
Ayiuo Moja. Cjiymaj h pa3yMH BenHOCX CBOjy, Hsrydjbeny
y nenejiy BpeMena.
CBaKa Ayuja, Koja iBopw BOJby Oua He6ecHora, MO>Ke
ce Ha3BaTH MajKOM MyApocTH Bo>Kje. —
OBaKO roBopH MyApocT Bo>Kja, po^eHa
oa Ay^^
CBexor y tcSh, AyuJO MOja:
Ja caM >KHBOT H BacKpcHTejb MpxBHX. Ko npeKHHe Besy
ca MHOM, npeKHAa Be3y ca >khboxom h nocxaje Kao o6;iaK
AMMa, y KOMe neMa hh CBexjiocxH hh BJiare.
Bh mxo MHC/iHxe, a^ cxe >khbm, a y cxeapw cxe
MpxaB o6;iaK AWMa, mxo ce Kpehe cJiynajHHM BexpoM,
npn^Hxe K MeHM, h ja hy sac nanynHXn CBexjioiuhy m
BOAOM, cBex;ioiuhy hcxhhhxom m boaom >khbom, h 6nhexe
>KHBH y HCXMHM.
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Bh ujto AparoBOJbHO upujiasure k mchh h nyHHxe

ce MojiiM >KHBOTOM, ryStiie ce6e, KaKse Bac cbct casAa,
11 nocxajere jeAHo ca mhom Kao ujto caw ja jeAHo c Oucm
HeSecHiiM.
SaHcra Heiieie ce n/iaiuHTH speMCHa, jep BpeMe je
6h4 CBera, h npnnaAa CBeiy a He MeHH.
Hutu fee Bac 36yHHTH K0Jie6aHDa y BpeMCHy h npoc-
Topy, jep CBa Ko;ie6aHDa cy yo6pa>KeHO 3Bii>KAatt>e 6HHa
no HrpajiHUiTy, h npHnaAajy CBCTy a He mchh.
flajeM BaM mo] Mwp, Kora BpeMe ne Mo>Ke HarpwcTH,
HMnpocTopcTecHHTH,HMTHCBaKo;ie6aH>acBeTanoKo;ie6aTM.
McnyH^en^ cbctom, Hcnpa>KHbeHH cy oa >KHB0Ta, h
po6oBH cy CBeTa. McnytfceHH >khbotom Hcnpa>KH>eHH cy
OA CBeTa, H chhobh cy >KHB0Ta.
Ja caM nyn >KHBOTa, h CMpT HCMa A^Jia y MeHH hh
KOJiHKO Bpx OA HFJie. 3aT0 MCHe CBCT He no3Haje, jep
CBCTa HCMa y mchh. Cbct no3Haje caMO CBOje, Kao ujto
>KHBOT no3Haje CBOJe.
3aHCTa, ja caM HaJHeno3HaTHJH rocx y CBeTy. /^omao
caM Aa noHyAHM, a ne Aa y3MeM. Oa CBOJe nyuofee uyAHM;
OA HHuiTa ce ueMa uiTa yscTH. Moja nyuofea —nyuofea
je Bora, kojh mc nocjia y cbct, Aa AaM ce6e CBCTy, h
o>KHBHM rpo6;ba, na Aa ce oncT BpaTHM y uapcTBO
>KHBOTa. Ja H >KHBOT jcAHO CMO. M Hpc AAaMa ja jecaM,
M nocjie AAaMa ja jecaM. —
flyujo MOja, BacKpcaBaj! Aok
BacKpcHTCjb tboj
je
y Te6H, BacKpcaBaj. KaA oh oac h3 Te6e, th ne hem
MOfeH HHIUTa HHHHTH AO pa^aTH MpTBC H CaxpaHDHBaTH
MpTBC.
ripcTBopH ce y cjiyx h y nocjiymuocT, He>KHBOTHH
nopoAe AyuJe Moje, h BacKpcaBaj h3 rpo6a.

LIV
CUHe }KHBOTa, ncnyuH 3eM;by TCJia h jxyuie MOJe
>KMBOTOM CBOJHM, Aa CC HMaMC MUM UOJaBHTH MCl^y >KH-
BHM aure/iMMa.
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Be3 TBora >KMBOTa ja Hehy Mofew AwcaxH BasAyx

uiTO aHrejiH flHuiy, hhth jecTH xjie6 luto aHrejiH jeay.
M 6Hfey oner HsrHan sa Bpara uapcTBa He6ecHor, Mcnpea
KojHx M caAa Kao pac;ia6;beH jie>KHM.
HaMaMH Me cbct Ha CBOj x;ie6, h sacy Aymy Mojy
KaMehbeM. HaMaMH Me Ha pH6y, h sacy cpue Moje
KaMe^eM.
HaMaMH Me Ha CBeTjiocT, h o6y4e yM Moj MpaKOM.
He MpsHM CHpoMaxa, a;iH mh OMpse CBer iuto ce
Kao CHpoMax npaBH 6oraTHM. Hhth MpsHM ce6H4Hora,
a;iH MH OMpse CBex iuto ce Kao cednnan npaBH Aape>K"
.TbHBHM. Hhth MpsHM 6e3yMHora, ajiH mh OMpse cseT ujto
ce Kao SesyMaH npaBH yMHHKOM. Hhth MpsHM 6ojiecHora,
ajiH MH OMpse CBeT LUTO Kao jexTHHaB HaMepHO Tpyje
BOAy SApaBHMa. Bapajinuy h npeTsapana MpsHM, FocnoAe,
LUTO >KHB0T Moj saTpua seM/bOM roBope^H MH CBe BpeMe
He6y.
Beuie 6oraT TproBau, na yMpe, h Ay^i^H My 6h pas-
rpa6;beH oa cyceAa h CTajauie npasan jom yeeK ca uMe-
HOM noKOJHHKa naA spaTHMa h HcnncHMa Aparoqeue po6e
y Ayhany.
TaKaB caM h ja Kao OBaj jxyhauy peKOx ce6H y CTHAy.
Jom HOCHM HMe >KHBOTa, a >KHBOT je MOj cae pasrpa6jbeH
OA cyceAa mojhx.
CHHe Bo>KJH, Cnue >KHBOTa, HcnyuH seM^^y MOjy
>KHBOTOM.
OpBO H36auH KaMeffce hs nyuie Moje, h naxpauH je
npaBHM xjie6oM. H ohhcth cpqe MOJe oa SMvija h HcnyuH
ra C060M. M pasarnaj TaMy hs yMa Mora, h Hanynn ra
CBeTJiomhy neSa.
Jep sancTa nehy o>KHBeTH, aKO caMO jxyuia Moja
o>KHBH a cpue Moje ocTane Hcnyn^eHO cmpthhm >Ke;baMa.
Hhth hy BacKpcnyTH, FocnoAe, y uapcTBy TBOMe, aKO
ce caMO cpue MOje ohhcth a yM moj ocTane h j\3Jhe
HcnyH^en MpaKOM.
SancTa, aok ce CBa Tpn HSBopa y Menu ne H36HCTpe,
He fee 6hth >KHBOTa >KHBOTy MOMe. M36HCTPH jiH ce je-
Aan, Apyra he ra ABa MyTHTH.
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M36HCTpe Jit! ce abb, xpehn he 6hth AOBOJbaH, Aa

saMyxH o6a npea. CeaKu je oj\ ra rpw M3Bopa y mchh
H.iH xpoBan cnacHTe;b Apyrwx.
h;ih
Cnne >KHBOTa, McnyHH seMjby Mojy >khbotom. Th cm
MyApocT Moja, jep je y Te6H He caMO yM 6o>KaHCKH, ho
H ACBMHaHCTBO 6o>KaHCKO, H CBexocT 6o>KaHCKa. Jep Aa
HHCH poi^eH H3 6o>KaHCKOr AGBMHaHCTBa M 6o>KaHCKe CBe-
TOCTH, He 6m 6ho MyApocT HO orpaHH4eHO CBexcKO snaHje
H BeillTHHa.
CHHe Bo>KJH, Th
ch jeAWHH xpaHjbHBw x;ie6 >KHBOTa
Mora. MojiHM Th ce, ne OABpaxH jiHi^e TBOje oa Mene
rpeiuHora. Th ch jeAHHa >KHBa BOAa, oixo MO>Ke HanoJHXH
>KeAHy nycTHH^y >KHBOTa Mora.
MojiHM Th ce, He OABpain jinue TBOJe oa Mene
rpeiuHora. Th ch jcahhh SApaB BasAyx, uito MO>Ke Mcue-
jiHTH pac;ia6;beH0CT >KHBOTa Mora.
MojiHM Th ce, ne oAspaxH jinue Tsoje oa Mene
rpeniHora. Ho noMH/iyj Me h cnacn!

LV
KO CH TH? OHTajy A^ua CBexa CnHa TBor, acbm-
HBHCKa AyuJO Moja.
Jep ra BHAe rjxe xoah Mei^y tt>HMa Kao uap Me^y po6o-
BHMa. M c/iymajy HieroBe Mofene penn, h hc pasyMejy. M
r;ieAajy FfaeroBa MohHa ACJia, h nyne ce cxpaxoM. M oce-
hajy CH.fiy rj\e H3;ia3H h3 Fbera, h 36yH>yjy ce.
A Cmh TBOj, Haj/ienujH Me^y CHHOBHMa jby^CKHM, ca
HHCTHM 04HMa BOJia, H MHpHofeoM jarhbexa, H CHaroM .naBa,
H saMaxoM opjia, h jinueM aHre;ia, OAroBapa:
Ja caM McTMHa. Aouiao caM oa hcthhc, aohochm
BaM Aap OA McTHHe, h BpahaM ce Mcthhm.
KaA 6m y BaMa 6h;io mcthhc, bh 6h mc no3HajiH, h
He 6m HMTajiH: ko ch th?
Sancra, bh ne yMcre pehn hh ko ere bh; KaKO here
OHAa pa3yMeTH, KaA BaM Ka>KeM — ko caM ja?
F/ie, BH ere caMM no ce6H HHuixa, Kao can oabojch
OA caFi.a4a. M hhctc hcth hh y ABa ceKyHAa y BpeMeHy
HHTH Ha ABa KopaKa y npocrpancTBy. Kao KaA ce hhni.
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HOCH HaA jeaepoM, na My ceHKa nrpa no boah, xaKo je

H >KHBOT Bam npasHO m He6HTH0 HrpaH>e ceHKw.
Jom caMO HHCTe 3a6opaBHJiH a^ MsroBopnTe pen
„HCTHHa", H TO je cee luto BaM npeocxa oa McTHHe.
CBeT;iyuaH>e CTBapn HasuBaie hcthhom. Kao KaA 6u Be-
HHTH TaMHHHap, KOJH je caMO Hyo 3a cyHue, HasBao 6y6y
— cseTJiHha— cyHueM.
Ko noBHaje HCTHHy, HCXHHa ce ycejbaBa y H>era, h
OH nocxaje jeAHO ca mctmhom, u HHje nojiosaH ho ueo
HOBeK. McTMHa yi^ejLyje, h hhhh uejiHM, aok o6MaHa chthh
y KOMaAe h Mejbe HOBena y neneo.
Kao iBTo je pasBejanoM nenejiy oa ApBexa HeMoryhe
BHiue nosHaxM sejieHo apbo, xaKO je BaMa HCMoryfee no3-
naxH Mene.
3aHCxa ja caM McxHHa, Hcxa jyne, Aanac h cyrpa.
Hyx McxHHe, kojh je ca mhom, Oh roBopn Kpo3a Me, Oh
>KHBH y MCHH. Be3 H>era ja 6mx 6ho Humxa Kao h bm. Ho
36or H^era y MeHH ja caM Onaj kojh jecxe.
Ca BHCHHe caM CHiuao, Kao njiaxa Kwrna, a^ nany-
HHM HcyuieHO pe4H0 KopiiXo, Koje BH yBeK jom nasHBaxe
peKOM.
/^pyrw cy aohochjih 3aK0He, a ja aohochm McxHHy.
J\pyn\ cy hhcxh;ih Kopwxo oa ocymeHor 6;iaxa m cnpe-
ManH ra 3a BOAy, ho HHcy mofjih a^tm Bo^y. Ja a^J^m
BOAy, H nyHHM Kopuxo, H onpaBAaBaM hmc peKe.
HwcaM Aomao y Bamy cyxoxy, a^ Bac yHHM KaKO
ce MCKonasa BOAa h3 3eM7be, Hero caM Aomao — BOAa
>KMBa— Aa Me nwjy >KeAHH.
Hhxh caM AOuJ^o, Aa Bac yHHM KaKO ce npaBw x;ie6,
Hero Aa 6yAeM x;ie6 CBHMa rjiaAHHM.
Hhxh caM cwmao y Bam MpaK, a^ Bac yMHM KaKO
ce cxBapa cbctjiocx, nero a^ eaM cbcxjihm. Fjie, hh cynue
— MaHja CBexjiocx oa mchc — ne y4H KaKO ce
CBCXJIH, HO CBeX/lH.
Hhth caM ce cnycxHO y 6e3yMHO xpenepeH^e cchkh,
Aa Bac yHHM mxa je cxBapHOCX, ho a^ 6yAeM cxBapnocx,
y npcAeJiHMa npasHHHe h Hnnera.
SaHcra, HucaM Aomao, Aa saM 6yAeM ynujeih MyA*
pocxH HO caMa MyApocx.
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Ko MeHe He npHMa, ne ne oHje, He Aniue, u

je;ie,
TiiMe He nocTaje jeAHO ca mhom, raj ociaje Ban Mene,
UJTO 3HaHH, j\a ocxaje BaH vKMBora h HCXHHe.

LVI
3a HCTHHOM xpHH Ayiua Moja, Cwne McTHHe, h xp-
MaH^y H>eHOM neMa Kpaja, hhxh HMena H^enoM yMOpy.
Bojbe, yMHpn ce, Aymo Moja, h MHpoM cbojhm npw-
ByuH HCXHHy. KaKO 6h xn nasBana OHora, ko 6h y noHohn
peKao: He Mory 6e3 CBexjiociH, Mopaiw xpnaxH na cyHue,
Aa AoneceM neKO-nHKO spaKoea?
Ha ujxo noHHPtaxH xpK oa xHjbaAe roAHna, KaA je
LBex/iocx 6p>Ka oa xe6e h Mo>Ke xh nacxH y KpHJio 3a
HeKOJiHKO ipenyxaKa.
OxBopH ce, jiymo ceexjiocxH, h CBexjiocx he Aohw
y xe6e.
Shaobh, luxo cxoje HSMe^y Te6^ u MCXHHe, m h3-
rjieAajy xh Kao nyAOBHiuHe njianHHe, Koje uoKyiuaBaLU
3aMopHHM xpnan^eM a^ npet^eiu, jecy XBOja XBopeBHna,
H c;ia6HJH cy oa 6ejie nene na jesepy. CaMO KaA 6h xh
MOrjia OXBOpHXH OHH AOBOn>HO A^ HX He bhahui. SaHCxa,
finhe xhx BHAOBa saBHcn oa xBora BHi^eH^a. Ako hx xh
He 6h xxejia BHAexw, ohh ne 6h nocxojajiH.
F/ieAax OHJie na upnoj xa6jiH rAe xpnw y Kpyry,
o6ejie>KeH0M 6e;iOM KpeAOM. fyieAax ra Ayro KaKO xpnw
H He ycyf^yje ce npecKonnxH 6e;iy jiHHHJy, Koja My
Ban^Aa HBrjieAauie h;ih Kao >KHBa cxBap HJiHKao bhcok 3ha.
TaKBa je, peKOx y wajiocxn, h jiyma MOja, KaA
MHc;iH, Aa je oa Hjene c;io6oAe a^jih hjih hckh mo^hh
AHBOBH hjih CXpaUJHO BHCOKH 3HA0BH. Y CXBapH HBMe^y
ffceHe TaMHHue h c;io6oAe nocxojH caMO jeAna yo6pa-
>KeHa jiHHHja, xaH^a oa nmue.
Cbh 3HA0BM xBoje xaMHHuc, Ayujo Moja, cacTOje ce
H3 XBora cxpaxa oa CBCxa, h3 xBoje >Ke;be 3a CBexoM
H H3 XBOJHX mhc;ih CBCxy. Cbc OBe BHAOBC XH CH caMa
ca3HAa;ia no ynyicxny xbojmx My;ia oa Maxepnja/ia, mxo
<:y TH oHa Aa/ia, saHCXHHy c;ia6Hjer oa nene.
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y noneTKy th hhch miana nyjia, h HCTHHa ce HHJe

AejiHJia OA Te6e. KaA ch th ocjienHJia, nocjiajia ch Hyjia,
Aa xpne sa hcthhom. M xpxoBH jpne h XBaxajy Haj-
6;iH>KH H HajjiaKLUH JiOB, M AOHOce ByKoee cjienoM ro-
cnoAapy, h OBaj hx jeAe Kao je/ieHe.
He xpHH, Ayiiio Moja, jep cbojctbo je nyjia, Aa xpne.
Cjiyre xpne n po6oBH, a rocnoAap MHpyje.
Fjie,y jeAHOM yrjiy Ay^OKor Mwpa u AeBHHaHCKe
HHCTOie y Te6H OTBopw/io ce npeAeeHHO oko TBoje. To
OKO He BHAM 3HA0Be TBoje TaMHHue, 3aTo H He Tp4H ys
HJiaHHHe, Koje ne nocToje. To je Chh McTHne, jeAan oa
TpoJHi^e uiTO AP>Ke CBe neoecHO uapcrBO, oa Kora ch
ce TH orpaAHjia, no>KejieBiuM Aa 6yAeiii HeTBpxH. 3a-
HCTa TH Ka>KeM, MeTBpTH He nocTOJH HHFAe ynaKpcT
nocTOjeher. FteroBO je HMe — HenocTOjehH.
Tbojhm HrpaH^eM h sawrpaBaHjCM no TawH th ch Me,
Aymo, y4HHH;ia HeTBpTHM. CaB tboj HapoA W3 cBCTa
HCTBpTHX 6auHfee ce KaMeHOM Ha Cnna Mcthhc. Be>KH,
Aymo 6eAHa, oa CBeia neTBpTHX. OApemn ce oa CBera,
6a[;H CBe, OMpsHH CBe, h — hokjiohh ce Mcthhh Tpo-
JHHHOJ, Koja TH ce Kpoa Cnna HcTHne Aaje.
FocnoAe McTHne h >KHBOTa, noMOSHAyuJH Mojoj, Aa ce
6ai;H npeAa Te h sajeua: Th ch Moje 6Hfee, Moj >khboth MOJa
HCTHHa, npcMHjiH Chhc Csexe TpojHue. Th ch Moje CBe,
H ja TH ce npeAajeM Hara h CHpoMamna. HcMaM lUTa
Aa 0A6auHM HHTH Aa npespeM, hhth Aa OMpsneM, jep
ceM Te6e HMiUTa h ne nocroJH. CMHjiyj ce, h npHMH
Me y CBOJe Hapynje.

LVHI
Hhch JIH th Onaj ujto he ao^h? nwTajy CHHOBH aeMjbe
Po^eHora oa A^bojkc xBoje, Aymo MOja.
A Pot^eHH OA AeBOJKe 6;iHCTa jyTapH^OM CBeT/iomhy
Mel^y CHHOBHMa seM/be, kojh cy Mpannn Kao yraineHH Aann.
n;iaMeHH cepac|)HMH CHJajy y hberoBHM OHHMa; npe-
MyApH xepyBHMH ceAe Ha li^eroBHM ycnaMa; rocnoACTBeHH
npecTOJiH AP>Ke craehberoB. BHAehn Fa caMa, Botia 6e3
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seMajbCKe BojcKe ceaKH ymhh hobck noBepyje, as to

MOVKe 6hth BO^a crpauiHe h 6e36poJHe BojcKe HeBHA-
.tHBHX CH/ia.
M eeo, OKpy>KeH aHrejicKHM BOjcKaMa tboj bo^, Aymo,
OTBapa ycra h OAroBapa:
— Sancra, ja caM onaj, Kora oneKyjexe, h Apyro-
Me ce He HaAajxe. Ako xpa>KHxe nyx, ja caw flyx.
Ja caw Bame Cyxpa oa Aanac ao Kpaja BpeMCHa.
CBaKO Ao6po, ujxo bh oneKyjexe oa cbhx cyxpauifeHx
AaHa, y mchh je. AaHac je Bame cyxpa y mchh Hcny-
HjCho. H HHJeAaH a^h, ao noc/ieAHber A^Ha, Hehe BaM ao-
HexH OHO mxo BaM ja aohochm. Fjie, ja caivi a^h 6e3
nonexKa h 6e3 Kpaja.
Ja caM pHSHHua CByKOJiHKe 6yAyhHocxH h nyx Ka
xoj pn3HHUH. CBa 6yAyhHocx He Mo>Ke BaM a^xh hmjcaho
3pH0 Ao6pa, AOK OA Mene He nosajMn.
Cbh npopouH noKa3HBa;iH cy nyx k MenH. Y mchh
ce 3aBpiiiyjy h ry6e cbh npopoHKn nyroBH. Oa caAa caM
caMO ja nyx, h Ban Mene cy fiecnyxwue. Kao mhofh no-
xouH, luxo ce yjiesajy y jeAHy peKy, h npH xom ry6e
CBOj nyx. TaKO cy ce cbh npopouw yjiH/iH y Mene, h oa
caA ja ojpe^yjcM xok >KHBOTa Ko h naAajbe npoAy>Kyje
Aa MAC nyxoBHMa npopoKa, xaj fee MfeH nyxoBHMa Heno-
cxojefewM, H yrpysahe ce.
HpopouH cy AO.iasHiH, a^ noKa>Ky nyx; ja caM ao-
Luao, Aa 6yAeM nyx.
Ko xofee 3a mhom a^ HAe, xaj ne MO>Ke nhn sa mhom
caMO HoraMa, ho h cbom AyuiOM, h cbhm cpueM, h cbhm
yMOM CBOJHM.
Ayr je Moj nyx, h nainfee oa yMopa ko ce caMO y
CBOje Hore y3Aa.
Ka^a Aeua >Kejie Aa HAy ynopeAO c AWBOBHMa, mo-
pajy ce oxKasaxw xoAa cbojhm HoraMa, h cecxw na Jiei^a
AMBOBHMa.
Ko xofee Aa HAe ynopcAO ca mhom, Mopa ce
oxKa-
3aTH CBoJHx Hory, H CBOje Ayuie, h CBora cpua, h CBora
yMa. Onora, ko ce oxKa>Ke csera xora, ja fey ysexH na
CBOje Hore, y ceojy Aymy, y CBOJe cpue, y CBoj yM. M
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He fee MH OH 6hth
Te>KaK, hhth ja H^eMy saMopan. Onaj
naK, KO ce ne OTKa>Ke ceera, hhth Mo>Ke Mene Ha nyiy
CTHSaXH HHTH 3aAp>KaBaTH.
Ja caM nyT, h onaj ko HAe mojhm nyxeM, ne hac
caw HO ca mhom. flpopouH cy noKasHeann nyT oeyAa
HJiH xyAa HjiH onyAa, jep caMH HHcy 6h;ih nyT. Ja ne
Mory noKasHBaTH nyT: oeyAa, TyAa, h/ih onyAa, hhth
nycTHTH HKora oa mojhx, j\a hac 6e3 Mene. Ko xofee
Aa HAe mojhm nyTCM, Tora hy ja hochth na ce6H.
Jom saM jeAHOM Ka>KeM: ja caM >Ke;beHO cyrpa h
nyT Ka cyTpa. Bes Mene hhth MO>KeTe naiiH nyT Ka
CBOMe >KejbeHOM cyTpa, hhth ra AoneKaTH.
BoroHOCHH Cnne, noMHjiyj nac h noBeAH nac co6om.

LIX
IlHTaTG 3a nyi, saMopenn TpKann?
Me
K HeMy jypHTe, chhobh HOBenjH? KaA 6h snajiH,
K HeMy xoAHTe, snajiH 6h h nyT.
-• Be36poJHe cy MeTe Bame, sa to cy BaM h nyTOBH
6e36poJHH.
CyAapaTe ce h npoK/iHHDeTe jcAan Apyror, sa to
uiTO BaM ce nyTOBH cyAapajy.
HeKa Bac ko.^hko Tpaee Ha 3eMn>H, neheTe ce
je
cyAapHTH, aKO HMaTe jeAHy MeTy h jeAan nyT. M ycTa
Bauia ocymnhe ce oa npoKJiHH^aH^a.
Ohh ujto Tpa>Ke >khbot h ncTnny, HMajy jeAHy
MCTy H jcAan nyT. McTa hm noKaayje nyi, Kao ujto ce
cynue noKaayje CBeT/iomfey. SawcTa, ko ce CKpnje oa
cynua, H3ry6Hhe h Mery h nyT, h yaanyA he ce 6a-
uaTH no MpaKy TaMO h OBa.vio.
He nyiHTajTC ce na nyrose cbojhx mhcjih, jep one
Bac BOAe jeAHa Apyroj, h HSBan ce6e ne snajy hh MeTe
HH nyTa.
He nyiHTaJTe ce na nyTOse cbojhx yo6pa>KeHDa, jep
OHH Bac 3aMaMn>yjy ypaenanHM KopnTHMa, aok hshc-
iHaAHO He noHope noA seM/by.
He BepyJTC CBOJoj j\ym[i aok roA saM ona yKaayje
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Ha Meco, y Koje ce o6yKJia,.Kao Ha Mexy h nyx. fla jiw

je HKora ao caA OAeha BOAWJia nyxeM?
llyx uapcxBy 6jia>KeHcxBa ne najiasH ce, h He no-
Kasyje ce, h hc npoceua ce. Oh ce pa^a y AyiiiH OHAa,
KaAa ce y H>oj pat^ajy >kmbox h MCXHHa. PoAe nu ce
>KnBOx H HCXHHa y j\ymvi Baiiioj, paAyjxe ce h BecejiHxe
ce, jep je h nyx po^en.
Kao mxo ce >KHBor ne MO>Ke oabojhxh oa Hcxune,
xaKO ce HH nyx hc MO>Ke oabojhxh oa >KHBOxa m HcxMne.
JXoK ce CBe xpoje ne oSjaBH, hmjcaho HHJe o6jaB-
-T>eHO.
He no;ia>KHxe naAy CBOjy na cyxpauiH^H Aan, a^
BaM jany cbcxjiocx 6auH na Bam kphbh nyx. Jep cyxpa-
uihdH Aan je caMO jeAna HOBa KpHBHHa Bamer nyxa, h
HOBa saronexKa.
He no;ia>KMxe naAy y Aane, jep a^hh cy pyKocaA
Mamxe Bame. Hero no;io>KHxe CBy CBOjy naAy y A^h,
KOJH KaA ocBane ne CMpKaBa.
FocnoAe, FocnoAe Moj; xpocynnano Bo>KaHCXBO Moje,
Ko he AOcnexH ao Te6e?
riyxoBH cy jbyACKH Kao Mpe>Ka, no Kojoj xpKann
ueo A^H xpne, h yBene ce nat^y na hcxom Mecxy. 36y-
H>yjy Me H3Mpe>KaHH nyxoBn jbyACKH, h nHxaM ce, ko fee
AOcnexM AO OAMopniuxa FocnoAa Mojera?
Ko no3Ha MCHe Kao Mexy CBora MACH^a, xoMe hy ja
6hxh nyx Ka ABopoBHMa mojhm.
FocnoAe, FocnoAe moj, xpocynnano Bo>KaHCXBO MOje,
KO fee cmcxh yhw y csexjiocx TBOjy?
Ko je npMBHKao rjiCAaxH CBex.Jiocx Mojy y ce6H,
xaj fee CMexH yfen y cbcxjiocx MOJy. M ne fee 6hxm
cnp>KeH.
Ayiiio, AyLuo Moja, xaMO Moja, KaA feeiu
xponofena
CKHHyxH o6pa3HHy CBOJy m o6paxHXH ce y xpocynna-
HH ASH?
CnacaBaj ce ack 6o>KaHCKa jiyna ropn naA xo6om.
Jep KaA OAC oa xe6e, necxafee xe Kao mxo necxa, rjie, h
Hrpajyfeer Meceua Hd AHy jeaepa.
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LUto HcnoBecx HMena rocnoAH>er y jcahom

cjia6HJa
^apcTBy, TO jana y ApyroM. Hhth ce MO>Ke CMahbHTH
6pyiaH>e HMena Bo>Kjera, hhth ce Mo>Ke noBehaxH. Ako
jeAaH noTOK npecymn, ApyrH fee HaAohn, h xaKO —
Mope
ce AP>KH Ha MCTOJ BHCHHH.

LXXXI
3eJieHH ce KHUapHC m Jie™ h smmh. MupMiue 60-
CHjbaK H jieTH H 3MMH. Kojty ce jaraH>uH u jicth h shmm.
To ere bh, npaBCAHHUH.
HyBaJTe ce oa ABa ByKa, KaA Bac nanaAajy, jeAan
c JiHua APyrH c Jie^a. Ho BHiue ce HyBajxe oa ABa
rpexa, oa cxpaxa oa rpeiuHHKa h npespetba rpeiuHHKa.
Jep fee se-ieHHJio Bame HmnesHyTH Kao sejieHHjio Bp6e.
M MHpHC Bam npcTBopHfee ce y hcmmphc. M CMHpeHOCi
Bauia nocxafee ropAOCi. M rpeiuHHUH fee Bac HasBaxii
HMeffcauHMa.
ripaBeAHHUH, rpex je HCMoh, h cxpax oa rpeiuHMKa
cxpax je OA HCMofenHx. FpeujHHK ce cxpauiH oa MpiBor
npaBCAHMKa y ceSw, a ABa nyx BHuie oa >KHBor npaBeA-
HHKa ysa ce6e.
He cxpaiUHxe ce OHora, ko ce Bac ABorySo cxpauiH.
HHJe JiH FocnoA xpa6pocx npaBCAHUKa? Hwje nn
CBCMofeHH FocnoA rcHepaji bojckc npaBeAHH4Ke? Sancxa
je Majia npaBAa ohhx, kojh cxoje ys CBCMofeHora h cxpame
ce CBCHeMOfeHMX.
Ako je npaBAa Bama npaBAa Bo>Kja, Mofe Baiua je
Mofe 6o>KaHCKa. Y nonexKy Mofe 6o>KaHCKa rpeiUHHUHMa
ce HHHH cjia6ocx, jep je cyBume 6jiara, m mhjio-
KpBHa, H MHoroxpnjbHBa. Ho na Kpajy, KaAa AO^e
no6eAa 6o>KaHCKa, rpeiuHnun bha^ c y>KacoM, jia. je
Kyha H)HXOBa npojiOKana oa noAseMne boac, m j\a ce
cypBaBa 6ecnoBpaxHO.
Kao xpaBa cnopo h nenyJHO pacxe Bo>Kja no6eAa.
Ho KaA yspacre, ne MO>Ke ce Buiiie hh norasMTH hm
nOKOCHXH.
MojiHTBC Ha Jeaepy. •
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FpeiuHHUH cy cxaAO 6e3 nacxHpa; bh hhctc. H kba

Bac nacTHp ocxaBH, He ocTaBn^a Bac Aa Bac ocTaBH ho
Aa Bac npoceje na hccto chto. BpaTHfee ce Bam nacxHp
ycKopo, H BH here yMnpaxH oa CTHAa 36or HSAajcxBa.
npaBCAHHUH, rpex je 6ojiecT, h npesHpapbe rpem-
HHKa npesHpaH^e je 6o;iecHHX. Ko oa CBora SApaBjba
Aaje 6o;iecHHMa, raj yMHO>KaBa ceoje SApaBjbe. npespeH^e
6o;iecHHX noxKonaea SApaBjbe SApaBora.
Fpex ceAH 3a xpne30M ohhx, kojh ce 6oje cecxH
sa xpnesy rpeiiiHHHKy. Fpex yjia3H y aom ohhx, kojh ce
6oje yfen y aom rpemnnHKH. Ko ce c nyxa Bpafea naxpar, a^
He cpexne rpeujHHKa, Bpafea ce AOMy naxoBapen rpexOxM.
Ha CBaKy KanHjy Bauie jxyuie nocxaBHxe no jeAHor
cxpa>Kapa, a^ ropAOCx ne yl^e y Bam xpaM. Jep aKO
y^e, noracHfee oajcahom CBefee cbhx samnx BpjiHna. M
dnhexe Kao mcx HanyH^en bhhom, KaA ce hfjiom npo6ymH.
KpaxaK je obqJ a^h >KHBOxa, ho npaBH >khbox ne
3Ha 3a Hok
Ko yMpe OA rpexa na obomc A^Hy, yMpehe CMpfey
mxo He 3Ha 3a a^h.
npaeeAHHUH, ynnxe jeAny no jeAny mKOJiy 6e3
yMopa. Ko CBpmn jeAny mKOJiy npaBAe, FocnoA ra majbe
y BHmyh xe>Ky. FpemnnK ce Mynn oa neyKOCXH, npa-
BeAHHK ce My4H OA yneH^a. Ho 3aHCxa cjia^a je Myna
npaBeAHHKa nero MyKa rpemnHKa, Kao mio je cjia^e
BpafcaH^e y AOMOBnny oa ceAen^a y xyt^oj 3eMjbM.
MnjiocpAHa BoropoAHue HeSecna, canyeaj CBe one,
KOJH cy ce ynyxHjiH nyxeM npaBAe, Aa ce ne ycxpame
OA rpemnHKa, h a^ ne npe3py rpemnnKe.
/^a Hx cxpax ne 6h ynnnno 6oroH3AaJHHUHMa, h
Aa HX npespen^e rpemnHKa ne 6h ynnnnjio HOBeKoy6HuaMa.
Aa HOJiynpaBAa n^nxoBa ne 6h dnjia caMO jeAHa ys-
BHmHua, OAaKJie fee Ay^Jte nacxH y nponacx.

LXXXII
Bejax naCTMp OBUaiwa, h Th mc y3AH>Ke 3a nacxnpa
.T^yAHMa.
Ha;ia3HX OBuaivia sejieny namy, h 6exy 3aA0B0JT>He.
HyAHM Te6e 3a xpany jbyAHMa, h mhofh Te ne OKymajy.
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SrpHHjio ce cpue y mchh oa xyre, focnoAe Moj, h

OHM Moje He npecTajy Bjia>KMTH ce cysaMa, jep Te mho-
FH He OKyiuajy, Hero Tpa>Ke ce6H xpany Ha H^HBaMa rjiaaH.
He xyAa, 6pafco Moja, ne xyAa. To cy H>HBe rjiaAH,
KyAa BH rpeAexe; noeefeahexe r;iaA Baiuy. M y 6ecoMy4-
Hoj rjiaAH jypnyfeexe jeAan Ha Apyror, h jeiufeexe ce ysa-
jaMHO, H rjiaA ne hexe yxojiHXH.
OBij,e ce xpane ohhm mxo je oa Bora, a bh cxe sa
xo JbyAH, Aa ce xpaHHxe BoroM. Ako fee ce h jbyAH xpa-
hhxh xpanoM obhhjom, luxo 6h OHAa Bor cxBapao h
jbyAe H OBue?
LUxa je OBua Apyro Hero xpaBa, — xpana kojom
ce xpaHH. A bh cxe noseaxH, a^ 6yAexe 6oroBH, sa xo
BaM ce Bor nyAH sa xpany.
FocnoAapy Moj, KJienHM npcA T060M h npocHM mh-
Jiocx. OxjiaAHjia ce Bepa y CBemxenHKa Tbojhx, 3a xo
xe MHorw jbyAH ne OKyuiajy. M 6oraxa nauia TBOja cxoJH
jeABa Hanera. /],o6ap nacxnp OBuaMa HHje Ao6ap nacxHp
jbyAHMa. 3a mxo Me ne ocxaBH, a^ 6yAeM Ao6ap y Ma-
jiOM, Hero Me nocxasH a^ 6yAeM jiom y bcjihkom?
M KaAa 6ejax nacxHp OBaua, 6ejax Th CBeuixenHK. Ho-
6aHCKHM LuxanoM npCBpxax ceaKu KaMen h CBany xpaeKy,
H jie>Kax Ha seMjbH noxp6yiiiKe h ocjiymHsax AWcaH>e
seMjbe, H jie>Kax na jie^HMa h nocMaxpax cxpaxoBHie Baxpe
He6ecHe. M AOA^pHBax nejiOM pocHO jiHuihe y ropH, h
rpjiHx BHCOKe jejie, sanapane rpoMOM, ca ca>KajbeHDeM.
M HHxax HMe TBOJe, HcnHcano ofh^cm no uejioj seMjLw,
H ocexHX, Aa CBaKa cxona noAaMHOM ropH h roeopn: ja
caM ojixap BwuiH^era. M HcnyHHX cbc jiHBaAe, h CBe Ay-
6paBe, H CBe nyiOBe CBOje AWB/beH^eM BejiHnaHCXBy Tbomc.
A KaA nopacxox nosnaAOX, ca jesoM HewcKasHBOM, Aa ch
mh Th jom 6;ih>kh nero mxo h cJiyxMX y no/bHMa ac-
xHHDCXBa Mora. FIoBHaAOX, FocnoAC, Aa caM h ja scMJba,
y Kojoj XH ropwm h roBopnm. noanaAOX, BjiaAHKO moj,
Aa caw ja cxpanau y ce6H caMOM, a Th AOMafenn h rocnoAap.
H xo no3HaH>e AoseAe Me ao y>Kaca, kojh mh npo-
jieAH cp>K y KOCXHMa. Pckox ce6H: na xh hhch npjbao
CBOjy Kyhy nero xyl^y? M hhch naB/iaMHO cpaM na ce6e
«ero na Apyrora? M hhch Bpel^ao ce6e nero AOMafenna,
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y HHJeM CH AOMy rocT? M hhch ce 6auao 6jiaT0M na

CBOJy ceehy Hero na hcko cyHue y Te6H?
KaKBO KpiiiTeH>e MO>Ke onpaTH Moj ctha oa Te6e?
KaKBO noKajaifce moj rpex npewa Te6H HsrjiaAHXH? llo-
M03H MH, Aa ce yHHuiTHM, A^ Me HeMa, h a^ ce hohobo
pOAHM, Kao MJiaAenau 6e3 npouiJiocxH, FIomobh mm, Po-
AHTejby MOJ.
He3Ha6o>KaHKH haojih Tpa>Ke oa cbojhx CBeuiTeHH-
Ka H3BecHy Mepy MyApocxH. Kojihko jih je xeK MyApo-
CTH noTpe6HO CBeuixeHHRy Bora >KHBora!
Maojih xpa>Ke HSBecHy Mepy HHCxoxe. Kojihko jih je
xeK cyHHaHe hhcxoxc noxpe6HO OHOMe, ko c;iy>KH Bory-
HaA SoroBHMa?
Maojih xpa>Ke nsBecHy Mepy cnare oa cbojhx cjiy>KH-
jiaua. KojiHKOM jih xeK cnaroM Mopa 6hxh onacan cjiy-
>KHJiau CBeMotiHora CBeAP>KHxejba?
CBeBHuiH^H PoAHxejby MOJ, OHHCTH >KHB0X MOJ H
yHHHH ra >KpxBOM Ha >KpTBeHHKy Tbomc. KaA 6ejax Ho6aH
jaratt>uHMa, njianax, KaA xofeaxy 3aKjiaxH jeAHO jarH^e.
Yhkhh Me HeBHHHM Kao jarH>e h caropn Me na ojixapy TBOMe.
KyneM Th ce, nefey sanjiaKaxH, FocnoAe Moj h BoH<e moj..

LXXXIII
HOflHrome HeBepHHaH pax npoxHB rocnoAa He6a w
seMjte, —cyxo Jinrnfee npoxHB Bexpa njiaHHHCKor! AoKjie
Bexap ujyxH, nyje ce ujymxaH>e jinmha. Ho KaA ce Be-
xap saxyKXH, pa3Bejatie ce Jinmhe ho pnxoBHMa h Apy-
MOBHMa, H ocaMJbeHH jiHCT HO JiHCx H3ry6H-he aBa3 H-
CJiennfee ce c 6jiaxoM.
Jep HeBepHHK ce y tomhjih ocefea jaK h OAaje rjiac
y caMohn ra jeAe cxpax h neMofe. A BepHHK KaA jc y
roMHJiH AeJiH HeMoh roMHjie, a y caMofen a^Jih Moh c
To6om; 3a xo je caMoha H^eroBa CHara h HDeroBa necMa.
npoxHB Kora AH>Kexe pax, desyMHHUH? flpoxHB Onora
JIM, KojH HOMHHjjby CBOJOM HajiH cyHua, H cxaAa cynaua
H 3Be3Aa roHH cbojhm mxanoM? Sancxa, MaH>e je cmc-
ujaH pax, Hjxo ra Bp6e orjiace rpoMOBHMa, h mhkobh
BOAeHH CipaUJHHM KOHAOpHMa.
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CKOBajiHCxe opy>Kje, kojhm caTupexe jeAaH APyror,

na cie ycxajiH, ^a hcthm opy>KjeM Bojyjeie npoinB Hbera.
Ho rj^e, OH MO>Ke xoahth no ManeoHMa BaiuuM Kao no
MCKOJ MaXOBHHM. HhTH Ce OH HJiaillH BailJHX TBp^aBa BHllie
Hero BaujHX rpo6oBa.
MsyMe/incTe CHiHe penw, KoJHMa py>KHTe m hohh-
>KaBaTe jeAaH Apyror, na MucjiMxe, a^ feere eaiuHM chthhm
peHHMa noHHSHTM OHora, kojh jeAMHH sna mra je pen h oa-
KyAa je? fjie, Oh BaM je cxBOpHO rjiacnuue y rpjiy, h pa-
mnpHO njiyha hchoa rjiacHHua, h npocenao ycxa, n Besao
jesMK y ycxHMa. SaHCxa, MaH^e je CMemaH ycxanaK CBwpajia
y Ayhany npoxHB Majcxopa CBora, h >KHiJia na xap(}3H npoxHB
pyKe, UJTO yAapa y h^hx.
OSjaBH/iHCxe pax ne Bory ho ce6H, h Bor ca ca-
>Kan>eH>eM rjieAa na Bame caMoy6HCXBO. Cyxo JiHiiihe
orjiauiyje pax rBOSnenHM xoHKOBHMa!
y KOJiHKO BH Ay>Ke paxyjexe npoxHB hbera, y xo-
jiHKO ce Oh CBe He3aAP>KaHHJe nsBJiaHH h3 Bac. H3B;ia-
HH FocnoA CBOjy cnary h3 Bac, ceojy Kpacoxy, CBOje
SApaBjbe, CBOjy MyApocx h CBoje 6jia>KeHCXB0. To je na-
HHH paxoBaH>a FocnoAa BHiuH>era ca cbojhm npoxHB-
HHUHMa.
LUxa ocxaje oa Bac, y6ojnrH 6opun, KaA FocnoA
H3By4e H3 Bac OHO iijxo je HberoBO? He ocxaje jih ne-
Moh, H pyro6a, m 6ojiecx, h 6e3yM;be, h Hccpefea? Hnm-
xa BaM FocnoA nehe 0Ay3exH oa OHora, iiixo je Bame.
A Bauia je neMofe. M KaA Oh y3Me CBOjy Mofe, Kojy bh
3;ioynoxpe6;baBaxe, ocxafee BaM Baiiia rpoSna HCMofc,
Koja HHje HH 3a ynoxpeSy hhxh 3a sjioynoxpeSy.
TprHyhe FocnoA CBOjy Kpacoxy h3 Bac, h >Ka6e fee
6eraxH cxpMorjiaB oa Bame pyro6e.
Tprnyfee FocnoA CBOje 3ApaB;be h3 Bac h KpB fee ce
Bama y rnoj npexBopHxn, h Swfeexe Mupwc yroAan 3a upBe,
MHpnc, OA Kora fee rpaAOBH saiBapaxM ceoje Kannje.
BpaxHfee FocnoA CBOjy MyApocx k ceSw, n bh feexe y
6e3yMjby cbomc jypnxH no Ay6paBaMa, n CBa^axM ce ca
nemxepaMa.
B;ia>KeHCXBO CBOJe h Mnp CBOJ ono3Bafee FocnoA k
ce6H, H OA Bamer neMHpa ynjiamwfee ce H3BopH h no-
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6eIiHhe; h oa Hecpehe Bauie ycaxnyhe Jiosa y 6pAy, w

3eMjta y nojby BpaxHhe CBOJ njiOA Haxpar seMjbw.
TaKaB je HaHMH paTOBaH>a FocnoAa CBeBHUiH^era
Ca CBOJHM npOTHBHHUHMa.
Kao ACTe Oh je HeMofcaH Aa ynHHH 3;io. M He Bpa-
ha 3J10 3J10M, jep je npecHpoMaman y 3Jiy. Ho caMO ca-
6Hpa CBOje Ao6pe flapoBe h oaxoah c H^HMa oa OHora,
Ko lUKpryhe 3y6HMa na h>. M ocraBjba FocnoA neBep-
HHKe cawHMa ce6H. M ohh ce pacnaAajy Kao apbo upBO-
TOHHO, H3 KOra je H3HIlJJia CHpOBHHa, H no HHJOJ rn^HJlOCTH
UpBH TyMapajy sa xpanoM, Kao no nanyiuTeKOM AOMy.
TaKO 6HBa n c napoAOM, kojh o6jaBH par >Khbo-
TOAaBuy.
PeKOx CBOMe napoAy — 3anaMTH : TaKsa je no6eAa
>KHBOTOAaBua, n xaKaB je nopas 6e36oM<HHKa.

LXXXIV
JlyjiepaarOBOpe BOfle JbyflH hum ce yAajbe oa TBora
npncycTBa, MyApocrn Moja. Be3BepHHUH roBope o Ae-
jiHMa, a 6e3Ae;iHHUH roBope o Bepn.
M CBaK noAHHuixaBa oho uito ncMa, a oho hito
HMa TejiajiH no na3apy.
floK/ie Th, focnoAe, nyHwrn aom moj cbojhm AaxoM
>KHBOTBopHHM, ja yBCK 3a6opaBHM A.a nHTaM: mxa je
npeTe>KHHje — Bepa h;ih AeJia? Mhm Te yBpeAWM, h
oceTHM ce ocxaBn^eH oa Te6e, ja ca rneBOM y;ia3HM y
pasroBope JbyAH, h noAP>KaBaM oey CTpany hjih ony.
|ep 6e3 Te6e caw Kao BeTpoKa3 Ha AHMH>aKy, uito
nerpTa npeMa Bexpy. KaA ce amfhc BCTap Bepe y jiymu
Mojoj, ja CTOJMM c OHHMa, KOjH ocTaBHUje AeJia H CTame sa
eepy; KaA ce Awrne Bexap AeJiaxHOCTM y AyniMMOJoj, ja Ap-
>KHM CTpany c OHUMa, ujto ocraBHiue Bepy h crame 3a ACJia.
Ho y TBOMe CBeyMwpyjyheM npMcycTBy HeMa Bexpa,
HeMa K0Jie6aH>a, h newa AeJieH>a CTBapw. He ocefcaM hh
Bepy HHTH BHAMM A^Jia, HO caMO Te6e >KHBora ocefeaM
H BHAHM. SaHCia Tm hmch MOja Bepa ho Moje BH^eH>e.
M TH HHCH MOje AC/iaH^e, HO ja caM TBOje AeJiaH^e. M
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onex roBopHM: Th hhch Moja Bepa ho ja caM Teoja

Bepa, H Teoje noBepeFfce.
ria yHHM pasroBopyHJe oko ce6e: ko HMa npaBy
Bepy y >KHBora Bora, Taj paAHJe feyiH. H ko A^Jia npaBo
aejio Bo>KJe, xaj paAHje feyxH. A ko cbojhm yMOM CKJiana
CBojy Bepy, xaj ce paAo npenwpe o Bepw. H ko paAH .

CBOje ACiio a He BoH<je, laj ce paAO xsanu A^JiMMa.

y HOBCKa OA Bepe Ay6oKa je xHiiiHHa y jxyuiiiy j\y-
6jha OA xHUJHHe na Any MopcKOMe. Jep MyApocx Bo>Kja
pa^a ce h o6HxaBa y ay^okoj xhuihhh.
y AeJiaxen^a A^Jia BoH<jer Ay^OKa je xHUiwHa na
jesHKy, AY^Jba oa XHLUHHe rBO>K^a y cpuy njianHHe.
Jep KO AGJia xy^e Jieno, xaj ocjiyuiKyje HapeA^e h HSBpuiyje
HX, H onex ocjiymKyje, h KeMa KaA A^ roBopw.
FoBopHM BepyjyfcHM y A^Jia: HHJe MOjiwxBa MOja
jih
Aejiaite h npeAejiaBatt>e Mene caMora? Hwje jih y mchh caB
CBex OA HOCxaHKa ao Kpaja, h cBa cnpoMarnxwHa h ne-
HHCXoia CBexa? Sancxa HHcaM 6e3 AeJia, KaA ce 3hojhm
H njianeM y mojihxbh, ho caM na xeuiKOM nocjiy noMa-
raH^a CHpoMaxa y jiyum Mojoj, — jieMeH>y 6o;iecHHX h
H3roHDeH)y neMHCXHx h3 ji^yuie CBOje.
FoBopHM BepyjyfeHM y Bepy: ne 6yAHM jih Bepy y
cyceAa cbojhx AeJiHMa Ao6pHM, Koja ACJiaM?
Hwje JIH Moje acjio y CBexy necMa Moje Bepe, nca-
jiaM cnacenora Me^y necnacennM? Ko fee 3aycxaBHTH
necMy y rpjiy npenyne jiyuie? Ko fee 3arymHXH npenyn
H3Bop j\a he oxHHe? ripennpy jih ce BHjie, mxo nyBajy
H3Bop, ca BHJiaMa y noxoKy nsBopcKOM oko xora, Koja
je BOAa KopHCHHJa? Sancxa, a^ nnje H3Bopa, ne 6h 6hjio
HH noxoKa.
focnoAe Moj, ne yAaJtyj ce oa Mene, a^ ne CBHCHe
Ayiua MOja oa npa3HHX npennpaFfca. TiyxaH^e y Tbom
npHcycxBy rojH Ayujy Mojy; pa3roBopH y TBOMe OAcycxBy
MpiiiaBe je h xpome jey no3Aep.
OcJiymHyx h nocjiCAH^H nyxnpenHpaH>a JbyAH, h
Maxny pyKaMa, h yAajbHX ce. fjie, xo ce He npennpy
HCXHHCKH BepyjytiH ca HCXHHCKHM A^JiaxejbHMa TBora
Aejia. Ho xo je 3aBaAa cjiyry, c Majio Bepe h c mhofo
3Jie BOJbe. To ce MajiosepHH CBat^ajy ca noxpKyujaMa
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CBeiCKHM. To ce ycax;iH HSBop cea^a ca npecymeHHM

nOTOKOM.
floK cy 6hjih nyHH, o6aABa cy neeajiH je^Hy wcxy
necMy paAOCTH, h y paAOCxH AOBMKHBajiH ce.
To ce 3JioBepHHK CBa^a ce sjiOAeJiaoueM. KaKBa je
Moja sajeAHHua c H^Hivia? lllxa Me Be>Ke 3a itMx ochm
ca>Ka;beH>a, mro yieKOuie oa TBora CHjaFta?
McnyHH AOM >Khbotbophh Ayu^e? Aa
jjyiue Moje,
6hx ocjienHO u He BWAeo rneBHa jiHua npenHpana, h a^
6hx orjiyBHO sa HjHxobc JiyAe pasroeope.
YxeKJiH cy oa Te6e, PaAOCXH Moja, sa xo BOAe
jiyAe pasroBope.
MojiHM Th ce H noKJiOHHM, Be>KH Ayu^y Mojy Kpo3
xMn^aAe cyHnaHHX spaKOBa y3 Te6e, a^ He yxcKne oa
Te6e, h ne cypsa ce y xjiaAHy nponacx.

LXXXV
OflH IIITO npOCBetyjy, He npocBefeyjy Hero 3acjien-
jbyjy, — mxa hem hhhhxh c feHMa, FocnoAe?
Ohh OABpahajy A^uy TBojy oa Te6e, h 6paHe joj,

Aa npw^y k Tbojoj MyApocxH, jep roBope: FocnoA je

jcAHa cxapa pen BaiuHx MpxBHX i^CAOBa. To je cxapa
aMajjiHja, Kojy ^eAOBH BaiuH HocHiiie co6om h noMpeiiie.
Mh fecMo Bac HayHHXH, KaKO ce pHje 3eMjba, h roJH
xejio, H Kyje sjiaxo, luxo jane CHja oa MpxBor focnoAa.
LUxa feeiii hhhhxh ca ca6;ia3HHxen>HMa Acue Tbojc,
FocnoAe?
HHLUxa MM nehy yHHHHXH, jep ohh cy yHHHHJiH
ja
CBe 3a npoKJiecxBO CBora ceMena h njieMena. SaHCxa,
ropy cy cyA^y cnpeMHjiH ce6H h cbomc napOAy Hero
KH)H>KeBHHUH M caAyKejM H3 JyA^je. Jep HMaAOuie npwMep
OBHX, H He HayHHiue ce.
y cxapocxH CBOjoj cjiymahe KJienex MancBa na
npary CBOMe, h yMwpafee oa r;iaAH, hejiaBM h jipih^BU,
a Hehe CMexw hsbhphxh ce Kpo3 epaxa, Aa onoMcny
yneHHKe CBOje. HuMe he hx onoMenyxH, KaA je hmc Moje
HaSaHCHo H3 xaJAyHKor cpua HjHxoBor? LLIxo he hx h
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onoMHhba™, KBA cy hx ohh Ha to cnpeMajiH, no 6e3AaHoj

rjiynocTH CBOjoj, Koja npaiH ceaKora, Koraja He npaTHM.
LUra fee hm 6hth, FocnoAe?
Bnfee HM rope nero BaBHJiOHjaHHivia, KaA ce y chjih
CBOjoj KjiaH^axy KpsH h sjiaxy, h ^euy ceojy yHnme, j\a
ce TOAie K;iaH>ajy.
ripBO he AofeH KaKBy hh BaBHJiOH HHje sanaM-
rjiaA,
tho. na paT, paAH njba4Ke xjie6a, h3 Kora fee ce BparHTH
noSe^CHH. na Me^yco6HO K;iaH>e h najbett>e rpaAOBa h
cejia. na 6ojiecTH, ao kojhx ce pyKa jienapa ne fee
CMeTH AOXBaxHTH. M yHHTe/bH he 6hth uindanH 6H4e-
BHMa H roH^eHH Aa 6yAy rpo6apH cbojhx ynenHKa, oa
KOJHX fee CBH ApyMOBH CMpACTH.
Ohh, KOJH BOAe HapoA, ne boac nero ra saeoAe, —
HiTa hem hhhhth c H>HMa, FocnoAe moj? SaBa^ajy HapOA
paAH CBOje KopncxH, h KaA ce HapoA 36yHH h y36yHH,
OHH ce H3MHHy ca BJiacTH H y MHpy jcAy H3;iaraHy ao-
6ht. KpHBe CBOje npoxHBHHKe, a HAy CTa3aMa h^hxobhm.
Oa HjHxobc rajiaMC MyApau ne A0Jia3H ao penn.
JlacKajy rjiynaKy h HacHJiHHKy caMO Aa AO^y ao
npBHx Mecxa. llocBeAHeBHO nnmy KH^nre h o6iaBjbyjy
3710 CBOJHX CpOAHHKa, A^ 6h CKpHJlH CBOJe 3710.
He yne napoA hcxhhh, Hero ra xpane jia>Kjy oKpy-
rjiy roAHHy.
HcMofeHH cy, Aa ynnne npaBAy napoAy, Hero ra sacxpa-
maBajy njiamefen ra ropoM nenpaBAOM npomjiHx BpcMena.
Xapajy 3a ce6e h sa npHjaxejbe CBOje, jep 3Haiy,
Aa He fee Ayro.
LUxa feeuj hhhhxh c tt)HMa, npaBeAHH focnoAe?
yHHHHjiH cy OHH CBe, H ja HeMaM uixa a^ hhhhm,
Hero Aa hx ocxasHM ce6H. Sancxa, ne he jecxH CBOJy ao6hx
y MHpy, Hero fee je noxpoiuHTH na Aafee cbojhx po^aKa.
OcnpoMaujHfee, h MHUjeBH fee hm npojiexain Kpo3
npoApxy Kouiyjby. CneBafee Syne npeBapennx h noxapa-
HHX, H AHsafee ce y nonofen, npecxpauienH h 03HojeHH.
Bnfee HM Ayr >khbot, a^ 6h hm Ka3Ha Snjia Ay>Ka.
flo>KHBefee Aa BHAe CBOj aom y 3rapHmxy, h 6erafee
H3 CBOJe 3eMjbe, rjiaAHH h 6o;iecHH, h ne fee CMexH
H3r0B0pHXH CBOJe HMe HH HpeA KHM.
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fjieAahe xy^HHue y CBOjoj seMjbw, h npocHfee KOMa;^

xjie6a OA HdHx.
Pope fee 6hth Ap>KaBH h>hxoboj Hero pHMCKOj. Jep
HMaAOUie Phm 3a npwMep, h hc noyHHiiie ce.
Tope he 6hth HapoAy HjHxobom, kojh hx je poAHO,
Hero HapoAy jeBpejcKOM. Jep HMaAOuie npHMep napoAa
jeBpejCKor, h He noyHMuie ce.
Cjiyiuahe KJiexBe CBora HMena, h nehe CMexH npo-
BHpHTH Ha nposop.
FjieAafee CBOj napoA rAe ra Besane y noBopKaivia
BOAe, H dojahe ce sa ce6e.
M cjiymafee, h y cny h na jaBH, npoKJiHH^aHDa CBora
HMena, h Apxxafee, —
Apxxahe a nehe MofcH yMpexH.
FocnoAe Bcjimkh h CxpauiHH, cbh cy Tbojh nyxoBH
MH/iocx H HCXHHa. LUxa hem mhhhxh ca sacJienjbeHHM,
saBeAeHHM, cjiaranuM h noxapanuM?
Ako Ko cexH HMena Mora, cexwhy ce h Ja
ce
fcera, h cnamfey ra.
HeKaM, Aa Me ko BHKHe, —
h OAasBafey ce.
floKJie HMa BHKaH^a na seMjbw, HMafee h exa na He6y.

Ja caM CBHMa h cseMy. Aa-

onaj, kojh je Haj6;iH>KH
jcM ce OHOMe, ko Me >Ke;iH; noBJianHM ce oa OHora, ko
Me He no3Haje. Bea Mene CBex je nyxop nenejia. M 6e3
MeHe jbyAH cy neMofeHHJH oa nyxopa.

LXXXVI
ffle je Iiap, xaMO h uapcxBO. Uap 6e3 uapcxBa
je
HHJe uap, HHXH je yAOBO uapcxBO uapcxBO.
Ynyxpa y uapcxBO neSecHO, pene U,apcKH
Baivia je
Chh, h paAOCx o6acja cee one nyxHHKe no rpo6jbHMa,
KOJH paayMeme oey He6ecHy nopyKy.
Myc/iHMan ne eepyje, Aa ce Th AOXHHem npjbaBe
seM/be. He3Ha6o>Kau Te bhah CBcra y 3eMn>H. UapcKw
Chh 3Ha 3a uapcKH nyx, h yKa3yJe Te y scm/lh npe-
HHcxoj. y opeHHCxy 3eMjby h Oh ce o6yKao h CHiuao,.
Aa AHMy 3eMa;bCK0M Aonece CBexjiocxH h 6hxhocxh.
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Uape Moj, 6;iH>KH ch mh oa AHxa^a Mora, h Ay6;be

CTaHyjem y mchh oa mhcjih mojhx.
LLIxa je j\uxaibe Moje ho hcuito ujto cnoji^a y;ia3H
y MCHe H HSJiasH? H npe Awxapfca njiyha mojhx Th ch
6ho y MCHH. Snao ch 3a Mene jom y 6eApHMa oua mo-
jera. H npe CTBopetta ceexa mhcjiho ch mchh.
LLlTa cy mhcjih Moje ao nenaxH cnojbaiuftHx cxBapH,
iiiTO yjiase y moj yM Kao kohuh y pa36oi, h TKajy ce,
H cjia>Ky ce, h pa3Jia>Ky ce, h ry6e ce? Cee cy cxBapn
Ban yMa Mora, h y moj yM ne yjiase ciBapn ho nenaTH
H>HXOBH.
Ho Th ch jeAHHa CTBapnocr yMa Mora, c kojom ce
yM MOJ H pOAH. M npe CBaKora nenaxa Th 6euje y
mchh; y AOA^py ch ca mhom npe AOAwpa Mora Ma c
KOJOM CTBapn.
Oa KaA Hyx uapCKy 6;iaroBecT, pa3acTHpeM ji^yuiy

Mojy Kao noKpHBan najAparoueHHJHx 6;iara, h Tpa>KHM

Te6e h Tbojc uapcTBO y HdOj. Pa3acTHpeM je h ne bh-
AHM joj Kpaja HH AHa. Hhth Mory a^ AOcerneM cbc bh-
coBe H>eHe, hhth a^ ce cnycTHM y cbc MajAane ttene.
OiKpHBaM CBCTJie spaKe, luto HaroeeniTaBajy a^-^cko
cynue neKO. OiKpHBaM 3;iaTHe CTy6oBe xpaMa, ho nnrAe
He BHAHM Kpaja xpaMy.
OcehaM 6jiaroBOHH MHpnc KaAH/ia, ho ne Mory as
BHAHM uapcKH npecTO.
LUto ce BHUje xpyAHM h OTKpHBaM, cee BHiue bh-
AHM saKpHBCHora.
Hecjiyhene Tajne cmcctho ch y Mene, FocnoAe naA
6e36poJHHM BOjCKaMa. Ha CBaKOM BOJHHKy Sjincia ce
uapcKH cjaj Tboj.
Kao UJTO cynue ne 6HBa 6e3 cbctjihx 3paKa, TaKO
HH U,ap HHje 6e3 anrejia cbojhx, CBeTJinx 3paKa cbojhx.
Be3rpaHHHH0CT hochuj co6om, Uape moj, h 6e3rpa-
HHHHOCT ynccHUj y jxyuiy MOjy.
BeHHomhy ch ce orpnyo Kao njiauiTOM, Uape mo],
H THM njiaujTOM orphem Aymy MOJy.
flyx CTBapa ce6H Fac h KaAa, h ne 3aBHCH oa
CBOJHX TBOpeBHHa.
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FocnoAe IIpe6oraTH, HsyM/baeaM ce oa Hy^a rjieAa-

jyhH y jxyuiy CBOjy. KaKBO ch cee SoracxBO HaroMHjiao
y ocKyAHH cyA seMaJbCKH
SaHCia, Moja je npuBHua, aKO ce occthm cwpoMa-
maH. Moja je KpuBHua, aKo ce occthm CMpxaH.
Moje je caMoySwcTBO, aKO ce occthm po6 seMjbe
H seMjbHHe caMoo6MaHe.
PAe CH Th, xy je h uapcxBO He6ecHo; h rj\e je hc-
6ecH0 uapcxBO, xy ch Th.
Ako uapcxBO TBOje HHJe yiujio y MeHe, BancxHHy
HH ja nehy yhn y uapcxBO TBOje.
BecMpxHH Uape, Hyj xenan^e jesHKa Mora; nyj necMy
Mojy, jcAHHy >KpxBy jesHKa Mora:
B/iarocjioBeHO uapcxBo Oua h Cnna h CBexora
T^yxa, TpocyHHanor >KHBOxa h B;ia>KeHCXBa Amhh.
!

LXXXVII
iloOpO dHTH c npaBeAHHKOM.
fee
Ko HKaA xpa>KH rpo6 nenpaBeAHHKa? Ha uixo fee
My? A rpo6 npaBeAHHKOB cbh xpa>Ke, h orpa^yjy ra, h
noAH>Ky cnoMeHHK.
Ha iiiTO fee HM? To je hchobccx CBexa, a^ npaBeA-
HHK >KHBH H HOCJic CMpxH, a HenpaBeAHHK A^ ce rydn
Kao 6pa3Aa na MopcKoj boah!
Th ch npaBAa npaBeAHHKa, >Khbh Bo>Ke. H^eroBa
npasAa HHJe y saKOHHMa jbyACKHM, Koje JbyAH xnipo
HHiiiy H Jieno HcnyftaBajy. Tbojc npncyciBO iberoBa je
npaBAa, h CBaKH Tboj a^x — H^eroB hob saKon.
Be/iHKH opaBeAHHK HeMa cxapnx saKona, hhxh Mapn
3a saKone nncane Ha nannpy. Jyxpoc oa 3ope oh ocefea
Aa Th nHiueiu no H^eroBOM cpuy h yMy, h HHxa.
CxoTHHe HacHjiHHKa H xpHHJia>Ka AM>J<y ce npoxHB
npaBeAHHKa h paAyjy ce, KaA My cxerny rpjio, a^ He
roBopH. A/iH HacHjiHHUH H xpHH/iavKC npHSHajy y ce6H,
Aa 6h ce no H^HMa cbh xomkobh CBexa hojiomhjih oa
jyxpa AO MpaKa. Y caMohn, Koja je xemKa KpHBoyMHHM
H KpHBOnyiHHM KaO CXpaUJHH CyA, naCHJlHHUH H XpHH-
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jia>Ke npHSHajy, y kojihko joui cbct nocTOJH, nocrojn

j\3.

jeAHHO 36or npaBeAHHKa —

36or npaBoyMHHX h npaeo-
HyrHHX.
Ko je npaBeAHHK hsbbh 6oroHocaua? Hhko, FocnoAe.
OHaj KO Te6e aohoch y cbct, aohoch h<hbot y jby-
uiiypy >KHBOTa, aohoch BOAy y npasHe 6yHape, h necMy
y saneMejia rpjia.
Kao o6;iaK oa cyxa AHMa, 6es rpoMa h Aa>KAa, Kora
BHCHHCKH BCTpoBH CBCMoiiHO paCHnajy y HHiiiTa, saHCxa,
TaKaB je h caB OBaj CBex 6es 6oroHOcaua. CaB cbct je
cyxH AMM, KOMe caMo 6oroHOcaij, MO>Ke a^th rpoM h
Aa>KA, H yHHHHTH ra hcthhckhm o6;iaKOM.
06jiaK jiHHH Ha o6;iaK, h mobck jihhh na HOBeKa,
H CBex JIHHH Ha CBeT.
Ho jeAaH o6;iaK je BapjT>HBH cyxH j\m\, apY^h je
nyn rpoMa h Aa>KAa.
JeAaH je MOBeK nocTojehn, Apyrn HenocTOjefew, npeMAa
jiHHe jeAan na Apyror. JeAan CBex jecxe, a ApyrH HHJe,
Ma AS HsrjieAa, j\a o6a jecy.
ripe Hero ce Th poAwm na
seMJbH, FocnoAe, seMJba
je nenocTOjefea cen; h CBa Sniia na seMjbH nenocTOjefee
cy ceHH.
TBOje po^eH>e je yjiasaK ejieKxpHne y cyx o6jiaK.
TBOJe peMH cy Aa>KA, luto o6;iaK hhhh o6;iaKOM.
TBOja HyAa CTBopn/ia cy oa Baivmupa JbyAe.
TBOja KpB, H cyse, h shoj HcnynHJie cy npaany cen
CBCTa CTBapHomfey.
flo6po fee yBCK 6hth c npaBCAHMKOM. rpo6 H>eroB
yBCK fee ce Tpa>KHTH. Fjie, rpo6 npaBCAHHROB BHuie ca-
Ap>KH CHare nero >khbm HenpaBCAHHUH. Jep cy nenpaBCA^
HHUH ccHH cyxora Awwa.
Bjiaro HapoAy c npaBCAHHUHMa!

Lxxxvm
BorOHOCIlH, BH cxe CO seMjbH h cbctjioct ceeiy. Ana
H BH o6jbyTaBHTe H noTaMHHTe, CBex fee 6hth jbymiypa
>KHB0Ta, CBJiaK LUTO SMMJa OCTaBH y TpH^y.
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Bh Ap>KHTe He6ecHH orahb y nenejiy. Ako ce h bh

yracHxe, CBei he 6hth roMHJia nenena 3a BpaxHMa
>KHBOTa.
Cmptohocuh npHHajy o BameM >KHBOTy, jep CBora
HCMajy.
KpwBOKJieTHHUM ce KyHy y Baiuera Bora, jep
CBora HeMajy.
Jla>KOB ce npaBAa BamOM hcthhom, jep CBOJe HeMa.
HenpaBeAHHK ce saKJiahba noA Baiuy npaBAy, jep
CBOJe HeMa.
OnajHHK ce xeuiH eaiiiOM HaAOM, jep CBOje HeMa.

MyApHue seMajbCKe oowjiaBHHM nyxcM Tpa>Ke MyA-

pocT H Bpatiajy ce Bauioj MyApociH, jep Apyry hc narase.
Cjia6HiiH Bac rone, jep ce 6oje Baiiie cnare, a caMH
je He Mory a^ nonecy.
CTpaiiijbHBUH BaM 3aBHAe Ha xpa6pocTH, jep HjHX
HeMa luxa a^ oxpa6pH.
BoraTaujH, r/ie, cbh oa Bac npoce, a hhko BaM
HHuiTa He MO>Ke a^th. BoraxaiiJH cxe, jep Bora HMare.
BaraxM cxe, jep cxe BoroHOCun.
Ayuja Bania je KOJieBKa Bora >KHBora. Cpue Bauie
npecxo je HberoB. Ym Bam ropa CHnajcKa, fac Oh je-
AHHH CKpH>KaJlH H TOBOpH.
riyxyjxe cjio6oaho c Bofom y cedw; ne feexe.HS-
rySuxH nyx, w ne i^exe ocxaxw 6e3 KonaKa. Yi^Hxe c
tt)HM CJ1060AHO Ha KaoMJy Aana, h a^h he 6hxh Bam.
yi^Hxe c HbHM CJ1060AHO Ha KaoHjy Hofew, h noh he
cxyKHyxH ca cbojhm cipamnjinMa, h noKa3afee BaM
CBOja MyAa.
He npoAaJHxe CBOJe 6;iaro, jep ra cbcx ne MO>Ke
n/iaxHXH.
He xpaMnn>aBajxe ce ca BacHOHOM, jep Bacnona eaM
He Mowe AaxH numxa ochm ce6e. A ona je cea Kao
nanwp npeMa 3;iaxy. Msropehe h ona jeAHora Aana, h
6Hhe maKa nenejia. YMpehe? Ona je Beh MpxBa, m neMa
je, 6e3 Bamera 6jiara Ayxoenora.
HpocxpaHCXBo c Kpaja y Kpaj ne MO>Ke cmccxhxh
Bame 6;iaro.
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BpeMe c Kpaja y Kpaj ne MO>Ke H36pojaTH Bame 6;iaro.

Cbct Bac roHH, jep bh wMaxe Mnp, a oh HeMa.
Cbct BaM saBHAH, jep bh HMaxe 6oracTBO, a oh
je CHpoMauiaH.
Cbct Bac ce 6ojh, jep bh HMaie Mofe, a oh je
HeMofeaH.
CBex sac MpsH, jep bh HMaxe 6jia:iKeHCTB0, a oh
je necpehan.
He3;io6HTe CBexy, h ne AOAaJHxe y/ba y oraih. Jep
CBex caB ropH ortteM 3;io6e.
OcaMjbeHHCxe, eejinxe? Sap cy rpo6oBH HeKo
ApyuiXBO? JeAan >khb na rpodn^y MaH^e je ocaM/ben
Hero uejio rpoSn^e MpxBHx.
Majio Bac je, Bejinxe? Ajih cxe Haopy>KaHH. BaujH
npoTHBHHUH cy Beaano po6jhe.
Cbcx 6e3>KHB0xaH 6e3 Bac. Bh cxe Kanajin, Kpo3
je
Koje ce AOJiHBa >khbox CBexy.
Csex je 6e3paAOCxaH 6e3 Bac. Kpos Bac y;ia3H
ocMejaK y po6HjaiuHHuy.
He rojxe Bame jep rojeH>e je rHojehbe. He
lejio,
Tpnajxe 6;iaxa Ha CBOje kocxh, jep he BaM kocxh oxpo-
MHXH, H nyuisi ce Bama cxecHHXH.
flp>KHxe peBHOCHO 6o>KaHCKor MjiaAenua y ce6H, h
HyBajxe ce, j\a ra He nonJiauiHxe. Sancxa njiam/bHB je
Kao xHua, H He naMefee ce. Oa jeAHe py>KHe homhc/ih
6e>KH H3 yMa. Oa jeAHe npibaee >Ke;be 6e>KH H3 cpua.
3anaMXHxe aKO Oh HanycxH Bac, CBojy noc;ieAH>y
:

3eMyHHuy, CBex he 6hxh jbyuixypa >KHB0xa, CBjiaK luxo

3MHja ocxaBH y xpHiy.

LXXXIX
UHlKeM pyKe K TeSe, nacxnpy moj, ho pyKe Moje ne
AOce>Ky A^JieKO.
SajiyA ce OBua y pynn nponnhbe k Bpxy; ano ce
nacxHp He carne k itoj, ne he ce cnacxH.
B/iaroAax TBOJa AOce>Ke ixaihe oa cynnanHX 3paKa.
/^oxBaxH ce pyne MOje, h msbcam Me h3 xaMHHue. CaMo
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jeAaH 3paK Teoje 6jiaroAaTH —h Awfey ce Ha KpHJia

opjiOBCKa.
rioA KaMCHOM MyHH ce xpaBKa Aa yspacxe, norp6-
jbena oa Tpa>KeH5a CBerjiocTH; 6jieAo;iHKa 6e3 ceexjiocTH.
Be.iHKa je paAOCx mchh CMpxHOM, KaAa AwrHCM KaMCH
H rjieAaM xpasKy, KaKo ce ycnpaejba h sasejieHH.
Hwje jin TBOJa paAOCx jom Beha, BecMpxHH, KaAa
AHrHeui KaMCH, HaBan>eH oa CBexa Ha jiyuiy Mojy, norp6-
n>eHy h 6jieAo;iHKy?
SajiyAy ja ca6HpaM ApBa na roMHJiy, Aa orpejeM
Ayuiy MOjy, ano Th ne nycxHui He6ecHH oraH?.
3ajiyAy ja xpHHM; aKO caM norpeuiHO nyx, yaa-
jiyAHO je TpHaH^e Moje.
Cae xpyA Moj, h 3hoj mo], >KpxBa je Te6H. Ako je
Th He 6jiaroBo;iHm npHMHXH, 6Hhy Kao neH^aH ya njia-
HHHy, saxpnan cneroM na Bpx njiaHHne.
Jep He rjieAam na MHO>KHHy xpyAOBa nero na
>KyAH.y cpua.
3a MHM HMaui Aa >KyAHm, cpue MOJe? KyAa oko no-
rjieAa, bham CMpx. Mera roA ce pyna AOXBaxH, ocefea rpo6.
LUxo roA oSpexem, o6pexeiu h cipax, Aa xo ne
H3ry6HUj. LLJxo roA aaBOJinm HcnyHjaBa xe >KajioiiJhy
ry6HXKa.
HeMHpne mhcjih Moje, rypaxe ce no yMy MOMe Kao
OHJaHH no caJMy, h naAaxe h yMwpexe Kao CKaKaBuw no
ApyMy. YMpehe CBe oho, iiixo Bac je nocjia/io y jviene,
H HHjeAHa OA Bac nefee ce cnaciw h3 Mora rpo6a, ochm
one, LUXO ce eesajia sa Be3rpo6Hor, HeyMHpyher.
Bawcxa, yiu;iecxe y rpo6, ymaeuiH y iviene, h Kao
rpoSapH cnpeMaxe MenH rpo6.
A;iH KaA 3axpy6H xpy6a, MHoroueBna h MHororjiacna
Tpy6a, y AyujH Mojoj, h o6jaBH A0Jia3aK CwHa Bo>KJera!
TaAa he ce CBe CMpxne >KyAH5e cpua Mora, m CBe CMpxne
MHCJIH Moje, H3AB0JHXH Ha jieBO, H OHHCXHfee HOJbe cpua
H yMa.
M Chh Bo>KJH ytiuhe y CBoje nojbe, h 3apaBHatie
CBe rpoSoBe, qjxo cxe mh cnpeMajiH, Kao KpxHHH>aKe.
M yMuhe Me h oKynahe Me Chh Bowjh, h nawnpHcaxn
MHpOM. He 3a CMpx HO 3a >KHBOX.
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CaM caM cesaswAao, FocnoAe, oa TBOje 6;iaro-

AaTH. MHe cmcm Aa npOBHpHM BaH, jep cm Kao cxpa-
LUHH Bexap. CasHAao caM KyfeepKe h Ko;iH6Hue y j\ymu
CBOJoj na ce 6ojhm, a^ hx He pasopwiij. A Th pasopaBaui
He AS 6h Me ocxaBHO 6ecKytiHa nero j\a 6h Me yBeo
y najiaxy, iijHpy h spann^jy oa SBesAane BacHone.
OA^ai^HUje jLyAw Tboj KpajeyrojiHH KaMen, jep hm
je cyBHuie npeBejiHK sa H^nxoBe KyhepKe h kojihSc. Oa-
6auHiije ra desyMHn sha^ph, jep ne snaAy, uixa Aa noHny
SHAaxH Ha H^eMy. He Mory Aa ce Aocexe 3a6opaBHH, Aa
CM Th 3HAap, h a^ je caB nocao h>hxob, a^ Te6H ne
CMexajy y paAy.
CyBHUje je BejiHK Tboj KpajeyrojiHHK, h ambobh ce
njiame, j\a My ce npHMaKny. FoBope: aKO nonneMO na
H>eMy, KaA heMO aobpujhxh?
CwpoxaHH, KaKO hx CMpx nuaiiiH oa CBaKor Ao6por
nonexKa !

KaKO HX BpeMe npHMopaBa na jeAHOAHeBHe rpal^eBHHe!

npy>KH MH 6jiaroAax TBOJy, Ay>Ky oa cynnanHX
3paKa, Boraxamy Moj, h ja hy ce ocmcjikxh a^ cxaneM
Kpaj OASaneHor KaMena.
F/ie, Th ch O'jiaroAax. CnycxH ce h ahphh mc.
OAarnaj CMpi h BpeMe oa Mene, h ja fey SHAaxn c
T06OM OHO UJXO SCMajLCKH AHBOBH He CMejy.

XC
DpopOKOBa ChH BomJH xpaMy MopejCKOM, — Aa
jiH norpeujHO npopoKOBa? OciaAe jih KaMen na KaMeny,
H yjiaae jih caA 6oroMOJbUH y h^? /^a jih norpeujHO
npopoKOBa?
CpywH napoA CBy CBOjy Aymy y SHAnne jeAHora
xpaMa, H ocxaAe npasaH h 6e3 jxyuie. Ko CBy CBOjy Ayiuy
noBepH KaMeny na nyBaH^e, h caM ne cxpa>KapH Bwrne
HaA H)OM, sancxa fee 6hxh necxajian y CBCxy Kao jacH-
KOBa ceHKa.
CasHAajiHCMo Bory xpaM, roBope HecxajiHH, h njia-
XHJiH CBOj Ayr. Oa caAa cmo caMO Ay>KHHUH ceoH caMHMa.
flajiH CMO Bory Bo>Kje, caA feeMO Aa AajeMO ce6H CBOje.
Mo;mTBe Ha Jeaepy 9
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JaAHHUH, mxa he Bory xpaM, bko He Tpe6a?

eaivia

LUra he Bam xpaM OHOMe, KOMe HHje cyBHuie xecHO hh

y jeAHOM spny necKa hhth cyBHiue npocxpaHO y 3Be3-
AaHOj BacHOHH? Sap Mory 6ecKyhHHun casHAaxH Kyhy
YHHTejby CBHx SHA^pa?
HayHH SwAap npexKe Baiue, h Bac caMe, a^ SHAare
xpaMOBe FfceMy, jep cy BaMa na noTpe6y a ne FfeeMy.
SHAajyhH FfceMy, bh SHAare H:)HMe hs ce6e. Jep He
MO>Ke seMjta HHuiTa ynnHMTH sa Fbera 6es Fbera.
SwAajyhH Haj6ojbe FibeMy bh noKasyjexe npHMep
AyuiH CBOjoj, mxa OHa xpe6a y ce6H j\3. swAa.
3HAajyhH Fbeiviy Sojbe nero CBOMe xejiy bh noKa-
m
ayjexe npHMep jiyui'Ay h ona 3HAa ce6H xBp^e ysBH-
meHMJe h CBexjiHje o6Hxa;iHmxe nero mxo xejiy xpeda,
M Hero — xejio.

SHAajyhH PbeMy AOKasyjexe, Aa Ayuia Bama HHJe

CBe 3a6opaBHjia, hhxh ce noMHpnjia c KOJiwdaivia xejia.
CKyne rpa^eBHne swA^xe FbeMy, a^ 6h noxcexHjiH
Aymy, Aa je ona sa uapcKy najiaxy HaMeH^ena, a ne 3a
HjiOBaHHe Mepre.
He 3HAaxe aom fteMy, ho cjiHKy j\ymi\ CBOjoj, h
KH^Hry, H ceha^e j\ymu CBOJoj.
FocnoA je npenyn mhjiocxh, h CHJiasH y KaMene
xpaMoee Bame, Aa ce cpexHe c jxyuiama BamwM.
A/iH, jaAHHUH, mxa he 6hxh oa xpaMOBa eamnx,
aKO jxynis. Bama ne carjieAa h He nociiyma npwMep? Ako
Ky6tixa xpawoBa Bamwx 6yAy 3a BasAa Bwma oa Ayu^a
BamHX? Ako mupMna xpaMOBa BamHX 6yAe 3a Ba3Aa
mHpa OA ycKocxH Aytua Bamux? LUia he 6hxh oa
xpaMoea Bamwx?
Ako CBehe y KaMeHMM xpaMOBHMa BamwM 6yAy 3a
Ba3Aa CBerjiHje oa mhc;ih yivia Bamera? Ako HSMwpHa
H jiHBaH 6yAy 3a BasAa xV.mphchhjh oa MHpHca cpua Ba-
mera? LLlxa he 6mxh oa xpaMOBa Bamwx?
Ako ojixapH Bamw 6yAy 3a Ba3Aa CBexjiwjH oa cbhx
CBexHH^a Ayma Bamux? Ako pacKom jiMxyprMJa samnx
6yAe 3a BasAa Beha oa pacKomw jiyim. Bamwx? Ako jeKa
MO-iMxaea y xpaMOBWMa BamwM 6yAe najiasHJia BwmeoAJeKa
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y SHAOBHMa KaMCHMM Hero y AymaMa eaiUHM? LUxahe

6hth oa xpaMOBa eaiuHx?
riocTahe mptbh cnoMeHHUH mptbhx Ayma. A Ka^
nocTaHy to, —
KaA npecTany 6hth npHMep 3h-
AapcTBa AytuGBHor u nocraHy ropAOCT —
aawcTa hh
KaMCH Ha KaweHy ne he ocxaTH. A bh feexe, jaAHHUH,
TiyxaTH Kao ceHKe ohhx, kojh cy rpaAH/iH SHajyhH mxa
H saiUTO rpaAe; h Hrpafeexe no CBexy HecxajiHw Kao
jacHKOBa ceHKa.

XCI
HOCpHyte MHOFH y CBeiy h namfee 36or CnHa TBora,
FocnoAe Ay>KH oa BpeivieHa h 6jiarocjiOBeHHJH oa BpeMeHHX
noKOJbeH^a.
KnesoBH HapoAHH yApy>KHhe ce c xajAyuwMa npoxHB
Xpucxa OpecBexora, CBemxeHHUM c jia>KHHM cseAOi^HMa,
H MyApauH c 6e3yMHHMa.
KaKO je Oh BejinHancxBeH y CBojoj ocaMjbeHOCXH
H y 4HCX0XH CBora nyxal
SaKOHHUH, mxo cy npoBejiH Ben y xyMa4eH>y aaKona
Bo>Kjera, ycxajiH cy caA cbh cjiovkho He a^ cyAe He-
ro j\3. ySujy HOBena.
OpBauH HapoAHH, mxo Hy3 HCApa h na nojacHMa
H Ha 3ayiuHHuaMa Hoce Hanncan 3aK0H ca CnHaja, 3a-
6opaBH;iH cy neKOJiHKO XH.baAa roAHna CBora Be>KCaH>a
y npaBAH, h Kao rjiaAHH ByuH jypHyjiH cy 3a MoBeKOM
MHpa H Ao6pa, Aa fa pacxprny.
TproBUH cy 3axBopHjiH CBOje Ayhane h noxprjin CBOje
HO>KeBe, A^ y6Mjajy,
CxapuH, ypeuieHH cnojba MHoro6poJHHM cnoMennuaMa
Bo>KJHX HyAa na tt>HX0BHM napoAy, ho 6e3 HJeAHe
yHyxpa, H3B;iaHe ce hchoa cbojhx oyaKa, j\a noMorHy
y6MXH.
MjiaAwfen, KojH ce Becejie, KaA hx cxapuJH oxpa6pe
Ha 3;iohhh, mshhijih cy c MOXKawa h KaMeH>eM, h3-m
Bpme ySwcxBO npe nero ceAHy 3a flacxy m nonny c;ia-
BHXH Bora.
9*
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cy ce h >KeHe Ha KpB, h noBCjie cy Aeuy

flHFjie
CBOJy, Aa H Aeua noMorny y jcahom HapOAHOM AeJiy.
KpBHHUH H HacHJiHHUH, KOJH ce flpypHx A^Ha ca
CTpaxoM npoBJiane Kp03 MpaK h TecKo6y, ca^a cy no-
CTajiH BO^e Bo^aMa h khcsobh KHesoBHMa.
SjiOHHHUHMa y TaMHHUH Aouiao je a^h c;io6oAe, jep
OHH cy nocTajiH norpeSHH HapoAy, Aa ra nayne cbomc
nocjiy, Aa ra Hayne KaKO ce y6Hja hobck.
Cbh nocexHouH, iijto cy aouijih y rpaA sa npasHHK,
Aa ce noKJiOHe He6y h noTpa>Ke Bora, OKpenyjiH cy
Jie^a xpaMy, h ca cbojhm AOMahHHHMa h KOHaKi^HjaMa
nojypHJiH cy, Aa Tpa>Ke KpB npaBCAHMKOBy.
CBemieHHi^H cy 3a6opaBH;iH xpaM n HarnyjiH ca >KpT-
BeHHM HO>KeBHMa, Aa HapoA cnacaBajy oa Bora.
XpoMH H KjtacTH npy>Kajy ceoje uixaKe a cjienH
CBOje CAenaHKe naHKe —
CBoje jeAHHO opy>Kje, Aa ce
noMOFHe y6HTH HCuejiHxejt.
TaKO jeAan HapoA rpeiiiHHKa ycxaje jeAHOAyiiiHo
Kao TpaBa, Aa ySuje Bora. H OMMne My ce ho>k, saMa^
XHyT npoTHB Bora, re yAapH caM ce6e y cpue.
HeAaj mh Aa naAHCM, FocnoAe npeMMjin!
OxBOpH MH OHH AyUJe, /la BHAHM H HayHHM CC OA
cyA6e rpeiuHHKa. J\a He no^e Hora Moja hh sa khm,
Ko HAe npoxHB Te6e.
Aa KBKo He amfhcm KaMen na Te6e, h ne y6HJeM
ce6e 3a naBeK.
He Aaj mh Aa naAHeM, FocnoAe npCMHJiH.

XCII

KpB npaBeflHHKa jeAHHO je HHCMO Ha seMJbH, mxo

ce He Aa H36pMcaxM.
y6HCxe /iH XpHCxa, onaJHHUH, Kao nixo ce naAacxe?
M.iH KpB hberoBa h Aanac ropH Ha rjiaBaMa eauiHivi?
06jaBH, Mope, xyKOM cbojom CBHwa npeAejiHMa na
acM/bH: KpB npaBeAHHKa ropw na rjiaen h cxoxor KO/iena.
MayKpiuxajxe ce rpoMOBH oa HCxoKa ao sanaAa h
HanHLUMxe jacHo h aa cjienue: HHKaKBo ajio jbyAH ne
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Mory yHHHHTH npaBeAHHKy, a a^ ce to sjio He cpvHH

ABOCxpyKO Ha rjiaey PbHxoBy.
Jep KaMen 6aHeH na npaeeAHHKa, 6a4eH je y bh-
CHHy, H naAajyhH ca bhchhc Ao5HJa y Te>KHHH.
KaMeH^e jepycajiHMCKO, luto ctojhlu A^nac pas-
6aaaH0, saBHHH h peuw poAy JbyACKOM, poAy saSopaBHOM,
ujTa ce AecH ca y6HJeHHM npaBeAHHKOM a lUTa ca OHHMa,
iiJTO ra y6Hiiie!
BwAex nca rAe ce onp>KH jeAHOM na
Bpejioj KaiUH,
H He AO^e BHuie hh na xjiaAHy. A JbyAe rjieAaM us Aana
y A^H TAe ce np>Ke na Kpen opaBeAHHKa, h HHKaA Aa
ce OKany.
6e3yMHHJH OA 6e3yMHHX, sap ce ne CTHAHxe noB-
TopaBaTH jicKUHjy, Kojy h hch OAJeAHOM Hayne?
Bojbe Aa HuinesHe jeAan kpbhhhkh HapoA Hero jeAan
jeAHHH npaBeAHHK. Jep He6o He nuTa: kojihko je kpbh
npocyxo nero: HHja je Kpe npocyxa?
/^a cbh HapoAy ycxany npoTWB jeAHor opaBeAHHKa,
He fee My moHh HHiiua naxyAMTH. Mory caMO a^ My 6yAy
npaTH>a jio rpo6a. Ho oh he h>hx npaxHTH nocjie rpo6a.
Sawcxa npaBeAHHK Ka>KH)aBa cbojom MHJiouifcy ao
rpo6a H npaBAOM nocjie rpo6a.
He ocHrypaBajxe HMaH>e CBOjoj acuh, bh ihxo y^o-
cxe y KpB npaBCAHMKa. Fjie, cse HMaH>e fee mm nponacxH
OCHM KpBH, KOJy npOJlHCXC.
M He fee npaBeAHHK 6auHXH KJiexBy na Bac ho A^ua
Bama, KaA 6yAy jejia ropaK x;ie6 po6oBa.
y ApoH^aMa npaBeAHHKa Kpwje ce Bor. TeuiKO eaMa,
aKO Bac Apofte ca6;ia3He, xe npespeie h oHora mxo je y
ApOH>aMa.
CH Awrnyx, Xpncxe Bo>Ke, ne a^ noKa>Kem
Ha Kpcx
CBOJy HCMofe npeMa CBexy ho neMofe csexa npcMa Te6H.
Kao ceHKe uixo ce na MecennnH 6Hjy o cieny, xaKO
cy HeMofeHH HapoAH mxo yA^pajy na Te6e.
Yxexo npaBCAHMKa h xpa6pocxM MynennKa, noMHJiyj
.Hac H cnacH.
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XCIII

BaCKpCHieJb je rocnOJl MOJ. BacKpcasa MpTBe o;^

jyjpa AO MpaKa, h oa MpaKa ao sope.
Oho mxo jyxpo caxpaHH, y Bene FocnoA oh<hbh, h
OHO lUTO Bene caxpaHH, yjyrpy FocnoA o>khbh.
KaKBO je ACJio AOCTOJHHje Bora >KHBora nero Ba-
KpcaBaxH Mpxee y >khbot?
HeKa ApyrH Bepyjy y Bora, kojh ce nap6H h cyAH
c jbyAHMa.
Ja hy ce AP>KaTH Bora, kojh BacKpcaBa MpxBe.
HeKa Apy^H Bepyjy y Bora, kojh ce ne npH6;iH>Kyje
HH >KHBHM, KaA ra 30By.
Ja fey ce KJiaH^axH Bory, kojh ap>kh nacjioPbeHO yxa
Cbojc h Ha rpo6;by h cjiyma, a^ jih hcko ne Bannje sa
BacKpceHaeM h BacKpcHTejbCM.
Fpo6apH saKonaBajy h feyre, Fochoa OTKonaBa
H BHHe.
MaJKa hepKy saKonaBa, FocnoA oxKonaBa: 6ojba je
MajKa FocnoA oa MajKC.
Oxau CHHa sarphe, FocnoA OArphe. Bojlh je oxan
FocnoA OA oua.
Bpax 6paxa caxpaH>yje, Fochoa BacKpcaBa. Bojbw
je 6pax FocnoA oa 6paxa.
Fochoa HCMa hh cysa hh ocMCJKa sa MpiBC. Hdc-
roBo je CBe cpue 3a >KHBHMa.
CBex KyKa sa cbojhm y rpo6n3y, Fochoa hccmom
Tpa>KH CBOJe, H 6yAH hx.
BacKpcHH, FocnoAe, Ayx MOj, Aa 6h BacKpcjio h xejio-
Moje. HacxaHH ce y Ayxy momc, h xejio Moje finfee
xpaM Tboj.
FoBope cyccAH mojh y 6pH3H: j\a jih he obo naiue
xejio BacKpcHyxH.
Ako cxe ce jcahom oapckjih ce6e, h ne >KHBHxe
BHme ce6H, OHAa je same xe;io Kao BacKpcjio.
Ako je xe^ao Bame xpaM Bora CBCBHtuH^era, OHAa
je BacKpcHxejb y Bama, h BacKpceH^e ce Bauie AOBpmyje.
Te;io ce name MCHba, MHora cmo xejia ao caA 3Ba;iK
CBOJHM. Koje he oa h^hx BacKpcnyxH?
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MoH<Aa HHJeAHO. Ho CHrypHO

oho, —
aKo cxe ra
MMajiH —
Koje H3pa>KaBa jacHo Pen Bo>Kjy.
BacKpHTejLy Moj, cMpx ne BacKpcaea, jep CMpx
HHKaA HHJe HH 6HJia >KHBa.
Th ch BacKpCMTejb h Th ch BacKpcjiH, jep Th ch >Khbot,
CaMo OHO cewe BacKpcaBa, y komc ce Th CKpHBam,
H TO OHO OA H>era, uito ch Th.
CaMO feem onaj Ayx o>KHBeTH, kojh h caAa >khbh
T060M a He CBeTOM.
CaMO feem oho tcjio canyBaxH, Koje je ce Cbcthm
/^yxoM nonejio HcnyH>aBaTH y obomc Bpeivieny.
Oho iiiTO je FocnoA >Khbh y rpo6oBHMa, oho he
sacKpcHyTH y >khbot.
Hhko He MO>Ke BacKpcnyiH MpxBe nero Fochoa, h
HHKO He MO>Ke ycxaxH us MpxBHx ochm FocnoAa.
Jep Oh je y CBexHM cbojhm. Sancxa Oh je y >kh-
BHM CBOJHM, H y rpo6y H HaA rpoSoM.

XCIV
JKBJbeflH je flOJiaSHO, h AohHhe onex, a bh roBopnxe:
KO fee HaM AOKasaxH, Aa je Oh Bor?
FlHxaM Bac, xajvina 6pafeo, h OAroBopnxe mh, luxo
Bac HHxaM. KaA 6h bh nopyHHJiH Bory Aa AO^e na aeivijby,
KaKBor 6h bh >Ke;ie;iH Aa Fa BHAHxe?
Kao HOBeKa >Ke;ie;iH 6h Fa BHAern, jienmer oa cbhx
CHHOBa HOBenjHX, MofeHHjer oa cbhx CHHOBa HOBenJHx na
peHH H MofeHHjer oa cbhx CHHOBa HOBCHJHX Ha AG/iy. >Ke-
jienu 6h Fa bhacxh npenpacna Kao uapeBHfea; ne oxojia
Hero CMHpena Kao jarH^e; kojh 6h yjiasHO hoa name
KpoBOBe, c HaMa jeo h hho, h agjiho c naivia cbc ceM
HCMofeH name h rpexa. —
OHAa BaM Ka>KeM: bh cxe caMH AOKaaajiH, Aa je
Bor 6ho Me^y naMa. —
yKenenm 6h ra BWAexH Kao noBCKa, npcMAa ce Oh
MO>Ke nojaBHXH y CBaKOM xejiy. KaA roBopn Aa roBopn
Mofeno KaKO HHKaA hobck hhjc roBopno. KaA xoah no
OBOMe CBexy, Aa ne xoah Kao najaMHHK h po6 nero Kao
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rocnoAap. BoAa h BexpoBH Aa Fa cjiyuiajy, jhym Aa My

cjieAyjy, snu AyxoBH Aa 6e>Ke oa HDcra. /^a 6yAe oa
noMotiH n>yAHMa ceaKora Aana: >KajiocHe Aa xeuiH, 60-
jiecHe Aa JieHw, Mpxee Aa BacKpcaea. TaKeora 6h mh
>Kejie;iH Bora Me^y HaMa. —
OHAa BaM Ka>KeM: bh ere caMH AOKasajiH, Aa je
Bor 6ho Me^y naMa.
>Ke;ie;iH 6u, Aa HaM AO^e He Kao uap, ca SorarcxBOM,
iiiTO nponaAa, h bojckom, Koja HiUHeBaBa, h 6jiecK0M,
iiiTO xaMHH, — He Kao uap nero Kao BehH oa uapeBa.
M >Ke;ie;iH 6h, Aa HaM AO^e ne Kao o6HHaH npopoK,
Hero Kao npopoKOBann oa noneTKa Bpe/viena, kojh 6h
CMeo pehH, Aa je cxapHjn oa Bpeiviena; h kojh 6h HaM
npopeKao, mxa he 6hth na Kpajy h nocjie Kpaja Bpe-
Mena. M >Ke;ie;iH 6h, Aa naM AO^e ne Kao CBeuixenHK,
Hero Kao npBocBeuiTeHHK, y KOMe ce orjieAa CBe Tpoje
yjeAHOM: h Bor, h CBeiiJTeHHK h JKpxBa. TaKBora 6h mh
>Ke;iejiH Bora, Aa ce nojaBH Me^y naMa. —
OHAa BaM KaM<eM: bh cxe caMH AOKasajin, Aa je
Bor 6ho Me^y naMa. —
>KeJie;iH 6h, Aa 6p30 Aoi^e h Aa OAe, jep Fa ne 6h
MorjiH H3Ap>KaTH Ha Ayro. Ho h KaA OAe, >KejiejiH 6h,
Aa FberoBa pen jenn Kpo3 BpeMe h npocrop, 6e3 Kpaja
H ycTaBe, h Aa oa FberoBHX ciona ropn 3eMJba He6e-
CHHM orH^eM AOKJie 3eMJi>a Tpaje. —
OHAa BaM Ka>KeM: caMH cxe AOKasajin, Aa je Bor
6ho Me^y naMa.
>Ken>eHH je Ao;ia3HO Me^y JbyAe 6aiij KaKBora jbyAH
Mory no>Ke;ieTH, h joui 6oJbH, h join jann, h jom jienmn,
na cy JbyAH, ax, h TaAa roBopHJin: ko he naM AOKasaxn,
Aaje TO Bor?
yKeiheun he oneT Aohn, jiyino Moja. Kao orH>eHH
3Maj AOJierehe, h, aKO Fa ne no3Haiii, oAJierehe, h BHiiie
Fa 3aHCTa BHAexn ne hem. YcxaHH, jiyuio Moja, h ne
cnaBaj ho 6ah. M yjBpAH y ce6H cjiHKy >KejbeHora,
KaKae jecxe, Aa 6m Fa nosnajia, KaAa AO^e.
HeKa cjiHKe cbmx CBeroBa M3H^y h3 Te6e, h HeKa
TB IteroBa c/iHKa wcnynH CBy, oa HCTOKa ao 3anaAa, h
OA ceBepa ao jyra. Aa 6h Fa rio3Ha;ia, KaAa Aoi^e.
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JepKao orn^eHH SMaj Aohw h othIih, a th

fee hem
KyH>aTH H roBopHTH: KO fee mh A0Ka3aTn?
Ako th caMa ce6H He AOKa>KeiiJ, hhko th ne fee

AOKasaxij.
Ako th Fa He AOKa>Ke tboj BeHHTH >khbot, AOKa-
safee TH Fa TBOja BenHTa CMpT.

xcv
y flOJIHHH nJiaHeBHOJ o>KHBeo CH MpTBe kocth, Cnne
Bo>KaHCKH.
HeKa ce pa^yje npopoK, jep ch o6hcthhho penn
HDeroBe.
CBa cnara, h jienoTa, h MyApocT, sa kojom uejio
MOBenaHCTBo oa noneTKa >KyAH, y Te6H je, CBenoBese.
CBa xpana >KHBOTa, h CBe nnfee >KHBOTa, kojom >khbh
^HBe OA Kpaja ao Kpaja BpeMena, y Te6H je, CBenoBene.
Kpo3 Te6e ce TpocyHnaHM 3paK ycyAHO 6auHTH
ce y TaMy CMpTHy h cen HeSwha. Mhjioct je 6Hjia y
TOMe spaKy, h Kao CBaKa MHJiocTHhba 3;ioynoTpe6;beHa.
3a TO ce BpaK noByKao, h TaMa CMpTHa h cen He6Hha
npeoBJiaAajia je.

CaAa CH Aomao hobhm SpaKOM, h hobom MHJioiufey.

c
M OHH, KOJH Te npHMHuie, aacHJame Kao HOBoaana-
jbeHa cyHua.
A KoJH Te He npHMHuie, ocTaiiie h naAan^e MpTBe
KOCTH y AOJIHHH.
OTBopHO CH x;ie6apHHuy sa rjiaAHe h nHBHHuy sa
:^eAHe, h npHSHBauj CBe rjiaAHe h >KeAHe, Aa jeAy h nnjy
H >KHBH 6yAy.
Ko >Ke;iH >KHBOTa, >khbotom ce Mopa xpaHHTH. Ko
ce CMpTH npcAa, CMpfey ce xpaHH, h HCMa ra Me^y
>KHBHMa.
AoHece HaM Bora y AOJiHHy MyneBHy; Aonece HaM
Bora, He Kao cjiHKy Aa Fa noKa>Keiu, —
nrpan^e cjiHKa
nojcAe naM jiyuiy —
Hero Kao xjie6, a^ ra jeAeMO h
« o>KHBHMO. CjiHKaMa ce xpaHHCMO H noMpecMO. SaHCTa,
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CBe CTBapH, iijTO CMpxHH jcAY H nwjy, cjiHKe cy, Koje ne

xpaHe H He noje h He j\a\y >KHBOTa, aKO Bor y h>hx
He yt)e.
HeKa Ayiua Moja je^e Bora, h Bennahe ce BenHHM
>KHBOTOM.
HeKa yM Moj jeAe Bora, h BeHnafee ce bchhom
MyApomhy.
HeKa cpue Moje jeAe Bora, h Bennafee ce Be4H0M
paAomhy.
HeKa xejio MOje jeAe Bora, h BacKpcnyhe us MpxBHx.
HeKa CBH jbyAH jeAy Bora, h BpaTHhe ce AOMy,
BpaiMhe ce y CBenoBeKa.
TBora rpo6a HCMa Me^y naivia. ScMJba ap>J<h caMO
seMjby. fpodoBM ce caxpaH>yjy y rpo6oBe, h ocxajy
y HiMMa.
UapeBuhy Csexe TpnaAe h uape cbhx 6Hha, Koja
cy OA TBOje penn npoAwxajia h nporjieAajia, naxpaHH Me
Tbojhm ;ie6oM, h nanoj Me Tbojhm nwheM.
Aa He Hcxpyxne xe/io MOje, h AyiiJa MOja a^ ce He
6HJe no AAy Kao 6e3xe;iecHa cen, HcnyH>eHa jiyAHM ce-
haH>HMa, HcnyH^eHa xejiecHHM >KejbaMa, HcnyH>eHa cxpa-
XOM M CXpaUJHJlHHM CJIHKaMa.
Aa He H3ry6HM, FocnoAe, o6a seMajbCKO, KOje
xejia :

je 6;iH>Ke nponacxH oa jeceH^e xpaBe, m He6ecK0, Koje

je Ayx OAOUHHO Aa HsaxKa h cnpeMU sa Bennocx.
Aa He H3ry6HM, FocnoAe, o6a Ayxa: seMajbCKH, kojh
ce o6peKao na CMpx BeHHan^eM ca seMjbOM, h He6ecKH,
Kora HMcaM npuMao y ce6e, Aa ynece CBOjy Bennocx
y Mene.
Aa He M3ry6HM, FocnoAe, o6a >KHBOxa: 3eMajbCKH,
KOJH ce HHHM >KMBOXOM, M He6eCKH, KOJH jCCXe >KHBOX.
npH{)M MH 6;iH>Ke, H joiu 6;iH>Ke, He6ecHH Xjie6y,
M HeMoj ce 6paHMXM oa mojmx ycxa.
npM{)H MM 6jiHVKe, H joui 6;iH>Ke, HefiecHO nwhe, h
HCMoj ce HSMMqaxM OA mojhx ycana.
TpoJMue ripecBexa,cnycxH Tboj >KH>KaK y Mojy
Hoh H nonjiaujH cxpanua, kojm mc saK/ian^a oa Te6e.
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XCVI
fleiia H CBeTHTGJbH Ap>Ke Te, TocnoAe, ocrajiH ce
6yHTyjy npoTUB Te6e.
fleua H CBeTHTejbH rpaHHua cy nsMe^y uapcTBa
6u\\3. H H ceHH He6nha.
CxapaouH ce HasHsajy poAHTejbHMa h 6auajy Tsojy
Aeuy c BHCOKe cieHe y noHop.
CxapaouH yo6pa>KaBajy, Aa cy ohh poAHTejbH, na
ynpaBJbajy acuom Tbojom Kao cbojom hmobhhom. SaHcra^
He ynpae/bajy Hero Kpnee h jioMe.
Ty^a cy Aeua, cxapaouH, Kojy ere npHCBOJHJiH, u
OAroBapafcere sa Kpa^y h pa36oJHHiutBo.
Hwje Bam >khbot hh onaj luto je y BaMa, hhth
onaj, KOMe ere bh nocjiy>KHjiH Kao Kana/i. Ty^e je CBe^
ochm 3Jia y saMa, h OAroBapaheTe sa Kpa^y h pasSoJHHuiTBO.
OAroBapafeeie sa Kpa^y, jep cxe xyl^e HasBa;iH
cbojhm; h sa pas6oJHHiiJTBO; jep cxe ry^e ocanaTHjiH h
nopyujHJiH.
HcMa poAHTejba na seMjbH. PoAHxejb jena He6y.
Ha scM/bH cy caMO cxapaouH. Ohh, mxo ce6e nasHBajy
pOAHxejLHMa na scMjbH, jiohobh cy h pas6oJHHUH.
Ha seMJbH cy caMO cxapaouw; h xo je npeBejiHKa nacx.
/],axo BaM je na cxapaHbe najAparouennje 6;iaro, mxo
Bor HMa. M xo je npeBejiwKa 4acx.
B;ia>KeHHJH je OHaj, ko ce HHKaA HHJe pOAHO, h KOMe
HHKaA HHmxa HHJe noBepeno y cxapatt>e Hero bh, ana
je Bame cxapa^e ca6jia3aH h yMpxBjbeH^e jiyiua,

Samio ce paAyjexe a^uh, aKO ne MHc/inxe 6ahxh

HaA H^HMa Kao naA anre/iHMa He6ecHHM? 3a mxo KyKaxe
sa H^HMa, KaA Bac pano ocxaBe h no6erHy k anrejiHMa?
Ty^eMy cxe ce paAOBajiH, h sa xy^HM KyKaxe.
He cxapajxe ce caMO o 0CHrypaH>y xejia Bame j\ei\e,
jep xo H jiHCHue 4HHe ca jiHCH4HfeHMa. Hero ce cxapajxe
Bory y a^uh Bamoj. Cacxapann Bor nocxapafee ce sa
CBe ocxajio. M OHO mxo c MyKOM ca6Hpaxe a^uh cbojoj,
Oh he hm 6es MyKe caSpaxn, 6pso h jiaKO.
He HsroHHxe Bora hs Aeiie Bame, jep hexe hm oxe-
paiH MHp, H cpehy, h SApas/be, h 6;iarocxaH>e.
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M aKO CBy seMjby ocraBHTe ocTaBjbeHHM oa Bora,

ocrasHjiHCxe nperjiaAHHM, kojh fee cee nojecxH h noMpexH
OA rjiaAH.
He ocHrypaeaJTe acuh CBOjoj KOMaA xjie6a ho KOMaA
Ayme h caBecxH. M Suhe Aeua Bama ocHrypana, a bh
^jiarocoBCHH y ABa CBexa.
Cxapajxe ce o xy^oj hmobhhh 6ojbe Hero o CBOJoj,
H HarpaAa Bama 6Hhe HewsMepHa.
UapCKa AGua Aaxa cy BaM na cxapafee. Sancxa,
lj,ap Hefee a^xh Majiy HarpaAy OHHMa, kojh My canyBajy
uapeBHfce, h ne HsdpHiuy HMe PoAHxe/ba hs oaMexH
tt>HXOBe.
Kpo3 Aeuy rjieAa Ll,ap sany^eno y eac, h nena Bame
OAroBope. Ako OAroBopn 6yAy CMpxoHOCHH, lj,ap he ce
noByhH H3 Aeue Bame, h bh hexe ce cxapaxn o JiemeBHMa.
Aeua H CBexHxejbH AP>Ke Te, FocnoAe Muj, ocxajiH
ce SyHxyjy npoxHB Te6e. A^U^ w CBexHrejbH cy TBOje
KymaH>e CBeia.
riasH, j\yuio Moja, nasH h He norpemH.

XCVII
CeaKa CTBap Me nJiamaJia AOK 6ejax Aexe, CBany
cxBap cavKajteeaM OAKaA OApacxox.
CBaKa cxBap HHHHjia mh ce CHa>KHHJa oa Mene aok
6ejax Aexe. CaA ce ocehaM CHa>KHHJH oa CBera, h ca>Ka-
jbeBaM CBe.
Jep HayHHx ce ciajaxH yaa Te, FocnoAe mojV kojh
CH OKpy>KeH 6eCMpXHHM BOJCKaMa KaO 6opOBOM HJiaHH-
HOM. H pacxeM h3 Te6e Kao apbo hb njianHne.
Yaex CBaKy cxBap aa ynnxe/ba, aok 6ejax A^xe, h
HAOx AoneKJie ca CBaKOM. M naynnx ce HCMohH h CMpxH
H Banajy k Te6H.
Tpa>KHx Hajjany cxBap, a^ ce yxBaxHM sa H^y, a^
6hx ce cnacao oa npoMCHe h Ko;ie6aH>a. H ohh Moje ne
BHAeme je, hhxh je ymn MOJe nyme, hhxh je Hore MOJe
Hara3Hme. CBy Aeuy CBOjy BpeMe noAH>Ke, a^ ce xpBC
c H.HMa, H Aa Hx H3 ma/ie caBHJa, jiomh h nyna h3 ko-
pena, CMejyhn ce cxpaxy h y>Kacy cajvipxHHKa.
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YxBaTHx ce sa ueehe peKox: oho je jienoTOM

h
MohHHJe oa MCHe. Ho Kaa Ao^e jecen, ueefee yMHpaiiie Ha
Moje OHH, H ja My ne Morox noMofew, ho ca cysaMa
OKpexox ce, h yxsarux ce sa bhcoko ApBehe.
Ho KaA AO^e poK, Hsea/iH ce ApBehe ms Kopena, h
no;ie>Ke no seMn^H Kao noSe^ena BOJCKa, h ja ce OKpeiox
ca cysaMa, h yxBarnx ce sa KaMen. Oh je ja4H oa mchc,
pcKOx, ys H>era caM CHrypan.
Ho KaA AO^e poK, KaMen ce HCxpomH y neneo na
MOje OHH, H Bexap ra oahccc, h ja ce OKpexox ca cy-
saMa, M yxBaxnx ce sa sbcsac. Sbcsac cy jane oa CBera,
pcKOX, HdMX fey ce AP>i<axH, hc fey nacxH.
Ho KaA sarpjiHx SBesAe h ytiox y lajHH manax ca
H>HMa, Hyx jeuaH>a yMHpyfenx, h OKpexox ce ca cysaMa, h
yxBaxHX ce sa jbyA. JLyAw ycnpaBHO h c;io6oaho Kopa-
Hajy, pcKOx, y h>hx je cnara, HdHX fey ce AP>KaxH, a^
He naAHCM.
Ho KaA AO^e poK, bhacx h HajcHa>KHJe Me^y jbyAHMa
FAC ce SecnoMofeHO KJiHsajy hhs jica BpeMena y 6es-
rjiacHH noHop, h ocxaBjbajy Me caMa.
06aspex ce y SHOJy no uejioj BacHonnn peKox:
XH CM jana oa CBera, xe6e fey ce AP>KaxH, canyBaj Me oa
KJiHsa^a y Sesrjiacnn noHop. M ao6hx OAroBop: AOBene
H ja xoHCM y SesrjiacHM nonop, n cyxpa fee 6hxh Apyra
BacMona Mecxo Mene. YsajiyA ce Be>Kem sa Mene, ne-
Mofenor canyxHHKa CBora.
Onex ce OKpexox jbyAMMa, naJMyApnjHM Mei^y cnno-
BHMa jbyACKHM, H yHHxax sa caBex. Ho ohh ce saBaAwuie
AajyfeH MM OAroBope, aok CMpx He Maxny pyKOM h ne
ynece xumwHy Me^y npennpane.
Onex ce oKpexox jbyAHMa, najBecejiHJwM Me^y ch~
HOBHMa jbyACKHM, H yHMxax sa MHUJjbeH)e. Kao a^ mh
Mory Aaxn hcko MHUJibeH^e ohm, kojh mccom mhcjic Ohh !

Me yseme sa majiy n sa Bece/be CBOje, aok CMpx ne

An>Ke CBOJ uixan m ne npcByne 6y^0M jesnK h>hxob.
Onex ce OKpexox jbyAHMa, onuMa Kojn Me pOAume
H AOHeme Me^y cxsapH, n ynniax h^hx. HDHXOBa cmc-
>KypaHa jiHua nosejieneme; ohh hm saeoAHHuie; h ohh
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npOMyuame: y He3HaH>y ce poAHCMO h mm, y HesHaHby

poAKCMO Te6e, h HeaHa^e ceoje noAejiwcMo c to6om.
Oner ce.OKpeTOx jbyAHMa, npMjarejLHMa cbojhm m
peKOx: npHjaxejbH mojh, mxa MHC/iHie bh? A ohh ohy-
xaiue Ayro, aok CTMA/bHBO He noAHrome ohm h npo36o-
pHiiie: MH ce OAaBHo cnpeMaMO a^ nHxaMO Te6e: mxa
MHCJIHIIJ XH?
M KaA saKyuax h Ha uocneJ\\h^ Bpaxa, a^ nnxaivi,
Bpaxa ce oiBopHuie h bhacx MpxBaua rAe hshocc.
KaA He 6ejaiue BHiue Bpaxa a^ KyuaM, necxaAC h
cysa, H cyxH cxpax 3a6oAe caoje Kanqe y kocxh Moje.
Jouj jcAHa cysa na^e ce h CKOxpjba ce y ^ho jiyuie
MOje. M rjie, ncKa nenosHaxa Bpaxa, y Koje yAapM no-
cjiCAH^a cysa, oxeopHiue ce, h Th ce nojaBu, LI,ape Moj
H One MOJ, cas 0Kpy>KeH 6ecMpxHHM BojcKaMa Kao 60-
poBOM njiaHHHOM y neonajiHOM njiaMeny.
M CBexJiocx sawrpa Kao MHororjiacna xap(})a, h ja
nyx TAC roBopn: Ja caM onaj Kora xpa>KHm. Ap>KH ce
Mene. Mmc mm je: JecaM.

XCVIII

TBOJa noceia, CHarO MOJa, aohoch CHare CBaKOJ XBapH.

Kao y npasne jiaMne najieBam yjba y CBany oa h^hx,
li noHHH>y ropexH.

Bjiaro OHOM, ko Te6e npHMH y CBOJy npasHWHy;

HanyHuhe ce m ropefee.
KaA yJha HCMa, OHAa ^^wxwjb ropw ca ahmom h p^a-
BHM MHpuCOM.
FopejiH cy jbyAw w npe Tbojc nocexe, ho xo hhch
ropeo Th ho c})HXHn> ca ammoh h pt^aeuM mhphcom.
KaA CH Th j\oui2iO y nocexy seMjbH, najiHO ch cbc
jiaMoe yjbeM, h y/be je noneno ropexH, 6es AHMa h
pt^aBor MMpHca.
Ajih HeyKH ne bhac pasJiwKy, ho roBope: h npe je
"

6h;io ropeH>e, m caA je ropeH>e.

He BHAC HeyKH pasjiHKy wsMC^y ropeH^a npasne
JiaMne h ropeH>a nyne jiaMne.
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143

HeyKH, Kaa ropH seMJba cbojhm ortbeM, to ^Jhthh^

ropH a He yjbe, h ropette je ca ahmom h p^aewM mhphcom.
KaA ce 3eMJT>aHH cyAOBH HanyHe He6ecHHM yjbeM,
OHAa yjbe ropw, h ropette je ca njiaivieHOM h CBerjioiiihy,
HO 6e3 AHMa h p^aea MwpHca.
Fjie, Th hhch Kao o6h4hh noceTHOUH, kojh AOJiase
Aa ysMy. Aomao ch ne Aa AO^eiii h OAeiii Kao o6h4HH
nocexHOUM, h ne a^ AO^em h ysMeiu, nero ch Aoiiiao
Aa ocTaBHiu. BaHCTHHy, Aa nanyHHiii h cbc nyno ocxaBHiii!
CBaKa CTBap ce nynn chjiom h cnaroM, FocnoAe
npenyHH Aooapa, KaAa Tm AO^em y nocexy.
BoAa, iiixo je caMO Mor/ia Aa nepe xejio, Ao6H;ia je
CH/iy, Aa KpiHxaBa jjyuiy, Y TBOje HMe FocnoAe!
Yjbe, Luxo je caMO Morjio 6jiHCxaxH na aapaBOM Jiwuy,
Ao6hjio je CHJiy, Aa 6o;ihhm Aaje Kpenocx. Y Tbojc hmc,
FocnoAe
Xne6y mxo
caMO Morao roMHJiaxH y HOseKy neneo
je
na neneo, ao6ho je CHJiy, Aa Tbojhm >khboxom xpanw
>KHBOx. y TBOje HMe, FocnoAe
MsBopH cy ce najiHjiH cnaroM, h xpaBe nojbCKe na-
jeApajie >khboxom. Y Tbojc HMe, FocnoAe!
PeHH cy nocxa/ie jieKOM, h snauw cy nocxajin oa-
6paH0M. y TBOje hmc, FocnoAe!
MpxBM cy nonejiH ysHMaxH neMohn >khbhx na ce6e
H >khbh ce nonejiH paaruBapaxH ca MpxBHMa Kao ca
^HBHMa. y TBoje HMe, FocnoAe!
Fpo6^ BH, H3 KojHx je caMO CMpaA xeKao, nonejiH
cy HSJiHBaxH Miipo, H 3BepcKe nemxepe nocxajie cy ni-
KajHHuaMa. y TBoje hmc, Focnoae!
npe TBOJe nocexe, FocnoAe, cbc je 6hjio AHM.T^HBHje
OA ropefeer 4)HXHJba, h CBe HeMohnnje oa nayKOBor XKaH^a.
fla JiH HeyKH oxBopnxn ohh h bhacxh a3;iHKy?
tie i

3a CBe HeyKe KjienHM h mojihm ce npeA To6om, FocnoAe

CBCMofeHH: oxBopH HM OMH, Aa 6h BHacjiH pa3;iHKy.
fla 6h BHACJiH pa3;iHKy h oxBopHJin CBOje npa3He
jiaMne, Aa hx Th nanyHHiu.
fla ce He 6h bchhxo ryniH/iH y AWMy h pijaBOM mh-
pncy, He6ecH0 y;be jiaMne Moje.
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3a CBe HeyKe kjichmm h mojihm ce npeA To6om^

flyme Cbcth, >Khbotbophh. Hyxuu Kao ojiyja h saTpecH
Ayiijy HeyKHX, Aa 6h ce npo6yAH;iH h oceTHJin nac TBOje
noceie.
/],a 6i\ ce noKajajiH, h sajeAHO ca mhom KJieKHyjin
H ysBHKHy/iH! KaKO seMjLa nocTaje HOBa, KaA je Th
noceTHiu, BejiHHaHCTBeHH h CxparnHH Bo>Ke!

XCIX
Kaera caM HCnacaHa h cnojba h HSHyTpa, h sane-
HafeeHa ca ceAaM nenaxa.
CpHHy KOMiuHJe Moje h hc Mory hmc a^ mm cpeKHy.
KoMiuHJe MOJe, KaKO here OHAa npOHHxaTH hmc Fo-
cnoAa, KOJH Me oa Sjiaxa Hcnene, KaA MOJe hmc hc mo-
>Kexe Aa cpeKHCxe?
TBOja caM KH^wra, FocnoAe Uape Moj, TBOJe caM
HHCMO H cnojh3. H H3Hyxpa. CaMO CBCx Me saMpn^a cbojom
HenHCMCHOM pyKOM, xe nocxax nejacaH h HCHHXjbHB.
TBOja caM KH>Hra, FocnoAe U,ape moj, h Tbojh cy
nenaxH, KOJHMa cm mc sanenaxHO Kao CBexHu^y CBOJy.
rioA CBaKHM nenaxoM CKpwBa ce no jeAan A^p Ayxa
CBexoxa, no jeAan Aap 6ecMpxHor >KHBOxa HeSecne
TpnaAe. Ko he oxnenaxuxw oho, mxo je Bor sanenaxno,
— KO M0>Ke Apyrn ocmm Bora jeAWHor?
FoBope MH KOMiuHJe MOje: xn en KPbnra CBexa, h
caB CH Hcnncan pyKCM csexa, h cbh a^POBh y xedn Aa-
poBH cy CBexa?
TaKO Me HHxajy HenncMenH, h ja ocefeaM, a^ mh hc
3Hajy HMena.
SaHCxa, CBex je mhofo ncnncao HesrpannoM pyKOM
no cpuy MOMe. Mnore h Hexpa>KeHe A^poBe yipnao je
CBex y cpue MOje.
Ho rjie, M KaA H36pHiJLieM cbc nHcan>e cbcxcko h3
cpua Mora, M36auHM cbc a^PObc cbcxckc h3 cpua Mora,
He H36auyjeM cpue CBOje h3 ce6e, h hc ocxaBjbaM ra
npasHMM.
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M kha m6pum^m cee nHcahbe CBeia no yMy

r;ie,
MOMe, H CBe AapoBe ceetcKe HsSauHM m yMa Mora, He
MsCauyjeM CBoj yM m
Mene, hhth ra ociaBjbaM npasHHM.
H 3HaM, Aa je no xe/iy momc nHcao Ayx moj, m no
Ayxy MOMe lejio Moje. Fjie, kba HadpnuieM cee nHcaH>e
Ayxa Mor no Te;iy momc, h rejia Mora no Ayxy momc,
HnaK He ocxajeM Ktt>Hra HencnHcana.
KaA HsCauHM cae cbct us ce6e, oner bhahm y ce6H
KHjMry aanenaheny ca ceAaM nenaTa. To je Tsoja KH>Hra,
FocnoAe. To je nHcaFfce FocnoAa Mora. Ko M0M<e oTnena-
THTH KH>Hry Bo>KJy OCHM Bora jeAnaor?
Ko Te6e npnana 3a Oua, npHsnajem h Th H^era
sa CHHa, H CHHy oxBapaui Kii,nry n HHTaui lajne. FlenaT
no nenax jiomhuj, h HHTauj My Tajne.
YaajiyA Me Hniajy jLyAH, ne he Me npoHHTaxH. Flpo-
HHTafce caMO oho, luto je CBex nanncao no mchh h y
MCHH. Ho 04H HjHXOBe He Mory HMxaxH noA nenaxHMa.
HeMa MHoro penn y xoj kh>h3h, ho CBana pen je
Kao njiaMen oujxpa, n Kao 6ecMpxHocx Ayra, a cjia^a
je 01 CBMx cjiacxH OBora CBexa.
CeAaM peHtf, —ceASM AyxoBa n ceAaM >KHBOxa,
xpH ropH>a H xpH AOH^a, BeaanH y cpeAnnn nepasABOJHO
y jeAan HeyMnpyhw njiaMeH.
CBexa My>KaHCXBeHOCx He6a h AeBMnancKa >KeHCXBe-
Hocx seMjbe, onacan h HenopoHHHM nojacoM, OKHheHHM ca
ce A^MSBesAa.
Ho KO CMe npocnnaxM 6Hcep npezi one, kojh ce
xpane xpyjiHM ja6yKaMa? Ko cmc HHxaxH xajne Tbojc
OHHMa, KOJH cy nncMeHH caMO sa Ae6ejia c/iosa CBexa?
HeBHA/bHBa pyna cxapa ce, Aa nHiue CByAa no CBexy,
HO CBex ce oxhmb h MyHH a^ nniue cbojom MpxBOM
pyKOM — MpxBa c;iOBa.
FocnoAe Cbcmmjiochh, norjiCAaj y one, kojh rjieAajy
y Te6e, h ynpaBU pyKy H^nxoBy, Aa KaA nnuiy no ce5H
HHiiiy TBOje HMe h cno/ba h Hsnyxpa
CBCMyApH Bo>Ke moj, ynpaBH ohh H36paHHx Tbojhx
y nenaxe KH>Hre TBOje, Aa c mojihxbom ncKajy h c pasy-
MeBan^eM MHxajy, KaA Tm 6yAeuj Henyjno h jiarano jiomho
nenaxe rajHM?

Mo/iHTBa na Jeaepy. 10
146

IXC

MaJIO je nOCJiyiflHHX, rocnoAe, a BepyjyhHX iiMa.

Majio je OHHX, kojh HerpeMHue rjieAajy y FocnoAa
CBora H HAy sa HberoBHM norjie^OM.
Tpa>KHM nocJiyiuHe, focnoAC moj, h AeJiHM paAOCx
c H.HMa. KasyjeM itHMa o nyxoBHwa Tbojhm m MyApocTM
TBOJoj, H OHM noTBp^yjy Moje Kasmaibe. M paAOCx
CBOJy MHOWHMO H — A^-^^^MO.

CjiyiuaM npHHy nocjiyiiiHHX, KaKO cm yKTOHHO cno-

THuaH>a HCnpeA Hory h>mxobhx, h AOAajeM CBOJy npwHy,
H co6a ce Hauia wcnyibaBa He6oM.
Cbc Aora^aje, uito naM ce AoroAwuie, cejewo Ha
HecTO CHTO 3aK0Ha TBora, h njiCBy luto wcnaAHC soseMO
CBOJOM, a HHCTO SpHO LUTO OCTaHC SOBCMO TbOJHM.
PanyHaMO cbc Myne, cbc cyae, h CBa cxpaAaiba
CBOja paAH HMCHa TBora, u najiasHMO, a^ cmo y AoSuxKy.
LUia HaM epeAH Bepa oa HeAejte ao HeAejbe, roBO-
pMMO, aKo Hac OHa He BeH<e CBanw Aan ca norjiCAOM
FocnoAHHa Hamera?
HMa BepyjyhHx, TocnoAe Bo>Ke Ham, ajiH je mano
nocjiyuiHHX.
KoMe 6mth nocJiyuiaH, aKO ne hy HajMohHwjeM?
\\y

Sap fee Me sasaa^CHH Awfew, h caMpiHHUH sap he we

ynpenHTH?
KoMe fey 6hth nocjiymaH, aKO Hehy HaJMyApwjeM?
3ap fee Me HeyKM HaynHTH, h Hesnajiwue aap fee mm
KaaaTH HCTHHy?
KoMe hy 6htm nocjiymaH, ano ne fey HajCBeiMjeM?
3ap he Me rpemiiHun canyBa™, n kpbhhuh 3ap fee mm
Ayujy cnacTH?
KaKO 6h ce iiaaBao aajiyrajiH HOBeK, kojh 6h ciiaawo
oraH. y raMHOJ Hofew, h hc 6h cpa^iynao CBOJe nyioBe
npeMa tom oriby?
M KaKO 6h ce Ha3Bao onaj, kojh oh BHAeo
/lai^ap
CBCT/iocT y npHCiaHHiuTy, H OKpcHyo Jiat^y y cipany?
McTHM HMcnoM MOF/iH 6h cc HasBaTH H BcpyjyhH a
Henocjiynnni.
 147

OeeiHO GH >KaoK7 HenoG/iytUHoCTH Moje, .Tby6aBH

Moja; onpocTH!
Oa KaA Me paHn jby6aB Teoja, ctha Me Hcnene oa
cehatba He6pH>K;bHB0CTH Moje.
3aKHTH0 caM ce 6ho eepoM y Te6e Kao ueefeeM,
xoAHo caM CBOJHM nyTOBHMa, He ocehajyhH KaKo Me
jby6aB TBoja yaacTon npaxH.
CaAa cy mh ce oiBopHjie omh sa jLy6aB TBOjy. PaHHO
CH Me jbyTo, H paHa Me nene Kao orapb.
CaA BHAHM, Aa Me je 7by6aB TBoja npaTH;ia Ha cehmh
oSpoHUHMa M pacKpujJiHMa >KHBora. fjieAaM y npom/iocx
H BHAHM caMo ABOje: jby6aB TBojy h Henoc/iyuiHocT
Mojy. PaHHO CH Me jbyxo, h pana Me nene Kao oran^,
KoMe Aa HcnoBeAHM rpex Moj ho Te6H, KOMe w
carpeujHX?
LLIto as ce HcnoBeAaM Henoc;iymHHMa, kojh he pehH:
HHCH MHoro srpemHO, jep h mm TaKo mhhhcmo? Cbojhm
rpexoM npaBAahe moj ne he mh a^tm yiexe.
rpex, h
yHHHHhe CBOj rpex MepujioM npaBAe HSMe^y mchc
H Te6e, h AocyAHfee npasAy rpeuiHHKy.
PaHHO CH Me Jbyio ;by6aBjby Tbojom, h pana Me nene
Kao oraif*.
Onex je mhjioct Tsoja 6e3MepHa, xe mh oxBopn
OHH npe Hero yMpex.
OnpocxH, FocnoAe, h sanoBeAaj cjiyrn TBOMe!
KaKO H caA KpoxKO r/ieAam h sanoBeAaui, Kao Aa
Th H^rAa He carpeuiHx!
SanoBeAaj, FocnoAapy, h uiH6aj Shhcm, h noMoan
caBecxH Mojoj lunSaxH Me.
PaHHO CH Me Jbyxo, h pana Me nene Kao oraH^.
HeKa. HeKa Me nene Kao xpn orii,a, aok ce ne na-
BHKHeM 6hxh nocjiyuian Kao anre/i He6ecHH.
floK MH nocnytUHOCx Tbojoj BOJbH, FocnoAe, ne no-
cxane jeAHfia c;iacx mojhx Aana h nohn, ao Kpaja BCKa.

DpeMH HCpTBy pe^H MOJe, One MOJ,— xenaH>e Aexexa

noKajanor npHMH, O^e moj!
10*
 HcfipaBii pe4 Mojy hcthhqm Tbojom, h npwMH je iia

noAHO>Kje Hory Tbojhx.

OKaAn >KpTBy MOjy 6;iaroMHpoM CBexHTejLCKe mo-
jiHTBe, H He OA^auH je, TpocyHHaHH BjiaAHKO CBeroBa.
Pe4HTMjy Th >KpTBy npHHoce aHrejiCKM KpyroBH, ho
ftHxoBa pen CTpyjH k H^HMa oa Te6e h Bpaha ce k Te6H,
HenoMemaHa c hcmmjiom xaivie h HeaarpuHyxa y rpjiy
rpexoM.
ySor caM, H HHUiia Apyro HeMaM a^ HsneceM na
>KpTBeHHK TbO] OCHM pCHH OBe.
M KaA 6mx Th CTBapH npHHocno, npHHOCHO 6nx
peMH. Jep lura cy ciBapH Apyro ao penw? CBy cm Ba-
CMony HcnyHHO jesnuHMa, kojh cy njiaMeHOBH KaAa Te6ii
xBajiy y3AH>Ky, eoAa — KaAa ce6H TBOje XBajie luanfey.
M KaA 6hx Th jarH>e npHHeo, npHneo 6hxTh jeAHypen.
M KaA 6hx Th iHuy npHHeo, npHHeo 6hx Th jeAHy pen.
3a iiiTO A^ npHHOCHM xyf^y pen FocnoAy MOMe, 3a
LUTO Tyijy a He CBOJy?
Ko Me yMHHH rocnoAapoM ly^er WHBoxa h xy^e
necMe, xyl)er njiaMena h xy^e >KpxBe; ko?
Moja pen je Moj >khbox h Moja neCMa, Moj njiaMen
H MOja >KpxBa. Oa TBora yaex h Tefin hphhochm, —
npHMH
H He OA^auH, MajKo npenyna MHJioujxe.
0Aa6pax uiaKy LuenHue ca H>HBe KyKOJba, npMMH Ma
H jeAHO apHO H3 Moje ujaKe, m ynHHwheiu Me cpefeHHM.
Oa jeAHor spna Th MO>Keiii yMecHXH x;ie6a, aobojlho
3a napoAe.
ripHMH jienxy MOjy, Cnne BacKpcHxe/by, npHMH h
He OA^auH jienxy CHpoMauiKa.
ripHMH >KpxBy MOjy He 3a Mene nero 3a neKora, ko je
joHJ CHpoMiiiiJHHJM OA MCHe; HMa ;iH xaKBora?
Ko HeMa HM XOJIHKO KOJIHKO ja, 3a Hjcra npHMH >Kp-
xBy MOjy; nocxojH jih xaKaB?
Kao xapMyHHKy sr^eHHO we ceex; jeABa caM y3eo
Aaxa, H jeKHyo. HeKa anre/iH Tbojh A^Ay 6jiaro3ByHHOCXH
MOMe jeKy, h H3Hecy ra npeAa Te, ;by6aBH MOJa.
OnoMHH^eM ce CBHJy Ao6apa, luxo ch mh y4HHH0 3a
/icMBOxa, neyMopHH nparnoHe moj, h hphhochm Th jeAHO
y:-JAapje oA ce6e.
 i49

i npiuiocHM Th ue/iora cede, jep ueo iincaM aoc~

ie
Tojan caropcTH na Tbom npeHHCTOM >KpTBennKy. Oho Iuto
je HaMetfeeHo CMp™ h Tpyjie>KH, He Mory npHHexH
BccMpTHOMe Ha >KpTBy.
npHHocHM Th caMo OHO, ujTo je noA Tbojom CBex-
jiomhy yapac/io y MeHH, ujto je oa Tbojc Penu cnaceno
y MeHH.
npHMH >KpTBy peMH Mojc, TpojeAHHa Khto UBetia;
TenaH^e Aexexa HOBopol^enor npwMH.
KaA 3aneBajy xopoBH anre/iCKH oko npeciojia Teora,
KaA aarpemxe xpy6e apxaHre;iCKe, KaA MyneHMmi Tbojh
aapHAajy oa paAocxH, h CBexHxejLH Tbojh sajenajy mo-
jiHXBe 3a cnaceH^e upKse Ha aeM/bH, ne npeapn >KpxBy
peMH Moje, FocnoAe Bo>Ke moj.
He npenyj, ho nyj.
MojiHM Th ce h hokjiohhm Th ce, caAa h Kpo3 CBe
BpeMe, H Kpo3 CBy Bennocx. Amhh.

Ha OxpudcKOM Jesepy
1921—1922 vodune.

Oa aAMMHMCTpatiHJe
BH6;iH0TeKa iiaiua MS/iasH TpoMeccHno.
FoAHiuH^y npeinjiaTHHUH nojiawy 45 ahh. h Ao6HJajy
CBe KibHre Koje y jeAHOJ foahuh H3H^y.
CnaKa KH>Hra je sacedna ne;iHHa h hmh aacodny ueny.
Hosau ynyhHBaiH PeAaKLtHJH: Beorpa/i, /laHHMHheRa
yji. Bp. 22.
PyKonnce ypcAHHKy r. aP- ^I^A MapjaHOBH^y iipo(|).

Tpehe Beorp. Thmh.

PyKOHHCH ce xoMopHiny /lo !S00 amh. oj\ iiiTaMnaiicr
TadaKa.
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TCKe H MH Ap>KHMO A^ jc H>HMa Bell laMHo OApe^cH npaBau
KOJMM MHCJiMMo H^iH. Mhofh he HaM npHMeTHTH Aa H3Aatt>eM
Mo-iiiiaBa Ha Jeaepy oACiynMMO oa yiBp^enor npaaua; Ha
cBe Te npHFOBope MopaMu ynanpeA yAroeopHTH Aa to hh-
HHMO no >KejbH HauiHX MHTajiaua. Mhofh cy naivi Tpa>KHJiw
Aa nopeA nojieMHMKHX CTBapH KOJMMa ce yTH4e bhiuc Ha
yM npy>KHM0 iuto noynno, ihto 6h yTHua;io Ma;io BHuie iia
cpue H Ayiuy- Bo.i>e acjio oa Mojiumse na Jeaepy hhcmo
MorjiH HsadpaiH Koje 6h saiajiacajio pejiHrHOSHO h MopajiHO
ocehaFbc naiuHx MHiajiaua. Ho naiueM cxBaxafby Mojihtbc
Ha Jesepy jecy xpHiuhancKH flcajiMH h npHne Cojiomohobc
y KOJMMa caBpeMCHH hobck Mowe ojanaTH y BepH,
npeno-
poA«T Ayuiy CBojy h ysAHhH CBoje MopajiHe HAeajie ao oHor
crenena KaKO je to XpHCTOC yHHO.
MojiHTBe Ha Jeaepy jaB/bajy ce y BpeMeny jaKor aTe-
H3Ma.TMopar:He Kopynuyj'e h CTpaujHor MaTepHJajiHSMa kojh
je cBojoM AOKTpHHOM o5y3eo CBe AyxoBe
noHCBiuH oa paA-
HHHKHx KJiaca na ao HaJBHiue HHTe;IH^eH^Hje. Haiua je na-
Mepa Aa MonHTBe na Jesepy 6yAy BecHHK HOBe epe, ho-
Bora Aooa kojh fee ysAHfew avx HaA MaTepHJoM, HAeje HaA
peajiHouihy. Mh ce naAaMO Aa tie OBa KH>Hra HwaTH Be/iHKH
BacHHTHH yTHuaj Ha caepeMeno Apyu^TBo ysAHHcy^n pejiH-
rH03H0CT"a'^npeK0 H>e Mopa/i h APyi"TBeHO 6;iarocTaH>e.
BpeMe he noKasaiH Aa jih cmo y npaBy.
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3. EcKOHiyje, peecKOHiyje h Hanjiafcyje mchhuc, yriyx-
r»
HHue, BapaHxe, ncKOBe;
4 ripHAia H Hcnjiaiiyje yjiore Ha iiixeAH>y, no y;io>KHHM
KH5H>KHUaMa H CEOJHM 6jiaraJHHHKHM 60H0BHMa;
5.MsAaje rapaHxna nucMa Ha HHOCxpaHCXBo h nojia>Ke
KayuHJy sa ^pHcasHa naAJiemxBa h CBe jaBHe JiHUHxauHJe;
6. BpiuH KynoBHHy h npoAajy CBaKe po6e sa xy^ panyn,
pacnojiawe Ao6po ype^eHHM OAejbCHjeM sa po6y h HMa cBoje
MarauHHe h CMecxHiuxa.
7. npHMa H HSBpiuyje depaancKe Hajiore, npoAaje h
Kynyje Bajiyxe h AeBHse, bpluh pasMeny no ahcb. KypceBHMa;
HSAaje HCKOBe h anpeAHXHBe;
8. BpujH Hcnjiaxe h nanjiaxe cbhx Bpcxa; Aaje HH(J3op-
MauHJe H o^aBeuixeffca no cBHMa xproBanKHM h HHAycxpnj-
CKHM nOCJlOBHMa.
^TiT
—n n—nn- i \ \ \ n rr-nn n i \ \\ nrr— nrr-nnn-nnfT—nn—nn— n—nn— r

• •
HHCTAJIATEPH BOflOBOflA, KAHAJIHSAUHfE
H EJIEKTPHHHOr OCBETJbEHjA

M. ByjMTi & Kk
BPUIE CBE rOPH>E nOCJlOBE H AJ BP >K E
• •••••••••• irl \\t\\\AJ4i.iL\i\v\w\\v^ •••••••••••
Ha CTOBapHUixy yBCK y AOBOJbHOJ kojihhhhh caB
eJICKTpOTeXHHHKH, BOAOBOACKH H KaHaJIHSaUHOHH
MarepHJaji. PaAC cbc njiaHOBe. —
Tejie(})OH 3^4. JIoMHHa y;i. 41.

• •
 CTAKJlAPCKO-nOPUyjIAHCKA PAAH>A
MM^MBOJA nOnOBMTiA
HA CABM
Kapa^op^eea yn. Bp. 31 Te;ie4). 250
nPOAAJA HA MAnO M BEnMKO
MMa vBeK Ha CTOBapwiuTy y bcjimkhm KOiiHHHHaMa cxaK-
jiapcKe H nopixy.iaHCKe po6e h npoAaje no yAiepenoj uchh.

BEOrPAACKA
yjE^HMHA BAHKA
KaHiienapHja y concToenoj nanaTM „MOCKBA*'
KanHTan: Ahh. 209000.000
PeaepBHM ({iohaobm: „ 6,500.000

06aBJba CBe 6aHKapcKe noc;ioBe. Kynyje h npo^aje ne-

KOHe. BpiuH Han;iaTe h Hcnjiaie cbhx Bpcia. MsBpuiyje 6ep-
saHCKe Hajiore.

npHMa yjiore Ha mnmbj ys noBOJbHe ycjiose.

npenopynyje ceoje 6poAapcKO OAe;ieH>e h ycjiyre cbojhx
()}H-nMJajia v Beny, CydoTHUH, Hobom CaAy, rpy>Kv, CKonJby,
BHTOJby, TDeB^ejiHJH, CojiyHy, I4apHrpaAy h H>y-JopKy.

:m
OcHeeaHa 1922. roA-

„ll A B E P A"
npaa EeorpaACKa <|ia6pHKa AE><HJHX KOnHUA
AMMMTPMJA r. nOnOBMTiA — BeorpaA
FyHAyJiHfeeB Beuau Bp. 9 — CToeapHiDTa TepasHje 19
Te ei|)OH (})a6pMKe 22-51 Te;ie(J)OH CToeapHUiTa 24-02

Ype^CHa no yr;ieiiy Ha MOAepny CBeiCKy HHAycTpHJy.

 :

iOOOOOOCX>OOCX)OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCXX)OCXXX)OOOOOOOOOCXXXXX)OOOOOOOOOUOUUUOC»

POCMJA-OOHCMEP
APyUJTBO 3A OCMryPAHDE H PEOCHryPAhbE
y BEorPAfly
OcHOBHM KanHTaji AMHapa 5,000.000

/(pyiuTBo je npcAysejio cea ao cafla y Kpa-

jBeBHHH C. X. C. saKJbyneHa ocHrypafta ojx Apy-
lUTBa „PocHJa" y neiporpaAy m /JpyiuxBa „(|>oh-
CHep" y ByAHMneiuTH sajeAHO ca OAroBapajytiHM
peSepBHHM t^OHAOBHMa. —
/IpyiiiTBo BpUIH noA
HajnoBOyiaHHJHM yciioBHMa
1. ocHrypaH>a >KHBOTa CBHJy Bpcra no naJMOAep-
HHJHM TapHt})aMa;
2. ocHrypaita npoTHBy no>Kapa srpaAa, KytiHor
HaMeiuTaja, po5e, HHAycipujcKHx m (})a5pHHKHX
npeAysefea;
3. ocHrypaffca oa necpefcHMx cjiynajeBa nojcAHHHx
jiHinaH KO.ieKTMBHO ocHrypaH>e ^'^^P^^'^khx
paAeHHKa;
4. ocHrypaHDa oa npoBa.ine Kpa^e Kaca, ipesopa
TproBaHKHx paAfba k npHBaTHHx ciaHOBa;
5. ocHrypaH>a ipaHcnopia Ha cyBy h Ha boah;
6. ocHrypaH^a ciaKJia oa JiOMa;
7. ocHrypaH>a oa rpaAa;
8. 0CHrypaH>a cyACKe OAroBopnocTH npejvia ipe-
hHM JIHUHMa;
9. ocHrypaHja aMaHCia h nHcajwa ca BpeAHOiuhy
(Bajiopa).

CBA OBABELUTEHdB AAJE J\liPEKUyi}A V BEOFPAAy, t

KPAJb MMJIAHOBA 24, A Y YHyTPALUHDOCTM UPV- |
UlTBEHE OMJIMJAJIE, 3ACTynHMLUTBA M AFEHTM. |

CXXXXXMOOOCXXXXJCOOOOOOOOOOCXXnOOCXXXXKXXlOaOOCXXXJOOOOCJOOO'JCXXXXXXlOCXJOOCXXlQOOOOOOO
 :

BOilBTE PAIYHA
BYJiyMOCTH
OCMryPABAJTE CEBE
M C80JE nOPOAH14E BnArOBPEHEHO
l^^*« •••••••••••••••••••••••••••• ••••••..!

„myMA^MjA"
nPBO cpncKO flpyuiTBO sa ocHry- #
PAIi>E H PEOCHryPAftE V BEOrPAfty
I

BPmH nOA HAJnOBOMHJHH yCJIOBHMA

1. OcHrypaFba >KHBOTa hb c/iynaj cmpth
H AO>KHBnjeH>a, 0CHrypaH>a Mwpasa >KeHCKOj
H KanHxa/ia MyiuKOj fleuH, ocHrypafta penie
—neHSHJe —
nopoAHUH,

2. OcHrypaH>a npoTney no>Kapa, rpoMa

H eKcn;io3HJe: arpaaa, noKyhaHCXBa, po6e,
HH^ycTpHJCKHX H c})a6pH4KHX npcAysefca.
rioJiHce /ilpyi^TBa „LLIyMaAHJa" no ocHry-
paH>y >KHBOTa npHMa MuHHCxapcTBO BoJHO
H MopHapHue Kao Kayuwjy npw >KeHHA6n
oc})HUHpa.

Csa 6nuyK^ o6aBeLUTeH)a Aaje 6ecn;iaTH0

flpyujTBeHa Ynpasa y BeorpaAy, JaKuinheBa,
6p. 8., M oB/iamheHH sacrynHHUH. fli
 !

KpajbeBHrie Cp6a, Xpeara h CioBenai^a

(npe^e ynpaee OoHAoea)
OCHOBAHA 1862. roAHHe
L|eNrpsfia BeorpaA* TnaeHe 4iMnNjane Hobn caA n CKonibe.
nOA FbEHOM ynPABOM:
Kpajb. Cpn. SeMJbopajiHHHKa Baena y CKonjby, UpHoropCKa Xh-
noTeKapua BaHKa na U,eTHH>y. APhHUHJE: LIIa6aa, Bajbeeo, Cmc-
Aepeeo, Hhui, no>KapcBaUy Sajenap, HanaK, JaroAHHa.
SajaoBH HB HenoKpcTHOCTH (xHnoTCKe). KoMyHajiHH
saJMOBH Ha noA-^ory npnxoAa m npHpesa.
y 1921. roA. HSAaTO xmhot. saJMOBa 80,000.000
6^5^ nPBMA yjiorE ha mnmY ©^^^
Cratbe ynora. 62,000.000 a^h^P^
ECKOHT M PEECKOHT MEHMUA. 3AJM0BM HA BAJIOFE
(JIOMBAPA). TEKY'RH PAMyHM.
D.

TproBaMKO AKaHOHapcKO JlpymTBO

BEOrPAH — KpaJba MHJiana yjiHi^a 6p. 43.
OcHOBaHO OA CPnCKE BAHKE A- A Y 3arpe6y 1910. roA.

DoTnyHO ynjra^eHa rjiaeHHua Ahh. 10,000.000

pesepse « 2,000.000

BAHKAPCKO OAEJbEFbE
KynyjE h FIPOAAJE cbc cipaHe eajiyie, flesHse h HeKoee.
M3AAJE KpcAHTHa nHCMa h HCKOBe Ha HHOCipaHCTBo no
flHCBHOM 6ep3aHCK0M Kypcy.
BEP3AHCKE HAJIOFE H3Bpiijyje HaJKyjiaHTHHJe.
ECKOHTMPA MEHMUE, Aaje KpeAHie, OTBapa TCKytie pa-
HyHe, 4)HHaHCHpa iproBaMKa h HHAycrpHJCKa npeAysefca.
nPMMA yjiore na mieAffcy HajnoBo.rbHHJe.

POBHO OAEJbEhbE
BPLUM KOMHCHOHy KynoBHHy h npoAajy xpane h seMajb-
CKHx npoHSBOAa Ha bcjihko. OwHaHCHpa hsboshhkc.
 m m
INI 11-11 II II II II II

3a AaMe
HAJBETiH H3EOP
CeaKOBpcHor roroeor
EHCKOr OAE/IA
Ao6Nja M3 npBHX napMCKHX Ky^a
MEHCKA KOH<t>EKfi4MJA

PUHBOJ [ABim
CABNH M
m\
MAHAAPMTb
H

Kpaiba MMciaHa 70.

14EHE Cy YMEPEHE M YTBP'&EHE

T
Pirr-nn—nrr—nr i ti n g^__otL-ii 3GrrD!iraarii [r~nrr~T) Ci=3lir=DiriIlE

EJIEKTPO-TEIHHHKO H HAIOHHCKO DPEJiySEEE

IP ii H
npe^e MATMTi h OHJlMnOBMTi
TeJieiJjOH 11-77 BEOfPAfl KHewee CnoMCHHK 2.

BpuiHMo HHCiajiauHJe
CTOBapmuTe CjieKipo- ejieKTpHHHor ocBeiJieHia,
BxexHHHKor Maiepujajia, mo- ejieKipMHHHX 3B0Ha, reJie-
Topa, AHHaMa h cbhx Ma- (})OHa, rpaMOc[)OHa, BOAOBOAa
[1 lUMHCKHX Ae-ioBa. H KaHajiHsauHJa.

B ^s^S^sr-
D
ElI^DGIZDtZZDDIZaCCZDaZZJQIIDnailQ 11=3 ClZa 11=3
 y TBPACM H MCKOM noBcsy OA
KHiMI ^ 20, 40, 50, 80 H 100 jihcth y
4)HHoi TproBan. xapiHJH noAecHe sa KopecnoHAeHUHJy
H KtfaHroBOACTBo Kao M KaHuejiapHJ. nHcatiH h uikoji-
CKH MaiepHJaji m npH6op MO>Ke ce ao6hth y KH3H>KapM
H TproBMHH KaHi|. MaicpHJajia

ft EAnKAH $%

CABE PHCTHIA
floeHKapeea yn. Ep. 4.
npcKO nyxa FJIABHE nOIllTE.
BeorpaA Tene^ion 22-86

mjiWh, mjimii m cteoahobhii

ZI= OMJIHJ AJIA
— BEOrPAfl —
CKOnJbE
nPEnopyMyjE bejimkm msbop.-
LIlTO(})a ByHCHa m coMoia 3a >KeHCKe xajbHne h ko-
=
CTHMe. riopxera — 6ejia h y CBHMa 6o aMa —
JIaypah h
ca CBHJioM. 3ec()Hpa 3a Koiuy/be. fljiaiHapHJe y cBHMa ium-
pHHaMa. — \

KpHMepa. MaHHecxap —
CoMOia. Tie6aA — noKpH- —
Bana ByneHH^j. —
TenHxa: Ha Meiap, oa jyie, ByHe h >KaHH;ie, Kao h
roTOBHK npocTHpana ByHCHHx h >KaHM;iCKHx.
AiJiaca — 3a jindaAa 3a CpncKy HoiiJH>y. CaxcHa —
H AiJiaca y 6oJH sa JopraHe. I4BH;iHxa 3a jiyiueKe. —
HaMyKa: Po3a KpoHioH, 6e;in m >KyTH, BpaiHJia dejbCHa
H >KyTa.
Baie y CBMMa KBa/iHTexHMa, Kao h ocia/ie MaHy(})aK-
xypHe, ByneHe, cBHJieHC h naMynne iKaHHHe.
ByHHae==ro;iy6, H naMynHa npeAHsa y cBHMa 6oiaMa
 n

gi (III HIT—nn—nn—nil—nn—nfT-^nii tin nn— n—nn—pn—nn—ng

Oniura llpNBpeAHa BaHKa

yrao Khcs MHxajjioBe h Kpa;ba FlcTpa yji.

KynyjE m hpo/iaje cbe bpcte

AEBM3A M BAJIYTA M MBBPUJyjE
CBe
6ep3aHCKe nocnoee
6p30 H no HajnoBOJbHHJiiM ycjioBHMa
Tene4»OH 2-41 TenecfsoH 2-41
HfT-nn—mr-TlM m
m im nfr-nmiT--nn—nn—7ll^ im Tin im i\

r TPrOBMHA XAPTOJE *j

j nAHTMTi M JiPVr
I MM A CTAJIHO HA CTOBAPMUITy
IXapTHj'e 3a miaMny, hobhhc h 4)HHe. I
XapTMJe sa nMcatbe, hhctc h mnapTane. I
IXapTHJe sa naKOBahbe, naneHACKJi. S
Tejie4)0H 20-24. — TejierpaMH: „nanHp'' — BocancKa 15. I
••
^^ ^^ ••

TBOWBAPCKA TPrOBMHA I
TOMHti H CTOJa^HHOBHli
EEOrPAA
Te;ie(}). 5-87 — Khcs MnxajjioBa y;i. Bp. 52

npEnopynyjE cboje yBEK aobpo cop-

TMPAHO CTOBAPMLUTE CBAKOBPCHE
: : FBOK'BAPCKE POBE
: : : :

^^^= ripoAaja Ha eenHKO m Mano. -

')'3^^SiQ^^^(S^^Q'S^&Q^'^SQ^S^3iQ(S^^^3^S^(3^SQ^^^^^
 —

YnjiaheHH KanHiaji . . flwH. 6,000.000'—

PeaepBHH Oohaobh . „ 2,200.000'—
yjio3n Ha iiiTeAH>y . . „ 10,500.000'

OiBapa KpeAHxe Ha noano3H po6e, ecKOH-

Tyje H peecKOHTyje Mennue, HSAaje rapanTna
nwcMa H T. A.

flpHMa ynore Ha uiTeAiby

noA HajnoBOibHHJHM ycnoBMMa

I Hobo!
noB^nALU-REHA hobo!^

I
Uh?Mk BEJlOr PYBJbA
I
MMPKA A. MAPJAHOBHTiA
Gj OxBOpHJia je rjiaBHO cxoBapHiUTe 6e;ior py6;ba y na-
S jiaxH 6aHKe „HHKo;ia BoiUKOBnti"

I
TepasHje S3 ao ABOpa
w nopcA cBora AOcaAaiUH^er cxoBapniiiTa
g y Kpajb MnjianoBOJ 71. •

§ y BaiueM je concTBCHOM HHxepecy, ^a noceiHTe obo cto-

^ sapHiuTe, rae iieie ao6hth cse spcre 6ejior py6;ba ^
(9 ca 40''/o jeBTHHHje on nHJaHH.^x ueHa,
c! noiuTO je ({)a6piiKa noBJiamiieHa
S y HHTepecy saiuTHie h
g)
noTnoMaran^a g
g AOMahe HHAycipHJe. S
 KPAJb. CPnCKH ABOPCKM TAHETAP H flEKOPATEP
M CTOBAPMtllTE COBHOP HAMEUJTAJA
BeorpaA — Kpajba FleTpa yjiHua 6poi 1 1 — Beorpafl

npenopynyje noiuTOBaHOJ ny5jiHUH Ao6poM

ce
po60M M COJIHAHOM HSpaAOM Kao H yMCpCHOM H
yTBp^CHOM UCHOM
C nouiTOBaifceM

JhYB. J. AHTOHMJEBMTi
— Kpajb. Cpn. /leop. Taneiap n /JcKopaTep. —
Tejie(t)OH 15-40 Tejiec|)OH 15-40

^ABPHKA nJIEXAEOr H MECFiHrAHOr HAMEfflTAJA

M. rPAOlillA H M. CTAHOJEBHIA
BEOrPAfl — BocaHCKa 35.

Hm^ nd
USI PTflPQllUniTir «3pa^eHor ^jiexaHor u —
nmfl blUlidjJilllllj FBosAeHor HaMemiaja Kao
6jiexaHHx Kpeeera ca des MecuHraHHX rajiepHJa, HofeHHX
vi

CTOHHtia, yMHBaoHHKa, mihunyKaj ^Qjxep jviaApaua h mcchh-

raHHx rapoHTypa.
Uene HCKjBynyjy CBany KyHKypeHUHjy.
npHMa Ha onpaBKy h 4)ap6aH>e caB CTapH reos-
ACHH HaMeuifaj no epjio cojimahhm i;eHa«a.

^oo ooo<:><:y€>oo<:>oz»<c^O€>€>€>*
nPOMETHA BRHKSk A. A.
KHea MHxaHjiOBa yji. 26. — BEOrPAfl - Y concTBenoj arpaflH
BaHKapcKO Oji^iheihe, TEJlEcDOHM:
/InpeKTopa: 14-30
CTpyrapa w cyiiJHHi;a APBera.
. .

BaHKe 2-29
BpOAapCTBO. Crpyrape . . . 2-99
flecKapcKO OACJbeite. BpoAapciBa: . 19-39
ynjIAliEHM KAnMTAJI: 9 PE3EBE;

I 5,000.000 AMH. i 4,500.000 ahn.

Te;ierpa(})CKa a^peca: nPOMET BAHKA
 ,oT(roii«Tfr«iioTc/o olejoliojijonoiejo

orjlouo jT) I o\l 9 ri I m o/01oifOj51oi(Ojf>JLo

KOMCAHHJA JIEBAHT
X J|o6Nna je ee^HKy kohmmnhv o
a roTOBor MyuuKor OAena aa OAPa- z
lU
cne N Aeuy.

-=L|eHe cy epno H»icKe=-

6^ ripoAaja aHrpo h Aeraib. 6^9 m
Z
Q Teji. 12-93. najnara Ephctoji (ea CasH) Z
-I

I reOVKToAPCKA TPrOBHHA
AMMHTPMJA nEPOBMTiA
^^
Te;ie(t)OH 260. — BEOFPAfl— CABA — TeJiect30H 260.
'^

^>^
npenopynyje cBoje yecK flo5po copTHpaHO CToeapH- K
Hire CBaKOBpcHe po6e. §
^ nPOAAJA HA MAJIO M BEJIMKO. ^^^=— |

TajHa TpajHe MnaAOCTH — OTKpNeeHa!

Cthjihom ynoTpe6oM KPCM-a nocTuwe ce HHCTofea xena,
Bhojict
MCKoha H CBOKa Cbc 6o6yjbHiie, nere, jiHiuaJH
6e.iiiHa kovkc. Cope hc- ii

cTajy ca jiHu,a cxajiHow ynoTpe6oM Bhojict KpeM a. EnoneT KpeM ce yno-

Tpe6ji>aBa aaiby. ys Bhojict KpcM npenopyHyje ce h ynorpeOa HCKJbywHBO
Bhojict ny^cpa Kojera iiwa Oe.ior, posa a KpeM.
CHpo4)CH cpncKH Chpojihh. rioTnyHa je saMCHa CHpo/iHHy. Koff
6o;iecTH opraHa 3a ARcaH>e y6;ia>Kyje Kaiua/b, OTK;iaH>a rpo3HHuy h wotiHO
3Hojeifce H noGo/biLiaBa y oniiiTt CTaH>e 6o;iecHHKa. ynoTpe6;baBa ce joui
Kao noysflaH .tck npoxuHy Ty6epKy;i03e, HapoMHTO aa nnyhny Ty6epKyji03y
y npBOM cxaAHJyMy. — F. r. jieKapHMa kojh ce nHTepecyjy CTaB.T>a ce 6ec-
jnnZTHO npo6a Ha pacnono>KeH.e.

AnoreKa KXlUAKOBHTiA
 CAHATOPMJyM mBPAMAP
J^-p reHHHfea. H-p Koena, A-P KpcTHta h ft-p SApaBKOBHtia
PecaecKa 51. — BEOrPAft — Tejie(})OH 402

ripBH cpncKH CanaiopHyM y BeorpaAy 3a xHpyiiiKal

o6o;ieft>a, 3a >KeHCKe 6o;iecTH nopoAHJbe, 3a yny-i
TpaiiJH>e 6o;iecTH, 3a 6o;iecTH MOKpafcHHx oprana.
yujHJy H AP. (^
CaHaTopHJyM HMaonepai^Hone CHa5AeBeHe cBHwa
cajie
noTpedajvia, cajiy 3a nopo^aje, peHireHOJioLUKH KadH-
HCT, Jia6opaTOpHJyM H npo4)HJiaKTHHHH HHCTHiyT 3a
CH(})H;iHCTHHHe dOJICCTH.

He npHMajy ce y CanaropHyM 6ojiecHHUH ca oxBope-

HOM njiyiiHOM Ty6epKyjio30M, ca aKyiKHM 3apa3HHM h
'UieBHHM o6ojieH)HMa.

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BesHJbCKO'TpyKepcKO^ mTpHKepcKa paA^a

PAAOMMP J.
TEHMTi
Beorpan — CnoMCHHK Kneaa MHxamia 6p. 5
— ocHOBana 1911. roAHHC. —
BaHpcAHO Jieno h 'yMe-'i ,
•

THHHKH Be3e ACBOJaHKe

cnpeiwe. TpyKyje CBa-
KOBpcHO py6;be. Ojih-
cHpa BeHHaHHue, 6a;i-

CKe xajbHHe' cyKfteJ

Kapnepe HJ njiHiueBe
HHCTO H ca nyHO yKyca

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Jjj

ByjIETHTi-BeorpaA ^

BEJIHKO CTOBAPHDITE
i
FajiaHTepHjcKe, rijiaxHapcKe h MaHy4)aKTypHe ^
po6e, SacTHpana — TenHxa, Saeeca h x. a. S

H KOMnAHHJE

KHE3 MHXAHJIOBA yjIHUA BP. 20.

HHKA JbySHHA yjlHUA BP. 9.

 —

f „CPBMJA**
nPBo cpncKo APyniTBo 3A ocurypAfbE
w y BEorPAAy
(yrao Kib, Jhy6u\ie ii Kit. MdxaHJia yji.)

• ••••

M BpmH: ocHrypa^a HCHBora, ocHrypaiba npoTHBy no>Kapa,

jiOMalcraKJia, HecpefcHHx cjiyHaJeea, TpaHsnopTHa
ocHrypafta, Kao h CBa ocrajia ocHrypaiba, a

TAPAHTyjE OBHM CPEACTBHMA:

npeisa ciaity j^pymTBCHor 6HnaHca oa 31. ;^eu. 1921. ro;^.

W 1. JpymTBCHH KanHTaJi — — /Jhh., 5,000 000 —

2. (t>0HA0BH pesepBHHx npeMHJa — „ 5 925.196 05
3. OciajiH 450HAOBH — — — „ 5,471.148*41
4. HenoKpeTHo HMaH>e 3BaH0 „Xaj-
jiyK Be.^Ko" H „MajiH-BoJHHK"
Ha yr.iy Khcs hXuxaunoEQ'yjjiiixe
M 6p. 1 H CpcMCKe yjiHue 6v. 2
H HMafta y KocMacKoj yjiHUH dip. 8 „ 15,000.000 —
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